What can be more wrong?
Ya.... my life had been going wrong... since saturday morning... yes... m really excited that i was going to Pula Ubin and all that stuff... but morning came n found that that thing came... haiz... why can't it come later... Sham n I were assigned to take care of the 3 sec ones... eunice, puva, n pei ling... we were going to follow the kids around the island to play games... we played secret number to kill time... "four feet" is to choose true or dare... haha... i was not kana even once... we had fun time! we played this while the kids made their flags... dare.... cos BIC is all gers... so dare is go make friends with the NUS guys that were with us... haha... so fun! then we had our lunch at the jetty... then our walk began...eunice was complaining the whole way... kind of fed up... but she was sociable... quite talkvative... if she can be more positive and dun complain so much... she can be a good director... with glooming and all that stuff.... we walked the wrong way... what the hell? waste time... waste energy... so regretted that last night didn't slp early... haiz... i was so tired... then... walk back to the main again... then to the road to our 1st game station... finally after a long walk... reached the 1st station... sweaty... smelly... one NUS guy ask me... wow, rainning ar? why looked so tired? i replied... i carried a big bag ma... that's why... then sham said to me "we lost our way"... i replied, " can't tell him this so paiseh... we lost our way..." we left our heavy bags there...
next station... is also a long walk... i was borrowing water fr everyone... haiz... sharing saliva... id un mind de... haha... then we thought we are heading back alr... as the sec one are pretty slow... so we walked behind... the kids walked in front... we headed back to the 1st station... and took our bags... we thought that they were going back in a diff direction... so we followed... due to the mis- communication... they were heading to the nest station... and half way... it was drizzling ... it started raining as well... when we were going back to the jetty... i got bring umbrella but i didn't use it... but the rest also dun wan to use it... i dun really like to use umbrella... so nvm... we were all wet.. ya... what can be worst? one of the tree fell off and blocked our way? we were knocked down by car or trees? finally we reached the jetty... we boarded the boats back... that was the time i really love... cos it is really windy! and i love the sea! YEAH! =) after bidding forwell to the kids and sec one... we walked to the chalet... SQ1934 u think... SQ203 i think ... i can't really rmb.... stm ma... Block C... set up the BBQ stuff... blah blah blah... the NUS guys do the BBQing... i dun wan get myself all smoky as i bathed myself alr... haha... the rooms were much bigger and better than the ones in East Coast... Haha... but not sea view.... but i dun mind...cos it was near the sea as well... it was windy! I ate alot! dunno how many hot dogs... fishballs... marshmallow... otah.. chicken wings... we played monkey! so fun! YEAH! =)
Mr Thumb came back... we had our election...didn't like the atmosphere... so strict... i was one of the interviewer... i interviewed Kat, Sharazana, fariah and sharon... result... P-adeline, VP- fariah Sec-sharazana, treasurer-hui yi, IU- nithia, Com-kat, Club- Vanessa, Pub- Sharon... tired... abt 2am then end the election... then we went to the beach... windy! I love it! we walk walk there also.... although... a few were unhappy... but it was alr the best result we got...
me and sham actually planned to watch sunrise... but we were so tired... i can't wake up... nvm...hope there is a next time... i hope the next time will be watching with my bf... haha... then when i wake up... i realised smth... haiz.. what more can be worst... Mdm Chung tried to make me relax by telling me that she also like that... thanks... =) and she gave me sham kat and Van a ride to potong pasir... to go home... haha... changi BEAch... 1st time... nice! =) tired... later still gotta go teach... better go catch a nap 1st... see u... =)

