lagging

why is it so lagging? I think Internet seem to lag in the morning...

suppose to go jogging with sham this morning... but saw her sms this morning that she sent last night that she is not feeling well... take care girl...

tired and sleepy me...

lying around... you know... ya... exciting monday morning yesterday...

maybe sure go take a nap later then go collect banner... so excited about the banner thingy... haha... =)

okay... see ya... =)

~Think like a man of action, act like a man of thought.~
Henri Bergson

nice one... still haven't start to revise my chem spa... sure start now... =)

=)

haha... it is time for me to start studying chem spa I guess...

anyway, had a fruitful and really cold day! =)

~Change is inevitable, except from a vending machines.~
Bumper Sticker

So tired

So mentally tired... Brain died alread... today I had GP mid year exam... I think they have lowered the standard?

Anyway, I do hope I can pass... given more time, I hope I can write more for my essay... anyway. Time management is still not good enough!

yeah! 1st time finish my AQ.... not bad... okay...

tired... going to sleep... see ya.. .=)

might be going out later...

~Keeping your clothes well pressed will keep you from looking hand pressed.~
Coleman Cox

I'm scared....

I'm stressed up...

Nothing can help me...

Whatever I tried to do... always seemed to come out wrong... why why why?

I am so tired...

Me trying my best to help people who are in need but ended up hurting myself even more...

Me just wanted to be nice but peopl simply don't appreciate, don't trust me and suspect me...

Whatever...

I don't care already...

I tried my best to put on a strong front...

I don't want people to see my weak side...

I don't know how long can I hold it...

I am really tired already...

What is a real relationship?

I am deeply hurt...

You simply don't understand...
The more I understand you, the more my love for you faded away...

I am deeply hurt...

The more I tried to get away from you, the more you appear...

Is this fate?

If this is fate, why can't we be together?

Why is this so painful?

I am deeply hurt...

~A man is about as big as the things that make him angry.~
Winston Churchill

Tired

I am so drained...

~It's more fun to arrive at a conclusion than to justify it.~
Malcolm Forbes

~Coolness and absence of heat and haste indicate fine qualities.~
Ralph Waldo Emerson

Sian

I don't understand... the chem spa simply can't into my head...whatever... try harder! =) never say die! =)

~If you think you're the tops, you won't do much climbling.~
Arnold Glasow

Terrible

feeling really terrible right now!

what the...

so excited going to hand in the banner design for printing already. haiz... last min needed to edit....

really sorry madeline for troubling her so many times... haiz...

tired... and more tired... and restless... and simply no mood...

now in sch library...

wanted to print out the banner design... haiz...

whatever... okay... see ya then...

Feeling restless

feeling so restless today... did nothing... practically slack through my day today... all the things I had planned not done... wah... what is wrong with me... I don't feel like going to school tomorrow... can I don't go? I really don't have the mood to do anything... even though I know I got tons of work to do... but... really... I dunno what am I thinking... but... I suppose to forget... haiz... whatever... but you just keep appearing in my mind... grrrr! so angry... whatever... better start doing or else I will be late again tml! see ya! =)

~There's no ceiling on effort! ~
Harvey C Fruehauf

Busy Saturday

Didn't touch any homework on Saturday... I was real tired right now...

Woke up startled that Saturday morning, looking at my clock 8am... I was kind of shocked because I thought I was supposed to meet at 8am and I was still in my bed. But when I regained my conscious, ya, not 8am is 9am... wah... nice one...

okay... whatever...

College Day... I was kind of impressed by MS Chia... I mean she is such a commited person... I can feel her passion. She is a really presentable person, vocal... and she is pholosphical as well... I can feel her confidence in life and in herself... she can feel her care and concern for the people around her and for the society although she is phyiscally impaired. She doesn't compare with the ones who are more fortunate than herself but to the one who are more worst off... and then she thinks that she had a good life and wanted to make people worst off to have a better life... just impressive... =)

Prize presentation is kind of boring... student of the year: Lin Junwei... he said he actually used the june hols time to study... wah... hard core... I dunno I can do that or not... whatever the case... just endure is the word for me now... =)

haha... saved my lunch money... cos school provided buffet... really nice... I have two servings... haha... =)

exco meetings... ya.... major project coming up... gotta get things done...

after the exco meeting... meet madeline...

then went to her house... wanted to do some work... but ended up playing com... watch you tube...

