Ordinary People

My phone card memory was corrupted the other day and I was sad that I lost my 2 favourite songs 'Someone To Watch Over Me' & 'Try' sang by Asher Book. I got to know these songs via the movie Fame. Then I was searching over the net and got to listen to the rest of the soundtrack from this movie. All the songs are good and two of the songs I quite like out the many. Below are the lyrics. =)

Ordinary People by Asher Book

[Verse 1]

Girl I'm in love with you

This ain't the honeymoon

Past the infatuation phase

Right in the thick of love

At times we get sick of love

It seems like we argue everyday

I know I misbehaved

And you made your mistakes

And we both still got room left to grow

And though love sometimes hurts

I still put you first

And we'll make this thing work

But I think we should take it slow

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people

We don't know which way to go

'cause we're ordinary people

Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)

This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)

This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 2]

This ain't a movie no

No fairy tale conclusion ya'll

It gets more confusing everyday

Sometimes it's heaven sent

Then we head back to hell again

We kiss and we make up on the way

I hang up you call

We rise and we fall

And we feel like just walking away

As our love advances

We take second chances

Though it's not a fantasy

I Still want you to stay

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people

We don't know which way to go

'cause we're ordinary people

Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)

This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)

This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 3]

Take it slow

Maybe we'll live and learn

Maybe we'll crash and burn

Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,

Maybe you'll return

Maybe another fight,

Maybe we won't survive

But maybe we'll grow

We never know baby you and I

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people

We don't know which way to go

'cause we're ordinary people

Maybe we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people

We don't know which way to go

'cause we're ordinary people

Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)

This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)

This time we'll take it slow

Take it slow

Take it slow

This time we'll take it slow...

Hold Your Dream by Naturi Naughton, Asher Book, Kay Panabaker

Countless hours of learning more

Countless hours of knowing less

Clouds are behind you, you have to look ahead

So many doubts running through your mind

All the excuses, don't have the time

All the rejection, you have to leave behind

Leave it all behind

Hold your dreams, don't ever let it go

Be yourself and let the world take notice

You'll find strength when people bring you down

They will see if you will only, only believe

Someway somehow

Don't give up now

Don't be afraid to succeed

Someway somehow

The time is right now

Don't be afraid to succeed

Hold your dreams don't ever let it go

Be yourself let the world take notice

You'll find strength when people bring you down

They will see if you will only, only believe

I like the lyrics of Hold your dream. Nice! =)

Badminton

6 August 2010 Friday

Had badminton with Madeline & Raja who came much later. Had a great workout after so long. I was aching all over now even though I was kind of slacking throughout the whole time. Haha!

I came online and saw on facebook that my primary school friend, a girl who once sat besides me, is married. First is surprised, marry at such young age. She is same age as me by the way. Secondly, I'm happy for her. Haha!

I also spy on Mr Patrick Poh, my J1 Mathematics teacher. He and his girlfriend are so sweet together.

Married at age 21, while I didn't have yet a proper boyfriend. Why do I have a sudden urge to have a boyfriend? Haha! Just seeing people sweet makes me have the urge I guess. Oh well, my close friends seem to have boyfriends one by one. I'm definitely happy for them but then again feel a bit lonely for myself I guess.

Well, all leave to fate I guess. I secretly hope that JJ is my boyfriend. Wahaha! I think I'm thinking too much.

Okay, not much process today. I got to finish tax by tonight before I go to bed. 3 more chapters to go! Go go go!

My right index finger is injured! My oh my!

Okay! See you!

Loves,

Sam =)

Last Day of School

Thursday, 5 August 2010

Last day of school. Initially did not have much of a feeling. But I was just standing on level 3 at block A looking down at the green patch of grass below. I didn't really see properly how the school is for the last 2 years in this school. Feel kind of sad I guess.

Had a mini gathering with schoolmates and the lecturer Stephen Lee. Feel more emotional. He is one of my favourite lecturer. I realised I didn't take picture with Dr. Das too. He is also my favourite accounting lecturer. I will miss them! But probably not the school I guess. The school needs some upgrading please.

Had a great movie of Despicable Me with Charmaine. =) It is a funny and lame movie. If you are in for some comedy or some lame stuffs, this might be the movie for you. Catch it soon, it is going to be down. I seriously think the cinemas shall pay me some advertising fees for helping them to promote the movies for them. Haha!

Had a great talk with Charmaine. Might be considering to go HK together! =)

For now, please be focus on studies! Go go go! =)

Love,

Sam =)

Changing a new blog

I feel like changing a new blog...

It has been 4 years since I used this blog already.

Wow! Time sure passed fast.

I will miss school.

People change. Environment changes.

I think I change too. Is it?

Wanted to do so much things. But were not done.

Is it excuse? Or is it that I'm just not good enough? Or I just can't be bothered?

Determination and perseverance are what I lack of as always.

三分钟热度 is another of my weakness I guess. Be it in swimming. In abacus. In drawing. Why I didn't continue to learn them. I wonder from time to time. I always thought I have no regrets. But I guess these are my regrets.

Now, even when I was in my teens. Guitar. I pick up and learn. But it was left untouched. I picked up again in my beginning stage of my young adult life. It was left alone again.

I seriously need some reflections of my own. To think of how shall I improve for the better. so that to fulfill the many dreams that I have. I know you can! Yes I can! =)

I shall now be focus! FOCUS! on study!

Love you! =)

Sam

Durians

My dad bought durians when he heard I got craving for durians. So sweet! =)

Yummy yummy.

The only man who loves me, I guess is my dad liaoz.

I heard a erm is it called rumor? or is it a saying that dad's daughter is his previous lives wife or mistress. Maybe is true. Haha!

I love you dad. So mushy!

I got back pain these couple of days... dunno why... damn... okay...

See ya!

Bye!

Sam =)

I found the song liao...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3wXnWulrpSs&feature=related

Nick周湯豪 - 翻頁作廢

what sup 我知道你看我不順眼
so what 我不想再看到你的臉
shut up 拜託給我一點空間
我說 Let it go，let it go 不要浪費時間
我不會說謊 沒打算假裝
說我 直接 無所謂
太多戲劇化 會讓我害怕
Sorry，I just wanna to be myself today

Yesterday 失敗後悔 Tomorrow 完美蛻變
Yesterday 翻頁作廢 Tomorrow is brand new day
what sup 我知道你看我不順眼
so what 我不想再看到你的臉
shut up 拜託給我一點空間
我說 Let it go，let it go 不要浪費時間
我不懂表達 誤解我尬尷
猶豫 不決 Try Again
滾開吧複雜 少說些廢話
Go away，I just don`t wanna see your face
Yesterday 失敗後悔 Tomorrow 完美蛻變
Yesterday 翻頁作廢 Tomorrow is brand new day x3

Enjoy!

Sam

New singer

I just got to hear about a new singer name Nick Chou 周汤豪 a couple of days ago if I'm not wrong in 娱乐百分百。I didn't really paying attention to him. But today the whole show is about him. So got to know more about this guy. Well, his dance is not bad. Singing also not bad. Looks also not too bad. He looks a bit like Wilber Pan when he wears sunglasses. But I still feel there is something lacking in him. Maybe experience or some X- factors he needs.

I quite like the song he sang just now I dunno the title though, something like yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a brand new day. He played guitar while he was singing this to a fan of this. That part is nice.

Some of the songs that sang by him...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F4lJnizbBeY&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsZGdC1-anY

Do support new singers k. haha!

JJ got a new shop at cineleisure call smudge! I wanan go! But no time. Sianz.

take a look at his shop....

http://www.smudgestore.com/live/index.php

Love him! =)

Okay, I shall stay cheerful!

Sam =)

Staying Cheerful

I was kind of shot by Pauline on MSN like two days ago saying that people usually blog about their lives whereas this Malaysian girl blog about Econs so I shall start you know blog about something more what is vocab I shall use here? Pai seh, my vocab is limited. Useful I should say?

but anyway, her blog web is here... http://econsmajor.wordpress.com/

Wait till I can think of something useful to blog. Because I'm a person who heck care? Nah, I do care okay, just that I don't show it or don't know how to express myself? Haha! You know me, I'm a very cool person! haha!