Hee! Late for school today.. cos went late to the bus stop? then u noe that 105 let me wait for so long... and that bus is a bit spoil! the taping machines... can't be tape! i also dunno what happened to the bus... m late so i dun bother alr... i met pui yoke as we took the same bus.. haha... =)
the skit! nice! not bad as joshua ma... haha... so cute... then... so many times happened in a day.. i can't really rmb what had happened alr... i think 1st thing is mass dance? again the guys does not take initiative... making the ogls had a hard time... my partner is Kit(my classmate)... overheard the conversation of he and the other girl... kit's gf' bd... then he didn't give her present... but he bought her out to Jack's Place... heard by accident! not evedropping! =) haha... he is a cooperative dancer... haha... he even teach me how to dance the traditional dance at the quartz part... m still blur about it... haiz... YEAH! Mass dance rocks! =) haha...
then we played murderer...squeeze hand... can't rmb alr... poor memory... joshua's game station... the polar bear game... gt polar bears... gt goofy and hunter... then the peanut game... where's the peanut where's the peanut where's the peanut just now... then the reply... blah blah blah... our CT v lame... haha... then the blindfold game... then the guess the movie game... card maths game... then the find words games... blind fold games.... the double web game... blah blah blah... tt's all i think... stm... haiz...
then we have cheering competition! although we lost.. but we r the best! YEAH! Neckkar! HEEE! haha... then pizzas... then CT outing at Bishan interchange mac... talk crap... play UNO... we pon disco... although u noe m kind of excited to go disco night... but CT outing was fun! haha! =) yipee! =) tml is gg to be a long day.... 2am alr.. m still haven slp... gotta wake up early in the morning! haha... okay... cya! BYE! =)

Yoz! 1st dat orientation! YEAH! fun! and tired too! haha... skit was pretty lame.... haha.... quite sian... cos didn't slp well last night... dunno why... even though I'm bloody hell tired but can't slp... 1am then fell asleep...then dunno why 4am woke up suddenly... then tried to slp back... but can't slp... then 5am fell asleep... then woke up by my alarm clock... i really dun wan to get out of bed... i was really really tired....
finally saw my husband(shang) haha... cos today earlier... cos... i reached the bus stop earlier? haha... but just for that er...less than 5min? cam was on that bus also! si hua was on that bus too... haha...
what? after skit we went dunno where... a dancing area... we play games then cheer... u noe how bad at remembering cheers and all that stuff... dun mess with me... i gt stm de... haiz... then mass dance... i dun understand y guys do not take initivite to partner with girls... waste time... i can forget abt having an active and shuai partner... cos i can't find my batch... even lester... rather dance with a guy... dun understand guy... haiz... but he very cute... the ogl ask him to dance with a girl but he hold onto his friend... so funny... wahaha...
my 1st partner is eng seng... he is so tall and big size.. but i had fun dancing with him... cos he is quite a nice guy... but he ps me at the last dance! i felt like K-ing him! then dunno is kai li or lun tuang suddenly appear... haiz... u noe that kai li and lun kuang looked alike... haiz... u noe i dunno half the names of the guys... i gt stm de... whatever...
lunch... went out to eat... at the hawker... eat chicken rice.. i was hungry... but dunno why i can't eat finish... chicken rice gt lots of fats! and calories! but m alr full le... dunno why recently my appetite so small... something wrong with me? nvm la... i'm wanna lose weight... cos m gaining weight during the hols! and tt is simply not acceptable! and NAPFA is coming! better lose weight den can run better! and i gotta force myself to run at least once a week! sunday!
later is games! YEAH! fun! Fun and more fun! a few of the guys pon alr... ur lost... haha... scissors paper stone game... fun although we lost... then is joshua! haha... the throwing water bomb... we won! we playing with the 0615! sihua in tt ct... then is what? the ice n melt game... we lost.. but we had fun too... then is the jumping game... the line so long as 15 got lots of ppl... i compete with a injured arm guy... he is quite tall! but hey! so what he is tall and he is a man! i still can run fast! haha! m the man! =) haha! YEAh! our ct won! YEAH! =)
den we went back to i space for debrief... haha... we gt a jj and a jay in my cls... so funny... the gay cls! played truth or dare... more like truth... but nvm... i noe that wan hui scare of cockroaches de... then... the guy ogl(not alvin, forget name alr) attracted to a J1 girl... haha... wondering is who... the guy ogls look like my jjc ogl... alvin look like jeff... fatherly look... gentle... sensative... the other one looked like henry... v jin zhang... hot tempered guy... haha...
excited abt disco night and dance traditional dance! i wanna learn the 28th council dance leh... other then the superstar... the dance step is so nice... hehe... join council? haha... BIZ club! YEAH! okok... tml last day to enjoy fun! got alots of things to settle... sat n sun is gg to be a busy day for me too... haiz... my horoscope didn't say i got a busy week... but nvm... i enjoyed my week... cos m gg chalet on sat! YEAH! and er... what else? can see shuai guys there ma! haha... okay.. last 15 min for da chang jin... cya...

