Sian... just finished my compare... now watching prince of tennis... haha... so shuai... =) the internet thingy didn't die me down from watching you tube... I guess this is a long watch, because prince of tennis is damn long... haiz... ok, a source of enjoyment ba... for GP, left one more AQ to go and 8 newspaper articles...
haiz... still a lot to go... dun feel like doing maths sia... so difficult, everytime struck, only start on one paper... struck till now... haiz... tml complete the AQ and the struck math paper then go out ba... haiz... sian...
Econ, think i have to redo lor... more like writting a GP essay, not like writting economics... but I really dunno how to turn it to economics term lor... no graphs... sian man... haiz... now i think the word limits is too little le...
prince of tennis rocks sia... now my aim is to watch death note 2 and night at the museum... hehe...
my new year resolutions ( spell correctly?) haven't think of that... well... think of that when I'm free ba... see ya then... shall enjoy myself tml... ya! =)
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Friday, December 29, 2006
Homework
Sian... homework for me these days... but prince of tennis lighten my days... haha... but the loading is way too slow! all because of the broken of internet wires in Taiwan...due to earthquake so it is broken i think.... haiz... sometimes, too much of rain is not good too huh?
Ytd was my mum's bd... my dad is so sweet, she bought her a birthday card, haha... =) the cake is delicious too! =)
I left two days to complete my hwk...
why two more? Friday and Tuesday...
Saturday- help uncle and got 4e1 bbq gathering...
Sunday- Family day... uncle may be planning to date me out too...opps...
Monday- uncle ming's bd... he says invite me go eat...
so that is why I left with 2days for my hwk... wednesday starts school, still got cca meeting on my 1st day... and you know what? directors meeting as well with the teachers, oh my! still no news if V's day or CNY... I hope is CNY as one of my members got lobang...
my hwk left with...
1) 9 newspaper articles
2) 3 GP compre
3) 3 maths papers
4) 1 chem tutorial
5) 1 econ long essay and 2 econ essay( not planning to do, need to hand in then do)
6) 1 physics tutorial ( dunno need to do or not, got time then do, most slightly no time)
wow... seem like alot... dunno can complete in time or not... sian... haiz... all the best to me ya? yeah! =)
Happy Birthday Mummy! =)
Happy Birthday Yi Chiann! =)
Ytd was my mum's bd... my dad is so sweet, she bought her a birthday card, haha... =) the cake is delicious too! =)
I left two days to complete my hwk...
why two more? Friday and Tuesday...
Saturday- help uncle and got 4e1 bbq gathering...
Sunday- Family day... uncle may be planning to date me out too...opps...
Monday- uncle ming's bd... he says invite me go eat...
so that is why I left with 2days for my hwk... wednesday starts school, still got cca meeting on my 1st day... and you know what? directors meeting as well with the teachers, oh my! still no news if V's day or CNY... I hope is CNY as one of my members got lobang...
my hwk left with...
1) 9 newspaper articles
2) 3 GP compre
3) 3 maths papers
4) 1 chem tutorial
5) 1 econ long essay and 2 econ essay( not planning to do, need to hand in then do)
6) 1 physics tutorial ( dunno need to do or not, got time then do, most slightly no time)
wow... seem like alot... dunno can complete in time or not... sian... haiz... all the best to me ya? yeah! =)
Happy Birthday Mummy! =)
Happy Birthday Yi Chiann! =)
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Weird dream
I had a weird dream last night... I dreamt I was chasing people in a swarm... I was riding on a motor boat I think... I was chasing a big ship. then there was a woman and a child on that cruise... there was another guy in helping me to chase the two person... I dunno why I was chasing them... they seem to be in v pathetic state... I woke up when it was raining... it was such a weird dream... all the people in my dream, I do not know... and it was a place i never went b4... so weird... haiz... okay... enough... simply no mood to do hwk... that is why... haha... bye...
Monday, December 25, 2006
Haiz
Mad asked me to update, but I'm way too lazy to update... but anyway... today is Christmas! So..
Merry Christmas Everyone! =)
hee... update you more on my life... anyway, i wrote these crap also nobody will read, just for the fun of it... Mad will be reading I guess, and I think Wan Hui ba... you know that Wan Hui secretly reads my blog one, so my, so cunning... but she reads once in a while, so she might not read this post one... haha...
okay, went to Malaysia this Saturday, see my grandfather (father side) and other relatives... as normal... haiz... just heard abit bad things about daughter-in-law thingy... as close one ear and one eye... i dunno anything... haiz... does females always like gossipping? i dunno... if I dun like that person, I will straight away show it, I won't put on a fake smile... just because I'm a straightforward person, I like means I like, I don't like I would say it I won't say "oh, it is nice."when the fact is that it is terribly horrible... I know people will bu shuang me, but do I care? I don't. People say I have to change my attitude, but I don't find anything wrong with it. I don't understand why people like fake things so much? Isn't it the truth is better? is it because the truth is always ugly de?
See so many things I wanted to buy... but what is the use? like the accesseries, haiz... so ex... they say me spending money like water... do I?maybe... because I bought another bag again... my desired bag... hee... yap, get scolding from mum... letting people seeing the spendthrift of me... I dun understand... haiz... I normally not the materialistic girl, when did I like to spend money so much? haiz... dunno how to earn money, then spend so much money already. that is really bad. being poor is not a sine, but being poor and spending lots of money is a sine... haiz... man, I have to save up my university fees... and my 1st year still not there lor... and no hope in getting a car liscense already... so ex... why everything is so expensive... people see me the way I spend money, must be thinking, I need a partner who knows how to earn lots of money for me to spend and must know how to be thrifty... haha... why girls like to be on diet? I really don't understand as well. When there is food. you eat, maybe eat sufficient so that you won't get gastric. I'm pretty fortunate as I have food to eat, clothes to wear... why people don't eat when there is food and when there people out there seeking for food source... is it being skinny is good? Is being skinny is all beauty? I think having the right figure can already... have the what is that call? BMI... yap, right BMI can already... even you are above the number, just eat less and exercise more, there is no need to diet, oh please. and in the mean time, just hide the part that you want to hide. thanks auntie for the noodles, really nice... haha... =) she is a real cook man, she is the 1st great cook, my mum is second... oppss... haha... if I have money, I can invest in her lor... she had really great brain but simply lack of the opportunity and the right people and many other factors...
next week school reopen. and I don't want that day to come... so many things to do within this week... there is homework to be done and I merely quarter finish... I'm in died meat... still have math, econ, GP, physics.... I didn't touch my homework as you can see... nvm about that... I'm already half dead... I simply didn't learn my lesson... who do I blame in the end? All is my own fault... I dunno why I changed so much in terms of my character and attitude... is it good or bad?
I always want freedom... I also dunno why I have choosen the path to JC... do I made the right choice? I always ponder on this qns... but what is the use now? I already on my way to second year and is going to take my "A" level soon and very soon... To tell the truth, I don't know what is coming for me and I simply don't feel right about it... All I know is that, I wanted to go University. That is my goal since I was young... Maybe that is why I have choosen JC instead of poly. Why am I keep thinking about unnecessary stuffs? sian... going to temple then go shop... gotta control these time... because these time is in orchard, the stuffs are way to ex... haiz... still got my debts and fees... and all the best to my hwk as well... haha... see ya then! =)
Merry Christmas Everyone! =)
hee... update you more on my life... anyway, i wrote these crap also nobody will read, just for the fun of it... Mad will be reading I guess, and I think Wan Hui ba... you know that Wan Hui secretly reads my blog one, so my, so cunning... but she reads once in a while, so she might not read this post one... haha...
okay, went to Malaysia this Saturday, see my grandfather (father side) and other relatives... as normal... haiz... just heard abit bad things about daughter-in-law thingy... as close one ear and one eye... i dunno anything... haiz... does females always like gossipping? i dunno... if I dun like that person, I will straight away show it, I won't put on a fake smile... just because I'm a straightforward person, I like means I like, I don't like I would say it I won't say "oh, it is nice."when the fact is that it is terribly horrible... I know people will bu shuang me, but do I care? I don't. People say I have to change my attitude, but I don't find anything wrong with it. I don't understand why people like fake things so much? Isn't it the truth is better? is it because the truth is always ugly de?
See so many things I wanted to buy... but what is the use? like the accesseries, haiz... so ex... they say me spending money like water... do I?maybe... because I bought another bag again... my desired bag... hee... yap, get scolding from mum... letting people seeing the spendthrift of me... I dun understand... haiz... I normally not the materialistic girl, when did I like to spend money so much? haiz... dunno how to earn money, then spend so much money already. that is really bad. being poor is not a sine, but being poor and spending lots of money is a sine... haiz... man, I have to save up my university fees... and my 1st year still not there lor... and no hope in getting a car liscense already... so ex... why everything is so expensive... people see me the way I spend money, must be thinking, I need a partner who knows how to earn lots of money for me to spend and must know how to be thrifty... haha... why girls like to be on diet? I really don't understand as well. When there is food. you eat, maybe eat sufficient so that you won't get gastric. I'm pretty fortunate as I have food to eat, clothes to wear... why people don't eat when there is food and when there people out there seeking for food source... is it being skinny is good? Is being skinny is all beauty? I think having the right figure can already... have the what is that call? BMI... yap, right BMI can already... even you are above the number, just eat less and exercise more, there is no need to diet, oh please. and in the mean time, just hide the part that you want to hide. thanks auntie for the noodles, really nice... haha... =) she is a real cook man, she is the 1st great cook, my mum is second... oppss... haha... if I have money, I can invest in her lor... she had really great brain but simply lack of the opportunity and the right people and many other factors...
next week school reopen. and I don't want that day to come... so many things to do within this week... there is homework to be done and I merely quarter finish... I'm in died meat... still have math, econ, GP, physics.... I didn't touch my homework as you can see... nvm about that... I'm already half dead... I simply didn't learn my lesson... who do I blame in the end? All is my own fault... I dunno why I changed so much in terms of my character and attitude... is it good or bad?
I always want freedom... I also dunno why I have choosen the path to JC... do I made the right choice? I always ponder on this qns... but what is the use now? I already on my way to second year and is going to take my "A" level soon and very soon... To tell the truth, I don't know what is coming for me and I simply don't feel right about it... All I know is that, I wanted to go University. That is my goal since I was young... Maybe that is why I have choosen JC instead of poly. Why am I keep thinking about unnecessary stuffs? sian... going to temple then go shop... gotta control these time... because these time is in orchard, the stuffs are way to ex... haiz... still got my debts and fees... and all the best to my hwk as well... haha... see ya then! =)
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Vivo City
Haha... had a great day yesterday... another long and happy day without homework... and it still a mount everest... haiz... okay... will send my day today for hwk k... haha... 1st week of school got GP test... Omt( oh my tian)... haha...
I woke up feeling happy maybe because thinking about all the happpy stuffs when fingers and wonders meet... =) cheerful... haha... I prepared all the cards for my friends... to the friends I didn't prepare cards for, not that I didn't rmb you, just that not enough cards liao... haha... see I got too many friends liao... I dídn't send to my classmates because I got not enough cards sia... even I want to send to the girls also not enough cards... maybe next year ba... this year dídn't buy much x'mas cards or else I get scoldings from my mum again...
we (louisa- I declare my husband- cos she bought me chocolates... haha..., shang, Hui yi, pauline, mad, raja n daphne) went to Vivo City... haha... okay, tell you I forget to take Hui Yi's bd present, is like omt... I went to take... some more rainning... sian... I got really fed up, but surprisingly I was able to control my emotions and have fun... dunno why also... blur pauline took the wrong train again... haiz...
1st shop we went to the candy empire( spelling correct? dunno the name of the shop correct or not)... this is the time louisa bought me chocolates... thanks thanks... so sweet of you... haha... =) Christmas = chocolates... we went for dinner at Banquet... Fingers except Hui Yi had Japanese Food, I should have taken photos of the food we ate but I was too hungry le... only eat breakfast, of course hungry le...surprisingly, I didn't call for ice milo... everytime, i call for drink, I will call ice milo without thinking... this time round is because ah meh tea attracts me more... but I got cheated, it tasted like milk tea and cost me $1.80 for such a small cup, didn't even quench( is it this word ar?) my thrist, I go "coop" lou's drink but it was peach... oh man, I dun like the taste of peach... forget it, drink my plain water, more healthy... no wonder now, after drinking the tea, I can't sleep... that was the time when pauline and me "pa ga" together to talk against shang yi... and that was the time when my voice turned "sexy"... man, I got sore throat... punishment for talking too much... haiz... I gave the x'mas cards to everyone, except Hui Yi... cos she got my present le ma, so I didn't make her a x'mas card, then I dunno how to say, and she thought I got send her x'mas card... now I have to send her a x'mas card... the problem is I have to go and buy stamps at the post office, so ma fan... haiz... heard from the provision shop uncle that the price of stamp going to rise or risen... I dunno... nice one... haiz...
after dinner, we went shop shop... got Dasio ( dunno spelling correct or not), is a $2 shop... all selling Japan stuffs... quite cool... thinking of buying my bro's present here but nth to buy leh... as in not his taste... after $2 shop Shang's so anxious of going home, so she paul and hui went home... leaving behind me lf mad raja n daphne... poor us... haha... we shop again... hey hey hey, vivo city is so big but the stuffs there too ex... tell u the accessories there really nice.... I really want to have them all! haha... until now, I know the power of accessories...
let me tell you what happened... when I was dressing up for the gathering, I only wore the dress. then my brother says not nice... only after I wore my earrings, my necklace then he says nice... so you see, accessories are important... it spied up the way you look... I believe the chinese saying, "there is no ugly women, only got lazy women."
the thing I want now is a bag...a bag that carries on one side, normally only females carry such bag...i got two such bag, but my mum ka po one, the navy blue one, some more branded one... forget what brand... forget it lor, since I dun use it often... I dun mind sharing... another one is pink, the hello kitty one, given by my grandma, she bought it when she was in HK... she says it costs over $80... I was like... wow, she is so generous, so unlike her... opps... not that I dun like the bag, just that it was way too pinky and none my clothes goes with the bag and it was so not my character to use pink... not that I dun like pink... just that, too girly, and I'm totally not that type of girl, and I dun want people to have that impression of me as well... hence, I only used it when I went swimming... it was like omt, a 80 bucks bag only used for swimming bag, you rich ar u joker man... to saveguard from my bag, not my stufffs inside my bag, from being stolen, my mum will always tell me to use locker... sometimes, she will tell me to use other bag... but there is no other bag I can used le, cos this bag is waterproof... when I go out shopping or what so ever, I will use the black billabong bag... I saw this bag when I was shopping in Malaysia... haha... fallen in love with this bag in 1st sight... but the quality not very good, I used it for 5 times, got torn liao...but with my mum's brillant hands, it was all fixed again... now, I'm still using it, cos v useful... can carry umbrella, water bottle, books, wallet, cell phone, spect etc... now I know why my bag always so heavy...
