Sian... just finished my compare... now watching prince of tennis... haha... so shuai... =) the internet thingy didn't die me down from watching you tube... I guess this is a long watch, because prince of tennis is damn long... haiz... ok, a source of enjoyment ba... for GP, left one more AQ to go and 8 newspaper articles...
haiz... still a lot to go... dun feel like doing maths sia... so difficult, everytime struck, only start on one paper... struck till now... haiz... tml complete the AQ and the struck math paper then go out ba... haiz... sian...
Econ, think i have to redo lor... more like writting a GP essay, not like writting economics... but I really dunno how to turn it to economics term lor... no graphs... sian man... haiz... now i think the word limits is too little le...
prince of tennis rocks sia... now my aim is to watch death note 2 and night at the museum... hehe...
my new year resolutions ( spell correctly?) haven't think of that... well... think of that when I'm free ba... see ya then... shall enjoy myself tml... ya! =)
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Friday, December 29, 2006
Homework
Sian... homework for me these days... but prince of tennis lighten my days... haha... but the loading is way too slow! all because of the broken of internet wires in Taiwan...due to earthquake so it is broken i think.... haiz... sometimes, too much of rain is not good too huh?
Ytd was my mum's bd... my dad is so sweet, she bought her a birthday card, haha... =) the cake is delicious too! =)
I left two days to complete my hwk...
why two more? Friday and Tuesday...
Saturday- help uncle and got 4e1 bbq gathering...
Sunday- Family day... uncle may be planning to date me out too...opps...
Monday- uncle ming's bd... he says invite me go eat...
so that is why I left with 2days for my hwk... wednesday starts school, still got cca meeting on my 1st day... and you know what? directors meeting as well with the teachers, oh my! still no news if V's day or CNY... I hope is CNY as one of my members got lobang...
my hwk left with...
1) 9 newspaper articles
2) 3 GP compre
3) 3 maths papers
4) 1 chem tutorial
5) 1 econ long essay and 2 econ essay( not planning to do, need to hand in then do)
6) 1 physics tutorial ( dunno need to do or not, got time then do, most slightly no time)
wow... seem like alot... dunno can complete in time or not... sian... haiz... all the best to me ya? yeah! =)
Happy Birthday Mummy! =)
Happy Birthday Yi Chiann! =)
Ytd was my mum's bd... my dad is so sweet, she bought her a birthday card, haha... =) the cake is delicious too! =)
I left two days to complete my hwk...
why two more? Friday and Tuesday...
Saturday- help uncle and got 4e1 bbq gathering...
Sunday- Family day... uncle may be planning to date me out too...opps...
Monday- uncle ming's bd... he says invite me go eat...
so that is why I left with 2days for my hwk... wednesday starts school, still got cca meeting on my 1st day... and you know what? directors meeting as well with the teachers, oh my! still no news if V's day or CNY... I hope is CNY as one of my members got lobang...
my hwk left with...
1) 9 newspaper articles
2) 3 GP compre
3) 3 maths papers
4) 1 chem tutorial
5) 1 econ long essay and 2 econ essay( not planning to do, need to hand in then do)
6) 1 physics tutorial ( dunno need to do or not, got time then do, most slightly no time)
wow... seem like alot... dunno can complete in time or not... sian... haiz... all the best to me ya? yeah! =)
Happy Birthday Mummy! =)
Happy Birthday Yi Chiann! =)
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Weird dream
I had a weird dream last night... I dreamt I was chasing people in a swarm... I was riding on a motor boat I think... I was chasing a big ship. then there was a woman and a child on that cruise... there was another guy in helping me to chase the two person... I dunno why I was chasing them... they seem to be in v pathetic state... I woke up when it was raining... it was such a weird dream... all the people in my dream, I do not know... and it was a place i never went b4... so weird... haiz... okay... enough... simply no mood to do hwk... that is why... haha... bye...
Monday, December 25, 2006
Haiz
Mad asked me to update, but I'm way too lazy to update... but anyway... today is Christmas! So..
Merry Christmas Everyone! =)
hee... update you more on my life... anyway, i wrote these crap also nobody will read, just for the fun of it... Mad will be reading I guess, and I think Wan Hui ba... you know that Wan Hui secretly reads my blog one, so my, so cunning... but she reads once in a while, so she might not read this post one... haha...
okay, went to Malaysia this Saturday, see my grandfather (father side) and other relatives... as normal... haiz... just heard abit bad things about daughter-in-law thingy... as close one ear and one eye... i dunno anything... haiz... does females always like gossipping? i dunno... if I dun like that person, I will straight away show it, I won't put on a fake smile... just because I'm a straightforward person, I like means I like, I don't like I would say it I won't say "oh, it is nice."when the fact is that it is terribly horrible... I know people will bu shuang me, but do I care? I don't. People say I have to change my attitude, but I don't find anything wrong with it. I don't understand why people like fake things so much? Isn't it the truth is better? is it because the truth is always ugly de?
See so many things I wanted to buy... but what is the use? like the accesseries, haiz... so ex... they say me spending money like water... do I?maybe... because I bought another bag again... my desired bag... hee... yap, get scolding from mum... letting people seeing the spendthrift of me... I dun understand... haiz... I normally not the materialistic girl, when did I like to spend money so much? haiz... dunno how to earn money, then spend so much money already. that is really bad. being poor is not a sine, but being poor and spending lots of money is a sine... haiz... man, I have to save up my university fees... and my 1st year still not there lor... and no hope in getting a car liscense already... so ex... why everything is so expensive... people see me the way I spend money, must be thinking, I need a partner who knows how to earn lots of money for me to spend and must know how to be thrifty... haha... why girls like to be on diet? I really don't understand as well. When there is food. you eat, maybe eat sufficient so that you won't get gastric. I'm pretty fortunate as I have food to eat, clothes to wear... why people don't eat when there is food and when there people out there seeking for food source... is it being skinny is good? Is being skinny is all beauty? I think having the right figure can already... have the what is that call? BMI... yap, right BMI can already... even you are above the number, just eat less and exercise more, there is no need to diet, oh please. and in the mean time, just hide the part that you want to hide. thanks auntie for the noodles, really nice... haha... =) she is a real cook man, she is the 1st great cook, my mum is second... oppss... haha... if I have money, I can invest in her lor... she had really great brain but simply lack of the opportunity and the right people and many other factors...
next week school reopen. and I don't want that day to come... so many things to do within this week... there is homework to be done and I merely quarter finish... I'm in died meat... still have math, econ, GP, physics.... I didn't touch my homework as you can see... nvm about that... I'm already half dead... I simply didn't learn my lesson... who do I blame in the end? All is my own fault... I dunno why I changed so much in terms of my character and attitude... is it good or bad?
I always want freedom... I also dunno why I have choosen the path to JC... do I made the right choice? I always ponder on this qns... but what is the use now? I already on my way to second year and is going to take my "A" level soon and very soon... To tell the truth, I don't know what is coming for me and I simply don't feel right about it... All I know is that, I wanted to go University. That is my goal since I was young... Maybe that is why I have choosen JC instead of poly. Why am I keep thinking about unnecessary stuffs? sian... going to temple then go shop... gotta control these time... because these time is in orchard, the stuffs are way to ex... haiz... still got my debts and fees... and all the best to my hwk as well... haha... see ya then! =)
Merry Christmas Everyone! =)
hee... update you more on my life... anyway, i wrote these crap also nobody will read, just for the fun of it... Mad will be reading I guess, and I think Wan Hui ba... you know that Wan Hui secretly reads my blog one, so my, so cunning... but she reads once in a while, so she might not read this post one... haha...
okay, went to Malaysia this Saturday, see my grandfather (father side) and other relatives... as normal... haiz... just heard abit bad things about daughter-in-law thingy... as close one ear and one eye... i dunno anything... haiz... does females always like gossipping? i dunno... if I dun like that person, I will straight away show it, I won't put on a fake smile... just because I'm a straightforward person, I like means I like, I don't like I would say it I won't say "oh, it is nice."when the fact is that it is terribly horrible... I know people will bu shuang me, but do I care? I don't. People say I have to change my attitude, but I don't find anything wrong with it. I don't understand why people like fake things so much? Isn't it the truth is better? is it because the truth is always ugly de?
