nice one... 3rd post in a day... i must be really bored... struck at evaluation of I&R... sian...
hard core!!! sian... sian... sian... gggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!! haiz... overshot liao lor... if i still continue writing... haiz...
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
sian
sian... dunno why... the chinese words can't see one... lazy go n change it... haiz... tired... sian... I n R... dun feel like doing it... but have to do it... why time past so fast??? sian... haiz...
ya... refecting... i have changed... but some parts of me didn't... i still like to eye wash cute guys.... haha... =)
bored... i dun feel like doing anything... haiz... feel like going swimming leh... been thinking how to kill my holidays... since this holidays no overseas for us... more sian den ever.... haiz...
plans for the holidays:
1. watch death note
2. learn guitar--> want to learn qing tian... haha...
3. learn piano---> have to ask the price...
4. learn swimming n complete the silver course--> if only gt someone accompany me lor...
5. study!!! prepare for A level!!! --> this is a must!!!
6. read storybooks...
7. find part-time job??? --> if they want to hire me lor... haha...
feel like sleeping... dun feel like doing I&R... so sian...
ya... refecting... i have changed... but some parts of me didn't... i still like to eye wash cute guys.... haha... =)
bored... i dun feel like doing anything... haiz... feel like going swimming leh... been thinking how to kill my holidays... since this holidays no overseas for us... more sian den ever.... haiz...
plans for the holidays:
1. watch death note
2. learn guitar--> want to learn qing tian... haha...
3. learn piano---> have to ask the price...
4. learn swimming n complete the silver course--> if only gt someone accompany me lor...
5. study!!! prepare for A level!!! --> this is a must!!!
6. read storybooks...
7. find part-time job??? --> if they want to hire me lor... haha...
feel like sleeping... dun feel like doing I&R... so sian...
我的一天
so happy! finally can use chinese le... haha... jus finish reading a chinese storybook... romance de... 好高兴！！ 哈哈。幸福的感觉。haha... so funny...
i think the writer who rote this storybook tittled 《我的蓝颜知己》 is a person who understand love v much...this writer made me hate the girl at the beginning... cos she made used of the guy for 4yrs... when she wants him, she called him, when she dun wan him, she just kicked him away... changing bfs one after another... making him wait for 4yrs... making him hurt when she sees her hurt... but later... i knew that it was her way of loving him... torturing him... it is a risk she took... if she went to the extreme, the guy might left her, den he is not the other part of her life... but he didn't leave...since the day she met him, she alr knew he is hers... 我相信只要两个人相爱不论到哪里，最终还是会在一起的。对，只要相信。i wonder... where is him?? the guy tt belonged to me... i wonder does he ever exist... or he exist but haven appear??? or exist n appear alr but i didn't know... haiz... everytime reads a romance book make me 胡思乱想。
i seemed to have changed... i went to lib ytd... i went to the young ppl section, realised that the bks there... so boring... the books that i used to like, dun attract me anymore... i think i have grown up... that i need to go to the adult section next time liao... haha... i used to like english books more den chinese books... but now... diff... chinese seemed to interest me much more... it had been one yr that i haven't touch a single english fiction book liao... cos maybe... due to GP... that i started to pick up newspaper to read... but not regularly... due to GP i started to move away from these romance fiction books ba... i guess... or cos i got no time??? i do not know.... miserable me... haiz...
i think the writer who rote this storybook tittled 《我的蓝颜知己》 is a person who understand love v much...this writer made me hate the girl at the beginning... cos she made used of the guy for 4yrs... when she wants him, she called him, when she dun wan him, she just kicked him away... changing bfs one after another... making him wait for 4yrs... making him hurt when she sees her hurt... but later... i knew that it was her way of loving him... torturing him... it is a risk she took... if she went to the extreme, the guy might left her, den he is not the other part of her life... but he didn't leave...since the day she met him, she alr knew he is hers... 我相信只要两个人相爱不论到哪里，最终还是会在一起的。对，只要相信。i wonder... where is him?? the guy tt belonged to me... i wonder does he ever exist... or he exist but haven appear??? or exist n appear alr but i didn't know... haiz... everytime reads a romance book make me 胡思乱想。
i seemed to have changed... i went to lib ytd... i went to the young ppl section, realised that the bks there... so boring... the books that i used to like, dun attract me anymore... i think i have grown up... that i need to go to the adult section next time liao... haha... i used to like english books more den chinese books... but now... diff... chinese seemed to interest me much more... it had been one yr that i haven't touch a single english fiction book liao... cos maybe... due to GP... that i started to pick up newspaper to read... but not regularly... due to GP i started to move away from these romance fiction books ba... i guess... or cos i got no time??? i do not know.... miserable me... haiz...
My day
woke up early... go sch do project work... aq session... rehearsal... n one hour of saw 1 n saw 2... wah... gross... i wonder why ppl like gruesome stuffs... i rmb watching my 1st gruesome movie,N16... with huili... that is so gross... i dun think i will watch tt kind of movie again.... make my hair stand...
talking abt hair... my bro... wahaha... so funny... he wants to eat more beef... wahaha...
go lib return bks.. n borrowed some books... finally borrowed nice bk... haha... falling in love with the bk!!! great!!!
went aunt hse... wahaha... tell u saw a handsome... this guy was walking under the block while i was outside.... he reached the lift 1st...he entered the lift... den i go press the lift door... got 2 lifts... i press the other one...i pressed then wonder why the door not open since the lift was at my floor(1st floor)... den one head poped out of the other lift... wah... so qiao... it is tt guy... he stops at 4th floor... haha... but i think won't be seeing him liao... cos tuition finish liao lor... haiz... maybe got next yr... wahaha... =) tt guy looked like RQ... haha...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mDlDYa_o-k&eurl= my fav movie!!! titanic...wah... so cool... can't find tt song leh... wanted to put in my blog one... the song so nice... what if... by Kate Winslet... wah... so touching... =)
talking abt hair... my bro... wahaha... so funny... he wants to eat more beef... wahaha...
go lib return bks.. n borrowed some books... finally borrowed nice bk... haha... falling in love with the bk!!! great!!!
went aunt hse... wahaha... tell u saw a handsome... this guy was walking under the block while i was outside.... he reached the lift 1st...he entered the lift... den i go press the lift door... got 2 lifts... i press the other one...i pressed then wonder why the door not open since the lift was at my floor(1st floor)... den one head poped out of the other lift... wah... so qiao... it is tt guy... he stops at 4th floor... haha... but i think won't be seeing him liao... cos tuition finish liao lor... haiz... maybe got next yr... wahaha... =) tt guy looked like RQ... haha...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mDlDYa_o-k&eurl= my fav movie!!! titanic...wah... so cool... can't find tt song leh... wanted to put in my blog one... the song so nice... what if... by Kate Winslet... wah... so touching... =)
Sunday, October 29, 2006
swimming...
this is the theme song for death note... falling in love with death note liao... haha! =)
sian... i slacked all day... sian... memorising script was such a hard task for me... sian... still rapping u know... if i dun rap... more den 5min leh... sian...
evening go swimming... really crowded... trying to avoid... more difficult to swim... nvm... change lane now n den... i went to the continue swimming lane... but pressure cos all males... so i change back... haha... den after that got one guy came swimming beside me... wahaha... can't see his face cos he is wearing goggles... but his body real gd... gd body complex also... dark skin... but i finished 24laps liao... tired... but i dun wan to go... haiz... but dunno y i go bathe... den it rains... nice one... but i saw second shuai ge... wah... really handsome... opps... he caught me noticing him... so i looked away... can't see him some more... cos we have to go liao... aunt came to fetch us le... haiz... haha... so happy... wahaha...
dinner was great!!! ji jiu n eggs n same what like tom yam... great! i ate two bowls of rice leh... nv eat so much rice one... normally half bowl i sick liao... great and delicious dinner today... haha... i taught boy boy how to say some of the English words... wah... he is so smart... he kissed me... haha... so cute! =)
the phone i wan is n95 which haven come to SG... haiz... 5mp cam... nice nice... haha... but sure ex one... or consider n80 or n73... haha... 3 n 3.2 MP respectively... not bad ar...n93 also not bad! haha... =)
tired... go slp liao... buai... =) see ya... =)
sian... i slacked all day... sian... memorising script was such a hard task for me... sian... still rapping u know... if i dun rap... more den 5min leh... sian...
evening go swimming... really crowded... trying to avoid... more difficult to swim... nvm... change lane now n den... i went to the continue swimming lane... but pressure cos all males... so i change back... haha... den after that got one guy came swimming beside me... wahaha... can't see his face cos he is wearing goggles... but his body real gd... gd body complex also... dark skin... but i finished 24laps liao... tired... but i dun wan to go... haiz... but dunno y i go bathe... den it rains... nice one... but i saw second shuai ge... wah... really handsome... opps... he caught me noticing him... so i looked away... can't see him some more... cos we have to go liao... aunt came to fetch us le... haiz... haha... so happy... wahaha...