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julia is a 13 year old girl.. who had heart problems.. she had difficulties having a bf cause she wasnt pretty she was the only child dat her parents hav.. she started moving frm yishun to punggol then to tampines.. den she changed skool too.. moved to this strange skool name one tree high she was scared as ppl over dere might make fun of her but she was use to it so she juz make believe with it the next day arrive and she went to skool she was late so she was rushing.. den she bump to this guy.. *BUMP* her books and his books fell she started apologising.. he insists and said sorry to her instead.. he was a popular guy in skool the most handsome and talented soccer player his name was mike they shook hand..and went to class coincidently..they both were same class so dey chatted while reaching to class dey both were scolded after everything was settle.. the teacher introduce..the new student.. "every1 this is julia" every1 started to whisper to each oder but mike was staring at her..she smiled.. AFTER 2 MONTHS mike n julia become closer..n become...bf/gf den. every1 started making fun of mike especially his team mates at football and cheerleaders..making fun of mike and asking him why did he become julia's bf mike juz had this to say. "i just love her..she mean alot to me" julia meanwhile was looking frm far.. she look scared.. mike den saw julia running out frm the main gate he started chasing after her.. after 1 n de half min of chasing..he caught up with her.. she was crying he asked why.. she said dat she did not want to become a burden to him and dont want to spoil his reputation be4 she could finished her sentence..he stop her and kiss her cheek..and said i love u..and HE meant it..she stopped crying.. 5 months time julia started complaining bout her heart problems.. mike being caring sent her fer check up often.. so dat she can me well..and happy she looked pale.. one day.. mike received a call frm julia's mader "julia is damn sick..she's at hospital now" so mike took a cab and went to the hospital the doctor told mike dat..julia had a 30% chance of leaving he was devasted.. den he ask the doctor if he could do anything? den de doctor replied to him.... after 6 hours julia,julia..are u ok?" julia started opening her eyes.. "yeah im ok.." "eh mum where's mike" the doctor didnt tell u? he donated his heart juz fer u" and it cause his life. julia was shocked.. she cried..non stop iit was true love dat made mike with his decision.. he truly loved her.. Now and forever... his heart will be hers...
i dun like the ending... again... dunno true or not true... i believe there's true love... i mean sometimes love is like that... u dun understand why u do it for that person... but i dun like the ending... cos the guy die.. i want a happy ending... but the guy truly love her... i admired the guy v much... cos even through peer pressure, he still admit that he truly love her... what a man! =) haha... but i simply hope i can see it in real life! yeah!
m so tired... arms very sour... i was a bit late in the morning... haiz... haven seen my "husband" (shang yi for 2 days alr?) miss her so much.. haha... skit... was er,... to say the truth... quite boring... ytd was more funny... mayb cos joshua was acting as well? haha... crazy thoughts... me being blur queen... n late queen is on my way... cos been late for dunno how many times alr recently... haiz... and er... still gt what on my way? day dream queen i think... haiz... the trust fall is the 1st game...
haiz... expected it.. cos see kiat told us b4 we went into the hall... so not much shocking... i think i can try it b4... but i can't rmb the experience alr... and i forget when i do it alr... but u noe... i scared of height... although i live 12 storey high... but tt's a diff thing... actually i dun feel anything u noe... until... i was up there... suddenly the emptiness inside me... my mind go complete blank... did i make a right choice by blindfolding my eyes? i can't see anything... i felt insercure... bloody! then i did not what m i suppose to do till the ogl( forget name alr) told me what i have to say... then dunno what happen... all in a flash... i fell... not a nice fall... i say sorry... but a guy( i dunno who, cos i was blindfolded)... nvm... jus relax... lie down on the bed... so sweet... haiz...i felt relax... all the ppl and ogl in our cls did finish the trust fall... ! yeah! =) guys in my cls r quite good in the sense er...quite gentleman...
next is what? spiderweb... diff thing is what i did b4 is vertical... where tt time again i was being carried... this time same thing..but the only diff was tt more guys n less ppl support... mainly guys support...we tried a lot of times... until we finally found a strategy that worked for us... countless... i dunno how many times we have done... spirit was at times high, at times low...Ogls joined in... i pitied the guys... carrying girls... esp me... damn bloody heavy... haiz... ok, i vow i will lose weight... but the guys didn't really complain much... haha... i found that guys in my cls are quite strong and macho... we reached our goal! 14 ppl! Yeah! 0617! u rox! yeah! =)
we ran and dance the whole hall! i was bloody hell so high and happy! it was fun! =) crazy... i can't wait for disco night... when i can dance like a mad woman... haha... =) ppl cried when friends song played... haiz... told u m not the crying type cos i hate to show ppl my weakness... that call act tough u can say... haiz... i never even cried for a guy b4... well, only to derrick when he lost the competition... okay... horoscope said i will b meeting lots of guys in my life for at least 2yrs... so zun? haha... guys in my cls... 2yrs... haha... but i rmb paul give me a quiz b4... then the result is... i will be really heartbroken over a guy b4 17... haha...not true... cos m alr 17! yeah! =) the quiz also say m not tt really heartbroken type... will go over easily... well... half correct... cos i missed anuwat.... the guy i crushed for... in primary 2... my clsmate...haiz... i wonder i would recognise him or not... nv seen him for 8 yrs alr... mayb i shld go sign up for dunno what lost and find ppl tv programme... haha... sad thing is we dun even have cls photo! gr! qi shi wo le! only have his face in my mind...
ok... sham told me abt BIC stuff... sat alot of programmes.... the care centre thing in the morning... crashin with my teaching... should I go or not go? tutoring alr stop for 2 weeks alr! how? go or dun go? what else? then er... got the chalet! NJC guys are going.. NUS r going... too... i should go... but stay overnight? m bloody hell tired alr... somemore hw still haven done! i gotta catch up my work! should i? should i not? election tt day... =) mayb can eye wash guys there too rite? hehehe... !
talking abt guys... did i told u? ryan the camp facilitors... so cute... haha... n lester dunno what cls de.. also cute! haha... not cute is more of shuai i think... the eyes quite shiny... quite a few guys in my cls also not bad looking! =) haha...
YEAh! i noe a friend who went the same road as me back to my home... she took 156 de! although not frm my cls... but wan hui fren... so qiao... haha... nv expected... haha... then going home not so bored alr... haha... but dun really noe her yet... and i can't rmb her name some more... i noe she is frm 0615 de... si yi is it? i can't rmb le... haiz... she also take 105 go sch! haha... but i think she is later than me... that y i didn't see her in the morning... bloody! so late alr!my whole body so sour! gotta better go slp alr! cya! =) orientation! can't wait to dance superstar! haha! hope my partner is a active and a gentleman... not shy de... n cute de... shuai de ... haha... crazy girl... bye! =)

