tired

erm... dun feel like blogging today... but wanna complain! waited for so long! that death note... what the hell no sub title... m sian diao liao... haiz...

bored

haiz... i feel sad... i dunno why... how come the chinese can't be shown? but when i preview it i can see the chinese words... sian...

dun have a good slp last night... dunno why...

i dunno if i can meet my target of getting an ACE... after reading my compo tt i written for the past yr... i think my compo not bad... haha.. just that my expression expression!.... haiz...

i feel so sick sometimes... i know... m emotional... i know it all... that is why m more sensitive and more obervant den anyone else... but i will affect as well... i know i can't be like that... but just can't help it... i tried to act as if i dunno... but can't help to think about it...

Mr Poh having tuition centre... think i should go n try... since my maths is so sucky... haiz...

my feeling for tt guy seems to have faded alr... so paul... dun ask alr... and nobody has confest(spell correctly?) his feelings to me la... dun listen to pauline talk crap... haha...

for now... i shall not go n find the guy that belongs to me... let the nature take his course... got fate den will eventually meet... haha... no fate den i shall be a nun ba... haiz... i read from a romance book that... b4 u died... u will see the person who really belonged to u... i wonder... if the person u married not the other part of u... den will u regret? i wonder wonder... haiz... so bored... haiz...

华文

因为重视你，所以开始注意你，观察你的一举一动。我发现我越来越了解你了，这让我感到心痛。因为你不是我想像中那样完美的人。如今，我的心以硬化了，我渐渐地把你淡忘了。

I&R

wah... nice man... wake up so early... sian... tired...

waste time only... but yc's msn joke really brightened my day... haha... so funny... =)

the pw rehearsal...booked wrong room... nice one... haha... den slide wrong... so it is like wasted...

go sch like wasted... anyway, i signed up for the h3 course la... which i think i won't get it... haiz... if i tell ppl i go sign it... they may laugh their head off... but m dare to try... cos there is no limit n no bounary...n i always believe in miricle... dare to take risk... haha... =) 1st step towards success is that u dare to take ur 1st step out... so what it a failure... say so much... haha... tired... 2 more days to chinese... i still slack here...

helping mad to find her crush pic... which i think like finding a needle in a hay( got use it correctly?) 海底捞针。

tired... sian...buai...

sian

nice one... 3rd post in a day... i must be really bored... struck at evaluation of I&R... sian...

hard core!!! sian... sian... sian... gggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!! haiz... overshot liao lor... if i still continue writing... haiz...

sian

sian... dunno why... the chinese words can't see one... lazy go n change it... haiz... tired... sian... I n R... dun feel like doing it... but have to do it... why time past so fast??? sian... haiz...

ya... refecting... i have changed... but some parts of me didn't... i still like to eye wash cute guys.... haha... =)

bored... i dun feel like doing anything... haiz... feel like going swimming leh... been thinking how to kill my holidays... since this holidays no overseas for us... more sian den ever.... haiz...

plans for the holidays:
1. watch death note
2. learn guitar--> want to learn qing tian... haha...
3. learn piano---> have to ask the price...
4. learn swimming n complete the silver course--> if only gt someone accompany me lor...
5. study!!! prepare for A level!!! --> this is a must!!!
6. read storybooks...
7. find part-time job??? --> if they want to hire me lor... haha...

feel like sleeping... dun feel like doing I&R... so sian...

我的一天

so happy! finally can use chinese le... haha... jus finish reading a chinese storybook... romance de... 好高兴！！ 哈哈。幸福的感觉。haha... so funny...

i think the writer who rote this storybook tittled 《我的蓝颜知己》 is a person who understand love v much...this writer made me hate the girl at the beginning... cos she made used of the guy for 4yrs... when she wants him, she called him, when she dun wan him, she just kicked him away... changing bfs one after another... making him wait for 4yrs... making him hurt when she sees her hurt... but later... i knew that it was her way of loving him... torturing him... it is a risk she took... if she went to the extreme, the guy might left her, den he is not the other part of her life... but he didn't leave...since the day she met him, she alr knew he is hers... 我相信只要两个人相爱不论到哪里，最终还是会在一起的。对，只要相信。i wonder... where is him?? the guy tt belonged to me... i wonder does he ever exist... or he exist but haven appear??? or exist n appear alr but i didn't know... haiz... everytime reads a romance book make me 胡思乱想。