dinner was great!!! ji jiu n eggs n same what like tom yam... great! i ate two bowls of rice leh... nv eat so much rice one... normally half bowl i sick liao... great and delicious dinner today... haha... i taught boy boy how to say some of the English words... wah... he is so smart... he kissed me... haha... so cute! =)
the phone i wan is n95 which haven come to SG... haiz... 5mp cam... nice nice... haha... but sure ex one... or consider n80 or n73... haha... 3 n 3.2 MP respectively... not bad ar...n93 also not bad! haha... =)
tired... go slp liao... buai... =) see ya... =)
SiAn
u know what? babies need 16.5h of slp daily... while i need 16h of slp daily... like that i no time for other stuffs alr... ytd i slp at 4am... dunno why alr... mayb slp too much...
i dunno why... i felt so sad... haiz... part of me was excited cos can't wait for the contact lens to come... but part of me also fear... fear the new me... fear i dunno how to wear contact lens... fear i not use to it... haiz... dunno... later tt shop owner vomit blood... scare gt eye infection also... haiz... dunno...
found my chinese ans sheet... hee... my mum found it under the sofa... so sweet of her... ya.. den i do tt set of chinese lor... n nth else alr... den slack... wait till the time for me to go to teach benedict... today is the most productive one... 2 sets of english and one set of science... not bad ar... den he went back to his maple again.... i released him early since he is a good student... he is smart... hope he does well in exams! =)
dunno why keep losing things recently... today i was trying to find my facial wash... wanted to wash my face b4 gg out... wah lao... can't find... at night ask my mum gt see or not.. nice one... get scolding from her... finally it was all along under my table... nice one... haiz... so sway...
dunno why m such a sleepy head... can sleep anytime anywhere... haiz... nice one... tt time at lib, also can like tt fell asleep... haiz... really need 16h of slp a day den enough... 4h of study... den i left with 4h... 2h goes to eat,bath... 2h left to play... watch tv... online... shopping... movies... music... entertainment... nice one... haiz...
still think N90 the best! =) price??? if not i will get N80... hee =)
wah... memorise the script till vomit blood... 3 more Q cards to go... haiz... i want a perfect OP! i say PERFECT... haha... u know how much i hate memorising... cos i think it is too dumb... but for now i shall do dumb things... haiz... u know why i like phyiscs n chem more compared to bio... cos bio need memborising wk.... while physics n chem dun need... but now... i dunno if i like chem now... cos chem need to memorise stuffs... sian... n i spent so much time yet the result still like tt... but physics... diff... i spent much more little time... tot no hope for phyiscs liao... to my dismay... i passed... nice one... haha... maths... dun say le.... can get a much better grade if not for tt qns... graveful mistake i made ever... haiz...
I&R... dun feel like doing... sian... lazy to go search for the I&R notes... so late liao... stupid kept hogging the com to play ms... sian diao liao... haiz... rmb to return lib bks... 22laps tml! =) jia u! n rmb my script by tml... hee... =) u can do it! jia u!
now tt i found my goal... not the long term goal... goal for block test... mid yr... and a lvl... but i still dunno what i want to do in life... what is my ambition??? think for 2days liao... haiz... still dun have an ans to this qns... haiz... my goal in life is to make alot of money n travel the world.... but ... i dunno what i wanna do... sian... what my aunt said today to his son: guys dun study are useless u know... no cert useless u know... u think ur wife will support u ar... no wan will want u ar if ur studies not gd... sis(me) can go marry a rich n he can support her... tt is what is gd abt a woman... dun go marry a useless guy...
i was like dotts... how can she say such a thing to a young boy... although i know tt is reality... m a practical girl... but... m an independent girl also... but m lost right now... blur n misery abt my life... how i wish gt someone to enlighten me... haiz...
i dunno why... i felt so sad... haiz... part of me was excited cos can't wait for the contact lens to come... but part of me also fear... fear the new me... fear i dunno how to wear contact lens... fear i not use to it... haiz... dunno... later tt shop owner vomit blood... scare gt eye infection also... haiz... dunno...
found my chinese ans sheet... hee... my mum found it under the sofa... so sweet of her... ya.. den i do tt set of chinese lor... n nth else alr... den slack... wait till the time for me to go to teach benedict... today is the most productive one... 2 sets of english and one set of science... not bad ar... den he went back to his maple again.... i released him early since he is a good student... he is smart... hope he does well in exams! =)
dunno why keep losing things recently... today i was trying to find my facial wash... wanted to wash my face b4 gg out... wah lao... can't find... at night ask my mum gt see or not.. nice one... get scolding from her... finally it was all along under my table... nice one... haiz... so sway...
dunno why m such a sleepy head... can sleep anytime anywhere... haiz... nice one... tt time at lib, also can like tt fell asleep... haiz... really need 16h of slp a day den enough... 4h of study... den i left with 4h... 2h goes to eat,bath... 2h left to play... watch tv... online... shopping... movies... music... entertainment... nice one... haiz...
still think N90 the best! =) price??? if not i will get N80... hee =)
wah... memorise the script till vomit blood... 3 more Q cards to go... haiz... i want a perfect OP! i say PERFECT... haha... u know how much i hate memorising... cos i think it is too dumb... but for now i shall do dumb things... haiz... u know why i like phyiscs n chem more compared to bio... cos bio need memborising wk.... while physics n chem dun need... but now... i dunno if i like chem now... cos chem need to memorise stuffs... sian... n i spent so much time yet the result still like tt... but physics... diff... i spent much more little time... tot no hope for phyiscs liao... to my dismay... i passed... nice one... haha... maths... dun say le.... can get a much better grade if not for tt qns... graveful mistake i made ever... haiz...
I&R... dun feel like doing... sian... lazy to go search for the I&R notes... so late liao... stupid kept hogging the com to play ms... sian diao liao... haiz... rmb to return lib bks... 22laps tml! =) jia u! n rmb my script by tml... hee... =) u can do it! jia u!
now tt i found my goal... not the long term goal... goal for block test... mid yr... and a lvl... but i still dunno what i want to do in life... what is my ambition??? think for 2days liao... haiz... still dun have an ans to this qns... haiz... my goal in life is to make alot of money n travel the world.... but ... i dunno what i wanna do... sian... what my aunt said today to his son: guys dun study are useless u know... no cert useless u know... u think ur wife will support u ar... no wan will want u ar if ur studies not gd... sis(me) can go marry a rich n he can support her... tt is what is gd abt a woman... dun go marry a useless guy...
i was like dotts... how can she say such a thing to a young boy... although i know tt is reality... m a practical girl... but... m an independent girl also... but m lost right now... blur n misery abt my life... how i wish gt someone to enlighten me... haiz...
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Slacking at home
nice one... wanted to study chinese one... den found that my ans sheet lost... then i no mood to study liao... slack... den pauline called me... talked for quite long... ya... she broke the news to me... i know she is confused right now... but still have to make a choice... a choice that is right for her... a choice that she won't regret next time... a choice that suitable for her... no one can give her an ans... a choice that she has to make it on her... that is how u have to grow up... if u make this decision... u have make a step to growing up... understand girl? dun worry... things will go just fine... =) no one can help u make the decision, no one can give u the ans, only can give u advise cos u r the only person who know what u wan urself, what u wan in life, only u r the person who understand urself the best... jia u! =)
sian... den i slack again... hoping that paper will pop out of no where... but it is not... dunno fly where alr... sian... den pauline called me say gt jj... den i go watched... i think i watched tt b4.. he looked so... nvm... in my eyes, he v shuai... haha... his voice so gd lor... haha... love his voice... love his songs... maybe shall change my blog song to his...
den dunno why... i fell asleep on the sofa... wah... den till 7pm something i woke up... oh man... den waited for my mum to call... finally she called...
tell u my experience in the opticial shop... this shop i nv been b4... but i think this optics shop is the best one i have been so far... not that i have been to lots of optics shop la... jus that the last one i have been too been close down or move away i dunno... most slightly is closed down... so poor service... hee... so evil... this optics shop i went to rite... not v fanciful... u won't notice it rite away... it is quite a small shop... but tell u... this shop owner quite friendly... not bad looking also if u look closely... quite a sensitive guy and a gd father... haha... heard him talking to his son over the phone... den quite high tech also...eye check up... get the checking of my degree... nice one... my left eye degree went up... den he said my dunno what the axis not correct... den he used dunno what light to screen my eyes... den check my cornea (man i forget how to spell- bio gone down the drain) size...say i gt lots of tears... v gd... cos i wan to wear contact lens what... i forget the last process is for what... jus me look up look left look down... got the light thingy... den he asked me u gt eye infection b4... i said gt red eyes b4... den he said ya... cos ur right eye got scar... i was like... omg...nvm... den gg to change spect also... he showed me a few trendy spect... i choose the blue one of cos... haha... with frame... with trendy design... wah... nice one... contact lens cum glasses... $400 bucks... haiz... so ex... why do i have short sighted.... sian...
wah... one day like tt spend finish liao... really gotta start studying chinese liao!!! jia u!!! later regret den die... haiz... go go go!!! better go slp... i think m gg to change song... shall i?? jj song??? dunno... sian...