200 pounds beauty... watched the ones that I can't load at home... it was an okay show I guess... I think it really relates to the reality... well, you can't deny the fact that beauty does have some advantages, doesn't it? well, for the ugly and fat, people tends to look down at them...
and when you date a person like that people will think that you actually don't like this person, maybe she or he is rich or you can get some advantages out of him or her... maybe that is the truth... and even if you really like that person, people simply don't believe...
they may even look down on you, you actually feel embarrassed dating this person... under pressurized, do you think such relationship would actually sustain?
come on la... get a life... when Hanna was ugly and fat, does that stupid guy actually thinks highly of her? I think he is just using her... what a freak! sick! whatever... this is a reality show... with some comedy inside... i think it is worth some watching for entertainment...

okay... then louisa came... we set off... to mac... to accompany lou to eat her dinner... saw Mad's cute boy boy... haha... =)

okay... reached yjc... went to listen to the concert band... not bad... but I have to say something, not as good as NY band... because some parts of the songs like off tunes and pretty messy, no coordination one... not soothing to my ears... I saw Barbie's husband... haha... his name is Chistopher... ya... he actually looked like Ken( Barbie's husband) from his side... he looks like ang mo lan... he looks shuai from his side... he can play string bass and guitar... the way he played guitar looked like rq... =)

take video till my phone battery flat... waiting for my harry potter... but... only play the 1st part...wah... sad man... but the play not bad... kind of funny... haha... the band concert ended off happily... thanks susanna for the chocolate and the photo! =)

Thanks shang.... haha... for the erm... photo... haha... =) thanks sl for the ticket! =)

okay... tired... shall sleep now... nights! =)

~This looking downward makes one dizzy.~
Robert Browning

hectic weekend

I predict I'm going to have a hectic weekend...

Sat: going to school for College day and... exco meeting... and yjc band concert I think...

Sun: complete my homewk...

Things needed to be done and hopefully can get them done by this weekend:

1) study GP
2) Study chem spa
3) maths mock paper
4) econ assignment
5) phyiscs spa
6) GP essay outline
7) phyiscs tutorials

wah... a lot sia... endure! everything will go thru! =)

~Boldness becomes rarer, the higher the rank. ~
Karl Von Clausewitz

Weekend coming soon

yeah! weekend coming soon again! happy! =) endure! haha...

today is happy day... =) except for in the morning... took a bus full of ppl... so fed up... the bus driver dunno how to drive... haiz... but I reached school safely so it is okay...

I wonder why humans burp? i thought is too much air so let it out lor... mad if u are reading this... can reply me... haha... i wanna know...

I know ppl yawn cos the brain not enough oxygen...

okay... gotta eat le... bye bye... =)


~Believe only half of what you see and nothing that you hear. ~
Dinah Mulock Craik

Mixed Feelings

A lots of feelings... some good ones and some bad ones... dun feel like talking too much...

congrats to Volleyball! =)

~Ambition is the germ from which all growth of nobleness proceeds. ~Thomas D English

Tired

So fed up... searching for notes just now... guess what? all along in my file... wah... nice one... wasted my effort and time... sian...

just tired...

today is an okay day... except for some parts of the day... okay... gotta sleep already... bye... =)

Studying for chem test

still studying for chem test...

came here to print notes and slack...

really slow...

I tend to forget things easily...

why??

sad...

my left eye keep jumping...

whenever I feel so distrasted... i would see the photo in my hp... haha... thanks sl... =)

he is so shuai... haha... =)

okay... gtta continue my chem le ba... =) see ya...

What?

Haven study any of my test... nice one... come here to slack...

see ya...

=)

Happy Saturday... Choice... you always have a choice... dun say u have no choice... because ur life depends on ur choice... u make ur own choice... u create ur own life... =)

Change songs

decided to change song... because... I don't love him anymore... I decided to move on... hope u like the songs! stephanie and JJ simply rock! =) haha! =)

Weekend

Weekend is coming... I'm happy... so surprised that I actually survived... anyway, really a lot to do this weekend when I have so little time on hands... haiz...

okay... no mood... see ya... =)

Worst week

This week is the worst week I have been so far... flu... headache and dizzness... stomachache... not able to sleep well because of all this... late two days in a week... ya... I late today...

because when I was a distance away from the bus-stop, I know that bus at the bus stop is my bus... but I was too weak to even run. I waited for 20 min for the next bus... within this 20 min, two 73 came by, but you know I dun like to take 73... so stubborn... so ended up late.... nice one... whatever... practically drag myself up the bed today... so tired, drain out of energy... and dizziness... but I told myself today is a short day... after today can slp already... ya... I slp...

but I still have stomachache... haiz... real sian.... okay... whatever... tml I would go sch... cos tml gt spa and math...

Tired

thanks for ripping me apart... i'm way so tired now... so tired... flu... sneeze... warm all over... headache... pain all over... really feel like fainting... but there is still homework to do...

