Musk

I dun like to reveal too much of my personal life somehow or another... I think I become more and more not myself already... I seemed to have put on a musk everywhere I went...

Who is the real me? I wondered...

I always put myself in other people's shoe. other people's feelings always affected me...

Even I said a billion million sorry... I dun think I can forgive myself even if you forgive me...

I am tired... I just want to treasure my life... because... just recently... just found that life can be so fragile... you do not know when you are affected with diseases or being clamped down with illnesses... I just want to live my everyday to the fullest...

uncle once said, "what's the point of studying so high when you are being clamped down with illnesses... " come to think of it... kind of true... what if, I say what if, once I have finished my uni and I had contacted some illness, then what will happened? I can't work... a burden to my family... all my studies gone to waste... all my dreams... were all by then would be really dreams... so I think in conclusion, our health is really important... a small problem in your body might be a big problem in the future... solve the problem now, dun wait!

tired already. time to sleep. nites. =)