i seemed to have changed... i went to lib ytd... i went to the young ppl section, realised that the bks there... so boring... the books that i used to like, dun attract me anymore... i think i have grown up... that i need to go to the adult section next time liao... haha... i used to like english books more den chinese books... but now... diff... chinese seemed to interest me much more... it had been one yr that i haven't touch a single english fiction book liao... cos maybe... due to GP... that i started to pick up newspaper to read... but not regularly... due to GP i started to move away from these romance fiction books ba... i guess... or cos i got no time??? i do not know.... miserable me... haiz...

My day

woke up early... go sch do project work... aq session... rehearsal... n one hour of saw 1 n saw 2... wah... gross... i wonder why ppl like gruesome stuffs... i rmb watching my 1st gruesome movie,N16... with huili... that is so gross... i dun think i will watch tt kind of movie again.... make my hair stand...

talking abt hair... my bro... wahaha... so funny... he wants to eat more beef... wahaha...

go lib return bks.. n borrowed some books... finally borrowed nice bk... haha... falling in love with the bk!!! great!!!

went aunt hse... wahaha... tell u saw a handsome... this guy was walking under the block while i was outside.... he reached the lift 1st...he entered the lift... den i go press the lift door... got 2 lifts... i press the other one...i pressed then wonder why the door not open since the lift was at my floor(1st floor)... den one head poped out of the other lift... wah... so qiao... it is tt guy... he stops at 4th floor... haha... but i think won't be seeing him liao... cos tuition finish liao lor... haiz... maybe got next yr... wahaha... =) tt guy looked like RQ... haha...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mDlDYa_o-k&eurl= my fav movie!!! titanic...wah... so cool... can't find tt song leh... wanted to put in my blog one... the song so nice... what if... by Kate Winslet... wah... so touching... =)

swimming...

this is the theme song for death note... falling in love with death note liao... haha! =)

sian... i slacked all day... sian... memorising script was such a hard task for me... sian... still rapping u know... if i dun rap... more den 5min leh... sian...

evening go swimming... really crowded... trying to avoid... more difficult to swim... nvm... change lane now n den... i went to the continue swimming lane... but pressure cos all males... so i change back... haha... den after that got one guy came swimming beside me... wahaha... can't see his face cos he is wearing goggles... but his body real gd... gd body complex also... dark skin... but i finished 24laps liao... tired... but i dun wan to go... haiz... but dunno y i go bathe... den it rains... nice one... but i saw second shuai ge... wah... really handsome... opps... he caught me noticing him... so i looked away... can't see him some more... cos we have to go liao... aunt came to fetch us le... haiz... haha... so happy... wahaha...

dinner was great!!! ji jiu n eggs n same what like tom yam... great! i ate two bowls of rice leh... nv eat so much rice one... normally half bowl i sick liao... great and delicious dinner today... haha... i taught boy boy how to say some of the English words... wah... he is so smart... he kissed me... haha... so cute! =)

the phone i wan is n95 which haven come to SG... haiz... 5mp cam... nice nice... haha... but sure ex one... or consider n80 or n73... haha... 3 n 3.2 MP respectively... not bad ar...n93 also not bad! haha... =)

tired... go slp liao... buai... =) see ya... =)

SiAn

u know what? babies need 16.5h of slp daily... while i need 16h of slp daily... like that i no time for other stuffs alr... ytd i slp at 4am... dunno why alr... mayb slp too much...

i dunno why... i felt so sad... haiz... part of me was excited cos can't wait for the contact lens to come... but part of me also fear... fear the new me... fear i dunno how to wear contact lens... fear i not use to it... haiz... dunno... later tt shop owner vomit blood... scare gt eye infection also... haiz... dunno...

found my chinese ans sheet... hee... my mum found it under the sofa... so sweet of her... ya.. den i do tt set of chinese lor... n nth else alr... den slack... wait till the time for me to go to teach benedict... today is the most productive one... 2 sets of english and one set of science... not bad ar... den he went back to his maple again.... i released him early since he is a good student... he is smart... hope he does well in exams! =)

dunno why keep losing things recently... today i was trying to find my facial wash... wanted to wash my face b4 gg out... wah lao... can't find... at night ask my mum gt see or not.. nice one... get scolding from her... finally it was all along under my table... nice one... haiz... so sway...