I'm drenched... could u just get out of my sight... luckily, he was there when I finished running to see my messy sight... haiz... he got pe on tuesday as well... he is the bus stop cute guy... haha... mad... he is not shuai... but he gt that blur blur look... so i think kind of ke ai... haha... he looked kind of smart as well... =)

whatever.... okay... bye...

Tired

today really exciting... nice one... spied up my boring life once in a while...

I did that chem tutorial till 5am den sleep... I did till very awake... but need to redo again... as in need the rough work... my rough work in the dustin already... nice one... sian... haiz...

okay... my mum was mopping the floor when I was sleeping... then she told me, "hey, when your lesson start? it is already 9am something. That was the 9am new. "( the radio news) I was thinking to myself. Really is 9 o'clock ? so fast? then I was late already. I plucked myself up and see my phone... 9.12am !!! oh my tian! oh my di! wah... I was so pissed off... why my mum didn't kick me out of the bed... but I was calm almost instantly... I can only blame myself... for sleeping late... for slacking the whole day and awoke in the middle of the night to do homework... It was all my fault... it was my responsibility to wake up for school... haiz...

washed my teeth... changed... gobbled down my milk... no time for my bread that my mum prepared for me... I packed to school...

walked to the bus stop in my fastest speed hoping that my bus would reach when I reached the bus stop... a distance away from the bus stop, I saw my bus, I ran to my bus, luckily I was just in the nick of time to catch the bus... luckily there was no one at the bus to see this scene and only a few people on the bus... if I missed that bus, I would be late for chem tutorial...

reached school at 9.50am... took a rest at the atrium... when the bell rang, I went up the stairs... I saw my bus stop cute guy... but I looked in the other direction... he was coming down the stairs...

chem as per normal... es crapping as usual... haha... and ya... junyang... =) and not forgeting mr chee! =)

break... I was not really hungry maybe because there is still milk in my stomach... proteins tends to stay in the stomach much long because our stomach digest proteins to amino acids... am I right? haha... in more chimology term I dunno... anyway, I still ate a bowl of noodles with leftover... wah... waste food...

maths lect... well... new chapter... mr adrin tan or mr heng ar? anyway, I think he is a gd teacher... chem lect... so funny... ch said smth... i forgot but I think it is funny... haha... yc n me laughed... it is good to laugh everyday! =)

no maths tutorial today... kind of weird to release so early...

went to run... saw ... ya... wah... so pai seh...

saw yc and stella de shuai ge when we were about to leave the school... i think he is leaving the school as well... warm and quiet school... with a few ppl playing tennis...

lesson for the day: dun sleep too late at night... fix my alarm clock... try not to day dream too much and slack too much...

heard yc say today phyiscs lect v little ppl... heard from pauline that there is MRT jam... wah... so qiao?

okay... take a rest then erm... touch up on poisson and normal after the sleep... see ya! and ya... chem tutorial as well! see ya! =) bye bye! =)

Boring

been doing that possion math tutorial for 2 whole days... really waste time... but most of the time is slacking... that is my fav pastime... that is what I told pc... haha.. =)

anyway... chem haven't finish... not even one quarter...

been wondering is it good to be loved or love others... ???

what if that someone u love dun love u back, doesn't it painful??? haiz...

what if that someone who love u but u love that someone... how???

haiz... stay cheerful and positive! =)

weekend... is for slacking... er... studying... really not productive... just hope weekend quickly come again! =)

okay... see ya! =)

EQ

Forget to say about what I have learnt about EQ... I think it is pretty interesting...

success depends on only 20% of IQ and 80% of EQ (emotional quiotent)...

Actually everyone talks to themselves... so when u found yourself taking to yourself... don't be surprised... it can be talk it out verbally or just inside your mind... so ya... what you say about yourself is all in the mind... so we have to have positive self thought all the times... whatever happen on the insides reflect on the outside... =)

also, I think... what negative things of people say about you like you can't make it... will unintended affect you... but you have to learn to forgo the bad things... also, what criticisms, just take it to the mind but not the heart... and think about if the criticisms are really true... if it is not true then you can forget about it and live on with your life...dun ever let what other says about you affect your feelings...

and we also have to have self awareness... what kind of character what kind of person you are...

and also know when to put on a suitable masks depending on the events and situations...

when you meet with anger, give yourself 6 seconds to cool down... people took around 6seconds to cool down... think of something else to distract yourself...

people who lost temper easily tends to have low EQ...

