Chinese New Year

I dun really enjoy this Lunar New Year... I dunno... Yes, nice food, yes I eat without care on my weight... do I look young or is it because of my height? why do they always ask the same qns every year? u sec what alr? hello? secondary? pls, I alr jc2... ask me sec what? ok, that is ok... den they would ask oh, so u gg uni rite? smart huh? as if gg to uni is smart? there are so many ppl gg uni, I dun think I really tt smart after tt... and at this point of time, I still struggling with my work... I dun even think I can handle A lvl moreover going to Uni... oh pls... what if next yr, I can't go into Uni? my parents would lose face... oh dear... haiz... why ppl like to compare so much? why my mum bothers to even tell me who n whose daughter gg taiwan to study? as if I care in the 1st place, when u dun even let me go oversea to study in the 1st place... whatever, it is a long story... ya, so what we are poor? as long as I'm happy tt's fine, dun even come n bother me or I give u cold shoulders... do rich always get what they wanted? i dun believe, they have to work for it as well... just that the poor have to work more harder I guess...

dun give me that look, I hate it... dun treat me like a baby... I tried v hard to be a good kid so as not to lose my parents' face... u know, adults always compare... why my uncle always like to pick on me? hey, I wash the dishes ok? without asking, excuse me... it is only a piece of biscuit dropped on the floor, I pick it up and clear up the floor, that's it... as if I wanted to create trouble like tt... u xin ku cooking for the big family, we knew it, no need to show attitude.. if u want to show attitude, dun show it on me... I have my limits as well...

thanks grandpa for giving me a whole tin of strawberry love letters... haha... my fav...

anyway, haiz... red packets money not much... asked my mum to deposit into my bank so that I won't be tempted to spend it... I need to save for my driving lesson fees n my uni fees... real sian sia... my mum dun allow me to wk lor... if I work part time during this CNY rite, maybe I can earn a few hundred dollars I guess... but she dun allow... sian... she said,"studies more important la... next time, u want to work, work all u want la... "

whatever... during CNY, slack n eat n watch tv... sian diao lor... tons of hwk untouch... still got chem test to study... real sian... but I promised tml I go bian nian one... so no time to study... no need to predict also can tell I would fail this chem test... haiz...

ok... now go back to pack my bag le... shall work hard! yeah! =)