Pray hard

Thanks HL for the optimistic attitude... I remembered she told me that I am optimistic... but now ended up her consoling me... ya... still hoping! =)

Today went to driving centre again. I went for a trial test. I can't rmb how many times I have gone there till the instructor knows me already I guess. He stopped by my table and thought a few seconds before walking off. He was kind of sweet, he attended every student who has problems and explained to them patiently. Nothing special, just that I was a bit bored.

Oh! A bit of cut off here... I doubt Pauline will read my blog but I wish her all the best for her MID-YEAR! haha! =) because she smsed me when I was doing my TTT. That instructor was starring at me. I think he thought I was copying the questions. I quickly put my phone down.

After my TTT, feeling a bit hungry. I went to the centre canteen. While I was thinking what should I buy to fill my stomach, I sensed somebody was looking at me. I instinctly turned my head to my left. There! An instructor who wears yellow frame spects was starring at me. Oh! He was the instructor who smiled to me while I was waiting for my turn to do the directional change while his student was doing the directional change. So I smiled back being polite. But later his student cut across my path and my instructor had to jam the brake for me. My instructor sighed. So I starred back at the instructor. He looked away. I guess he just find me familar that's all. Anyway, I think it is a pretty weird suitation.

Finally, back to driving. I falling in LOVE with driving! =) 2 days with driving makes my fingers itchy. I still think my RIGHT turns REALLY REALLY LOUSY! I got back the previous motorbike instructor... I thought I would never see him again... WOW! =)

you know why I think this way? because this fellow was last minute assigned to me as I was bloody hell late. 15 minutes late by right. I think it was supposed to be my favourite instructor as I heard his name in his conversation.

I was starring at him when he opened the car and he was trying to set the plastic cushion (I wonder why the instructors like to sit on that. It is so hard! ). Then he starred back at me. I didn't took my eyes off him to do the things he did. He did not put on his sunglasses I recalled. But later on he did put sunglasses on though the sun is not blazing.

"Hello." He said with a forced smile.

I was wondering, this guy looks familar.

"Hi!" I replied.

I finally took my eyes off him. Ya. That motor bike guy. He looks weird without his sunglasses I thought to myself.

He explained the theory to me first just like the previous lesson. Gosh! U-turn is something to be learn as well.

MAN! I haven't even master my RIGHT turn! how am I going to do my U-turn?

I was so worried when I tried my 1st U-turn. As expected it turned out badly I think. He didn't say much but from his face I knew it is bad. My brain was complete blank I was just like a robot merely followed his instructor. Phew! I sighed a relief when I finally completed my turn.

Then he asked me to do a U-turn on a slope?! Is this guy sick in the head I thought to myself. I haven't even master my U-turn and right and yet you ask me to do it ON A SLOPE?! Man! I tried 3 times on my own. I really feel like cursing him for not helping me.

On my 2nd try, still not good. I remembered asking him if I could turn now.

His reply was," Turn when you think it is right. There is still car right?"

I didn't see properly I just turn. Man, he jammed the brake, I stalled the car.

"THERE IS STILL CAR!"

I sighed.

Completed my 2nd try.

"Not good. Try one more time."

I thought to myself, "This is your last chance, you better do it good."

For the 3rd time, miricle happened to me. I had a pretty good.

"okay, continue straight ahead."

Phew! I'm in for more excitements. I tried a number of U-turn and practice my driving on the road. Really FUN! I saw the tiny old fashion car! REALLY COOL! =)

But then something happened that scared my soul away.

"okay, change lane to the extreme right." He instructed.

MAN! So many cars, how to change? I thought to myself.

While I was busy looking at my right side and change lane. Another car (also centre car) trying to change into my lane but I didn't notice and the car just cut into my lane without realising that my car was VERY VERY NEAR HIS. Lucky for my instructor to jam the brake fast. He horned the car to warn the car to move faster. It was less than 10cm that I could meet an accident. My soul flew away at that instant.

My instructor took a quick peak at me to see if I'm alright. My mind was complete blank and my face was complete white. Yet, he didn't ask a word of concern. Haiz. The rest of the journey I made a number of mistakes. I wonder is it because that I haven't regained from that incident. He didn't blame me for stalling the car. He just waited patiently for me to do the things. I didn't check at the filter lane. He actually jammed the brake for me.

"You didn't check?"

I did check and saw no car. Haiz. He didn't blame me as well. I can still feel myself shivering inside. What's wrong with me? CALM DOWN! I screamed inside my head.

All in all, my U-turn still okay... But half cluth control still not good! my RIGHT turn still not good! haiz... I think my instructor knew that I won't be seeing him again. I felt a sense of sadden when the lesson ended. Weird.

Anyway, I do hope my next lesson shall be my favourite instructor! =) hee... =) I MISSED HIM! haha! =)

See ya! =)