people can't affect your feelings and moods, you have to be in control of your own feelings and mood... as like you have to be in control of your own life... =)

learn how to forgive and forget what other harmful things that other people did to you... I think that this is quite important... because many a times, we did things out of impulse without intentionally hurting other without even we ourselves knowing it... so learn to forgive and forget... and i think... also not to hurt someone you love or very dear to you... because... what is done can't be undone... even though the wound is heal, there is still a scar... just like when hammering a nail into the wooden block, there is always a hole... it can't be healed... the yin ying is still there...

lastly... if you want to be happy... make others around happy! =)

thanks lk for accompany yc and me to amk hub ytd... i think he is bored by us... haha... take care! =)

thanks shang yi for her umbrella... forget to return to her ytd morning.... long story... gt mood then tell you next time...

see ya... i think i need to change printer... real slow... still printing...

kk... bye then... =)

Pure tired

Math lecture finished normal distribution already. I think the last part kind of difficult. cos need to change here and there... so confusing... need to read the notes then do the tutorial... okay... jia u ba! =)

Es msn me just now... he seemed weird... he was not as crappy as b4... anyway... take care ok! =)

u know what? I bought 2 doughnuts... one for me one for my brother... cos I scold him the other day... feel so guilty... so ya... actually wanted to share half half...because different flavour... so I pluck half of the dark chocolate to give to my brother... then I told him still gt the blueberry one also... u want, u tear half... so I went to bath... after my bath, he finished my dark chocolate doughnut... wah... nice one... whatever... anyway, it is near dinner, so whatever... haiz... the blueberry is nice too... if only there is some cheese... still thinking of my cheese blueberry tart that I ate for breakfast... so nice... haha...

so sad when I heard what garfield said about jun yang... ya... long time nv see jun yang around in school already... sian...

okay... kind of fed up... so many things to print... my black ink like bought not long ago.... like used up to half already... nice one ar...

okay whatever.... tml need to do normal... today so slack... watch tv... even my mum was like... wah... why u today seemed so relax... cos it is friday... haha... okay... after printing notes need to sleep le... bye bye! =)

Just as U know...

just saw cam's sms... she is doing fine... i'm glad...

I suddenly tot of a story after Physics lect today... so weird... that scene just brisk through my mind... it is like so vivid... anyway...

suddenly feel so ya... relax...

jia u cam! =)

okay... better study my GP! =)

Sadden

Really not in the mood today... already not in the mood starting yesterday night... vent my anger on my bro... kind of guilty... haiz...

boring life...

she is brave i would say... but... why at these time? why? is it too late? i dunno... i still to ponder if i should make tt move as well... but... lou asked me not too... as we have been thru so much... just endure! =)

My Labour Day

I slept till about 9am until my mum woke me up... and rushed us to brush our teeth... it was time for us to go to temple already...

Uncle came and fetched us to the temple...

after temple, we went to Changi Airport to send uncle off... He is going to China for business trip...

we drank coffee... at starbucks... at the airport...


enjoying our drink...

I ordered ice mocha... it was nice... I forgot to help my uncle to order his... boy boy dun want his ice chocolate but I think it is nice... so I took boy boy's ice chocolate while my uncle drank mine mocha... boy boy shared with his mummy... ice mocha also...


the starbucks sign...


i think the table is kind of unqiue... so took it... haha... =)


yummy... let me drink...


the sign board...


boy boy and his mum... and a passer by...


a nicer and clearer one...

after uncle went to board his plane... we went walk walk...





see boy boy's mouth.... so funny... haha...


the mac's sign...






a photo i took when i was taking the escalator... haha...


two not young ladies... opps... haha... so evil...

i suggested going to the new terminal... budget terminal... since no one had went b4 and no one object... so here we go...




this thingy so werid... wonder what it is...







the bus that goes to the budget terminal...


the inside of the bus...


the bus came roughly about 10min per bus... around the peak period.. but in midnight... about half an hour... ya...


the inside of the budget terminal....
















the tv to check departure time...


the price of the food at Han's...


the weighing machine... for weighing lauagage of course...

the trip back to terminal 2... bus only goes to terminal 2... if u wanna go to terminal 2... need to take the skytrain from terminal 2... thoughts... erm.... budget terminal kind of small... only gt one restuarant tt is Han's... only tiger airline??? toilet... erm... the water no auto de?? terminal 2 one is auto de... toilet services at budget terminal was also not as good as the terminal 2 ones... yap...


my bro's back...




my bro's side...


wonder what's tt bell doing there...


i took in the bus...


the plane... i took in the bus also...

when i got back to terminal 2... i was way too tired alr... happy trip... home sweet home...

slp the whole afternoon... so my phyiscs tutorial need to do at night... kanna struck at the 1st qns... sian... and also got lots of holes along the way... haiz... not productive... okay... anyway... really a happy labour day! =)

Are You More Cat or Dog?

