Today, I went through my music list in my phone on my way back home from school. Then I came across this song Just So You Know by Jesse McCartney. I believed I have listened to it many times already. But it describes my feelings at that point of time? or recently? or this couple of months I guess. Below is the lyrics... Enjoy! =)
Just So You Know
by Jesse McCartney
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
It's gettin' hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's taking' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
This emptiness is killin' me
And I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there
Just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know, just so you know
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know, just so you know
I saw Madeline's latest post about her dad saying her staying in the room and being single. At that moment, I thought of my mum kept asking me to bring home my boyfriend and kept asking which one is my boyfriend when I showed her some of the photos I printed recently. Nice one. My boyfriend is JJ Lin can? If only he accepts me. Haha! He is so cute!
Okay. Enough of crapping.
Talking about soccer, my dad watched with me last morning with me too. Just that I fell asleep halfway. He was very happy that Spain won as he bet on Spain. But he bought like $20? Then the payout is like $1 to $1.95. So he will get back like $39. So the gain is like $19? $19 of winning and he was like so happy. He is so cute right? Haha!
okay, shall go off now. See ya! =)
Sam