mid autum festival

wow... over le... mid autum festival... after i left sch... still didn't see him... i saw my friends-shang paul seow... outside lt4... having biz meetin ba... haha.... heard no open hse...
nice one... tue gt the smu thingy... dunno what... my whole day gone like that... no rest... haiz...

after leaving sch... went bugis with yc... eat teriyaki chicken... so full... saw a bunch of immatured children... haha... i think i ate v slow... haha... cos too full liao... haiz... keep eating these few days... haiz... esp after promos... let's see... immediately after promos... ate long john... den the next day ate the bee hoon.... den the next day... eat the chicken...

bought rebecca a necklace... haha... v funny thing happen... yc knocked onto the glass cupboard cos an assistence was opening the door... den i think she didn't see... dunno thinking of who... haha... she bamped.... there... her "balugu"... haha... haiz... he saw le sure will heartpain... haiz... thanks yc for accompanying me... haha... anyway i waited for her for 2hr leh in com lab... haiz...
in the train...me n yc discussing... i tell yc...
me: if u find a bf rite, same sch same cls... nt gd... diff sch not gd also cos later tt guy two timing u also dunno... same sch n diff cls the best...
yc: no wonder u like fabian...
i was like huh? nice link... get me clear... i dun like fabian... only friend... yapz...

went back home... den went granny hse... fireworks n latern... eat.... my mum's almond jelly... mooncake... chocolate cake... haiz... gain dunno how many kg... nice one... the choc cake abit bitter... china mooncake nt bad...but oily ar.. haha...

when boy boy need to change diper...
boy boy: ah ji bu yao kan wo hor! (means telling me not to peek at him)
so funny i was laughing lor...

when we are playing with candles and fire...
uncle was trying to play with boy boy... he throw him into the air and caught him...
Uncle: hao bu hao wan? hao bu hao wan? hao wan rite? ( mean fun or not fun?)
boy boy: bu hao wan...
uncle was lost for word... we was like smiling there la...
i murmured... nice one ar boy... haha....boy is so cool... so funny... haha...

glad tt necklace fit rebecca...

granny so sweet... haha...know i wan tt... haha...

noisy...so many kids around at the house... haiz... play shout scream... cry... complain... debate... baby language... haha...

happy ending... the 9pm show... haiz...

when m i gg to tidy my table... whole day nt at home... haiz... nice one...

food for thoughts: would u rather like a guy who make u xin tiao when u r with him... when u heard his name?? or the guy u feel comfortable to be with and u r happy when u r with him???

first time blogging in sch...

in com lab now... so sian... waiting for yc and stella to finish pw... haiz... got consultation in the morning... waking up early in the morning... dun say alr... have a bad morning...

went to buy something that my mum asked for... i asked the provision shop asistance, he say dun have... later my mum went to buy... she bought it... nice one... sian... spoilt my mood...

actually in the morn wanna go jogging one with mad paul n cam... planned alr ytd... haiz...

waste my time... waited in sch for like more than half an hour... cos someone is late... nice one... lucky desmond entertain me...haha... j2 i dun think gt sch today lor... den mayb he is nt in sch... haiz...

what's wrong with my wearing earrings? haiz... later got date ma... haha... but i think m gg to change the earring if can find a more suitable one...

better take care teik ling.... haiz... that someone nv take care of her properly... haha... need to complete pw by sun...mon gt meeting... me the healthy one in the grp... haha...

ytd... went kovan... ate that mee hoon v nice... haha... i told my mum... v nice got add milk one...so nice...next time bring her n granny go eat... haha... went ps... bought someone present... tml gg to do lor i think... walk here and there... raja came for awhile... we took neoprint... opps... can't wait to take tt neoprint n keep it in my collection...haha... gt one shop so cool... so creative... love it! but the things there too ex liao...

still need to buy my cousin bd... today she is celebrating... can't wait to eat mooncake... haha... wanna change blogskin...so many things to do...

later need to buy present and go granny hse...

tml need to do the present... go jogging... go teach ben... do pw... haiz... nice one... k... when can i tidy my table... in a mess... haiz...

so painful... y is it painful? haiz... when u r in a bad mood... still need to act u r happy... haiz... y? so that ppl won't ask " are u okay?" dun wan ppl to worry... haiz... sian... k la... think it is a long post.... cos to kill time one.... haha... =) see ya! =)

sian

really really sian... dislike the me i'm now... how could this happen to me? i tot... but i dunno love can be replace so easily... one moment u r heatbroken... den the other moment u r with another person...

does true love ever exit? maybe... but died off easily... can it last forever? i dunno... i wonder how many married couples really like each other... i have met... my granny... divorce two time... the 3rd one nt much better... quarrel blah blah blah... over time., love really faded? i dunno leh... haiz...

wanna change blogskin but no time... haiz... sian...

haiz

loving ppl is painful when the person dun like u...
being loved is also painful when the person is not whom u like...
so... being in loved with each other is hard... so teasure it... =)

haiz

wanted to change skin one... but ajust here and there still can't... too dumb with come alr... haiz... it is like that one... haiz.. change other time ba... sian... i change song... haha! =)

wah really really sian leh... keep thinking how to earn money.... cos m broke! need to buy so many bd presents! wanna y so many babies born at this month...nice one... haiz... should be happy gal... that means u have lots of friends to care for...

wah... seem like a really busy day tml... go out with beattians gang... den at nite go teach... nice one... tired myself out only... hee... but i think tml take my salary liao... can't wait... haha... gtta rmb to bring my aunt bag and the el stuff... gtta rmb.... oh... still gtta help my mum make the amond jelly... so busy....

friday... mid autum festival... the yam spoil liao lor... haiz... so wasted... can't wait! wanna eat mooncake and play with fire! haha! play with fire! why like this yr like past so fast... so wasted leh... my one yr... so wasted... haiz... nvm... next yr a lvl alr! jia u! =) gotta go early help my granny... ya... hope is nt yue bang yue mang...

sat... go teach ben... den should be free ba... oh need to teach an also? wonder yangzheng gt teaching or nt... haha... haiz...

sun- family day... swimming day... =) yeah! finally can go swimming le cos promos finish alr! wahaha! man... sun go swimming... alot of shuai ge one... hehe! =) maybe all the ah bei bei... haha.... diao... dotss...

plans for the rest of the year:
tidy my table
*Chinese a lvl! mus get Ace! =)
pw
work on creela if possible?
find work
earn money
play game
change hp
buy camera
prepare for next yr
go hols?
slack...
lose 5 kg by the end of this year
read books...
write stories?
watch tv
movies
guitar

seemed like wanted to do so many things... haha... but what i really want is... to learn piano... if only gt time... haiz... dun worry... will have chance! =)

yeah!

haiz... so sian... so sian.... so bored... y m i feeling so empty? dunno... my mum agreed to buy jay chou or stephanie sun ablum if i can promote... haha... i think i should get her buy jay chou one... den i buy stephanie sun one... haha... yi ju liang de... so happy for what... as if u can promote like that... haha... but dunno leh... haha... hope can promote lor... hee... =) hope can promote den can see the clone jy... haha... dotss... =)

feel like writing love or friendship leh... haha...but no inspiration alr... haiz... brain died... =) sian...

Promos over!

yeah! promos over le! so happy! haha... although today physics damn hard... but i dun care alr... so sian... hope i can promote lor... haiz.... just hope so... haiz.... sian.... k... all the best for the ppl who still gt exam!!! jia u! =) i think it is time to tidy my table... so messy... haha! =)

physics and econ

physics... lost 10 marks.... econ write till my hand very "sour"... dun wan to say more... feel like writing love story leh... long time nv write narrative and story le... haha... somehow gt the urge... my 1st love in the way dunno go way alr... haha... k la... v tired... see u! all the best for my chem and physics on wed and tt is it for promos! jia u! go go go! =) he wore red today... haha...

yeah

yeah! i found my moltivator( not a person an object!) muhaha... whole day so no mood to study... haiz... try to focus but... at night... see something.... haha... thanks dad and mum... haha... they dunno what happen anyway.... haha... muhaha... jia u! go go go! still gt one more day to Physics! jia u! =) all the best to me! yeah! =)

what a nice day ar?

hate myself for letting myself to make careless mistake again... wth? i mean really... m always a careful person( dun believe ask my friends who are close to me)... bloody hell... rarely make careless mistake in doing maths b4... now dunno what the hell wrong with me... this is the 3rd time alr... why do i allow such thing happened to me? some more that qns is mr poh set one... haiz... disappoint him... my 8 marks... i think i haven't been strict with myself? so that is why such thing happen? nice one...

chem didn't have time to finish cos there is no time for u to time... last half an hour i was still at q3... i still got 3 more qns to go... nice one... forget it ....... also alot dunno how to do... but i think maths is much better den chem i guess... every paper like fighting a battle like that... every battle drain my energy away... m so tired...