But anyway, thanks Uncle Haely for the study time and ice cream on Sunday! haha! Anyway, he won't be reading my blog.

Watched Sorcerer's Apprentice with my two uncles, Sam and Haely on Tuesday. Haha! Thanks guys! =) The movie is great! What is the main actor name again? David right? He is not handsome but he is definitely a happy go lucky person. So funny. Haha! Is a recommended show by me! Good!

More movies I wanted to watch... haha!

Toy Story 3!

Street Dance!

Okay, study comes first k. I miss you. =)

Sam

Updates about my life

Wed

Went to celebrate Vera's BD at Wild Honey at Mandarin Gallery. Then we went shopping for BD present for Charmine and me. Thanks guys for the bag! I love it! Although I also like the other one... but that one too ex liao... I will buy that next time! Shall add that to my dream chart. haha!

Then we went Kbox at Cine without Vera apparently. From 10pm we sang till 3am like that? We were damn tired! Thanks Billy for sending me home.

Thurs

Went to Seleigde beancurb shop at boon keng there. With tang yuan. I don't think it is very nice. Not up to my standard apparently.

Then went Kbox again at Stadium. only 2.5h this time. Sian.

After that went to eat tian ji porridge at Geylang.

I went home before the last bus. The rest went pool I think to happy. Haha!

I watched Karate Kid. Very nice!

Seemed like I'm enjoying my night life.

Fri

Did assignment but kanna stuck so went to watch Toy Story 1 & Part of 2.

Sat

Finished up Toy Story 2. So cute. The toys are alive! At the same time, kind of scary too. haha!

I slept almost the whole day. Then in the evening, went to celebrate Mad's bd at Sake. Although no cake but kind of great! haha! I put eyeliner that Wan Hui gave me I had a hard time putting it. But my beloved secondary friends said nice! wahaha! =)

Wanted to wear my newly bought heels but when I reached under my block, my legs are damn painful. So I decided to go up and changed again. Haha! Silly hor.

Went to Timbre after Sake. Intended to go sing de. But it is a sat! Damn ex! haha!

No cake for today.

Shall start studying! =)

Sam

哭了

我一个人默默地哭了。是情绪的解放吗？还是长期以来的压力？

我累了。我真的累了。

原来，我没想像的那么坚强。

原来，我每天说没事是装出来的。

原来，我的微笑也是伪装的。

假装不在乎，其实很在乎的吧？

我知道不可以，也不能，只因为你有了别人。

我不在乎，是自我催眠吧？

我一直都知道有很多人关心。

所以，得活得开心。

但，又为何那么的辛苦, 那么的累？

我一直不喜欢假装的人，但如今自己已成了一个。

看到你，有一种厌烦的感觉。为什么？

Why do I feel "fan" whenever I see your sms?

Why do I need to report everything to everyone?

I feel restricted.

I'm sorry for being emotional.

I'm sorry for always throwing my temper.

I just need a break, I just need to withdraw from everything!

Hi!

Where the hell is everyone? No one updated their blogs...

I have no motivation to update too.

Haiz.

That's all.

Can't find information!

Sian!

Okay, see ya!

Movies

Movies that I wanted to watch...

1. Despicable Me

2. Nodame Catabile- The Finale

3. Eclipse

4. Toy Story 3

5. The Karate Kid

6. Street Dance ( I saw the trailer just now! Really nice! I love their dance steps!)

And there are more to come! But no time! Grr!

Okay, gotta do my assignment 1st! haha!

Bye!

Science Centre

Been pretty busy these days and will become busier as assignments are due soon and exams are coming up soon! Man! I'm so worried! I shall start planning for revision soon!

Went to Science Centre on Sunday with Wan Hui, Jing Yi & my parents. I had a great time! Thanks mum! =) I learnt a lot of things! So fun! I haven't finished looking through all the things! Science Centre, my new hangout place! Haha! Who is with me?

I ate fast food 3 times last week! So unhealthy! It is a no no!

Went to Lot 1 at CCK after Science Centre to shop for some stuffs. WH gave me a eyeliner for my birthday present. It was a 4 months late present. How nice? haha! But anyway, thanks. Anyway, I doubt she reads my blog. She knows I like it anyway. Haha!

Finally got to finish up my tax and submitted. My two days of sleepless nights thanks to it. Better get a good score from it. Haha! I failed my tax test that why, hopefully this will do well.

Went to watch Inception last night with Flo, Andrea, Xiao Xue & Billy. It was a really great movie! Omg! I mean the storyline is just so interesting. I love the actions, the storyline and plots as well. The movie is just great! Totally worth the money and time. I don't mind paying $10 for it though I only paid $7, this one is said to Wan Li! haha! Kanna conned to watch Chloe. Haha! Okay, it is over liao. Look forward.

It is my bro's bd today. Happy Birthday Bro! He didn't read my blog as well, I just say for fun.

Okay, for deep secrets, you need to go into my deepest brain when I'm asleep. Haha!

I shall see what shall I do for my next assignment. See ya! =)

Tax!

Tax tax tax!

Need to finish it! Grr!

Tired

Really alot of things happened ytd... so tired.... I'm hurt... I cried.... whatever... life moves on...

Travelling day

13 July 2010

I went to help my dad to collect the winning for the World Cup. But to my sadness, there was no winnings cos it was only counted for 90min and Spain only kicked in after the 90min. Haiz, sad, I thought I can "coop" some.

But anyway, I was late to meet Jael and friends at Liang Court for her welcome home. I took bus 143 there. But I missed the stop and took all the way to Jurong Point bus interchange. It was a 1.5h journey. Damn it. What's more? During the journey, there is a smoker, apparently just finished his stick and sat besides me. Omg, damn smelly. Whatever. After he left, there is an old lady sat besides me kept coughing and she got saliva or bad breathe whenever she coughed. Sorry for being so picky. But I really can't stand it. Haiz. But I endured the long hours journey thanks to the songs in my phone. I wasted my $1.83! Sorry Jael, didn't go meet you guys at Liang Court. Really really sorry.

When I reached the JP bus interchange, it was already 4pm. I was supposed to be at Tampines at 4pm. Nice one. So I took MRT to tampines. Another 1h trip! Nice one! Then after that another 45min trip to Aloha Chalet. Apparently we alighted at the wrong bus stop so we walked back to Fairy Point Chalet 7. Apparently I was told that it was the biggest chalet. Yap, it was big! It can actually hold 200 plus of us. Haha! Heard some great news.

Took Taxi home. Really really tired.... I need to finish my q1 for tax assignment! Damn, have been dragging for pretty long already!

Oh ya, I recently play a game called Millionaire City on FB, I love it alot. Haha! That is my dream career actually, to own houses etc. Haha! So cool right! If you are interested, do look up this game and play. Haha!

Okay, see ya! =)

Sam

Just So You Know

Today, I went through my music list in my phone on my way back home from school. Then I came across this song Just So You Know by Jesse McCartney. I believed I have listened to it many times already. But it describes my feelings at that point of time? or recently? or this couple of months I guess. Below is the lyrics... Enjoy! =)

Just So You Know

by Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you but I want to

I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you but I can't move

I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to

I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you but I can't move

I can't look away

And I don't know

How to be fine when I'm not

'Cause I don't know

How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know

This feeling's takin' control

Of me and I can't help it

I won't sit around

I can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go

Of you but I don't want to

I just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to be around you

There's so much I can't say

Do you want me to hide the feelings

And look the other way

And I don't know

How to be fine when I'm not

'Cause I don't know

How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know

This feeling's taking' control

Of me and I can't help it

I won't sit around

I can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go

Of you but I don't want to

I just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me

And I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long

Lookin' back I realize it was always there

Just never spoken

I'm waitin' here

Been waitin' here

Just so you know

This feeling's takin' control

Of me and I can't help it

I won't sit around

I can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go

Of you but I don't want to

Just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know, just so you know

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go

Of you but I don't want to

Just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know, just so you know

I saw Madeline's latest post about her dad saying her staying in the room and being single. At that moment, I thought of my mum kept asking me to bring home my boyfriend and kept asking which one is my boyfriend when I showed her some of the photos I printed recently. Nice one. My boyfriend is JJ Lin can? If only he accepts me. Haha! He is so cute!