today bloody hell tired! got camp! with my new class! made quite a few frenz... stella...who has the same name as me...jie ying...although spelling not the same... haha... wan hui... she is in gu zheng de! then i can join gu zheng with her? haha... eng seng not ang sing... haha... is wei bin... then a new guy call zi yang... he is from zhong hua de... smart guy... he took the same bus as me... i think he alighted earlier then me... this chap looked familar... dunno why... maybe seen him b4 somewhere? i changed name tag with wan hui, shirley and eng seng... haha... handshake! public speaking is okay for me lor... not nervous... jus dunno what to say... cos too used to having a speech draft when i speak... this kind of thing.... small case... haha... cos i speak in a resturant b4 with big shots... tt's real nervous... tt speech wasn't suppose to be speaking... although with speech and all tt stuffs... m still nervous.. haiz... this public speaking? soso... haha.. talk crap...
what else? m so tired to think alr... er... i borrowed $10 frm jac... thanks jac! life saver! =) haha... then what else? dunno le... haha... my goals r to improve english and enter nus! my dream sch! n study business! YEAH! if not enginering also not bad! haha... see kiat intro kit to me... he is frm zhong hua de i think... not bad looking... haiz... really not used to a cls where mostly r guys! haiz... how to approach guys? what topic? normally is talk crap de ma when i was with guys... haha... with girls is talk abt guys... which guys r shuai... haha... n lots of things lor... haha...
haha... this web is lou send me de... check it out! westlife...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nTkbduv3CQ0&search=%20Love%20Westlife