See so many things I wanted to buy... but what is the use? like the accesseries, haiz... so ex... they say me spending money like water... do I?maybe... because I bought another bag again... my desired bag... hee... yap, get scolding from mum... letting people seeing the spendthrift of me... I dun understand... haiz... I normally not the materialistic girl, when did I like to spend money so much? haiz... dunno how to earn money, then spend so much money already. that is really bad. being poor is not a sine, but being poor and spending lots of money is a sine... haiz... man, I have to save up my university fees... and my 1st year still not there lor... and no hope in getting a car liscense already... so ex... why everything is so expensive... people see me the way I spend money, must be thinking, I need a partner who knows how to earn lots of money for me to spend and must know how to be thrifty... haha... why girls like to be on diet? I really don't understand as well. When there is food. you eat, maybe eat sufficient so that you won't get gastric. I'm pretty fortunate as I have food to eat, clothes to wear... why people don't eat when there is food and when there people out there seeking for food source... is it being skinny is good? Is being skinny is all beauty? I think having the right figure can already... have the what is that call? BMI... yap, right BMI can already... even you are above the number, just eat less and exercise more, there is no need to diet, oh please. and in the mean time, just hide the part that you want to hide. thanks auntie for the noodles, really nice... haha... =) she is a real cook man, she is the 1st great cook, my mum is second... oppss... haha... if I have money, I can invest in her lor... she had really great brain but simply lack of the opportunity and the right people and many other factors...
next week school reopen. and I don't want that day to come... so many things to do within this week... there is homework to be done and I merely quarter finish... I'm in died meat... still have math, econ, GP, physics.... I didn't touch my homework as you can see... nvm about that... I'm already half dead... I simply didn't learn my lesson... who do I blame in the end? All is my own fault... I dunno why I changed so much in terms of my character and attitude... is it good or bad?
I always want freedom... I also dunno why I have choosen the path to JC... do I made the right choice? I always ponder on this qns... but what is the use now? I already on my way to second year and is going to take my "A" level soon and very soon... To tell the truth, I don't know what is coming for me and I simply don't feel right about it... All I know is that, I wanted to go University. That is my goal since I was young... Maybe that is why I have choosen JC instead of poly. Why am I keep thinking about unnecessary stuffs? sian... going to temple then go shop... gotta control these time... because these time is in orchard, the stuffs are way to ex... haiz... still got my debts and fees... and all the best to my hwk as well... haha... see ya then! =)
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Vivo City
Haha... had a great day yesterday... another long and happy day without homework... and it still a mount everest... haiz... okay... will send my day today for hwk k... haha... 1st week of school got GP test... Omt( oh my tian)... haha...
I woke up feeling happy maybe because thinking about all the happpy stuffs when fingers and wonders meet... =) cheerful... haha... I prepared all the cards for my friends... to the friends I didn't prepare cards for, not that I didn't rmb you, just that not enough cards liao... haha... see I got too many friends liao... I dídn't send to my classmates because I got not enough cards sia... even I want to send to the girls also not enough cards... maybe next year ba... this year dídn't buy much x'mas cards or else I get scoldings from my mum again...
we (louisa- I declare my husband- cos she bought me chocolates... haha..., shang, Hui yi, pauline, mad, raja n daphne) went to Vivo City... haha... okay, tell you I forget to take Hui Yi's bd present, is like omt... I went to take... some more rainning... sian... I got really fed up, but surprisingly I was able to control my emotions and have fun... dunno why also... blur pauline took the wrong train again... haiz...
1st shop we went to the candy empire( spelling correct? dunno the name of the shop correct or not)... this is the time louisa bought me chocolates... thanks thanks... so sweet of you... haha... =) Christmas = chocolates... we went for dinner at Banquet... Fingers except Hui Yi had Japanese Food, I should have taken photos of the food we ate but I was too hungry le... only eat breakfast, of course hungry le...surprisingly, I didn't call for ice milo... everytime, i call for drink, I will call ice milo without thinking... this time round is because ah meh tea attracts me more... but I got cheated, it tasted like milk tea and cost me $1.80 for such a small cup, didn't even quench( is it this word ar?) my thrist, I go "coop" lou's drink but it was peach... oh man, I dun like the taste of peach... forget it, drink my plain water, more healthy... no wonder now, after drinking the tea, I can't sleep... that was the time when pauline and me "pa ga" together to talk against shang yi... and that was the time when my voice turned "sexy"... man, I got sore throat... punishment for talking too much... haiz... I gave the x'mas cards to everyone, except Hui Yi... cos she got my present le ma, so I didn't make her a x'mas card, then I dunno how to say, and she thought I got send her x'mas card... now I have to send her a x'mas card... the problem is I have to go and buy stamps at the post office, so ma fan... haiz... heard from the provision shop uncle that the price of stamp going to rise or risen... I dunno... nice one... haiz...
after dinner, we went shop shop... got Dasio ( dunno spelling correct or not), is a $2 shop... all selling Japan stuffs... quite cool... thinking of buying my bro's present here but nth to buy leh... as in not his taste... after $2 shop Shang's so anxious of going home, so she paul and hui went home... leaving behind me lf mad raja n daphne... poor us... haha... we shop again... hey hey hey, vivo city is so big but the stuffs there too ex... tell u the accessories there really nice.... I really want to have them all! haha... until now, I know the power of accessories...
let me tell you what happened... when I was dressing up for the gathering, I only wore the dress. then my brother says not nice... only after I wore my earrings, my necklace then he says nice... so you see, accessories are important... it spied up the way you look... I believe the chinese saying, "there is no ugly women, only got lazy women."
the thing I want now is a bag...a bag that carries on one side, normally only females carry such bag...i got two such bag, but my mum ka po one, the navy blue one, some more branded one... forget what brand... forget it lor, since I dun use it often... I dun mind sharing... another one is pink, the hello kitty one, given by my grandma, she bought it when she was in HK... she says it costs over $80... I was like... wow, she is so generous, so unlike her... opps... not that I dun like the bag, just that it was way too pinky and none my clothes goes with the bag and it was so not my character to use pink... not that I dun like pink... just that, too girly, and I'm totally not that type of girl, and I dun want people to have that impression of me as well... hence, I only used it when I went swimming... it was like omt, a 80 bucks bag only used for swimming bag, you rich ar u joker man... to saveguard from my bag, not my stufffs inside my bag, from being stolen, my mum will always tell me to use locker... sometimes, she will tell me to use other bag... but there is no other bag I can used le, cos this bag is waterproof... when I go out shopping or what so ever, I will use the black billabong bag... I saw this bag when I was shopping in Malaysia... haha... fallen in love with this bag in 1st sight... but the quality not very good, I used it for 5 times, got torn liao...but with my mum's brillant hands, it was all fixed again... now, I'm still using it, cos v useful... can carry umbrella, water bottle, books, wallet, cell phone, spect etc... now I know why my bag always so heavy...