N90 rocks man... camera 5MP! wow... so cool... i dunno what the price... wah... m too stress is it? keep spending money... haiz... sian... sometimes... i wonder... what i wanna do in life??? i really dunno what i want to do in life... i jus wan to be like bill gate like tt earn lots of money... hee... my ideal house is a house by the sea... high tech... transparent when i wan it.. can see the stars... got swimming pools... gt garden... gt backyard... haiz... still dunno what is my ambition... sian... a teacher? an actoress??? since i can trick sy... haha... okay... hope i will know what i wan to do in my life soon... see ya... it is really late alr...
sian... den i slack again... hoping that paper will pop out of no where... but it is not... dunno fly where alr... sian... den pauline called me say gt jj... den i go watched... i think i watched tt b4.. he looked so... nvm... in my eyes, he v shuai... haha... his voice so gd lor... haha... love his voice... love his songs... maybe shall change my blog song to his...
den dunno why... i fell asleep on the sofa... wah... den till 7pm something i woke up... oh man... den waited for my mum to call... finally she called...
tell u my experience in the opticial shop... this shop i nv been b4... but i think this optics shop is the best one i have been so far... not that i have been to lots of optics shop la... jus that the last one i have been too been close down or move away i dunno... most slightly is closed down... so poor service... hee... so evil... this optics shop i went to rite... not v fanciful... u won't notice it rite away... it is quite a small shop... but tell u... this shop owner quite friendly... not bad looking also if u look closely... quite a sensitive guy and a gd father... haha... heard him talking to his son over the phone... den quite high tech also...eye check up... get the checking of my degree... nice one... my left eye degree went up... den he said my dunno what the axis not correct... den he used dunno what light to screen my eyes... den check my cornea (man i forget how to spell- bio gone down the drain) size...say i gt lots of tears... v gd... cos i wan to wear contact lens what... i forget the last process is for what... jus me look up look left look down... got the light thingy... den he asked me u gt eye infection b4... i said gt red eyes b4... den he said ya... cos ur right eye got scar... i was like... omg...nvm... den gg to change spect also... he showed me a few trendy spect... i choose the blue one of cos... haha... with frame... with trendy design... wah... nice one... contact lens cum glasses... $400 bucks... haiz... so ex... why do i have short sighted.... sian...
wah... one day like tt spend finish liao... really gotta start studying chinese liao!!! jia u!!! later regret den die... haiz... go go go!!! better go slp... i think m gg to change song... shall i?? jj song??? dunno... sian...
N90 rocks man... camera 5MP! wow... so cool... i dunno what the price... wah... m too stress is it? keep spending money... haiz... sian... sometimes... i wonder... what i wanna do in life??? i really dunno what i want to do in life... i jus wan to be like bill gate like tt earn lots of money... hee... my ideal house is a house by the sea... high tech... transparent when i wan it.. can see the stars... got swimming pools... gt garden... gt backyard... haiz... still dunno what is my ambition... sian... a teacher? an actoress??? since i can trick sy... haha... okay... hope i will know what i wan to do in my life soon... see ya... it is really late alr...
Thursday, October 26, 2006
promos...
i wasn't afraid... as i knew i promoted as our ct alr told us earlier... i think the teachers moderated alot as i wasn't able to promote in the 1st place... so m glad... so haiz... no ace... nice one... the result was terrible... i said terrible... didn't get such a bad result b4...okay... will try harder! work hard and smart! jia u! goal is to get to top 25 percent then i can get the money... haha... yeah! =)
great job guys! haha! my class all got promoted!!! =) dunno why guys(males) like cars so much... dun understand... haiz...
went to eat mac at amk... with joanne n yc... wah... so full... nice one... haiz... shop... see hp... wan the N80 so badly!!! shall i get it??? but it is so ex... how ar??? feel so bad... mum also say dun get such an ex handphone... haiz.. but N80 really rox leh... or 800i sony ericson one??? wah... so fan...
den go meet sham at bishan lib... nice one... she was late... i was so sleepy that i fell asleep... haiz... tired...
i hope pauline is okay... jia u... what's done can't be undone... just work towards what u got... jia u! =)
wanted to scare my mum that i gt retain... but she knew from my smile she knew i was kidding with her... haiz... haha... my cd!!! =)
sian... tired... tml no sch... work towards my goals! jia u! =) my ace for chinese!!! and PW!!! =) and after that chiong my tys!!! jia u!! work smart and hard!!! gogogo! =)
great job guys! haha! my class all got promoted!!! =) dunno why guys(males) like cars so much... dun understand... haiz...
went to eat mac at amk... with joanne n yc... wah... so full... nice one... haiz... shop... see hp... wan the N80 so badly!!! shall i get it??? but it is so ex... how ar??? feel so bad... mum also say dun get such an ex handphone... haiz.. but N80 really rox leh... or 800i sony ericson one??? wah... so fan...
den go meet sham at bishan lib... nice one... she was late... i was so sleepy that i fell asleep... haiz... tired...
i hope pauline is okay... jia u... what's done can't be undone... just work towards what u got... jia u! =)
wanted to scare my mum that i gt retain... but she knew from my smile she knew i was kidding with her... haiz... haha... my cd!!! =)
sian... tired... tml no sch... work towards my goals! jia u! =) my ace for chinese!!! and PW!!! =) and after that chiong my tys!!! jia u!! work smart and hard!!! gogogo! =)
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
change blogskin
tired... really tired of my life liao... haiz...
didn't bring tie today... whatever... as if i care much... why do we need to wear it anyway??? sian man... whatever...
haiz... op... dun wan to mention liao... take care tl... will do better with more rehearsal! jia u! =)
good news: whole class got promoted to J2! yeah! 3 cheers to 0617!!! =) bad news... haiz... dun wan to talk about it...
haha... me and yc crap in the lib... haha... talk alot... thanks ar... make me feel much better... hee...
change my blogskin... i love it! yeah!
haha... u know what happened? i told my mum, "ma." den she gt fed-up as i accidentally gg to break her teapot... den she scold me... den she asked again, what is it? den i show attitude..."actually, i got gd news, den u dun wan to listen, den forget it lor...haha."
k, important things to do:
1. study chinese
2. memborise script
3. watch death notes animate... haha...
kk... gotta go... see ya... =) see liao zai... =)
didn't bring tie today... whatever... as if i care much... why do we need to wear it anyway??? sian man... whatever...
haiz... op... dun wan to mention liao... take care tl... will do better with more rehearsal! jia u! =)
good news: whole class got promoted to J2! yeah! 3 cheers to 0617!!! =) bad news... haiz... dun wan to talk about it...
haha... me and yc crap in the lib... haha... talk alot... thanks ar... make me feel much better... hee...
change my blogskin... i love it! yeah!
haha... u know what happened? i told my mum, "ma." den she gt fed-up as i accidentally gg to break her teapot... den she scold me... den she asked again, what is it? den i show attitude..."actually, i got gd news, den u dun wan to listen, den forget it lor...haha."
k, important things to do:
1. study chinese
2. memborise script
3. watch death notes animate... haha...
kk... gotta go... see ya... =) see liao zai... =)
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My these few days...
tt day... deepvali...went to aunt's hse to tutor her son... one hour!!! haiz... actually is two hours... haiz... invited by Raja to her house... saw rachel, she became prettier! raja gave us nice food! yummy... i love the curry... haha... =) stay at her room for 2 to 3 hours??? dunno... den finally came out of her house... her house quite big, two houses combine tgt... den her house gt swing leh... so cool... thanks raja! =)
sunday... what i do ar? i can't rmb... i think i went swiming... can't remember liao... haha...
monday... ytd rite... oh... games day... biz sale... tired... went tutor an an also... wah... real tired out... haiz...
today... do maths tutorial... do till vomit blood... do n slp at the same time... den went swimming... 20laps!!!!! yeah!!!! target for the year: 30 laps... jia u... hee... 20 laps within one hour... that is pretty slow rite... haiz...
gt op rehearsal tml... jia u lor... watching death note after chinese exam... jia u... haha! =) tired... better go slp now... or else gt eye bags liao... buai! =)
sunday... what i do ar? i can't rmb... i think i went swiming... can't remember liao... haha...