what's wrong with me nowadays? weird! and sometimes i dun even understand my feelings... haiz... ask ur heart... but my heart dun wanna ans me... ok... how come joshua wasn't at the assembly? I missed his voice... didn't see him for a week alr... haiz.. wahaha... crazy girl! whatever...
U noe what? I pity crap but at the same time i was pissed off by him! Bloody shit him! vent his anger on me and Paul! Paul n I were trying to entertain him... accept the fact that nic is more shuai than him la... haiz... but i kind of felt that the girl he likes was like cheating on him? what the hell she thinking jus say it? bloody! Haiz... maybe she jus treat him as a fren? i dunno? it's complicated. I'm just a simple girl... wanted a simple life... =)
Date moive? Nanny McPhee or Ice age 2? bloody! I'm broke alr... haiz... i did a gd deed to day... by lending $38 to paul... to buy gc... so no cents left... and i promised Sham to treat her to a movie.. haiz.. bloody... date movie? on thurs? u noe what? nowadays i seemed to lose track on my time.. and my sense... cos i dun have my daily planner... so nth was written down... so i noe nth on when i am free when m not... haiz...
i signed up for guitar clinic.. in my 17 life... there are 3 instruments i like most... 1st is piano... it is really cool... esp the white and transparent one... but i nv have the chance to learn.. my mum dun allow... haiz... what wrong with learning piano... she will say "u think u gt lots of free time ar?" whatever... next time if my kids love it... i will let them play... mayb they gt talent... who knows? since i was young i always wanted to learn to play piano... next is guitar... cos it was so cool... in the band... man! they rock! fantastic! so i want to learn guitar... i like sehophone... i like the sound.. it's unique... love it! =) yeah! i have a chance to learn guitar le!
Me Seow ling and paul decided to join BIZ club... 1st it helps in my econs and next time i wanna do bussiness ma...tt's y... hehe... 2nd... actually i wanted to join interact club cos of BIC... but i was slack ... so forget it... so our 2nd task is to become directors... into the committee... YEah then can organise community service... mayb can combine with BIC too! YEAh! but still... i dunno... interact club... i'm gg to try for tennis... n er... what else? gu zhen? dunno... m not tt type... shu nu? i guess and er... way too chinese is not for me... m mixed... i guess... i wanna experience both... so mayb join guitar n gu zhen? crazy girl... u think u gt time ar??? haha...
0617! made new fren... shirley... wei jie or wen jie? can't rmb.. tml ask again... ang sing... wanted to talk to the guy on my left badly... but he kept talking to his fren... so forget it... hehe... tml camp... uneasy.... but with positive attitude tt i learnt in JJ i will survive! YEAH! m confident! u noe my cls only gt 6 girls... u noe m not comfortable with guys... but when u r uncomfortable u will learnt smth.. what is the thing? dunno... m eager to make more new frenz! =) haha... the only regret in ny og is tt i refuse to talk to ppl... haiz... alan or alex tt i talked in my og... didn't have chance to talk to him... cos diff cls... didn't even meet... haiz... i'm hungry... i think i better slp... it's getting way too late alr... haiz... good nights... cya...

I'm so sad! Jus wanna vent my anger and sadness! I jus watched the channel U show! it's funny! but it also made me pissed off! bloody shit! they like each other jus be together! y so act thick skin? so pissed off! U noe that they are hundred and million couples who are deeply in love but they can't be together! y am i so pissed off anyway? Bloody shit!
I dun wan BIC to close down! Y life is so unfair? I love BIC! it's so cruel! What's so gd abt uniform grp and performing arts? whatever! I dun care! Feel so fed up with ppl! I enjoyed my morning at mutts and mittens! I love my xiao hei! =) and the "king" xiao bai! i just love tt 4 cats! haiz... i just wished i can go back soon to see them! Enjoyed my time with the sec 3... salvia and sharon and kat and ray and sham too! =) I just hope I can do anything at all to help BIC! Without BIC, there won't be me anymore! haiz... i will do anything! BIC really need manpower! I just hope ppl will join!!!! ok..it's getting late alr... if not can't wake up tml to go morning job! =) cya! =)

today go school... maths lecturs... techicially problems... so i was switched off... then chem... i think i knew what she is talking i guess... haiz... nvm... then after that go swimming... eye wash cute and shuai ge... hehe.... nyjc traditional dance... check it out... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EMFfMxpayi0&eurl= share a story with u that really touches my heart...
Girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle... Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl hugs him.
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
(in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
i dunno if this is a true story or not... but it really touches me... in the sense tt i really felt true love... i was really angry when reading the guy was driving fast... scarying his gf... but i was wrong abt him as i read on... i was wondering what the girl say she love him is it true? or she jus say it bcos he asked her to? but nvm... he heard b4 his death... and he saved the ger he loved... that's really touching...