I bought three bags these holidays... yc says those whose hands got alot of holes spend alot, not true de... my hands no holes still spent alot... haiz... two bags I spent during my work time... one of them my mum says not nice, so I dun intend to use it, unless necessary... another bag is way too big for school bag, hence intend to use it for camp and or other stuffs that need to carry a lot of thngs one or during a few days travelling, so I had only used it once when I was in the camp ideapolis 2006... so since my school bag getting in bad condiition, so I bought one... I think is pretty useful, I used it when I went to Calina's house... haiz... 1st time use kanna caught in the rain... poor bag... haiz...
wow, I dunno I'm so into bag... haha... that is what pauline says recently to me... well, my interest for now is bag... haha.. anyway, really had a great day ytd... thanks madeline for the x'as gift... once again, really touched for the gift... muhaha... =) love it so much... it's blue!!! haha... =)
another than looking for the bag that I want, I also wanted a new phone... my target phone is N73... but I also like N80... there is pros and cons to it... let me analyse them to you... anyway, nobody will read, so I don't mind talking crap... haha... N73 the camera is better, it is 3.2 megapixels will N80 is 3.0 mp... N73 is longer and slimmer while N80 is shorter and fatter... N73 is a normal phone while N80 is a slide phone... N73, the buttons seem to be easily spoil while N80 the buttons seem better than N73... N73 is cheaper than N80... both phones come in black and sliver... another phone I also interested is the sony ericsson ( did I spell correctly? )... got black pink and blue ones... but camera is 2.0 mp... is the blue color and the phone is really nice that interest me... but all these too ex... dun want to talk further liao... haiz... even if you ask, I also dunno how to tell you, cos jia jia you ben nan nian de jing... haiz...
got one time, we were separated... i think is b4 we went to the $2 shop... saw a guy at a chocolate stall... quite good looking... he caught me looking at him... omt... haiz... then I looked away... pauline says she wants to go in and see while lou and mad waited for the rest... we went to this guy stall, we looked at the chocolates, he asked, " did you want anyting?" I said in my head, "pauline, stop looking at the chocolates, answer him leh... " but she didn't ans him... dunno what is wrong with me, I smiled and shake my head and walk away... then pauline shouted behind me, "why you go so fast." in mandarin... I was too embarrassed to stay there liao... haiz... walked into a handbag shop... tell you, the bags there damn ex... the 1st bag I took is more than $500... omt... haiz... nvm, at least I have it once, and I carry it once, and I saw it once... haha... satisified? dunno... maybe thinking this way makes me happier, so why not? when next time I have the money then I buy it lor...
went to a clothes shop... pauline and me saw a dress... similar to the one I was wearing at time I think... and we think is really nice... it costs over 200 bucks... pauline thinking of trying... but I dun wan... cos pai seh... haha... the dress I bought for over 50 bucks at cbase at Junction 8...
haha... suprised that I wore dress huh? not that I dun like to wear dress or what so ever, just that is too ma fan... when I was young, I remember I wore dress everytime I went out. It was only during or after puberty that I started to change... that I think dress is too ma fan... cos always worry might "chou guang"... then later got wind blow, need to cover ur dress, cos ur dress might blow up... thus, only on special occassions then I wear or maybe a jean skirt, since jean is heavier... but dunno why recently wanted to try all the things... haha... now, when I see clothes, I not only see shorts, long pants, I even see skirts... no kidding... I bought a skirt for CNY even... big surprise huh? I think mum was also surprised... but when I tried that skirt, I had an immediate liking for it... and I receive compliments that I looked good on that skirt so I bought it... =) haha...
everywhere we went, we saw chocolates... x'mas trees chocolates, santas one, deers once, come in all shapes and sizes... all so beautiful and ex too... you dun even bear to eat them because they are way too beautiful already...
dunno why, I felt pretty cheerful and happy these days... is it because of the holidays? or is it because the way I think changes? or is it because people around me are happy so I'm happy as well? most people around me are happy but not all... or is it because I have let him go, so I felt lighter and happier? whatever the reason, just glad that I'm happy... haha... =)
wow... talk so much... kk... really have to sleep... tml devote my time solely to homework... =) so late alr... haiz... no wonder I'm tired... go go go! =)
I woke up feeling happy maybe because thinking about all the happpy stuffs when fingers and wonders meet... =) cheerful... haha... I prepared all the cards for my friends... to the friends I didn't prepare cards for, not that I didn't rmb you, just that not enough cards liao... haha... see I got too many friends liao... I dídn't send to my classmates because I got not enough cards sia... even I want to send to the girls also not enough cards... maybe next year ba... this year dídn't buy much x'mas cards or else I get scoldings from my mum again...
we (louisa- I declare my husband- cos she bought me chocolates... haha..., shang, Hui yi, pauline, mad, raja n daphne) went to Vivo City... haha... okay, tell you I forget to take Hui Yi's bd present, is like omt... I went to take... some more rainning... sian... I got really fed up, but surprisingly I was able to control my emotions and have fun... dunno why also... blur pauline took the wrong train again... haiz...
1st shop we went to the candy empire( spelling correct? dunno the name of the shop correct or not)... this is the time louisa bought me chocolates... thanks thanks... so sweet of you... haha... =) Christmas = chocolates... we went for dinner at Banquet... Fingers except Hui Yi had Japanese Food, I should have taken photos of the food we ate but I was too hungry le... only eat breakfast, of course hungry le...surprisingly, I didn't call for ice milo... everytime, i call for drink, I will call ice milo without thinking... this time round is because ah meh tea attracts me more... but I got cheated, it tasted like milk tea and cost me $1.80 for such a small cup, didn't even quench( is it this word ar?) my thrist, I go "coop" lou's drink but it was peach... oh man, I dun like the taste of peach... forget it, drink my plain water, more healthy... no wonder now, after drinking the tea, I can't sleep... that was the time when pauline and me "pa ga" together to talk against shang yi... and that was the time when my voice turned "sexy"... man, I got sore throat... punishment for talking too much... haiz... I gave the x'mas cards to everyone, except Hui Yi... cos she got my present le ma, so I didn't make her a x'mas card, then I dunno how to say, and she thought I got send her x'mas card... now I have to send her a x'mas card... the problem is I have to go and buy stamps at the post office, so ma fan... haiz... heard from the provision shop uncle that the price of stamp going to rise or risen... I dunno... nice one... haiz...
after dinner, we went shop shop... got Dasio ( dunno spelling correct or not), is a $2 shop... all selling Japan stuffs... quite cool... thinking of buying my bro's present here but nth to buy leh... as in not his taste... after $2 shop Shang's so anxious of going home, so she paul and hui went home... leaving behind me lf mad raja n daphne... poor us... haha... we shop again... hey hey hey, vivo city is so big but the stuffs there too ex... tell u the accessories there really nice.... I really want to have them all! haha... until now, I know the power of accessories...
let me tell you what happened... when I was dressing up for the gathering, I only wore the dress. then my brother says not nice... only after I wore my earrings, my necklace then he says nice... so you see, accessories are important... it spied up the way you look... I believe the chinese saying, "there is no ugly women, only got lazy women."
the thing I want now is a bag...a bag that carries on one side, normally only females carry such bag...i got two such bag, but my mum ka po one, the navy blue one, some more branded one... forget what brand... forget it lor, since I dun use it often... I dun mind sharing... another one is pink, the hello kitty one, given by my grandma, she bought it when she was in HK... she says it costs over $80... I was like... wow, she is so generous, so unlike her... opps... not that I dun like the bag, just that it was way too pinky and none my clothes goes with the bag and it was so not my character to use pink... not that I dun like pink... just that, too girly, and I'm totally not that type of girl, and I dun want people to have that impression of me as well... hence, I only used it when I went swimming... it was like omt, a 80 bucks bag only used for swimming bag, you rich ar u joker man... to saveguard from my bag, not my stufffs inside my bag, from being stolen, my mum will always tell me to use locker... sometimes, she will tell me to use other bag... but there is no other bag I can used le, cos this bag is waterproof... when I go out shopping or what so ever, I will use the black billabong bag... I saw this bag when I was shopping in Malaysia... haha... fallen in love with this bag in 1st sight... but the quality not very good, I used it for 5 times, got torn liao...but with my mum's brillant hands, it was all fixed again... now, I'm still using it, cos v useful... can carry umbrella, water bottle, books, wallet, cell phone, spect etc... now I know why my bag always so heavy...
