Life

I have been thinking about my future. What I want in life? What I want to achieve?

I want my parents to retire soon in one to two years' time. But I'm not working hard enough to do so.

I want a family car (hopefully by 2 years' time and sooner!). Obviously to drive my family around and to aid in my convenience.

I want a house! Before I need to get a house, most affordable is the HDB flat already, I need to get married before I could even own one.

So if marriage is not in my list, the list affordable is Condo or apartment already.

Okay, marriage. What age to get marry? I want to get married by next year! That is like crazy, cause I don't even have a date yet! Ha ha! I think I'm crazy! Okay, marriage before 25. Kids 26.

House by 25.

I really need a serious planning. After kids, need to worry for their education and growing up. Am I thinking too much? I seriously think so.

Life is about planning ahead.

Before I get into marriage, I seriously need to figure out what is love?

Someone asked me recently if I ever been in love before? I answered no.

I never knew what is love. She went on to tell me about her experience which was very interesting.

While my love life? Empty.

I wonder if it is to come, am I ready for it?

Family, friends, work and myself occupy my time.

Do I have time for the other party? If have, how should I prioritize?

Seriously, although I said I want a boyfriend, I don't think I'm ready for it. Ha ha!

I'm not ready to share my life with another person.

Probably you can say I'm a very individualistic person? Nah, that is not the right word.

I'm a very private person. I like to keep things to myself. Having a boyfriend is like you need to share your life with him. Your thoughts, time, and some of the private stuffs. Am I ready for it? I doubt so.

Even so, how long would it last? Divorce rates are high these days. What is a lifelong partner anyway? Lifelong? Possible? After some time, would it still be love? or habit? or just used to having you around?

I seriously have no answers to the question that was posted to me recently.

Okay, let's see how it goes.

Tired already. It is already 5 min to 5am and yet I'm not asleep?!

I'm going shopping later! Shopping time! :)

Before shopping I need some sleeping time!

Nights! :)