I bought three bags these holidays... yc says those whose hands got alot of holes spend alot, not true de... my hands no holes still spent alot... haiz... two bags I spent during my work time... one of them my mum says not nice, so I dun intend to use it, unless necessary... another bag is way too big for school bag, hence intend to use it for camp and or other stuffs that need to carry a lot of thngs one or during a few days travelling, so I had only used it once when I was in the camp ideapolis 2006... so since my school bag getting in bad condiition, so I bought one... I think is pretty useful, I used it when I went to Calina's house... haiz... 1st time use kanna caught in the rain... poor bag... haiz...
wow, I dunno I'm so into bag... haha... that is what pauline says recently to me... well, my interest for now is bag... haha.. anyway, really had a great day ytd... thanks madeline for the x'as gift... once again, really touched for the gift... muhaha... =) love it so much... it's blue!!! haha... =)
another than looking for the bag that I want, I also wanted a new phone... my target phone is N73... but I also like N80... there is pros and cons to it... let me analyse them to you... anyway, nobody will read, so I don't mind talking crap... haha... N73 the camera is better, it is 3.2 megapixels will N80 is 3.0 mp... N73 is longer and slimmer while N80 is shorter and fatter... N73 is a normal phone while N80 is a slide phone... N73, the buttons seem to be easily spoil while N80 the buttons seem better than N73... N73 is cheaper than N80... both phones come in black and sliver... another phone I also interested is the sony ericsson ( did I spell correctly? )... got black pink and blue ones... but camera is 2.0 mp... is the blue color and the phone is really nice that interest me... but all these too ex... dun want to talk further liao... haiz... even if you ask, I also dunno how to tell you, cos jia jia you ben nan nian de jing... haiz...
got one time, we were separated... i think is b4 we went to the $2 shop... saw a guy at a chocolate stall... quite good looking... he caught me looking at him... omt... haiz... then I looked away... pauline says she wants to go in and see while lou and mad waited for the rest... we went to this guy stall, we looked at the chocolates, he asked, " did you want anyting?" I said in my head, "pauline, stop looking at the chocolates, answer him leh... " but she didn't ans him... dunno what is wrong with me, I smiled and shake my head and walk away... then pauline shouted behind me, "why you go so fast." in mandarin... I was too embarrassed to stay there liao... haiz... walked into a handbag shop... tell you, the bags there damn ex... the 1st bag I took is more than $500... omt... haiz... nvm, at least I have it once, and I carry it once, and I saw it once... haha... satisified? dunno... maybe thinking this way makes me happier, so why not? when next time I have the money then I buy it lor...
went to a clothes shop... pauline and me saw a dress... similar to the one I was wearing at time I think... and we think is really nice... it costs over 200 bucks... pauline thinking of trying... but I dun wan... cos pai seh... haha... the dress I bought for over 50 bucks at cbase at Junction 8...
haha... suprised that I wore dress huh? not that I dun like to wear dress or what so ever, just that is too ma fan... when I was young, I remember I wore dress everytime I went out. It was only during or after puberty that I started to change... that I think dress is too ma fan... cos always worry might "chou guang"... then later got wind blow, need to cover ur dress, cos ur dress might blow up... thus, only on special occassions then I wear or maybe a jean skirt, since jean is heavier... but dunno why recently wanted to try all the things... haha... now, when I see clothes, I not only see shorts, long pants, I even see skirts... no kidding... I bought a skirt for CNY even... big surprise huh? I think mum was also surprised... but when I tried that skirt, I had an immediate liking for it... and I receive compliments that I looked good on that skirt so I bought it... =) haha...
everywhere we went, we saw chocolates... x'mas trees chocolates, santas one, deers once, come in all shapes and sizes... all so beautiful and ex too... you dun even bear to eat them because they are way too beautiful already...
dunno why, I felt pretty cheerful and happy these days... is it because of the holidays? or is it because the way I think changes? or is it because people around me are happy so I'm happy as well? most people around me are happy but not all... or is it because I have let him go, so I felt lighter and happier? whatever the reason, just glad that I'm happy... haha... =)
wow... talk so much... kk... really have to sleep... tml devote my time solely to homework... =) so late alr... haiz... no wonder I'm tired... go go go! =)
I woke up feeling happy maybe because thinking about all the happpy stuffs when fingers and wonders meet... =) cheerful... haha... I prepared all the cards for my friends... to the friends I didn't prepare cards for, not that I didn't rmb you, just that not enough cards liao... haha... see I got too many friends liao... I dídn't send to my classmates because I got not enough cards sia... even I want to send to the girls also not enough cards... maybe next year ba... this year dídn't buy much x'mas cards or else I get scoldings from my mum again...
we (louisa- I declare my husband- cos she bought me chocolates... haha..., shang, Hui yi, pauline, mad, raja n daphne) went to Vivo City... haha... okay, tell you I forget to take Hui Yi's bd present, is like omt... I went to take... some more rainning... sian... I got really fed up, but surprisingly I was able to control my emotions and have fun... dunno why also... blur pauline took the wrong train again... haiz...
1st shop we went to the candy empire( spelling correct? dunno the name of the shop correct or not)... this is the time louisa bought me chocolates... thanks thanks... so sweet of you... haha... =) Christmas = chocolates... we went for dinner at Banquet... Fingers except Hui Yi had Japanese Food, I should have taken photos of the food we ate but I was too hungry le... only eat breakfast, of course hungry le...surprisingly, I didn't call for ice milo... everytime, i call for drink, I will call ice milo without thinking... this time round is because ah meh tea attracts me more... but I got cheated, it tasted like milk tea and cost me $1.80 for such a small cup, didn't even quench( is it this word ar?) my thrist, I go "coop" lou's drink but it was peach... oh man, I dun like the taste of peach... forget it, drink my plain water, more healthy... no wonder now, after drinking the tea, I can't sleep... that was the time when pauline and me "pa ga" together to talk against shang yi... and that was the time when my voice turned "sexy"... man, I got sore throat... punishment for talking too much... haiz... I gave the x'mas cards to everyone, except Hui Yi... cos she got my present le ma, so I didn't make her a x'mas card, then I dunno how to say, and she thought I got send her x'mas card... now I have to send her a x'mas card... the problem is I have to go and buy stamps at the post office, so ma fan... haiz... heard from the provision shop uncle that the price of stamp going to rise or risen... I dunno... nice one... haiz...
after dinner, we went shop shop... got Dasio ( dunno spelling correct or not), is a $2 shop... all selling Japan stuffs... quite cool... thinking of buying my bro's present here but nth to buy leh... as in not his taste... after $2 shop Shang's so anxious of going home, so she paul and hui went home... leaving behind me lf mad raja n daphne... poor us... haha... we shop again... hey hey hey, vivo city is so big but the stuffs there too ex... tell u the accessories there really nice.... I really want to have them all! haha... until now, I know the power of accessories...
let me tell you what happened... when I was dressing up for the gathering, I only wore the dress. then my brother says not nice... only after I wore my earrings, my necklace then he says nice... so you see, accessories are important... it spied up the way you look... I believe the chinese saying, "there is no ugly women, only got lazy women."
the thing I want now is a bag...a bag that carries on one side, normally only females carry such bag...i got two such bag, but my mum ka po one, the navy blue one, some more branded one... forget what brand... forget it lor, since I dun use it often... I dun mind sharing... another one is pink, the hello kitty one, given by my grandma, she bought it when she was in HK... she says it costs over $80... I was like... wow, she is so generous, so unlike her... opps... not that I dun like the bag, just that it was way too pinky and none my clothes goes with the bag and it was so not my character to use pink... not that I dun like pink... just that, too girly, and I'm totally not that type of girl, and I dun want people to have that impression of me as well... hence, I only used it when I went swimming... it was like omt, a 80 bucks bag only used for swimming bag, you rich ar u joker man... to saveguard from my bag, not my stufffs inside my bag, from being stolen, my mum will always tell me to use locker... sometimes, she will tell me to use other bag... but there is no other bag I can used le, cos this bag is waterproof... when I go out shopping or what so ever, I will use the black billabong bag... I saw this bag when I was shopping in Malaysia... haha... fallen in love with this bag in 1st sight... but the quality not very good, I used it for 5 times, got torn liao...but with my mum's brillant hands, it was all fixed again... now, I'm still using it, cos v useful... can carry umbrella, water bottle, books, wallet, cell phone, spect etc... now I know why my bag always so heavy...
I bought three bags these holidays... yc says those whose hands got alot of holes spend alot, not true de... my hands no holes still spent alot... haiz... two bags I spent during my work time... one of them my mum says not nice, so I dun intend to use it, unless necessary... another bag is way too big for school bag, hence intend to use it for camp and or other stuffs that need to carry a lot of thngs one or during a few days travelling, so I had only used it once when I was in the camp ideapolis 2006... so since my school bag getting in bad condiition, so I bought one... I think is pretty useful, I used it when I went to Calina's house... haiz... 1st time use kanna caught in the rain... poor bag... haiz...
wow, I dunno I'm so into bag... haha... that is what pauline says recently to me... well, my interest for now is bag... haha.. anyway, really had a great day ytd... thanks madeline for the x'as gift... once again, really touched for the gift... muhaha... =) love it so much... it's blue!!! haha... =)
another than looking for the bag that I want, I also wanted a new phone... my target phone is N73... but I also like N80... there is pros and cons to it... let me analyse them to you... anyway, nobody will read, so I don't mind talking crap... haha... N73 the camera is better, it is 3.2 megapixels will N80 is 3.0 mp... N73 is longer and slimmer while N80 is shorter and fatter... N73 is a normal phone while N80 is a slide phone... N73, the buttons seem to be easily spoil while N80 the buttons seem better than N73... N73 is cheaper than N80... both phones come in black and sliver... another phone I also interested is the sony ericsson ( did I spell correctly? )... got black pink and blue ones... but camera is 2.0 mp... is the blue color and the phone is really nice that interest me... but all these too ex... dun want to talk further liao... haiz... even if you ask, I also dunno how to tell you, cos jia jia you ben nan nian de jing... haiz...
got one time, we were separated... i think is b4 we went to the $2 shop... saw a guy at a chocolate stall... quite good looking... he caught me looking at him... omt... haiz... then I looked away... pauline says she wants to go in and see while lou and mad waited for the rest... we went to this guy stall, we looked at the chocolates, he asked, " did you want anyting?" I said in my head, "pauline, stop looking at the chocolates, answer him leh... " but she didn't ans him... dunno what is wrong with me, I smiled and shake my head and walk away... then pauline shouted behind me, "why you go so fast." in mandarin... I was too embarrassed to stay there liao... haiz... walked into a handbag shop... tell you, the bags there damn ex... the 1st bag I took is more than $500... omt... haiz... nvm, at least I have it once, and I carry it once, and I saw it once... haha... satisified? dunno... maybe thinking this way makes me happier, so why not? when next time I have the money then I buy it lor...
went to a clothes shop... pauline and me saw a dress... similar to the one I was wearing at time I think... and we think is really nice... it costs over 200 bucks... pauline thinking of trying... but I dun wan... cos pai seh... haha... the dress I bought for over 50 bucks at cbase at Junction 8...
haha... suprised that I wore dress huh? not that I dun like to wear dress or what so ever, just that is too ma fan... when I was young, I remember I wore dress everytime I went out. It was only during or after puberty that I started to change... that I think dress is too ma fan... cos always worry might "chou guang"... then later got wind blow, need to cover ur dress, cos ur dress might blow up... thus, only on special occassions then I wear or maybe a jean skirt, since jean is heavier... but dunno why recently wanted to try all the things... haha... now, when I see clothes, I not only see shorts, long pants, I even see skirts... no kidding... I bought a skirt for CNY even... big surprise huh? I think mum was also surprised... but when I tried that skirt, I had an immediate liking for it... and I receive compliments that I looked good on that skirt so I bought it... =) haha...
everywhere we went, we saw chocolates... x'mas trees chocolates, santas one, deers once, come in all shapes and sizes... all so beautiful and ex too... you dun even bear to eat them because they are way too beautiful already...
dunno why, I felt pretty cheerful and happy these days... is it because of the holidays? or is it because the way I think changes? or is it because people around me are happy so I'm happy as well? most people around me are happy but not all... or is it because I have let him go, so I felt lighter and happier? whatever the reason, just glad that I'm happy... haha... =)
wow... talk so much... kk... really have to sleep... tml devote my time solely to homework... =) so late alr... haiz... no wonder I'm tired... go go go! =)
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Tampines
Yesterday was a really long day for me... uncle said he wanted to teach me how to make the moulds and all that... so we ( Li Ming, Sham n her cousin) went to Cheshire Home... a lot of stuffs happened... well, got pleasant and unpleasant ones... the pleasant one is that I really had fun making the cartoon characters and painting them... although it was erm... kind of not good for sight... haha... unpleasant things, well, don't want to talk about it, anyway, sham alr gets over it... haha...
we left at around 1pm plus i think... because sham had to bring her cousin back home which is at parsir ris and li ming got a date... opps... haha... I followed sham to parsir ris... duunno why the rain came and go... sian... mood swing... after we sent sham's cousin home, we left the home... we walked... we passed by the downtown east, brings me back memories about class chalet... then I talked about it to sham... then in the bus, talk about our crushes... haiz... my ever 1st crush... 10 years liao... haiz... opps... I said I wanted to forget him right? haiz.. but today I talked about him to Sham, this is the ever 1st time I say about him to someone( as in my friend)... my brother long time already know I like him, but tt is long time, think he forgot alr... he got tease me about him b4... nvm... it is the past... the thing that i talk about him to my friend, is it because i'm totally over with him? I don't know... haiz...
we went tampines mall to shop... got pasa malam also... we bought cheese hotdog... we shop and shop... so many things... accessories that i love to have them all... bags.... toys.. shoess... wow... no time to finish them all... haiz... i bought my dad's christmas present... haha... now left my brother... dunno what to get for him... I once promised desmond to get him a x'mas, dunno what to get for him... hope he forgets... haha... opps...
really happy day... today after got fingers gathering... haha... go go go ... hope is happy as well... hee... =)
we left at around 1pm plus i think... because sham had to bring her cousin back home which is at parsir ris and li ming got a date... opps... haha... I followed sham to parsir ris... duunno why the rain came and go... sian... mood swing... after we sent sham's cousin home, we left the home... we walked... we passed by the downtown east, brings me back memories about class chalet... then I talked about it to sham... then in the bus, talk about our crushes... haiz... my ever 1st crush... 10 years liao... haiz... opps... I said I wanted to forget him right? haiz.. but today I talked about him to Sham, this is the ever 1st time I say about him to someone( as in my friend)... my brother long time already know I like him, but tt is long time, think he forgot alr... he got tease me about him b4... nvm... it is the past... the thing that i talk about him to my friend, is it because i'm totally over with him? I don't know... haiz...
we went tampines mall to shop... got pasa malam also... we bought cheese hotdog... we shop and shop... so many things... accessories that i love to have them all... bags.... toys.. shoess... wow... no time to finish them all... haiz... i bought my dad's christmas present... haha... now left my brother... dunno what to get for him... I once promised desmond to get him a x'mas, dunno what to get for him... hope he forgets... haha... opps...
really happy day... today after got fingers gathering... haha... go go go ... hope is happy as well... hee... =)
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Uncle
Just went to litespeed... got new notes and tutorial... physics.... seriously i don't understand what mrs heng is talking, but just know that I have t download and read the notes and do the tutorial... sian... nice one...