I bought three bags these holidays... yc says those whose hands got alot of holes spend alot, not true de... my hands no holes still spent alot... haiz... two bags I spent during my work time... one of them my mum says not nice, so I dun intend to use it, unless necessary... another bag is way too big for school bag, hence intend to use it for camp and or other stuffs that need to carry a lot of thngs one or during a few days travelling, so I had only used it once when I was in the camp ideapolis 2006... so since my school bag getting in bad condiition, so I bought one... I think is pretty useful, I used it when I went to Calina's house... haiz... 1st time use kanna caught in the rain... poor bag... haiz...
wow, I dunno I'm so into bag... haha... that is what pauline says recently to me... well, my interest for now is bag... haha.. anyway, really had a great day ytd... thanks madeline for the x'as gift... once again, really touched for the gift... muhaha... =) love it so much... it's blue!!! haha... =)
another than looking for the bag that I want, I also wanted a new phone... my target phone is N73... but I also like N80... there is pros and cons to it... let me analyse them to you... anyway, nobody will read, so I don't mind talking crap... haha... N73 the camera is better, it is 3.2 megapixels will N80 is 3.0 mp... N73 is longer and slimmer while N80 is shorter and fatter... N73 is a normal phone while N80 is a slide phone... N73, the buttons seem to be easily spoil while N80 the buttons seem better than N73... N73 is cheaper than N80... both phones come in black and sliver... another phone I also interested is the sony ericsson ( did I spell correctly? )... got black pink and blue ones... but camera is 2.0 mp... is the blue color and the phone is really nice that interest me... but all these too ex... dun want to talk further liao... haiz... even if you ask, I also dunno how to tell you, cos jia jia you ben nan nian de jing... haiz...
got one time, we were separated... i think is b4 we went to the $2 shop... saw a guy at a chocolate stall... quite good looking... he caught me looking at him... omt... haiz... then I looked away... pauline says she wants to go in and see while lou and mad waited for the rest... we went to this guy stall, we looked at the chocolates, he asked, " did you want anyting?" I said in my head, "pauline, stop looking at the chocolates, answer him leh... " but she didn't ans him... dunno what is wrong with me, I smiled and shake my head and walk away... then pauline shouted behind me, "why you go so fast." in mandarin... I was too embarrassed to stay there liao... haiz... walked into a handbag shop... tell you, the bags there damn ex... the 1st bag I took is more than $500... omt... haiz... nvm, at least I have it once, and I carry it once, and I saw it once... haha... satisified? dunno... maybe thinking this way makes me happier, so why not? when next time I have the money then I buy it lor...
went to a clothes shop... pauline and me saw a dress... similar to the one I was wearing at time I think... and we think is really nice... it costs over 200 bucks... pauline thinking of trying... but I dun wan... cos pai seh... haha... the dress I bought for over 50 bucks at cbase at Junction 8...
haha... suprised that I wore dress huh? not that I dun like to wear dress or what so ever, just that is too ma fan... when I was young, I remember I wore dress everytime I went out. It was only during or after puberty that I started to change... that I think dress is too ma fan... cos always worry might "chou guang"... then later got wind blow, need to cover ur dress, cos ur dress might blow up... thus, only on special occassions then I wear or maybe a jean skirt, since jean is heavier... but dunno why recently wanted to try all the things... haha... now, when I see clothes, I not only see shorts, long pants, I even see skirts... no kidding... I bought a skirt for CNY even... big surprise huh? I think mum was also surprised... but when I tried that skirt, I had an immediate liking for it... and I receive compliments that I looked good on that skirt so I bought it... =) haha...
everywhere we went, we saw chocolates... x'mas trees chocolates, santas one, deers once, come in all shapes and sizes... all so beautiful and ex too... you dun even bear to eat them because they are way too beautiful already...
dunno why, I felt pretty cheerful and happy these days... is it because of the holidays? or is it because the way I think changes? or is it because people around me are happy so I'm happy as well? most people around me are happy but not all... or is it because I have let him go, so I felt lighter and happier? whatever the reason, just glad that I'm happy... haha... =)
wow... talk so much... kk... really have to sleep... tml devote my time solely to homework... =) so late alr... haiz... no wonder I'm tired... go go go! =)
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Tampines
Yesterday was a really long day for me... uncle said he wanted to teach me how to make the moulds and all that... so we ( Li Ming, Sham n her cousin) went to Cheshire Home... a lot of stuffs happened... well, got pleasant and unpleasant ones... the pleasant one is that I really had fun making the cartoon characters and painting them... although it was erm... kind of not good for sight... haha... unpleasant things, well, don't want to talk about it, anyway, sham alr gets over it... haha...
we left at around 1pm plus i think... because sham had to bring her cousin back home which is at parsir ris and li ming got a date... opps... haha... I followed sham to parsir ris... duunno why the rain came and go... sian... mood swing... after we sent sham's cousin home, we left the home... we walked... we passed by the downtown east, brings me back memories about class chalet... then I talked about it to sham... then in the bus, talk about our crushes... haiz... my ever 1st crush... 10 years liao... haiz... opps... I said I wanted to forget him right? haiz.. but today I talked about him to Sham, this is the ever 1st time I say about him to someone( as in my friend)... my brother long time already know I like him, but tt is long time, think he forgot alr... he got tease me about him b4... nvm... it is the past... the thing that i talk about him to my friend, is it because i'm totally over with him? I don't know... haiz...
we went tampines mall to shop... got pasa malam also... we bought cheese hotdog... we shop and shop... so many things... accessories that i love to have them all... bags.... toys.. shoess... wow... no time to finish them all... haiz... i bought my dad's christmas present... haha... now left my brother... dunno what to get for him... I once promised desmond to get him a x'mas, dunno what to get for him... hope he forgets... haha... opps...
really happy day... today after got fingers gathering... haha... go go go ... hope is happy as well... hee... =)
we left at around 1pm plus i think... because sham had to bring her cousin back home which is at parsir ris and li ming got a date... opps... haha... I followed sham to parsir ris... duunno why the rain came and go... sian... mood swing... after we sent sham's cousin home, we left the home... we walked... we passed by the downtown east, brings me back memories about class chalet... then I talked about it to sham... then in the bus, talk about our crushes... haiz... my ever 1st crush... 10 years liao... haiz... opps... I said I wanted to forget him right? haiz.. but today I talked about him to Sham, this is the ever 1st time I say about him to someone( as in my friend)... my brother long time already know I like him, but tt is long time, think he forgot alr... he got tease me about him b4... nvm... it is the past... the thing that i talk about him to my friend, is it because i'm totally over with him? I don't know... haiz...
we went tampines mall to shop... got pasa malam also... we bought cheese hotdog... we shop and shop... so many things... accessories that i love to have them all... bags.... toys.. shoess... wow... no time to finish them all... haiz... i bought my dad's christmas present... haha... now left my brother... dunno what to get for him... I once promised desmond to get him a x'mas, dunno what to get for him... hope he forgets... haha... opps...
really happy day... today after got fingers gathering... haha... go go go ... hope is happy as well... hee... =)
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Uncle
Just went to litespeed... got new notes and tutorial... physics.... seriously i don't understand what mrs heng is talking, but just know that I have t download and read the notes and do the tutorial... sian... nice one...
