"If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself."
I saw this... Mr Low posted this in litespeed tgt with the notes... I think it is kind of meaningful... haha...
Saw Mad's blog... saying about Javin... he didn't managed to get into the final round... kind of sad... but nvm... I think he should concentrate on his A level... erm... Shawn got in! =) Shawn is so ke ai! =) His singing really don't look like his singing... his voice is so manly...
great day on Friday! a memorable day... 20/07/2007... haha... watched Harry Potter... really not bad... 3.5 to around 4/5... really not bad.... the demantors (dunno how to spell)... really scary.... amk hub is a good place to watch movie but the atmosphere not really good... maybe because the hall was only half filled... so coincidental... saw our sec school classmates... they also watching HP in the same hall as well... one row in front of us... then went to eat Pizza hut... LOST! haiz... cán't find the place... but in the end found the place... erm... service really not v good... haiz... but pizza is one of my fav... haha... soup erm... a bit weird... ya..
Celebrated Mad's n lou's bd! =) haha! went home to celerate my bro's bd...
Happy Birthday! =)
Saturday.. told u... nv been so long so productive... I did sampling tutorials n QM2 and laser tutorials with Shang... thanks Shang for the moltivation! =)
Sunday is a slacking day... although I completed econ but tt took away like half of my day already... what a nice one... uncle bought durians! D24! my favourite! ate till I bloated... wah... so delicious! =) nice nice nice! =)
went to my grandma's house to eat dinner... but I was too full so only drank soup...
uncle gave me 50 bucks! all thanks to my brother... his birthday on friday ma... =) haha... recently have shortage of money... buy presents... went out eat and so on... buy papers...
extrated from LK's blog...
Life's short. yes I agree... so do live everyday to the fullness... although I kind of agree that I had wasted my youth on doing tutorials...
Friends are forever. erm... Best friends are always forever... cos they are always there when you needed them... in emotional support and moral support... hi and bye friends won't be forever I guess...
Choose to live wisely. Choose to remember. Choose to cherish. ya... there are choices everywhere... you have to choose wisely... you have a choice.... just that you made it right or not...
tired... have to complete my chem... =) cya den...
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Friday, July 20, 2007
So much happened
A tiring and happening week I would say?
Saturday is a concept thingy rite...
Sunday is an exciting day... haha... went to National Library at Bugis with Sham and Li Ming... supposed to study but then again too distracting... and guess what? I forget to bring my GC.. haiz... no need to my sampling already... haiz only did the phyiscs tutorial... what a nice one.... met a guy called what? Kenneth? quite an interesting guy... smart guy I would say...econ not bad... then the way he present himself sound convising... senior of Sham... Sham dunno him... but just coincidentally meet... such a small world sia... then.... I taught Li Ming Chem... haha... i think she gt blur or I had made her blurer... went shopping... they made me try dresses for prom night... what a nice one... so disgusting...
Monday... can't rmb... but I think tired...
Tuesday... can't rmb... still tired...
Wednesday... tired... went to J8... got food exhibition!.... haha... nice nice! =)
Thursday... today... tired... sleep... =)
Friday... my brother's birthday and I forget about it... oh my!
Happy Birthday Bro! =)
So excited about tml... not about PE... but gg to watch HP tml! wahaha! =) and ya... going to eat two cakes I think... haha... =)
Cya! oh ya... happy thing... Mr Bong praised me! wahaha... say my econ improve. wahaha! =) but still not enough of cos... er... btw, I still failed my econ... haiz... ya... really not enough... need to DO not try.... haha...
Saturday is a concept thingy rite...
Sunday is an exciting day... haha... went to National Library at Bugis with Sham and Li Ming... supposed to study but then again too distracting... and guess what? I forget to bring my GC.. haiz... no need to my sampling already... haiz only did the phyiscs tutorial... what a nice one.... met a guy called what? Kenneth? quite an interesting guy... smart guy I would say...econ not bad... then the way he present himself sound convising... senior of Sham... Sham dunno him... but just coincidentally meet... such a small world sia... then.... I taught Li Ming Chem... haha... i think she gt blur or I had made her blurer... went shopping... they made me try dresses for prom night... what a nice one... so disgusting...