sleepless night... the whole night i didn't slp....... the most i slp 2h... i dunno why... too jin zhang le ba... thinking of formula... i hate memorising... haiz... i dunno why studying need memorising... is to test ur understanding for the topics... like that memorise, what do we understand? i also dun understand y i study chem... it is not as if i wanna become chemist what... although i got a passiion for chem since secondary sch... but i think the passion alr died... cos dunno... it is totally different... how i miss mrs singh...

i hope for the bettter........ for now i prepare for the worsst but still hopping i can promote... still gotta think positive... yeah! ya... at most i go poly or retain... even the sky falls on me m not afraid..... ya... jia u lor... come on... go go go! dun let down the pppl who have confidence on u! yeah! thanks for the ppl who encourage me... hehe... esp my mum( always complaining to her)... always make her worry for me... haiz... there is life... there is hope... i still believe in miricle and miricle is we make ourselves... with our own hands! =) go go go! =)

haiz

sian..... no matter how i study... it seemed like nth goes into my brain... haiz... so sad lor... i think my way of studying wrong... sian... i really hope i can pass my promos... please la... why like that... gggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! so angry and sad.... and stress.............. ggggggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a way to destress............. nice one................ suddenly miss JJ so much... haha... haiz............. k nice one.............. dun wan to talk abt it liao............ haiz... everyone mugging............ me still slacking............. how to concentrate ??????????? mr boo: the word is "focus" den u can do everything........... ya.......... the thing is how??????? haiz........... sian.......... nice one.......... jia u lor......... sian........... =)

haiz

sian... nth gone well today... nvm... concentrate on the next 4 subjects! jia u! =)

haiz

my way of destress... blog and eat... haha... haiz... sian.... stressed= desserts... no wonder ppl will grow fat when they are stressed.... haha...

keep filling myself with positive thoughts... keep thinking tt what the future will be install for me... going oversea... travel around the world... having a big house with swimming pools and garden and garage with lots of cars and maybe motorcars( my dad dun allow me to bike, haiz... he said is dangerous) haiz... and library with lots of books... 1st place i wanna go is Spain! =) yeah... haha... so study and earn lots of money! then can travel around the world alr! jia u! go go go!

all the best ppl for promos! =)

sian

sian man... whole day stayed at home again... at home means eat and study lor... haiz... no wonder... haiz...

whole day... so waste time... study only one chem notes... sian man... then i only read thru the Science and tech gp notes... euthanisia and cloning... GM food... haven memorise leh... sian.... why GP need to memorise... i dun understand lor... no wonder need to memborise.... cos my GP always borderline one... haha... haiz.. today actually wanna wake up early do my eom one... but lazy de me... sleep till 9.30am... den slack.... sian lor... 5 more chem notes to go.... physics haven start yet lor... haiz... sian... maths? erm.... left memorise the formula... and graphing and differentiation ba... haha... =) not too sure also.. but did alot maths alr... hope can pass ba... yeah! must give mr poh a gd impression... he is leaving soon... so sad... haiz... such a great teacher....

econs... also haven start... maybe... read mkt failure can alr... haha... macro? erm... see gt time den read ba...haiz... what else? chinese and gp tml... scary... haiz... jia u! =) go go go! =)

no mood...

no mood... to study.... no mood to do eom... haiz... sian... no no no! can't think this way! go go go! jia u! haiz... feel so sad after seeing RQ's friendster... haiz... haha... nvm... time will heal the wound... "shi jian ke yi cong tan yi qie"... haha... dotss... he is my idol only la... tt time o lvl is jesse mccartney... his pic still above the com table... haha... look at him gt mood to study le at tt time... now no mood leh... haiz... thanks Louisa for giving me tt poster... haha... help me past the diff time in studying... haha! =) tt pic really moltivate to study lor at tt time... still tt pic dunno why feel better alr... haha... den continue study....

wah... eom still dunno how to do... feel tired liao... haiz... better go slp ba... tml den continue... buai... dun miss me... haiz... tml morning wake up early n do... yupz... tml study gp and chinese! go go go! =) not tml... is today.... after my sleep... haha! =) see u! =)

Promos

haha! jus read KKJ blog... post by RQ! i think this time the gig is he organise one... haha... but this time is 15 bucks leh... somemore at 15sep... my exam still haven finish... he gt say sp supporters... i wonder does he mean us... wahaha... recently he so enthus in blog... dunno why leh... haha... =) he is so shuai... haiz...

today ar... erm... not really production lor... sleep... eat... tired... haiz... now come online to do my eom... sian... haiz... how i wish m smart... although m smart alr la... but i wan a little bit more... haha! =) hee... m greedy... hee...

do maths... den read chem lor... left 6 more sets of chem to read... didn't study gp... sian... haiz... k la... i wish i can promote lor... that is all.... haha... =) for now... studies also on my mind... haha... but haiz... nvm... hee... =) go go go!!

after promos i wan go swimming! haiz... my new swim suit haven wear lor... sian... miss yangzheng pri sch tutees... haha... wish can go back teaching... haha... den they gt psle... ya... haha... =)

jia u all the ppl! jia u for promos! go go go! =) yeah!

Happy Birthday Soon Heng! =)

5 more days

Happy Birthday, Collin! =) stay shuai forever! anyway, i doubt he will read my blog... just to let li ming see... haha... i add a testi for him alr... haha... =)

haiz.... tired of my life.... but thinking the many disapponted faces i have to face after failing or retaining.... i have to move on... but can i take a break... i can feel myself really out of breath alr... haiz... tired...

but life has to go on... yar... no matter what the result is... i already tired my best... let my god decide for me.... he/she knows me the best... let me clearify... m not a christrian... m buddhist... i pray.... yap... no matter what the result is... i think i will learn lesson thru it... yap... for every step i move i learnt and changed.... used to be a mischief gal... i cheat... i lied... i steal... but now... a totally different person who put myself in other ppl's shoes.... bad memories are erased... good membories are always kept...

yeah... life has to move on... go go go! stay positive... u can do it! jia u lor! yeah! go go go! =) 5 more days... 4 more days...

Haiz

wah... just finish my i n r... tired... printing it now... after finishing it... just realise got sample... haiz... what the... haiz... den all my formating wrong... cos i copy from the layout one... den m so hungry now... cos didn't have dinner... should not have yan cheng told mum i had dinner... wah... nice one... nvm... sleepy... but still got physics and chem... sian... haiz...

oh man... miss my show... oh my... haiz... sad...

Sian

So sian... i stayed at home the whole day! micrale ar? sunday leh... i stayed at home to do hwk! what the hell lor... actually planned to go job with sham this morn... again... can't wake up... lala... how i wish can take out the sleepy and lazy genes in my body or not ar... so tired and sleepy although i slp for dunno how long...

woke up at 11am lor... den i continue sleeping till lunch... den i start to read gp lecture notes-sports... den after that do econ assignments... finally, just now do finish alr... yeah! =) den now i have to do my I&R which is due tml! and i dunno how to write man! sian... den i still got chem promos papers to do... and the physics tys mcq... nice one... haiz.... all due tml... how many more hours to go... haiz... sian... still haven start revision lor... sian... haiz... tired... how i wish... haha... nvm... go go go! =)

repeat after me pauline: I LOVE STUDYING! I LOVE MUGGING! MUGGING ROCKS! then u will wan to study le k... y always i online dun see u online... den u online i not online one... haiz... no fate... haiz... so sad... haha... jia u! go go go! =)

9 more days...

haha... i rather post a blog den to do my eom... really dunno how to edit... still gt I&R... and... what ar... chem also... econ also... physics also... how to finish in one day... haiz... stupid me... go do inequalities for what... but i finished alr... haha... hope ok lor... haiz...

today morn, went to sch for maths... AMK ger... pauline's clsmate... we like so cold no topic.. but... she is so blur... dunno the place and time for her bio... haha... she quite sweet... haha... i dunno her name leh... gtta ask pauline... haha...when i reached the fountain, my heartbeat suddenly skip a beat... dunno why... like the guy i like in sch like that... but no lor... haiz.... who is the guy tt look like tl? i wondered... haha... =)

went to tutor ben... wah.... he is really weak... ned lots of practise... fractions... and timestable... not tt shu... haiz.... and he is quite lazy also... haiz... if only he starts early, want me to tutor him earlier... maybe he would benefit more... for now, i learnt to be a more professional tutor alr... haha... i'm wanted to tutor yz students... haha... =)

ya... that is all for my day... yeah... kk... tml is a long time tt i need to rush... haiz...
I&R
chem promos papers
physics tys mcq
econs
eom
i hope i can finish these tml... den i hope i can start on my revision also... 9 more days... go go go! =)

Haiz...

