Sunday is a boring day. I choose to stay at home ytd. Well, conclusion, staying at home to study is really not effective. Why is that so? Because I ate and sleep all day. See what happened now? I am so energetic... nice one... did practically nothing lor. except slp and eat and study chem test... which is less than 24h b4 it starts... I'm prepared to be late tml again... just eaten a bowl of instant noodles so apparently I won't be sleeping that early.
Okay... I thought of a story... so here it goes...
Johnathan was waiting for Jessica at her workplace as usual. Jessica was working night shift because she had classes to attend in the morning. She was a full-time polytechnic student while Johnathan was a full-time Junior College student. Both were 17 years old. They knew each other when they were in the same secondary school which was 4 years ago.
Jessica, is a plain and simple girl. She came from a poor family. Her father passed away when she was barely 2 years of age. She was the only child at home. Hence, she and her mother very close. She was a filal child as she knew that her mother had a hard time taking care of her all these years. That is why she had choosen the path of going to polytechnic. She actually had a good "O"level result that could actually go to a pretty good Junior College. However, she thought that this path could actually come out to the society to work faster and lessen the burden of her mother of paying for her university fees. At the same time, she could actually work and study at the same time to lessen the burden of her mother.
After not long, Jonathan saw Jessica came out of the building with a group of 4 guys. His heart sinken a bit but still he went to approach her.
"Jessica.." Johnathan whispered.
"Hi, what's up?" Jessica asked.
"I'm here to pick you up."
"I can go home myself. There is no need for you to pick me up."
"But it is dangerous for you, a lady to go home at night."
"Look John, I'm not a kid anymore. You have been protecting me all these years. I know you wanted to keep your promise to Jason. But you have your own life and I have mine. Let's move on okay? Ben (one of the 4 guys) could take me home. See you some day. Bye."
Johnathan tried to pull Jessica but Ben pushed him away.
Ben threatened, "Are you deaf or what? She asked me to take her home. She don't need you."
Jessica sat on Ben's motobike and drove away, leaving John staring in the cold night air.
Jessica and Ben were under Jessica's block.
"Thanks for the ride. I can go up myself."
"Don't you think you should give me a kick before you go?"
"Huh?"
"Don't act innocent. We are all adults."
Ben tried to pull Jessica close to him. He tried to kiss her. Jessica kept struggling with all her might. She dare not scream because she did not want to alert up her neighbours but most importantly, her mother. She finally pulled away and gave Ben a tight slap and ran away quickly.
Before she opened the door to her house, she tried to calm herself down in case her mother is still awake. She opened the door, sensing that her mother was in her room, she creaped into her room and cried sliently in the dark and cold room...
The next day, everything was as per normal for Jessica. However, after her classes had ended, she saw Ben was waiting for her at the gate. She tried to turn away, but he spoted her and caught her.
"Why are you walking so fast? Where are you going?"Ben asked. "Just wanted to appologised for the way I reacted yesterday. I treat you lunch as a mean of returning back, can?"
"Sorry I'm not free."Jessica replied coldly.
"Come on. That's mean you not forgiving me. Really, I'm really sincere about the treat."Ben begged.
"I really not free, Ben, another day I guess."
"Don't you think you can get away that easy, girl. I say go means go."Ben angered.
He pulled Jessica by her arm and dragged her towards his motorbike. Jessica struggled. Johnathan passed-by.
"What are you doing?! Let go of her!"
"What are you doing here?" Ben questioned.
"I say let go of her."
"She is mine."
"If you are not letting go of her, I'm going to call the police." Johnathan threatened.
"Whatever, I won't let you off so easily kid. You wait!" Ben drove his motorbike off.
Jessica and Johnathan walked silently. When they were under Jessica's block, Jessica finally broke the silence.
"Er, I think I can walk up myself. Thanks for er, ya, everything."
"Er, I think you should quit your job."
"You are worried? There is no need to worry. I have been thinking of changing shift so that my shift and his shift does not crash."
"Er. Okay."
"Is there anything else?"
"I have been thinking what you have told me yesterday. That I should not be tight down by a promise and move on with my life."
"Ya, you should. You should get yourself a girlfriend. Eliene is a nice girl you know? If not there is Jamie, Jenny and Annie. Don't tell me you are a gay. haha. "
Johnathan blushed, "I'm not a gay."
"I'm only kidding." Jessica laughed.
It had been long since I heard her laughed, Johnathan thought.
"I think I wasn't beening tight down by a promise, I do these because I feel that I need to do them. Not just because of a promise but because... I love you... "
Jessica was shunned. She did not know what to say.
"I like you since the day I saw you in school but you know Jason earlier so I had a crush on you secretly."
Jessica still had not regain from the shock. Johnathan hugged her tightly.
"Wait!"Jessica pushed him away.
"Sorry, it was all too sudden. I can't accept this. All these years, I really grateful for what you had done for me. I always been treating you as a friend, Jason's buddy. I really can't accept this. I really can't... I'm sorry..."
Jessica ran up the stairs...
A few weeks later, Johnathan's mum called Jessica.
"Hello, is this Jessica?"
"Yes, speaking. Who's this?"
"I'm Johnathan's mum. He had met with an car accident. Can you come and see him one last time, I afraid he can't make it... " The line was cut off before Jessica could reply.
Jessica was feeling dizzy, everything was like so blur. How could this happen? Why is this happening? How is Johnathan? Is he okay? All these questions rush through Jessica's mind. She could not think probably, she could not even remember how she reached the hospital.
"Auntie, uncle, how is John?" Jessica was breathless by the time she reached the hospital.
Uncle was consoling auntie. She seemed to have been crying, her eyes were swollen. He brought her to a seat then went to attend to Jessica.
"John has a blood clot in his brain. The doctor is trying to remove it. As the blood clot is pretty near the nerve, the percentage of removing the blood clot is pretty low. The doctor told us to be prepare for the worst."Uncle explained. "This is his diary. I saw him carrying it whenever he goes. I think it is better to give it to you."
Jessica took the diary from him.
2 Jan 2004
My 1st day of school was great as I saw this girl in my class. She had a sweet smile with a chubby face. Her name is Jessica. But I was too shy to talk to her.
15 Feb 2004
My best friend told me he dated Jessica on V's day. He asked her if she wanted be his girlfriend. She agreed. How am I feeling? I was heartbroken. But I had to act like nothing had happened and congrats on my brother for getting himself a girlfriend.
4 April 2005
My best friend passed away in a car accident. I was miserable. I think she was miserable as well. She was crying bitterly at his funneral. I lent her my shoulder. Seeing her cry made my heart ache even more... How am I going to do to make her feel better?
25 Aug 2005
I haven't been seeing her smile since my best friend's death. She told me she is okay and asked me not to worry. But how in the world can I not worry for her...
20 Nov 2005
Streaming result was out. We streamed into the same class...
20 Sep 2006
We are working hard towards "O"level...
20 Nov 2006
Last day of paper... I asked if she wanted to destress herself... she said she found a job and told me to enjoy myself...
15 Feb 2007
Release of "O"level result... she was top in school! I asked which school she wanted to go... she said she going to polytechnic... I wanted to go poly as well... but my parents don't allow...
17 March 2007
Able to pick her up at work has been my happiest time of the day... but she told me today not to pick her up... I was feeling terrible...
18 March 2007
I told her my feelings towards her... she rejected me... I was miserable... horrible... feel so weak... why... ?
Jessica cried as she read Johnathan's diary. Every single post is about her. She loved her so much yet she had hurt him deeply.
John, please stay alive, please don't leave me alone, please don't leave me alone just like what Jason did to me. Please stay strong... I NEED YOU... Jessica prayed hard.
After long hours of operation, the operation door finally opened.
"The operation is a successful one. He has a great will power. You can go and see him but his condition is still pretty weak."
The 3 of them went into the patient's room.
"Jessica, I think you are tired already. You should go home and rest." Uncle suggested.
"I'm not tired. I wanted to stay to see him. I think you two should go home and rest. I can stay to wait. If Johnathan wakes up, I call you."
"Okay then I bring auntie go home 1st, anything call me okay."
Jessica was way too tired that she slept by the side of Johnathan's bed.
When Jessica was awoke, Johnathan was already awake.
"You are awake. I go and call doctor."
Johnathan pulled her.
"No, don't. Don't leave me. Stay by my stay."