You Are: 70% Dog, 30% Cat

You and dogs definitely have a lot in common. You're both goofy, happy, and content with the small things in life. However, you're definitely not as needy as the average dog. You need your down time occasionally.

Are You More Cat or Dog?

Would You Choose Love or Money?

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it.

Would You Choose Love or Money?

What Donut Are You?

You Are a Powdered Devil's Food Donut

A total sweetheart on the outside, you love to fool people with your innocent image. On the inside you're a little darker, richer, and more complex. You're a hedonist who demands more than one pleasure at a time. Decadent and daring, you test the limits of human indulgence.

What Donut Are You?

What Kind of Cheesecake Are You?

You Are a Turtle Cheesecake

Decadent, and over the top... you just go for it! You dream big and aren't afraid to follow your dreams. You are definitely larger than life.

What Kind of Cheesecake Are You?

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream

Unpredictable and wild, you know how to have fun.You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things.You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it! You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Your Learning Style: Unconventional and Insightful

Your Learning Style: Unconventional and Insightful

You are very intuitive and ingenious. You're attracted to any field of study that lets you break the rules. You Should Study: Art Art history Architecture Comparative religions Eastern religion Education Music Philosophy

What Should You Study?

does that mean i study the wrong course ar???

How You Are In Love

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

You Were A Lion

You have a lethal combination of strength and energy. You have strong family ties, and close friends are like family to you.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

What Does Your Name Mean?

What Sam Jye Yin Means

S is for Skillful A is for Ambitious M is for Misunderstood J is for Jealous Y is for Yummy E is for Ebullient Y is for Young I is for Innocent N is for Nice

What Does Your Name Mean?

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others.Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel.You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations.A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict. You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofintelligencedoyouhavequiz/">What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

What does my birth date mean?

Your Birthdate: March 13

You're dominant and powerful. You always need to be in charge. While others respect your competence, you can be a bit of a dictator. Hard working and serious, you never let yourself down. You are exact and accurate - and you expect others to be the same way. Your strength: You always get the job done Your weakness: You're a perfectionist to a fault Your power color: Gray Your power symbol: Checkmark Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

My Power month jus ended... haiz...

Your Love Number is 5

You're very open minded, and you could see yourself in any number of interesting relationships.And being extremely independent, anyone you're with has to give you space.You approach new lovers like they are a subject, learning everything about them.But once you've "mastered" a new person, you often feel like exploring some one else!

http://www.blogthings.com/whatisyourlovenumberquiz/">What Is Your Love Number?

Great day!

Great day in school!
Haha... I'm so glad that I'm not late for school... just in time... Almost missed that... see, shouldn't have slept so late next time... haiz...

great day... cos school was filled with laughter... haha... lk showed me what yc sent to him thru sms... all question mark... so funny... haha... thanks... great joke... haha... =)

just feel great... maybe had put him down already. after all, he is not as great as I thought. haha... today during break time I saw my shuai ge... haha... =) so shuai! =)

okay... crazy...

chem test... haha... can pass thru... special thanks to pc... =)

math tutorial... my fav lesson of the day... cos it is mr chee... he scolded us for the math test because we did badly. It was kind of scary, because such a gentle man... wah... but after that, lesson as normal... haha... sweet... =) haha...

after math... me n wan hui went to gym... saw stella and yc de shuai ge... haha... I think he kind of skinny... he was trying to train his arm muscles... haha...

went to amk hub after that... thanks wan hui for accompanying me... haha... and ya... got cheated... because wh wanted to buy ice cream... den that lady said buy 3 scoops one la... $7... more worthwhile... but wh says she wants single scoop... but the lady keep saying 3 scoops... say u two can share... den I anything lor... okay... that is not the point... we bought the ice cream we are not allowed to sit at the tables and chairs provided. what takeaway can't sit there? is there such a rule? I dun even know my ice cream is take away de... so embarrasing to carry such big mountain ice cream around to eat... so we ate at the fountain... luckily there got space or else I would curse that lady... feel so cheated... but lucky the ice cream is quite nice... =)

anyway... haiz... just finish running den add in so many calories...

Happy Belated Birthday to Seow Ling!

Happy Belated Birthday to Wan Li!
Sorry this year kind of slip off my mind... the card will be on the way soon... haha... =)

Shang yi Seow Ling and friends on newspaper... not bad huh! jia u! =)

tml scheldue... going to temple in the morning... afternoon will be doing my phyiscs tutorial... if i can finish... should be able to go swimming with mad I guess... haiz... tired.... should go to slp now... bye! =)