haiz

really really tired... headache.... i want to travel the world... really really tired...headache... y i wan these suffering... m tired... i need a break... i hate jc life? stupid and torturing... really feel like dying right now... dun wan to do anything... haiz... but life has to go on...

feel like becoming a writer... den i do not have to face the reality... haiz...
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girl is 17 yrs old... boy is 20 years old....
at the beach...
boy: when i earn enough money, i will marry u...
girl: haha... who wanna marry u... i still gotta finish my studies 1st k...and u have to finish urs too
boy: ya... m top student... cos of u... u better study hard also... i teach u till i vomit blood one...
girl: what vomit blood... m very smart one k!
boy: k.. whatever... wanna lie ur head on my shoulder and take a rest...
the girl lie on his shoulder, he hugged her hard... he wanted to protect her all his life... but he knew he can't...

the day they met...4 years ago... girl was 13 and boy was 16...
the girl was walking pass a street, with her two guards close beehind... the boy was beaten badly by a group of guys... the girl ordered the guards to check out what happen... she saved the boy... that is how they met... the boy was drunk and badly hurt... the boy came from a broken family... he got no love and no hope... when he was being cared for... he felt warmth inside... at the same time, he felt fear, as he was scared that the same thing will happen to him again, will disappear into the thin air... so he is cruel to the girl at 1st... but later... he knew... he fell in love with her... he was so much misery... he did not know what to do...
one day, the girl told him her feelings about him: i love u... i know u hate me... but i jus wanted to tell u... i love u from the day i saved u... i dunno y... i jus can't stop thinking abt u...
the boy did not reply....the girl walked off....
the boy hugged her from the back: no.... i love u... i can't stop thinking about u... but i fear... once i have u... i will lose u...
the girl turned back: i won't... i will stay by ur side forever...
they kissed... their 1st kiss...

the boy quit drinking cos of her... he picked up drinking cos he wanna get away from reality and to numb himself...
recently, the boy found out that he got liver cancer and his liver can't work anymore due to excessive alcohol...

boy: professer, i think i can't finish my research... can let my gf to complete? pls... i know she will do it...
professor: but where r u going?
boy: away from the earth...
the boy told him about his health problem... the professor was v sad to hear this as another talent guy is lost in the research industries... haiz...

boy went to look for his gf's crush...
boy: hey! u like jessica rite?
chris: i er... i er...
boy: jus tell me the truth la... i won't beat u up...
chris: ya... i love her...
boy: good... can u take good care of her for me pls...
chris: i tot u r doing a gd job?
boy: m gg somewhere... jus take care of her for me k... thanks...

he rote a letter for her...
on 13 june... which is her bd... he played a game with her... tt is to find the letter... he passed away on her bd... the letter rote:

dearest jessica,

you are the most beautiful person i ever met... with the most pure heart and a kind so... u will go all out to help ppl... that is how i got save... but now... you can't save me... but u gave me a wonderful memories... thank u so much.... i left the earth with no regrets.... thanks... really thanks.... may u live ur life to the fullest... m sorry i can't fulfil the promise i made... i can't accompany u to travel the world... i hope i can fulfil that in our next life....

love,
brooklyn

the girl cried... why u dun let me see u the last time... why... why u push me to other guy who i dun like... i will help u complete ur research i promise....the end...