Jessica smiled.
"Okay."
"Thanks"
"Thanks for what? "
"Thanks for the encouragement when I was having my operation. You wanted me to stay alive and don't leave you alone. And you say you needed me. "
"But how you know?"
"I was know it. There is something called telepathy I guess."
"oh I forget. I promise your parents to call them once you are awake."
Johnathan discharged from hospital after a few months. Johnathan thinks that this accident is a blessings in disguished. Now, he and Jessica was together as a couple... =)
The end... so late already.. wah... wasted my sleeping hour... good nights.. =)
Monday, April 30, 2007
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Photos
This picture I took at the sports cannival...
This is the fish that raja helped me to print... kind of dark... cos I didn't put flash... haha
The henna pattern on my hand...
This is the picture that kit took when he was playing with my phone...
My dad's birhtday cake...
That day suppose to give my dad a surprise... but my mum went to call my dad to come home early... wah... nice one... so obvious already... haha...
after photo of my dad's cake...
this is the picture I took after swimming the other day... I saw the moon very bright so wanted to take it... but seem like it don't come out well...
okay... that is all for today... stay tune for more exciting events... =) bye bye...! =)
College Day
Today is a really great day. Maybe because I need not see her face most of the time I guess. But she can be sweet at times. Really happening day today in school.
After setting up the stall, I went walk walk with Stella. Went to Raja's stall. Haha... she helped us draw tatoo. She helped me drew a fish... which I think she needed more practise. She also admitted it herself. then I "sour"her that the fish like got some disease. That's evil of me... haha.. =)
wanted to do henna one, but then, thinking that need to help other to print nails later, so do henna later. we went to put sticker tatoo as well... I put hellp kitty... stella put mickey... terry made us a flower ballon each as well... it was blue! haha... so nice... but one of the petals was broken... cos when I was walking past houses, I ran into one of the plants and poke my balloon... den it broke... but the balloon still in good condition.
okay... wanted to take the helium balloon but it was only given to the kids... wah... nice one... it had been long since I took a helium balloon... haha... take madeline teo for letting me take her helium balloon for a while... I saw wan hui when I was trying to take a helim balloon... haha... she was wearing her gu zhen costume... haha... so funny... so we took a picture using her camera... haha... =)
my first customer is a J1 girl... I don't think it is perfect... but it was not bad already... I helped a little girl print... her fingers are really tiny... her nails are also very small. Really hard to print. She actually wanted to print black... but the black is really way too hard to print... so she changed to pink...
I helped Madeline's friend to print... and I also helped camelia to print. She is really a ma fan customer... Haha... my 1st and only customer and also my last customer to put on sticker... really spent a lot of time on her nails... but I think I printed not bad... haha... =) when I was printing cam's finger... the cls guys come and disturb... haha... kit asked stella to help him print... so gay... haha... opps.... ch also got print... then... I rmb at some point you hui gave me a lolipop... thanks... kai peng tried to steal... but I do no reaction... cos I was too obsessed with the nail printing le... haha... but she returned it to me anyway... she v xin fu... ya... cos... shall not say... haha... =)
okay... so tired... went to eat that buffet that the school provided for us... with stella... then we went to do henna... haha... finally... it was really great! I think that girl is really artistic... she just think on the spot... really great experience! =)
went to pack up... then slack at mad's table... thanks for the cake... really nice.... cos it is chocolate! anything with chocolate I love it! =) yummy... ! =)
it is getting late... so home sweet home... =) been slacking... really excited... so fun! =) yeah! =)
tml need to clear my tutorial already... and learn my test! bye bye! =)
After setting up the stall, I went walk walk with Stella. Went to Raja's stall. Haha... she helped us draw tatoo. She helped me drew a fish... which I think she needed more practise. She also admitted it herself. then I "sour"her that the fish like got some disease. That's evil of me... haha.. =)
wanted to do henna one, but then, thinking that need to help other to print nails later, so do henna later. we went to put sticker tatoo as well... I put hellp kitty... stella put mickey... terry made us a flower ballon each as well... it was blue! haha... so nice... but one of the petals was broken... cos when I was walking past houses, I ran into one of the plants and poke my balloon... den it broke... but the balloon still in good condition.
okay... wanted to take the helium balloon but it was only given to the kids... wah... nice one... it had been long since I took a helium balloon... haha... take madeline teo for letting me take her helium balloon for a while... I saw wan hui when I was trying to take a helim balloon... haha... she was wearing her gu zhen costume... haha... so funny... so we took a picture using her camera... haha... =)
my first customer is a J1 girl... I don't think it is perfect... but it was not bad already... I helped a little girl print... her fingers are really tiny... her nails are also very small. Really hard to print. She actually wanted to print black... but the black is really way too hard to print... so she changed to pink...
I helped Madeline's friend to print... and I also helped camelia to print. She is really a ma fan customer... Haha... my 1st and only customer and also my last customer to put on sticker... really spent a lot of time on her nails... but I think I printed not bad... haha... =) when I was printing cam's finger... the cls guys come and disturb... haha... kit asked stella to help him print... so gay... haha... opps.... ch also got print... then... I rmb at some point you hui gave me a lolipop... thanks... kai peng tried to steal... but I do no reaction... cos I was too obsessed with the nail printing le... haha... but she returned it to me anyway... she v xin fu... ya... cos... shall not say... haha... =)
okay... so tired... went to eat that buffet that the school provided for us... with stella... then we went to do henna... haha... finally... it was really great! I think that girl is really artistic... she just think on the spot... really great experience! =)
went to pack up... then slack at mad's table... thanks for the cake... really nice.... cos it is chocolate! anything with chocolate I love it! =) yummy... ! =)
it is getting late... so home sweet home... =) been slacking... really excited... so fun! =) yeah! =)
tml need to clear my tutorial already... and learn my test! bye bye! =)
slacking morning...
guess what? I slept for 11hours last night... woke up and 10am... been slacking since I woke up... feeling so hungry that I ate one bowl of noodles, a piece of cake and a cup of milo.
after 11 hours of sleep... I still feel sleepy... nice one... okay... need to go to school for college day! =) see ya! =)
after 11 hours of sleep... I still feel sleepy... nice one... okay... need to go to school for college day! =) see ya! =)
Friday, April 27, 2007
Tired
Today so many things had happened that I had so much reactions and emotions...
moring... I was waiting for the bus. Bus 73 came by, I didn't took it. I took bus 105. I was almost late this moring. Just in the nick of time.
maths lecture was okay... just that the smell is very strong... but other than that, maths is nice okay... I think this is a good maths lecturer... =)
phyiscs spa... it is like a battle against time... I was burning hot. My face was red, warm. Actually, I was warm all over. My mouth is dry. I can't breathe easily. I felt my heart plumping heart. I was lost. I thought I don't understand the question. But finally got the result. I did all the calculuations and recordings. I redraw the graph again and again. I trembled. Eventually, I didn't manage to finish writing the sources of errors. what a "nice"spa skill d. A battle against time. I was tired. Totally drained out of my energy.
after spa already so depressing already. yc came and told me that hc like mr chee... wah... nice one...
