Friday, March 28, 2008

Busy

Been really busy these few days... trying to pack my things into boxes as I am going to move house this Sunday. Oh man! Not even half done still got more to go...

Been applying to uni and praying that I can be accepted...

Took leave yesterday... for fun... also to make my payment at smu and also apply at sim lor... dun worry! I will sure enter a local uni! and the course I want! yeah! =)

Saturday, March 22, 2008

A day I wanted to stay at home

Sleepy and tired... I just wanted to sleep at home and slack at home for today... but .... have tuition in the afternoon... no choice... but nevermind... but this afternoon is way too scorning! haiz...

Man, I forgot to take my umbrella... nice one... I know it will rain later in the rain... but no choice... after my tuiton... man, really going to rain... but I still went to the temple to pray for a while... man, a heavy downpour... I was struck in the temple so ok I went to go qiu for a qian... it is a xia xia qian... haiz... I burnt it... It was said that when u burnt a xia xia qian it will be gone...

when the downpour became a dizzle I went off... man... boring... no romantic sceenario like the one for LM... haha... so fairy tale... nvm... gtta continue my packing... and start applying for my course le...

see ya! =)

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Busy

A hectic morning... plus I am really really tired... lack of sleep I guess... yesterday went to enrol into Basic Theory Test for driving... The test will be on June... Wish me luck! =) A lot of information on the book! Don't worry, I have 3 months to "eat" that book!

Now I'm waiting for my lunch... man... why people still not back from lunch? I'm alone in the office... really really sian... nvm... slack for a moment... ! =) see ya soon! =)

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Bored

Yoz... I am in office right now feeling bored...

Monday, March 17, 2008

Wants

I want a lot of things:

1) A table lamp
2) photo ablum
3) oven
4) pencil box
5) water bottle
6) a bag

wanted to learn:
1) Japanese language
2) Korean language
3) driving

Need to make lots and lots of money!!! =)
Okay... =)

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Thanks

Feeling pretty bored right now... but 1st of all...

Thanks to the ppl- Louisa, Shang Yi, Seow Ling and Huiyi for the wonderful dinner on my birthday! =)
Thanks for the presents! Hee... =)

okay... so bored... wanting to prepare notes but very lazy... okay la... lazy to update as well... okay... see ya... dun miss me too much... =) tml is a long day again... =)

Saturday, March 08, 2008

"A" Level result

Finally the day has come. I waited for so long. Finally.

Well I not sure if I am happy or not with my results. Just hope that my result can apply for the course I want. Anyway, I'm strong. Even if the sky falls, me is just me once more, nothing can beat me down! As nothing is impossible! There is so many choices! I am always filled with choices!

Shang Yi "Ya, even if the sky falls, there will be someone to hold for you rite?" Ya right if only he is willing and strong enough... haha.. anyway, thanks for my friends and relatives for the concern. But the thing is their concerns and hope only make me more stress. But anyway, I think I have grown up for the better. I am able to take control of my emotions much more better and able to look at the better side of life. I'm mentally stronger than before. There is always failures and setbacks I just have to overcome them and learn from them and become a better person.

Given a choice. I will choose the JC path once more. 1st 3 months. The most memorable times of my life. The teachers and people there are nice and friendly. I won't forget there! I won't regret. I should be responsible for the choice I made.

okay, I'm really tired. I met yvonne today at J8! my "old" friend! haha! so cool! me eat ice cream! thanks mad for the treat! haha! she sure happy le ba! =)

Kk! should be sleeping now! tml is another exciting day! =)

Thursday, March 06, 2008

L change the World

L Change the World simply rock! except for the disgusting part. Other than that I think L is really really a good guy that I have ever seen in my entire life. Haha. Am I being too ridiculous?

L is smart, kind-hearted. Sweet. Caring. Selfless.... Too perfect already. Oh man!

I falling in love with him and of course if he ever exist.

I doubt this kind of guy ever exist, well maybe it does exist just that I haven't seen it I guess. To me, humans are by nature selfish. Well, I won't deny that I am at times selfish. Maybe because to protect myself or because of greed. And of course, humans are greedy too. It is okay to be greedy. But not too much at times. Greed in fact helps us to think to make more money, that is what I earn from Robert Kiyosaki.

After reading his book, wow. Two different angles. One angle from rich and one angle from poor.

One of the things I learnt is that rich pays themselves first and pay debt later. While poor always pay themselves last. He is not saying not to pay debt, but having in debt actually forces one to think harder to make more money in order to pay those debts. While paying debt first will only makes one to be lazy and not using the brain to think.

Cool huh! different persective.

Anyway, "A" level result will be out this friday. Anxious, worried, scared. afraid, excited. All the feelings... hope everything will be just fine! oh yeah! okay. See ya! don't miss me too much! =)

=)

Monday, March 03, 2008

Feeling so lost

I dunno why after so long the struggle and pain. I still haven't find my way and path... I feel so lost. I feel so tired. Always so busy. Trying to learn new things, trying to catch up. But I am always find myself running in circles.

Why? How I wish I have time to actually settle down and think what I really really want in life? Sometimes, I feel so... I dunno... I just feel so... I dunno how to say, okay, I know what I want to say but I just dun want to say because I don't want to admit it.

A level result coming soon. I fear. Everyone has fear over it. Who hasn't? Just how you going to conquer it. I wish a zillion that I don't want to go back to the school and take it. It is disgusting! The fear, the tension. the wait... It is all within us... But I guess we have to face it. I mean I have to face it eventually. No matter what happens. Have to prepare for it.

The Perfect Man by Hilary Duff really nice! cool! It is about this girl, Holly who is always on a move when her mum Jean has another relationship crisis. This time, Holly wants a change, she I guess do not want to move anymore, tired of moving everytime, so she decided to give her mum a happiness. She made-up a man, Ben for her mum. Buying flowers, writing love letters and so on. Lies after lies. Eventually, the fire broke. Then it was Holly who was in relationship crisis and she was scared and she wanted to run away, she demanded a move. Her mum finally knew her mistake and wanted to stay and have a new adventure.... So there... Happy ending finally... =) Happy ending always makes people happy but is there always happy ending in life? I doubt so...

Anyway. there are some things I simply can't say here. but I really want to scream out loud!!!
Okay, shall end here... time for my bed! I really want a change in my life! I want a more exciting and colourful life! I want to travel around the world!!! =)