really freaking day for me today... i really can't stand it anymore... almost cried out today in maths lesson today... almost... wanted to find a piece of paper to let me draw on or crash it... but it is all my maths paper... so i cán't crash them or what so whatever... so I hold onto the pencil so tightly tt it was gg to break... almost... thanks Mr Chee for helping me take tt water bottle... he got tt gentle eyes...
what if one day i go out of control... what if one day i go mad... i really dunno what I would do...
life sucks... nothing seems to go right in my life... mrs lim said something... perserve on... it is not even mid yr... try harder next time... perserve... when I didn't perserve? doesn't I try hard enough? i think I have reached my limit... if only I would I will... but I can't...
thanks to someone... ya... he didn't know...
thanks sham for being there for me not physically but mentally... at least I know there is always someone for me to rely on...
I really hated school... there is nothing I looking forward to... maybe him... but I dunno... he is not mine anyway... so there is really nothing I looking forward to... life simply sucks there...
3 guys asked me if I am free on friday... 1st one is asking me to go for a party.. I tot got sch... den after tt I realised is good friday... but really dun feel like gg... so reject... 2nd one ask me go become light bulb la.... so reject again... 3rd one is asking me to go celebrate easter in a church... m not a christrian... so reject as well... my friday is me n me alone... jus dun feel like facing ppl or entertaining ppl... just wanna slack...
really tired... okay.. gotta start on my econ le... see ya.. =)
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