I pon Biz Club today. Long story. anyway, went out to eat with YC and PC. Had a long decision after we decided to eat at long John. haha...combo one again... milo is great. fries not bad... as for the chicken... dunno... yc is so sweet today to help us buy... so miricle... haha... =)
wah... saw CH message... at that point of time really feel like killing him... but anyway, decided to pon... so tried to clear off my thoughts and enjoy myself...
walk walk...sian... saw a lot of stuffs... interesting...
then... went to watch table tennis final...it was rainning heavily. me and yc took bus 88 and arrived at the bus stop. pc decided to have a haircut. it was sweet for the counsellor to shelter us when we are getting down the bus stop.the sch really kan hao this match. yimin, ch, lk, kit and ky came... yc and me was like so blur, didn't even know the match had started... haha...
after putting an intense fight, we still lost the 1st round...
doubles... I think doubles play pretty well... just a bit shi shou at times... we did won one set of game rite? I can't rmb... but still... doubles really put on a great fight... I think one of the players of the doubles played not bad... he looked relax and pretty accurate at aiming the ball back... just that the rj doubles are better. they are more strategied (got such word), I saw them discussing the strategy using hand signal... one of the rj players made a turn and shoot the ball back... although the turn was not very smooth in my opinion but the ball shoot back was nice... what a nice shoot... I thought I only see such thing in tv when watching national players... but they are national players... so I think our school players are really stressed up...we lost the 2nd game
finally left with the decising match... a match that determine the fate of nyjc table tennis... if he lost, means the end of the competition... if he won, there is still a chance for ny to get 1st... I don't know is it my feelings or the player really looked pressurized... while the rj player looked relaxed and got that "zhai" look... wah... everytime asking for break to wipe his sweat... rj won the 1st set. but ny fought on. we won the 2nd set. 3rd set is really the determing set. if he won, there is still a chance to see our captain cum our clsmate to play. 3rd set is really an intense set. At first he was pretty steady but half way through, he lost a number of points that widen the score. Finally, he was depressed and worried. but he still fought on. we lost. we got 2nd.
congrats to table tennis for getting 2nd! really put on an intense battle! =) great job! congrats to rj as well...
left b4 the prize presentation. went to eat at mac... yc n me ate alr so we eat apple pie for snacks. crapping and more crapping... so funny.... haha... =) walk walk... then went to toilet then went home already...
a great day... lk was crapping... or rather I was crapping... haha... wonder what movie to watch on monday... =)
no work done today.. so tired.... going to sleep... bye... =)
moring... I was waiting for the bus. Bus 73 came by, I didn't took it. I took bus 105. I was almost late this moring. Just in the nick of time.
maths lecture was okay... just that the smell is very strong... but other than that, maths is nice okay... I think this is a good maths lecturer... =)
phyiscs spa... it is like a battle against time... I was burning hot. My face was red, warm. Actually, I was warm all over. My mouth is dry. I can't breathe easily. I felt my heart plumping heart. I was lost. I thought I don't understand the question. But finally got the result. I did all the calculuations and recordings. I redraw the graph again and again. I trembled. Eventually, I didn't manage to finish writing the sources of errors. what a "nice"spa skill d. A battle against time. I was tired. Totally drained out of my energy.
after spa already so depressing already. yc came and told me that hc like mr chee... wah... nice one...
I pon Biz Club today. Long story. anyway, went out to eat with YC and PC. Had a long decision after we decided to eat at long John. haha...combo one again... milo is great. fries not bad... as for the chicken... dunno... yc is so sweet today to help us buy... so miricle... haha... =)
wah... saw CH message... at that point of time really feel like killing him... but anyway, decided to pon... so tried to clear off my thoughts and enjoy myself...
walk walk...sian... saw a lot of stuffs... interesting...
then... went to watch table tennis final...it was rainning heavily. me and yc took bus 88 and arrived at the bus stop. pc decided to have a haircut. it was sweet for the counsellor to shelter us when we are getting down the bus stop.the sch really kan hao this match. yimin, ch, lk, kit and ky came... yc and me was like so blur, didn't even know the match had started... haha...
after putting an intense fight, we still lost the 1st round...
doubles... I think doubles play pretty well... just a bit shi shou at times... we did won one set of game rite? I can't rmb... but still... doubles really put on a great fight... I think one of the players of the doubles played not bad... he looked relax and pretty accurate at aiming the ball back... just that the rj doubles are better. they are more strategied (got such word), I saw them discussing the strategy using hand signal... one of the rj players made a turn and shoot the ball back... although the turn was not very smooth in my opinion but the ball shoot back was nice... what a nice shoot... I thought I only see such thing in tv when watching national players... but they are national players... so I think our school players are really stressed up...we lost the 2nd game
finally left with the decising match... a match that determine the fate of nyjc table tennis... if he lost, means the end of the competition... if he won, there is still a chance for ny to get 1st... I don't know is it my feelings or the player really looked pressurized... while the rj player looked relaxed and got that "zhai" look... wah... everytime asking for break to wipe his sweat... rj won the 1st set. but ny fought on. we won the 2nd set. 3rd set is really the determing set. if he won, there is still a chance to see our captain cum our clsmate to play. 3rd set is really an intense set. At first he was pretty steady but half way through, he lost a number of points that widen the score. Finally, he was depressed and worried. but he still fought on. we lost. we got 2nd.
congrats to table tennis for getting 2nd! really put on an intense battle! =) great job! congrats to rj as well...
left b4 the prize presentation. went to eat at mac... yc n me ate alr so we eat apple pie for snacks. crapping and more crapping... so funny.... haha... =) walk walk... then went to toilet then went home already...
a great day... lk was crapping... or rather I was crapping... haha... wonder what movie to watch on monday... =)
no work done today.. so tired.... going to sleep... bye... =)
Oscar
Social
People with these interests enjoy helping, caring for and teaching and generally being of service to others.
Their motto could be: "Let me help make this world a better place for others!"
Their work could be in teaching and in helping professions or community services.
Investigative
People with these interests enjoy puzzling out why things occur or how things work.
Their motto could be: "Now, let's think this through before rushing into action!"
Their work could be in scientific or medical related jobs.
Enterprising
People with these interests enjoy activities which allow them to persuade, organise or influence others.
Their motto could be: "Most people value sensible advice and firm leadership!"
Their work could be in management, business, legal services, sales, public relations and marketing.
Your Top 5 Abilities are :
Numerical
Investigative
Sensitivity
Clerical
Management
Occupations Matching
List of occupations that match well with your Interests.
Combat Medic, Naval Underwater
Dietician
Doctor
Engrg Technologist, Civil
Nutritionist
Officer, Credit
Officer, Laboratory (Health)
Officer, Scientific
Officer, Tax (IRAS)
Optician, Precision
Optometrist
Radiographer, Diagnostic & Radiation Therapist
Speech Therapist
Surgeon, Dental
Teacher, Mathematics
Teacher, Science
Technician, Dental
Technician, Medical
Veterinarian
List of occupations that match well with your Abilities.
Accountant
Archivist
Clerk, Accounts
Clerk, Settlement
Clerk, Trading Floor (Pit Observer)
Dietician
Economist
Floor Trader (Floor Broker)
Nutritionist
Officer, Credit
Officer, Customs (Senior)
Officer, Tax (IRAS)
Pharmacist Assistant/Technician
Pharmacist
Planner, Town
Radiographer, Diagnostic & Radiation Therapist
Securities Dealer
Specialist, Naval Material
Surveyor, Quantity
Technician, Accounting
Technician, Taxation
Technologist, Food & Science
Technologist, Marine & Offshore
Valuer
Writer
List of occupations that match well with both your Interests and Abilities.
Dietician
Nutritionist
Officer, Credit
Officer, Tax (IRAS)
Radiographer, Diagnostic & Radiation Therapist
I think from the previous one, I got too much too choose... so I redo... haha... but roughly about the same...
People with these interests enjoy helping, caring for and teaching and generally being of service to others.
Their motto could be: "Let me help make this world a better place for others!"
Their work could be in teaching and in helping professions or community services.
Investigative
People with these interests enjoy puzzling out why things occur or how things work.
Their motto could be: "Now, let's think this through before rushing into action!"
Their work could be in scientific or medical related jobs.
Enterprising
People with these interests enjoy activities which allow them to persuade, organise or influence others.
Their motto could be: "Most people value sensible advice and firm leadership!"
Their work could be in management, business, legal services, sales, public relations and marketing.
Your Top 5 Abilities are :
Numerical
Investigative
Sensitivity
Clerical
Management
Occupations Matching
List of occupations that match well with your Interests.
Combat Medic, Naval Underwater
Dietician
Doctor
Engrg Technologist, Civil
Nutritionist
Officer, Credit
Officer, Laboratory (Health)
Officer, Scientific
Officer, Tax (IRAS)
Optician, Precision
Optometrist
Radiographer, Diagnostic & Radiation Therapist
Speech Therapist
Surgeon, Dental
Teacher, Mathematics
Teacher, Science
Technician, Dental
Technician, Medical
Veterinarian
List of occupations that match well with your Abilities.
Accountant
Archivist
Clerk, Accounts
Clerk, Settlement
Clerk, Trading Floor (Pit Observer)
Dietician
Economist
Floor Trader (Floor Broker)
Nutritionist
Officer, Credit
Officer, Customs (Senior)
Officer, Tax (IRAS)
Pharmacist Assistant/Technician
Pharmacist
Planner, Town
Radiographer, Diagnostic & Radiation Therapist
Securities Dealer
Specialist, Naval Material
Surveyor, Quantity
Technician, Accounting
Technician, Taxation
Technologist, Food & Science
Technologist, Marine & Offshore
Valuer
Writer
List of occupations that match well with both your Interests and Abilities.