Okay. Enough of crapping.

Talking about soccer, my dad watched with me last morning with me too. Just that I fell asleep halfway. He was very happy that Spain won as he bet on Spain. But he bought like $20? Then the payout is like $1 to $1.95. So he will get back like $39. So the gain is like $19? $19 of winning and he was like so happy. He is so cute right? Haha!

okay, shall go off now. See ya! =)

Sam

World Cup

I intended to watch the final match of world cup of Spain Vs Netherlands, I watched like 30min and I fell asleep! Nice one. Pauline, Andrea and Billy must be laughing at me sia. haha! I woke up at around 6am sia. nice one! Haiz!

But ended up Spain won. 1-0. Yap.

That's all.

See ya! =)

Chloe

I reached home in the morning after louisa's chalet. Then Wan Li dated me to watch movie. The movie is Chloe. R21. My 1st R21 I guess. And she said till the movie v nice. So my expectation is there for the movie.

It is okay la, not too bad ba. I dunno. Too serious for me. I still prefer those with laughters and romance. Haha!

Actually I have a lot to say. But when I was here, my mind is blank. I'm awaiting for my soccer... see ya...

Sam

louisa's 21st

Hi yo! I'm now at Louisa's chalet. I'm supposed to be sleeping but I can't sleep! Old man! The chalet was fun with good food and good people. Haha! :)

But during the bbq, we received a shocking news! Huiyi has a boyfriend since LAST YEAR! & we have been kept in the dark! Oh man! Shocking when she bought him to the chalet. It was a pleasant surprise for everyone. Haha! Shall bi gong next time when we meet. :)

First Impression

Seemed like when you look at person for the first time, the first impression for that person stayed there in your mind. I dunno if it is true but it seemed true for those who are around me.

Anyway, I was in bus 56 this afternoon then I let an elderly lady to sit. After she alighted, she came to me to personally thank me and she told me she had a bruise last Sunday. I was surprised and happy that I only offer you a seat. No need to be so polite. But anyway, I was happy. =)

Pain from wearing high heels for pretty long. The white heels that Wan Li and I went to Chinatown to buy it. I'm wearing it for the 1st time and it gave me blisters! Pain!

okay, the end. Bye! =)

Sam

Fun day! =)

Celebrated Ryan's 26th BD in the school canteen. Photos in FB.

Shopping with Pauline at Bugis Street. Photos at FB too. Bought Jay Chou CD at $12. Dunno is fake or what... the uncle said is SG version. I think I kanna con. whatever.

Bought eyelashes. Bought a high heels that I really like! Photos at FB too.

Chalet at Aranda Country Club. Great! =)

Have a great time! =)

Candy Empire Day

I woke up late for lesson on Monday. Ended up I reached school like 11.40am. The lecture would end at 12pm. So I shall skip lecture.

Went for lunch...

Intended to go Orchard but took wrong bus and alighted at Dauby Ghaut instead. Supposed to meet Shu Wen but she just woke up! Nice one ar!

So I walked to Candy Empire behind 313 Somerset.

I spent $70 plus there! Damn it! Thanks to Shu Wen! haiz!

There are the stuffs I bought....

These few days will be quite busy... haha!

The end.... I'm having a bad headache.... I guess I didn't sleep well the past few nights....

See ya!

Sam

My days

2 July 2010

I went to UON Ball on Friday night. Firstly, I want to apologize to my friends who endure my emo and temper during the past one week or so... haha! Secondly, I want to thank my friends who helped me in my preparation to the ball. Thanks Charmaine, Vera, Sharon, Xiao Xue & Rainnie for accompany to buy, select and give suggestions for my shoes and clutch. Thanks Sharon for lending her dress to me. Thanks Wan Hui for painting my nails and thanks Rainnie for helping me put make up and many more. =)

I had fun on the day. Hehe! Shall explain more if you ask me. Haha! Thanks my friends for being there for me. My legs are damn pain that day! Walk on heels. Thank you very much! =) Photos on facebook by the way.

3rd July 2010

I went to Sham's house to celebrate her 21st birthday. It was fun as I got to catch up with Sham, Lou, Li Ming and Wei Siong. Great! Good food, I love the mutton! Damn nice! =) Sweden's ice cream cake too! =) Photos and video on FB too. Check it out! =)

4th July 2010

I watched finished You're Beautiful! Omg! I felt good that it was a happy ending but after that I feel emo sia... dunno why, maybe sad that I can't get to continue to watch it. Scenes of the drama kept repeating/ playing in my mind. It was good! The guys are so sweet and the girl is so cute! If I'm a guy I will fall in love with her also. I watched till 8am plus... I didn't sleep the whole night to watch. Damn it. I have been sleeping late like pass 5am then sleep. I shall turn back my biology clock...

I packed my room and still packing because it was really messy that I don't know how to pack... I self entertain by taking photos...

I found 2 Ikea catalogues just to realised both are 2010. Actually that day go Ikea no need to steal because I also have one already. Opps...

So I made dream charts...

This is the cubic cube that I borrowed from Mad like 2 years ago? I think she had forgotten already. Haha! But till now I still don't get to solve it while my brother solved it already and that why there is some wear and tear in the cube. Just get to realize I'm such a 三分钟热度 person. Thinking back, I learnt guitar halfway, I learnt knitting halfway, swimming, abusus. I need to change this bad habit!

This is the board that my beloved sec sch friends made for me. =) I finally put in up on my wall! I got to see this everyday. Haha! Next time pls put prettier pictures. thanks!

This is the sticky sweets I got from Cam's bd on Feb! I left with 3 sweets. I mixed with the sticky sweets I got from UON Ball.

I found this when I was packing! Omg! See how much everyone has changed!

The letters that are undelivered.. Supposed to give on V's day cum CNY... but nvm.... I didn't get to see them... so ya...

The perfume that my mum bought for me from Batam.

The snacks I bought from Daiso! haha! =)

The end! =)

Cycling

27 June 2010

I had a great day today with my cute cousin Ben. haha!

We had agreed to meet at 10am to cycle at East Coast but I only woke up at 9.30am! I only reached at 12pm. Opps!

Had a long and continuous ride for 2hours. We cycled till the path where we can see the planes depart and alight. Ben knows a lot about planes. He is a knowledgeable boy who knows about cars, planes and bicycles at the age of 13. I'm impressed seriously. He got an ambition to become an aircraft engineer. Not bad. He already knows what he wants in life. Whereas for me or maybe in fact many of the people out that, still doesn't know what they want in life.

He said I cycle very slow! Angry! Ya la, my stamina is not very good, need to train. On the way back, my pedals are getting heavier, I think is due to the fatigue. But anyway, we reached back on time. =) Had a great time cycling and enjoying the wind! =)

Then, we wanted to grab some drinks at Koi, but that Ben kept saying that the milk tea is not very nice only the ice cream is nice and I led the wrong underground pass. Suppose to go to the parkway parade. So we settled at Coffee Bean for a short break to spend my $5 voucher. I ordered Tiramisu Cake while Ben ordered yoghurt. Nice, not bad.

We went to eat shake sushi after that. Thanks Ben, ordered so much food. I had raw salmon! Yummy! I realized Ben doesn't eat sashimi. But he likes the egg mayo sushi and gilled salmon. We didn't manage to finish the food we ordered. Opps. We had ice cream for dessert at Scoopz. He treated me. Thanks. =) I had a mess from eating the ice cream. Haiz... So full! =) But I'm enjoying it. =)

Jamie spotted me at Koi while we were heading off to bus stop. I walked back to say hi. Haha! A bit quite lame.

Had a great day! =)

28 June 2010

Today is an emo day. I met Shu Wen today. Saw Mr Mike & Derrick too.