Haiz... raining... why lao ren jia de words always so true... my mum told me to bring an umbrella.. might rain.... but i didn't cos i was angry at her for nagging at me the whole morning while i was preparing to go sch... now i have to walk in the rain to reach home... nvm... just hope won't fall ill... hee... exams are coming.... 10 more days.. scary...

haiz... today Hsin-Yi's bd today... nv reply me.... i so gd rmb her bd yet she nv rmb mine for the past 4yrs... haiz... nvm... Happy Birthday, Hsin-yi! =)

i have been lost in the forest for the last few months... now that i found my directions...but I'm too tired to move on... too tired... i just want to stay where I am... but I can't... i have to move to survive... I have... I tried to stay positive whenever I met with problems and ostractions... ya positive... as if it is very easy... but I survived anyway... test exam flunk all the way... i have become strong as I have learnt to think positive... I nv cried... i didn't cry...

I know u have high expectations for me... i know... but the higher it is... the more stressful and the more I wanna avoid... I'm afraid to bring u disappointment... i dun want to see the disappointment in ur face... when I did something right... i saw the joy in ur face... the glory that u wanna spread to others... you r proud of me... I know... but I'm afraid of bringing glory to u, as then I will have to move to higher level... but then... i have learnt... life has to move on... we can't stay stationary... no one is to wait for u... i know... i have learnt that afraid is natural... just be strong... and u can do it... thanks for the encouragements and hope and advice for me all these years... i know you are hurt when u see me suffer... but you can't do anything to help me... i know... just a little bit more and i survive my year... just a little more... i know i can... have to do it... but I think i alr reached my max... i have been lost in the forest for so long... i should go on since now i have found my way... just do ur best... the best is up to fate and my God to decide whether if m worth it or not...

jia you... go go go! =)

Sian

sian... tired... really tired... how i wish i can sleep a little longer every morning... sian... being woke up at 5am something is not what i really want k... haiz... force out of my bed... i slp at 1am every night... for dunno why.. time seemed to fly so fast... it had been 10 yrs since i knew him... haha.... ya... confused abt my love life... so dun ask... m confused...

slp my whole chinese lesson... chen lao shi woke me up twice... haiz... sorry... really tired.... although the passage seemed interesting... main thing learnt "focus"... mrs lim said de... went for her consultation... felt so demoralised... but i like her... cos she is straightforward... ya... and tell me what m wrong... thanks... i really do hope i can pass my gp as i depend on gp... haha... =)

sorry li ming... can't celebrate with u... love u always... =) we are not les... pls... Happy Birthday girl! =)

things to do now:
revision and clear all the tutorials...
be prepared for promos..
earn $?==> try to cancel as my mum says... haiz...

after promos:
help my cousins with their exam...
pw...
chinese "A" lvl!

during hols:
looking for a job?
prepared for a lvl

ytd zx and ss... hee... zx: i want to turn u into thumbellia and put u into my pocket and take u to US with me...
SS: i want to change u into scarf to wrap around my neck so that you can't go anywhere else....
i like this part where they hug... haha... so sweet and romantic... the third time when zx broke the date.... he looked so shuai with his hair down.. yeah! =)

11 more days to promos... go go go... tml staying for night study i guess... den... er... what i wanna say ar? can't rmb... nvm... told u i got stm... haiz... nvm... go back to my gp paper alr... go go go... =)

Haiz...

Tired... and tired... and sleepy... not thinking much just wanna promote... haey! go go go! =)

J8

Yeah! feel so great... cos... hee... went to J8... haha... =) with yc pc wh stella and shirley in the morning... hee... didn't see shuai ge... nvm, my task for tt time not to see shuai ge la... haha... anyway, i not concentrating on seeing shuai ge... haha... =) task completed... great... but didn't take neoprint... hope got next time... hee... =)

physics... haha... we entertained ourselves so that cls won't be tt dry... haha... ring... so funny.... muhahaha... haha... i think yc will read... u know rite??? muhaha... =) monday rmb to bring hor... =) with card inside... need plastic bag ma? hee...

after cls... gave present to LK....
Happy 17th Birthday, Lun Kuang!
the way he took the present from wh is so funny... haha... =)
after one week... i think i missed my cls alot... haha... =) hope we all can promote to J2 tgt! jia u! go go go! =)

den at night i went to the cc near my hse to do my hwk... i done gp summaries alr... yeah... 2qns on econs... erm... ok la... quite productive? haha... dunno... 17 more days to promos i think if m not wrong... jia u lor! yeah! =)

go go go! =)

My Thursday

Crazy bro... he can touch the celling... he was happy like mad(not madeline) alr... haiz... k...
tired... and not productive... sian...

today went sch... had pair study with tl... nt productive one lor... haiz... gp after that... had a heart attract... really spoilt my mood... not that my mood v gd... haiz... fail my gp lor... what else... what more can be more worst? failing my promos? touch wood... haiz.. now even my last bet is gone...

after gp... went doing the maths again... i love maths... but doing the qns not getting ans and not knowing how to do make me fed up with myself... so demoralised... haiz... did the MI... so many qns dunno... jus skip lor.. what else can i do... still got econs lor... way way way behind my scheldue and gt gp hwK!!! oh my tian... hiaz...

i dun think i really like him... maybe just other short crush... haha... k show start... buai... tml still gt sch... jia u for me... hee.... =)

Hee...

yoz... hee... erm... ya... my love life... how i wish i have the courage as well( a reply to yc)... pauline once say that i dunno how to handle my love relationship or something like that.... well... kind of agree i guess... haha...

i hurt a guy once... a few days ago i think i saw him... but... i dun dare to say hi... he was my pri sch fren.... a guy who bullies me... who took my seat... who put my hair... who critised what i eat... who disturb me... he pissed me off... irriated me... haiz... den finally... i scold him a dog... "hao gou bu dan lu"===> a gd dog dun block the way... i saw the hurt in his eyes... tears almost fall alr... i wanted to apologise... but being the stubborn and with lots of pride one... i walked off... i felt so guilty after that... we nv talk after that... haiz... from tt day onwards... i nv say tt phrase again to anyone... or nv used it....

thereafter... lots of crushes here and there... then finally... psle... i broke off from my many crushes... sec sch... crushes here and there again... but... there is one particular guy... hurt me man... dun wan to talk abt it... haiz... those who are gd pals in sec sch should know... hee... he is such a jerk... how in the world will i fall for him in the 1st place... bad taste... sian... vulgar... rude... not a gentleman... haiz... come to think of it... he is not that shuai as i used to think he is... haha...

now in jc... erm.... kind of true that the horoscope say that my two years will have guys around me... ya... of cos gt guys around me la... 14 guys and 9 gals... 1st time ever that i entered a cls with more guys then girls... haiz... now that i have no mood to think about my love life alr la... promos la... ai yo... i like my cls... fun loving.... haha... esp with my frenz around... what else could be more fun then that... but i do hope that everyone could be truthful to one another.... =) 0617 rocks! =)

man... m addicted to blogging alr... haha... how i wish i have a cam... mum still blame me for losing the camera... m sorry... truthfully... still saving for it man... but i hope i can get a hp with cam... haha... den i can take photos wherever i wan.... cos... memories are short term... photos are long term... haha... erm... ya... oh ya... www.ephraim.blogspot.com .... a blog by minister... do check out... haha...

heard from mum... she read from newspaper... a snake in Malaysia... ate a dead goat, who got killed by a car... a big fat goat... man... den the snake was damn full... can't move... and kanna catch... what is the lesson learnt? dun be greedy... and dun eat too much when u dun have such a big stomach... u will end up suffering... maybe gt fat or dietable( duno how to spell)... high cholestrol... blah blah...

went study at tp lib today... 2nd floor... pauline came joined me after that... done apgp and summation with lots of circles and blanks... haha... know what i mean rite... ya... lots of qns dunno how to do... not really productive... den come home only watch tv... haiz... behind scheldue!!!! haiz... still have lots to catch up!!! oh my tian... !!! haiz...

zhen xian so shuai.. the korean show... <> ... so cute... funny... haha... zx so shuai... so sweet... so caring... somemore... rich... smart... a perfect guy... haha.. but in reality got such guy or not? hee... dunno... still searching... haha...

k la... crap so much alr... really addicted to blogging... sodoku now v HOT ar... not bad... set my brain to think... gotta go pack bag le... buai... hee... =)

My day

my day... my day... haiz... doing tutorials...grp study... at bishan... with sham, lou and paul... completed chem tutorials... oh ya... tired... haiz... gtta slp early today...
stop teasing me with desmond alr... cos i dun like him and he dun like me... tt is final... i dun understand y guys n gals can't have pure friendship? i think can... i believe can... haha... =)

i hate smoking... dun understand y ppl smoke... i dun blame them for being addicted to smoking... but y do they have to smoke in the first place??? haiz... 1st it stinks.... 2nd unhealthy... 3rd pollute the environment... haiz...