Dietician
Nutritionist
Officer, Credit
Officer, Tax (IRAS)
Radiographer, Diagnostic & Radiation Therapist
I think from the previous one, I got too much too choose... so I redo... haha... but roughly about the same...
Thursday, April 26, 2007
My carrer test
Career Profile Inventory
Your Interests pattern is in this order:
1. Social
2. Investigative
3. Enterprising
Your Top 5 abilities are:
1. Numerical
2. Investigative
3. Sensitivity
4. Organising
5. Clerical
Occupations Matching
List of occupations that match well with your Interests.
Combat Medic, Naval Underwater
Dietician
Doctor
Engrg Technologist, Civil
Nutritionist
Officer, Credit
Officer, Laboratory (Health)
Officer, Scientific
Officer, Tax (IRAS)
Optician, Precision
Optometrist
Radiographer, Diagnostic & Radiation Therapist
Speech Therapist
Surgeon, Dental
Teacher, Mathematics
Teacher, Science
Technician, Dental
Technician, Medical
Veterinarian
List of occupations that match well with your Abilities.
Accountant
Administrator, Database (Infocomm)
Administrator, IT Security (Infocomm)
Administrator, Network
Administrator, Systems
Analyst, Infrastructure/Network (Infocomm)
Analyst, Investment/Research
Analyst/Engineer/Specialist, IT Security (Infoco
Architect, Network (Infocomm)
Archivist
Assistant, Administrative Support (Naval)
Biochemist
Buyer
Clerk, Accounts
Clerk, Settlement
Clerk, Trading Floor (Pit Observer)
Combat Medic, Naval Underwater
Computer Operator
Computer Programmer
Controller, Air Traffic
Counsellor
Customer Service Representative (Bank)
Designer, Editorial
Designer, Graphic/Multimedia (Infocomm)
Developer/Engineer, Application (Infocomm)
Doctor
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Economist
Engineer / Specialist, Technical Support (Infoco
Engineer, Civil
Engineer, Electrical
Engineer, Mechanical
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Engineer, Electronic
Engineer, Hardware
Engineer, Software
Engineer/Specialist, Network Operations (Infocom
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Floor Trader (Floor Broker)
Futures Broker/Dealer
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Lawyer
Lecturer
Librarian
Loss Adjuster
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Manager, Network Operations (Infocomm)
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Officer, Scientific
Officer, Ticketing
Officer, Welfare
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Optometrist
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Pharmacist Assistant/Technician
Pharmacist
Pilot, Airline
Planner, Town
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Programmer, Analyst/Systems (Infocomm)
Programmer/Engineer, Multimedia (Infocomm)
Radiographer, Diagnostic & Radiation Therapist
Representative, Sales
Secretary
Securities Dealer
Sociologist
Specialist, Fire and Rescue
Specialist, Naval Material
Surveyor, Quantity
Teacher, Science
Technician, Accounting
Technician, Dental
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List of occupations that match well with both your Interests and Abilities.
Combat Medic, Naval Underwater
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Optician, Precision
Optometrist
Radiographer, Diagnostic & Radiation Therapist
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>>>>> End of Report <<<<<
Your Interests pattern is in this order:
1. Social
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3. Enterprising
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1. Numerical
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3. Sensitivity
4. Organising
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Optician, Precision
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Speech Therapist
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Accountant
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Administrator, Network
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Analyst, Infrastructure/Network (Infocomm)
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Archivist
Assistant, Administrative Support (Naval)
Biochemist
Buyer
Clerk, Accounts
Clerk, Settlement
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Combat Medic, Naval Underwater
Computer Operator
Computer Programmer
Controller, Air Traffic
Counsellor
Customer Service Representative (Bank)
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Engineer, Electronic
Engineer, Hardware
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Manager, IT Security (Infocomm)
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Officer, Ticketing
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List of occupations that match well with both your Interests and Abilities.
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Officer, Scientific
Optician, Precision
Optometrist
Radiographer, Diagnostic & Radiation Therapist
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>>>>> End of Report <<<<<
sian
why my life is like so bored?
nvm... today we going to school is like useless... I dun have notes for physics... nice one...
whatever...
slacking thru econ ... nothing productive done during that time slot....
went to AMK today with wan hui...
mission accomplished...
tired...
sleeping later...
study spa at night...
what else? oh...
celebrate lao pa's bd tonight... haha... =)
happy birthday lao pa! =)
happy birthday to Pei Ching! =)
=)
all the best to me for tml spa...
tt guy... haiz... no fate... he took another bus today... so irriated... wanted to take that bus as well because it was raining heavily this morning so walk to school got shelter all the way... but it is a long way from school... so decided to wait depite the fact that I'm running late...
boring day... boring life...
signing off... bye... =)
=)
nvm... today we going to school is like useless... I dun have notes for physics... nice one...
whatever...
slacking thru econ ... nothing productive done during that time slot....
went to AMK today with wan hui...
mission accomplished...
tired...
sleeping later...
study spa at night...
what else? oh...
celebrate lao pa's bd tonight... haha... =)
happy birthday lao pa! =)
happy birthday to Pei Ching! =)
=)
all the best to me for tml spa...
tt guy... haiz... no fate... he took another bus today... so irriated... wanted to take that bus as well because it was raining heavily this morning so walk to school got shelter all the way... but it is a long way from school... so decided to wait depite the fact that I'm running late...
boring day... boring life...
signing off... bye... =)
=)
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
bored
just feeling so bored... my heart is dead... just dead...
I frightened by the lightning... and thunder... I thought I would struck by it... but I didn't...but somehow...
okay... gotta start doing my chem already... have been slacking since I reached home...
I frightened by the lightning... and thunder... I thought I would struck by it... but I didn't...but somehow...
okay... gotta start doing my chem already... have been slacking since I reached home...
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
bored
haiz... struck at my gp essay outline the whole night... when completed I think my whole gp essay outline are full of craps... whatever, I'm leaving in a world fulls of craps anyway... a little such craps won't hurt much... see I talking craps again...
okay... me and him really no fate leh... I saw him in front of me just a few metres away... we were walking to the bus stop... but who knows, when I reached the bus stop he is gone... I think the bus came and he took the bus and I just missed a bus... nice one... not only can't take the same bus as him still have to wait for 20 min for the next bus... really spoiled my beautiful morning...
okay... I really don't feel like going school these days... there is really nothing I'm looking forward to... lost interest in that J le after I know... nvm... the J1 shuai ge also got... I saw b4... this shuai ge looks like someone I know from the past... nvm...
1st time took bus with mad... haha... okay.... gotta go le... bye...
okay... me and him really no fate leh... I saw him in front of me just a few metres away... we were walking to the bus stop... but who knows, when I reached the bus stop he is gone... I think the bus came and he took the bus and I just missed a bus... nice one... not only can't take the same bus as him still have to wait for 20 min for the next bus... really spoiled my beautiful morning...
okay... I really don't feel like going school these days... there is really nothing I'm looking forward to... lost interest in that J le after I know... nvm... the J1 shuai ge also got... I saw b4... this shuai ge looks like someone I know from the past... nvm...
1st time took bus with mad... haha... okay.... gotta go le... bye...