monday... ytd rite... oh... games day... biz sale... tired... went tutor an an also... wah... real tired out... haiz...
today... do maths tutorial... do till vomit blood... do n slp at the same time... den went swimming... 20laps!!!!! yeah!!!! target for the year: 30 laps... jia u... hee... 20 laps within one hour... that is pretty slow rite... haiz...
gt op rehearsal tml... jia u lor... watching death note after chinese exam... jia u... haha! =) tired... better go slp now... or else gt eye bags liao... buai! =)
Sunday, October 22, 2006
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
SY's bd celebration
specially choose yellow-orange as SY like it... morning... rain... nice one... quite big... at the bus stop, an NY girl asked me, " need umbrella? i can lend u, we can share..." i rejected cos i gt one... but she is so sweet in offering me... hee...
den was shocked cos nobody was at the bench... cos our usual meeting place... nobody there... scare me... haiz..
den go hall... den say something hindu can go home earlier... den yc say" m hindu"... i actually wanted to say u not dark enough but dunno why i ended up saying... u too fat... wah lao... feel liks scolding my big fat mouth... what the hell wrong lor... nice one... yc is not fat lor... wah lao... what the hell m doing... i also dunno... nvm... haiz...
presention... wah... last group... nice one... so boring... and tired... and scary... but it is all over...i was rapping... i think i can go join jay chou... haha... treat as learning point! jia u! =)
haha... great sy's celebration ytd!!! u know what i do? waste my energy to give shang's the bd present... haha... thanks joanne for accompanying me... haha... den she said, " still early what?" den i act blur, " huh? tml (her bd is on 21/10) m not meeting u what? Happy Birthday! " haha... this idea suggested by lou... not bad ar...
den meeting... meet lou at bishan j8 to buy cake... nice cake at bread talk... haha.. =) den at the mrt... huiyi joker lor... she called lou, " asking her how? she wanted to see shang and pass her the present... " den lou dunno... den she asked me... den i also v blur... den huiyi say, " kk, nvm, i call sam n ask her how..." b4 lou can reply... she alr hang off... den my phone was ringing... haha... nice one... hui yi... i was with lou all along... haha...
so the plan... i go buy the tickets as scare no tickets... den lou go meet huiyi n bring huiyi to meet with shang n sl at dauby ghaut mrt... shang dunno huiyi is coming...
wah feel like an idiot... waiting..holding so many stuffs- cake, popcorn,drinks, tickets.. but nvm... it is worth it... hee... den finally... see shang's surprised look... when she sees me... cos she dunno i will be there...but sad thing is huiyi gtta leave as our movie has started alr... huiyi can't join us as she still gt cca in sch.. sad...
roob-b-hood rocks! so funny... the baby is so cute!!! =) nice nice! worth it! although gt the shit thingy... abit disgusting... haha... the baby is so cute... oh... it is touching also... wah... got cheated at the last part... not bad alr... although m tired but still can concentrate on watching movie... so u think leh... it is a great movie! good... although a bit in front la... but still not as bad....
next plan... pauline came... i acted like m rushing to meet my friends... but main reason is that to meet pauline... den cake at lou's hand... so i told lou to act like go toilet and ask shang to accompany... den pass the cake to us... meet at the pasta( dunno how to spell)... den she finally came... we t0ok photos and sang songs... haha... food is nice... haha... cheesy... great!!!
den we went to take neoprint... haha.. so funny... sl took a shuai pic... not bad ar...
den mad came... cos her tuition was near PS... haha.... not bad ar...but nvm... gt come can alr... haha... shang so easily gt cheated? haha... so funny... yappz... great celebration... hee... =)
den was shocked cos nobody was at the bench... cos our usual meeting place... nobody there... scare me... haiz..
den go hall... den say something hindu can go home earlier... den yc say" m hindu"... i actually wanted to say u not dark enough but dunno why i ended up saying... u too fat... wah lao... feel liks scolding my big fat mouth... what the hell wrong lor... nice one... yc is not fat lor... wah lao... what the hell m doing... i also dunno... nvm... haiz...
presention... wah... last group... nice one... so boring... and tired... and scary... but it is all over...i was rapping... i think i can go join jay chou... haha... treat as learning point! jia u! =)
haha... great sy's celebration ytd!!! u know what i do? waste my energy to give shang's the bd present... haha... thanks joanne for accompanying me... haha... den she said, " still early what?" den i act blur, " huh? tml (her bd is on 21/10) m not meeting u what? Happy Birthday! " haha... this idea suggested by lou... not bad ar...
den meeting... meet lou at bishan j8 to buy cake... nice cake at bread talk... haha.. =) den at the mrt... huiyi joker lor... she called lou, " asking her how? she wanted to see shang and pass her the present... " den lou dunno... den she asked me... den i also v blur... den huiyi say, " kk, nvm, i call sam n ask her how..." b4 lou can reply... she alr hang off... den my phone was ringing... haha... nice one... hui yi... i was with lou all along... haha...
so the plan... i go buy the tickets as scare no tickets... den lou go meet huiyi n bring huiyi to meet with shang n sl at dauby ghaut mrt... shang dunno huiyi is coming...
wah feel like an idiot... waiting..holding so many stuffs- cake, popcorn,drinks, tickets.. but nvm... it is worth it... hee... den finally... see shang's surprised look... when she sees me... cos she dunno i will be there...but sad thing is huiyi gtta leave as our movie has started alr... huiyi can't join us as she still gt cca in sch.. sad...
roob-b-hood rocks! so funny... the baby is so cute!!! =) nice nice! worth it! although gt the shit thingy... abit disgusting... haha... the baby is so cute... oh... it is touching also... wah... got cheated at the last part... not bad alr... although m tired but still can concentrate on watching movie... so u think leh... it is a great movie! good... although a bit in front la... but still not as bad....
next plan... pauline came... i acted like m rushing to meet my friends... but main reason is that to meet pauline... den cake at lou's hand... so i told lou to act like go toilet and ask shang to accompany... den pass the cake to us... meet at the pasta( dunno how to spell)... den she finally came... we t0ok photos and sang songs... haha... food is nice... haha... cheesy... great!!!
den we went to take neoprint... haha.. so funny... sl took a shuai pic... not bad ar...
den mad came... cos her tuition was near PS... haha.... not bad ar...but nvm... gt come can alr... haha... shang so easily gt cheated? haha... so funny... yappz... great celebration... hee... =)
Friday, October 20, 2006
Stupid
wah... nice one... i feel so stupid lor... you know why? cos i tot thursday which is ytd is taking the main result ma... den i go tell my mum... den i was like a bit worry for whole day... wah... waste my time worrying... cos next thurs den take... so next wk then worry... for now... can't wait for shang's bd celebration... haha... photos and more photos...
my mum is so sweet! =)
haiz... worry for nth... stupid la... haiz... nvm... m gg slp... still haven watch teeth even... but m hungry leh... how ar? haiz... tml den eat la... tired... go slp... still got 3 ed left lor... sian... haiz...
my mum is so sweet! =)
haiz... worry for nth... stupid la... haiz... nvm... m gg slp... still haven watch teeth even... but m hungry leh... how ar? haiz... tml den eat la... tired... go slp... still got 3 ed left lor... sian... haiz...
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Haiz
wah... so sad... dunno why so sad... dunno why bro so bad to me today... keep complaining me to mother... i alr feel so sad alr.. haiz.. nvm... i dun care alr... feel like crying... but i dun wan... sian... how i wish... dun worry... everything will have a solution... there is a will, there is a way... jia u! dun worry! =)
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
The Dream of A Seagull
The Dream of A Seagull
My foot does not separate from the ground.
I'm simply afraid.
I'm afraid to fly to the sky.
Because I'm used to the ground, the sky is an unfamilar place.
Don't I have the wings?
Don't I have the dream of before?
My foot does not separate from the ground.
I'm simply afraid.
I'm afraid to fly to the sky.
Because I'm used to the ground, the sky is an unfamilar place.
Don't I have the wings?
Don't I have the dream of before?
Monday, October 16, 2006
Promo result...
haiz... i think m pretty happy with the promo result... not that i can promote or something... just that i know i alr done my best... i have no regret... and i got improve... even if i die... i die with pride... ya... thanks for all the friends who cared for me... i'm well and strong... so what even retain... even qwen got the courage to retain... still she is still as happy... why can't i? ya... still cheerful always! =) anyway, the main result has not come not... y worry? yeah! i think m braver than i think than i am... why? cos i didn't cry... am i acting? i dunno... i guess so... still smiling... still laughing... acting as if nothing had happened... many times... i wanted to tell my mum... "Ma, I think I can't make it..." but i just can't say out... cos i dun wan to make her worry... i dun wan her to feel sad... maybe i shall wait till the real result come out...i think she wanted to ask too... but just can't bring out as well...i'm really sorry... but i have to confirm 1st den i shall tell her...why whenever m sad i feel like writing story? let's see....