dunno why m such a sleepy head... can sleep anytime anywhere... haiz... nice one... tt time at lib, also can like tt fell asleep... haiz... really need 16h of slp a day den enough... 4h of study... den i left with 4h... 2h goes to eat,bath... 2h left to play... watch tv... online... shopping... movies... music... entertainment... nice one... haiz...

still think N90 the best! =) price??? if not i will get N80... hee =)

wah... memorise the script till vomit blood... 3 more Q cards to go... haiz... i want a perfect OP! i say PERFECT... haha... u know how much i hate memorising... cos i think it is too dumb... but for now i shall do dumb things... haiz... u know why i like phyiscs n chem more compared to bio... cos bio need memborising wk.... while physics n chem dun need... but now... i dunno if i like chem now... cos chem need to memorise stuffs... sian... n i spent so much time yet the result still like tt... but physics... diff... i spent much more little time... tot no hope for phyiscs liao... to my dismay... i passed... nice one... haha... maths... dun say le.... can get a much better grade if not for tt qns... graveful mistake i made ever... haiz...

I&R... dun feel like doing... sian... lazy to go search for the I&R notes... so late liao... stupid kept hogging the com to play ms... sian diao liao... haiz... rmb to return lib bks... 22laps tml! =) jia u! n rmb my script by tml... hee... =) u can do it! jia u!

now tt i found my goal... not the long term goal... goal for block test... mid yr... and a lvl... but i still dunno what i want to do in life... what is my ambition??? think for 2days liao... haiz... still dun have an ans to this qns... haiz... my goal in life is to make alot of money n travel the world.... but ... i dunno what i wanna do... sian... what my aunt said today to his son: guys dun study are useless u know... no cert useless u know... u think ur wife will support u ar... no wan will want u ar if ur studies not gd... sis(me) can go marry a rich n he can support her... tt is what is gd abt a woman... dun go marry a useless guy...
i was like dotts... how can she say such a thing to a young boy... although i know tt is reality... m a practical girl... but... m an independent girl also... but m lost right now... blur n misery abt my life... how i wish gt someone to enlighten me... haiz...

Slacking at home

nice one... wanted to study chinese one... den found that my ans sheet lost... then i no mood to study liao... slack... den pauline called me... talked for quite long... ya... she broke the news to me... i know she is confused right now... but still have to make a choice... a choice that is right for her... a choice that she won't regret next time... a choice that suitable for her... no one can give her an ans... a choice that she has to make it on her... that is how u have to grow up... if u make this decision... u have make a step to growing up... understand girl? dun worry... things will go just fine... =) no one can help u make the decision, no one can give u the ans, only can give u advise cos u r the only person who know what u wan urself, what u wan in life, only u r the person who understand urself the best... jia u! =)

sian... den i slack again... hoping that paper will pop out of no where... but it is not... dunno fly where alr... sian... den pauline called me say gt jj... den i go watched... i think i watched tt b4.. he looked so... nvm... in my eyes, he v shuai... haha... his voice so gd lor... haha... love his voice... love his songs... maybe shall change my blog song to his...

den dunno why... i fell asleep on the sofa... wah... den till 7pm something i woke up... oh man... den waited for my mum to call... finally she called...

tell u my experience in the opticial shop... this shop i nv been b4... but i think this optics shop is the best one i have been so far... not that i have been to lots of optics shop la... jus that the last one i have been too been close down or move away i dunno... most slightly is closed down... so poor service... hee... so evil... this optics shop i went to rite... not v fanciful... u won't notice it rite away... it is quite a small shop... but tell u... this shop owner quite friendly... not bad looking also if u look closely... quite a sensitive guy and a gd father... haha... heard him talking to his son over the phone... den quite high tech also...eye check up... get the checking of my degree... nice one... my left eye degree went up... den he said my dunno what the axis not correct... den he used dunno what light to screen my eyes... den check my cornea (man i forget how to spell- bio gone down the drain) size...say i gt lots of tears... v gd... cos i wan to wear contact lens what... i forget the last process is for what... jus me look up look left look down... got the light thingy... den he asked me u gt eye infection b4... i said gt red eyes b4... den he said ya... cos ur right eye got scar... i was like... omg...nvm... den gg to change spect also... he showed me a few trendy spect... i choose the blue one of cos... haha... with frame... with trendy design... wah... nice one... contact lens cum glasses... $400 bucks... haiz... so ex... why do i have short sighted.... sian...

wah... one day like tt spend finish liao... really gotta start studying chinese liao!!! jia u!!! later regret den die... haiz... go go go!!! better go slp... i think m gg to change song... shall i?? jj song??? dunno... sian...

