One week post

I decided to post only weekly... haha...

Saturday, I stayed at home did some homework, but was too stressed up and the weather is so warm. So got the cong dong to go and swim... so I went swimming in the evening... I reached the pool at 5pm something but still, the sun is still so strong... haiz... so many people also... crowed, of all ages... got young guys also, all well built! but damn scary seeing their body, strong and muscular... haha... a good way to destress myself... feel so great after swimming! =)

Sunday, went swimming again but this time I went with my family... after swimming, auntie brought us go eat ramen... I think is Japanese one... it is a store near the bishan post office, near jin shan leng coffee shop, near the NTUC also... it is at the corner, so when you passby, you won't actually notice it. but the food is not bad... quite affordable also as in normal price not damn expensive that type.... good! =)

Monday... happiest day of my life... haha... is it happiest? I dunno but I get to see so many shuai ge in one day... v happy lor... see that j guy... then after school, saw JY and Garfield playing tennis... haha... yapp, went to watch death note 2 with paul, mad and louisa... great movie! kind of sad.... cos both of them died in the end... and I dun like Light death God.... so evil... haiz... Light trusted him so much yet he betrayed him... but then again, if death note really happened, what will happen? interesting huh?

Tuesday... didn't see JY today... but nvm... I decided to live everyday as my last... and live happily... learn whatever I can and help whoever who needs help... wow, it sounds like I'm going to die soon... think again, we will die one day, it is a matter of time, just that we do not know when we are going to die... don't ever think you are still young, because you never know when is your last day... I decided not to have regret... trust my intitution and trust in my decision... I will do my best in everything I am doing... yeah! a new year with new resolutions and a new positve attitude! =)

should I say my resolutions? hee... maybe let me tell you a few! the most basic thing is to do well for "A"Level! yeah! Learn to play qin tian lor... wanted to learn during holidays one, but didn't have chance... too busy already... haiz... Earn more money... and buy more accessories for myself.... I hope to train my swimming to 46 laps... I found that swimming freestyle more xin ku leh... but my brother thinks differently... maybe swimming too much "Frog"style le ba... maybe shall train up my freestyle le... wanted to learn swimming again... but all small kids learning, then one old woman learning with small little children will be v paiseh one rite? haiz... maybe shall ask my mother to join me also... haha... den two women are always better than one... and of course to pass all my tests and exams... and I hope to achieve top 25%! yeah... that is my goal! basically is to do well for all the things I'm doing! =)

talking about basically... thought about math lecture... that teacher de kou tou chan is basically, alrite, ok... he sounded abit nervous... but I think he got improvement already... maybe he should be more prepared for the lecture... and more eye contract... talking about math, let me say more about our new math teacher mr chee... haha, his hair makes me laugh... thanks YC for your joke... muhaha... his way of conducting lectures are a total different from Patrick Poh... PP lessons always learn new stuffs, is like he always keep teaching us, then like got interesting things like that... but mr chee's lesson is more relax... is more of self working than he teaches us I think... so yap... but still, I love Maths! =) this is a fact will not change unless something changes ba...

I thinking of learning maths in U leh... then wanted to study business course also... =) I have been thinking a lot lately... haha... I think I'm on my pace now... jia you! dun give up! =)

Wednesday... today is CCA Bazaard... really noisy and crowded... as you know I dun like such thing... I always like calm and quiet place... this cca bazaar makes me think of my secondary school with Interact Club... Really had lots of time that time, because we were like fighting for secondary ones and the sec ones were like scared of us... we were acting like idiots in front of the sec ones students, but we had lots of fun! how memorable... maybe because my sec sch is much smaller so that is why I feel warmer I guess... today, ya... I had fun... performances were great and I think they had improved a lot... I signed up for "bai yun gan"because lin hui also sign up... just for fun I guess... although I say I want to concentrate on my studies but studies are not really everything sometimes... because I don't like to face books all day... I want to learn something out of the book.... that is my intention... someone accuse me, haiz, dun want to think about it already... really feel so down lor...

i dun know why, I feel so strange recently... it is like my heart is not my heart... it beats adnormally sometimes... I wonder is it something wrong with my health... or is it something else... am I thinking too much?

my proposal been rejected because of some reasons... I dunno can or can't tell... but if u interested you can ask me... so now we doing games day... also selling... next week! omg... so fast lor... I feel like dying already... still got the research project to do... really feel like dying... tomorrow got guitar... I dunno if I want to go or not... but got learn the songs I like... but end so late... haiz... really scare it will affect my studies... haiz... go or not go? still got tons of hwk waiting for me... haiz... feel so stressed up... dun worry be happy! jia u! go go go! =)

cheer up! going to get my new phone this week! so be happy! and I saw JY today! be happy! hee... =) and saw him 3 times in school today... wahahaha! =)