oh man... m behind scheldue... doing wk too slow alr... haiz...
feel so sad after reading my fren's blog... i can't say who i guess... haha... i hope she will forget abt the past... what;s done is done... can't undo it... just threasure what u have now... yes, i treasure what i have now... as i think m v fortunate to have frens and family that really care abt me... haha... sorry guys for always complaining n being late... haiz... mayb my resolutions for next yr is not to be late again... haha... n eye washing guys is one of my fav pastime... haha... sorry for that if i comment too much on guys... haha... =) but for now... i think RQ, JY, JJ, and him most shuai one ba... my dad also not bad in my heart...not forgeting my bro as well...haha... =)

k la... guess... tml group study again? as my bro bringing frenz home again... n i can't stay home to concentrate on my studies... promos is very important to me... sorry for the ppl who i have no time to care for... will compensate after my promos... provided i can get promoted... m sure i can as i have put my best! =) hope nth cropped up during the promos ba... haha... =)

i think my like for him not that strong ba... if so, y m not thinking of him ar... while yc kept thinking hers... haha... a few days ago, i told myself to have courage to love... but for now, i think i will have to put that aside... as promos is much more important for anything else... all the best for all jc1 for promos and jc2 for a lvls exams... for sec sch ppl who r taking o lvl... jia u! =)

Hee

wah... long time nv blog alr... broke record... haha.... kk.. start with what ar...
friday... is teacher's day rite? ya.. i went group study with pauline, lou, sham... i saw mr chan at tp lib... ya... DC... direct current... haha... =) we went mac as lib no place alr... came too late... thanks dc for ur offer... haha... den we stayed at mac... like not productive... but nvm... haiz... watched a show while me n sham walking... "sorry, teacher" by li ping... so touching... i cried in public... oh my!!! so embarrassing... the guy dunno own or the assistance kept looking at me lor... haiz... the teacher died in the end cos she met with accident when she tried to save her student... also she gt liver cancer... i predict she died la... cos i think they gt cut some parts...

saturday... what i did ar... can't rmb... stm again... i think i slept all day if m not wrong... hee... so my sat is slack one...

sunday... busy... morning... group study... only do the maths lecture corrections... afternoon... go temple with my family... pray for my promos and stuffs... hee... den shop at orchard lor... bought necklaces... hee... some details... cut cut cut... haha... =)
den go granny's hse... durians... yummy... so qiao... lucky they haven ate finish... haha... =) hee... left one fruit... not bad ar... hee... nice... =) den boy boy is so gd today... so cute... he called me "ah ji"==> means sis... haha... so cute... gt dimple somemore... bonus... haha... grow up sure is a shuai guy... haha...
dinner... eat out... duck rice... at jin shan leng... not bad la... although m nt tt hungry... i like the soup... hee...
granny gave me a pink hello kitty bag... although m nt v fond of pink color... but the bag is nt bad... nice... useful alr... although striking... haha... i used it ytd....

monday...
moring... went tp lib to study... wah... a table also need to snatch... haiz... sorry desmond and sham for not booking a seat... cos... really can't... haiz... quite productive i guess... finished motion in circle tutorial... a few qns i dunno lor... haha... =) eletrode 1 left one qns... haiz... dun feel like doing...make a fren call Deviana... sweet... cute... cheerful... =)
went jogging in the rain with sham... completed 4 rounds... too bad no shuai ges... lucky dun have... see me in this state... they ran away... haha... =)

bad news...
CAIRNS, Australia - Steve Irwin, the hugely popular Australian television personality and conservationist known as the "Crocodile Hunter," was killed Monday by a stingray while filming off the Great Barrier Reef. He was 44.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060904/ap_on_en_tv/obit_irwin
sad... daring, and interesting... informative shows dun have alr... haiz... talent and daring guy...

KKJ

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Happy Teacher's Day

Happy Teacher's Day to all the teachers who had taught me b4... haha... my JCs teachers.... mr poh... chen lao shi( didn't see him today so i didn't wish him... haiz)... this year i was like blur blur smoke thru my life like that...

Aces day... do the dance so funny...today the performance v nice... haha... great! teachers singing so great! oh my! so sweet! =)

mr foo performed! so shuai! haha! getting too high... too shuai alr... haha... den that huang lao shi walked past, i tell yc and shouted her name... so evil of us... she blushed... no choice... she is too shy today... haiz... too high alr... hahaha.... =) thanks tl for ur twisty... hee...

den... went back to sec sch... see so many faces... changed so much... haha... =) ms tuan still the same... still so pretty and young and sweet... and friendly... and thin... haiz... haha... =) mrs singh not in sch... haiz... so sad... she went on course... best chem teacher ever... yah... mr chan still as blur as ever.... still wear the "child-like" tee... haha... so cute... haha... =) mrs hairedess... chen lao shi... still so sweet... wear pink... haha... still so modern... haha.... =) my best chinese teacher ever... haha... chen mei li also there... haha... still so pretty... haha... mrs lu... mr amos... didn't see ms james... hmm... sad... saw mr thumb... get alot of new teachers... haha... tt is good... mr boo is looking good...

after that we went to eat... act wanna eat pizzas... but full of ppl... haha... so we go fork and spoon... talk... hui yi looking good... dark... she joined kick boxing... haha... mircle... haha... 9 gals...fingers... nazeeya, kat, sl, susanna... den hui yi went home... pauline also... later me also... cos m really tired... fell asleep waiting for lousia(almost)... haha... =)

den watched halfway the legally blonde... cos fell asleep watching halfway.... haha... =)
catch this... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DbJROd3wNsU

Social worker?

i think i can be consellor alr... have been hearing probz from my friends... but can't say i dun want to hear... i mean really... ppl alr so sad alr.. den u say, " can u stop it? i dun wan to hear it!" i think it is rude... but nvm... social worker... maybe typical pieces... hearing frenz' prob affect me so much... oh man... how i wish... i had studied pshychology... so interesting... maybe i should and i have... promos... been distracted so much... oh my... gtta start study and focus alr... haiz... haiz... see how ba... today biz gt pinic...haiz... tired... really need to focus... dun let these things affect u k... jia u! go go go! =)

hee

dunno what to write... just feeling confused over something... haha.... finally the Gp project work is over! great job guys! oh yeah! =)
confused confused... everytime i see him, i feel sad lor... sian... how come?
wonder y yc likes him lor... so evil... haiz... tell him ba yc... haiz... stop torturing yourself alr... haha... =)

Man

Life sux... everything sux... i jus wan myself back to normal... the cheerful and happy me... sorry mum for worrying for me... sorry everyone tt has worried for me... sorry everyone who i had disappointed... sorry for the hurtful things i had said or not not done... sorry for not being a gd fren... i just want my life back to normal... i mean... this is not me... i just want myself back... if i have to achieve this... if i have to hurt anyone... m sorry... sorry for being selfish... i just want my life back... n m gg to mug like hell... which i have not been doing... i really admire muggers... agree with pauline... dunno where they can get the energy... from the solar panar ar... haha... lame... k la... 28 more days to go... if m not wrong... n i have been slacking for so many days alr... slack... so many hwk not done... gtta do! hurry! =)

Hee... complain queen! =)

i think i have become complain queen alr... haha! =) complain all abt my sch wk... promos... 29 more days ba i guess... haha... =)
although i have been sleeping for the past two days i still feel very sleepy... haiz... tired also... that is why i didn't go see him lor on sat... so sad... m really tired... can't even get up from my sofa... sleepy... oh man... but now ok la... still tired and gt headache... haha... but still gt lots of stffs to do... gp and eom...just finish editting wr... nice one... jia u! =)
sorry es for cutting off the phone short cos my phone bill will get v high one... haha...
yc u can call me to crap abt him... although m v busy la... but frens are more important, more important den bf?? nt like yc so zhong se qing you... haiz... tell him ba... =) haha! =)
man, i can't go teach tution again tml.. cos tml gt gp! what the... haiz... den should i stay for night study? i dunno... things are gtting so cramped up! haiz... 3 wks alr... i didn't go teach tution... mum asked me to stop since i gt no time to cope alr... haiz... ya... time... hw i wish m a robbot... den i no need to sleep.... even robbot need rest girl... haiz... really girl, things will get better... just wish that everything will get well soon and... my promos... now that i know who is in his heart... need time to heal i guess... haha... rq gt gf alr... heard from li ming.... is it a gd thing that i didn't go on sat to tpc? so that i won't see rq and the girl? i dunno... haiz... nvm la... time will heal my wounds de... haha... cos m cold hearted one... haiz... all the best girl! =)
gogogo! =)

oh my!