Monday... can't rmb... but I think tired...
Tuesday... can't rmb... still tired...
Wednesday... tired... went to J8... got food exhibition!.... haha... nice nice! =)
Thursday... today... tired... sleep... =)
Friday... my brother's birthday and I forget about it... oh my!
Happy Birthday Bro! =)
So excited about tml... not about PE... but gg to watch HP tml! wahaha! =) and ya... going to eat two cakes I think... haha... =)
Cya! oh ya... happy thing... Mr Bong praised me! wahaha... say my econ improve. wahaha! =) but still not enough of cos... er... btw, I still failed my econ... haiz... ya... really not enough... need to DO not try.... haha...
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Bored
So stressed! and bored! Really dun feel like doing anything... what can I do? I feel so... grrr... ok... whatever.... cya den..
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Depressed
I hate my life. I'm starting to wonder at this stage am I capable to take A level. I failed all my subjects. What the hell?! What is the point of studying when the result is same as not studying... haiz... 3 more months to a level... less than two more months to prelims...
What I start to learn to hate? When the things you do are right but others say are wrong... but I still insist I'm right. I don't care what people think about me or what so ever. I don't care a hell. Just get out of my life. I do what is right. Get it! I don't steal or snatch or do nasty things! Don't bother me!
When we didn't get good result, they starting blaming us! Why didn't they even care about how we feel? Is results all that important? I know it is for our own good. That's all they say... but we are humans. Not robots!
How to improve Physics and GP... grade still staying stagment as usual... left econs and chem... I'm so afraid now... haiz... okay... gotta rest now... time for reflections and clear my thoughts... see you... =)
Waiting for the time to watch Harry Potter... =) haha... Louisa if you are reading, faster! when what where how why? haha... see ya! =)
What I start to learn to hate? When the things you do are right but others say are wrong... but I still insist I'm right. I don't care what people think about me or what so ever. I don't care a hell. Just get out of my life. I do what is right. Get it! I don't steal or snatch or do nasty things! Don't bother me!
When we didn't get good result, they starting blaming us! Why didn't they even care about how we feel? Is results all that important? I know it is for our own good. That's all they say... but we are humans. Not robots!
How to improve Physics and GP... grade still staying stagment as usual... left econs and chem... I'm so afraid now... haiz... okay... gotta rest now... time for reflections and clear my thoughts... see you... =)
Waiting for the time to watch Harry Potter... =) haha... Louisa if you are reading, faster! when what where how why? haha... see ya! =)
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Friday, July 06, 2007
MId Year examinations
Yeah! Mid year examination finally over!!! huarry! =)
but tell you what, I don't feel the thing as in I don't feel happy or great or what so ever, I don't feel anything about it being over... I don't know why... Just don't feel anything... I guess I had desensatized already...
Yesterday... in the morning, I kept having this pain in my heart. This kind of feeling like someone had taken away my love ones that. Just wondering if it is linked to my the other half... haha... maybe my heart is deterioring... you are thinking too much... haiz...
really pain for the whole day until the phyiscs paper was finally over and the declaration of the end of mid year examinations. Anyway, I did my best, no matter what results I had, I have to stay strong. THIS IS NOT THE FINAL EXAMINATIONS! A LEVEL EXAMINATIONS ARE MORE IMPORTANT. So I won't be sad over this small exam conpare to A Level. Of course, there is a need for reflections to what did wrong and what had to be improved.
Principal came on stage after our physics papers... I thought he was going to give us another lecture again... I shuted off my ears right from the start. I don't know since when I have learn the skills of shutting off my ears without even myself realising it.