I don't feel like going to the ball on Friday. Thinking of my eye candy aka my dream guy, feel a sense of pai seh.... Isabelle told me to take photo with him at the ball, last year already. Wah say, a sense of pai seh filled over me. haiz. She told Mr G can't be together but still can be friends. Wah say, she is so straight forward and knows about how she feels. So good. Not like me, waiting for an impossible guy. I shall move on!

Okay, enough of emo for the day. Shall move to something more useful like studying for my test on Thursday.

What shall I wear on Friday?! Ma Fan!

Shall sign off. Bye! =)

Sam

Facial

I went to office today. Should be a successful one. Yap. =)

When I was walking back home, a lady approached me. She approached me a couple times previously but I just walked away. But seeing her so persistence and having to approach me so many times, I went to the shop with her. It was a facial shop near my house. I thought to only take sample from her. But she told me to take up a package. Okay, you know I don't really know how to reject people. So I agreed to do only once today. There goes my $75. I did signed up for facial package before and found that it was so time consuming and tiring. I'm way too lazy. So too bad.

I thought I can go home early and rest. But anyway, the facial was not too bad. I don't know how to describe. I was quite satisfied with the treatment, massage, got one part is the electrical thing then got the cold effect and one part to clean my pores, that part is the most painful part. But I was not quite satisfied with the last part where I can feel the consultant is trying to rush off. And I think it is a difficult consultant where this one is more rough, I don't like. And they have some internal conflicts among the consultants, they spoke in Cantonese. They think I'm little kid doesn't understand. There are these two consultants were bad mouthing this other consultant. I don't know who is right and who is wrong. But I feel it is quite negative to talk bad in front of the customer.

After I finished my facial, got one lady told me to ask up for a package. I said no for like 3 times and finally she let me off, she was damn unhappy la when I rejected. What a good customer service huh? I feel bad about rejecting her, but she doesn't need to give me attitude right? What the... I thought I will patronize the shop next time when I have the time or in good mood or what so ever. But now, don't need anymore.

Thanks Billy for delivery of tou hua to my house at 1am. haha! =)

Cycling in a few hours time with Ben. =)

Seeing Shu Wen later. =)

Haven't start studying for my test on Thurs! Shall start soon!

There is a graduation ball on Friday! What shall I do?

I watched You're Beautiful now at ed 4. Not bad, recommended by Charmaine and Pauline. haha!

okay, signing off! =)

Sam

Not a great day

Today is rather not a good day I guess for me.

I had only less than 2 hours of sleep last night I think while preparing for my taxation test today. And I think it is not very deep sleep.

I think I accidentally fall asleep at 4am plus while I was reading my lecture 4 notes. I still haven't finished preparing for the taxation test! I'm so dead meat.

I was dead damn tired. It was raining heavily as well. Haely called at 7.30am if I remembered the time correctly. I think he wanted to give me a wake up call just in case. Today taxation test as 9am, ya, I had a bad record for being late. Thanks uncle. Anyway, he won't be seeing this post.

I don't have the time to even have breakfast. Damn!

Raining! Damn! I feel like cursing and swearing! Okay, bad temper must be due to the late nights I have these couple of days while preparing for the tests.

It was a really heavy rain. I was drenched by the time I reached school. I was late for the test! Damn! Only one hour and I was late!

During the test, I was so sleepy that I nearly fell asleep! In the end, I didn't manage finished reading the questions. I ti gum most of the questions. Nice one... I hope it goes well....

Went for lunch after that. I was really hungry! Obviously, I have been hungry since the day before...

Went to bah gu kat with uni clique... Aaron got a new red car, along the way, he kept teasing me and my dream guy... thanks wor... He is only my dream guy like I said... maybe Wan Hui will understand this. Anyway, she is also not reading this post... and ya, I saw the time wrongly and yet he stopped the car on the slope to tease me again . Thanks wor...

I felt like laughing out loud at the table while eating bah gu kat when they talked about.... haha! But I can't, because it is a secret. Now I know keeping a secret is so hard! omg!

I went home to sleep after that. I was so tired! After I woke up I felt hungry again. Oh my tian!

My mum came back and told me there is milk in the fridge and asked why I didn't make my avocado drink. I didn't realised there is milk in the fridge. I think my dad bought it in the morning after he went for his jogging. If only I checked the fridge this morning, I won't go empty stomach to school. Dad is so sweet! =)

So I made avocado drink! =) I love it! =)

I shall rest well today and start studying tml! =)

Sam

23 Wed 2010

International Finance Test! I hope I can do well!

Had Lunch at Subway! ... Then celebrated Haely's belated birthday. =)

Pon lesson for the day... went home to sleep... I stayed up late to study International Finance.

My cousins, aunties and uncle & grandma came. The naughty boys were so noisy that I was awoken.

Seen the Batam photos. My mum kanna go Kart crash. Haha!

Showed the boys my 21st BD celebrations too! =)

Then Ben asked me if BMW is my dream car. Keke! yesh! my dream car! =)

From there, I got to realize he really does know alot on cars. I'm impressed!

He is only 13. 3 more years, I can wait!

Stay start my taxation soon! =)

Sam

Dreams

Let me share a story today.

There were these two brothers who inherited an old bungalow from their dad who passed away. They discussed about their dreams that they want to live in big house and thought that the old bungalow that their father had left to them was not fantastic.

Therefore, they decided to sell the plot of land and in search for their desired house. After weeks and months of searching, they finally found one penthouse that they desired. It was at level 76, the highest level of the building. They spent another week doing packing up.

Finally, they shifted all their belongings to the building and as they were about to take the lift to move their belongings to their penthouse, the lift was out of order! It would take some time for the lift to be fixed so they decided to carry their belongings all the way up via the stairs.

When they reached the 10th floor, they felt tired and considering if they should give up and come back another day. However, they persisted on as they think they already climbed up 10 levels and moving down would also be as tedious as climbing up. When they finally came to the 20th floor, they felt very tired. If they gave up now, it would be a waste, they already completed 30 percent of the journey to their house already.

Therefore, they decided to leave some of their less valuable belongings and continue to climb up the stairs. They may come back other times to collect back. They encouraged and supported each other throughout the journey and also left some of their belongings along the way to make their journey less weary.

Finally, they reached the 60th floor. They already perspired till inside out and they are so exhausted that they decided to leave all their belongings and only carry with them the most valuable luggage with them.

Eventually! They reached at the doorstep of their dream house! The younger brother was very excited and called out to his elder brother,"Bro! Faster! Where is the key?" However, the key was nowhere to be found. They have lost the key along the way.

So what is the moral of the story? The floors actually represents the ages of our life. Initially when we first started off, we have lots of dreams and goals but along the way, we started to let go some of our dreams and goals in life. Why? We gave ourselves lots of excuses like we are tired, no choice, we have to give up. When we faced with rejections and challenges, the easiest route is to give up. And ultimately as we aged we tend to live day by day without any goals in life and let the days just passed by. Therefore, along the way, the brothers have lost their key to their success.

Hence, whatever dreams and goals we have in life be it when we are young or now, hold on tight to them! That is the purpose we live for, to achieve our goals and dreams in life! =) Never give up on your dreams! =)

Time to study!

Kbox- cancelled

Dinner- cancelled

Cycling- cancelled

Nice one... It is okay! Always next time! Get back to study! =)

Hey!

Hey! I'm back once again. Seemed like I only post once a month. Well, my life is as usual. Up and downs meeting lots of people. Emotions have been up and down as well, I need to learn to control my emotions. Practice! =)

I wonder how does it feels like to like someone? If I like him, why don't I feel anything when... I did feel something in fact but I'm surprised myself too to react so calmly... my pri sch best friend wanli said I don't like him that much... I guess ba... haha! anyway, life still moves on! The advise I got from Seow Ling the other day in Mos Burger if I rmbed correctly when Shang Yi and me celebrated her belated BD is that don't fall in love with a guy until he loves you. Yeah man! or else, you will be very painful! LIFE STILL MOVES ON! THE EARTH STILL SPINNING with or without you.