tired and more tired of my life... oh man... tired... study and so many hwk! and so many things to study... 30 more days to promos...
ytd was a terrible day... took back maths paper in the morning... feel like killing myself for copying wrong qns... nice one.... not one but 2 qns wrongly... so u can see i failed terribly... nice one... haiz... so unlucky huh? took back physics paper... fail also... gt study also fail... nice one... took back gp paper... failed again... need consultation... haiz... see... one day 3 heart attrack... haiz... nice one... terrible and tired... stayed for night study... do 8 qns of differentation... slept in i-space...
congrats the two love birds.... haha...
thanks all my friends for caring for me... m fine man... haha... =) i'm strong and tough... won't die or faint so easily... haha! =)
thanks for letting me know who is really in ur heart... i understand...
now i gotta chiong chiong chiong for promos... but like you xin wu li like that... haha... gotta jia u! stay strong and happy always girl...
a word of advice to yc that i code from Mrs Lim: dun let anyone control u, have control over urself... tell him k? jia u lor! =)
everybody jia u for promos! =)

tons of things...

oh my tian... haiz... so many stuffs! gotta do powerpioint thingy for gp... gotta do gp hwk... gotta count the surveys... oh my tian... haiz... kk... nvm... jia u lor... haiz... hee.... go go go! =) haiz... tired and busy... erm... man, my ming yu sweeping floor alr today... what else can be more wrong... cls and guitar, my mingyu... oh my.... haiz... no reputation alr... haiz... my life... kk better go do my work alr... but i really want to slack leh... how? haiz... jia u ! =) hehe! =)

Tired of life...

tired tired! sian... tired... lots of stuffs on hand... that i wanna clear all at once... haiz... tired... tutorial vectors... been doing it for very long alr... but still unclear and trying to figure out the problems... haiz... so tired... gp project wk... revision has to be done! cos no time!!! how many days left??? 32 days!!! oh my tian... haiz... pw also... homework also so much... everyday come home alr so tired and late... oh my tian... as if m a machine like that... haiz... biz proposal also... now dec gt a camp... haha... 6 to 8 dec... one more person... wanna who will wanna join... yups... for testimonal and cash... wahaha... =) jia u for promos! =)

gogogo!

haha! i think i have past the most productive weekend... why? let me see... sat morn... i go teach yzps kid... hee... den i go pair study with pauline... guess what? i finished the maths tutorial 10! yeah man... den evening i went aunt's hse for nong nong's bd party... gt potato salad... yummy... chocolate cake... muhaha... =) gt doggie also call bobby... haha... kids are so adorable... love them.... so ke ai! =) that is how i past my sat...
sunday... went pair study with shang... did the thermal tutorial... yeah man... haha... not bad huh? i still left... econs tutorial wksh5 n maths t8c.... n what ar? study econ test.... do the pw wksh which i dun feel like doing... study spa which i dun feel like studying also... haiz... feel so lazy now... haiz... haha... just took a nap... tired... haiz... kk... go back to my econ alr... dun slack alr... haha! working hard n smart towards promo! way to go! jia u! yeah! =)

Promo coming

ytd went night study with yc... haha... like v time consuming... but nvm... at least gt do some wk... haha... at home is watch tv one... that jin shan shun... v nice... haha... jia u lor... 37 days more to promo... go go go... i gotta mug like i nv mug b4... u can do it de! jia u! go go go! =)

Maths test...

tml gt maths test...and GP test... today physics test die alr.. haiz... really gotta study hard alr! jia u! 39 more days to promos! =) jia u! hee! =)

Promo

40 days to promos! jia u! go go go! haiz... still gt gp and maths hwk... tml gt Chem SPA and physics test! fri gt maths and gp test! nice one... sian... haiz... jia u lor! yeah! =) i finally know who is tt person alr... haha... yeah... and m rite... yeah! jia u lor! haha! =)

LoVe

Love is not a toy... not for u to play and joke about... pls be serious about it... hope they know it.... haiz...
going to see him i mean them soon??? next sat... i hope so... yeah! =) tired... will endure... 41 days to promos... jia u... may lady luck will be with me... yeah... not late for sch ytd... haha... =) hee... go go go! =)

My life

My life consists of so many things and so many ppl...
- my friends...
-my family...
-my school work--worry on how to promote, how to buck up my scores...
-tutoring
-an's tutoring
-Biz Club
-Guitar
-KKJ
-Interact Club? i still miss it leh...
-Beatty... i still miss this sch... no matter how big the chances is...
Worries:
-Promoting.... haiz...

Life is so much pain...

Headache headache and more headache... haiz...

Strategy

I shall not complain abt my sch wk.
why?
cos m fortunate to be able to have an education.
yes. many want an education but due to some reasons...
many envious other ppl for what they have.
but why can't they realise that they are also v fortunate n xin fu?
ya... so i have come out with...
DOs n DON'T!
1) sleep early
2) no online for me unless nesscessary
3) no going out unless nesscessary but kkj performance???
4) no tv???
5) revise!!!
6) tys!!!
7) tutorials!!!
8) listen attentively!!! no snoring in lectures!!! haha!!!
9) drink enough water everyday
man... gotta do it! will i? perverservance... determination... blah blah blah... haiz... jus do it... nike... haha... kk... gotta do it! yeah! buai! =)

Tutoring

Muhaha... today was a ... erm... tiring and headache day at yangzheng pri sch i guess... when i was walking up the stairs... i alr heard noises... i thought... why so noisy? is it the tutoring cls? i looked in... unfamilar faces... 3 guys and 1 girl... and many kids... really nosiy... running around and playing a fool... talking... man... so messy...
we tried to shut them up by giving them homework... haha... but that did not really work... keith and kai yang got came... haha... felt so sorry for keith as i can't tutor him alone today... oh man... i didn't get the wksh he did... he said he wanted me to mark... i wonder did he take it back? i only gt vanessa and kai yang ones... oh man... nice one... where did i put it? or he took it back? haiz...
although it was really tiring... it was like having a battle... but it was quite fun... haha... in a world of innocent kids... what more to think of, rite? haha... i dunno... i felt that... no bordery... no more stress... i just feel relax... so weird... haha...
man... i did the work energy power... sian... i struck at q3... sian... sian... i really dun feel like doing hwk... do hwk can... but ... it is like u do alr den dunno... den dun feel like doing alr... ok... gotta try to do... really need to buck up... pull up my socks alr... or else i can't even promote... haiz... jia u lor! =)

Feeling pain...

Why am i always the one suffering in silence? why do i miss u so much? this is so painful... i tried my best to keep myself busy... but does nt seem to be working... i will try harder... i believe i can do... i know i do... yes i do... i will live my new life again! yes! =)

My dream...

I believe in refining... so matter how bad it is... i still believe there is hope... and i will do it till my last breath... no matter how bad is the diamond... it still have its value... i think i will be the one to increase its value... hee... i will do my best... i believe i can... may u will help me too... =)

Tickle test...

Sam, your flavor is Groovy Grapefruit
With a laidback style and anything-goes outlook, your groove is mellow yellow. People enjoy hanging out with you for your calming vibe and unique perspective on life. That's probably because you aren't one to let everyday stress get you down. In fact, your pals would say they've rarely seen your feathers ruffled. But as much as you enjoy the company of your compadres, you're just as happy to spend time solo. Why follow the crowd when you can chill down your own path?
Chances are, traditional success has never been a huge priority for you. With your groovy outlook, we'd guess you're more interested in the journey than the destination. This type of thoughtfulness extends beyond your inner circle to the world at large. Whether lending a helping hand to others or getting the word out about social causes, your caring nature is punctuated with a zing that never fails to get people's attention.

Nation Day to Malaysia

Man... i missed it... haiz... ya... i went to Malaysia during National Day... haha... =) went with my uncle aunt mum 2 cousins... bro can't go cos his passport overdue alr... sad man... haha...
went to find the place they ate last time where they think it is nice... it is near the sea... den the 1st place where we were heading is the rite... but we jus missed it... so we wasted one hr going round the region to find that place... haha... in life is like tt... i think it is ok... cos den we would be able to rmb the road and rmb the memories tt we had in the car trying to find the place den we will have common topic... haha...
haha... that place is really desserted... but the thing is near the sea... kumpong like... haha... man... what's the name of the restoran? i forget... haha... blur sotong... food... erm... is ok... cos it is nt the restoran they ate last time... is the one beside it... haha... but nvm... memories will last forever... the houses there are really nice... on construction... maybe next time we go, the houses alr finished.... haha.... so nice lor... haha... =) we saw horses on the way too! =)
after that we went to perling mall near the seafood restoran one... to shop... i think is uncle fren is wking there... hairdresser... den she hire a guy... that guy kept staring at me... i know m pretty... no need to stare at me this way! haiz... i bought 2 pairs of slippers n one nike shoe... n one bag... billabong de... haha... i regretted not buying tt bag... haiz... tt billabong bag... i should have buy it... haiz... nvm...
after shopping, uncle want to eat again i was like what... ur digestion real quick... we went to ... what is the restoran again? i forget again... haha... i kept preventing uncle from ordering too much... haha... after that we bought durians! my fav! =) and mangos! yummy! =) guavas... haha... rambutans... haha... =) den we went home... tired...
Happy Belated National Day! =)