He waited for her for 4 hours near her house.
Jasmine: Jason?
Jason smiled at him. He raised his arms up for her to hug him.
Jason: I'm all yours.
He went over to hug her.
Jasmine: I dun wan to cry.
Jason: It will feel better. It is only me and you. don't try to act tough in front of me. It willl only hurt me...
She cried.
Jas: How you know?
Jason: How i dunno? if you are happy with your result, you will surely sms me. if not... whatever the result, i will always be by your side...
Jas: thanks for accompanying me whenever i need you.
Jason: my goal in life is to protect you and to make you smile...
Jasmine felt safe and secure in his strong and muscular arms...She is not afraid of moving forward as she knows whatever decision she made, he will always be there for her to encourage her and to protect her...
*the end*
haiz... now i reflect back.. i quite like my chinese compo leh... haha... at least i pass my chinese compo lor... 1st time in history since jc... ok la... gotta pack my feelings liao... jia u! =)
He waited for her for 4 hours near her house.
Jasmine: Jason?
Jason smiled at him. He raised his arms up for her to hug him.
Jason: I'm all yours.
He went over to hug her.
Jasmine: I dun wan to cry.
Jason: It will feel better. It is only me and you. don't try to act tough in front of me. It willl only hurt me...
She cried.
Jas: How you know?
Jason: How i dunno? if you are happy with your result, you will surely sms me. if not... whatever the result, i will always be by your side...
Jas: thanks for accompanying me whenever i need you.
Jason: my goal in life is to protect you and to make you smile...
Jasmine felt safe and secure in his strong and muscular arms...She is not afraid of moving forward as she knows whatever decision she made, he will always be there for her to encourage her and to protect her...
*the end*
haiz... now i reflect back.. i quite like my chinese compo leh... haha... at least i pass my chinese compo lor... 1st time in history since jc... ok la... gotta pack my feelings liao... jia u! =)
Sunday, October 15, 2006
princess hours
nice one... did i miss the ghost story? haiz... nvm... tml...
another song from goong...
I miss you again, just like it was yesterday.
My desire to see you just won't disappear.
You just keep appearing in my mind.
The more I comfort myself, the more i cry.
Even if I rub away those tears secretly.
The memories are spreading to other memories.
Making me cry eith a painful heart.
I regret that I have only received.
Will you forget me because I haven't you anything.
I love you..I... I love you...
This is what I learned from you.
Out of all the words and phrases in the world.
This has become my favourite phrase.
I mutter it to myself, as if I were stupid.
I'm really sorry... I'm really sorry...
I'm sorry for these words that are too late.
I wait for you with no shame.
Will you return tomorrow by chance?
nice huh?
another song from goong...
I miss you again, just like it was yesterday.
My desire to see you just won't disappear.
You just keep appearing in my mind.
The more I comfort myself, the more i cry.
Even if I rub away those tears secretly.
The memories are spreading to other memories.
Making me cry eith a painful heart.
I regret that I have only received.
Will you forget me because I haven't you anything.
I love you..I... I love you...
This is what I learned from you.
Out of all the words and phrases in the world.
This has become my favourite phrase.
I mutter it to myself, as if I were stupid.
I'm really sorry... I'm really sorry...
I'm sorry for these words that are too late.
I wait for you with no shame.
Will you return tomorrow by chance?
nice huh?
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Sick
feel so sad today... cos i feel so sick... but i had agreed my aunt to teach his son at 12pm... but really really tired although i had enough of rest... still i drag my feet up and dressed up and walked to her house... i dun think i look ill i guess... cos i always had red rosy cheeks... rmb ytd... that Hafiz call me "blushing girl"... haha... maybe i shy? headache and sneeze for so many days liao... why? stupid haze... make me so sick... didn't went to tutor yang zheng ppl also... haiz...
tutoring Ben... make me want to vomit blood... the whole 2h was a torture... he dun sit properly... talk back to me... anger me... pls... i feel so sick... i really do not have the energy alr... i realised i lose my temper easily... but still... i think he is smart... but he is lazy... that's all... i do hope he will change as exam is nearing... haiz... exam... result coming on monday... dun feel like gg sch on monday... feel so sick...
fortune teller says that i had a gd name... cos i can make a success... but my health will be affected everytime i succeed... how i wish this is true... cos result is coming... how i wish i can promote... i dun mind to sneeze for another two days... i dun wan to waste my one year...
came back home... fell asleep... really... really really tired... and it is so warm... haiz... head fell so heavy... dunno how i walked home also... miricle... haha... gotta do my pw liao... den i watch goong... oh, today gt ghost story... yeah! =)
wah... sian... read a book... starting... pretty nice... but in the middle... so boring... dunno i can finish the whole book or not... haiz... the cover page looked nice... cos got one gd looking guy at the cover page ma... haha... =)
tutoring Ben... make me want to vomit blood... the whole 2h was a torture... he dun sit properly... talk back to me... anger me... pls... i feel so sick... i really do not have the energy alr... i realised i lose my temper easily... but still... i think he is smart... but he is lazy... that's all... i do hope he will change as exam is nearing... haiz... exam... result coming on monday... dun feel like gg sch on monday... feel so sick...
fortune teller says that i had a gd name... cos i can make a success... but my health will be affected everytime i succeed... how i wish this is true... cos result is coming... how i wish i can promote... i dun mind to sneeze for another two days... i dun wan to waste my one year...
came back home... fell asleep... really... really really tired... and it is so warm... haiz... head fell so heavy... dunno how i walked home also... miricle... haha... gotta do my pw liao... den i watch goong... oh, today gt ghost story... yeah! =)
wah... sian... read a book... starting... pretty nice... but in the middle... so boring... dunno i can finish the whole book or not... haiz... the cover page looked nice... cos got one gd looking guy at the cover page ma... haha... =)
Facilitors
haha... great day ytd.... although it is 13th 0ct fri... which is the black fri... but i have a great day... haha... morning... gt pw... sian...den went to eat... den went to smu...
really reall excited to go smu... haha... a bit scare at the same time as well as i do not what is coming up for me... and do not know what kind of people i am going to face.so initially when i met these ppl who are at risk, i was a bit frightened... but after some time, i found that they are really friendly and outing... and humourous too...haha... den i was assigned to a guy call hafiz... a hyperactive guy... 18yr old... sim min ite... he v sway... 1st time buy a plasma tv worth $6000 alr... haha... den dunno y my table like earn v little money also... pretty tough... like keep paying money like that... but still pretty fun! haha! gd try! =) great! =) yeah!
when i reached home... real tired... some more sick... hiaz... so i fell asleep while watching tv... haiz... didn't watch my liao zai... nvm... now watch goong... haha.... ed 11... yeah! den go slp le... really ned plenty of rest huh... yeah... go go go! =)
really reall excited to go smu... haha... a bit scare at the same time as well as i do not what is coming up for me... and do not know what kind of people i am going to face.so initially when i met these ppl who are at risk, i was a bit frightened... but after some time, i found that they are really friendly and outing... and humourous too...haha... den i was assigned to a guy call hafiz... a hyperactive guy... 18yr old... sim min ite... he v sway... 1st time buy a plasma tv worth $6000 alr... haha... den dunno y my table like earn v little money also... pretty tough... like keep paying money like that... but still pretty fun! haha! gd try! =) great! =) yeah!
when i reached home... real tired... some more sick... hiaz... so i fell asleep while watching tv... haiz... didn't watch my liao zai... nvm... now watch goong... haha.... ed 11... yeah! den go slp le... really ned plenty of rest huh... yeah... go go go! =)
Friday, October 13, 2006
Goong
goong! nice nice nice! haha... today only mention to watch 2 eds... haiz... nice one... but nvm... sick liao... haiz... sneeze... today open hse... 2pn to 5pm... won't be in sch anyway... haiz... nice one... going smu... haha.... become facil... so excited... haha... jia u! but i scare tml no voice liao... haiz... =) jia u! =)
here is the meaning of the other song... in u tube... v meaningful also... haha...
I was stupid.
I was an idiot.
It's too late for me to regret it, I know that I can't turn back the hands of time.
I won't be able to see you anymore...
I know that...
It's my fault. I am really sorry...
I couldn't tell u then but I am really sorry.
So now I come to beg you for forgiveness.
You and I are stupid. Because of my pride.
I am destroying myself with the cigrettes and beer.
You and I are stupid.
Because you still love me.
You are crying everyday.
We are both idiots...
this song was played when ed 11... he gave him ai de wen nuan... so xin fu... haha... so romantic lor... haha! =) hope tml will feel better... hope my sneeze will disappear... haha! =)
here is the meaning of the other song... in u tube... v meaningful also... haha...