I accompanied Rainnie to buy her nail polish. Then, ended up I become her ginnea pig to try the make up, the nail polish... Thanks ar... but she is good in helping ppl to put make up... and she said I should put make up, take care of my skin... then guys will like me more...cos with make up I look prettier(an shiok!) If guys only judge you by look, doesn't it make him shallow? I believe there is a guy who will like me for who I am and treat me like a pearl. When will that gut appear I wonder... I used half an hour to remove the make up after I came home... oh man, being a pretty lady is so difficult...

I need to open up myself more! I miss you guys man! You know who you are! Loves! =)

Iron Man 2

Hey yoz! I'm back! =)

I just watched Iron Man 2 alone. Ya, alone. It was my first time watching movie alone and it was a great experience in fact. You can say so I'm being emo and I always am. Haha!

It was a great movie. He is a guy that is so carefree and knowledgable. Haha! =) But I prefer IP man. Keke! Ye Wen, a man with few words but wise & respectable. If only I can meet a guy like him...

Both highly recommended movies! Should go and watch! =)

Had a great time being alone... maybe you can say I'm a big time loner... had a cup corn that I had been craving for, for a very long time... still got my ice cream waffle and soya beancurb! I haven't eat those! my craving! I'm hungry again!

Weather is hot big time! Do drink alot of water! =)

A new & final semester had began... I shall go all out for this semester! My last and final one! Jia you girl, you can do it and you always can.

Been having lots of thoughts... thoughts about my future... and so on... First day of my Derivatives lesson this semester... One of my favourite lecuturers... I only have two in my current school if I'm not wrong... He made finance sounded so simple to understand... totally like his lesson... He said that if we want to go further studies or what so ever, do consider CFA... that seemed to bring a great impact to me... and I'm considering in fact... haha! =）

Maybe it is great to be alone... It has been two years since I shifted here... I came to realised that I had a great neighbourhood... with Mac, KFC, my beloved Subway, Pizza Hut and of course entertainment threatre... Although the cinema is a bit cui, haha! I can come here alone whenever I'm emo to catch a movie...I finally found a place! haha! =)

It is like a year or maybe more... that I shall give up... stop holding on to something that doesn't belong to you... it is time to let go... it hurts and tiring... I shall learn to let go...

In work, I learnt that I shall not be a fortune teller that you will never know who will be customers and until you talk to them, you will then will know... But in love, I think I will always be the fortune teller that we are impossible and never will be possible...

It is time... for me to learn... it is time for me... to let go...

All the best to all my bubbies who are still having exams! Hang on soon! =) Shall meet up! =) Jia U! =)

Sam

Desire

I learnt something today that is... 不是能不能，而是要不要。That means it is not a matter of can or cannot... is a matter of you want it or not... is how strong your desire for that thing... how strong you want that thing...

想要cycle, 享受风打在我脸上的感觉。。。

Feel like eating Subway... hehe! =)

see ya den! =)

Down with Love

This few nights been watching Down with Love. Totally funny and cute! It is an enjoyable drama! Must watch! =)

I'm Loved

I know I'm always LOVED...

Thanks everyone for your concern! =)

I'm fine and still fighting hard...

sometimes I find myself unable to express myself...

sometimes I just like to act strong and seemed like nothing is wrong...

But my mind is going crazy!

But I know I'm always LOVED!

Thanks everyone! =)

烦

我很烦， 我应该怎么办？

我的心声，谁能了解？

要和谁诉苦？

CNY 2010

I had a really great time back in my hometown this year...

I had a different feelings this year...

I used to hate going back to hometown as it is dirty and dusty. But I learnt something that is home is really where I belong... I have learnt to appreciate the things and the people I have around me and adapt to the environment and culture. Thanks, I have become a better person over the year I realized.

I remembered last year, I had a sulky face as if people owed me a million dollar when I was back home because I really did not like going back.

Over the one year, a number of things changed to make me realized how fragile life is and I begin to appreciate the people who have come into my life.

Anyway, back to my Chinese New Year celebrations. On new year eve, I went back. I had a new hair cut there. I like to have my hair cut there as I don't know, always seemed to have a relaxing feelings. The people there always seemed to be so calm when comes to cutting hair. ha ha! Anyway the guy who helped me cut my hair is kind of cool. ha ha!

Since the night is still young, we went to pasir paki (night bazaar, I don't know how to spell it in Malay) to walk walk. Again, it was an eye opener although it wasn't my 1st time walking. It seemed a little difficult from Singapore version. But nevertheless, I bought some good food to eat! yummy! =)

Finally it was chu yi already. 6th Uncle lighted the fire cracker. Wow! That was loud! ha ha! =) It was a custom for our house already to light a fire cracker on the new year. And it had become a routine for our family to go temple that is nearby after that. The temple had lion dance as usual. The crowd was larger than usual and the lion dance was longer than usual. But I enjoyed it! =)

Day 1, I went shopping with my mum and cousin. Bought a few new clothes finally! ha ha! =) love them! =) then went to 拜年。Went to 3 houses. supposed to visit 4, but due to mis-communication, one car which is my car didn't go to the 3rd house. But nevertheless, love the goodies at each house and the decorations. Ha ha! =)

after 拜年, I was allowed to drive a manual car back home. although it was like only 2 streets down? ha ha! with my dad besides me with guide of course. But he was more nervous than me. after like one year without driving... ha ha! seemed like a bit got rust already. But it is a good experience for me! Thanks to uncle for suggesting and allowing and my dad for guidance and the passengers like my mum and 姑婆 who actually dare to sit in my car. ha ha! =)

we had BBQ as usual for dinner. Satays like every other years, but this time we had fishballs, chicken wings and hotdogs as well. I didn't eat much as I went to buy fireworks with my brother and cousins. Had a fun time as well! And when we were back, there were nothing much for us already although there is still beef satays. but oh gosh, I don't eat beef. Haiz!

Day 2, seemed to be a bit. Grandpa went for kidney dialysis and he was feeling tired after that. We don't really have much activities today. My family and I took afternoon nap as we were too tired and it was so warm! We watched TV programs in the evenings.

Day 3 preparation to come to Singapore! Went shopping and dinner at City Square 1st and bought my beloved egg tarts! =) Home sweet home! =)

Yeah! =)

病了

我好像病了。好辛苦阿！

我今天才发现到原来在我的记忆里有着那么多你的回忆。

Going back to Johor in a few hours times... tired...

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day everyone!

Sam =)

爱

何时可以遇到我爱和爱我的人？

Camellia's BD

Had a great time at Camellia's house. Good food, good cake and good singing! I sang my favorite JJ songs once again. Ha ha! Till my friends are pretty sick of me, of course not sick of the songs. Cos JJ simply rocks! Love him! =) he he!

If only I can express my love so simply to that guy, life can be simple. ha ha! Life is so not simple because of my pride and my selfishness. I decided to keep it a secret from him. A secret he shall not know.

21st... I wonder why is it so special? It marks the end of our teenage life and start of a new chapter into the adulthood. But I asked Wan Hui when she reached 21, how does she feel? She doesn't feel any special the second she is 21. Just another day of her life.

Going to have a party? This question still ponders in my mind. I don't really like to make myself tired on that day especially it is my special day, my birthday. ha ha! I just hope to pass-by with my close friends and family. To me, family and friends are everything to me. It is my wealth! Without them, my life won't be filled with colors anymore. Thanks for being part of my life and being there for me whenever I need you! Thanks everyone! =)

I shall go and do my essay already!

Seriously hope I can manage my time! All the best to me! =)

For u, I shall live! =)

Full of thoughts

After the farewell party at Jael's house, after my friends sharing... I seemed to realise people have lots of thoughts and their love life is pretty complex.

I doesn't have relationship before, so I don't know the feelings about it. But why is it so complex? Because humans are complex. We have thoughts and feelings or emotions and that is why, this whole relationship thing become complex. Oh man!

I thought I'm someone who thinks a lot already but yet there are more who think much more than me. haha!

