An unlucky day

Yesterday was an unlucky day I guess... I could not wake up for work... as yesterday went out till very late I guess... then was in a rush maybe that's why I forget to bring my beautiful handphone out with me... don't feel secure without my handphone...

I was late for work... I went to slack a bit then go and find my in charge... but who knows he was already there!!! what a nice one... he printed out the letters for me... so I have to fold them lor... the whole morning I felt so weird... just weird... the whole department went out to meeting... except one person... so weird I guess... normally is half the department maybe cause got diff roles...

I went to lunch at 12pm... I haven't finish folding my letters... but I was really hungry... also dunno why... met the usual ppl just that mad's gg to be bf didn't come...

we went to old market to eat... a lot of food stalls that we didn't know what to choose... haha... I ate noodles... really nice! =)

okay.. I bought soya bean back to drink... the whole department was out... just weird... so I continue my folding letters and send them out... then wait for my in charge to come out... he will usualy come back at 2pm...I was drinking my soya bean drink and my left bottom eyelid jump... man... something bad must be going to happen... my in-charge was unusually early today... everyone was not there... except me n him... well, it was like everything was planned just that I was the victim...

he came to me and sat at the chair... "Jye Yin, sorry... we think you are not suited for the job... and the job is kind of taxing for you and you are like could not cope with it... the job doesn't really suit your character... It is nobody's fault la... maybe it just doesn't suit you... so we have to replace you... maybe it is because I'm always not around to help or maybe I explain already you don't really understand or what la... so we have to make a replacement... this job has to be independent and fast la.... so... ya...It also quite sudden for me... I just got the news from them la... so... " what else can I say? I don't know why I can still remain so calm... "hmm... okay... I understand..." is it at my bottom of my heart that I really begging them to sack me? I really dunno... " So will you do till ya... end of today?" I think for 3 seconds... wah... so embarrasing to stay for another minute... but money is the thing that makes me stay... I didn't cry... I was ya... surprise... my in-charge's eyes were a bit red... am I imagining it? but anyway, he was really a nice guy...

the 3hours plus was dragful... I kept looking at my watch hoping the time will pass fast... I was packing up... everyone was normal or trying to act normal I guess... they know or they don't know? I wonder is it because of the call I ans the other day... whatever the case it is part and parcel of life.. I don't really feel sad... just a bit sian need to find another job fast! I need money... ya... for edu... to learn new things- jap and driving... and for the house...

the new house key was really for collection and the letter came ytd! what a nice one! every month installment is rather high... I had strong objection over shifting house at 1st... cos the house I'm living now is really great... transport good... near bishan and tp... except that my neighbour keeps smoking... kind of fed up... we have no life if he continues to smoke like nobody business...

the good thing about the new house is that I can have my own piracy and it is just beside tp central... then next time I go uni it is easier for me... haiz... how I wish I can set up my own company and ask ppl to do work and I can sit at home and shake my legs... haha... =)

All the best! Don't worry too much! I will be fine! Thanks for frenz! =) can't wait for friday meeting! =)