JJ rox! =) check this out!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxdZaKa9s_4&search=JJ%20jiang%20nan
Blue... =) check this out! =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KVXf0r25f4A&search=All%20rise

I dun wan Beatty interact club to close down!!!! Ppl!!! pls join interact club!!! haiz... because.... i love Bty ic... the cca which made me what m i today... pls... may my god help them survive thru! i pray with sincere... great day with sham in the morning... surpose to jog... but ending up walking... then Mutts and Mittens... i love cats!!! i learnt alot today... i have fun! i dun think i can come on fri... so sad... cos i got lessons... haiz... no choice... time is changed... just hope IC will not be close down! then i gt excuse to go back BTy... hehehe... hope crab's plan will cheng gong... hehe... okay... think tt's all... not much mood... when i heard that IC gg to close down... notes still haven read... really no mood for anything... haiz...

Me and my mum in a bus to a temple! see my dad head poking out! =) 

outside marina sq!  

Pizza! 

Me! =) 

Shang and LF 

Louisa and Pauline 

Happy Birthday!

Haha...my bd was ytd! I'm 17 le! oh my! so old alr! bloody! man! i don't want to be old! haiz... okay... 1st person to wish me is sham... online... then 2nd is jeffrey tuition de... i mistook him for my ogl... blur again... then 3rd is rebecca... thanks... then morning v quiet... for a second i thought only celebrate with shang alone... cos i though pauline was going out for a chalet... then louisa dunno what happened... but they appeared... they wanted to give me a surprise party but to no avail... wahaha... plan fail... cos we met pauline lor... then shang acting weird lor...
shang came to my house at 1.30pm... she came n fetch me... then we walked to the bus stop...88... kind of stupid right? got mrt dun take... something strange lor... haiz... then we saw pauline at MRT... then louisa came... she gt cls in sch.... then... we went to swenden's to eat... order an ice cream for me... sang bd song.. so embarrassing... haiz... paiseh... but happy! =) then what happened? er... then we ordered... chicken dunno what... then a pizza... talk crap... then gt dessert...ice cream... $26... each is $6.50... wow... bd ger also need to foot the bill... haiz... but nvm... then we went shop shop... wanna go take train... saw mad n shu hui... they gg to chalet.... they wanna buy snack... so we went too ... shang treat us cheese macho... yeah... we went marnia sq to eat the snacks... at the threatre... kind of strange... but we r special n unique... yeah! fingers rox... but pity is hui yi not there... marnia sq is a gd place... gt bowling... k box... pooling...acade... and the threate... next time can go try there...
at night mum bought a jelly chocolate cake...no cake... i suppose it's healthier than the normal ice cream? m on diet! m wanna lose weight! so tt can dance and play tennis! yeah! m gg for tennis! haha... okok... waiting for dad to come home... man! still need bd ger to wait! haiz... the cake is nice! yeah! =) thanks shang, paul, LF, for the celebration... thanks sham, yvonne, mad, rebecca, seow ling, jac,wan li(for ecard), hui yi, cam, qwen, shu hui, kim yein and may kwin for leaving me a testimonal, crap, the 2 jeffs. vic, ys(for the cake pic) and the song, gary, henry, dennis,kk guy...feel so guitly for lying to him! hehe! =) and not forgeting eugene"my daddy" for wishing me a late bd...haiz...my family!yeah! thanks bro for giving me carbon dioxide(as if i not enough)...thanks dad for letting bd ger wait n mum for the delicious jelly chocolate cake! =) YEah! =)
happy bd to abhinithi and eugene's fren(also beattyian) who have same bd as me! yeah! =) good nights... bye! =)

Back To Beatty!