N90 rocks man... camera 5MP! wow... so cool... i dunno what the price... wah... m too stress is it? keep spending money... haiz... sian... sometimes... i wonder... what i wanna do in life??? i really dunno what i want to do in life... i jus wan to be like bill gate like tt earn lots of money... hee... my ideal house is a house by the sea... high tech... transparent when i wan it.. can see the stars... got swimming pools... gt garden... gt backyard... haiz... still dunno what is my ambition... sian... a teacher? an actoress??? since i can trick sy... haha... okay... hope i will know what i wan to do in my life soon... see ya... it is really late alr...

promos...

i wasn't afraid... as i knew i promoted as our ct alr told us earlier... i think the teachers moderated alot as i wasn't able to promote in the 1st place... so m glad... so haiz... no ace... nice one... the result was terrible... i said terrible... didn't get such a bad result b4...okay... will try harder! work hard and smart! jia u! goal is to get to top 25 percent then i can get the money... haha... yeah! =)

great job guys! haha! my class all got promoted!!! =) dunno why guys(males) like cars so much... dun understand... haiz...

went to eat mac at amk... with joanne n yc... wah... so full... nice one... haiz... shop... see hp... wan the N80 so badly!!! shall i get it??? but it is so ex... how ar??? feel so bad... mum also say dun get such an ex handphone... haiz.. but N80 really rox leh... or 800i sony ericson one??? wah... so fan...

den go meet sham at bishan lib... nice one... she was late... i was so sleepy that i fell asleep... haiz... tired...

i hope pauline is okay... jia u... what's done can't be undone... just work towards what u got... jia u! =)

wanted to scare my mum that i gt retain... but she knew from my smile she knew i was kidding with her... haiz... haha... my cd!!! =)

sian... tired... tml no sch... work towards my goals! jia u! =) my ace for chinese!!! and PW!!! =) and after that chiong my tys!!! jia u!! work smart and hard!!! gogogo! =)

change blogskin

tired... really tired of my life liao... haiz...

didn't bring tie today... whatever... as if i care much... why do we need to wear it anyway??? sian man... whatever...

haiz... op... dun wan to mention liao... take care tl... will do better with more rehearsal! jia u! =)

good news: whole class got promoted to J2! yeah! 3 cheers to 0617!!! =) bad news... haiz... dun wan to talk about it...

haha... me and yc crap in the lib... haha... talk alot... thanks ar... make me feel much better... hee...

change my blogskin... i love it! yeah!

haha... u know what happened? i told my mum, "ma." den she gt fed-up as i accidentally gg to break her teapot... den she scold me... den she asked again, what is it? den i show attitude..."actually, i got gd news, den u dun wan to listen, den forget it lor...haha."

k, important things to do:
1. study chinese
2. memborise script
3. watch death notes animate... haha...

kk... gotta go... see ya... =) see liao zai... =)

Neoprints

My these few days...

tt day... deepvali...went to aunt's hse to tutor her son... one hour!!! haiz... actually is two hours... haiz... invited by Raja to her house... saw rachel, she became prettier! raja gave us nice food! yummy... i love the curry... haha... =) stay at her room for 2 to 3 hours??? dunno... den finally came out of her house... her house quite big, two houses combine tgt... den her house gt swing leh... so cool... thanks raja! =)

sunday... what i do ar? i can't rmb... i think i went swiming... can't remember liao... haha...

monday... ytd rite... oh... games day... biz sale... tired... went tutor an an also... wah... real tired out... haiz...

today... do maths tutorial... do till vomit blood... do n slp at the same time... den went swimming... 20laps!!!!! yeah!!!! target for the year: 30 laps... jia u... hee... 20 laps within one hour... that is pretty slow rite... haiz...

gt op rehearsal tml... jia u lor... watching death note after chinese exam... jia u... haha! =) tired... better go slp now... or else gt eye bags liao... buai! =)

Neoprints

Birthday!