Monday, April 23, 2007
Moody
wah... having mood swing today... dunno why... didn't see him today... today took the bus nobody de... lucky I didn't miss that bus or else I will be vv late... today late cos I had trouble with my lens...
today mood swing... he is with another girl... i saw him with another girl...
haiz... i was rude to many ppl today... so sorry... me n my mood swing...
thanks yc for the milo... i consider u treat me de... haha... still owe me one more drink... haha...
real tired today... slept thru my evening till my dinner... dinner was great... okay....
see ya... =)
today mood swing... he is with another girl... i saw him with another girl...
haiz... i was rude to many ppl today... so sorry... me n my mood swing...
thanks yc for the milo... i consider u treat me de... haha... still owe me one more drink... haha...
real tired today... slept thru my evening till my dinner... dinner was great... okay....
see ya... =)
slacking
sunday really not productive... only manage to do phyiscs... wanted to read a bit on econ de... wah... that phyiscs tutorial really difficult... sian... k... bye... =)
Sunday, April 22, 2007
an interesting day in school
Had a great day in school on saturday... thanks to biz... haha... learn nail art... Now I know more about nail art, I didn't know that there is so much behind nail art that we need to know... like the holding, how to make it as nice as possible... and of course need practise in order to paint the nail till perfect make dun have flaws... a really great experience! =) really need to thank you hui for being the model... haha... =) so sweet of her...
excited about serving the costumers on saturday during college day! =)
went to eat with stella you hui and calina... wah... think I grew fat again... haiz... den went to buy nail polish... had a great time trying out... haha... =)
next week... econ test and spa... ytd didn't do any homework... nice one... haiz... so slack... tml need to complete my hwk and need to study for test as well... wah... so much work... dunno can finish or not lor... k... all the best to me! see ya! =)
excited about serving the costumers on saturday during college day! =)
went to eat with stella you hui and calina... wah... think I grew fat again... haiz... den went to buy nail polish... had a great time trying out... haha... =)
next week... econ test and spa... ytd didn't do any homework... nice one... haiz... so slack... tml need to complete my hwk and need to study for test as well... wah... so much work... dunno can finish or not lor... k... all the best to me! see ya! =)
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Happy Day!
Maybe it is because it is coming to weekend so my mood is going up... it is already weekend anyway...
friday morning i saw him at the bus stop... he was early... kind of surprised... haha... and for the 1st time I heard his voice... kind of nice... for the 1st time I saw his smile... haiz... he was talking to two girls... nice one... talk to girls he so happy... anyway... mood is happy de...
sl gave me a sticker... haha... thanks... dídn't know she likes frog de... chen xia also like froggie de...
thursday... I had consultation with mr chee... he is sweet and all... nice! =)
It makes me ponder... what is hate? I used to thought you hate that person because you are jealous of that person, because she did better than u...but there are actually many other factors... I used to hate a person to the core when I was in my primary school... I wish her die... I wish she could simply disappear from my sight or what so ever... I hate her for all the things and sufferings she had done to me... she had used me... she had treated me like an object... but now I had learnt to protect myself... maybe in fact I have to thank instead of hating her... I saw her once again in school... I felt nothing when I saw her... I told no one about this particular person... but something happened recently... well maybe a few weeks ago I found out... made me think about this incident again...
after all the pain... I felt so glad I was out of pri sch... I learnt a lot of things or have a clearer mind in fact... learnt to have a bigger heart... because I learnt that hating someone is such a pain... way too pain... after so many years... my heart has calm down... or rather I had become a calmer person...
after reading mad's blog... made me think a lot... sceptical... fake... is everyone acting? why is everyone acting? I dunno... because it seems to me that everyone is so cautious about everyone... but I had to admit one thing man is selfish... I think we had become individual... we had put ourselves in the 1st place instead of putting others in the 1st place... ya... everyone only cares about their own business and don't really care what others feel...
It feels great to be direct sometimes... I tried hinting to her the other day... come to think of it I think I kind of harsh... am I? I dunno... but I really hope that this problem would solve... I want to talk about it... but simply dunno how to ask and I really scare this would actually affect my feelings once again...
I really can't afford to put myself in that deep ocean again... I tried swimming in it the other day but it was simply too deep... almost drown myself... I was in real sad condition that I really don't feel like going to school...school is the most hateful place that I want to get out... but lucky I was able to swim back to shore or find an island or someone come by to help me or give me advice or some kind of support... I really want to thank these people... whatever the case... just want to say... friends are for company and share the joy and sadness that we have.... but not to make use of... and I simply dislike those people who made friend just because you can get advantage of these people... at the sight of it I feel like puking...
anyway... should I ignore or talk about it? haiz... troubled... get some sleep ba and think tml...
take care and endure! =)
friday morning i saw him at the bus stop... he was early... kind of surprised... haha... and for the 1st time I heard his voice... kind of nice... for the 1st time I saw his smile... haiz... he was talking to two girls... nice one... talk to girls he so happy... anyway... mood is happy de...
sl gave me a sticker... haha... thanks... dídn't know she likes frog de... chen xia also like froggie de...
thursday... I had consultation with mr chee... he is sweet and all... nice! =)
It makes me ponder... what is hate? I used to thought you hate that person because you are jealous of that person, because she did better than u...but there are actually many other factors... I used to hate a person to the core when I was in my primary school... I wish her die... I wish she could simply disappear from my sight or what so ever... I hate her for all the things and sufferings she had done to me... she had used me... she had treated me like an object... but now I had learnt to protect myself... maybe in fact I have to thank instead of hating her... I saw her once again in school... I felt nothing when I saw her... I told no one about this particular person... but something happened recently... well maybe a few weeks ago I found out... made me think about this incident again...
after all the pain... I felt so glad I was out of pri sch... I learnt a lot of things or have a clearer mind in fact... learnt to have a bigger heart... because I learnt that hating someone is such a pain... way too pain... after so many years... my heart has calm down... or rather I had become a calmer person...
after reading mad's blog... made me think a lot... sceptical... fake... is everyone acting? why is everyone acting? I dunno... because it seems to me that everyone is so cautious about everyone... but I had to admit one thing man is selfish... I think we had become individual... we had put ourselves in the 1st place instead of putting others in the 1st place... ya... everyone only cares about their own business and don't really care what others feel...
It feels great to be direct sometimes... I tried hinting to her the other day... come to think of it I think I kind of harsh... am I? I dunno... but I really hope that this problem would solve... I want to talk about it... but simply dunno how to ask and I really scare this would actually affect my feelings once again...
I really can't afford to put myself in that deep ocean again... I tried swimming in it the other day but it was simply too deep... almost drown myself... I was in real sad condition that I really don't feel like going to school...school is the most hateful place that I want to get out... but lucky I was able to swim back to shore or find an island or someone come by to help me or give me advice or some kind of support... I really want to thank these people... whatever the case... just want to say... friends are for company and share the joy and sadness that we have.... but not to make use of... and I simply dislike those people who made friend just because you can get advantage of these people... at the sight of it I feel like puking...
anyway... should I ignore or talk about it? haiz... troubled... get some sleep ba and think tml...
take care and endure! =)
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
another normal day...
today start off the day with seeing the cute guy... expected it... cos I was really late this morning... cos I only woke up at 6.30am... nice one... he gave me a shock again... haiz... see him will sure need to run to assembly...
early in the morning kanna scolded garfield for handing the spa late... wah... not that I did it ytd... wah... his words hurt me ... nvm... he didn't wear perfume leh...
maths lect... wah... the lect threatre is really heaty... almost fainted... jkjk...
gp... normal...
break...
math tutorial... mr chee is cute de... haha... he always gave me tt shock look... dunno why... haiz...
biz meeting... talk... great... I learnt more about myself... kind of true that I can get my heart to my mind but can't get my mind to my heart... ya... I like to daydream... I'm rebellious... born natural leader... haha... =) social enterpeur... something like train the less disabled ppl to enable them to get into the workforce at the same time, you are able to help them and earn profit as well... so it is like a co-relation thingy... ya the talk is not boring... fun... great! =)
wah... hui yi replied my sms so fast... so rare... haha... =)
my bro is so cheeky nowadays... haiz... nvm... he is sweet today... i'm in good mood so i taught him maths... he treat me food as well... so rare... haha... okay... gotta sleep le... see ya! =)
early in the morning kanna scolded garfield for handing the spa late... wah... not that I did it ytd... wah... his words hurt me ... nvm... he didn't wear perfume leh...
maths lect... wah... the lect threatre is really heaty... almost fainted... jkjk...
gp... normal...
break...
math tutorial... mr chee is cute de... haha... he always gave me tt shock look... dunno why... haiz...
biz meeting... talk... great... I learnt more about myself... kind of true that I can get my heart to my mind but can't get my mind to my heart... ya... I like to daydream... I'm rebellious... born natural leader... haha... =) social enterpeur... something like train the less disabled ppl to enable them to get into the workforce at the same time, you are able to help them and earn profit as well... so it is like a co-relation thingy... ya the talk is not boring... fun... great! =)
wah... hui yi replied my sms so fast... so rare... haha... =)
my bro is so cheeky nowadays... haiz... nvm... he is sweet today... i'm in good mood so i taught him maths... he treat me food as well... so rare... haha... okay... gotta sleep le... see ya! =)
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
A normal day...