National Day Eve

Haha... nice day... walk so long... doing CIP... blah blah blah... zi high... zi entertain.... haha... =) great one... go Little India... where the memories will last... haha... =) den went back to sch for performance by Indonesia frenx... thanks guys.... haha... gt one guy playing piano and one guy singing... oh man... the guy sings so well... haha... almost touches my head... i say almost... haha...den we sang singapore songs- Home and Stand Up For Singapore! =) after that went out to eat with cls... haha... at the nearby coffee shop... so full man! haha....
den i met louisa and fren at J8 to catch a movie... The Lake House... nice movie tt will nv happened in real life... haiz... the rite time the rite guy... so fantasy... haiz... but jus for entertainment... i think it is ok... haha... the girl saved the guy... will two diff timing person meet? cos there is no diff timing... haha... 2004... 2006... haha... nice one... i jus feel tt the house v nice... haha... cos the house make out of glass! =) my dream house... some more near the water... so cool! they commuicate thru writting... thru a mailbox near the lake hse... so cool... haha... but den again... due to my tiressness or what so ever... fell asleep on some parts... some parts too boring... i think... but.... quite a nice story line... interesting... haha... kk... tired... going bathe... buai... =) happy national day eve! =)

National Day Eve

Haha... since it's national day... so what's up? haha... i took the last train last night... cos i was at auntie's house.... haha... doing arts for her daughter for today national celerabation... i dun feel like sleeping man... cos when i'm done... she seemed so happy... haha... nice one... although nt v nice... i mean the craftwork... it had been long since i did my arts... i rmb when i was in pri sch it was aunt who help me do my art piece... now it was my turn to repay back... haha... diao... tml... haha... dunno... sound like fun i guess and i hope... go go go! jia you! =)

Neoprint taken! after seeing KKJ! =)

Miserable week is over!

This week is really tough man.... haiz... monday... gt physics tutorial but i didn't do... why i didn't do... i forget the reason alr... tuesday.. got econ test... i crap all my way thru...i didn't study... cos no time... gotta tutor my cousin... haiz... tired.. wednesday... erm.. went up to take cert... afternoon gt biz... tired... got maths test also... sian... the 4 marks qns i dunno hw to do... sian... thurs... gt chinese compo test... warm and tired we do the test... nice one...haiz... and gt chem test and restart and got guitar... tired and lack of slp... friday spa and gp paper 1... finally it is all over.... gotta rest a while and wk for next week! jia u...
things needed to do for next week:
study chem test which is on monday
Physics tutorial forces
chem tutorial kinetic equalism
GP skill package 2
Lucky next week is a slacking week... cos gt 3 days of hols... it is national day! yeah! hehe! =)

KKJ

Photos taken at IMM! KKJ rocks! =)

Tickle test result...

Sam, your strongest sense is Humor

Always good for a laugh — that's most likely how friends describe you. With your quick wit, you can easily bring a welcome smile to someone's face or lighten a situation with some much-needed comic relief. You've got an ability to laugh at yourself and help others not take things too seriously. Your instincts tell you that nothing does a body good quite like a hearty laugh. That's why having fun is your number one priority when it comes to parties, vacations, and even the daily grind. Injecting a little humor into each day keeps you and everyone around you smiling. Nice job!

Tired

Could I just lay on ur shoulder for 5 more min... how i wish... i could see ur face... but i couldn't... i could not see ur face... could not lay on ur shoulder... cos when i woke up, it is all gone... u r just a dream... a fanstasy... not reality... but u seemed so real... why is this so? i really dun understand... i just hope i dun see u again in my dream... cos my heart will ache when i woke up...
Now i understand y guys r not perfect... cos only guys in dreams is perfect... i suddenly saw all the ugly side of guys... stingy, pretty, not sensitive, nt caring, not gentleman.... but my dad is the best... although he is nt perfect... but still he is caring... dun smoke... dun drink... care abt the family... responsible...
i really lack of sleep alr... take the result slip... i really feel like dying... i dunno hw to show it to my mum... haiz... hw wonderful... hw i wish... genui will come n save me... haha... too fantasy alr... m a imagative gal ba.... cos of my horoscope i guess... cos m a typical "piecesian"...
pe tired... maths okay... econs lect slacking and day dreaming...econ test crap all the way... hope can crap some marks lor.... haiz...
i dunno y i not in the mood to anything... told u i dun like this week alr... haiz... oh sunday... haha... let talk abt sunday to cheer me up...
Sunday...
woke up... excited... dressed up... hee... ok la... put little make up only ok... earrings n necklace... meet sham n liming... go to IMM... excited.. luckly didn't miss their performance... haha... KKJ u rocks! and got their signatures! =) but RQ didn't talk to us... but he waved gd bye to me... =) wahaha... colin is so nice! =) haha... oh man... i can really feel myself brushing i guess... now i understand y the fans go so crazy over their idols alr... haha... used to think tt they are crazy, they r only humans jus like us y go crazy over them... nth better else to do is it... but nw... no more... cos the feeling is totally different... when u like them... u will support them all the way...hehe...
after tt we went to National lib in Bugis to study... but really no mood and got chased out cos anyhow sat on the floor... then we went to take neoprint at Bugis junction... shopping... took a great deal of effort persuading liming to take... haha.... but not bad la... i have been obsessed with taking np alr... haha...
Moday....
Man... yc... go spread my rumours... but it is not true... so dun even bother abt it... haha... dun worry... cheers! =)
Today(Tuesday)
Hope YC is okay.... haiz... dun bother over stupid comments... guys r childish... okay some guys r childish... i can't generalise... cos... u know... gp.... haiz... n hope she dun b so pms also... haha... stop beating me also... haiz... Now i know tt our principal is so sweet... so friendly... haha... suddenly changed my opinions on him... hee... dun feel heartbroken over wrong guys... haiz... oh... np... if gt time den put up... haha... i hope next wk can come soon... cos gt 3 days of slacking day... =) hee... man... dunno how to show my result slip to mum... later she screams at me... man... what an unlucky day... haiz... no wonder my heart feel so weird... haiz... better go back to my study alr... buai...

Lessons learnt for the day...

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
ya.. it is true... since now still can't forget him... hope can see him again lor... so many years alr... haiz....
Only you can give others the permission to walk all over you.
Only u urself can control ur own life and have complete control over it...
hee.... ytd v happy... gt time den updates... haha... buai... =)

Emotions

What? feeling so weird recently... girls... one min so happy... one min so sad... emotionally unstable... one can appear to be happy in everyone's eyes.... but deep down, the heart is bleeding... y must everything have an end? so ppl will treasure it? is tt really true? ppl won't treasure it until the thing is gone, then ppl will realise it is important to them... y can't they treasure it when the thing is by their side?
okay... i playing bass now... same as rq.... wahaha... happy... at 1st really dun wan to play... but... thinking abt... hehe... gtta see him at imm... wahaha... i mean the whole band... superband is also there... nt bad ar... hee...
yc is emotionally unstable today... really strange... smtimes... girls dun reallly understand girls at all???
when u are in love, love deeply, so that u will know if he/she is the rite person for u... even if it is the wrong person...
there is only one true love if only u meet the rite person at the rite time... but also can be at the wrong time rite?
man... i feel so crappy i think... i wan this weekend to last longer... cos i dun wan next wk to come...
sometimes... i dun think i understand guys at all... haiz... looking for the perfect is important or looking for the rite guy is important? can i have both? perfect + rite guy... girl, there is no such thing... cos there is no such thing as perfect... cos nobody is perfect...
haiz... when can i meet the rite guy? haha... wonder wonder wonder... haha... is it R? oh man... he is so smart... wahaha... gtta find a time go crush Hui Yi's sch... go see the yr book... wahaha... diao...
life is a mistery... haiz... dun really know what is ahead of u... man... really can't stand guys who r petty... not gentleman... nt sensative... sian...

KKJ

King Kong Jane is playing at IMM on the 4th floor right outside Daiso on 30th July Sunday at 1120pm (11AM la -Ark) and 1210pm.
Its an event to Raise Awareness for The Intellectually Disabled organized by the NTU Welfare Services Club. Doing our part for the community, hope to see you guys there to show your support.

Weird dream

I had a weird dream last night... i saw in my dream that i had a class pencil case... den my mum dunno y go and sew it... den it become shorter and uglier... den i gt angry... cos it is my one and only cls pencil case... i screamed" I hate u" and throw the pencil case back at her... den she handed the pencil case back to me and took it and throw it onto the floor... and i walked away... i felt so heart pain... i saw my mum crying... what does this dream mean??? this dream feel so real and vivid in my mind when i woke up... so weird.... oh my...
haiz.... went group study with sy n sl... haha... den come home den slack... haiz...still gt many hwk.... but no mood....