I was stupid.
I was an idiot.
It's too late for me to regret it, I know that I can't turn back the hands of time.
I won't be able to see you anymore...
I know that...
It's my fault. I am really sorry...
I couldn't tell u then but I am really sorry.
So now I come to beg you for forgiveness.
You and I are stupid. Because of my pride.
I am destroying myself with the cigrettes and beer.
You and I are stupid.
Because you still love me.
You are crying everyday.
We are both idiots...
this song was played when ed 11... he gave him ai de wen nuan... so xin fu... haha... so romantic lor... haha! =) hope tml will feel better... hope my sneeze will disappear... haha! =)
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
goong
omg! it is really really v nice! goong! nice nice nice! haha... yul is so shuai... omg om.... haha! haiz... crazy alr... haiz... so tired... n addicted liao... haiz... biz is quite fun ytd... tot it will be boring... but it is fun... play game n learn new stuff... yeah... nice one...haha... ! =) faster start on studying chinese gal! and tidy ur table! haiz... kk... will do it er... tml.... haha... but goong put at 1st place... haha.....
song from goong... the meaning...from you tube video... =)
i dun rmb when it was that i started to keep thinking about u...
the thought would appear in abt twice...
they keep expanding and i felt abit surprised...
i kept thinking to myself that it was nth,
but it was awkward when i talked to u.
is it love? if u're thinking the same thing, then is it a start for us?
my heart keeps loving u...
it's screaming for the whole world to hear...
why is it that i hear it now?
i've found love now that i have found u...
even if i try to explain to my heart,
the only thing i want u to know that u had my heart...
i'm already inside u...
Just how u're in my heart...
we might alr be inside each other's heart....
i think this is what the princess felt... wow... so touching lor... and romantic... wow... nice nice... haha... so sweet... so meaningful... haha... =) k... gotta slp soon... buai... =)
song from goong... the meaning...from you tube video... =)
i dun rmb when it was that i started to keep thinking about u...
the thought would appear in abt twice...
they keep expanding and i felt abit surprised...
i kept thinking to myself that it was nth,
but it was awkward when i talked to u.
is it love? if u're thinking the same thing, then is it a start for us?
my heart keeps loving u...
it's screaming for the whole world to hear...
why is it that i hear it now?
i've found love now that i have found u...
even if i try to explain to my heart,
the only thing i want u to know that u had my heart...
i'm already inside u...
Just how u're in my heart...
we might alr be inside each other's heart....
i think this is what the princess felt... wow... so touching lor... and romantic... wow... nice nice... haha... so sweet... so meaningful... haha... =) k... gotta slp soon... buai... =)
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
busy day...
tired myself out... but not a bit tired at all... i dunno... m really confused... hiaz... tell u what i did ytd since it is alr past 12am...
morning... went sch... do pw.... nice one... m 1st to reach... then tl... den ch... den wj... gk was more den 1h late... nice one... tl told me abt goong... the whole story... haha... so shiok...
yc came... we went com lab to watch goong... wow... really shuai... female lead actress also pretty... hee... nice one... waited for wj to send the doc for 2h in com lab... still didn't send... sian... nvm... watch 2ed of goong... haha...
then went bishan lib with yc... borrowed 2bks... rebecca came.... sham actually is meeting me one... cos i pei-ing her study ma... haha... but den she said she is tired... haiz... my lunch: garic bread and milk... haha...
went rebecca hse to do pw... cos my hse com no mircosoft office... actually gt la... but can't use... sian lor... do the whole afternoon... till 6.30pm den i left without even sending to my email... cos m gg to be late for my cousin tuition... tml she gt exam man....
wah sian... how come my com so lag???
aunt: how to pronounce this in mandarin...
me: inhale den i explain means breathing in...
aunt: den this?
me: exhale mean breathing out...
an an(my cousin): mummy wanna jian fei( burn off fat)... cos she is fat...
i was like dotss...den it is ok... den she continues...
an an: u also need to jian fei so fat fat...
i was like ya... i know... haiz... so sad... ppl alr so sad liao... still chi ji me... haiz... sian...
went home late... eat my dinner at around 11pm lor... sian... haiz... life sux... but i have to be strong... jus like what eugene tell me this afternoon... think positive and think happy! =) haha! =)
morning... went sch... do pw.... nice one... m 1st to reach... then tl... den ch... den wj... gk was more den 1h late... nice one... tl told me abt goong... the whole story... haha... so shiok...
yc came... we went com lab to watch goong... wow... really shuai... female lead actress also pretty... hee... nice one... waited for wj to send the doc for 2h in com lab... still didn't send... sian... nvm... watch 2ed of goong... haha...
then went bishan lib with yc... borrowed 2bks... rebecca came.... sham actually is meeting me one... cos i pei-ing her study ma... haha... but den she said she is tired... haiz... my lunch: garic bread and milk... haha...
went rebecca hse to do pw... cos my hse com no mircosoft office... actually gt la... but can't use... sian lor... do the whole afternoon... till 6.30pm den i left without even sending to my email... cos m gg to be late for my cousin tuition... tml she gt exam man....
wah sian... how come my com so lag???
aunt: how to pronounce this in mandarin...
me: inhale den i explain means breathing in...
aunt: den this?
me: exhale mean breathing out...
an an(my cousin): mummy wanna jian fei( burn off fat)... cos she is fat...
i was like dotss...den it is ok... den she continues...
an an: u also need to jian fei so fat fat...
i was like ya... i know... haiz... so sad... ppl alr so sad liao... still chi ji me... haiz... sian...
went home late... eat my dinner at around 11pm lor... sian... haiz... life sux... but i have to be strong... jus like what eugene tell me this afternoon... think positive and think happy! =) haha! =)
Sunday, October 08, 2006
haiz
really really tired... headache.... i want to travel the world... really really tired...headache... y i wan these suffering... m tired... i need a break... i hate jc life? stupid and torturing... really feel like dying right now... dun wan to do anything... haiz... but life has to go on...
feel like becoming a writer... den i do not have to face the reality... haiz...
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girl is 17 yrs old... boy is 20 years old....
at the beach...
boy: when i earn enough money, i will marry u...
girl: haha... who wanna marry u... i still gotta finish my studies 1st k...and u have to finish urs too
boy: ya... m top student... cos of u... u better study hard also... i teach u till i vomit blood one...
girl: what vomit blood... m very smart one k!
boy: k.. whatever... wanna lie ur head on my shoulder and take a rest...
the girl lie on his shoulder, he hugged her hard... he wanted to protect her all his life... but he knew he can't...
the day they met...4 years ago... girl was 13 and boy was 16...
the girl was walking pass a street, with her two guards close beehind... the boy was beaten badly by a group of guys... the girl ordered the guards to check out what happen... she saved the boy... that is how they met... the boy was drunk and badly hurt... the boy came from a broken family... he got no love and no hope... when he was being cared for... he felt warmth inside... at the same time, he felt fear, as he was scared that the same thing will happen to him again, will disappear into the thin air... so he is cruel to the girl at 1st... but later... he knew... he fell in love with her... he was so much misery... he did not know what to do...
one day, the girl told him her feelings about him: i love u... i know u hate me... but i jus wanted to tell u... i love u from the day i saved u... i dunno y... i jus can't stop thinking abt u...
the boy did not reply....the girl walked off....
the boy hugged her from the back: no.... i love u... i can't stop thinking about u... but i fear... once i have u... i will lose u...
the girl turned back: i won't... i will stay by ur side forever...
they kissed... their 1st kiss...
the boy quit drinking cos of her... he picked up drinking cos he wanna get away from reality and to numb himself...
recently, the boy found out that he got liver cancer and his liver can't work anymore due to excessive alcohol...
boy: professer, i think i can't finish my research... can let my gf to complete? pls... i know she will do it...
professor: but where r u going?
boy: away from the earth...
the boy told him about his health problem... the professor was v sad to hear this as another talent guy is lost in the research industries... haiz...
boy went to look for his gf's crush...
boy: hey! u like jessica rite?
chris: i er... i er...
boy: jus tell me the truth la... i won't beat u up...
chris: ya... i love her...
boy: good... can u take good care of her for me pls...
chris: i tot u r doing a gd job?
boy: m gg somewhere... jus take care of her for me k... thanks...
he rote a letter for her...
on 13 june... which is her bd... he played a game with her... tt is to find the letter... he passed away on her bd... the letter rote:
dearest jessica,
you are the most beautiful person i ever met... with the most pure heart and a kind so... u will go all out to help ppl... that is how i got save... but now... you can't save me... but u gave me a wonderful memories... thank u so much.... i left the earth with no regrets.... thanks... really thanks.... may u live ur life to the fullest... m sorry i can't fulfil the promise i made... i can't accompany u to travel the world... i hope i can fulfil that in our next life....
love,
brooklyn
the girl cried... why u dun let me see u the last time... why... why u push me to other guy who i dun like... i will help u complete ur research i promise....the end...
feel like becoming a writer... den i do not have to face the reality... haiz...