GP...what doing the last compre... I haven't even touch them lor... nice one..the newspaper articles do till I nearly vomit blood liao... still got 26 more to go ba i think...
went to Cheshire Home again... uncle ah peng gave me a mould he made it himself... a scenary of the sea... I always love the sea... dun ask me why... whenever I went to the sea, I feel so calm and great... i gave card to uncle ming and uncle ah peng... uncle ah peng promised me to teach me how to do the mould and colour... haha... =) so what if I really like ice milo... haiz... uncle ah peng kept nagging, don't find boyfriend la... still so young... you know guys v naughty... they cheat girls' feelings... you are too young to identify which one is true one... den he always say he saw guys two timing... haiz... i know... but not now what... I say when I'm in university... haiz...
sian... so tired... didn't touch hwk... sian... being really restless... I think people are mugging now... and yet you are so slack... nice one... come on... didn't you learn your lesson? but dunno why whenever I see or going to start on hwk I fell asleep... haha... nice one.... so cool huh? bored.... jia u ba...
GP...what doing the last compre... I haven't even touch them lor... nice one..the newspaper articles do till I nearly vomit blood liao... still got 26 more to go ba i think...
went to Cheshire Home again... uncle ah peng gave me a mould he made it himself... a scenary of the sea... I always love the sea... dun ask me why... whenever I went to the sea, I feel so calm and great... i gave card to uncle ming and uncle ah peng... uncle ah peng promised me to teach me how to do the mould and colour... haha... =) so what if I really like ice milo... haiz... uncle ah peng kept nagging, don't find boyfriend la... still so young... you know guys v naughty... they cheat girls' feelings... you are too young to identify which one is true one... den he always say he saw guys two timing... haiz... i know... but not now what... I say when I'm in university... haiz...
sian... so tired... didn't touch hwk... sian... being really restless... I think people are mugging now... and yet you are so slack... nice one... come on... didn't you learn your lesson? but dunno why whenever I see or going to start on hwk I fell asleep... haha... nice one.... so cool huh? bored.... jia u ba...
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Stupid
Stop all this at once!!! Stop lying to me... stop stop stop... I dunno why I began to worry about my money problems.... not that I dun worry in the past.. but this problem getting more and more closer to me and it is not getting out of my brain... I really tired... is it because of all the walking and going out that I was exhausted... or the money that made me exhausted...
I need money.... money for my monthly stupid thingy... money for my future... my university fees... I'm thinking of getting of scholarhip but looking at my result... you think I can get it... fat hope... money for the house... I don't want to say it... but my parents say they have money for the house... ya rite... as if... as to calm me down, just to make me less worry... not working... I'm not a small kid anymore... stop lying to me... I know from your worried and stressed expression, I know the truth right away... stop saying it is the adult business... Am I even part of the family? Am I? I know you don't want to make me worry, I know. but I don't know... I really don't know what to do sometimes...
the only thing I feel calm now and easy is uncle ah peng... I dunno... I can feel easy and calm with him... I can really be myself... I don't need to hide myself... I don't know why... don't ask me... he treats me like his granddaughter...
I don't why I recently feel a strong repulsion towards my homework... It had became mount everest already... and I'm still have no mood in clearng it... when work has to be done, it has to be done... you can do it! jia u! go go go! =)
I need money.... money for my monthly stupid thingy... money for my future... my university fees... I'm thinking of getting of scholarhip but looking at my result... you think I can get it... fat hope... money for the house... I don't want to say it... but my parents say they have money for the house... ya rite... as if... as to calm me down, just to make me less worry... not working... I'm not a small kid anymore... stop lying to me... I know from your worried and stressed expression, I know the truth right away... stop saying it is the adult business... Am I even part of the family? Am I? I know you don't want to make me worry, I know. but I don't know... I really don't know what to do sometimes...
the only thing I feel calm now and easy is uncle ah peng... I dunno... I can feel easy and calm with him... I can really be myself... I don't need to hide myself... I don't know why... don't ask me... he treats me like his granddaughter...
I don't why I recently feel a strong repulsion towards my homework... It had became mount everest already... and I'm still have no mood in clearng it... when work has to be done, it has to be done... you can do it! jia u! go go go! =)
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Sick in the head
I really think I'm sick in the head... who the hell where got people play games late at night and till 5am some more... so late! what the hell! really sick in the head... no wonder... games can addict... Is it the same as drug addiction? or maybe much worst...
woke up 9am this morning... 4hours of sleep... really made me a zombie... you know why I woke up so early? you may ask 9am is early ar? haha... on monday, which is yesterday, I still till 12pm because nobody woke me up. today my mum woke me up because my grandma's leg pain... so I gotta bring my cousin,boy boy, to school... gotta rush man... haiz... didn't even have time to wear my contact lens... nvm about that...
when we reached the community centre, boy boy cried... I have no tissue... what the hell... I was scared... haiz... maybe h worried about popo...haiz... An old uncle, if I'm not wrong, I think he is mad's grandpa... mad, if you are reading this, do give me a reply if I'm right if he is your grandpa... he gave me a tissue... haha... thanks! =) thanks to those who console him... thanks the teacher who can calm him down... i left to buy myself breakfast... and some sweet for him... the way back home was a rather calm one... he was happy... maybe he enjoyed the lesson. or maybe of the sweet i bought him... he drew a christmas tree as well... haha... he is way too aborable already...
the fear inside me appeared when I hear no response in popo's house. We knocked and shouted... I really fear... I was screaming inside... I tried not to think of it... I don't want it to happen... not at this point... I really don't want it to happen... I really don't... I was scared... what if... I called the house... finally got response... that was the point, I felt safe... maybe for a while, that I know popo is safe... =) I asked her to go and see a doctor... but she insisted that she was okay already... so stubborn... grandpa came back home... he asked me to leave since boy boy wanted to take afternoon nap liao... I was tired too... I fell asleep on the sofa...
On my way home, the bag I like still there... shall I buy it... maybe they are waiting for me to buy.... maybe next time... I don't know... I passed by S&K... Saw a pretty fair guy, average height, wearing nike shoe... wore a white spect... maybe that is the guy that yc saw... my taste not that bad one... not one of the 3 guys i saw that day.. haha... =)
A boy approahed me for donation... selling a pen(50cent can buy alr) for $5... i was like huh? Not that I don't want to help but how much of this donation really goes to the needy... I went to such a company to work before... and I really hate it... We were given like 10percent comission or more... if we sold more, we get to celebrate and party... what kind of joke... If we want to help people, we do it voluntery and not like this... I think it is better to approach the needy ourselves than through someone esle... you never know how much of the money donated really goes to them or goes to the pocket of the company... knowing that it was a pit... I still went in... I don't know why? Maybe I just don't know how to say no to people... haiz... I have to learn to say no... even if I know it is a pit I still went in... just to make the person guilty, just to make the person came to sense in the nick of time... but I was too silly to believe that... even till now... I was way too silly... that is my weakness... I don't know how to say no to the ones who approached me for help... is it good or bad? I don't know... people say I'm kind... but sometimes, I think I'm too silly... because like this people will take advantages of your weaknesses... but maybe that is my character... I rather give than to accept... haiz... I don't know why... I think I really sick in the head already...
sick in the head... real tired... My homework still didn't touch... I can't find the concentration to do hwk at home... I will sleep when I opened my notes or book... haha... sleepy head...
woke up 9am this morning... 4hours of sleep... really made me a zombie... you know why I woke up so early? you may ask 9am is early ar? haha... on monday, which is yesterday, I still till 12pm because nobody woke me up. today my mum woke me up because my grandma's leg pain... so I gotta bring my cousin,boy boy, to school... gotta rush man... haiz... didn't even have time to wear my contact lens... nvm about that...
when we reached the community centre, boy boy cried... I have no tissue... what the hell... I was scared... haiz... maybe h worried about popo...haiz... An old uncle, if I'm not wrong, I think he is mad's grandpa... mad, if you are reading this, do give me a reply if I'm right if he is your grandpa... he gave me a tissue... haha... thanks! =) thanks to those who console him... thanks the teacher who can calm him down... i left to buy myself breakfast... and some sweet for him... the way back home was a rather calm one... he was happy... maybe he enjoyed the lesson. or maybe of the sweet i bought him... he drew a christmas tree as well... haha... he is way too aborable already...
the fear inside me appeared when I hear no response in popo's house. We knocked and shouted... I really fear... I was screaming inside... I tried not to think of it... I don't want it to happen... not at this point... I really don't want it to happen... I really don't... I was scared... what if... I called the house... finally got response... that was the point, I felt safe... maybe for a while, that I know popo is safe... =) I asked her to go and see a doctor... but she insisted that she was okay already... so stubborn... grandpa came back home... he asked me to leave since boy boy wanted to take afternoon nap liao... I was tired too... I fell asleep on the sofa...
On my way home, the bag I like still there... shall I buy it... maybe they are waiting for me to buy.... maybe next time... I don't know... I passed by S&K... Saw a pretty fair guy, average height, wearing nike shoe... wore a white spect... maybe that is the guy that yc saw... my taste not that bad one... not one of the 3 guys i saw that day.. haha... =)
A boy approahed me for donation... selling a pen(50cent can buy alr) for $5... i was like huh? Not that I don't want to help but how much of this donation really goes to the needy... I went to such a company to work before... and I really hate it... We were given like 10percent comission or more... if we sold more, we get to celebrate and party... what kind of joke... If we want to help people, we do it voluntery and not like this... I think it is better to approach the needy ourselves than through someone esle... you never know how much of the money donated really goes to them or goes to the pocket of the company... knowing that it was a pit... I still went in... I don't know why? Maybe I just don't know how to say no to people... haiz... I have to learn to say no... even if I know it is a pit I still went in... just to make the person guilty, just to make the person came to sense in the nick of time... but I was too silly to believe that... even till now... I was way too silly... that is my weakness... I don't know how to say no to the ones who approached me for help... is it good or bad? I don't know... people say I'm kind... but sometimes, I think I'm too silly... because like this people will take advantages of your weaknesses... but maybe that is my character... I rather give than to accept... haiz... I don't know why... I think I really sick in the head already...
sick in the head... real tired... My homework still didn't touch... I can't find the concentration to do hwk at home... I will sleep when I opened my notes or book... haha... sleepy head...
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Camp Ideapolis 2006
haiz... ytd just returned from NTU- Camp Ideapolis 2006... today supposed to visit Uncle Ah Ping at Cheshire Home... but Sham was too tired I guess... she slept at 4am last night. However, I was too tired as well I guess. I slept 3 hours for afternoon nap. I slept at 2pm, when I woke up, it was already 5pm. I was shocked. Haix. Slept with my contact lens on. that is really bad. Maybe due to lack of sleep in the camp ba i guess...
Camp Ideapolis... forced into it... i also dunno why i joined anyway... not that i dun like or anything... just that my heart was not there... was somewhere else... haiz... group of 4... my group consisted of 3 guys... lun kuang, kok yong and fabian... these 3 days and 2 nights... i found the weakness and strengths of these 3 guys... LK is a smart ass but then, he is not pretty good with presentation... he got fear i think... but still a not bad presentation... ky... i dunno why... he is a sensative guy and observian guy... but he is scared of trouble... so he thinks that he less he speaks the less trouble he gets... and he v petty lor... i only scold him pig and he rmb it... wah lao... fabian... a real crapper... good presenter...
the good thing is that i saw quite a few shuai ge la... and ntu is quite a rich and big school... but too far liao... and v "ulu"... haiz... so which uni i shall choose? dunno leh... later all 3 uni i can't get in... touch wood... haha... btw, lou was at the camp too... haha... thanks lou, i mean her uncle for the fast ride home.... haha... =)
excited about the 19th dec... we are going to have a beatty gathering... haha... =) still got tml... going k box? haha... jia you ba... go go go... my hwk still haven touch... haiz... sian... jia u ba...
Camp Ideapolis... forced into it... i also dunno why i joined anyway... not that i dun like or anything... just that my heart was not there... was somewhere else... haiz... group of 4... my group consisted of 3 guys... lun kuang, kok yong and fabian... these 3 days and 2 nights... i found the weakness and strengths of these 3 guys... LK is a smart ass but then, he is not pretty good with presentation... he got fear i think... but still a not bad presentation... ky... i dunno why... he is a sensative guy and observian guy... but he is scared of trouble... so he thinks that he less he speaks the less trouble he gets... and he v petty lor... i only scold him pig and he rmb it... wah lao... fabian... a real crapper... good presenter...
the good thing is that i saw quite a few shuai ge la... and ntu is quite a rich and big school... but too far liao... and v "ulu"... haiz... so which uni i shall choose? dunno leh... later all 3 uni i can't get in... touch wood... haha... btw, lou was at the camp too... haha... thanks lou, i mean her uncle for the fast ride home.... haha... =)
excited about the 19th dec... we are going to have a beatty gathering... haha... =) still got tml... going k box? haha... jia you ba... go go go... my hwk still haven touch... haiz... sian... jia u ba...
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Singapore Cheshire Home
my 2nd time at Singapore Cheshire Home... haha... felt so great! tell me my day 1st... today is 15th as in the lunar calendar... so went to temple to pray... then meet sham at the bus stop to Cheshire Home... ya rite... she was late as usual... so make use of this time to call... rejected...
him,"name?"
me,"jyeyin"
"age?"
"17 "
"we are looking for 18 and above... how long can you work."
"one month. "
"we are looking for people who are 18 and above and can work for long."