today... is pretty normal... was trying to take the last bus which can reach sch in time cos my cute guy is taking that bus as well... but I think I was early... so can't take the same bus as him... kind of disappointed 1st thing in the morning...
but then... dunno why... I sa jiao to shang this morning... haha... den sl was jealous... haha... jkjk... she was just concern... cos normally I very fierce n violent to shang... haha... she gave me a lolipop... bu she de eat... haha... =) so sweet... thanks! =)
today physics lect is garfield... haha...
chem spa kanna scolded cos we were late for spa... nice one... spoil my mood... nvm...
pe... sian...
after pe... after coming down from com lab... saw my cute guy doing crurches( dunno how to spell) I saw his spect... so distinct... white frame... den wanted to take a closer look... he looked up... oh my ... haiz... everytime like tt... tt time got a scare from him... haiz...
okay... today sianing night... didn't touch my econ... nice one... cya den... =)
but then... dunno why... I sa jiao to shang this morning... haha... den sl was jealous... haha... jkjk... she was just concern... cos normally I very fierce n violent to shang... haha... she gave me a lolipop... bu she de eat... haha... =) so sweet... thanks! =)
today physics lect is garfield... haha...
chem spa kanna scolded cos we were late for spa... nice one... spoil my mood... nvm...
pe... sian...
after pe... after coming down from com lab... saw my cute guy doing crurches( dunno how to spell) I saw his spect... so distinct... white frame... den wanted to take a closer look... he looked up... oh my ... haiz... everytime like tt... tt time got a scare from him... haiz...
okay... today sianing night... didn't touch my econ... nice one... cya den... =)
Monday, April 16, 2007
a pretty nice day...
PISCES - The Partner for LifeCaring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around.Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly,fun and sweet.
haha... wow... all the positive de... I'm so impressed... =) anyway... I was late today... was studying chem only this morning... ytd was copying the notes and try to remember the thingy... wah... this morning found out, nothing really goes into my brain last night... anyway, the alcohol was an good attempt but then... the carbonyl compound was ya...
everything is fine... I think... I smelt garfield's perfume. he was sitting behind me only... haha... his perform become so distinct already... haha... =) physics test... wah... er... terrible...
next is... chem... tutorial... nth special...break... slack n day dream although note is infront of me... maths lect also nth... chem test...
break... ya... gk is crappy... yc also agree...
maths... mr chee is haha... ke ai de... =)
I saw my bus cute guy after math lesson... wahaha... =) xin qing is happy de... =) haha... =)
ran for 5 rounds today! =) good job! =) but timing need to improve... =)
okay... nice... still got lots of things to do... but decided to sleep i guess... cya! =)
haha... wow... all the positive de... I'm so impressed... =) anyway... I was late today... was studying chem only this morning... ytd was copying the notes and try to remember the thingy... wah... this morning found out, nothing really goes into my brain last night... anyway, the alcohol was an good attempt but then... the carbonyl compound was ya...
everything is fine... I think... I smelt garfield's perfume. he was sitting behind me only... haha... his perform become so distinct already... haha... =) physics test... wah... er... terrible...
next is... chem... tutorial... nth special...break... slack n day dream although note is infront of me... maths lect also nth... chem test...
break... ya... gk is crappy... yc also agree...
maths... mr chee is haha... ke ai de... =)
I saw my bus cute guy after math lesson... wahaha... =) xin qing is happy de... =) haha... =)
ran for 5 rounds today! =) good job! =) but timing need to improve... =)
okay... nice... still got lots of things to do... but decided to sleep i guess... cya! =)
Saturday, April 14, 2007
bored
really sian... i tried to do the block test for mathematics... with guidence which is the ans sheet... but tt ans sheet... full of errors... wah... den do till q2 den didn't do... come and check... nice one... it is gone... not on litespeed le... sian... not productive.. didn't do any hwk or revision... really sian...
okay... tml need to do chem hwk... physics spa... and what else? oh study chem... and what? econ hwk as well... real sian... haiz...
okay... seemed like no time for me... okay... see ya... =)
okay... tml need to do chem hwk... physics spa... and what else? oh study chem... and what? econ hwk as well... real sian... haiz...
okay... seemed like no time for me... okay... see ya... =)
Friday the 13...
13 has always been my lucky no... how about friday 13? i not really sure... but... I seemed to have prepared for the worst for my pw... maybe tt is why I'm able to take it... Mr Bong is right... there is always other ways to Uni... I can study abroad... if I can't make it... Mrs Ivay is right... PW is only 10%... why bothers when everything is over... dun ever get affect by it... so focus on the 90%... yeah... for now... just work hard and stay focus on what I want! jia u! =)
and to teik-ling... marks is not everything... it is not your fault or anybody fault... just stay strong... there is still a long way to go! =)
Just kind of disappointed that I got such a grade for pw... I mean really... spend so much of my time... and my effort.... I admit that I screw up my OP... but whatever the case... what's done can't be undone... now focus on the undone and make them does well...
I improved my running... I think it is because of the good weather and maybe because of the stress inside me and I want to run with all my might... that is why I choose not to pon pe... because I think pe can help me to release the stress esp after I took that PW result...
haha... physics lesson ytd was erm... ya... garifield is so sweet... his perfume smell nice too... =)
today I was late for econ... what's all these... I woke up pretty early... but I was slacking around at home... because I simply dun like school... that is all... I wanted to stay to do hwk... but simply can't stand to stay in the sch for another min... sch is such a waste of time...
oh... ya... to yc... es is not bad really... sweet and caring... if only he is good looking a bit then I can consider... opps...
went to TP to walk walk... bought the things I want den went to lib... then no place... nice one...meet shang there but no place so asked her not to come le... so slack around in the lib... wah... saw tt tallest guy in our school... nvm... slack till 12pm smth... went for eye checkup... that uncle gave me a shock... tot my right len gt scatch but it was an error... but tt uncle is sweet... =)
to mad... ya... life is nv fair... so gotta live with it... it is just part and parcel of life...
okay... just load up my black ink... 3 times i changed the cartiage since the day I was in NY... such a waste of my ink... sian...
gotta go soon... cya... =)
and to teik-ling... marks is not everything... it is not your fault or anybody fault... just stay strong... there is still a long way to go! =)
Just kind of disappointed that I got such a grade for pw... I mean really... spend so much of my time... and my effort.... I admit that I screw up my OP... but whatever the case... what's done can't be undone... now focus on the undone and make them does well...
I improved my running... I think it is because of the good weather and maybe because of the stress inside me and I want to run with all my might... that is why I choose not to pon pe... because I think pe can help me to release the stress esp after I took that PW result...
haha... physics lesson ytd was erm... ya... garifield is so sweet... his perfume smell nice too... =)
today I was late for econ... what's all these... I woke up pretty early... but I was slacking around at home... because I simply dun like school... that is all... I wanted to stay to do hwk... but simply can't stand to stay in the sch for another min... sch is such a waste of time...
oh... ya... to yc... es is not bad really... sweet and caring... if only he is good looking a bit then I can consider... opps...
went to TP to walk walk... bought the things I want den went to lib... then no place... nice one...meet shang there but no place so asked her not to come le... so slack around in the lib... wah... saw tt tallest guy in our school... nvm... slack till 12pm smth... went for eye checkup... that uncle gave me a shock... tot my right len gt scatch but it was an error... but tt uncle is sweet... =)
to mad... ya... life is nv fair... so gotta live with it... it is just part and parcel of life...
okay... just load up my black ink... 3 times i changed the cartiage since the day I was in NY... such a waste of my ink... sian...
gotta go soon... cya... =)
Friday, April 13, 2007
Personality test
I just took a test on choosing fruit... I choose mango... seem like the hotmail got problem... cán't load.... nvm... a promise is not to be broken... okay... gotta slp le... cya...