But anyway, had a great time at Jael's house. Hehe!

That guy is only my eye candy... I don't know he is the right one for me... yap...

The guy who I like or love... is already in my heart I guess... haha! that part I also not very sure... Love and relationship are complex...

okay... be simple.... sleep... study... work... that's all... =)

See ya! =)

=)

All the best to me! =)

Essay

Had been searching for articles to do my essay... Just to conclude, politics is simply... chim...

All theories based this sem... Jia you ba... theories always not my strong point...

Tired...

Wondering, wondering, wondering...
I like him???

My heart

I miss you....
I want to see you...
I want you to be by my side...
The feelings seem to be growing each single day...

Schools day seem to be getting busier each single day.
Summaries, reports, projects, presentations etc...
I will continue to fight! =)

=)

=)

Laugh all you want... laugh as loud as possible when you are happy... just laugh your heart out!
Yeah! =)

Cry as you want... it is just another emotion...

My day

Bad habit: Think too much... I like to think of things that may not even happen in the future, like to think of "what if" questions and this will eventually lead me nowhere in life and waste my time and brain cells on thinking such stupid stuffs. I shall quiz thinking stupid stuffs but of course spend my time wisely on my studies and my carreer. Not enough time already still think of such stupid stuffs. Yap, shall not think too much.

And stop my emoing. Omg. It will seriously injure me internally if i emo... Stay cheerful and happy always! Even the sky falls, it is okay, let it be like a blanket. =)

I like school because friends are there! not because of the boring lectures. haha! last 2 lecutures for Politics. Thanks man! last 2 more, endure! omg... Can he change his way of teaching... stop reading from your transcript! Waste our time from going to school...

Stay cheerful and happy always! =)
Go go go! =)

Motion and Emotions

Lessons I have learnt...
I shall sieze the opportunity when I see it or else it will be taken by somebody else.
Shall not be emotional... shall turn these emotions into motions...

=)

woohoo!

I talked to a shuai ge today... wahaha! =)

Thanks

School has reopened...
Great to see friends around in school...
School to me is always fun, excitement and eye candies... hehe! =)
Knowledge and skills to learn...
not forgetting boring lectures and sleeping in lessons... haha!

Thanks for my family and friends for encouraging, supporting and helping me for the past year or for the past years....
This year will be a much much better year! =)
Full of activities...excitements... and goals to achieve! =)
All the best to me!
Do ur very best in whatever you do and you will never regret!
Go go go! =)

For my students...
For those who can make it...
Jia u on ur further studies!
For those who can't make it...
O lvl result is just a piece of paper... It can't determine ur life... Your life is not just a piece of paper... There are many other ways to make real in life! I'm sure you can do it! =)

Stay positive always! =)

I shall end here! =)
Sam

Stay strong

Stay strong girl!

I know u can do it! yeah! =)

1st Jan 2010

人的一生全靠奋斗。奋斗再奋斗。惟有奋斗才会能成功。

新的一年，新的开始，新的希望。

Life

Life is short...

Live everyday to your fullness and treasure everyone in life...

Friends

Sometimes... I wonder if I'm a good friend or bad friend... I listen whenever friends have trouble... I will try to help, try to console... no matter how bad I was at consoling people... But I tried... Am I such a bad before? I started to wonder... If I'm not... then why I need help, you turned me down... maybe I am...

But now, I realized who are the true friends... and who are not...

Now...I understand what does true friends stand for...

True friends... no matter whatever you do, even though things you do they do not really approve... will still support you till the end... and still concern about you and what you do...

Am I such a hard to approach person? I think I'm an understanding and reasonable person... if you are a friend or at least you treat me like one... at least tell me the truth or your feelings... at least I know the truth and your feelings... I will understand... There is no need for you to avoid me...

It seriously hurts me... but anyway thanks to you... at least I know who are the ones who are most dear to me and who are not... Thanks to you... I grow strong and more desired to continue and move on! =)

=)

Finally!

See Mad, I updated! =)

Finally it is the last paper!

Woohoo! =)

The paper is seriously omg.... SOOOO... I don't know how to explain... It is not chim... It is just strange and weird and the questions are just so different from the questions we usually encounter... I was a 3hours struggle... Cold and hunger! omg! but nevertheless is OVER!

Actually I don't really feel it was the last paper, I think I declare holidays long time ago...

This semester was pretty a sucky one...

So much things was on-going and I have to multi-task as a matter of fact...

Although I admit that I can multi-task but to a certain level only...

I'm still a human-being... not a robot...

But to sum the whole story short...

I just hope I can pass every paper this semester! Yeah man!

After exam, I impromptu asked WH out for dinner at Orchard and she agreed.

Thanks girl! =)

Went to ShoTappan to eat then shop shop a bit... I really have the temptation to buy ROYCE chocolate again! But budget budget... hehe!

After that went to office...

Met a new senior...Yanru

Then saw Boss and I think is Kelvin...

Then Yanru said I blushed and Boss agreed...

I think is because of the walk and not because of Kelvin (I got a feeling he is worried... haha! )

I think I still haven't get over him... Have I? it has been a couple of months already! GRR!

A new challenge, a new adventure! I'm awaiting! =)

Things to do during the holidays:

1. Seriously need to tidy my room! (no matter how I tidy, I dun understand why it is always messy in the end...)

2. Have Eclipse back into my life! =)

3. Secret of self-made millionaire. (really need to finish this book, it has been more than a year already! Stop procrastinating!)

4. Practice my guitar

5. Knitting!

6. Work hard!

7. Read more books!

8. Swimming & Cycling & Badminton!

9. Cultivate a good reading habit on reading news!

10. Work on my new year resolutions for the new year!

Shall I buy a new laptop from the IT fair? Grr!

Things desired:

1. JJ new album! =)

2. Clothes! (seriously need some new clothes! omg!)

3. More accessories! ( just can't buy enough although I have a lot still haven't wear... haha!)

4. Guitar! =)

5. Make-up accessories

6. I really hope I can have a room change over... haha!

7. a new wallet! (been trying very hard to buy a new wallet liao.... but didn't see one to my liking... haiz...)

8. a transparent cellphone cover

okay... shall update more okay!

Stay tuned! =)

Thinking

Today, someone asked me what type of guys I like...

Suddenly... I had a thinking...

如果我又再次喜欢上你，我该怎么办？

Stop thinking about stupid stuffs la!

Concentrating on studying!

In a few hours time, last paper!

All the best to me!

Freedom is king! Freedom is mine!

Haha! =)

All the best to me! =)

In Love

I'm seriously, truly, madly in LOVE!

I really LOVE JJ new album!

I want to go get it! yeah man! =)

One more paper!

Okay, today paper is really really sucky...

Just hope that I can pass!

Anyway, it is all over liao....

Just ONE more paper to go! Yeah!

Friday!

Thanks for my agent for the calender... it is so cute! =)

Sam

Great songs

It is a great night with great songs at FM933...

Shall continue with my study...

All the best to me okay!

=)

Just 3 more days! Yeah! =)

My long awaiting holidays!

I can foresee it will be well-spent and a fruitful one with full of excitements and adventures awaiting!

Way to go!

Yeah! =)

Impressed

Okay, I admit I actually don't wanna go for the update... but i didn't regret it... haha!

He impressed me once again... jokes and laughers and always entertaining...

IMPRESSED!

One paper down again

One paper down again...
I know I should not think about it anymore...
But I just can't help it...

2 more papers to go and I would have my happy holidays! =)
All the best to me!

Happy Birthday to our beloved Huiyi! =)
Shall meet up soon! =)

And not forgetting my big bro, Happy Birthday as well! haha! =)

See ya! =)

Exams

3 more to go!
I'm falling in love with JJ! haha! His new song I mean.... =)

Exams

Exams!
Exam officially starts tml...
STRESSED!
I want CHOCOLATES!

