Monday, March 20, 2006

what's wrong with me nowadays? weird! and sometimes i dun even understand my feelings... haiz... ask ur heart... but my heart dun wanna ans me... ok... how come joshua wasn't at the assembly? I missed his voice... didn't see him for a week alr... haiz.. wahaha... crazy girl! whatever...
U noe what? I pity crap but at the same time i was pissed off by him! Bloody shit him! vent his anger on me and Paul! Paul n I were trying to entertain him... accept the fact that nic is more shuai than him la... haiz... but i kind of felt that the girl he likes was like cheating on him? what the hell she thinking jus say it? bloody! Haiz... maybe she jus treat him as a fren? i dunno? it's complicated. I'm just a simple girl... wanted a simple life... =)
Date moive? Nanny McPhee or Ice age 2? bloody! I'm broke alr... haiz... i did a gd deed to day... by lending $38 to paul... to buy gc... so no cents left... and i promised Sham to treat her to a movie.. haiz.. bloody... date movie? on thurs? u noe what? nowadays i seemed to lose track on my time.. and my sense... cos i dun have my daily planner... so nth was written down... so i noe nth on when i am free when m not... haiz...
i signed up for guitar clinic.. in my 17 life... there are 3 instruments i like most... 1st is piano... it is really cool... esp the white and transparent one... but i nv have the chance to learn.. my mum dun allow... haiz... what wrong with learning piano... she will say "u think u gt lots of free time ar?" whatever... next time if my kids love it... i will let them play... mayb they gt talent... who knows? since i was young i always wanted to learn to play piano... next is guitar... cos it was so cool... in the band... man! they rock! fantastic! so i want to learn guitar... i like sehophone... i like the sound.. it's unique... love it! =) yeah! i have a chance to learn guitar le!
Me Seow ling and paul decided to join BIZ club... 1st it helps in my econs and next time i wanna do bussiness ma...tt's y... hehe... 2nd... actually i wanted to join interact club cos of BIC... but i was slack ... so forget it... so our 2nd task is to become directors... into the committee... YEah then can organise community service... mayb can combine with BIC too! YEAh! but still... i dunno... interact club... i'm gg to try for tennis... n er... what else? gu zhen? dunno... m not tt type... shu nu? i guess and er... way too chinese is not for me... m mixed... i guess... i wanna experience both... so mayb join guitar n gu zhen? crazy girl... u think u gt time ar??? haha...
0617! made new fren... shirley... wei jie or wen jie? can't rmb.. tml ask again... ang sing... wanted to talk to the guy on my left badly... but he kept talking to his fren... so forget it... hehe... tml camp... uneasy.... but with positive attitude tt i learnt in JJ i will survive! YEAH! m confident! u noe my cls only gt 6 girls... u noe m not comfortable with guys... but when u r uncomfortable u will learnt smth.. what is the thing? dunno... m eager to make more new frenz! =) haha... the only regret in ny og is tt i refuse to talk to ppl... haiz... alan or alex tt i talked in my og... didn't have chance to talk to him... cos diff cls... didn't even meet... haiz... i'm hungry... i think i better slp... it's getting way too late alr... haiz... good nights... cya...

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