Emo

Pretty emo today.

I don't know how to start. Too much of emotions. But it is all hidden inside me. Bottled and well-kept. Not allowing anyone even people who are very close to see them and to be seen. Not allowing to enter. Sorry out of bounce.

Ya. That's me.

Kind of sad today because somebody has bf already didn't tell me. and i knew it not from her own mouth. Tot we are close friends. are we even friends now?

moody also due to lack of slp last night... only slp like less than 4 hours i guess... went to send sham off to India at the airport. ever 1st time been to terminal 3. ya. not bad. high class. got standard. excellent. can see ur reflection everywhere even the floor. get what i mean huh? is really World No 1! but when I first step into departure hall T3. got one I think is China guy asked me if I know where is T3 in Mandarin. I was kind of shocked. Am I still in lala land or I'm deaf? I asked again to double confirm, "terminal 3 right?" He looked blur and stared back at me. Then it took me a while to realise that he doesn't know what I was talking about because I said the words in English. So I just answered him that he was in T3 already. Without even thanking me, he went to answer his phone. okay, nevermind. Okay, back to the moral of the story. Why isn't there Chinese words on the sign boards? or should there all 4 languages? to cater to majority of the people I guess since after all, this is a World No 1 airport.

after sending Sham off to India... went for Mac breakfast...

then I stayed at T3 mac for 3hours plus to read a book. wah. such a nice environment. no wonder so many people actually went to Airport to study. great environment. Plentiful places too. They don't even dare to chase you out. haha. I drank the tea from breakfast till lunch. what a nice one. I think I attracted a lot of stares from people having lunch during their break. But I didn't care one bit because the book I was reading was a pretty good book to read.

The book titled,"a walk to Remember" by Nicholas Spark. Well, I would say it was really a touching story. When I first walked into the library located in the Esplanade ( I didn't know there is a library) two weeks back, I was kind of upset due to the fact that there was not much books. Mostly videos. But Charmaine introduced this book to me. ya. and she mentioned something like I would cry when I read it. haha. I laughed in my heart I guess. "I never cried when I read books one la." I replied in my usual Singlish tone.

Although I did not cry, I was closed to tears. Maybe it was because I was in public. Nevertheless, it was really an excellent story. Simple, nice, sweet, romantic and touching. If this book is ever made into movie, I think I would laugh and cry at the same time while watching it.

After reading the book, well, make me feel that true love does exist, doesn't it? my belief for true love seemed to be fated as I grew up. true love I guess didn't exist in my presence I guess. well, as a matter of fact, true love does exist in books. Anyway, for those who are fantic for romance books, this is a book for sure!

kind of stressed.

anyway, endure. try. think. do your best.

Maybe it is time for me to set my goals for next year and revealled my this year goals to see if I had achieved them.

Time passed fast. One more week and it is Christmas. Ya. Christmas.

Merry Christmas!

see ya then!