bored

haiz... i feel sad... i dunno why... how come the chinese can't be shown? but when i preview it i can see the chinese words... sian...

dun have a good slp last night... dunno why...

i dunno if i can meet my target of getting an ACE... after reading my compo tt i written for the past yr... i think my compo not bad... haha.. just that my expression expression!.... haiz...

i feel so sick sometimes... i know... m emotional... i know it all... that is why m more sensitive and more obervant den anyone else... but i will affect as well... i know i can't be like that... but just can't help it... i tried to act as if i dunno... but can't help to think about it...

Mr Poh having tuition centre... think i should go n try... since my maths is so sucky... haiz...

my feeling for tt guy seems to have faded alr... so paul... dun ask alr... and nobody has confest(spell correctly?) his feelings to me la... dun listen to pauline talk crap... haha...

for now... i shall not go n find the guy that belongs to me... let the nature take his course... got fate den will eventually meet... haha... no fate den i shall be a nun ba... haiz... i read from a romance book that... b4 u died... u will see the person who really belonged to u... i wonder... if the person u married not the other part of u... den will u regret? i wonder wonder... haiz... so bored... haiz...