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Finally
yeah. finally got the courage to ask my mum to sign my result slip... has been thinking abt it for 2 long days... my mum didn't scold me... even encouraged me... she said I did my best le... so sweet... almost cried out le... recently so emotional... haiz...
today time seem rather long especially during the gp lect... wah... on war... so sian... so boring... almost fell asleep n the guys kept talking behind also... esp ch la... anyway there is really nth...
den econ also v boring as well...
chem... the risk of being called... finish lecture le... need to do chem tutorial... nice one... sian... n got test some more...
haha... maths consultation... mr chee is so sweet... i think he is gentle n sweet... haha... and he is smart too! =) patient as well... but hor... he is pretty serious... kind of scary... but I think he saw me v moody in his lesson so he tried his best to help me... so sweet huh... so sorry taken up his break time... being teacher is so xin ku...
didn't see tt j1 cute guy who takes the same bus as me this morning... i was a bit early today... haiz... but got place to sit is better I guess...
yeah... finally last day.... endure... den weekend le... wah... still got remedial... so sick... gotta tell lou tt I got remedial...
okay... see ya! =)
today time seem rather long especially during the gp lect... wah... on war... so sian... so boring... almost fell asleep n the guys kept talking behind also... esp ch la... anyway there is really nth...
den econ also v boring as well...
chem... the risk of being called... finish lecture le... need to do chem tutorial... nice one... sian... n got test some more...
haha... maths consultation... mr chee is so sweet... i think he is gentle n sweet... haha... and he is smart too! =) patient as well... but hor... he is pretty serious... kind of scary... but I think he saw me v moody in his lesson so he tried his best to help me... so sweet huh... so sorry taken up his break time... being teacher is so xin ku...
didn't see tt j1 cute guy who takes the same bus as me this morning... i was a bit early today... haiz... but got place to sit is better I guess...
yeah... finally last day.... endure... den weekend le... wah... still got remedial... so sick... gotta tell lou tt I got remedial...
okay... see ya! =)
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Not a bad day...
today is not a bad day I guess... except for the part on getting on our result slips and the talk which is so boring... I kind of fall asleep already...
this morning I saw tt J1 guy again... haha... I told wh abt it... haha... tt guy gave me a scare... but I still can't take a closer look at him leh... cos he is so tall...
ya I like tall guys... so hor ch dun think I will fall for u... dun worry lor... he didn't meet my criteria... but anyway, he changed a lot... he offered to help me take the box today... wah... so surprised... become gentleman le... not bad...
today like didn't see my J1 shuai ge... sian... long time didn't see junyang also...
maths lect is interesting... cos I learn new things... but hor... is unbearable... haha...
okay le... so many things to settle... like how to get my mum to sign my result slip... and settle biz club things... and so on... ok le... jia u ba! =)
this morning I saw tt J1 guy again... haha... I told wh abt it... haha... tt guy gave me a scare... but I still can't take a closer look at him leh... cos he is so tall...
ya I like tall guys... so hor ch dun think I will fall for u... dun worry lor... he didn't meet my criteria... but anyway, he changed a lot... he offered to help me take the box today... wah... so surprised... become gentleman le... not bad...
today like didn't see my J1 shuai ge... sian... long time didn't see junyang also...
maths lect is interesting... cos I learn new things... but hor... is unbearable... haha...
okay le... so many things to settle... like how to get my mum to sign my result slip... and settle biz club things... and so on... ok le... jia u ba! =)
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Stressed
1stly really glad to have lou... haha... cos really sad this afternoon... wah... her sms almost make me cry when I already tried my best not to cry alr... not bad... haha.. she matured alot already... no longer little finger... LF if u really this... this is a compliement... =)
next... thanks es... ya... he should know... haha...
thanks sham and lou for letting me disturb every now n then...
and ya... ignorance is a blessing... desmond told me the other... somehow makes me think again... maybe when u ignore it is the best thing... knowing too much might not be a good thing as well... acting u dun know makes u feel better is it? so let it be this way...
wah... my left eye got something lor... my mum said is due to heat... haha... she is so sweet! =) cook my fav dishes... dou fu... vegetie n corn soup... n got fish as well... haha... although not stream fish but it is still not bad... =) sweet in the heart...
okay... thanks shang for doing me a favour... thanks for everything...
oh ya... forget to thank pauline for helping me take the cert and sorry for being rude sia... haiz... I think I kind of rude... and all the best for ur studies! jia u! dun play so much com le! =)
homework is lagging behind... real sian... tons piling up... clear one the other one rising...
okay... econ remedial this sat... sian... time wasting...
okay... see ya... so late le... =)
next... thanks es... ya... he should know... haha...
thanks sham and lou for letting me disturb every now n then...
and ya... ignorance is a blessing... desmond told me the other... somehow makes me think again... maybe when u ignore it is the best thing... knowing too much might not be a good thing as well... acting u dun know makes u feel better is it? so let it be this way...
wah... my left eye got something lor... my mum said is due to heat... haha... she is so sweet! =) cook my fav dishes... dou fu... vegetie n corn soup... n got fish as well... haha... although not stream fish but it is still not bad... =) sweet in the heart...
okay... thanks shang for doing me a favour... thanks for everything...
oh ya... forget to thank pauline for helping me take the cert and sorry for being rude sia... haiz... I think I kind of rude... and all the best for ur studies! jia u! dun play so much com le! =)
homework is lagging behind... real sian... tons piling up... clear one the other one rising...
okay... econ remedial this sat... sian... time wasting...
okay... see ya... so late le... =)
Monday, April 09, 2007
Monday Blues
I think my monday blues is v serious today...
but I think I'm getting better already... haha...
thanks bro for lending me his liquid paper... although it is nothing... but somehow... cos he rarely so nice... haha... den ask him go down take mummy de medicine he also agree... i think he knows I v sad ba... haha... thanks... doubt he will read my blog... but he knows I got a blog... den...
thanks mummy for making milo for me... so glad... warm... due to the warm milo... but really warm inside my heart...haha... =)
thanks lou for the bread n biscuit... =) the susuage quite salty though... but overall is not bad... haha... =) so sweet! =)
thanks... so glad... =)
mood really bad during maths... emo i guess... almost cried... my tears went up to my eyes already...
dunno since when I resistance to Maths... I nv like this b4... nv... cos maths is my fav sub... dunno is cos he like maths so I like as well... he was my past... ya... sham knew abt his story... the guys whom I like 10 years ago... we compete for maths grade... haha... =) maths is the sub I love... whenever there is maths hwk I would be v delighted to finish them all immediately...even if it was a whole thick stack... I would finish them all... but now I feel so sick... feel like puking at the sight of it... y is the resistance... i dunno...
oh ya... take care teik-ling... =) jia u! what I wanna say is said in my sms le... just hold on there! the worst is gg to be over v soon! =)
really glad that I had a supportive family... and a number of frenz to su ku... and a number of frenz to ask problems on studies... specially thanks to shang... always disturbing her... and wh as well... oh and yc also... haha... n lou... though we both in the same boat de... =) okay... i think my monday blues is over le... =)
take carez! =)
but I think I'm getting better already... haha...
thanks bro for lending me his liquid paper... although it is nothing... but somehow... cos he rarely so nice... haha... den ask him go down take mummy de medicine he also agree... i think he knows I v sad ba... haha... thanks... doubt he will read my blog... but he knows I got a blog... den...
thanks mummy for making milo for me... so glad... warm... due to the warm milo... but really warm inside my heart...haha... =)
thanks lou for the bread n biscuit... =) the susuage quite salty though... but overall is not bad... haha... =) so sweet! =)
thanks... so glad... =)
mood really bad during maths... emo i guess... almost cried... my tears went up to my eyes already...
dunno since when I resistance to Maths... I nv like this b4... nv... cos maths is my fav sub... dunno is cos he like maths so I like as well... he was my past... ya... sham knew abt his story... the guys whom I like 10 years ago... we compete for maths grade... haha... =) maths is the sub I love... whenever there is maths hwk I would be v delighted to finish them all immediately...even if it was a whole thick stack... I would finish them all... but now I feel so sick... feel like puking at the sight of it... y is the resistance... i dunno...
oh ya... take care teik-ling... =) jia u! what I wanna say is said in my sms le... just hold on there! the worst is gg to be over v soon! =)
really glad that I had a supportive family... and a number of frenz to su ku... and a number of frenz to ask problems on studies... specially thanks to shang... always disturbing her... and wh as well... oh and yc also... haha... n lou... though we both in the same boat de... =) okay... i think my monday blues is over le... =)
take carez! =)
Sunday, April 08, 2007
JUST SO YOU KNOW lyrics
Title: Artist: JESSE MCCARTNEY Song: JUST SO YOU KNOW Album: RIGHT WHERE YOU WANT ME (2006)
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus]
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here
[Chorus]
This is the song which is my blog song... which is the song tt describe my feelings right now... love it! my idol jesse macCartney... is shuai de... haha... =)
stupid printer no black ink le... print notes print halfway... sian...
