Wanted to upload a post yesterday. then when I finished posting my photos and all that stuff and wanted to upload, got error... so press back, wah nice one, it is all gone... my one night of effort trying to load the photos to com... sian diao...
whatever... I had a great time after exam... despite that the physics test is really hard.. practically forget my formula alr... plus garfield kept walking pass to stress me... nice one... whatever... hopefully can pass... haha... =) his standard for me is just to pass only... so I hope I can pass... haha...
went to eat long John again as suggested by YC... actually I had no comments for fast food, because I dunno ... dun really like fast food... fast food to me is like convience food lor... fav food still is mum's cook de food... haha... =) same clsmate clique expect tt pc went with her fren... den ya... the guys- sh, wj, alvin, es and gk came in... dunno y they stalk us... haha... jkjk...
anyway... some thing happened... nvm... had fun... haha... really... we separated after lunch... then yc, wh n me went walk walk then watch movie... "I'm a cyblog, but that's ok"the main actor is RAIN... haha... =) but he dun look shuai with that hairstyle... anyway, it is not really a nice show... as in dun really have a storyline, no purpose, no learning point... just watch for the fun of it... so it is like ya... for laugher... quite funny... 2.3/5 for this show... yap...
so next... after the show, dunno why the two girls every sentence need to mention ks... haiz.. esp yc... yap, then after the show rite, the BEST got show the Initial D movie... Jay so shuai! =) den saw mad n cam... walk walk... den feel sian alr... went to AMK hub... went to mac slack... then wh left... then so talk with yc... the longest talk ever since last yr I guess... ya...... n only on one to one basis... ya... that is my character... I can only open up my feelings on only one to one basis I guess...
what sh said make me think... he said something like we should not act, like putting a mask like that, just act like yourself... I was just wondering, do u really know yourself in some cases? not that I dun agree with him, but in some situation, there are things not within your control... just like... when you are giving a speech to quite a number of ppl, you are scared, but you have to act like it is nothing at all, you have to suppress that scare feelings... get what I mean?
whatever it is... really had a great talk with yc... thanks girl... but I really hope things would change for the better! =)
ya... today went out with Fingers... met Lou at AMK station... we went to AMK hub eat lunch... den walk and talk abt our JC life and what happened in our sch n stuffs like tt n Lou tells me a ghost story... kind of nice... SILK... den meet Shang... went to Mac to slack... den went to Orchard... went for a movie at Cathy Cineleisure... STOMP THE YARD... not bad... it is about street dancing... at the beinging, two gangs "ga wu" for money... den one gang win, the other gang bu shuang(not happy)... went to fight the other gang... one person died... the rest ran away... only one guy, tt is dati stayed because it is his "brother"... dati was jailed... because his lawyer said his name wrong or something...can't catch tt part... then, he was sent to a Uni... he promised his mum to try to work hard... he also will try to filful his brother's dream, that is to graducate in Uni... then he saw this girl at the resistation and fell in love with her at 1st sight... who knows, she is somebody elses girl and she is the principal's daughter... her relationship with that guy is actually being matchmake by her dad... and tt guy is a jerk... a complete jerk... there are two dance club in the school... one is TNT which is an organic... it is explosive... and I think it is kind of cool to have tt name... the other club is wolf i think and the president of the club is the girl's boyfriend... and in the middle of story, dati went to join TNT... wolf had a record of 7 consective years champion in a well known dance competition... dati was trying to get close to that girl and they fell for each other... ya... then because of his background, her dad tried to break... and the guy was kind of being suspended... what is the ending? well... go watch for yourself... I think it has a great storyline... nice nice... 3.5/5 for this... worth watching... =)
next meet pauline... den have dinner... at Café Cartel... I think the guy who served us quite cute looking...he gave me tt sweet smile... den dunno why later he went to become cashier alr.... we crap for a while... talk about sch work... because 3 of us is nanyang one so Lou most of the time like being left out... so what we talking she doesn't understand... then Hui Yi didn't come... so not a complete hand.... ya... shang asked me who is the guy whom mad n me fall for... then pauline said that my taste had improve... what? tl not that bad after all... just that I dun like his character... and tt time I guess I didn't fall for him too hard ba... maybe I can't put down the feeling for tt guy 10 years ago.... even then, I was just wondering had I really forget him.... anyway, ya, able to get myself back after one year after tt incident...didn't know tt was tt rude... for now, I think I put down the feeling of tt guy from 10 years ago le... he is or rather he was just a childhood membories... girl u are 18 alr! grow up! =) and for now... I only told one person about my secret... yap... and ya... just stay as it is... cos... I was want to tou tou watch him... for now, just want to concentrate on my studies... then, I said I dun like J, he is just an eye candy... then pauline said that I won't fall deep... it is kind of hurting... because... nvm... dun feel like saying...
I dunno how to say... but I feel something is wrong... is it only me? ppl whom u think are close frenz may not really as close as u think it is... frenz for more than 5 years... can I say that... I don't really know u all well... or do I say... U dun really know me much as well... what is my fav no? I kind of surprise they didn't know... but nvm... maybe they forget... but why do I feel so upset?
sometimes i was thinking... am I acting happy in front of others when inside I was deeply hurt... why do I need to act anyway? why should I act?
anyway... tml task is to tidy up my study table which is in a messy state... had been procastinate for two days le... so tml need to tidy up and recharge... sat do econ... den sunday go out with family and have fun and clear all my thoughts... ya.. settled...
ok... see u! =)
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