Band

Grabbed at their blog... hee... =)

~Busy~

wake up around 8am... go sch for tutoring... that elieen didn't come again... actually i dun wanna go but i called her last week that this week die die must come... so i went... but she didn't come... what the freak... haiz...nvm... eunice got come... so guai... came every week but pauline so bad... didn't come again... what the freak.... my tutee for today very lousy and mischievous... vomit blood teaching him.... he is a smart boy... but like to talk back and v lazy to think.... and not focus enough.... his name is ng chuang ye.... haha.... he kept talking to mad's tutee( Ho yang yang-forget le) i treat my tutee oreo... he said he hungry so i gave him eat.... haha... see me so nice... haiz...no choice...
den after tutoring... i went to eat with mad and her fren... call adam.... haha... eat long john at J8... after that the guy gone without bye to me... haha... but den after tt he smsed mad to help him say bye to me... so weird...haha... actually, dun really mind... but quite a gentleman.... after that, mad n i went to ntuc bought some stuff... den we went seperate ways...
I went to dover mrt... yeah! to SP! help interact club... hee... have a nice time there! saw shuai ge! that is the important thing... have lots of fun...jun kai and yan xin r there too... and.... nyjc ppl performing there as welll.... some of the dances are great.... got one band v good.... haha.... we screamed n clap... den the singer said we v enthus... haha.... do visit their blog at http://www.kingkongjane.blogspot.com/ one of the guitar player look so cute ... shuai.... haha... =) it is a pity that i didn't go in the morning... but den after seeing him... well... dun feel so bad alr... haha... li ming gt zhi yang signiture... so cool... oh yeah... we also took pic with the band using mr thumb cam... hope he can send to us... haha...
after that, sham me n li ming went to fork n spoon to eat again... man.... m growing fat sia depite all the conditioning i gt from pe... haiz.... spend so much money also.... nvm... enjoyed my day... hehe... =)

Neoprints

NO SCH! OUT! =)

haha... meet joanne, yc and stella at the bugis national library... haha... den... search for pw stuff... den hungry alr.. eat.... at where? KFC... haha... lots of ppl man... that yc talked crap again... haiz...
den we go took neoprint at bugis junction... haha... after shopping for a while, we went home... we took the mrt and we saw sk n his fren(beatty)...
on my way home, i saw shang yi... dunno y she was there also, so we went to mac to study... den seow ling came as she gt sectional... den tt is how i spent my day... haha...

Tired!

Man... Really tired... ytd do the econs eassy outline... do till 2am... all thanks to "ji jin" i was able to survive my day... thanks brands... haha.... n my mum for fixing my spects...
today econs tutorial dunno y so interesting... haha... gp lect so boring.... sorry la... maybe dun like the topic or what... haiz... nvm.... physics lect... finish work power n energy... at least i understand part of the lecture... not bad... den we gt racial harmony concert... about the relationship and sex thingy... haha... not bad... den gt malay and indian dances...
slack for 2 hours... den we gt LC... nice one... i think i gt one wrong alr... sian... haiz... nvm... jia you lor... haha...

Happy belated bd to pei qi... louisa... geraldine and alex... as my com abit "salt" recently.... haha... haiz...

tired day...

oh my... my msn contracts all gone... dunno go where alr... haiz... die... haiz... no mood alr... i still gt econ to do... die die die... touch wood la... tml still gt LC! jia you! dun feel like typing so much... so tired... better save energy for my econ... buai...

long day...

ytd fri... had a long day... 1st thing in the morn... get scolded by teacher as i pon afternoon pe that time with my frenz... nice one... den maths lecture... den chinese... is the listening... so boring... i fell asleep halfway... really tired... woke up at 4.30am... den can't slp back... so do my gp hwk... haha... when i finished, it was alr 6am... so can't slp back...
den physics pract... warm... tired... n dizzy.. oscillations! oh man... haiz... den gp... tired... paraphrasing...
after that go installation... start early... so fast finish alr.. den m so happy... see so many familar faces and my juniors... so happy.... see them again... geraldine! say me become short! nice one! qi si wo le... haiz... haha... n seniors... stephanie... vannessa yi ling and wahid... good good... i feel so good... so happy! haha... interact club rox! =P
den go meet shang n lou... to celebrate lf's bd... happy birthday... haha... =P
practise guitar till hand pain alr... haiz.. jia you lor! =P

suay day...

nth goes rite for me today... really sian.... chem.... can't do finish the thingy... den... go print notes print wrong... nice one... wait for guitar for 5 hours... guitar test... teacher said need to practice me... whatever.... m so stone... haiz... no mood... nvm...
Happy Birthday qwenny! =)

PS

today raining early in the morning... took the white skirt and court shoes with me for sham... but she wasn't at the right place yet... luckily, adeline was there... so i passed to her... but still i was late for sch but... it was raining... so didn't scan... lucky... hehe...
wahaha... gp! i passed my gp paper one... can u believe it... i failed all my papers i passed my Gp... my weakest sub... omg... i can't believe it man... haha... den mrs lim praised me... felt so "high" haha... thanks es! =P
maths lecture.... boring... sian... starting to dun understand the topic alr... oh man! i dun wan! haiz... cos i was really tired! omg! omg!
maths tutorial.... tired... falling asleep alr... haiz... pw... still need to do gpp... haha... what else leh? pw lecture... omg... so pai seh... haiz... y m i always get teased? haiz... oh my! thanks es and sorry for ban saying...haha... didn't mean it... yc nice one... haiz...
wahaha... drew wan hui hands... sorry and thanks... haha... u will always be my lao po... haha... =P
photo-taking... nice one... sit in front row... haiz... nvm... used to it alr... sian... informal... so pai seh also... haiz...
biz club... i became assistance pd... nice one...haha... den play tt game... den go home... i went sham hse... i went to press the wrong bell... so pai sey... haiz... she laughed like crazy... haha.. okay la... if it were a handsome guy, i might follow him inside...but it was a small boy... haha... jus kidding... thanks sham... =P
so many things happened today.... quite an enjoyable day i guess... haha... can't wait for ethnic costume tt day... haha... and installation... ! =P n lf's bd... haha... =P

late day...

oh man... woke up late today... den late for sch lor.. thinking of taking a taxi to sch... but den the price rise lor... so dun take.. den if take alr... still late... my heart will be v pain... so might as well late lor... anyway, today so many ppl late.. haha...
change of timetable lor... sian... econ is like wasted... took back econ lor... one more mark n i will pass... nice one... dun give me pass... 5 subs fail... i better go prepare my funeral 1st... den gp sure fail one... no need to say.. tml another heart attack... sian diao liao...
haiz... dunno y my fren like to tease me so much... haiz... really crappy...
maths really sleepy.. i was falling asleep alr... ytd type the minutes till so late... so tired... sian... pon pe... cos feeling so sick... no mood...
Happy birthday Hui Chun! =P

Thanks

forget to thank Rebecca for helping me to change into this new skin... haha... nice.... although black background is nice... but this one is jus as nice... haha...
thanks shirley for helping me to burn jy songs... haha... thanks... =P

8.45am in school...

Haha... getting to school so late was so weird... 8.45am.. why is it so late? cos the teachers want to take photographs.... haha... den we got a chance to watch football last nigh... so sad... Italy won... i watched with my dad... but half way i fell asleep.. at least 47min lor... i saw them score the goals... not bad.... but den i didn't see any shuai ge leh... haha...
physics 1st tutorial with mrs lee... ok lor... but a bit boring... but nvm... only 1st tutorial... i think she can help me to pull up my marks de... i have faith in her... haha...
today i said something wrong... den my fren go tease me the whole day! omg! haiz... all my stupid mouth fault... haiz...
chinese is boring... gt test... i just anyhow write my paper... i dun care alr... den we got back our exam papers... i tot i pass my compo leh... i was like so happy... but den to realise that the mark i looking at was the overall mark... haiz... my compo fail... at 1st is pass de.. but... after subtracting the wrong words... i failed... so sian... nice one... lucky my compre pull me up or else i will fail my chinese... i passed my chinese but nt with failing colours.. only jus pass... haiz...
den is ms eunice sim... chemistry... go thru chem paper... looking at my chem paper made me feel depressed again.. sian...
take our time in sch... den reached home... sat on sofa... dunno when i fall asleep... den prepare to go help an's tuition...
today tutor her at her gu gu's hse...haiz... i think it is a sucessful one n i received my salary... haha... yeah! =P
gtta rmb to take $ from mum for my cls tee... also ask her to bank my cheque... and i gtta rmb to mail out the letter... also reply vanessa by wed... so much things... oh... eom also... gpp also... mintues also... haiz... so much things... so little time... gtta do it! jia you! =P

