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u know what? babies need 16.5h of slp daily... while i need 16h of slp daily... like that i no time for other stuffs alr... ytd i slp at 4am... dunno why alr... mayb slp too much...

i dunno why... i felt so sad... haiz... part of me was excited cos can't wait for the contact lens to come... but part of me also fear... fear the new me... fear i dunno how to wear contact lens... fear i not use to it... haiz... dunno... later tt shop owner vomit blood... scare gt eye infection also... haiz... dunno...

found my chinese ans sheet... hee... my mum found it under the sofa... so sweet of her... ya.. den i do tt set of chinese lor... n nth else alr... den slack... wait till the time for me to go to teach benedict... today is the most productive one... 2 sets of english and one set of science... not bad ar... den he went back to his maple again.... i released him early since he is a good student... he is smart... hope he does well in exams! =)

dunno why keep losing things recently... today i was trying to find my facial wash... wanted to wash my face b4 gg out... wah lao... can't find... at night ask my mum gt see or not.. nice one... get scolding from her... finally it was all along under my table... nice one... haiz... so sway...

dunno why m such a sleepy head... can sleep anytime anywhere... haiz... nice one... tt time at lib, also can like tt fell asleep... haiz... really need 16h of slp a day den enough... 4h of study... den i left with 4h... 2h goes to eat,bath... 2h left to play... watch tv... online... shopping... movies... music... entertainment... nice one... haiz...

still think N90 the best! =) price??? if not i will get N80... hee =)

wah... memorise the script till vomit blood... 3 more Q cards to go... haiz... i want a perfect OP! i say PERFECT... haha... u know how much i hate memorising... cos i think it is too dumb... but for now i shall do dumb things... haiz... u know why i like phyiscs n chem more compared to bio... cos bio need memborising wk.... while physics n chem dun need... but now... i dunno if i like chem now... cos chem need to memorise stuffs... sian... n i spent so much time yet the result still like tt... but physics... diff... i spent much more little time... tot no hope for phyiscs liao... to my dismay... i passed... nice one... haha... maths... dun say le.... can get a much better grade if not for tt qns... graveful mistake i made ever... haiz...

I&R... dun feel like doing... sian... lazy to go search for the I&R notes... so late liao... stupid kept hogging the com to play ms... sian diao liao... haiz... rmb to return lib bks... 22laps tml! =) jia u! n rmb my script by tml... hee... =) u can do it! jia u!

now tt i found my goal... not the long term goal... goal for block test... mid yr... and a lvl... but i still dunno what i want to do in life... what is my ambition??? think for 2days liao... haiz... still dun have an ans to this qns... haiz... my goal in life is to make alot of money n travel the world.... but ... i dunno what i wanna do... sian... what my aunt said today to his son: guys dun study are useless u know... no cert useless u know... u think ur wife will support u ar... no wan will want u ar if ur studies not gd... sis(me) can go marry a rich n he can support her... tt is what is gd abt a woman... dun go marry a useless guy...
i was like dotts... how can she say such a thing to a young boy... although i know tt is reality... m a practical girl... but... m an independent girl also... but m lost right now... blur n misery abt my life... how i wish gt someone to enlighten me... haiz...