"ok. whatever. thanks anyway. bye. "
met at the wrong bus stop... nice one... haiz... nvm... only the next bus stop... blur as usual... haiz...
long walk to the Cheshire Home...
today task is to help Uncle Ah Ping to clean his stuff...
cleaned his two drawers... okay... not really his drawer... just two large reactular containers... 1st one lots of metal stuffs... and oily... being scolded by uncle ah ping for not wearing the glove... haiz... dustry... got cockroach skin... got real cockroach as well... scare the hell out of me... I screamed... I saw Uncle Ah Ping laughing at me... haiz... after the cleaning up... me n sham took Uncle to the market to eat...well, he took us to eat la... haha... he refused to eat... so bad... he took us around the market and stuff... oh man... when going back... need to go down the slope..cos m pushing uncle ah ping who is on a wheelchair... scared me... almost fall... all cos of the slippers la... not enough friction... i fall nvm... but if uncle fell... v dangerous... not v skilled with pushing wheelchair also... but i learnt something new about how to push the wheelchair when going pass a drain... haha... something new... made new friend there.... i think it is quite fun! =)
went j8 to shop... thanks sham for accompany me... hee... decided to go camp liao... still haven pack now... the time now( according to my com) is 9.49pm... haiz... nice one... jia u ba... go go go! we must win! =)
him,"name?"
me,"jyeyin"
"age?"
"17 "
"we are looking for 18 and above... how long can you work."
"one month. "
"we are looking for people who are 18 and above and can work for long."
"ok. whatever. thanks anyway. bye. "
met at the wrong bus stop... nice one... haiz... nvm... only the next bus stop... blur as usual... haiz...
long walk to the Cheshire Home...
today task is to help Uncle Ah Ping to clean his stuff...
cleaned his two drawers... okay... not really his drawer... just two large reactular containers... 1st one lots of metal stuffs... and oily... being scolded by uncle ah ping for not wearing the glove... haiz... dustry... got cockroach skin... got real cockroach as well... scare the hell out of me... I screamed... I saw Uncle Ah Ping laughing at me... haiz... after the cleaning up... me n sham took Uncle to the market to eat...well, he took us to eat la... haha... he refused to eat... so bad... he took us around the market and stuff... oh man... when going back... need to go down the slope..cos m pushing uncle ah ping who is on a wheelchair... scared me... almost fall... all cos of the slippers la... not enough friction... i fall nvm... but if uncle fell... v dangerous... not v skilled with pushing wheelchair also... but i learnt something new about how to push the wheelchair when going pass a drain... haha... something new... made new friend there.... i think it is quite fun! =)
went j8 to shop... thanks sham for accompany me... hee... decided to go camp liao... still haven pack now... the time now( according to my com) is 9.49pm... haiz... nice one... jia u ba... go go go! we must win! =)
Chalet
Just had a BBQ with Biz club... Am I missing out something or what... but anyway... I had great time talking to the girls...angel a ex beattian also... so maybe we got more to talk about? dunno... haha...we talked about her home... we(lin hui angel n me) also talk about tv shows... Happy Birthday to Mickey Mouse(forget the J2 senior name...opps) and happy belated to Yong Cai... dunno why recently so suay... play secret no always i kanna one... haiz... nvm... thanks calina and her mum... so sweet... =)
many things to think about you know....
1. my hwk...
2. my mum's bd
3. hui yi's bd...
4. yc's bd...
5. x'mas cards...
6. x'mas presents...my mum n dad... my bro? should i buy for him ar? what thing to buy also... haiz...
7. my family 1st chalet... my mum was telling me not to organise it... as I got so many things on hands liao...no time liao... no time for hwk... but... our 1st chalet... i think it will be fun... and Í'm so excited about it... imagine... haha... 5 families... so fun... =) cycle n swimming... when is the last time we had fun tgt other than eating on the restaurant table? it has been years i think... so on or not on? i dunno... but i really want smth to be diff this yr... last yr my mum was not in Singapore... or shall i postpone to next yr? cos i got more time next yrs as m graduate liao... haiz.. so fan...
8. shall I go for the camp? this coming wed to fri...
9. call the no. den if can go for interview... den still need training... den get the job?
10. Biz major project...
11. need to email the SPH...
12. our cny proposal...
13. study for test...
14. do i left out anything??? learn to play guitar... new song... kk? learn qing tian... yesh... haiz... so many things... i want to die liao...
15. company's proposal...
16. thinking how to earn money in a fast way... man... got debt to clear... haiz... sian...seeing the figure in my bank account decreasing every month... my heart arche...
tml need to go temple in the morn... den call... meet sham at the home... interview(maybe)... den i wanna go shopping... i wanna buy a chain for the amlet... hee... cos rebecca gave me a necklace... and got 3 earrings... thanks... =)
haiz... jia u ba! =) if u r busy means u r enjoying life... means u r alife! =) go go go! =)
many things to think about you know....
1. my hwk...
2. my mum's bd
3. hui yi's bd...
4. yc's bd...
5. x'mas cards...
6. x'mas presents...my mum n dad... my bro? should i buy for him ar? what thing to buy also... haiz...
7. my family 1st chalet... my mum was telling me not to organise it... as I got so many things on hands liao...no time liao... no time for hwk... but... our 1st chalet... i think it will be fun... and Í'm so excited about it... imagine... haha... 5 families... so fun... =) cycle n swimming... when is the last time we had fun tgt other than eating on the restaurant table? it has been years i think... so on or not on? i dunno... but i really want smth to be diff this yr... last yr my mum was not in Singapore... or shall i postpone to next yr? cos i got more time next yrs as m graduate liao... haiz.. so fan...
8. shall I go for the camp? this coming wed to fri...
9. call the no. den if can go for interview... den still need training... den get the job?
10. Biz major project...
11. need to email the SPH...
12. our cny proposal...
13. study for test...
14. do i left out anything??? learn to play guitar... new song... kk? learn qing tian... yesh... haiz... so many things... i want to die liao...
15. company's proposal...
16. thinking how to earn money in a fast way... man... got debt to clear... haiz... sian...seeing the figure in my bank account decreasing every month... my heart arche...
tml need to go temple in the morn... den call... meet sham at the home... interview(maybe)... den i wanna go shopping... i wanna buy a chain for the amlet... hee... cos rebecca gave me a necklace... and got 3 earrings... thanks... =)
haiz... jia u ba! =) if u r busy means u r enjoying life... means u r alife! =) go go go! =)
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Reflection about Ecube
Reflection about Experience & Earn Enterprise Programme
I learnt a lot from this course honestly. I know more about entrepreneurship. It is different from a business owner. An entrepreneur takes more risk while a business owner is more conservative. In addition, an entrepreneur earns more profit as compared to a business owner. However, I think every business starts from being a business owner then expand to becoming an entrepreneur.
Joanna and Donnie gave real-life examples of entrepreneurs for example Kenny Yap, Bill Gates and Ron Sim which inspired me in starting a business. They also told us about creative and innovative ideas for example bringing the life cycle of ants to become a business. Thus, this tells me that everything can be a business; opportunity is one that you have to create yourself instead of people giving you.
I also have an idea what a business plan is all about. It is not as simple and easy as I thought. It consists a lot of criteria so as to convince the person who is looking at the business plan, to ensure that our proposal will work and a give a wholesome and professional look.
We also learnt how to have a financial plan. We have to assume our expenses higher and our profits lower. We learnt how to calculate our revenues and know what assets are. We have a lot of group interactions which I think is pretty good. This gave the club a better bonding, this I think the club does not have much. I also think that we still do not know each other pretty well as well. Thus, I think this programme give the members a topic to talk about in the future.
We also learnt about marketing skills. We came up with our own advertisements and posters which I think are pretty good. We have excellent ideas. I feel so proud of our club suddenly. In marketing, we have to know who is our target customers and know what their needs are. In advertising, in terms of the advertisements in the television or posters or flyers, the colours, font of the words used, the graphics used, the size and layout of the flyers and posters are pretty important. We may also need a tagline to attract the customers’ attention.
From this programme, we can present our products better. I also realized that everyone can be a businessman or businesswoman, just that you got to have the passion and enthusiastic and that you have to love what you are doing. If you do not like what you are doing, do not bother about doing it as you will never succeed in what you are doing.
From this course, I also know one successful entrepreneur who is Donald Trump. He owns hundreds of companies and he is a billionaire. He failed once but he got up, he never gave up. He learnt from his mistakes. He worked with people well. He became one of the people I admired and looked up to.
In conclusion, this is a pretty good course and I think it is worth it. Although some parts are pretty boring, we learnt a lot from this programme which can bring us to the working world. This course also inspired us in becoming an entrepreneur. However, I think too many things are taught in only two days, much of the things we did not really fully understand. I think more time should be given and more activities should be carried out so that we understand better. Overall, I enjoyed this course.
I learnt a lot from this course honestly. I know more about entrepreneurship. It is different from a business owner. An entrepreneur takes more risk while a business owner is more conservative. In addition, an entrepreneur earns more profit as compared to a business owner. However, I think every business starts from being a business owner then expand to becoming an entrepreneur.
Joanna and Donnie gave real-life examples of entrepreneurs for example Kenny Yap, Bill Gates and Ron Sim which inspired me in starting a business. They also told us about creative and innovative ideas for example bringing the life cycle of ants to become a business. Thus, this tells me that everything can be a business; opportunity is one that you have to create yourself instead of people giving you.
I also have an idea what a business plan is all about. It is not as simple and easy as I thought. It consists a lot of criteria so as to convince the person who is looking at the business plan, to ensure that our proposal will work and a give a wholesome and professional look.
We also learnt how to have a financial plan. We have to assume our expenses higher and our profits lower. We learnt how to calculate our revenues and know what assets are. We have a lot of group interactions which I think is pretty good. This gave the club a better bonding, this I think the club does not have much. I also think that we still do not know each other pretty well as well. Thus, I think this programme give the members a topic to talk about in the future.
We also learnt about marketing skills. We came up with our own advertisements and posters which I think are pretty good. We have excellent ideas. I feel so proud of our club suddenly. In marketing, we have to know who is our target customers and know what their needs are. In advertising, in terms of the advertisements in the television or posters or flyers, the colours, font of the words used, the graphics used, the size and layout of the flyers and posters are pretty important. We may also need a tagline to attract the customers’ attention.
From this programme, we can present our products better. I also realized that everyone can be a businessman or businesswoman, just that you got to have the passion and enthusiastic and that you have to love what you are doing. If you do not like what you are doing, do not bother about doing it as you will never succeed in what you are doing.
From this course, I also know one successful entrepreneur who is Donald Trump. He owns hundreds of companies and he is a billionaire. He failed once but he got up, he never gave up. He learnt from his mistakes. He worked with people well. He became one of the people I admired and looked up to.
In conclusion, this is a pretty good course and I think it is worth it. Although some parts are pretty boring, we learnt a lot from this programme which can bring us to the working world. This course also inspired us in becoming an entrepreneur. However, I think too many things are taught in only two days, much of the things we did not really fully understand. I think more time should be given and more activities should be carried out so that we understand better. Overall, I enjoyed this course.
Cousin came to play
haha... ytd cousin peanut came to play... why he was called peanut? his name is Jia sheng sound like hua sheng which is equal to peanut... haha... dotts... his ipod got over 700 songs lor... what the hell... he came to borrow the cabble...den i asked what if i dun wanna lend you? den he say you won't dun wan to lend me one la... nice one... he knows my weakness... that is would not say no to those who came to ask me for help... haiz... is it good or bad? i dunno... but i will help in whatever way i can...he kept saying the f word... omg... what the hell... i forbid him to use... he tried not to use... you know why i hate tt f word so much? not only is a vuglar... cos he(the idiot) used it to scold me b4... what the hell...forget it... it is the past... that idiot is the past... den when he left... he said,"ah ji(sister), your beloved boy is leaving."then i told him,"wah... i wanna vomit already."haha...
today will be meeting sham n friends at amk... at 6pm ... kk... going to watch death note and gotta do my reflection liao... jia u... 7 or 8 articles over due... jia u!... ytd watch tt ghost show alone... not bad... quite scary... but y she( the ghost) goes and kill the innocent... i tin she should go haunt her muderer or whatever... i dunno... she quite pitiful... got such background... haiz... kk... gotta go... so bored... haiz... =)
today will be meeting sham n friends at amk... at 6pm ... kk... going to watch death note and gotta do my reflection liao... jia u... 7 or 8 articles over due... jia u!... ytd watch tt ghost show alone... not bad... quite scary... but y she( the ghost) goes and kill the innocent... i tin she should go haunt her muderer or whatever... i dunno... she quite pitiful... got such background... haiz... kk... gotta go... so bored... haiz... =)
Friday, December 01, 2006
boring
haiz... feel so empty... ya... now the exciting in my life is having contact lens... i dunno having contact lens is so troublesome... this morning I had problems putting it in... wth... den forget it... i was running late alr... so just put on my new spectacles... nice one... haiz... put till my right eye sorrowen already... but today need to put 3h... so I came home then put...
meeting in school.... we are getting nowhere.... actually our project is on V's day... but my group(the two guys) wanted to do CNY... so ok lor... but now got one problem... that is teachers might not agree... haiz... what the heck... whatever... but first meeting with my group with two didn't come... i think overall is not bad alr... haha... =) we can do more next time... jia u! =)
haiz... i think that i can express myself more liao... but still i can't tell u everything... haiz... I decided not to think about you alr... you wasted 10 years of my life liao... wasted my brain cells... and wasted my heart... maybe someone needed it more than you... haha... but still have to thank you lor... nth... didn't see you for 10years liao... see you also cán't recognise you... not that this 10 years i didn't see other guys la... just tt you are inreplaceable in my heart... but now I figured it out that you are so... i dunno how to say... for now you are already out of my life... but can I do it is another thing... I dunno I'm that chi qing... put you in my heart for 10 years... we dídn't make any promises... but y should we anyway... haha... weird... but the memories will always stay... everything can be destroyed, but the most valuable thing is memories... if only that time I know or whatever... nvm... it is already too late... I'm young at tt time... you are too... haiz... just say we meet at the wrong time...
love is so... i dunno... so angry... nvm... let nature takes its course ba... this kind of thing can't be force one... if it is yours then it will be yours... haha... okay... so bored... ms lim says got job one... still no reply... sian liao... wanted to do hwk also no heart to do... sian... haiz... ppl say m stubborn... ok... I admit... but so what... any problems? whatever... okay... sian... better learn my lesson and start get things done on my feet... hwk has to be done asap... but lazy always put me down... sian... kk... jia u ba...
meeting in school.... we are getting nowhere.... actually our project is on V's day... but my group(the two guys) wanted to do CNY... so ok lor... but now got one problem... that is teachers might not agree... haiz... what the heck... whatever... but first meeting with my group with two didn't come... i think overall is not bad alr... haha... =) we can do more next time... jia u! =)
haiz... i think that i can express myself more liao... but still i can't tell u everything... haiz... I decided not to think about you alr... you wasted 10 years of my life liao... wasted my brain cells... and wasted my heart... maybe someone needed it more than you... haha... but still have to thank you lor... nth... didn't see you for 10years liao... see you also cán't recognise you... not that this 10 years i didn't see other guys la... just tt you are inreplaceable in my heart... but now I figured it out that you are so... i dunno how to say... for now you are already out of my life... but can I do it is another thing... I dunno I'm that chi qing... put you in my heart for 10 years... we dídn't make any promises... but y should we anyway... haha... weird... but the memories will always stay... everything can be destroyed, but the most valuable thing is memories... if only that time I know or whatever... nvm... it is already too late... I'm young at tt time... you are too... haiz... just say we meet at the wrong time...
love is so... i dunno... so angry... nvm... let nature takes its course ba... this kind of thing can't be force one... if it is yours then it will be yours... haha... okay... so bored... ms lim says got job one... still no reply... sian liao... wanted to do hwk also no heart to do... sian... haiz... ppl say m stubborn... ok... I admit... but so what... any problems? whatever... okay... sian... better learn my lesson and start get things done on my feet... hwk has to be done asap... but lazy always put me down... sian... kk... jia u ba...