GP...what doing the last compre... I haven't even touch them lor... nice one..the newspaper articles do till I nearly vomit blood liao... still got 26 more to go ba i think...
went to Cheshire Home again... uncle ah peng gave me a mould he made it himself... a scenary of the sea... I always love the sea... dun ask me why... whenever I went to the sea, I feel so calm and great... i gave card to uncle ming and uncle ah peng... uncle ah peng promised me to teach me how to do the mould and colour... haha... =) so what if I really like ice milo... haiz... uncle ah peng kept nagging, don't find boyfriend la... still so young... you know guys v naughty... they cheat girls' feelings... you are too young to identify which one is true one... den he always say he saw guys two timing... haiz... i know... but not now what... I say when I'm in university... haiz...
sian... so tired... didn't touch hwk... sian... being really restless... I think people are mugging now... and yet you are so slack... nice one... come on... didn't you learn your lesson? but dunno why whenever I see or going to start on hwk I fell asleep... haha... nice one.... so cool huh? bored.... jia u ba...
GP...what doing the last compre... I haven't even touch them lor... nice one..the newspaper articles do till I nearly vomit blood liao... still got 26 more to go ba i think...
went to Cheshire Home again... uncle ah peng gave me a mould he made it himself... a scenary of the sea... I always love the sea... dun ask me why... whenever I went to the sea, I feel so calm and great... i gave card to uncle ming and uncle ah peng... uncle ah peng promised me to teach me how to do the mould and colour... haha... =) so what if I really like ice milo... haiz... uncle ah peng kept nagging, don't find boyfriend la... still so young... you know guys v naughty... they cheat girls' feelings... you are too young to identify which one is true one... den he always say he saw guys two timing... haiz... i know... but not now what... I say when I'm in university... haiz...
sian... so tired... didn't touch hwk... sian... being really restless... I think people are mugging now... and yet you are so slack... nice one... come on... didn't you learn your lesson? but dunno why whenever I see or going to start on hwk I fell asleep... haha... nice one.... so cool huh? bored.... jia u ba...
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Stupid
Stop all this at once!!! Stop lying to me... stop stop stop... I dunno why I began to worry about my money problems.... not that I dun worry in the past.. but this problem getting more and more closer to me and it is not getting out of my brain... I really tired... is it because of all the walking and going out that I was exhausted... or the money that made me exhausted...
I need money.... money for my monthly stupid thingy... money for my future... my university fees... I'm thinking of getting of scholarhip but looking at my result... you think I can get it... fat hope... money for the house... I don't want to say it... but my parents say they have money for the house... ya rite... as if... as to calm me down, just to make me less worry... not working... I'm not a small kid anymore... stop lying to me... I know from your worried and stressed expression, I know the truth right away... stop saying it is the adult business... Am I even part of the family? Am I? I know you don't want to make me worry, I know. but I don't know... I really don't know what to do sometimes...
the only thing I feel calm now and easy is uncle ah peng... I dunno... I can feel easy and calm with him... I can really be myself... I don't need to hide myself... I don't know why... don't ask me... he treats me like his granddaughter...
I don't why I recently feel a strong repulsion towards my homework... It had became mount everest already... and I'm still have no mood in clearng it... when work has to be done, it has to be done... you can do it! jia u! go go go! =)
I need money.... money for my monthly stupid thingy... money for my future... my university fees... I'm thinking of getting of scholarhip but looking at my result... you think I can get it... fat hope... money for the house... I don't want to say it... but my parents say they have money for the house... ya rite... as if... as to calm me down, just to make me less worry... not working... I'm not a small kid anymore... stop lying to me... I know from your worried and stressed expression, I know the truth right away... stop saying it is the adult business... Am I even part of the family? Am I? I know you don't want to make me worry, I know. but I don't know... I really don't know what to do sometimes...
the only thing I feel calm now and easy is uncle ah peng... I dunno... I can feel easy and calm with him... I can really be myself... I don't need to hide myself... I don't know why... don't ask me... he treats me like his granddaughter...
I don't why I recently feel a strong repulsion towards my homework... It had became mount everest already... and I'm still have no mood in clearng it... when work has to be done, it has to be done... you can do it! jia u! go go go! =)
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Sick in the head
I really think I'm sick in the head... who the hell where got people play games late at night and till 5am some more... so late! what the hell! really sick in the head... no wonder... games can addict... Is it the same as drug addiction? or maybe much worst...
woke up 9am this morning... 4hours of sleep... really made me a zombie... you know why I woke up so early? you may ask 9am is early ar? haha... on monday, which is yesterday, I still till 12pm because nobody woke me up. today my mum woke me up because my grandma's leg pain... so I gotta bring my cousin,boy boy, to school... gotta rush man... haiz... didn't even have time to wear my contact lens... nvm about that...
when we reached the community centre, boy boy cried... I have no tissue... what the hell... I was scared... haiz... maybe h worried about popo...haiz... An old uncle, if I'm not wrong, I think he is mad's grandpa... mad, if you are reading this, do give me a reply if I'm right if he is your grandpa... he gave me a tissue... haha... thanks! =) thanks to those who console him... thanks the teacher who can calm him down... i left to buy myself breakfast... and some sweet for him... the way back home was a rather calm one... he was happy... maybe he enjoyed the lesson. or maybe of the sweet i bought him... he drew a christmas tree as well... haha... he is way too aborable already...
the fear inside me appeared when I hear no response in popo's house. We knocked and shouted... I really fear... I was screaming inside... I tried not to think of it... I don't want it to happen... not at this point... I really don't want it to happen... I really don't... I was scared... what if... I called the house... finally got response... that was the point, I felt safe... maybe for a while, that I know popo is safe... =) I asked her to go and see a doctor... but she insisted that she was okay already... so stubborn... grandpa came back home... he asked me to leave since boy boy wanted to take afternoon nap liao... I was tired too... I fell asleep on the sofa...
On my way home, the bag I like still there... shall I buy it... maybe they are waiting for me to buy.... maybe next time... I don't know... I passed by S&K... Saw a pretty fair guy, average height, wearing nike shoe... wore a white spect... maybe that is the guy that yc saw... my taste not that bad one... not one of the 3 guys i saw that day.. haha... =)
A boy approahed me for donation... selling a pen(50cent can buy alr) for $5... i was like huh? Not that I don't want to help but how much of this donation really goes to the needy... I went to such a company to work before... and I really hate it... We were given like 10percent comission or more... if we sold more, we get to celebrate and party... what kind of joke... If we want to help people, we do it voluntery and not like this... I think it is better to approach the needy ourselves than through someone esle... you never know how much of the money donated really goes to them or goes to the pocket of the company... knowing that it was a pit... I still went in... I don't know why? Maybe I just don't know how to say no to people... haiz... I have to learn to say no... even if I know it is a pit I still went in... just to make the person guilty, just to make the person came to sense in the nick of time... but I was too silly to believe that... even till now... I was way too silly... that is my weakness... I don't know how to say no to the ones who approached me for help... is it good or bad? I don't know... people say I'm kind... but sometimes, I think I'm too silly... because like this people will take advantages of your weaknesses... but maybe that is my character... I rather give than to accept... haiz... I don't know why... I think I really sick in the head already...