Life is really boring in NYJC... at the end of the week which is today... i really dun feel like getting up to school... Haiz... everyday is lectures... today worst... I had 3 hours of breaks and such a warm day... we were sitting there making our lame jokes and lame things... talking about lame... louisa made a quiz about me... http://www03.quizyourfriends.com/takequiz.php?quizname=060309083652-582103&a=08 bloody hell...when i do i only got 10 out of 100... the worst result I ever got... haiz...
well...the only thing that made me wanna get up are my friends and to Joshua, council head... and alan tt tampines guy... wow... so far... he is the one who talk to me when i was bored in my og... i dun find my og exciting and not bonded.. cos we dun even talk or been together... i just dun feel comfortable in NYJC.. not happening... so cold... Joshua is so cute.... the way he talks also cute... his dancing also cute... curious about how he dance? check this out... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s3-4pE9zH-E&eurl= haha...
but to me everyday is a special day... i mean u won't do the same stuff or learn the same stuff everyday right? even when u read the same book the second time... ur feelings won't be the same.. the way u think the 1st time and the 2nd time won't be the same... when ppl change... environment change... feelings also change... nothing will stay the same... so what i have to do now is to adapt to NYJC... haiz... u noe what? I missed JJC badly... the friends... the teachers... bloody hell! Haiz... =(...
I learnt fairy tale in GP today... most meaningful lesson of the day... women are propaited as caring, forgiving...weak in fairy tale? blah blah...chinese is boring... falling asleep alr...
after that i went back to BEatty! YEah!... INteract club got one workshop... shammima invited me to go... i pon chem prac.. but nvm la... cos it's titration... i had done it before... so it wil be okay de... hehe... what else? went to Mutts and Mittens at pasir ris... yeah! desserted place... we went into the enclosure... i was kind of scared as the dogs are barking very loudy... then we had lesson by Mr Cohen out in the open... cool! although i must admit tt the talk was abit boring... then finally can see the dogs and cats alr! YEah! we can't touch them as this might spread virus to them... then er... what else? ya... saw a 3 legged dog... he is very poor thing... i was really sad... how can man be so cruel... even cats and dogs can live harmony alr... y r we so cruel to these animals...
then on the bus made three new friends... they are the secondary one! yeah! emily, mac and pei yi... dunno if these r their names or not... from my memories.. and u noe i got stm de... haiz... emily gt a elder bro in NYJ... study in beatty b4... bloody...that win... yet i can't remember... haiz... let me think... ok... i will go check the year book later... okay... gotta rest le... although tomorrow no need to teach as they r going to HK... so good... i wish i can go... no way girl... you gotta catch up le... u have been slacking for three months le... three more days is my bd... i kind of forgotten alr until shang reminded me during the chinese lecture... haiz... nvm... i was too busy with other things alr... haiz... bloody... okay.. okay... gotta sleep alr...wait! before i sleep... check this out... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0RHxnmA5F-o&search=JJ%20cao%20cao

Last day at JJC

I Not Stupid Too
Today last day at JJC... what's wrong with you? My only regret is didn't take a gang photo.... Hui Li, Wai Yee, Janice and me... haiz... and I dun have Janice photo... what bloody hell... she pon lesson today lor... what pangseh...heartbroken... then sian lor...1st lesson... chemisty... 5ppl attended... me wai yee tommy yong xian bradley... all staying in JJ except me... i knew i got posted to NY cos Louisa helped me check... haha... Ms Lim rocks! =) dunno ... although she was a bit lor soh... haiz... but nevertheless.... she rocks... yeah! =)
then break... then is lecture... sian... then so little ppl... so cold... i wanna to take photo of lecture but got caught...haiz...physics lecture is so boring... i dun understand a little thing he was talking abt... i need alot of catching work to do... haiz... maths... physics... chemistry... econs... all duno... die... =( ...chem lecture was going so fast... omg... bloody hell... what else? i was like lost in mid air! haiz... then break... i pon chinese... actually i wanted to go chinese... but wai yee didn't want to accompany me... haiz... so we went off early... yeah! =) at the bus stop. we took pic...
then i rushed to J8 to catch the 1.25pm show... but can't make it... sad... haiz... whar else? I met shang there, who was reading newspaper... incredible... haha... then got raffles ppl sitting beside us... then we met louisa... then what else? yar... i was force to buy smth to eat... so shang treated me a bread... then what else? er... shang bought an egg tart... then er... we met Mad... then we decided to go Plaxa to watch I Not Stupid Two... 4.40pm...
actually me and shang wanna go the career fair at suntec...but too late alr...cos the fair ended at 8pm... so sorry la shang... i really dunno... i shld have ask clearly... sorry shang... haiz... i felt so guilty...she travel all the way still treat me bread... n yet i pangseh her... what kind of friend am i? Sigh... then we bought the ticket for $6 each... 3 tickets since Shang watched alr... since we have time, we went to eat Mac ice cream... actually dun feel like eating Mac ice cream... but nvm... so we went say bye to Shang... then we went up to buy pop corn...after that... go into threate...
show start fast...not much commericals... started off with a 8 yr old kid... jerry... introducing his bro.. tom... so is tom and jerry... yeah! =) then his brother's good fren... forget what's his name alr... this show made me laugh and cry at the same time... it also let me noe why kids smoke noways... cos they r nothing else better to do... they tried their best... but just dun get recognised... but to me.... everyone is the same... everyone has talent... but they just haven't found theirs... just like me... i dunno where is my talent... haiz... his brother's fren got kick out off school...his dad died due to fighting... tom got caned due to fighting as well... i love this story... because... not only entertained me... at the same thing... i understand something... it also made me cry... i rate this movie...4.5/5... it made me understand how youths acted nowadays... and to parents... make them realised how they shld teach their children in becoming a better person... and dun be stingy with praises... haha... i love this movie... v few movies had made me cry... this is one of the v few... yeah! =) okay... gotta go slp alr... good nights... sweet dreams... bye bye...