chalet

where did i stop ytd? erm... yar... den we reached the hut... to our suprise.. it is so small... sian... after packing... we played cards... we played bluff... den we play the yes mad, thingy... change name... m lin hui... haha... the yes mad thingy... dunno y i always lost... lost on the ace.... haiz... luckily, zy is worse den me... haha... tired... we went to rest...
top bunk: theresa n calina
midlle : me n lin hui
low: fabian... paul n shang...
fabian had the whole bed to himself leaving the two poor gers no where to slp... but after 1hr... can't stand alr... so kick fabian out to the floor...haha.... den it is too cold... shang can't slp... so 1h of slpless... den at 6am something... shang change with lin hu... shang slp with me... den till 9am... we were fully awoke..
den when we wan to go and have our breakfast.. we lost the keys! omg... haiz... finally found it... haha...
we had our breakfast... at delifrance... that shang... dun listen to my advice... go and buy filll set mealll... ask her to share dun wan to share.. haiz... den we eat till so full... haiz... yong cai come with mealworm... yucks!
we took the tram, to see recognise the place... den after that we are disperse to our respective stations... me and shang went to take seow ling... den came change of plan... cos of no many ppl, came... me and shange changed to the pool... we had a great time anyway...
thanks seow ling for buying batts... after that we had bbq... we also shown them the video... haha... they seemed to enjoyed it... yeah... den me shang lin hui yong cai elton alvin n blur guy went home... elton say it is a great chalet... yeah! thankie... haha...
zhen yao also say it is great... and it is so nice of him to email us to give us his encouraging words.. haha... yeah! this chalet had bring us closer together... yap! yeah! =P
now, the thing is installation n test n exam... haiz... jia you lor! haha! =)

BIZ chalet!

so tired! friday night... my ever 1st time... on my own... taking mrt out of my hse... with so many things in my hands... i was like so weird... when i alight the train, the passengers looked at me so weird... carrying so many stuffs like li jia chu chou like tt... haha... cos i brought the food and the radio to sentosa... haha...den at orchard so many ppl boarded the train that i had to make space for them...
den meet shang paul lin hui and fabian at the habour mrt station... lin hui was late... haha...although i was late also... but lin hui was later den me...
den finally.... we walked to the shuttle bus... haha... waited a while den can board the bus to sentosa enterance... we paid the ticket addmission fee-$3...
after that we boarded the blue line... being blur and dunno what to do... haha.... the uncle is so kind to give us a lift there.... thanks uncle... what a gd service... haha... =P finally walking up the slope... den reached the chalet and saw our seniors n frenz... haha... den saw our huts.... continue tml....

Sports Carnival

today is the 1st NYJC sports carnival... nice one... m so tired... tired...
Ch ran for the 400m race... he gt in 3rd! great job! yeah! qin yong, ks, qk and CH participated in the 4x400m race... although didn't get in the top position, they alr have the team spirit and sportsmanship! yeah! great job guys! =P
mad,cam,raja n jac participated in the funnky race.... great job, they get 2nd i think if i rmb correctly... great job guys! oh yeah! =P
biz club selling stufs... having a profit! oh yeah! great job guys! =P
thanks bookshop auntie for trusting us... hee... =P
specially thanks to my lao po, wan hui... yeah! =P for lending JJ to me... haha... thanks so much... my idol... haha...
now m worrying for installation... haiz.... but i dunno in what way i can help... but m willing to help... jia you! go go go! yeah! =P kk... gtta pack my bag and go to chalet alr... jia you jia you! =P

Failing papers...

took two papers today... chem n physics... nice one... at first i was really sad... after taking the papers... and after the horrible oral exam... it was like my whole day was terrible and miserable... but after guitar... my mood was like... hey... m ok... so what does that mean? guitar helps to relax ppl... good... so i decided not to quit guitar! yeah! although learning the syf song is bloody hell hard... but even if i vomit blood... i will also learn to play ya? haha...siao...
y should i be sad rite... just try hard next time... m not the only one...hee.... just look on the bright side of life... =) yeah... love guitar... love guitar... yeah... gtta learn the whole song sia by next and gt the fingering test... nice one... so busy... haiz... hw to learn... die... nvm... gtta perserve! yeah... jia you! =P
busy busy busy....
schedule:
friday(tml): sports canival, chalet at sentosa....
sat: chalet
sun: chalet, support yvonne(maybe), take my notes back(maybe), slp(definately!), visit grandma...
next week:
mon: chinese test, an's tuition(gtta tell aunt)
tue: Hui chun's bd, discuss pw(maybe)
wed: biz(not sure)
thurs: guitar, qwen's bd...
fri: installation
sat: tutoring(not sure), lf's bd
sun: family day and rest day
P/S: gtta tell yvonne gt installation.... and reply vanessa by wed... gtta rmb... haiz...
oh my... so busy... gtta jia you for promos! go go go! jia you jia you! =P

Sian

maths paper fail liks shit... really miserable... sian... haiz... nth to say... really very sad lor... sian... life is so miserable... haiz.. sian... sian... sian... sian... sian... sian can become my bf alr lor... haiz... diao... gggggggrrrrrrrr! hate my life! ggggggggrrrrrrrr!
could u stop complaining! so sian... stop complaining about your life girl... dun take it to heart... it is just part of life... ok? yeah... jia you lor... haha...
Happy birthday to Eugene! =)

MYE over!

Mid year exam over! yeah... what is the most scary thing? take result lor... it is like omg... wth... haiz... what i heard? maths... 1/100.. nice one... if it were me... i would cry on the spot i tell u that.. sian... haiz...
omg...today almost late for sch... i took the bus 73 walked big rounds... sweat big time man... but who cares... cos no shuai ge in ny tt i wanna impress... haha... nvm... feel so sick... econs started... heart attack i tell u... b4 exam hazel ask me tt cba is all crap... in the end... what happened... 11marks on cba... feel like dying... nvm... i alr died anyway... haiz... sian... den we slacked in the mac... waiting for chinese listening sia... haha... yeah... finally exam over alr...haha...
haiz... thurs gt guitar... all my lao gong( Seow Ling)'s fault... say this thurs gt guitar... haiz... nw my whole week is fully booked... haha....
wed: biz meeting
thurs: chinese oral and guitar
fri: chalet
sat: chalet
sun: chalet
my week is so packed... haha...nice one... watiting for wc? dunno leh... haha... shit... just now i show sl my blog... hope she didn't see the part where i wanna quit guitar part...haha... =P den she will scold and become upset...haiz...
tml will be a brand new day with new hopes... i hope... gotta wake up early... sian.. haiz... nonono! not sian... v fun... except got the part of taking paper... sian... haiz... jia you lor... anyway... haiz...go go go! =P

bad mood...

1st of all thanks rebecca for helping me got giving my blog a brand new look... nice right?? esp the JJ song... haha...
so sian... i hate my life... y my life is so boring... i miss my frens.. my sec sch life... the teachers... cca... the environment... the classroom... the canteen... the ppl in the sch... mr singh for catching us breaking sch rule... i dunno i also miss mr boo nagging... haiz... life is jc is so ... dunno... i dun feel like me anymore... i dun laugh as much any more... i feel more bitter den usual... y? mayb it is a new sch? i like my frenz there.... but... i dun like lectures... i dun like exams... sian... y just i can't enjoy my life there? is it more wonderful? forget it... i dun like exam... i feel so confused... i just wanna slack thru my life...
come on sam... tml is last day of exam! go go go! but what is more is coming up? the guitar test... quitting guitar have been on my brain for very long alr... haiz...
what made me stay in guitar:
camellia
seow ling
guitar itself
what make me leave:
stress
no time
test of guitar
stay or leave? i cna't take it anymore.. haix.... sian... life is so sux... man... i can't go for the 4e1 outing... cos gt chalet... feel so bad... haiz.... omg... y my time is like always so fully booked... sian... chalet or gathering? maybe discuss tml with shang n paul ba... haiz...
really no mood to study... haiz... what is happening to me? sian... kk... come on... jia you! dun give up! just follow ur heart and do k! go go go ! =P good luck to me for tml econ! hee! =P

What a day! =)

Hee... woke up at 12pm something... den... meet sham at j8 at 3pm... long time nv dress up alr... i woke my earring n necklace... incredible.... but... hee... anyway... i just want sham to be happy... that's all.... so m trying v hard to make the day pretty good... we saw sl n shang... so fated... wahaha... so we six ppl walked tgt... shang,sl, sham,lou n liming n me... hee... walking aimlessly is what we always good at... haha... a day without econs again... but i very good k... at least finish one set of notes... three more sets to go... jia you! hee... so got time... i hope... haha... jia you! =)
green forest so nice sia.... owen so shuai n sweet.... haha... stupid paul.... only a bit look like cs only... only a bit... but owen 1000000000times more shuai.... haha... kk... being ridiculous... but i dun care alr.... haiz.... so nice.... green forest so nice... if only i can live with the nature... dun u think is it so beautiful... yeah! jia you! tml mus study two sets of notes! jia you! go go go! see ya! =)