Thursday, November 30, 2006
contact lens
haha... monday... went to school for a two day course on entreprenuership... quite fun but some parts quite boring... make me wanna start to do a business liao... haha... =)
wednesday... went to smu... for a meeting... GEC thingy... all the ppl there smart one la... haiz... so demoralised... for now concentrate on my studies... yap... went to Rafflescity with pauline... the things there damn ex... wanted to buy a lip stick for my mum and perfume for my dad one... but too ex liao... haiz... den... i bought a nail polish... dun say liao... today saw nail polish also... $2 cheaper den the one i bought... sian... haiz... went to take contact lens... nice one... try putting it into my eye.... but try here and there... can't put in... sian... try tml...
today went to bishan lib with louisa... did 2 newspaper acticles... not bad le hor... 10 more newspapers articles overdue... sian diao liao... haiz... den went j8 to eat... den shop... bought something for someone... keke... went to take my contact len again... yeah... finally can put in liao... haiz... itchy leh... sian...my phone dun seem to be working... sian.... tired liao... my contact len gives me headache... see ya den... =)
wednesday... went to smu... for a meeting... GEC thingy... all the ppl there smart one la... haiz... so demoralised... for now concentrate on my studies... yap... went to Rafflescity with pauline... the things there damn ex... wanted to buy a lip stick for my mum and perfume for my dad one... but too ex liao... haiz... den... i bought a nail polish... dun say liao... today saw nail polish also... $2 cheaper den the one i bought... sian... haiz... went to take contact lens... nice one... try putting it into my eye.... but try here and there... can't put in... sian... try tml...
today went to bishan lib with louisa... did 2 newspaper acticles... not bad le hor... 10 more newspapers articles overdue... sian diao liao... haiz... den went j8 to eat... den shop... bought something for someone... keke... went to take my contact len again... yeah... finally can put in liao... haiz... itchy leh... sian...my phone dun seem to be working... sian.... tired liao... my contact len gives me headache... see ya den... =)
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
my work
my work... these 4 days were really tired... but I had fun... really... haha...
1st day... is the unpacking day... breakfast provided... den we wanted to start work... but there is no work... haiz... trying to find things for ourselves to do... but there is nth... den lunch... we was like huh? come here slack... nth... but we regretted... because the stuffs was coming... haiz... our shoes... alot to unpack... especially my slippers... I was working with James on my 1st day... a playful boy... carrying heavy stuffs up and down... checking the prices... putting up the prices... organising the slippers... got so many slippers to do... get so sick and tired... haiz... when more slippers came in... I cursed like hell... haiz... ( haha... scold James a pig cos I got real fed up alr) ... den finally everything was done... haiz... we are under Christina... a full time worker...
2nd day... a shock... I told I was selling slippers... but who knows Christina assigned me n pauline to go to the kids shoes... happy or sad? I dunno... good thing is can work with pauline la... but bad thing is I dunno about kids de... cos not i unpack one... den the stuffs there also pretty messy... so haiz... but when the sale came in... I was so unprepared... cos really alot of people coming in... out of the 3 sales I think friday(1st day) is the most hactic one... walking up and down, getting the desire shoes for the customers... at 1st was abit hard cos I dunno which shoes was at which position, but as time goes, I rmb the position, what shoes got which sizes, what shoes what prices and so on... I once mixed up the shoes and the customers was abit unhappy... but still, they bought it... haiz... tired... some shoes out of shock alr...
3rd day... trying to promote the shoes that have alot of stocks... the spidy one and the hotwheels... why spidy dun have ppl wan? to my opinion, the spidy shoe is quite attractive and pretty cool... thus it was an attraction to teenagers... and many teenagers(esp males) wanted to buy, but dun have their sizes... haiz... disappointed... the spidy shoes are abit hard so when u wear it, dun really feel comfortable so most parents won't want to buy fot their kids tt type of shoes... and lastly it was not a walking shoe, it was a soccer shoes... thus not v demanding by the market...due to the price, it is relatively cheap, there is still a demand by the market... still got ppl to buy... hotwheel shoes are heavy... althought the cars are attractive and the colours ... but parents will buy it? well... depend on the kid's persuding skills... haha... got one kid wanted to buy it... but den, his mum dun wan... tt kid really cute... feel like hugging him lor... haha... so ke ai! =) saw zhen yao on this day i think... ya... with his fren... today business dun seem as gd as ytd...
last day... trying to promote those with lots of stocks left...kids section left only a few models.. so I also helped out the adult section... last day alr... haiz... meet a family with 3 boys and one parent ( mum)... the smallest boy has alr choosen an orange shoe at the other section... den his mum saw a cheaper shoe at my section(adult, got small size also...) they keep persuading him to buy this grey shoe which is cheaper... they say the grey shoes is nicer... when one of the elder boys say the orange shoe is nice, the rest stare at him... then he changed his words by saying the grey shoes is nice... so funny... haha... den the woman asked me which one is nicer? I say the grey one... she gave me a pleasing look... den I say, buy two lor... haha... she say... kids legs v fast grow big one... finally they bought the grey shoes... haha... then, they passed me back the orange shoes which was at the other side of the hall... make me walk... nice one... haiz... but when the guy passed to me, he was embarrassed... haha... and I gave him a sad look... haha...
I saw pretty gay guys too... give me a shiver... but I do pretty well in serving them... =) they bought smth from me=) I also served mute... a couple I think... abit hard to communicate, but finally I understand what they mean, so I got them the shoes they wanted... =) so happy... =) they left happily! =) my parents came to see... haha... my mum said the shoes I wanted not nice.... den they went to the popualr sale liao... chelsea and thersea came too... b4 7pm... ppl came rushing to buy shoe while we packing... nice one... last min... haiz... finally at 7pm the sale ended... yeah! tidying and clearing... sian... den we left happily... b4 we walked out James said to his friend I ps him.... wth... nice one... haiz... nvm... will nv see him again I guess.... haha...
then I went meet up my parents at the popular sale... wow... spend over 80 bucks... nice one... I bought 3 old cds... while my parents bought 2cds... we bought 2 v cute telephones... shaped like animals... oh man... so ke ai... haha.... great... =)
1st day... is the unpacking day... breakfast provided... den we wanted to start work... but there is no work... haiz... trying to find things for ourselves to do... but there is nth... den lunch... we was like huh? come here slack... nth... but we regretted... because the stuffs was coming... haiz... our shoes... alot to unpack... especially my slippers... I was working with James on my 1st day... a playful boy... carrying heavy stuffs up and down... checking the prices... putting up the prices... organising the slippers... got so many slippers to do... get so sick and tired... haiz... when more slippers came in... I cursed like hell... haiz... ( haha... scold James a pig cos I got real fed up alr) ... den finally everything was done... haiz... we are under Christina... a full time worker...
2nd day... a shock... I told I was selling slippers... but who knows Christina assigned me n pauline to go to the kids shoes... happy or sad? I dunno... good thing is can work with pauline la... but bad thing is I dunno about kids de... cos not i unpack one... den the stuffs there also pretty messy... so haiz... but when the sale came in... I was so unprepared... cos really alot of people coming in... out of the 3 sales I think friday(1st day) is the most hactic one... walking up and down, getting the desire shoes for the customers... at 1st was abit hard cos I dunno which shoes was at which position, but as time goes, I rmb the position, what shoes got which sizes, what shoes what prices and so on... I once mixed up the shoes and the customers was abit unhappy... but still, they bought it... haiz... tired... some shoes out of shock alr...
3rd day... trying to promote the shoes that have alot of stocks... the spidy one and the hotwheels... why spidy dun have ppl wan? to my opinion, the spidy shoe is quite attractive and pretty cool... thus it was an attraction to teenagers... and many teenagers(esp males) wanted to buy, but dun have their sizes... haiz... disappointed... the spidy shoes are abit hard so when u wear it, dun really feel comfortable so most parents won't want to buy fot their kids tt type of shoes... and lastly it was not a walking shoe, it was a soccer shoes... thus not v demanding by the market...due to the price, it is relatively cheap, there is still a demand by the market... still got ppl to buy... hotwheel shoes are heavy... althought the cars are attractive and the colours ... but parents will buy it? well... depend on the kid's persuding skills... haha... got one kid wanted to buy it... but den, his mum dun wan... tt kid really cute... feel like hugging him lor... haha... so ke ai! =) saw zhen yao on this day i think... ya... with his fren... today business dun seem as gd as ytd...
last day... trying to promote those with lots of stocks left...kids section left only a few models.. so I also helped out the adult section... last day alr... haiz... meet a family with 3 boys and one parent ( mum)... the smallest boy has alr choosen an orange shoe at the other section... den his mum saw a cheaper shoe at my section(adult, got small size also...) they keep persuading him to buy this grey shoe which is cheaper... they say the grey shoes is nicer... when one of the elder boys say the orange shoe is nice, the rest stare at him... then he changed his words by saying the grey shoes is nice... so funny... haha... den the woman asked me which one is nicer? I say the grey one... she gave me a pleasing look... den I say, buy two lor... haha... she say... kids legs v fast grow big one... finally they bought the grey shoes... haha... then, they passed me back the orange shoes which was at the other side of the hall... make me walk... nice one... haiz... but when the guy passed to me, he was embarrassed... haha... and I gave him a sad look... haha...
I saw pretty gay guys too... give me a shiver... but I do pretty well in serving them... =) they bought smth from me=) I also served mute... a couple I think... abit hard to communicate, but finally I understand what they mean, so I got them the shoes they wanted... =) so happy... =) they left happily! =) my parents came to see... haha... my mum said the shoes I wanted not nice.... den they went to the popualr sale liao... chelsea and thersea came too... b4 7pm... ppl came rushing to buy shoe while we packing... nice one... last min... haiz... finally at 7pm the sale ended... yeah! tidying and clearing... sian... den we left happily... b4 we walked out James said to his friend I ps him.... wth... nice one... haiz... nvm... will nv see him again I guess.... haha...
then I went meet up my parents at the popular sale... wow... spend over 80 bucks... nice one... I bought 3 old cds... while my parents bought 2cds... we bought 2 v cute telephones... shaped like animals... oh man... so ke ai... haha.... great... =)
photos for 0617 chalet... taken in PP's cam
photos taken during chalet using Mr Poh's cam:
Mr Poh trying to act cool...
is the fire ready? we wanted to start BBQ alr...
huh? what happened?
haha! trying to fool me huh? not so easy...
yc learning how to start a fire...
bottom up girls! cheers! =)
the guys trying to BBQ 
guys trying to break the ice... 
scary... 
team work... 
ppl trying to start a fire... 
Mr Poh's hairy leg spoil the photo...
trying to make starts... (yc,tl n me)
our golden legs... ( tl, yc n me)
YC's typical pose 
PP trying to start the fire
Smilez! =))
Oi! look at the cam leh! dun be shy! haha! =)
Monday, November 27, 2006
My days-Work and Chalet
haha... well... chalet ar... ok ba... let see... 1st day... what we do? we ate dinner at pizza hut...I took some photos on that but the cam with my cousin... wait till she came back from taiwan den i upload some photos ba... we did some silly stuffs... haha... so funny... den at night we were playing the black jack thingy... den I lost... need to drink the 1.5 litres of water(stupid idea by Kit)... oh my... wanna puke alr... but got a few ppl help me drink also... haiz... feel my tummy filled with liquid... haiz.... i was feeling sick the whole night... keep going toilet... haiz... nice one...
2nd day... what we do ar? we played majong... addicted alr... haha... finally know how to play majong... and I got win... so happy... haha... =) when I go back to Malaysia, I can play with the old ppl liao... haha... =) the gals went escape... me PP YC and ES went cycling... YC dunno how to cycle... PP taught her... she not bad... one hour learn how to cycle alr... me n es went to the sea... i always love the sea... because it is blue( my fav colour) and it gives me a calming and relaxing feeling... I got pick sea shells leh.. but dunno where is it alr... haiz... I think with es... my sour sweet also with es...I rmb I learnt cycling when I was in sec one... with shang yi and yvoone... shang yi is the coach... we were in bishan park... while shang yi was coaching yvonne, I learnt how to ride alr... so is it she teach one or i learnt myself one? I dunno... or it is a gene... cos both my parents know how to ride a bike... they are expert on tt! why? my mum used to ride a bike to sch... my dad used to ride a bike as transport(in Malaysia when he was a kid) haiz... got bbq at night... me yc n es missed yimin's bd celebration... cos we were buying PP's dinner... nvm... LK so sweet helped me pour water... hehee... KY helped me bbq chicken wings(althought abit burn and oily)... I only ate one marshmallow( prepared by my pw leader,wj) not bad... haha... ok, take back my words, can consider our cls guys... opps... haha... we slp tt night... we were all too tired... yc gt lots of mosquito bites... poor thingy... I dun have... cos my blood got mosquito resistance... always like tt... always ppl around me kanna mosquito bites only... haha... opps...
3rd day is a slacking day... I went home 1st thing i did was slp... real tired... later tt day, pauline surprised me by saying tt the following day was our 1st day work... nice one... I upload some chalet photos 1st den I talk more about my work...
2nd day... what we do ar? we played majong... addicted alr... haha... finally know how to play majong... and I got win... so happy... haha... =) when I go back to Malaysia, I can play with the old ppl liao... haha... =) the gals went escape... me PP YC and ES went cycling... YC dunno how to cycle... PP taught her... she not bad... one hour learn how to cycle alr... me n es went to the sea... i always love the sea... because it is blue( my fav colour) and it gives me a calming and relaxing feeling... I got pick sea shells leh.. but dunno where is it alr... haiz... I think with es... my sour sweet also with es...I rmb I learnt cycling when I was in sec one... with shang yi and yvoone... shang yi is the coach... we were in bishan park... while shang yi was coaching yvonne, I learnt how to ride alr... so is it she teach one or i learnt myself one? I dunno... or it is a gene... cos both my parents know how to ride a bike... they are expert on tt! why? my mum used to ride a bike to sch... my dad used to ride a bike as transport(in Malaysia when he was a kid) haiz... got bbq at night... me yc n es missed yimin's bd celebration... cos we were buying PP's dinner... nvm... LK so sweet helped me pour water... hehee... KY helped me bbq chicken wings(althought abit burn and oily)... I only ate one marshmallow( prepared by my pw leader,wj) not bad... haha... ok, take back my words, can consider our cls guys... opps... haha... we slp tt night... we were all too tired... yc gt lots of mosquito bites... poor thingy... I dun have... cos my blood got mosquito resistance... always like tt... always ppl around me kanna mosquito bites only... haha... opps...