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girl is 17 yrs old... boy is 20 years old....
at the beach...
boy: when i earn enough money, i will marry u...
girl: haha... who wanna marry u... i still gotta finish my studies 1st k...and u have to finish urs too
boy: ya... m top student... cos of u... u better study hard also... i teach u till i vomit blood one...
girl: what vomit blood... m very smart one k!
boy: k.. whatever... wanna lie ur head on my shoulder and take a rest...
the girl lie on his shoulder, he hugged her hard... he wanted to protect her all his life... but he knew he can't...
the day they met...4 years ago... girl was 13 and boy was 16...
the girl was walking pass a street, with her two guards close beehind... the boy was beaten badly by a group of guys... the girl ordered the guards to check out what happen... she saved the boy... that is how they met... the boy was drunk and badly hurt... the boy came from a broken family... he got no love and no hope... when he was being cared for... he felt warmth inside... at the same time, he felt fear, as he was scared that the same thing will happen to him again, will disappear into the thin air... so he is cruel to the girl at 1st... but later... he knew... he fell in love with her... he was so much misery... he did not know what to do...
one day, the girl told him her feelings about him: i love u... i know u hate me... but i jus wanted to tell u... i love u from the day i saved u... i dunno y... i jus can't stop thinking abt u...
the boy did not reply....the girl walked off....
the boy hugged her from the back: no.... i love u... i can't stop thinking about u... but i fear... once i have u... i will lose u...
the girl turned back: i won't... i will stay by ur side forever...
they kissed... their 1st kiss...
the boy quit drinking cos of her... he picked up drinking cos he wanna get away from reality and to numb himself...
recently, the boy found out that he got liver cancer and his liver can't work anymore due to excessive alcohol...
boy: professer, i think i can't finish my research... can let my gf to complete? pls... i know she will do it...
professor: but where r u going?
boy: away from the earth...
the boy told him about his health problem... the professor was v sad to hear this as another talent guy is lost in the research industries... haiz...
boy went to look for his gf's crush...
boy: hey! u like jessica rite?
chris: i er... i er...
boy: jus tell me the truth la... i won't beat u up...
chris: ya... i love her...
boy: good... can u take good care of her for me pls...
chris: i tot u r doing a gd job?
boy: m gg somewhere... jus take care of her for me k... thanks...
he rote a letter for her...
on 13 june... which is her bd... he played a game with her... tt is to find the letter... he passed away on her bd... the letter rote:
dearest jessica,
you are the most beautiful person i ever met... with the most pure heart and a kind so... u will go all out to help ppl... that is how i got save... but now... you can't save me... but u gave me a wonderful memories... thank u so much.... i left the earth with no regrets.... thanks... really thanks.... may u live ur life to the fullest... m sorry i can't fulfil the promise i made... i can't accompany u to travel the world... i hope i can fulfil that in our next life....
love,
brooklyn
the girl cried... why u dun let me see u the last time... why... why u push me to other guy who i dun like... i will help u complete ur research i promise....the end...
haiz
so sian.. why is it so sian one? nice one... can't use liao... need to go aunt hse do pw??? haiz...
"wherever u r... wherever u go... i will be right here waiting for u... " this line... so touching... if only...
sian... go play a bit of game 1st den slp ba...
my mum tell me go slp... sian... haiz...
"wherever u r... wherever u go... i will be right here waiting for u... " this line... so touching... if only...
sian... go play a bit of game 1st den slp ba...
my mum tell me go slp... sian... haiz...
Saturday, October 07, 2006
mid autum festival
wow... over le... mid autum festival... after i left sch... still didn't see him... i saw my friends-shang paul seow... outside lt4... having biz meetin ba... haha.... heard no open hse...
nice one... tue gt the smu thingy... dunno what... my whole day gone like that... no rest... haiz...
after leaving sch... went bugis with yc... eat teriyaki chicken... so full... saw a bunch of immatured children... haha... i think i ate v slow... haha... cos too full liao... haiz... keep eating these few days... haiz... esp after promos... let's see... immediately after promos... ate long john... den the next day ate the bee hoon.... den the next day... eat the chicken...
bought rebecca a necklace... haha... v funny thing happen... yc knocked onto the glass cupboard cos an assistence was opening the door... den i think she didn't see... dunno thinking of who... haha... she bamped.... there... her "balugu"... haha... haiz... he saw le sure will heartpain... haiz... thanks yc for accompanying me... haha... anyway i waited for her for 2hr leh in com lab... haiz...
in the train...me n yc discussing... i tell yc...
me: if u find a bf rite, same sch same cls... nt gd... diff sch not gd also cos later tt guy two timing u also dunno... same sch n diff cls the best...
yc: no wonder u like fabian...
i was like huh? nice link... get me clear... i dun like fabian... only friend... yapz...
went back home... den went granny hse... fireworks n latern... eat.... my mum's almond jelly... mooncake... chocolate cake... haiz... gain dunno how many kg... nice one... the choc cake abit bitter... china mooncake nt bad...but oily ar.. haha...
when boy boy need to change diper...
boy boy: ah ji bu yao kan wo hor! (means telling me not to peek at him)
so funny i was laughing lor...
when we are playing with candles and fire...
uncle was trying to play with boy boy... he throw him into the air and caught him...
Uncle: hao bu hao wan? hao bu hao wan? hao wan rite? ( mean fun or not fun?)
boy boy: bu hao wan...
uncle was lost for word... we was like smiling there la...
i murmured... nice one ar boy... haha....boy is so cool... so funny... haha...
glad tt necklace fit rebecca...
granny so sweet... haha...know i wan tt... haha...
noisy...so many kids around at the house... haiz... play shout scream... cry... complain... debate... baby language... haha...
happy ending... the 9pm show... haiz...
when m i gg to tidy my table... whole day nt at home... haiz... nice one...
food for thoughts: would u rather like a guy who make u xin tiao when u r with him... when u heard his name?? or the guy u feel comfortable to be with and u r happy when u r with him???
nice one... tue gt the smu thingy... dunno what... my whole day gone like that... no rest... haiz...
after leaving sch... went bugis with yc... eat teriyaki chicken... so full... saw a bunch of immatured children... haha... i think i ate v slow... haha... cos too full liao... haiz... keep eating these few days... haiz... esp after promos... let's see... immediately after promos... ate long john... den the next day ate the bee hoon.... den the next day... eat the chicken...
bought rebecca a necklace... haha... v funny thing happen... yc knocked onto the glass cupboard cos an assistence was opening the door... den i think she didn't see... dunno thinking of who... haha... she bamped.... there... her "balugu"... haha... haiz... he saw le sure will heartpain... haiz... thanks yc for accompanying me... haha... anyway i waited for her for 2hr leh in com lab... haiz...
in the train...me n yc discussing... i tell yc...
me: if u find a bf rite, same sch same cls... nt gd... diff sch not gd also cos later tt guy two timing u also dunno... same sch n diff cls the best...
yc: no wonder u like fabian...
i was like huh? nice link... get me clear... i dun like fabian... only friend... yapz...
went back home... den went granny hse... fireworks n latern... eat.... my mum's almond jelly... mooncake... chocolate cake... haiz... gain dunno how many kg... nice one... the choc cake abit bitter... china mooncake nt bad...but oily ar.. haha...
when boy boy need to change diper...
boy boy: ah ji bu yao kan wo hor! (means telling me not to peek at him)
so funny i was laughing lor...
when we are playing with candles and fire...
uncle was trying to play with boy boy... he throw him into the air and caught him...
Uncle: hao bu hao wan? hao bu hao wan? hao wan rite? ( mean fun or not fun?)
boy boy: bu hao wan...
uncle was lost for word... we was like smiling there la...
i murmured... nice one ar boy... haha....boy is so cool... so funny... haha...
glad tt necklace fit rebecca...
granny so sweet... haha...know i wan tt... haha...
noisy...so many kids around at the house... haiz... play shout scream... cry... complain... debate... baby language... haha...
happy ending... the 9pm show... haiz...
when m i gg to tidy my table... whole day nt at home... haiz... nice one...
food for thoughts: would u rather like a guy who make u xin tiao when u r with him... when u heard his name?? or the guy u feel comfortable to be with and u r happy when u r with him???
