Lessons learnt for the day...

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
ya.. it is true... since now still can't forget him... hope can see him again lor... so many years alr... haiz....
Only you can give others the permission to walk all over you.
Only u urself can control ur own life and have complete control over it...
hee.... ytd v happy... gt time den updates... haha... buai... =)

Emotions

What? feeling so weird recently... girls... one min so happy... one min so sad... emotionally unstable... one can appear to be happy in everyone's eyes.... but deep down, the heart is bleeding... y must everything have an end? so ppl will treasure it? is tt really true? ppl won't treasure it until the thing is gone, then ppl will realise it is important to them... y can't they treasure it when the thing is by their side?
okay... i playing bass now... same as rq.... wahaha... happy... at 1st really dun wan to play... but... thinking abt... hehe... gtta see him at imm... wahaha... i mean the whole band... superband is also there... nt bad ar... hee...
yc is emotionally unstable today... really strange... smtimes... girls dun reallly understand girls at all???
when u are in love, love deeply, so that u will know if he/she is the rite person for u... even if it is the wrong person...
there is only one true love if only u meet the rite person at the rite time... but also can be at the wrong time rite?
man... i feel so crappy i think... i wan this weekend to last longer... cos i dun wan next wk to come...
sometimes... i dun think i understand guys at all... haiz... looking for the perfect is important or looking for the rite guy is important? can i have both? perfect + rite guy... girl, there is no such thing... cos there is no such thing as perfect... cos nobody is perfect...
haiz... when can i meet the rite guy? haha... wonder wonder wonder... haha... is it R? oh man... he is so smart... wahaha... gtta find a time go crush Hui Yi's sch... go see the yr book... wahaha... diao...
life is a mistery... haiz... dun really know what is ahead of u... man... really can't stand guys who r petty... not gentleman... nt sensative... sian...

KKJ

King Kong Jane is playing at IMM on the 4th floor right outside Daiso on 30th July Sunday at 1120pm (11AM la -Ark) and 1210pm.
Its an event to Raise Awareness for The Intellectually Disabled organized by the NTU Welfare Services Club. Doing our part for the community, hope to see you guys there to show your support.

Weird dream

I had a weird dream last night... i saw in my dream that i had a class pencil case... den my mum dunno y go and sew it... den it become shorter and uglier... den i gt angry... cos it is my one and only cls pencil case... i screamed" I hate u" and throw the pencil case back at her... den she handed the pencil case back to me and took it and throw it onto the floor... and i walked away... i felt so heart pain... i saw my mum crying... what does this dream mean??? this dream feel so real and vivid in my mind when i woke up... so weird.... oh my...
haiz.... went group study with sy n sl... haha... den come home den slack... haiz...still gt many hwk.... but no mood....

Band

Grabbed at their blog... hee... =)

~Busy~

wake up around 8am... go sch for tutoring... that elieen didn't come again... actually i dun wanna go but i called her last week that this week die die must come... so i went... but she didn't come... what the freak... haiz...nvm... eunice got come... so guai... came every week but pauline so bad... didn't come again... what the freak.... my tutee for today very lousy and mischievous... vomit blood teaching him.... he is a smart boy... but like to talk back and v lazy to think.... and not focus enough.... his name is ng chuang ye.... haha.... he kept talking to mad's tutee( Ho yang yang-forget le) i treat my tutee oreo... he said he hungry so i gave him eat.... haha... see me so nice... haiz...no choice...
den after tutoring... i went to eat with mad and her fren... call adam.... haha... eat long john at J8... after that the guy gone without bye to me... haha... but den after tt he smsed mad to help him say bye to me... so weird...haha... actually, dun really mind... but quite a gentleman.... after that, mad n i went to ntuc bought some stuff... den we went seperate ways...
I went to dover mrt... yeah! to SP! help interact club... hee... have a nice time there! saw shuai ge! that is the important thing... have lots of fun...jun kai and yan xin r there too... and.... nyjc ppl performing there as welll.... some of the dances are great.... got one band v good.... haha.... we screamed n clap... den the singer said we v enthus... haha.... do visit their blog at http://www.kingkongjane.blogspot.com/ one of the guitar player look so cute ... shuai.... haha... =) it is a pity that i didn't go in the morning... but den after seeing him... well... dun feel so bad alr... haha... li ming gt zhi yang signiture... so cool... oh yeah... we also took pic with the band using mr thumb cam... hope he can send to us... haha...
after that, sham me n li ming went to fork n spoon to eat again... man.... m growing fat sia depite all the conditioning i gt from pe... haiz.... spend so much money also.... nvm... enjoyed my day... hehe... =)

Neoprints

NO SCH! OUT! =)

haha... meet joanne, yc and stella at the bugis national library... haha... den... search for pw stuff... den hungry alr.. eat.... at where? KFC... haha... lots of ppl man... that yc talked crap again... haiz...
den we go took neoprint at bugis junction... haha... after shopping for a while, we went home... we took the mrt and we saw sk n his fren(beatty)...
on my way home, i saw shang yi... dunno y she was there also, so we went to mac to study... den seow ling came as she gt sectional... den tt is how i spent my day... haha...