3rd day is a slacking day... I went home 1st thing i did was slp... real tired... later tt day, pauline surprised me by saying tt the following day was our 1st day work... nice one... I upload some chalet photos 1st den I talk more about my work...
Last day of work
YEAH! Finished my work alr! got time then tell u more about my work n my chalet... rite now I'm really tired... keke... see ya... really interesting my work... n i saw shuai ge today also... haha... spent over 80 bucks at the popular... kanna scolded by my mother... haiz... so sad... k... tired... see ya.. =)
Friday, November 24, 2006
2nd day of work
haiz... tired... my legs are arching(sour alr need acid... dots) so tired... haiz... walk back n for to take shoes for customers... trying to rmb the price... trying to organise the things properly... but I meet interesting people... keke... like the boy boy... haha... his leg v big... my section is kids one... oh haven't tell u.... i didn't work with james liao... when i told him he was like scolding me... dunno why... haha... but also felt bad leh... but our team leader told us( Pauline and me) to work on the kids section one ma... so no choice... haha... =) oh... the boy boy... 0ur shoes biggest is size 5... den only got a few got size 5... den finally got one... cos tt one is spidy one... alot of pairs left... lucky he can wear... actually is just nice(without socks), but he still wanna buy it... haha... so glad... also meet demanding customers as well... but still gotta put on a smile... haiz...
I dun want to work like shit and earn so little... haiz... and I dun wan to squeeze with other ppl... and follow a fix scheldue... I dun like .... what the hell... this kind of boring life... nvm... 2 more days to go... endure... den I free liao and can take my salary alr... yeah! =) bought two bags... nice one... cost me one day of salary... my mum say not nice.... the blue one... but the sch bag not bad rite... althought the inside abit bright alr... feel like buying more leh... keke... but dun spend too much money la... haiz... still need to pay my debts one... haiz... nice one... kk... so tired... see ya! =)
I dun want to work like shit and earn so little... haiz... and I dun wan to squeeze with other ppl... and follow a fix scheldue... I dun like .... what the hell... this kind of boring life... nvm... 2 more days to go... endure... den I free liao and can take my salary alr... yeah! =) bought two bags... nice one... cost me one day of salary... my mum say not nice.... the blue one... but the sch bag not bad rite... althought the inside abit bright alr... feel like buying more leh... keke... but dun spend too much money la... haiz... still need to pay my debts one... haiz... nice one... kk... so tired... see ya! =)
Chalet and Work
Wah... so tired and busy... chalet tired but fun... haha... cycling... trying to kill time... playing majong, cards- black jack and da di and bridge... wah... if muy parents know they will kill me... photos not yet really... if done will upload cos the cam n cable not availabe rite now n m busy with work these few days...anyway, Mr P. Poh alr send us some photos alr... haha... ytd 1st day of work... 12 hours of unpacking... really drain me out... haiz... working with a guy called James... tired... tml will be a fun day... and exciting! can't wait... keke... 2ppl need to attend to so many shoes and slippers... I wonder I can make it or not... but I'm really excited... haha... kk... tired... need rest... hard core... so busy... still got Biz stuff... but better than slacking ba.... haha... jia u! go go go! =)
Sunday, November 19, 2006
S&K
haha... went to the Hong Kong Street dunno what chinese restuarant near thomson to eat.... pretty nice... but service not really v good... but overall, the food is not bad... good... worth it... den went J8 to buy clothes... hee... S&K... wow... 3 shuai ge there working... haha... so sweet... hee... xin yang yang... keke... bought 2 shorts... yeah! =) muhaha! =)
Don't feel like sleeping
Really don't feel like sleeping... what to do? haiz... boring... why my life is so boring... haiz... hope at chalet can see some shuai ge... keke... =)
Death Note 7
wow! death note 7 really rocks! haha... can see the unstable emotion of Light... haha... good! waiting for more excitement to come... haiz... always sleep so late... better go sleep now... but dun feel like going sleep leh... keke... =)
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Why?
Keke... I took my spect alr... cos my old spect kind of spoil liao... the nail came off and dunno fell where... it is fated i guess.... to tell the truth, I love my old spect better... the shop uncle helped me fixed it back however, the nail seemed to be so obvious... haiz... so now... my problem is to take my old spect or new spect to chalet... haiz... troublesome... joanne, really hope she can come for chalet... hee... I did my math integration tutorial! but not really productive... but nvm... at least got do... haiz...
Live life to the fullest... ya... but how? how do you know u have live your life to the fullest? I dun understand... how I wish somebody will entertain me... keke..
I'm really bored... why do I have to do the newspapers article everyday... I only did one btw... haiz.. I really hope I can see sunrise... =) my wish...
I really dun understand is looks really that important? I dunno... I watched "I Not Stupid 2"that 9pm show... the girls likes the guys because they are handsome... well, they are handsome... but more importantly is the character... ya... I have learnt my lesson already- long story, dun feel like explaining... ya, last time like or crush a guy... er... I think he is handsome at tt time la... but now quite ok lor... then who knows he turned out to have such a character... totally broke my heart... but nvm I had learnt my lesson... hehe... =) I only eye watch shuai guys now... only if I have found my feelings... ya... so now... let nature takes its natural course... haha... if that guy is really my the other part, fate will surely bring us together, no matter how far apart we are...
but recently or ok... 2 days ago... my face was hot and I was blushing because of a guy... a guy who does not even know I exist... a guy who I dun even know who the hell he is... why? hope not... because ok... he looks shuai... but totally not the type of guy who I'm looking for I guess... still waiting??? I dunno... so long already... sian diao liao... haiz... no matter what happen and what I do... I won't regret... just enjoy my everyday... =) jia u! =)
BON VOYAGE to MADELINE! =) she is going shanghai tml... keke...
what if one day you return... will I still recognise you? will you recognise me? what if we meet on the street one day, will you say hi to me? will I say hi to you? will we be uncomfortable? or we will like friends all over again? what if the feeling is different from what I imagine what will I do? I dunno...
what if one day you returned with your wife or girlfriend... how will I react? what will happen to me... I dunno... sometimes, how I wish you never appear in my life before... but still wanna thanks you and to all my dear friends who have help me.... and my parents as well... and all those ppl who had come to my life for a short moment... may our friendship will last forever... keke... =) this holidays are for my gatherings one... haha... class chalet coming up... den there is 4e1 bbq... then I can't wait for the pri sch clique gathering as well... it has been years since we seen I guess... I wonder will we feel uncomfortable? or we hit off just as before? hopefully I guess... keke...
all the best to me... =) hope I can pick up my mood soon to do homework... haiz... jia u to me! =)
Live life to the fullest... ya... but how? how do you know u have live your life to the fullest? I dun understand... how I wish somebody will entertain me... keke..
I'm really bored... why do I have to do the newspapers article everyday... I only did one btw... haiz.. I really hope I can see sunrise... =) my wish...
I really dun understand is looks really that important? I dunno... I watched "I Not Stupid 2"that 9pm show... the girls likes the guys because they are handsome... well, they are handsome... but more importantly is the character... ya... I have learnt my lesson already- long story, dun feel like explaining... ya, last time like or crush a guy... er... I think he is handsome at tt time la... but now quite ok lor... then who knows he turned out to have such a character... totally broke my heart... but nvm I had learnt my lesson... hehe... =) I only eye watch shuai guys now... only if I have found my feelings... ya... so now... let nature takes its natural course... haha... if that guy is really my the other part, fate will surely bring us together, no matter how far apart we are...
but recently or ok... 2 days ago... my face was hot and I was blushing because of a guy... a guy who does not even know I exist... a guy who I dun even know who the hell he is... why? hope not... because ok... he looks shuai... but totally not the type of guy who I'm looking for I guess... still waiting??? I dunno... so long already... sian diao liao... haiz... no matter what happen and what I do... I won't regret... just enjoy my everyday... =) jia u! =)
BON VOYAGE to MADELINE! =) she is going shanghai tml... keke...
what if one day you return... will I still recognise you? will you recognise me? what if we meet on the street one day, will you say hi to me? will I say hi to you? will we be uncomfortable? or we will like friends all over again? what if the feeling is different from what I imagine what will I do? I dunno...
what if one day you returned with your wife or girlfriend... how will I react? what will happen to me... I dunno... sometimes, how I wish you never appear in my life before... but still wanna thanks you and to all my dear friends who have help me.... and my parents as well... and all those ppl who had come to my life for a short moment... may our friendship will last forever... keke... =) this holidays are for my gatherings one... haha... class chalet coming up... den there is 4e1 bbq... then I can't wait for the pri sch clique gathering as well... it has been years since we seen I guess... I wonder will we feel uncomfortable? or we hit off just as before? hopefully I guess... keke...
all the best to me... =) hope I can pick up my mood soon to do homework... haiz... jia u to me! =)
Friday, November 17, 2006
Eating
I had been eating out these few days... oh man... fats accumulated... my swimming and dieting have gone down the drain... somemore next week got chalet more eating I guess... and cycling... oh man... long time no cycle le... hope no rain! =) hope someone will fulfil the dream as well... keke... I hope I can see the sunrise this time round... I always seem to miss the sunrise... haiz... overslept, no sun, diff direction always seem to be the reasons... is it fate? I dunno... keke...
I think I remembered someone ask me before this question: How to be yourself? I replied: huh? I'm always myself, how to be someone else? Now I know what does she means already... or is it a he? I can't remember... but still, I will try to be myself as far as possible... I know you have to put on a mask in some circumstances... for example, when u are giving a presentation, if you are a shy type, you have to put a brave mask so that you will capture the attention of the people... If you can't, you fail... but through practice, you will sure have... then slowly, you willl change into a different person, the shy slowly faded... so you see, everyone has to become an actor in some circumstances, we can't help it... but in any cases, it is always feel good to become yourself... but there are always some factors that prevent you from becoming yourself... stress, studies, relationship, drugs, problems...
I love my last post... although it sounded so emotional... but I love it... from the bottom of my heart...haha...
If only I can fly... But I think my wings are growing waiting to fly anytime if can find an opportunity and the right time... because as for me, I'm always longing for freedom and pirvate... not that my parents not giving me enough freedom... they have given me a lot of freedom... they don't prevent me from doing the things I want to do...well, maybe sometimes... But being the stubborn me, I still continue to do them... If the advice is useful, of course I will listen... I think I rely too much on my parents already, that is maybe why I want to break free I guess... I want to have a feel on independence... I know it will be hard... I know people will think I'm crazy why want to become independent so fast? Why? Because I think my parents are working so hard already, I think it is time they should take a break and my turn to take over... I dunno if I can take up the challenge or not... but I won't turn down a challenge...
found a new place to eat next time, no need to go the Mac near the school alr... that place has more food varieties to choose from! =) I wonder what will happen next year... an eager to go to next year but on a second thought better not... Hope time will freeze... er... well, take back my words... dun wan to freeze now... haha... maybe go slower... next year will be a more challenging year... why? Biz Club- more projects coming up... studies also... lectures and tutorials and tys... rush like crazy... no wonder high blood pressure and heart disease problems are rising every year... A-lvl... scary... next year hope we have a good time table and good teachers... total lost at the topic... dun even know I can survive or not... Dón't worry, I just do my best! =)
Life is really boring... why? You see shopping centres in Singapore all looked so similar... dun you feel kind of bored to death already when you see the same thing everytime?
I lost interest in reading book already. I dunno. Maybe the books I borrow is too thick then I lazy to start reading. Haha. Better start on my homework already. My homework is like getting a lot of dust already. 3 newspaper article overdue... better due.. think of the future benefits not on short term enjoyment only... jia u! =) go go go! =)
tired of my life
I kept visiting my diary these few days. I dunno why. Is it because I'm feeling empty? Is it because exam are over that Í have more time to think? The more I think the more sad I become. Is it because of the friends around me are sad so I got affected as well? I dunno. I'm always cheerful, always have positive thoughts. Because what I have been through I have deserve it. My fate had changed since when I was 4yrs old in the hands of my parents. I thanked them for bringing me these through all these yrs. I know it is hard to come through these few yrs, but we had survived. I'm glad. But there is more obstacles to come. I'm scare. The big one is coming as well. I'm scared, I'm thinking day and night. What if we can't go through these? I dunno if they still have the energy, I dunno if their health...I really hope everything will be fine.
I tried to think positively. I wonder the one I protray in front of my friends is it the real me? I dunno. I think I'm thinking too much. Am I?
Just finished the book titled,"Morning, Noon & Night"by Sidney Sheldon. It was a interesting book I would say. But I like the very 1st book that I read by Sidney Sheldon that is "The Doomsday Conspiracy." I think it is because Morning, Noon & Night is more of a reality so I don't like it. Maybe it is because I don't want to face the reality. I don't want to face it and I hate to face it. Life is so complicated sometimes. This story is about a guy named Taylor who is a judge. An intelligent and has a bright future but the sad thing is he is a gay. And the next sad thing is that he falls in love with another guy named Lee. He was deeply madly in love with Lee. All Lee wanted was money. If he had money, he loves Taylor. So Taylor planned to kill his father who was a billionaire so that he can inherit the money. All in all as the truth was going to reveal itself or more people came in the way to stop him, he killed them, not directly of course. He used someone else to do them. But in the end, his father was not a billionaire after all because he used illegel money to buy the shares which are losing money and he was in dept. Thus, in conclusion, he is in dept. No money for his children. This was a breakdown for Taylor of course, firstly the father incident and secondly, the truth has reveal itself about he is the mastermind of everything. He commit susidue in the end...
I wonder is money the root of all evil? I guess it is. Why people rob a bank? Because they needed money. Why people steal, lie, murder? Because they needed money. Why do we need money for? For survival. Don't you think money has become so important that it has become part of our life. Part of our life has been sacrified because of money. What do I say this? People worked hard day and night, what is this for? For money, for survive. Don't you think humans have a terrible life? I agree with a chinese saying, " Money is not everything, but without money, there is nothing."
Money is not everything but with money we can do something. What we can do? To buy things that we desire. To buy presents for love ones so as to brighten up their day or to show that we care and remember about them. To live a comfortable life. To help people.
Life has become more and more complex when you grow older? You have to bear more reponsibilties, you started to understand other people's feelings and why do they react in certain way. You know how to react to certain situation because you have been trained to do that, shall I call that a reflex reaction? You started to hide your true self and protray a different person from yourself. Why? To protect yourself from being hurt, for self-defense sake I guess. You started to think more deeply than before. You started to become greedy. You started to show cold. You want to get what you want, you will do anything to get. You show less and less concern to the people around you. They are affected by you. By then, do you regret what you have done? Can all the harms you did to your love ones be cure? What's done can't be undone. What you say or done to them, already left a scar, how could they forget. Maybe can forgive but forget? I dunno... Maybe can if try a little harder...