Check Up

Monday!
WL's & mine 1st lesson of knitting! Wow!Didn't know knitting is so much of knowledge too... It is fun! I want to knit the whole set... haha! =) Fun fun! =)

Tuesday!
Went to Bugis to pray with mummy... then walk around to buy goodies...
Went to TTS for my left ear check up... still under observation... If the pus still doesn't come out... there will be a need for a cut and take out the pus... eeekkk! But I don't feel like going back seriously... haha! Need to go back on Thursday man! Seriously no mood to go back... need to wait for so long!!!

Really need to concentrate on my study liao!

Guitar was fun! I love solo guitar! haha! =)

All the best to me! =)

Desire

yes, you may face many obstacles now and you may think tt it is not worth the effort and thinking of giving up...

But think again, is this how much ur desire to succeed in life, in achieving ur goal? Ur desire is only these much as compare to the obstacles you are facing now? Isn't that success always come with obstacles so that you will appreciate your sucess?
Thanks for the enlightenment...

I wish

I wish... I have more time...
I wish... everyone will understand me...
I wish... no misunderstanding... no miscommunication...
I wish... I can do well in everything...
I wish... I can excel!
I wish... I can help more people...
I wish...
I wish...
I wish...
I wish...

A good day

Another beautiful day...
I went to watch New Moon with WH.
Well, it is another romance story... storyline similar with the book...
Learn nothing much from the book, well, maybe we can express our feelings more to the ones we love... But it is just another movie... Just to see good looking guys... Jacob and Edward and not forgetting Collin... although he only got 3 scenes... There is not much excitement... not much climax... Still okay okay only...

okay... then went to eat lunch... wasted half of my day... tried to study but ended up fell asleep! How nice!

At night... I went to company update.
Got 3 speakers and I learnt alot! Wohoo!

1st speaker...
There are 3 types of people...
1st type are people who can influence the people and the environment... examples are Bill gates and LKY... and it is only the very few of them in the world...
2nd type are people who change themselves, who can control their lives, know what they want and go into the environment... and it is minority of the people...
3rd type of people are those who can't control their lives and follow the rest... these are the majority of the people...
So our goal is to move from the 3rd category to the 2nd... yesh!

2nd speaker...
Control your mindset, always think positively and you will ultimately change your behaviour and actions...

3rd speaker...
I was really facinated by him... he seemed just like my idol, Adam Khoo! His public speaking is superb! He has so much energy in him and so motivated! I wonder where he got those energy in him! How he could think so fast and act so freely on stage... He really attract the whole crowd in the hall... make everyone laughs and understands him... super! I will be like him! yesh!
Anyway, I learnt from him is that it is okay to be different... Don't care how people think of you, just set your goals and work towards them. You succeed or fail is all depends on YOU... You need to set the mentality right! yesh! Think happy everyday today!

Happiness= time & money & health! =)

Shall start studying after I have my beauty sleep!
Yeah!
Behind scheldue liao! But jia u to me k!
See ya! =)

Gokusen

Last day of school for the year... and to celebrate that I went to watch Gokusen with Fiona... Haha! Florence... haha! okay... It is a nice, touching story! The teacher is so cute and funny! I really like her character! haha! yeah!

I learnt something from the movie.... to cherish and protect the things that are most important to you... Money is important but it is not everything... And work hard for the things you cherish the most...

Great! =)

Happy Day

2nd last day of school...

Exam is next Friday I just realised.... and yet it seemed so near but yet so far....
I haven't even started revision... and I have no idea where to start...
I don't why there is no motivation, no heart... I wonder why? Weird...

Anyway, I met WL today...
while waiting, I went to Popular!
and I learnt something...
extracted from Teens Secret...
"If you're going to be thinking anyway, you may as well think big." ~ Donald Trump

Purpose, Passion & Motivation

You life is in your hands. No matter where you are now, no matter what has happened in your life, you can begin to consciously choose your thoughts, and you can change your life.

I shall get that book soon!

Anyway, had a great time with WL. Thanks for letting me share my problems... hehe! and thanks for the card...

Been drinking Koi many times lately and have been my boasting moral item already... haha!

I had a craving for KFC chicken... dunno why... hehe!

Signed up for knitting with WL... wahoo! The 1st lesson had already started ytd... but we still signed up anyway...

Had a great time at guitar! Romance De Amor! I going to conquer you! hehe! =)

Stay happy everyday! That's what my student gave me as necklace... thanks! =)

I feel so fortunate! =)

Shall start studying tml! and I think I shall go plan my revision scheldue! =)

See ya! =)

Fighting!

Willpower and heart...
Willpower to fight on! No need to be afraid of rejections and scoldings, always put on a smile.
Let people feel you.
Talk from the bottom of your heart.
Help as many people as possible!
Fightings! =)

I will not give up!

Imagine you thought you did it...
but you fell on the floor again...
that was the feeling...
Demoralised...
Depressed...
But I will not give up!
I will continue to strive!
All the best to me! =)
Thanks mum for understanding...

The lump on my left ear finally became smaller today!
Thanks dad for the wonderful chinese herb. Haha!

When there is bad stuff.... there is good stuff happened too... I just glad right now... haha! =)

All the best to me! =)

I did it!

Okay I did it!
Thanks to my auntie and my senior... really thanks for doing all the presentation...
I almost cried during the sharing...
Why am I getting more emotional these days...
But I sincerely thanks to those supported me... really thanks... =)

One more to go!

Hard work

I really hope it will be fine!

All the best to me!

I know I will succeed!

In everything I do! =)

Persevere

I cried that day.
The day you hurt me deeply.
I know you do care for me.
I will not give up.
I will show and prove to you.
I will persevere.
Motions create emotions.
Emotions create motions.
I will SUCCESS!

Go for it!

I hope I can make them in 2 days! All the best to me! =)

Pain

I can feel the pain now...

Change

It is time to CHANGE!

First Time

I had alot of first time today...

But before I say something about my first time, everyone seemed to be shocked about my dressing today... I wore a skirt... so what? Seemed so surprised even my mum... haha! Maybe I shall wear more skirt next time! haha!

Okay back on track...
First Time step into The Cathay...
First Time watched movie (2012, it rocks! Really really nice! must watch!) at The Cathay with Mad
First Time to Timbre, Substation (pretty cool place although we didn't get to watch the performance... except for some smoke and I think the service is not pretty good...)
First Time drink alcohol with friends outside! omg! Sex on the beach is nice! Mad and I ordered Timbre Sunset... the alcohol is pretty strong...

After that, we went to Swenson's to eat food and ice cream... seemed like we didn't eat enough at Timbre... haha! We celebrated Lala and Jia's bd at Swenson's and one of the guys there quite cute... sorry, looking at guys is my hobby... haha!

I'm very full now!

Movies awaiting...
A Christmas Carol with Mad...
Gokusen with Florence...
New Moon with Wan Hui on 3rd Dec... (hopefully can get tix... haha!)
Ninja Assassin and Raging Phoenix... okay, agreed to watch with Yan and gang... anyway, got Rain inside... so it is okay... but then, it was kind of scary... Raging Phoenix... The girl is kind of cool! I think I will like her character... haha! =)

But I still want to watch Chipmunks... The Princess & The Frog... & Sherlock Holmes... anyone interested ask me along k... hehe! =)

I shall get back to my long overdue econ assignment and my test which is tml!
See ya! =)

Bored

I was seriously bored from reading my Business Strategy textbook. I wonder if I understand from what I'm reading... hehe!

Nothing much this week... just school and slacking? haha!

But I finally watched My Sister's Keeper! Yeah! Thanks to my uni friends for accompany me to go! haha! Under my force, they seemed to be unwillingly to go... but Thanks! haha!
I love that movie! So touching! Maybe... It was better to end the suffering at times... sometimes it is better to let it go...

I shall complain about last morning... I went for a swim... then, there was this guy, although got quite good figure and dark skin... he was seriously irriating... knocked into me and cut into my lane for like 3 times while I was swimming... damn irriating can... Grrr!

Okay, shall go sleep soon... see ya! =)

Saturday

Supposed to go swimming in the morning... but I was too lazy to wake up that my mum gave up on me and she went to market...