Happy Belated Birthday Yvonne! =)

Happy Birthday Shang Yi ! =)

SY's bd celebration

specially choose yellow-orange as SY like it... morning... rain... nice one... quite big... at the bus stop, an NY girl asked me, " need umbrella? i can lend u, we can share..." i rejected cos i gt one... but she is so sweet in offering me... hee...

den was shocked cos nobody was at the bench... cos our usual meeting place... nobody there... scare me... haiz..

den go hall... den say something hindu can go home earlier... den yc say" m hindu"... i actually wanted to say u not dark enough but dunno why i ended up saying... u too fat... wah lao... feel liks scolding my big fat mouth... what the hell wrong lor... nice one... yc is not fat lor... wah lao... what the hell m doing... i also dunno... nvm... haiz...

presention... wah... last group... nice one... so boring... and tired... and scary... but it is all over...i was rapping... i think i can go join jay chou... haha... treat as learning point! jia u! =)

haha... great sy's celebration ytd!!! u know what i do? waste my energy to give shang's the bd present... haha... thanks joanne for accompanying me... haha... den she said, " still early what?" den i act blur, " huh? tml (her bd is on 21/10) m not meeting u what? Happy Birthday! " haha... this idea suggested by lou... not bad ar...

den meeting... meet lou at bishan j8 to buy cake... nice cake at bread talk... haha.. =) den at the mrt... huiyi joker lor... she called lou, " asking her how? she wanted to see shang and pass her the present... " den lou dunno... den she asked me... den i also v blur... den huiyi say, " kk, nvm, i call sam n ask her how..." b4 lou can reply... she alr hang off... den my phone was ringing... haha... nice one... hui yi... i was with lou all along... haha...

so the plan... i go buy the tickets as scare no tickets... den lou go meet huiyi n bring huiyi to meet with shang n sl at dauby ghaut mrt... shang dunno huiyi is coming...

wah feel like an idiot... waiting..holding so many stuffs- cake, popcorn,drinks, tickets.. but nvm... it is worth it... hee... den finally... see shang's surprised look... when she sees me... cos she dunno i will be there...but sad thing is huiyi gtta leave as our movie has started alr... huiyi can't join us as she still gt cca in sch.. sad...

roob-b-hood rocks! so funny... the baby is so cute!!! =) nice nice! worth it! although gt the shit thingy... abit disgusting... haha... the baby is so cute... oh... it is touching also... wah... got cheated at the last part... not bad alr... although m tired but still can concentrate on watching movie... so u think leh... it is a great movie! good... although a bit in front la... but still not as bad....

next plan... pauline came... i acted like m rushing to meet my friends... but main reason is that to meet pauline... den cake at lou's hand... so i told lou to act like go toilet and ask shang to accompany... den pass the cake to us... meet at the pasta( dunno how to spell)... den she finally came... we t0ok photos and sang songs... haha... food is nice... haha... cheesy... great!!!

den we went to take neoprint... haha.. so funny... sl took a shuai pic... not bad ar...

den mad came... cos her tuition was near PS... haha.... not bad ar...but nvm... gt come can alr... haha... shang so easily gt cheated? haha... so funny... yappz... great celebration... hee... =)

Stupid

wah... nice one... i feel so stupid lor... you know why? cos i tot thursday which is ytd is taking the main result ma... den i go tell my mum... den i was like a bit worry for whole day... wah... waste my time worrying... cos next thurs den take... so next wk then worry... for now... can't wait for shang's bd celebration... haha... photos and more photos...

my mum is so sweet! =)

haiz... worry for nth... stupid la... haiz... nvm... m gg slp... still haven watch teeth even... but m hungry leh... how ar? haiz... tml den eat la... tired... go slp... still got 3 ed left lor... sian... haiz...

Haiz

wah... so sad... dunno why so sad... dunno why bro so bad to me today... keep complaining me to mother... i alr feel so sad alr.. haiz.. nvm... i dun care alr... feel like crying... but i dun wan... sian... how i wish... dun worry... everything will have a solution... there is a will, there is a way... jia u! dun worry! =)