hate myself for letting myself to make careless mistake again... wth? i mean really... m always a careful person( dun believe ask my friends who are close to me)... bloody hell... rarely make careless mistake in doing maths b4... now dunno what the hell wrong with me... this is the 3rd time alr... why do i allow such thing happened to me? some more that qns is mr poh set one... haiz... disappoint him... my 8 marks... i think i haven't been strict with myself? so that is why such thing happen? nice one...
chem didn't have time to finish cos there is no time for u to time... last half an hour i was still at q3... i still got 3 more qns to go... nice one... forget it ....... also alot dunno how to do... but i think maths is much better den chem i guess... every paper like fighting a battle like that... every battle drain my energy away... m so tired...
sleepless night... the whole night i didn't slp....... the most i slp 2h... i dunno why... too jin zhang le ba... thinking of formula... i hate memorising... haiz... i dunno why studying need memorising... is to test ur understanding for the topics... like that memorise, what do we understand? i also dun understand y i study chem... it is not as if i wanna become chemist what... although i got a passiion for chem since secondary sch... but i think the passion alr died... cos dunno... it is totally different... how i miss mrs singh...
i hope for the bettter........ for now i prepare for the worsst but still hopping i can promote... still gotta think positive... yeah! ya... at most i go poly or retain... even the sky falls on me m not afraid..... ya... jia u lor... come on... go go go! dun let down the pppl who have confidence on u! yeah! thanks for the ppl who encourage me... hehe... esp my mum( always complaining to her)... always make her worry for me... haiz... there is life... there is hope... i still believe in miricle and miricle is we make ourselves... with our own hands! =) go go go! =)
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