I went to the clinic with her after as I have a lump at the back of my left ear. That is irriating... I was very worried for the fact that I need to go for an op. But the doctor whom I consulted was kind of cute. =) opps...

I asked a week ago and I got my answer already. Thanks to my buddha.
I will do my best!
I pray for good health for now.

Time for Econ! =)

Term break is coming to an end...

Two more days and the term break is coming to an end...

Went out with Jing Yi to Far East to find her stuff... on Monday afternoon... good thing that she found her stuffs... hehe! Den meet with other Uni frenz to eat Crystal Jade... I love the fried tou fu! haha! so soft.... and the crispy pork too... but not the la mian... that one is simply floor...

Tuesday! had my 2nd last tuition for the year...
had my last guitar lesson at night! simply love it... I wanna master the song Asturias... well... at least part of it... haha! I'm not that good yet sadly to say... but practice makes perfect! I signed up for the next coming course too! excited! =)


Went to NIE with Mad on Wed...
Traffic jam early in the morning... feel so sleepy...
Thanks for her dad to drive all the way there...
Looking at her dad driving the manual car made me think of my instructor...
miss those driving lessons days with him... hehe! He is so cute! =)

Finally we reached NIE but we need to climb lots of stairs before we reached the library... oh man... thanks for the refreshing stretching...
Did some reading up on my business strategy as there is presentation coming monday...
My pages are full of colours... I can feel the stranger sitting opposite me looking at me in a weird way.... he only used one colour highlighter...

We had lunch at around 4pm... all thanks to Mad... I was damn hungry pls... The hor fun is not bad... nice and cheap... Mad ordered seafood fried rice which I think was also not bad!

PE students guys are well-built and tanned.... hehe... not bad... opps...

at 4.30pm... Mad went for her lesson... while I trying to find my way to the bus stop with bus A or C so that I can go find Shang Yi... damn the bus stop I found only have bus B.... how nice... so I went home after that... I only reached home at around 7pm! oh man! Long trip home...

Had school on Thursday... kanna embarrass by my beloved lecturer Das during lecture for talking during lecture... sob sob... Watched My Girlfriend is an Agent during breaktime... that shows is pretty funny... haha! =) We were late for tutorial as usual... haha! Das was abit slack today... maybe cos of term break so he slack abit... and he indirectly say me short... how nice od him huh?... but I still love him, cos he is so grandfatherly... and always so serious and disclipined in his work...

Friday hope it doesn't rain later... cos I'm going to cycle in the evening! with Jing Yi... as Florence and Ling Shan pangseh us... sob sob... haiz...

okay... still have econ assignment to do! oh man! And I haven't get started! how nice! I will be starting on Sunday... opps...

3rd day

Woke up by my parents and dragged me for a jog...
I was breathless even before I finished one lap...
That goes to show how long I haven't been jogging...
It started drizzling a little when I was doing my 4th lap...
We went off at my 5th lap...

Then after that, we went to temple...

After praying, I had a wash up and went off for tuition...
I had another tuition session waiting for me at home...
haha...
Poor kids waited for me for an hour...
Thanks for the Subway and Koi! hehe! =)

All the best for my kids who are having SS and Chem papers tml!
=)

2nd day of holiday

Oh ya... today supposed to be exciting... but Wan Li ps me last minute... make me feel so sad and depress early in the morning... haiz... maybe I shall spend my sad and depressed Saturday with my Econ Assignment... Sob sob...

Movie that I'm going to watch...
Coraline with Madeline and Si Hui on monday...(not confirm yet)
Michael Jackson's That Is It with Ling Shan and Crystal on Wednesday!
Jennifer's Body with Wan Li... but she hasn't book the date with me yet... (somebody is so busy lor...)

Movie that I want to watch!
My Sister's Keeper (as recommended by Shang Yi)
The Hurt Locker (as recommended by my lecturer)
Love Happens (because it is a romance story! )
Julie & Julia

Anyone interested please ask me along k... hehe! =)
Maybe I shall start looking at my econ assignment... see ya den! =)

First Day of Term Break

I had a fruitful day today...

Wake up early in the morning to swim with my mum!
Had a great workout after so long! GREAT!
Had breakfast in the market! It was GREAT too! =)

Had lunch at SUBWAY with Ling Shan! Woohoo! my fav! & Cookies too! =)
Went to do volunteer work with Ling Shan!
Tiring and fruitful... and make me see the other side of the world which I normally do not see... I do hope I can go back to help again if somebody is willing to accompany me back...
Good experience! It requires patient and kind-hearted...
Statue the people who are working there! =)

Had dinner at home! Yong Tou Fu! my fav!
Cousins and aunties and uncles and not forgetting my grandma came my house to play! haha! =)

My term break is in for more excitement! I'm waiting! =)

Finally

Finally it is holidays! I feel so tired right now!
But...
shall I continue or not? Still wondering... haiz...

Holidays

Woohoo! One week of term break awaiting for me in just a few hours time! Wee! =)

Choices

It got so strong and I decided to do it.
I know it is wrong and it is simply not my style.
But at times, you have to make choices and sacrifices.
Decide what is more important I guess...

Materialistic

We seemed to be bombarded with brand names products and we seemed to want everything! Is that materialistic? Is it because of face? Is it because others have it so you also want to follow the trend?

All the best!

All the best to all O-Level students who will be starting their 1st paper later... English! haha!

All the best specially to my students!

Relax, stay calm and have confidence in yourself! And that, half of the battle already won!

Jia U! =)




My nose is itchy... haiz... going to fall sick soon??? I hope not...

Friends

She left early for the concert for her "boyfriend."

She has become more feminine after she has a boyfriend. That was the first time we met after she has a boyfriend. But still as crappy as ever. And that the power of love.

She and her impossible guy.

She has her Ah Beng guy in mind.

While, last of all, she feels troubled over her senior. I hope she can see him today during her CO.

Seemed like everyone has somebody in mind.
Do I have someone in mind as well?
If there is, who is it?
I wonder...

Dilenma

Go
Don't go
Go
Don't go
Go
Don't go
Go
Don't go
Go
Don't go
Go
Don't go
Go
Don't go
Go
Don't go
...
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Life

Life will never be the same again without you.


I need a sense of security...
I need motivation...
I need energy...
I need time...
I need assurance...

I need a LIFE!

我的心

我的心， 不懂为何痛了。
原来有血，有肉，有感情。
原来有欢乐，开心，幸福。
也有悲伤，伤心，心烦。

Shang Yi's BD Celebration

Hey there!

I haven't been blogging for long.
SO here I am. Suppose to start doing an essay. But seriously no motivation to do it. I have no idea. 2 tests and 2 assignments due like next week... and not a single one is done. How nice... And my kids are having O lvl and of course I'm damn stressed. Sorry about using the word damn.

When there is sad stuff. There is also good stuff. Went out to celebrate Shang's Bd at HK Cafe. Photos already uploaded on FB as usual.

Seriously nothing to blog. Cos I don't want to reveal too much of my feelings seriously. If you want to know how I was, simply have a meet up. That goes to show your sincere and if you still want or treat me as a friend. And ya, even how busy you are, as a friend will randomly pop you a message and surprise you on a random day. This goes to show that friend thinks of you at that point of time. And that is sweet isn't it?

Some recommendations on movies? I have watched The Ugly Truth which was kind of funny but at the same time really tell you the truth how men and women will behaviour I would say towards the other sex?

Cloudy with a chance of meatballs...and I watched it with 3D. Well, funny, cute and kind of interesting... imagine it started to rain food. Wow! What will happened? I can save money on buying food then. Haha!

500 days of summer... Romance story... Have a ending which I don't really like... and I don't really understand why the female lead made such a decision. The couple is not together in the end! How sad right?

Fame! It is a really great movie! Nice songs, nice dancing... good looking actors and actresses...and some learning points in the movie and understand the life in an ARTS school. It can be cool but it also reveal reality. Anyway, the movie simplys rock! It is a highly recommended movie by me! You will not regret! haha! =)

Okay, I hope I can pass through coming week alive! haha! =) All the best to me! Catch ya! =)