sick in the head... real tired... My homework still didn't touch... I can't find the concentration to do hwk at home... I will sleep when I opened my notes or book... haha... sleepy head...
woke up 9am this morning... 4hours of sleep... really made me a zombie... you know why I woke up so early? you may ask 9am is early ar? haha... on monday, which is yesterday, I still till 12pm because nobody woke me up. today my mum woke me up because my grandma's leg pain... so I gotta bring my cousin,boy boy, to school... gotta rush man... haiz... didn't even have time to wear my contact lens... nvm about that...
when we reached the community centre, boy boy cried... I have no tissue... what the hell... I was scared... haiz... maybe h worried about popo...haiz... An old uncle, if I'm not wrong, I think he is mad's grandpa... mad, if you are reading this, do give me a reply if I'm right if he is your grandpa... he gave me a tissue... haha... thanks! =) thanks to those who console him... thanks the teacher who can calm him down... i left to buy myself breakfast... and some sweet for him... the way back home was a rather calm one... he was happy... maybe he enjoyed the lesson. or maybe of the sweet i bought him... he drew a christmas tree as well... haha... he is way too aborable already...
the fear inside me appeared when I hear no response in popo's house. We knocked and shouted... I really fear... I was screaming inside... I tried not to think of it... I don't want it to happen... not at this point... I really don't want it to happen... I really don't... I was scared... what if... I called the house... finally got response... that was the point, I felt safe... maybe for a while, that I know popo is safe... =) I asked her to go and see a doctor... but she insisted that she was okay already... so stubborn... grandpa came back home... he asked me to leave since boy boy wanted to take afternoon nap liao... I was tired too... I fell asleep on the sofa...
On my way home, the bag I like still there... shall I buy it... maybe they are waiting for me to buy.... maybe next time... I don't know... I passed by S&K... Saw a pretty fair guy, average height, wearing nike shoe... wore a white spect... maybe that is the guy that yc saw... my taste not that bad one... not one of the 3 guys i saw that day.. haha... =)
A boy approahed me for donation... selling a pen(50cent can buy alr) for $5... i was like huh? Not that I don't want to help but how much of this donation really goes to the needy... I went to such a company to work before... and I really hate it... We were given like 10percent comission or more... if we sold more, we get to celebrate and party... what kind of joke... If we want to help people, we do it voluntery and not like this... I think it is better to approach the needy ourselves than through someone esle... you never know how much of the money donated really goes to them or goes to the pocket of the company... knowing that it was a pit... I still went in... I don't know why? Maybe I just don't know how to say no to people... haiz... I have to learn to say no... even if I know it is a pit I still went in... just to make the person guilty, just to make the person came to sense in the nick of time... but I was too silly to believe that... even till now... I was way too silly... that is my weakness... I don't know how to say no to the ones who approached me for help... is it good or bad? I don't know... people say I'm kind... but sometimes, I think I'm too silly... because like this people will take advantages of your weaknesses... but maybe that is my character... I rather give than to accept... haiz... I don't know why... I think I really sick in the head already...
sick in the head... real tired... My homework still didn't touch... I can't find the concentration to do hwk at home... I will sleep when I opened my notes or book... haha... sleepy head...
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Camp Ideapolis 2006
haiz... ytd just returned from NTU- Camp Ideapolis 2006... today supposed to visit Uncle Ah Ping at Cheshire Home... but Sham was too tired I guess... she slept at 4am last night. However, I was too tired as well I guess. I slept 3 hours for afternoon nap. I slept at 2pm, when I woke up, it was already 5pm. I was shocked. Haix. Slept with my contact lens on. that is really bad. Maybe due to lack of sleep in the camp ba i guess...
Camp Ideapolis... forced into it... i also dunno why i joined anyway... not that i dun like or anything... just that my heart was not there... was somewhere else... haiz... group of 4... my group consisted of 3 guys... lun kuang, kok yong and fabian... these 3 days and 2 nights... i found the weakness and strengths of these 3 guys... LK is a smart ass but then, he is not pretty good with presentation... he got fear i think... but still a not bad presentation... ky... i dunno why... he is a sensative guy and observian guy... but he is scared of trouble... so he thinks that he less he speaks the less trouble he gets... and he v petty lor... i only scold him pig and he rmb it... wah lao... fabian... a real crapper... good presenter...
the good thing is that i saw quite a few shuai ge la... and ntu is quite a rich and big school... but too far liao... and v "ulu"... haiz... so which uni i shall choose? dunno leh... later all 3 uni i can't get in... touch wood... haha... btw, lou was at the camp too... haha... thanks lou, i mean her uncle for the fast ride home.... haha... =)
excited about the 19th dec... we are going to have a beatty gathering... haha... =) still got tml... going k box? haha... jia you ba... go go go... my hwk still haven touch... haiz... sian... jia u ba...
Camp Ideapolis... forced into it... i also dunno why i joined anyway... not that i dun like or anything... just that my heart was not there... was somewhere else... haiz... group of 4... my group consisted of 3 guys... lun kuang, kok yong and fabian... these 3 days and 2 nights... i found the weakness and strengths of these 3 guys... LK is a smart ass but then, he is not pretty good with presentation... he got fear i think... but still a not bad presentation... ky... i dunno why... he is a sensative guy and observian guy... but he is scared of trouble... so he thinks that he less he speaks the less trouble he gets... and he v petty lor... i only scold him pig and he rmb it... wah lao... fabian... a real crapper... good presenter...
the good thing is that i saw quite a few shuai ge la... and ntu is quite a rich and big school... but too far liao... and v "ulu"... haiz... so which uni i shall choose? dunno leh... later all 3 uni i can't get in... touch wood... haha... btw, lou was at the camp too... haha... thanks lou, i mean her uncle for the fast ride home.... haha... =)
excited about the 19th dec... we are going to have a beatty gathering... haha... =) still got tml... going k box? haha... jia you ba... go go go... my hwk still haven touch... haiz... sian... jia u ba...
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Singapore Cheshire Home
my 2nd time at Singapore Cheshire Home... haha... felt so great! tell me my day 1st... today is 15th as in the lunar calendar... so went to temple to pray... then meet sham at the bus stop to Cheshire Home... ya rite... she was late as usual... so make use of this time to call... rejected...
him,"name?"
me,"jyeyin"
"age?"
"17 "
"we are looking for 18 and above... how long can you work."
"one month. "
"we are looking for people who are 18 and above and can work for long."
"ok. whatever. thanks anyway. bye. "
met at the wrong bus stop... nice one... haiz... nvm... only the next bus stop... blur as usual... haiz...
long walk to the Cheshire Home...
today task is to help Uncle Ah Ping to clean his stuff...
cleaned his two drawers... okay... not really his drawer... just two large reactular containers... 1st one lots of metal stuffs... and oily... being scolded by uncle ah ping for not wearing the glove... haiz... dustry... got cockroach skin... got real cockroach as well... scare the hell out of me... I screamed... I saw Uncle Ah Ping laughing at me... haiz... after the cleaning up... me n sham took Uncle to the market to eat...well, he took us to eat la... haha... he refused to eat... so bad... he took us around the market and stuff... oh man... when going back... need to go down the slope..cos m pushing uncle ah ping who is on a wheelchair... scared me... almost fall... all cos of the slippers la... not enough friction... i fall nvm... but if uncle fell... v dangerous... not v skilled with pushing wheelchair also... but i learnt something new about how to push the wheelchair when going pass a drain... haha... something new... made new friend there.... i think it is quite fun! =)
went j8 to shop... thanks sham for accompany me... hee... decided to go camp liao... still haven pack now... the time now( according to my com) is 9.49pm... haiz... nice one... jia u ba... go go go! we must win! =)
him,"name?"
me,"jyeyin"
"age?"
