Birthday

It had been one week since I blog... break record... ]

My birthday...
nice one... what a sweet 18... me and my books... block test coming...
and I'm 18... so old already... oh my....

thanks for the present and the birthday celebration...ytd... to my cls...
my 1st birthday cake of the year.... maybe today might have with my family...
I think Ks was kind of ps when he gave me the present and I kind of ps as well... in the middle of the lt... haiz... real ps... It is a long story... haiz.. I think I got myself in trouble after the newspaper collection thingy and put ks in trouble also... so sorry... haiz... me n ks really not match... haiz... and ya, sh wished me... his hand is cold de... kind of freeze me...
sorry yc for the trouble... when she bought the present for me... the present is great... it is a necklace...

b4 yc and lk n kit went to buy present for me, yc asked me what present i wanted... I think it is kind of weird qns... nvm abt tt... but to me, whatever present I receive I would be happy... because I know they went thru tt effort to buy the present for me and went thru the flow of thought of what kind of person I am and what kind of things I like... and to me, a present is something tt is v suprising, you didn't know what thing is inside and you wanted to know what is it inside, it is some kind of excitement when you open the present... it isn't a present anymore when you know what kind of thing already.. that is why i would change the plastic bag whenever I gave the present... imagine I gave a person a present and the plastic bag is S&K... immediately tt person know it is a t-shirt or something from S&K... so tt is why I would change plastic bag and so when tt person open the present, he would be like "ai, how come not... ?" ya... when I opened tt present, I already know it is something from precious thots and it is a necklace... cos plastic bag is precious thots and CH said it so loud in celebration... haha... so much for tt... let's move on...

fingers wanted to celebrate with me today... but I rejected shang saying that I wanna study for block test and lou is hospitalised...there is really no untied for Fingers this year on my bd... I really hope after my block test can celebrate with them...and Lou would be fine and discharged by then.... I was studying physics at tt time I think when I received the sms and my feelings real sad... will say more when I have the time ba... now was in sch blogging in com lab... after rejecting, I was really sad that I can't continue with physics... I stoned there for v long... I didn't know how long... just to realise that I have suppressed my feelings for a v long time... and I have neglected it... and I think I have neglected other people's feelings as well... just to realised... all I did was study and study... I didn't care how I feel.... so ya... kind of sad...

why I so hardwking so suddenly... cos tml got test and a lvl this yr and garfield harrassed my mum... in all my sch life, no teachers harrased my parent... and he is the 1st one... well, kind of I dunno... he is quite a great and concerned teacher... but hey, I'm alr adult or so to speak... asked my mum to guidence my studies... my mum didn't gudience my studies since pri 2 ba... ya... so I'm a self-moltivated learner... and thankfully, I get back this moltivation after I lost it for like 1 and a half year... thankfully is b4 a lvl... hope I won't lost it again... and I want to show to garfield tt I can do well for physics and put his faith in me and to my mum as well... my mum kind of worry these days... but hopefully I can do well for this block test and make her less worry...

I think I have to change the way I study ba... my strengths: understand and learn things easily and fast but my weakness is tends to forget things v easily... so ya... have to train up my memory skills... and tends to lose focus easily... so ya... for this block test I have tried another way of studying or rather enhancing my studies...

I drank coffee these days so that I won't fall asleep when I was studying... whenever I see words I fell aslp in less than 1min... trust me... and the slp is like 2h... den after slping of cos is slacking... so like tt one day is like wasted... so tt why i drank coffee... and coffee can actually how to say, stimulate your brain cells and ya your memory would actually become better in some sense... dunno is true or not... I gave it a try anyway... no harm trying....

I think I have grown... in terms of character and person... I become more helpful and sensitive to others... and I think I matured alr... haha... and I become more cheerful and not sad over my result easily... maybe I have been so used to failing test alr ba... anyway, there is more to learn... jia you ba! you can do it...

yc tried to hint me smth... well... i think it is better to act normally... sometimes, it is better to act you dunno than you know... and I think it is better to act as if nth has happened... because, you dun really know what other people are thinking... and... what kind of a character they are... and how to say... some did it because of impulse or because they just want to get the attention... or for the fun of it... but actually, the truth is always hidden... jus widen your heart, the myths is not really a myth... is jus how you think abt it... some ppl change... the truth might not even be the truth sometimes... what you think might not even be true as well...

my 3 wishes for my 18th birthday...
1st wish.... I wished for that every year is that hope everyone including me to lead a healthy and happy life and hope tt the world is a much happier to live in...

2nd wish... haha... of cos is to do well for my A lvl...

3rd wish cannot say... haha...

ok... I think that is all... all the best to me in the upcoming block test... and hopefully I can finish studying...

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