I can't bring myself to telling the truth. The truth will be revealled one day. But if it doesn't come out of my mouth, will you be sad? I'm sorry if you already know the truth or the truth is not from me because I can't bring myself in telling the truth to you.
I really tired. How I wish... But life has to go on... I dun want to disappoint my parents and to those people who have high hopes for me. I can't afford to see their disappointed face. I can't bring myself to hurt them. Because I love them. What we have been through is just the beginning, there is more to come. I know the good days will be coming soon. Can you wait for a few years more?
From me to my love ones. Thank you so much. =)
I tried to think positively. I wonder the one I protray in front of my friends is it the real me? I dunno. I think I'm thinking too much. Am I?
Just finished the book titled,"Morning, Noon & Night"by Sidney Sheldon. It was a interesting book I would say. But I like the very 1st book that I read by Sidney Sheldon that is "The Doomsday Conspiracy." I think it is because Morning, Noon & Night is more of a reality so I don't like it. Maybe it is because I don't want to face the reality. I don't want to face it and I hate to face it. Life is so complicated sometimes. This story is about a guy named Taylor who is a judge. An intelligent and has a bright future but the sad thing is he is a gay. And the next sad thing is that he falls in love with another guy named Lee. He was deeply madly in love with Lee. All Lee wanted was money. If he had money, he loves Taylor. So Taylor planned to kill his father who was a billionaire so that he can inherit the money. All in all as the truth was going to reveal itself or more people came in the way to stop him, he killed them, not directly of course. He used someone else to do them. But in the end, his father was not a billionaire after all because he used illegel money to buy the shares which are losing money and he was in dept. Thus, in conclusion, he is in dept. No money for his children. This was a breakdown for Taylor of course, firstly the father incident and secondly, the truth has reveal itself about he is the mastermind of everything. He commit susidue in the end...
I wonder is money the root of all evil? I guess it is. Why people rob a bank? Because they needed money. Why people steal, lie, murder? Because they needed money. Why do we need money for? For survival. Don't you think money has become so important that it has become part of our life. Part of our life has been sacrified because of money. What do I say this? People worked hard day and night, what is this for? For money, for survive. Don't you think humans have a terrible life? I agree with a chinese saying, " Money is not everything, but without money, there is nothing."
Money is not everything but with money we can do something. What we can do? To buy things that we desire. To buy presents for love ones so as to brighten up their day or to show that we care and remember about them. To live a comfortable life. To help people.
Life has become more and more complex when you grow older? You have to bear more reponsibilties, you started to understand other people's feelings and why do they react in certain way. You know how to react to certain situation because you have been trained to do that, shall I call that a reflex reaction? You started to hide your true self and protray a different person from yourself. Why? To protect yourself from being hurt, for self-defense sake I guess. You started to think more deeply than before. You started to become greedy. You started to show cold. You want to get what you want, you will do anything to get. You show less and less concern to the people around you. They are affected by you. By then, do you regret what you have done? Can all the harms you did to your love ones be cure? What's done can't be undone. What you say or done to them, already left a scar, how could they forget. Maybe can forgive but forget? I dunno... Maybe can if try a little harder...
I can't bring myself to telling the truth. The truth will be revealled one day. But if it doesn't come out of my mouth, will you be sad? I'm sorry if you already know the truth or the truth is not from me because I can't bring myself in telling the truth to you.
I really tired. How I wish... But life has to go on... I dun want to disappoint my parents and to those people who have high hopes for me. I can't afford to see their disappointed face. I can't bring myself to hurt them. Because I love them. What we have been through is just the beginning, there is more to come. I know the good days will be coming soon. Can you wait for a few years more?
From me to my love ones. Thank you so much. =)
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Him
He left a wound in my heart 10 years ago.
Even though time heals everything, there is still a scar in my harden heart.
A scar that could never be able to be removed.
A scar that makes me remember him forever.
I don't blame him for leaving, for not saying goodbye.
For he had given me great memories.
For he had let me understand how does it feels like to like an opposite sex.
For he had let me know what is love.
I shall keep this secret tilll the day we finally meet again.
I wonder if such a day will ever come.
If that day doesn't come, I shall keep it till the day I leave our dear Earth.
From me to him.
Even though time heals everything, there is still a scar in my harden heart.
A scar that could never be able to be removed.
A scar that makes me remember him forever.
I don't blame him for leaving, for not saying goodbye.
For he had given me great memories.
For he had let me understand how does it feels like to like an opposite sex.
For he had let me know what is love.
I shall keep this secret tilll the day we finally meet again.
I wonder if such a day will ever come.
If that day doesn't come, I shall keep it till the day I leave our dear Earth.
From me to him.
haha
u know what? thought of my biggest and 1st crush... haha... after seeing tt guy photos lor... dunno why also... keke... =) the memories are sweet...
today morning while walking to the bus stop, keep thinking about tt guy lor... wth... haiz... kept smiling to myself. if ppl ever passed by, will think m crazy... haha...
keke... something happened in chem lect today... tt yc drew my hand den... dun wan to continue... =) copy tilll hand turn "sour" liao...
went tp today again with yc... dunno why my bag so heavy... got diamond... haha... =)
tml eat chicken rice...
thank louisa for the high school musical soundtrack... hee... =)
dun feel like doing work...haiz... jia u ba... =)
today morning while walking to the bus stop, keep thinking about tt guy lor... wth... haiz... kept smiling to myself. if ppl ever passed by, will think m crazy... haha...
keke... something happened in chem lect today... tt yc drew my hand den... dun wan to continue... =) copy tilll hand turn "sour" liao...
went tp today again with yc... dunno why my bag so heavy... got diamond... haha... =)
tml eat chicken rice...
thank louisa for the high school musical soundtrack... hee... =)
dun feel like doing work...haiz... jia u ba... =)
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
hehe
haha... when i was troubled n sad and was thinking about some problems... someone(she shall not be named) was online and chat with me about him...i suddenly rmb someone else that seem like someone described... then i was all excited... smsed the one who seem to like him but not much help... sms somebody of more help... haha... so qiao... it is him.... somebody showed me something... so funny... the video was funny too.... haha... if u dun understand... nvm... haha... it is all so conincidental... haha... i also find him quite good looking... opps... dun tell me m falling for him... hee... k... been online for so long liao... haha... haven't do chem... so excited for what? i dunno... hee... jia u ba... dun worry... there are always ppl who are there for u, although they dunno what happened to u, but they will also be there for u... because they care for u... hee... =)
in a mess
m so confused rite now... at a lost... haiz... m tired... two gp papers planned to do but didn't do... nice one... but i did the newspaper article.... haiz... y? tell me y? tell me how? haiz...
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
confused
rather confused right now... i dunno why...
haiz... thanks yc pc n joanne for accompanying me to eat... keke... =) so glad... hehe... what are friends are for?
why i eat chilli n burger tt way? i dunno... dunno since when i ate tt way alr... when i was young, my mum taught me to put kechap(tt time i scare of hot) IN the burger... but dunno since when i changed... i found the old way v troublesome... by the time u put the chilli, ppl alr ate half of the burger alr... moreover, u can't taste chilli in every bite and when u open up ur burger n put the chilli in, the burger alr turned cold. so why not put and eat at the same time? this way, you can taste chilli in every bite and it can add some "juice"to my burger... without chilli, the burger seems to be abit dry... i wonder the way u eat burger got some kind of link to ur personality? those who dun like any sauce to their burger, from shang yi: she likes the original taste of the burger... those who like kechap, why? those who like chilli n not kechap, those who like to put diff sauce in one burger... and so on... is there link to their personality? i wonder... haha...
i read my diary ytd... so funny... contain my secrets of cos... hehe...
bored... guess i have to start my homework alr... dun keep coming online! haiz... jia u! =) my wk crash with the ecube training leh...dun tell me my 200 bucks gone down the drain... haiz... how ar? think of solution ba... haiz... better go do my hwk le... see u... =)
haiz... thanks yc pc n joanne for accompanying me to eat... keke... =) so glad... hehe... what are friends are for?
why i eat chilli n burger tt way? i dunno... dunno since when i ate tt way alr... when i was young, my mum taught me to put kechap(tt time i scare of hot) IN the burger... but dunno since when i changed... i found the old way v troublesome... by the time u put the chilli, ppl alr ate half of the burger alr... moreover, u can't taste chilli in every bite and when u open up ur burger n put the chilli in, the burger alr turned cold. so why not put and eat at the same time? this way, you can taste chilli in every bite and it can add some "juice"to my burger... without chilli, the burger seems to be abit dry... i wonder the way u eat burger got some kind of link to ur personality? those who dun like any sauce to their burger, from shang yi: she likes the original taste of the burger... those who like kechap, why? those who like chilli n not kechap, those who like to put diff sauce in one burger... and so on... is there link to their personality? i wonder... haha...
i read my diary ytd... so funny... contain my secrets of cos... hehe...
bored... guess i have to start my homework alr... dun keep coming online! haiz... jia u! =) my wk crash with the ecube training leh...dun tell me my 200 bucks gone down the drain... haiz... how ar? think of solution ba... haiz... better go do my hwk le... see u... =)
Monday, November 13, 2006
Chad Michael Murray
hee... watching "A Cinderella Story" in love with Austin Ames all over again... he is so shuai... keke... 8 years older than me... tsk tsk... keke... real name: Chad Michael Murray... here is the picture of him... hee...
grabbed from: http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0614877/
High School Musical
haiz... i searched for so long dun have High School Musical the whole movie... forget it... i shall go n buy the VCD.... seem like quite a great movie... hehe... ya... haiz... sian... bored....
High School Musical- Breaking Free
Breaking Free
Disney High School MusicalZac Efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens
[Troy:]
We're soarin', flyin'
There's not a star in Heaven
That we can't reach
[Gabriella:]
If we're trying
So we're breaking free
[Troy:]
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are
[Gabriella:]
Creating space between us
'Til we're separate hearts
[Both:]
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe
[Troy:]
We're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
We're soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in Heaven
That we can't reach
[Troy:]
If we're trying
[Both:]
Yeah, we're breaking free
[Troy:]
Oh, we're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
Oh
[Troy:]
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can't control
[Gabriella:]
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
[Both:]
Rising 'til it lifts us up
So every one can see
[Troy:]
We're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
We're soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
[Troy:]
If we're trying
Yeah we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhhh runnin'
[Troy:]
Climbin'
To get to that place
[Both:]
To be all that we can be
[Troy:]
Now's the time
[Both:]
So we're breaking free
[Troy:]
We're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhh, yeah
[Troy:]
More than hope
More than faith
[Gabriella:]
This is true
This is fate
And together
[Both:]
We see it comin'
[Troy:]
More than you
More than me
[Gabriella:]
Not a want, but a need
[Both:]
Both of us breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
Soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
If we're trying
[Troy:]
Yeah we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Breaking free
Were runnin'
[Troy:]Ohhhh, climbin'
[Both:]To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now's the time
[Troy:]Now's the time
[Gabriella:] So we're breaking free
[Troy:] Ohhh, we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhhh
[Both:]You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are
Lyrics from: http://www.links2love.com/breaking-free.htm
Hear this song from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=msuaQ5Er1Jo&NR
Enjoy! =)
Disney High School MusicalZac Efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens
[Troy:]
We're soarin', flyin'
There's not a star in Heaven
That we can't reach
[Gabriella:]
If we're trying
So we're breaking free
[Troy:]
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are
[Gabriella:]
Creating space between us
'Til we're separate hearts
[Both:]
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe
[Troy:]
We're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
We're soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in Heaven
That we can't reach
[Troy:]
If we're trying
[Both:]
Yeah, we're breaking free
[Troy:]
Oh, we're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
Oh
[Troy:]
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can't control
[Gabriella:]
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
[Both:]
Rising 'til it lifts us up
So every one can see
[Troy:]
We're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
We're soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
[Troy:]
If we're trying
Yeah we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhhh runnin'
[Troy:]
Climbin'
To get to that place
[Both:]
To be all that we can be
[Troy:]
Now's the time
[Both:]
So we're breaking free
[Troy:]
We're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhh, yeah
[Troy:]
More than hope
More than faith
[Gabriella:]
This is true
This is fate
And together
[Both:]
We see it comin'
[Troy:]
More than you
More than me
[Gabriella:]
Not a want, but a need
[Both:]
Both of us breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
Soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
If we're trying
[Troy:]
Yeah we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Breaking free
Were runnin'
[Troy:]Ohhhh, climbin'
[Both:]To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now's the time
[Troy:]Now's the time
[Gabriella:] So we're breaking free
[Troy:] Ohhh, we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhhh
[Both:]You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are
Lyrics from: http://www.links2love.com/breaking-free.htm
Hear this song from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=msuaQ5Er1Jo&NR
Enjoy! =)
High School Musical- Start of Something New
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL SOUNDTRACK LYRICS Start Of Something New - ZAC EFRON & VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS
[Troy]
Livin' in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
[Gabriella]
I never believed in
What i couldn't see
I never opened my heart
[Troy]
Ohhh
[Gabriella]
To all the possibilities, ohhhhhh
[Both]
I know
[Gabriella]
That something has changed
[Both]
Never felt this way
[Gabriella]
And right here tonight
[Both]
This could be the...
[Chorus]
[Both]
Start of somethin' new
[Gabriella]
It feels so right
[Both]
To be here with you...oh
And now, looking in your eyes
[Gabriella]
I feel in my heart
[Both]
The start of somthing new
[Troy]
Ohhh, yeah
Now who'd of ever thought that...um
We'd both be here tonight...yeah
[Gabriella]
And the world looks so much brighter
[Troy]
Brighter, brighter
[Gabriella]
With you by my side
[Troy]
By my side
[Both]
I know...that something has changed
Never felt this way
[Gabriella]
I know it for real
[Both]
This could be the...