We were supposed to arrange the tables and chairs. What the hell? SH scolded me for wanting to leave after paying him the money! I wasn't to leave. I was pissed off... Whatever. I will stay to see where I can help. So pissed off. Whatever. As if I care. Then while I was chatting with SY, PC came over and asked me about the PE thingy. Kind of weird, haha... never talk to her for like one month already since we last met at the bishan MRT station.
After the PE thingy, WH and me persudaded to go AMK hub with us. Shopping and destress. But she insisted on going home to sleep. Haiz... mission failed... We ate roti pata at the S11. They have egg, cheese and egg and cheese one. but that day which is yesterday, they only had egg and ya pata only. I don't like egg one. Haiz. No choice. Okay lor. So-so... The curry quite hot.
I bought a JJ CD. but the sad thing is I can't load into my com. I had been trying for the whole day already. haiz. Sad.
We bought a lot of things. Walked the whole central. Haha... central not much la. It is the AMK hub that kills us. We like lost our way. The directory cheated us. Haiz... Anyway, we walked till our legs gobbled already but mission accomplished. Yeah! =)
At atound evening, we decided to go home. I was so tired that I fell asleep immediately on the sofa.
Ya, slacking through my whole night by watching tv. Desmond talked to me on the phone. He asked me qns if JC would like to hang out in a pub if they like to? I don't like noisy places. Long time never talk to him already. Our topics always on her and GEC. but it is good to hear that she might be accepting him after A level. GREAT! haha... =)
Dunno why at night I always like to tidy my stuffs. so I went to tidy my staffs. Eugene talked to me online. He thanked me for wishing him a Happy Birthday on his birthday. wah! I dunno we had known for so long already. From the time he haven't enter army till now he is in University already. Time really flies. I knew him when I was in Sec 2 thru Pauline. haha... so funny. She was addicted to gaming and reading fantic stories. I was influenced by her. Haiz. Eugene was one of her fantic readers. He was also a writer. I was also a writer. Till now, my 1st long first story still haven't complete. After four long years, stil haven't complete. Haiz. Then after sec 2, we means our clique knows wonders. They named us FINGERS. What a silly name. but we accept it some how or rather. haha... we started a story as well. At first, it was quite good. but then, all craps and disgusting things were written in the story. So funny. haha... haiz... I missed those days. =)
I tidy my table till 5am in the morning. Ya, you didn't see wrong, my mum came in and gave a scolding and rode me to sleep. Wah! you don't sleep will get old very easily one leh!
Today, actually supposed to go out with mad but I slept till 11am like that... She had her Bio MCQ today. Feeling so restless in the morning. I told you weekdays from 11am to 12pm got this repeated show about lawyer one. I think is very nice. haha... wah! keep watching tv. NOT GOOD! Okay, after finishing watching that Fann Wong drama, no more TV! that is it! settled!
Been playing games the whole afternoon with Mad. She introduced this online game. This is for kids lor. Won't attract me for long. Because after a while, we explored the whole place already. There is no quest or anything.if you are interested: http://play.clubpenguin.com/
Runescape is better but I can't log in now. Haiz. So sad.
Beening trying to load my songs into my phone but to no avail. Sad. Haiz. okay! better clean up my room now! so messy. Filled with papers everywhere. Haiz. okay! Nights. I mean morning already. K. Nights! =)
but tell you what, I don't feel the thing as in I don't feel happy or great or what so ever, I don't feel anything about it being over... I don't know why... Just don't feel anything... I guess I had desensatized already...
Yesterday... in the morning, I kept having this pain in my heart. This kind of feeling like someone had taken away my love ones that. Just wondering if it is linked to my the other half... haha... maybe my heart is deterioring... you are thinking too much... haiz...
really pain for the whole day until the phyiscs paper was finally over and the declaration of the end of mid year examinations. Anyway, I did my best, no matter what results I had, I have to stay strong. THIS IS NOT THE FINAL EXAMINATIONS! A LEVEL EXAMINATIONS ARE MORE IMPORTANT. So I won't be sad over this small exam conpare to A Level. Of course, there is a need for reflections to what did wrong and what had to be improved.