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus]
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here
[Chorus]
This is the song which is my blog song... which is the song tt describe my feelings right now... love it! my idol jesse macCartney... is shuai de... haha... =)
stupid printer no black ink le... print notes print halfway... sian...
life simply sux
really... life simply sux... yap... I just went swimming with sham... she told me about her prob... stupid guy... but... in love there is no right or wrong... tt is life... sham... get on with life ok... =) hold on... perserve... 3 more months only... you will meet some better guys next time... dun lose hope on love... because... love is still in the air always... stay as frenz... dun think so much... whatever the case... stay strong... =) frenz will always be there for u... =)
lesson learnt: nv fall in love with a guy who is attach especially when they are going for many years... because the guy will eventually go back to the girl...
Happy Birthday to Wei Jie! =)
okay... life sux... hope it will be better... I hope... ya right...
lesson learnt: nv fall in love with a guy who is attach especially when they are going for many years... because the guy will eventually go back to the girl...
Happy Birthday to Wei Jie! =)
okay... life sux... hope it will be better... I hope... ya right...
Saturday, April 07, 2007
easter
haha... happy days of my week... thursday... great... had a great night with sham at the swimming pool... we talked more than we swim... haha... but it was fun... she hears my prob n I hear hers... her job is interesting as well... being as close as the sea is really great... totally love sea because it is blue and cos it gives a v calm feelings...
friday... went to study with lou at the mac... totally v noisy... got lots of parties... then got a lot of ppl as well... then got one time got a group of guys and one girl... came to sit beside the table next to us... then the group of guys keep saying the f word... feel like hammering them... freaking hell... ! not v productive I would say... wasted my one day... I saw gary when we were leaving the mac... nice one.... I think it is him... he looked so diff...
dunno since when I hate sch... maybe recently... cos I like sch... cos able to see him... he is the motivation tt I wanted to come to sch... but now... I dunno... but still.... still have to perserve... =)
okay.... just come to slack a while... go back to my breakfast le... see ya... ! =)
friday... went to study with lou at the mac... totally v noisy... got lots of parties... then got a lot of ppl as well... then got one time got a group of guys and one girl... came to sit beside the table next to us... then the group of guys keep saying the f word... feel like hammering them... freaking hell... ! not v productive I would say... wasted my one day... I saw gary when we were leaving the mac... nice one.... I think it is him... he looked so diff...
dunno since when I hate sch... maybe recently... cos I like sch... cos able to see him... he is the motivation tt I wanted to come to sch... but now... I dunno... but still.... still have to perserve... =)
okay.... just come to slack a while... go back to my breakfast le... see ya... ! =)
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
totally out of control these days...
really freaking day for me today... i really can't stand it anymore... almost cried out today in maths lesson today... almost... wanted to find a piece of paper to let me draw on or crash it... but it is all my maths paper... so i cán't crash them or what so whatever... so I hold onto the pencil so tightly tt it was gg to break... almost... thanks Mr Chee for helping me take tt water bottle... he got tt gentle eyes...
what if one day i go out of control... what if one day i go mad... i really dunno what I would do...
life sucks... nothing seems to go right in my life... mrs lim said something... perserve on... it is not even mid yr... try harder next time... perserve... when I didn't perserve? doesn't I try hard enough? i think I have reached my limit... if only I would I will... but I can't...
thanks to someone... ya... he didn't know...
thanks sham for being there for me not physically but mentally... at least I know there is always someone for me to rely on...
I really hated school... there is nothing I looking forward to... maybe him... but I dunno... he is not mine anyway... so there is really nothing I looking forward to... life simply sucks there...
3 guys asked me if I am free on friday... 1st one is asking me to go for a party.. I tot got sch... den after tt I realised is good friday... but really dun feel like gg... so reject... 2nd one ask me go become light bulb la.... so reject again... 3rd one is asking me to go celebrate easter in a church... m not a christrian... so reject as well... my friday is me n me alone... jus dun feel like facing ppl or entertaining ppl... just wanna slack...
really tired... okay.. gotta start on my econ le... see ya.. =)
what if one day i go out of control... what if one day i go mad... i really dunno what I would do...
life sucks... nothing seems to go right in my life... mrs lim said something... perserve on... it is not even mid yr... try harder next time... perserve... when I didn't perserve? doesn't I try hard enough? i think I have reached my limit... if only I would I will... but I can't...
thanks to someone... ya... he didn't know...
thanks sham for being there for me not physically but mentally... at least I know there is always someone for me to rely on...
I really hated school... there is nothing I looking forward to... maybe him... but I dunno... he is not mine anyway... so there is really nothing I looking forward to... life simply sucks there...
3 guys asked me if I am free on friday... 1st one is asking me to go for a party.. I tot got sch... den after tt I realised is good friday... but really dun feel like gg... so reject... 2nd one ask me go become light bulb la.... so reject again... 3rd one is asking me to go celebrate easter in a church... m not a christrian... so reject as well... my friday is me n me alone... jus dun feel like facing ppl or entertaining ppl... just wanna slack...
really tired... okay.. gotta start on my econ le... see ya.. =)
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Life sucks
If your life is really sucks and really drive u crazy when you are at the cliff and you feel like dying feel like jumping off... but you are afraid to jump off... what would you do? That is that kind of feelings I had now...
Monday, April 02, 2007
Really drives me crazy
Really drives me crazy these days... the problems between me n my mum solved... mu niu(daughter) mei you ge ye chou... dunno why recently my chinese recently so good... haha... maybe listen too much of Chinese station le... haha... today I used you zhi zhe shi jing chen during chem lesson...
talking abt chem... wah... spent the whole hour doing the oral test... den kanna scolded by ms sim twice... nice one... wah... den tml chem spa is not ms sim... sian diao le... nice one...
next I used liang chen ji ri during maths or chem lect i think... when yc asked abt garfield thingy...
not bad huh?
I pretty productive in exercising today... ran 4 laps... do some stretching here and there... well done...
okay... my mood went down and making me can't concentrate on hwk... but also got other factors as well... got good de got bad de as well... but i think most weightage goes to bad...
mad dun get sad la... just bare with it k... haha... maybe just tell ur fren to go tell him tt she likes him n stop pestering u...
sian... not productive today... not feeling well... physically n mentally...
nice one...
see u den... =)
talking abt chem... wah... spent the whole hour doing the oral test... den kanna scolded by ms sim twice... nice one... wah... den tml chem spa is not ms sim... sian diao le... nice one...
next I used liang chen ji ri during maths or chem lect i think... when yc asked abt garfield thingy...
not bad huh?
I pretty productive in exercising today... ran 4 laps... do some stretching here and there... well done...
okay... my mood went down and making me can't concentrate on hwk... but also got other factors as well... got good de got bad de as well... but i think most weightage goes to bad...
mad dun get sad la... just bare with it k... haha... maybe just tell ur fren to go tell him tt she likes him n stop pestering u...
sian... not productive today... not feeling well... physically n mentally...
nice one...
see u den... =)
Sunday, April 01, 2007
lost my doggie
nice one... i lost my doggie tt is hang on my hp de... rather sad... but today... overall is an okay day I guess... pair study with lou at Bishan lib at 1st... sorry lou for telling the wrong time... made her rush like crazy... haha... so sorry...
okay... lib opens at 10am... but we met at 9am... my fault... sorry... den shang came by to help us with our studies... thanks... den sl came back as well... she kind of emo... hope she is fine... =)
anyway... happy April Fool's day... fool quite a no of ppl with tt msg... haha... kind of funny... but kind of evil as well... sorry sia... but for fun only... dun take it too seriously... sometimes we should try to relax once in a while... haha... =)
kk... see ya! =)
okay... lib opens at 10am... but we met at 9am... my fault... sorry... den shang came by to help us with our studies... thanks... den sl came back as well... she kind of emo... hope she is fine... =)
anyway... happy April Fool's day... fool quite a no of ppl with tt msg... haha... kind of funny... but kind of evil as well... sorry sia... but for fun only... dun take it too seriously... sometimes we should try to relax once in a while... haha... =)
kk... see ya! =)
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