"17 "
"we are looking for 18 and above... how long can you work."
"one month. "
"we are looking for people who are 18 and above and can work for long."
"ok. whatever. thanks anyway. bye. "
met at the wrong bus stop... nice one... haiz... nvm... only the next bus stop... blur as usual... haiz...
long walk to the Cheshire Home...
today task is to help Uncle Ah Ping to clean his stuff...
cleaned his two drawers... okay... not really his drawer... just two large reactular containers... 1st one lots of metal stuffs... and oily... being scolded by uncle ah ping for not wearing the glove... haiz... dustry... got cockroach skin... got real cockroach as well... scare the hell out of me... I screamed... I saw Uncle Ah Ping laughing at me... haiz... after the cleaning up... me n sham took Uncle to the market to eat...well, he took us to eat la... haha... he refused to eat... so bad... he took us around the market and stuff... oh man... when going back... need to go down the slope..cos m pushing uncle ah ping who is on a wheelchair... scared me... almost fall... all cos of the slippers la... not enough friction... i fall nvm... but if uncle fell... v dangerous... not v skilled with pushing wheelchair also... but i learnt something new about how to push the wheelchair when going pass a drain... haha... something new... made new friend there.... i think it is quite fun! =)
went j8 to shop... thanks sham for accompany me... hee... decided to go camp liao... still haven pack now... the time now( according to my com) is 9.49pm... haiz... nice one... jia u ba... go go go! we must win! =)
Chalet
Just had a BBQ with Biz club... Am I missing out something or what... but anyway... I had great time talking to the girls...angel a ex beattian also... so maybe we got more to talk about? dunno... haha...we talked about her home... we(lin hui angel n me) also talk about tv shows... Happy Birthday to Mickey Mouse(forget the J2 senior name...opps) and happy belated to Yong Cai... dunno why recently so suay... play secret no always i kanna one... haiz... nvm... thanks calina and her mum... so sweet... =)
many things to think about you know....
1. my hwk...
2. my mum's bd
3. hui yi's bd...
4. yc's bd...
5. x'mas cards...
6. x'mas presents...my mum n dad... my bro? should i buy for him ar? what thing to buy also... haiz...
7. my family 1st chalet... my mum was telling me not to organise it... as I got so many things on hands liao...no time liao... no time for hwk... but... our 1st chalet... i think it will be fun... and Í'm so excited about it... imagine... haha... 5 families... so fun... =) cycle n swimming... when is the last time we had fun tgt other than eating on the restaurant table? it has been years i think... so on or not on? i dunno... but i really want smth to be diff this yr... last yr my mum was not in Singapore... or shall i postpone to next yr? cos i got more time next yrs as m graduate liao... haiz.. so fan...
8. shall I go for the camp? this coming wed to fri...
9. call the no. den if can go for interview... den still need training... den get the job?
10. Biz major project...
11. need to email the SPH...
12. our cny proposal...
13. study for test...
14. do i left out anything??? learn to play guitar... new song... kk? learn qing tian... yesh... haiz... so many things... i want to die liao...
15. company's proposal...
16. thinking how to earn money in a fast way... man... got debt to clear... haiz... sian...seeing the figure in my bank account decreasing every month... my heart arche...
tml need to go temple in the morn... den call... meet sham at the home... interview(maybe)... den i wanna go shopping... i wanna buy a chain for the amlet... hee... cos rebecca gave me a necklace... and got 3 earrings... thanks... =)
haiz... jia u ba! =) if u r busy means u r enjoying life... means u r alife! =) go go go! =)
many things to think about you know....
1. my hwk...
2. my mum's bd
3. hui yi's bd...
4. yc's bd...
5. x'mas cards...
6. x'mas presents...my mum n dad... my bro? should i buy for him ar? what thing to buy also... haiz...
7. my family 1st chalet... my mum was telling me not to organise it... as I got so many things on hands liao...no time liao... no time for hwk... but... our 1st chalet... i think it will be fun... and Í'm so excited about it... imagine... haha... 5 families... so fun... =) cycle n swimming... when is the last time we had fun tgt other than eating on the restaurant table? it has been years i think... so on or not on? i dunno... but i really want smth to be diff this yr... last yr my mum was not in Singapore... or shall i postpone to next yr? cos i got more time next yrs as m graduate liao... haiz.. so fan...
8. shall I go for the camp? this coming wed to fri...
9. call the no. den if can go for interview... den still need training... den get the job?
10. Biz major project...
11. need to email the SPH...
12. our cny proposal...
13. study for test...
14. do i left out anything??? learn to play guitar... new song... kk? learn qing tian... yesh... haiz... so many things... i want to die liao...
15. company's proposal...
16. thinking how to earn money in a fast way... man... got debt to clear... haiz... sian...seeing the figure in my bank account decreasing every month... my heart arche...
tml need to go temple in the morn... den call... meet sham at the home... interview(maybe)... den i wanna go shopping... i wanna buy a chain for the amlet... hee... cos rebecca gave me a necklace... and got 3 earrings... thanks... =)
haiz... jia u ba! =) if u r busy means u r enjoying life... means u r alife! =) go go go! =)
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Reflection about Ecube
Reflection about Experience & Earn Enterprise Programme
I learnt a lot from this course honestly. I know more about entrepreneurship. It is different from a business owner. An entrepreneur takes more risk while a business owner is more conservative. In addition, an entrepreneur earns more profit as compared to a business owner. However, I think every business starts from being a business owner then expand to becoming an entrepreneur.
Joanna and Donnie gave real-life examples of entrepreneurs for example Kenny Yap, Bill Gates and Ron Sim which inspired me in starting a business. They also told us about creative and innovative ideas for example bringing the life cycle of ants to become a business. Thus, this tells me that everything can be a business; opportunity is one that you have to create yourself instead of people giving you.
I also have an idea what a business plan is all about. It is not as simple and easy as I thought. It consists a lot of criteria so as to convince the person who is looking at the business plan, to ensure that our proposal will work and a give a wholesome and professional look.
We also learnt how to have a financial plan. We have to assume our expenses higher and our profits lower. We learnt how to calculate our revenues and know what assets are. We have a lot of group interactions which I think is pretty good. This gave the club a better bonding, this I think the club does not have much. I also think that we still do not know each other pretty well as well. Thus, I think this programme give the members a topic to talk about in the future.
We also learnt about marketing skills. We came up with our own advertisements and posters which I think are pretty good. We have excellent ideas. I feel so proud of our club suddenly. In marketing, we have to know who is our target customers and know what their needs are. In advertising, in terms of the advertisements in the television or posters or flyers, the colours, font of the words used, the graphics used, the size and layout of the flyers and posters are pretty important. We may also need a tagline to attract the customers’ attention.
From this programme, we can present our products better. I also realized that everyone can be a businessman or businesswoman, just that you got to have the passion and enthusiastic and that you have to love what you are doing. If you do not like what you are doing, do not bother about doing it as you will never succeed in what you are doing.
From this course, I also know one successful entrepreneur who is Donald Trump. He owns hundreds of companies and he is a billionaire. He failed once but he got up, he never gave up. He learnt from his mistakes. He worked with people well. He became one of the people I admired and looked up to.
In conclusion, this is a pretty good course and I think it is worth it. Although some parts are pretty boring, we learnt a lot from this programme which can bring us to the working world. This course also inspired us in becoming an entrepreneur. However, I think too many things are taught in only two days, much of the things we did not really fully understand. I think more time should be given and more activities should be carried out so that we understand better. Overall, I enjoyed this course.