[Chorus]
[Both]
Start of somethin' new
[Gabriella]
It feels so right
[Both]
To be here with you...oh
And now, looking in your eyes
[Gabriella]
I feel in my heart
[Both]
The start of somthing new
[Troy]
I never knew that it could happen
'Til it happened to me
Ohhh, yeah
[Both]
I didn't know it before
[Gabriella]
But now it's easy to see
[Both]
Ohhhhh
[Both]
It's the start of somethin' new
It feels so right to be here with you...ohhh
And now...lookin' in your eyes
I feel in my heart
That it's the start of something new
It feels so right
[Troy]
So right...oh
[Gabriella]
To be here with you...oh
[Both]
And now...lookin' in your eyes
[Gabriella]
I feel in my heart
[Troy]
Feel in my heart
[Gabriella]
The start of somethin' new
[Troy]
The start of somethin' new
[Gabriella]
The start of somethin' new
[Troy]
Somethin' new
Thanks to Rahmel A. Merritt (lilskiz11@aol.com), Oliver for correcting these lyrics
Lyrics from: http://www.lyricstop.com/albums/highschoolmusicalsoundtrack/startofsomethingnew-zacefronvanessaannehudgens.html
Hear this from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jKMNsff6eo&NR
nice! hee! =)
[Troy]
Livin' in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
[Gabriella]
I never believed in
What i couldn't see
I never opened my heart
[Troy]
Ohhh
[Gabriella]
To all the possibilities, ohhhhhh
[Both]
I know
[Gabriella]
That something has changed
[Both]
Never felt this way
[Gabriella]
And right here tonight
[Both]
This could be the...
[Chorus]
[Both]
Start of somethin' new
[Gabriella]
It feels so right
[Both]
To be here with you...oh
And now, looking in your eyes
[Gabriella]
I feel in my heart
[Both]
The start of somthing new
[Troy]
Ohhh, yeah
Now who'd of ever thought that...um
We'd both be here tonight...yeah
[Gabriella]
And the world looks so much brighter
[Troy]
Brighter, brighter
[Gabriella]
With you by my side
[Troy]
By my side
[Both]
I know...that something has changed
Never felt this way
[Gabriella]
I know it for real
[Both]
This could be the...
[Chorus]
[Both]
Start of somethin' new
[Gabriella]
It feels so right
[Both]
To be here with you...oh
And now, looking in your eyes
[Gabriella]
I feel in my heart
[Both]
The start of somthing new
[Troy]
I never knew that it could happen
'Til it happened to me
Ohhh, yeah
[Both]
I didn't know it before
[Gabriella]
But now it's easy to see
[Both]
Ohhhhh
[Both]
It's the start of somethin' new
It feels so right to be here with you...ohhh
And now...lookin' in your eyes
I feel in my heart
That it's the start of something new
It feels so right
[Troy]
So right...oh
[Gabriella]
To be here with you...oh
[Both]
And now...lookin' in your eyes
[Gabriella]
I feel in my heart
[Troy]
Feel in my heart
[Gabriella]
The start of somethin' new
[Troy]
The start of somethin' new
[Gabriella]
The start of somethin' new
[Troy]
Somethin' new
Thanks to Rahmel A. Merritt (lilskiz11@aol.com), Oliver for correcting these lyrics
Lyrics from: http://www.lyricstop.com/albums/highschoolmusicalsoundtrack/startofsomethingnew-zacefronvanessaannehudgens.html
Hear this from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jKMNsff6eo&NR
nice! hee! =)
Sunday, November 12, 2006
The Way Home
The Way Home...
the way home is a Korean movie in 2002 I think... ytd i watched it again for the third time... i still cry... way too touching... the life of old people... just like my grandma... cook, visit their friends, look after children... watching friends die one after another... so freaking... haiz... life is so... dunno how to say... haiz... i finally know what the sign means... hee... i wanna watch it again... this is so touching... hee... i gave 4.5/5 for this movie... really worth the time to watch! =)
the way home is a Korean movie in 2002 I think... ytd i watched it again for the third time... i still cry... way too touching... the life of old people... just like my grandma... cook, visit their friends, look after children... watching friends die one after another... so freaking... haiz... life is so... dunno how to say... haiz... i finally know what the sign means... hee... i wanna watch it again... this is so touching... hee... i gave 4.5/5 for this movie... really worth the time to watch! =)
Pictures from The Way Home...
grabbed from: http://www.hancinema.net/photos/miniphoto329.jpg (grandma n grandson)
grabbed from: http://www.spiritualityhealth.com/shimages/film/wayhomesm.jpg
physics bored!!!... sian... i tried to understand... but dun seem to understand... do and slp at the same time.. i started to wonder i can slp so long... after my breakfast...2 hours of slp... den do a while... den after lunch... i slp again... den i do... den i slp again... nice one... dunno i can slp so long... haha... but still... i can't finish the phyiscs... tml den continue ba... haiz...
sat by the vehicle window, wind blow in... feeling some kind of relax... like all my stress had suddenly just gone... i feel so great... if only right now he is seated beside me, how i wish i could lay on his shoulder... hee... crazy thoughts... but it is really great... cold wind due to raining...
ytd my family and I went somewhere near hougang mall... the day before went hougang mall... haha... grain n lose... only just one line apart... there is grain there is lose... grain not necessary always good because lose might await for u in the future... while lose might not be not always bad because grain might appear in ur future...
watching death note... show L... he looks kind of scary... haha... got eyes bags... hee... like a bit sloggy... but when he smiled he looked cute... but i think Light looked more handsome... haha... k... after watching will go slp... nights... =) before this, let see some pictures from death note...
Death Note:
Friday, November 10, 2006
Flushed away...
Pictures from flushed away...
grabbed from: http://www.darkhorizons.com/2006/flushed/away.jpg
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grabbed from: http://www.darkhorizons.com/2006/flushed/away.jpg
grabbed from: http://animation.dreamworksfansite.com/flushedaway/design/headers/header_flushed.jpg
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grabbed from: http://southernohiofilm.com/images/Flushed_Away.jpg
My ytd n today
Thursday (9/11/2006)
walking down my childhood memories lane...
today is guang yin dan... so we went to the temple to pray... then bought some food for grandma... boy boy dun have sch today... me n bro went to visit grandma... we went to the market... the one i usually went when i was a kiddo(ps-m still a kiddo now... haha... but bigger version)... we passed by the houses... still the same... familar... same... haha... bring back the memories... then the playground that i used to play when i was in pri sch... haha... now older version... got rust liao... but still... dunno... feel so happy... i rmb i took one photo there wearing my pri pe tee... mus go n search... hee... oh... there is one corner for plants... then there are two rabbits... i think the rabbits v pitiful... cos two rabbits one small pathetic cage... haiz... no freedom...
reached the market( it is wet market)... so unfamilar... some parts still look the same... the clinic i used to go when i was sick still there... the singapore pool also still there... haha... i remember whenever i pass by the section where there sell alot of raw food-fish, chicken,prawns... i would take a breathe den hold my breath... haha... but now i dun need... cos not smelly anymore... n the floor is dry...
after buying what my grandma wanted, we were on our way home... grandma met a fren den sat down n chat... the two boys( my bro n boy boy) were bored so they went back home... i sat there listening to there talk... there topic- other ppl's family( kids n parents), their own kids n husband n grandchildren, death, their cooking... haha... btw, their conversation is in contonese i guess... i dunno... hee... i think is cantonese... got some parts i dun understand what they talking... but their lives were like that... they cooked for the family... but also fear their children won't leave as in not taking care of them back... so they have to keep some savings for themselves... and they got lots of illness... like cancer, eyes degradation... haiz...trust? trust who? even children can't be trusted...they talked abt one family, their daughter broke the relationship with her mother but luckily the mother is quite wealthy... husband, may also leave... trusth myself only i guess... i started to wonder... what will my live be when i were old... i dunno... i dun wan to think... may lead to worst thoughts....
my stupid bro took my house keys n went home himself... i accompany boy boy to play... he is so cute... haha... went downstair to buy ice-cream...saw ben, he is really naughty... haiz... bought boy boy a maggie... haha... trying to find excuse to escape cos boy boy keeps saying wanted to go my house... haha.... so i lied i got sch... den boy boy always so sensible... oh, u go sch ar... ok... bye bye... he is so cute... haha... =) white lie...grandma say i thin liao... den she said to bro," you wanna lose weight v hard." read above the line.... haha... den i sour my bro... so funny...
after i left grandma's hse...i met hui yi n lou at j8... watched flushed away... the mice, the one we kept in house called tom... he was flushed into the toilet... he was smart and handsome in the show... another world in the drain... mouse, frog, slugs... tapole... so funny... 3/5...
when doing dangerous stuff...
"dun u think this is v dangerous?"
"dun worry, my middle name is danger."
"but, my friend(name) i thought ur middle name is xxx."
when at the last part...
"oh, i'm happy when i see happy endings."
"i dun feel happy when i see endings."
then the bad mice was shoot by a bottle cap n being hit by the bottle then being splashed by the water...
"so, lesie(the mice), are u happy now?"
dotts...
last for around 1h 40 min...
after the movie, we walked for a while... den we went lib... borrowed books... we took photos outside the lib... it is raining... haiz...
Friday(10/11/2005)
morning... dated mad to go swimming with me.... who knows she is sick so i went tp complex to swim myself... on the bus-stop... saw one quite ok looking guy... who knows he took the same bus... den we alight at the same stop... he gave me that displeased look! wth... as if i wanted to alight same stop as u... think m stalking u ar... haiz... den... ok forget it... next shock... reached the gate of the complex... omg! so many kids! pri sch i think... haiz... ok walked in... next shock: adult pool-cleaning in progress... haiz... nice one... but luckily, by the time i changed the pool alr cleaned finished... yeah! haiz... no shuai ge... all the elderly... k, abit sad... with somemore, water is so cold like piercing my bones like tt... haiz... 34 laps in 1h 15min... after the swim... charcoal... what the hell! can really see the lines... n i was wearing short sleeves... can see... so clearly... black n white... haiz... nice one...
meet yc at red ring... went to eat long john combo one again... haha... wah... real tired... den went to gougang mall... den went to somewhere near sch to find her sis... wah... sweat... nice one... haha... yc n her sis dun look alike leh... skin colour not the same... yc is darker... eyes also diff... went back home...
on my way, saw a grp of beattians from ncc i think n DC... direct current... haha... mr desmond chan... wah... nice one... he asked,"no sch today?" i replied,"hols alr..." he said,"wah... so gd ar..." i act like i was in a hurry... cos.... i wore till so causal... haiz... some more black n white... haiz... hair day also... haiz... he still so dunno... tt kind of blur n friendly look... haha... =)
haiz... dun feel like starting my physics.... go watch tv 1st ba... haiz.... tv spied up my life these days... tv rocks! =)
walking down my childhood memories lane...
today is guang yin dan... so we went to the temple to pray... then bought some food for grandma... boy boy dun have sch today... me n bro went to visit grandma... we went to the market... the one i usually went when i was a kiddo(ps-m still a kiddo now... haha... but bigger version)... we passed by the houses... still the same... familar... same... haha... bring back the memories... then the playground that i used to play when i was in pri sch... haha... now older version... got rust liao... but still... dunno... feel so happy... i rmb i took one photo there wearing my pri pe tee... mus go n search... hee... oh... there is one corner for plants... then there are two rabbits... i think the rabbits v pitiful... cos two rabbits one small pathetic cage... haiz... no freedom...
reached the market( it is wet market)... so unfamilar... some parts still look the same... the clinic i used to go when i was sick still there... the singapore pool also still there... haha... i remember whenever i pass by the section where there sell alot of raw food-fish, chicken,prawns... i would take a breathe den hold my breath... haha... but now i dun need... cos not smelly anymore... n the floor is dry...
after buying what my grandma wanted, we were on our way home... grandma met a fren den sat down n chat... the two boys( my bro n boy boy) were bored so they went back home... i sat there listening to there talk... there topic- other ppl's family( kids n parents), their own kids n husband n grandchildren, death, their cooking... haha... btw, their conversation is in contonese i guess... i dunno... hee... i think is cantonese... got some parts i dun understand what they talking... but their lives were like that... they cooked for the family... but also fear their children won't leave as in not taking care of them back... so they have to keep some savings for themselves... and they got lots of illness... like cancer, eyes degradation... haiz...trust? trust who? even children can't be trusted...they talked abt one family, their daughter broke the relationship with her mother but luckily the mother is quite wealthy... husband, may also leave... trusth myself only i guess... i started to wonder... what will my live be when i were old... i dunno... i dun wan to think... may lead to worst thoughts....
my stupid bro took my house keys n went home himself... i accompany boy boy to play... he is so cute... haha... went downstair to buy ice-cream...saw ben, he is really naughty... haiz... bought boy boy a maggie... haha... trying to find excuse to escape cos boy boy keeps saying wanted to go my house... haha.... so i lied i got sch... den boy boy always so sensible... oh, u go sch ar... ok... bye bye... he is so cute... haha... =) white lie...grandma say i thin liao... den she said to bro," you wanna lose weight v hard." read above the line.... haha... den i sour my bro... so funny...
after i left grandma's hse...i met hui yi n lou at j8... watched flushed away... the mice, the one we kept in house called tom... he was flushed into the toilet... he was smart and handsome in the show... another world in the drain... mouse, frog, slugs... tapole... so funny... 3/5...
when doing dangerous stuff...
"dun u think this is v dangerous?"
"dun worry, my middle name is danger."
"but, my friend(name) i thought ur middle name is xxx."
when at the last part...
"oh, i'm happy when i see happy endings."
"i dun feel happy when i see endings."
then the bad mice was shoot by a bottle cap n being hit by the bottle then being splashed by the water...
"so, lesie(the mice), are u happy now?"
dotts...
last for around 1h 40 min...
after the movie, we walked for a while... den we went lib... borrowed books... we took photos outside the lib... it is raining... haiz...
Friday(10/11/2005)
morning... dated mad to go swimming with me.... who knows she is sick so i went tp complex to swim myself... on the bus-stop... saw one quite ok looking guy... who knows he took the same bus... den we alight at the same stop... he gave me that displeased look! wth... as if i wanted to alight same stop as u... think m stalking u ar... haiz... den... ok forget it... next shock... reached the gate of the complex... omg! so many kids! pri sch i think... haiz... ok walked in... next shock: adult pool-cleaning in progress... haiz... nice one... but luckily, by the time i changed the pool alr cleaned finished... yeah! haiz... no shuai ge... all the elderly... k, abit sad... with somemore, water is so cold like piercing my bones like tt... haiz... 34 laps in 1h 15min... after the swim... charcoal... what the hell! can really see the lines... n i was wearing short sleeves... can see... so clearly... black n white... haiz... nice one...
meet yc at red ring... went to eat long john combo one again... haha... wah... real tired... den went to gougang mall... den went to somewhere near sch to find her sis... wah... sweat... nice one... haha... yc n her sis dun look alike leh... skin colour not the same... yc is darker... eyes also diff... went back home...
on my way, saw a grp of beattians from ncc i think n DC... direct current... haha... mr desmond chan... wah... nice one... he asked,"no sch today?" i replied,"hols alr..." he said,"wah... so gd ar..." i act like i was in a hurry... cos.... i wore till so causal... haiz... some more black n white... haiz... hair day also... haiz... he still so dunno... tt kind of blur n friendly look... haha... =)
haiz... dun feel like starting my physics.... go watch tv 1st ba... haiz.... tv spied up my life these days... tv rocks! =)
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