Friday, October 06, 2006
first time blogging in sch...
in com lab now... so sian... waiting for yc and stella to finish pw... haiz... got consultation in the morning... waking up early in the morning... dun say alr... have a bad morning...
went to buy something that my mum asked for... i asked the provision shop asistance, he say dun have... later my mum went to buy... she bought it... nice one... sian... spoilt my mood...
actually in the morn wanna go jogging one with mad paul n cam... planned alr ytd... haiz...
waste my time... waited in sch for like more than half an hour... cos someone is late... nice one... lucky desmond entertain me...haha... j2 i dun think gt sch today lor... den mayb he is nt in sch... haiz...
what's wrong with my wearing earrings? haiz... later got date ma... haha... but i think m gg to change the earring if can find a more suitable one...
better take care teik ling.... haiz... that someone nv take care of her properly... haha... need to complete pw by sun...mon gt meeting... me the healthy one in the grp... haha...
ytd... went kovan... ate that mee hoon v nice... haha... i told my mum... v nice got add milk one...so nice...next time bring her n granny go eat... haha... went ps... bought someone present... tml gg to do lor i think... walk here and there... raja came for awhile... we took neoprint... opps... can't wait to take tt neoprint n keep it in my collection...haha... gt one shop so cool... so creative... love it! but the things there too ex liao...
still need to buy my cousin bd... today she is celebrating... can't wait to eat mooncake... haha... wanna change blogskin...so many things to do...
later need to buy present and go granny hse...
tml need to do the present... go jogging... go teach ben... do pw... haiz... nice one... k... when can i tidy my table... in a mess... haiz...
so painful... y is it painful? haiz... when u r in a bad mood... still need to act u r happy... haiz... y? so that ppl won't ask " are u okay?" dun wan ppl to worry... haiz... sian... k la... think it is a long post.... cos to kill time one.... haha... =) see ya! =)
went to buy something that my mum asked for... i asked the provision shop asistance, he say dun have... later my mum went to buy... she bought it... nice one... sian... spoilt my mood...
actually in the morn wanna go jogging one with mad paul n cam... planned alr ytd... haiz...
waste my time... waited in sch for like more than half an hour... cos someone is late... nice one... lucky desmond entertain me...haha... j2 i dun think gt sch today lor... den mayb he is nt in sch... haiz...
what's wrong with my wearing earrings? haiz... later got date ma... haha... but i think m gg to change the earring if can find a more suitable one...
better take care teik ling.... haiz... that someone nv take care of her properly... haha... need to complete pw by sun...mon gt meeting... me the healthy one in the grp... haha...
ytd... went kovan... ate that mee hoon v nice... haha... i told my mum... v nice got add milk one...so nice...next time bring her n granny go eat... haha... went ps... bought someone present... tml gg to do lor i think... walk here and there... raja came for awhile... we took neoprint... opps... can't wait to take tt neoprint n keep it in my collection...haha... gt one shop so cool... so creative... love it! but the things there too ex liao...
still need to buy my cousin bd... today she is celebrating... can't wait to eat mooncake... haha... wanna change blogskin...so many things to do...
later need to buy present and go granny hse...
tml need to do the present... go jogging... go teach ben... do pw... haiz... nice one... k... when can i tidy my table... in a mess... haiz...
so painful... y is it painful? haiz... when u r in a bad mood... still need to act u r happy... haiz... y? so that ppl won't ask " are u okay?" dun wan ppl to worry... haiz... sian... k la... think it is a long post.... cos to kill time one.... haha... =) see ya! =)
Thursday, October 05, 2006
sian
really really sian... dislike the me i'm now... how could this happen to me? i tot... but i dunno love can be replace so easily... one moment u r heatbroken... den the other moment u r with another person...
does true love ever exit? maybe... but died off easily... can it last forever? i dunno... i wonder how many married couples really like each other... i have met... my granny... divorce two time... the 3rd one nt much better... quarrel blah blah blah... over time., love really faded? i dunno leh... haiz...
wanna change blogskin but no time... haiz... sian...
does true love ever exit? maybe... but died off easily... can it last forever? i dunno... i wonder how many married couples really like each other... i have met... my granny... divorce two time... the 3rd one nt much better... quarrel blah blah blah... over time., love really faded? i dunno leh... haiz...
wanna change blogskin but no time... haiz... sian...
haiz
loving ppl is painful when the person dun like u...
being loved is also painful when the person is not whom u like...
so... being in loved with each other is hard... so teasure it... =)
being loved is also painful when the person is not whom u like...
so... being in loved with each other is hard... so teasure it... =)
haiz
wanted to change skin one... but ajust here and there still can't... too dumb with come alr... haiz... it is like that one... haiz.. change other time ba... sian... i change song... haha! =)
wah really really sian leh... keep thinking how to earn money.... cos m broke! need to buy so many bd presents! wanna y so many babies born at this month...nice one... haiz... should be happy gal... that means u have lots of friends to care for...
wah... seem like a really busy day tml... go out with beattians gang... den at nite go teach... nice one... tired myself out only... hee... but i think tml take my salary liao... can't wait... haha... gtta rmb to bring my aunt bag and the el stuff... gtta rmb.... oh... still gtta help my mum make the amond jelly... so busy....
friday... mid autum festival... the yam spoil liao lor... haiz... so wasted... can't wait! wanna eat mooncake and play with fire! haha! play with fire! why like this yr like past so fast... so wasted leh... my one yr... so wasted... haiz... nvm... next yr a lvl alr! jia u! =) gotta go early help my granny... ya... hope is nt yue bang yue mang...
sat... go teach ben... den should be free ba... oh need to teach an also? wonder yangzheng gt teaching or nt... haha... haiz...
sun- family day... swimming day... =) yeah! finally can go swimming le cos promos finish alr! wahaha! man... sun go swimming... alot of shuai ge one... hehe! =) maybe all the ah bei bei... haha.... diao... dotss...
plans for the rest of the year:
tidy my table
*Chinese a lvl! mus get Ace! =)
pw
work on creela if possible?
find work
earn money
play game
change hp
buy camera
prepare for next yr
go hols?
slack...
lose 5 kg by the end of this year
read books...
write stories?
watch tv
movies
guitar
seemed like wanted to do so many things... haha... but what i really want is... to learn piano... if only gt time... haiz... dun worry... will have chance! =)
wah... seem like a really busy day tml... go out with beattians gang... den at nite go teach... nice one... tired myself out only... hee... but i think tml take my salary liao... can't wait... haha... gtta rmb to bring my aunt bag and the el stuff... gtta rmb.... oh... still gtta help my mum make the amond jelly... so busy....
friday... mid autum festival... the yam spoil liao lor... haiz... so wasted... can't wait! wanna eat mooncake and play with fire! haha! play with fire! why like this yr like past so fast... so wasted leh... my one yr... so wasted... haiz... nvm... next yr a lvl alr! jia u! =) gotta go early help my granny... ya... hope is nt yue bang yue mang...
sat... go teach ben... den should be free ba... oh need to teach an also? wonder yangzheng gt teaching or nt... haha... haiz...
sun- family day... swimming day... =) yeah! finally can go swimming le cos promos finish alr! wahaha! man... sun go swimming... alot of shuai ge one... hehe! =) maybe all the ah bei bei... haha.... diao... dotss...
plans for the rest of the year:
tidy my table
*Chinese a lvl! mus get Ace! =)
pw
work on creela if possible?
find work
earn money
play game
change hp
buy camera
prepare for next yr
go hols?
slack...
lose 5 kg by the end of this year
read books...
write stories?
watch tv
movies
guitar
seemed like wanted to do so many things... haha... but what i really want is... to learn piano... if only gt time... haiz... dun worry... will have chance! =)
yeah!
haiz... so sian... so sian.... so bored... y m i feeling so empty? dunno... my mum agreed to buy jay chou or stephanie sun ablum if i can promote... haha... i think i should get her buy jay chou one... den i buy stephanie sun one... haha... yi ju liang de... so happy for what... as if u can promote like that... haha... but dunno leh... haha... hope can promote lor... hee... =) hope can promote den can see the clone jy... haha... dotss... =)
feel like writing love or friendship leh... haha...but no inspiration alr... haiz... brain died... =) sian...
feel like writing love or friendship leh... haha...but no inspiration alr... haiz... brain died... =) sian...
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Promos over!
yeah! promos over le! so happy! haha... although today physics damn hard... but i dun care alr... so sian... hope i can promote lor... haiz.... just hope so... haiz.... sian.... k... all the best for the ppl who still gt exam!!! jia u! =) i think it is time to tidy my table... so messy... haha! =)
Monday, October 02, 2006
physics and econ
physics... lost 10 marks.... econ write till my hand very "sour"... dun wan to say more... feel like writing love story leh... long time nv write narrative and story le... haha... somehow gt the urge... my 1st love in the way dunno go way alr... haha... k la... v tired... see u! all the best for my chem and physics on wed and tt is it for promos! jia u! go go go! =) he wore red today... haha...
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