I learnt a lot from this course honestly. I know more about entrepreneurship. It is different from a business owner. An entrepreneur takes more risk while a business owner is more conservative. In addition, an entrepreneur earns more profit as compared to a business owner. However, I think every business starts from being a business owner then expand to becoming an entrepreneur.
Joanna and Donnie gave real-life examples of entrepreneurs for example Kenny Yap, Bill Gates and Ron Sim which inspired me in starting a business. They also told us about creative and innovative ideas for example bringing the life cycle of ants to become a business. Thus, this tells me that everything can be a business; opportunity is one that you have to create yourself instead of people giving you.
I also have an idea what a business plan is all about. It is not as simple and easy as I thought. It consists a lot of criteria so as to convince the person who is looking at the business plan, to ensure that our proposal will work and a give a wholesome and professional look.
We also learnt how to have a financial plan. We have to assume our expenses higher and our profits lower. We learnt how to calculate our revenues and know what assets are. We have a lot of group interactions which I think is pretty good. This gave the club a better bonding, this I think the club does not have much. I also think that we still do not know each other pretty well as well. Thus, I think this programme give the members a topic to talk about in the future.
We also learnt about marketing skills. We came up with our own advertisements and posters which I think are pretty good. We have excellent ideas. I feel so proud of our club suddenly. In marketing, we have to know who is our target customers and know what their needs are. In advertising, in terms of the advertisements in the television or posters or flyers, the colours, font of the words used, the graphics used, the size and layout of the flyers and posters are pretty important. We may also need a tagline to attract the customers’ attention.
From this programme, we can present our products better. I also realized that everyone can be a businessman or businesswoman, just that you got to have the passion and enthusiastic and that you have to love what you are doing. If you do not like what you are doing, do not bother about doing it as you will never succeed in what you are doing.
From this course, I also know one successful entrepreneur who is Donald Trump. He owns hundreds of companies and he is a billionaire. He failed once but he got up, he never gave up. He learnt from his mistakes. He worked with people well. He became one of the people I admired and looked up to.
In conclusion, this is a pretty good course and I think it is worth it. Although some parts are pretty boring, we learnt a lot from this programme which can bring us to the working world. This course also inspired us in becoming an entrepreneur. However, I think too many things are taught in only two days, much of the things we did not really fully understand. I think more time should be given and more activities should be carried out so that we understand better. Overall, I enjoyed this course.
Cousin came to play
haha... ytd cousin peanut came to play... why he was called peanut? his name is Jia sheng sound like hua sheng which is equal to peanut... haha... dotts... his ipod got over 700 songs lor... what the hell... he came to borrow the cabble...den i asked what if i dun wanna lend you? den he say you won't dun wan to lend me one la... nice one... he knows my weakness... that is would not say no to those who came to ask me for help... haiz... is it good or bad? i dunno... but i will help in whatever way i can...he kept saying the f word... omg... what the hell... i forbid him to use... he tried not to use... you know why i hate tt f word so much? not only is a vuglar... cos he(the idiot) used it to scold me b4... what the hell...forget it... it is the past... that idiot is the past... den when he left... he said,"ah ji(sister), your beloved boy is leaving."then i told him,"wah... i wanna vomit already."haha...
today will be meeting sham n friends at amk... at 6pm ... kk... going to watch death note and gotta do my reflection liao... jia u... 7 or 8 articles over due... jia u!... ytd watch tt ghost show alone... not bad... quite scary... but y she( the ghost) goes and kill the innocent... i tin she should go haunt her muderer or whatever... i dunno... she quite pitiful... got such background... haiz... kk... gotta go... so bored... haiz... =)
today will be meeting sham n friends at amk... at 6pm ... kk... going to watch death note and gotta do my reflection liao... jia u... 7 or 8 articles over due... jia u!... ytd watch tt ghost show alone... not bad... quite scary... but y she( the ghost) goes and kill the innocent... i tin she should go haunt her muderer or whatever... i dunno... she quite pitiful... got such background... haiz... kk... gotta go... so bored... haiz... =)
Friday, December 01, 2006
boring
haiz... feel so empty... ya... now the exciting in my life is having contact lens... i dunno having contact lens is so troublesome... this morning I had problems putting it in... wth... den forget it... i was running late alr... so just put on my new spectacles... nice one... haiz... put till my right eye sorrowen already... but today need to put 3h... so I came home then put...
meeting in school.... we are getting nowhere.... actually our project is on V's day... but my group(the two guys) wanted to do CNY... so ok lor... but now got one problem... that is teachers might not agree... haiz... what the heck... whatever... but first meeting with my group with two didn't come... i think overall is not bad alr... haha... =) we can do more next time... jia u! =)
haiz... i think that i can express myself more liao... but still i can't tell u everything... haiz... I decided not to think about you alr... you wasted 10 years of my life liao... wasted my brain cells... and wasted my heart... maybe someone needed it more than you... haha... but still have to thank you lor... nth... didn't see you for 10years liao... see you also cán't recognise you... not that this 10 years i didn't see other guys la... just tt you are inreplaceable in my heart... but now I figured it out that you are so... i dunno how to say... for now you are already out of my life... but can I do it is another thing... I dunno I'm that chi qing... put you in my heart for 10 years... we dídn't make any promises... but y should we anyway... haha... weird... but the memories will always stay... everything can be destroyed, but the most valuable thing is memories... if only that time I know or whatever... nvm... it is already too late... I'm young at tt time... you are too... haiz... just say we meet at the wrong time...
love is so... i dunno... so angry... nvm... let nature takes its course ba... this kind of thing can't be force one... if it is yours then it will be yours... haha... okay... so bored... ms lim says got job one... still no reply... sian liao... wanted to do hwk also no heart to do... sian... haiz... ppl say m stubborn... ok... I admit... but so what... any problems? whatever... okay... sian... better learn my lesson and start get things done on my feet... hwk has to be done asap... but lazy always put me down... sian... kk... jia u ba...
meeting in school.... we are getting nowhere.... actually our project is on V's day... but my group(the two guys) wanted to do CNY... so ok lor... but now got one problem... that is teachers might not agree... haiz... what the heck... whatever... but first meeting with my group with two didn't come... i think overall is not bad alr... haha... =) we can do more next time... jia u! =)
haiz... i think that i can express myself more liao... but still i can't tell u everything... haiz... I decided not to think about you alr... you wasted 10 years of my life liao... wasted my brain cells... and wasted my heart... maybe someone needed it more than you... haha... but still have to thank you lor... nth... didn't see you for 10years liao... see you also cán't recognise you... not that this 10 years i didn't see other guys la... just tt you are inreplaceable in my heart... but now I figured it out that you are so... i dunno how to say... for now you are already out of my life... but can I do it is another thing... I dunno I'm that chi qing... put you in my heart for 10 years... we dídn't make any promises... but y should we anyway... haha... weird... but the memories will always stay... everything can be destroyed, but the most valuable thing is memories... if only that time I know or whatever... nvm... it is already too late... I'm young at tt time... you are too... haiz... just say we meet at the wrong time...
love is so... i dunno... so angry... nvm... let nature takes its course ba... this kind of thing can't be force one... if it is yours then it will be yours... haha... okay... so bored... ms lim says got job one... still no reply... sian liao... wanted to do hwk also no heart to do... sian... haiz... ppl say m stubborn... ok... I admit... but so what... any problems? whatever... okay... sian... better learn my lesson and start get things done on my feet... hwk has to be done asap... but lazy always put me down... sian... kk... jia u ba...
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