Why?

Keke... I took my spect alr... cos my old spect kind of spoil liao... the nail came off and dunno fell where... it is fated i guess.... to tell the truth, I love my old spect better... the shop uncle helped me fixed it back however, the nail seemed to be so obvious... haiz... so now... my problem is to take my old spect or new spect to chalet... haiz... troublesome... joanne, really hope she can come for chalet... hee... I did my math integration tutorial! but not really productive... but nvm... at least got do... haiz...

Live life to the fullest... ya... but how? how do you know u have live your life to the fullest? I dun understand... how I wish somebody will entertain me... keke..

I'm really bored... why do I have to do the newspapers article everyday... I only did one btw... haiz.. I really hope I can see sunrise... =) my wish...

I really dun understand is looks really that important? I dunno... I watched "I Not Stupid 2"that 9pm show... the girls likes the guys because they are handsome... well, they are handsome... but more importantly is the character... ya... I have learnt my lesson already- long story, dun feel like explaining... ya, last time like or crush a guy... er... I think he is handsome at tt time la... but now quite ok lor... then who knows he turned out to have such a character... totally broke my heart... but nvm I had learnt my lesson... hehe... =) I only eye watch shuai guys now... only if I have found my feelings... ya... so now... let nature takes its natural course... haha... if that guy is really my the other part, fate will surely bring us together, no matter how far apart we are...

but recently or ok... 2 days ago... my face was hot and I was blushing because of a guy... a guy who does not even know I exist... a guy who I dun even know who the hell he is... why? hope not... because ok... he looks shuai... but totally not the type of guy who I'm looking for I guess... still waiting??? I dunno... so long already... sian diao liao... haiz... no matter what happen and what I do... I won't regret... just enjoy my everyday... =) jia u! =)

BON VOYAGE to MADELINE! =) she is going shanghai tml... keke...

what if one day you return... will I still recognise you? will you recognise me? what if we meet on the street one day, will you say hi to me? will I say hi to you? will we be uncomfortable? or we will like friends all over again? what if the feeling is different from what I imagine what will I do? I dunno...
what if one day you returned with your wife or girlfriend... how will I react? what will happen to me... I dunno... sometimes, how I wish you never appear in my life before... but still wanna thanks you and to all my dear friends who have help me.... and my parents as well... and all those ppl who had come to my life for a short moment... may our friendship will last forever... keke... =) this holidays are for my gatherings one... haha... class chalet coming up... den there is 4e1 bbq... then I can't wait for the pri sch clique gathering as well... it has been years since we seen I guess... I wonder will we feel uncomfortable? or we hit off just as before? hopefully I guess... keke...

all the best to me... =) hope I can pick up my mood soon to do homework... haiz... jia u to me! =)