Science Centre

My Day
Wow, so easy... thought it was hard to create a blog... actually had a blog at friendster... but xin xue lai cao... haha... made a blog here... can't believe it m so clever...hehe... nvm... last few days in JJC alr... got news from Mad that m posted to NYJC... dunno is happy or what... but nvm... I wanna write abt my day today cos everyday is my speacial day! =) cos no one knows when he or she will die so better spent everyday like ur last day...
Today... pc... ran one round... monday also ran one round only... so shuang... wahaha.... then Hui Li not coming alr... ytd was the last day m seeing her... haiz... then me Janice and Wai Yee played tennis! my first time playing tennis... seemed like a lot of my 1st time given to JJC ppl ar... like 1st time playing soccer... 1st time go KTV... 1st time go to the marina streamboat... 1st time pon lessons... haha... =) then phebe joined in... then so sian alr... we played monkey with Lay hoon joined in... then also sian alr... then we trying to find something to play... we found a malay girl whose name is NUT dunno what... our cls always played with their cls during pc... we played volleyball...my 1st time play volleyball also to JJC ppl... and learnt how to play volleyball also in JJC... so many 1st time... haha... ok... i learnt how to surf... tt's good... how to hit the ball... then NUT gotta go alr cos her pc lesson ended... but we got one n a half hour free cos civis Mr Choo not free...so we played basketball using volleyball... cool... i was second last... but i learnt something... Janice was the champion followed by Phebe then Lay boon... wai yee wanna give up at the last shot but i insisted on her finishing the last shot... finally she shot the last shot! yeah! =) tired! I love PC! yeah! =)
after break is chem pract... I like Ms Lim as she was very nice... haha... we did tritration... smooth experiment i had there... haha... and I got 18/20 for my chem test... one of the highest! oh yeah! tt make me positive to taking S paper for chem... I love Chem! Oh yeah! =) Ms Lim came over to praise me... make me feel so proud... wahaha... =) crazy la u... nvm abt that... what else? then break again...
after break is physics tutorial... so boring... not mr choo... another teacher who took over as mr choo was busy with A lvl release stuff... what else? then while Tun Kuang and that teacher were aggrueing abt Physics stuff... I was sleeping... damn so sian... finally it ended! haiz...
went to science centre to watch the pliot fighter movie... so boring! I was asleep also... after the show is the talk ... the talk was better ... as it was shuai guys ma... wahaha.... what's the 1st talker name? did he say? i can't rmb le but his presentation was interesting... showing us diff types of aircraft let me da kai yan jian... haha... then the 2nd speaker is aaron... forget his surname alr... interesting also... abt physics and stuff... and telling us to become pilot... i can't become a pilot cos... height need to be 162cm to 190cm lor... and I'm so short! haiz... sad... spects is ok.. less than 500 degree can alr... if not they will have laser operation... after the talk i went around the science centre with wai yee... saw interesting things... haha... okay.. tt's all... so late alr... good nights! =)
Happy birthday Jonah! =) and happy birthday to Ananda! =)