Eating

I had been eating out these few days... oh man... fats accumulated... my swimming and dieting have gone down the drain... somemore next week got chalet more eating I guess... and cycling... oh man... long time no cycle le... hope no rain! =) hope someone will fulfil the dream as well... keke... I hope I can see the sunrise this time round... I always seem to miss the sunrise... haiz... overslept, no sun, diff direction always seem to be the reasons... is it fate? I dunno... keke...

I think I remembered someone ask me before this question: How to be yourself? I replied: huh? I'm always myself, how to be someone else? Now I know what does she means already... or is it a he? I can't remember... but still, I will try to be myself as far as possible... I know you have to put on a mask in some circumstances... for example, when u are giving a presentation, if you are a shy type, you have to put a brave mask so that you will capture the attention of the people... If you can't, you fail... but through practice, you will sure have... then slowly, you willl change into a different person, the shy slowly faded... so you see, everyone has to become an actor in some circumstances, we can't help it... but in any cases, it is always feel good to become yourself... but there are always some factors that prevent you from becoming yourself... stress, studies, relationship, drugs, problems...

I love my last post... although it sounded so emotional... but I love it... from the bottom of my heart...haha...

If only I can fly... But I think my wings are growing waiting to fly anytime if can find an opportunity and the right time... because as for me, I'm always longing for freedom and pirvate... not that my parents not giving me enough freedom... they have given me a lot of freedom... they don't prevent me from doing the things I want to do...well, maybe sometimes... But being the stubborn me, I still continue to do them... If the advice is useful, of course I will listen... I think I rely too much on my parents already, that is maybe why I want to break free I guess... I want to have a feel on independence... I know it will be hard... I know people will think I'm crazy why want to become independent so fast? Why? Because I think my parents are working so hard already, I think it is time they should take a break and my turn to take over... I dunno if I can take up the challenge or not... but I won't turn down a challenge...

found a new place to eat next time, no need to go the Mac near the school alr... that place has more food varieties to choose from! =) I wonder what will happen next year... an eager to go to next year but on a second thought better not... Hope time will freeze... er... well, take back my words... dun wan to freeze now... haha... maybe go slower... next year will be a more challenging year... why? Biz Club- more projects coming up... studies also... lectures and tutorials and tys... rush like crazy... no wonder high blood pressure and heart disease problems are rising every year... A-lvl... scary... next year hope we have a good time table and good teachers... total lost at the topic... dun even know I can survive or not... Dón't worry, I just do my best! =)

Life is really boring... why? You see shopping centres in Singapore all looked so similar... dun you feel kind of bored to death already when you see the same thing everytime?

I lost interest in reading book already. I dunno. Maybe the books I borrow is too thick then I lazy to start reading. Haha. Better start on my homework already. My homework is like getting a lot of dust already. 3 newspaper article overdue... better due.. think of the future benefits not on short term enjoyment only... jia u! =) go go go! =)