Principal came on stage after our physics papers... I thought he was going to give us another lecture again... I shuted off my ears right from the start. I don't know since when I have learn the skills of shutting off my ears without even myself realising it.
We were supposed to arrange the tables and chairs. What the hell? SH scolded me for wanting to leave after paying him the money! I wasn't to leave. I was pissed off... Whatever. I will stay to see where I can help. So pissed off. Whatever. As if I care. Then while I was chatting with SY, PC came over and asked me about the PE thingy. Kind of weird, haha... never talk to her for like one month already since we last met at the bishan MRT station.
After the PE thingy, WH and me persudaded to go AMK hub with us. Shopping and destress. But she insisted on going home to sleep. Haiz... mission failed... We ate roti pata at the S11. They have egg, cheese and egg and cheese one. but that day which is yesterday, they only had egg and ya pata only. I don't like egg one. Haiz. No choice. Okay lor. So-so... The curry quite hot.
I bought a JJ CD. but the sad thing is I can't load into my com. I had been trying for the whole day already. haiz. Sad.
We bought a lot of things. Walked the whole central. Haha... central not much la. It is the AMK hub that kills us. We like lost our way. The directory cheated us. Haiz... Anyway, we walked till our legs gobbled already but mission accomplished. Yeah! =)
At atound evening, we decided to go home. I was so tired that I fell asleep immediately on the sofa.
Ya, slacking through my whole night by watching tv. Desmond talked to me on the phone. He asked me qns if JC would like to hang out in a pub if they like to? I don't like noisy places. Long time never talk to him already. Our topics always on her and GEC. but it is good to hear that she might be accepting him after A level. GREAT! haha... =)
Dunno why at night I always like to tidy my stuffs. so I went to tidy my staffs. Eugene talked to me online. He thanked me for wishing him a Happy Birthday on his birthday. wah! I dunno we had known for so long already. From the time he haven't enter army till now he is in University already. Time really flies. I knew him when I was in Sec 2 thru Pauline. haha... so funny. She was addicted to gaming and reading fantic stories. I was influenced by her. Haiz. Eugene was one of her fantic readers. He was also a writer. I was also a writer. Till now, my 1st long first story still haven't complete. After four long years, stil haven't complete. Haiz. Then after sec 2, we means our clique knows wonders. They named us FINGERS. What a silly name. but we accept it some how or rather. haha... we started a story as well. At first, it was quite good. but then, all craps and disgusting things were written in the story. So funny. haha... haiz... I missed those days. =)
I tidy my table till 5am in the morning. Ya, you didn't see wrong, my mum came in and gave a scolding and rode me to sleep. Wah! you don't sleep will get old very easily one leh!
Today, actually supposed to go out with mad but I slept till 11am like that... She had her Bio MCQ today. Feeling so restless in the morning. I told you weekdays from 11am to 12pm got this repeated show about lawyer one. I think is very nice. haha... wah! keep watching tv. NOT GOOD! Okay, after finishing watching that Fann Wong drama, no more TV! that is it! settled!
Been playing games the whole afternoon with Mad. She introduced this online game. This is for kids lor. Won't attract me for long. Because after a while, we explored the whole place already. There is no quest or anything.if you are interested: http://play.clubpenguin.com/
Runescape is better but I can't log in now. Haiz. So sad.
Beening trying to load my songs into my phone but to no avail. Sad. Haiz. okay! better clean up my room now! so messy. Filled with papers everywhere. Haiz. okay! Nights. I mean morning already. K. Nights! =)
This slide is dedicated to my late grandfather... he had passed away for like one month already... still think of him here and there... although we are not that close... although we are not blood-related... he didn't do anything bad things or try to harm anyone... hope he is doing fine in heaven... god bless...
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