Tired!

Man... Really tired... ytd do the econs eassy outline... do till 2am... all thanks to "ji jin" i was able to survive my day... thanks brands... haha.... n my mum for fixing my spects...
today econs tutorial dunno y so interesting... haha... gp lect so boring.... sorry la... maybe dun like the topic or what... haiz... nvm.... physics lect... finish work power n energy... at least i understand part of the lecture... not bad... den we gt racial harmony concert... about the relationship and sex thingy... haha... not bad... den gt malay and indian dances...
slack for 2 hours... den we gt LC... nice one... i think i gt one wrong alr... sian... haiz... nvm... jia you lor... haha...

Happy belated bd to pei qi... louisa... geraldine and alex... as my com abit "salt" recently.... haha... haiz...

tired day...

oh my... my msn contracts all gone... dunno go where alr... haiz... die... haiz... no mood alr... i still gt econ to do... die die die... touch wood la... tml still gt LC! jia you! dun feel like typing so much... so tired... better save energy for my econ... buai...

long day...

ytd fri... had a long day... 1st thing in the morn... get scolded by teacher as i pon afternoon pe that time with my frenz... nice one... den maths lecture... den chinese... is the listening... so boring... i fell asleep halfway... really tired... woke up at 4.30am... den can't slp back... so do my gp hwk... haha... when i finished, it was alr 6am... so can't slp back...
den physics pract... warm... tired... n dizzy.. oscillations! oh man... haiz... den gp... tired... paraphrasing...
after that go installation... start early... so fast finish alr.. den m so happy... see so many familar faces and my juniors... so happy.... see them again... geraldine! say me become short! nice one! qi si wo le... haiz... haha... n seniors... stephanie... vannessa yi ling and wahid... good good... i feel so good... so happy! haha... interact club rox! =P
den go meet shang n lou... to celebrate lf's bd... happy birthday... haha... =P
practise guitar till hand pain alr... haiz.. jia you lor! =P

suay day...

nth goes rite for me today... really sian.... chem.... can't do finish the thingy... den... go print notes print wrong... nice one... wait for guitar for 5 hours... guitar test... teacher said need to practice me... whatever.... m so stone... haiz... no mood... nvm...
Happy Birthday qwenny! =)

PS

today raining early in the morning... took the white skirt and court shoes with me for sham... but she wasn't at the right place yet... luckily, adeline was there... so i passed to her... but still i was late for sch but... it was raining... so didn't scan... lucky... hehe...
wahaha... gp! i passed my gp paper one... can u believe it... i failed all my papers i passed my Gp... my weakest sub... omg... i can't believe it man... haha... den mrs lim praised me... felt so "high" haha... thanks es! =P
maths lecture.... boring... sian... starting to dun understand the topic alr... oh man! i dun wan! haiz... cos i was really tired! omg! omg!
maths tutorial.... tired... falling asleep alr... haiz... pw... still need to do gpp... haha... what else leh? pw lecture... omg... so pai seh... haiz... y m i always get teased? haiz... oh my! thanks es and sorry for ban saying...haha... didn't mean it... yc nice one... haiz...
wahaha... drew wan hui hands... sorry and thanks... haha... u will always be my lao po... haha... =P
photo-taking... nice one... sit in front row... haiz... nvm... used to it alr... sian... informal... so pai seh also... haiz...
biz club... i became assistance pd... nice one...haha... den play tt game... den go home... i went sham hse... i went to press the wrong bell... so pai sey... haiz... she laughed like crazy... haha.. okay la... if it were a handsome guy, i might follow him inside...but it was a small boy... haha... jus kidding... thanks sham... =P
so many things happened today.... quite an enjoyable day i guess... haha... can't wait for ethnic costume tt day... haha... and installation... ! =P n lf's bd... haha... =P

late day...

oh man... woke up late today... den late for sch lor.. thinking of taking a taxi to sch... but den the price rise lor... so dun take.. den if take alr... still late... my heart will be v pain... so might as well late lor... anyway, today so many ppl late.. haha...
change of timetable lor... sian... econ is like wasted... took back econ lor... one more mark n i will pass... nice one... dun give me pass... 5 subs fail... i better go prepare my funeral 1st... den gp sure fail one... no need to say.. tml another heart attack... sian diao liao...
haiz... dunno y my fren like to tease me so much... haiz... really crappy...
maths really sleepy.. i was falling asleep alr... ytd type the minutes till so late... so tired... sian... pon pe... cos feeling so sick... no mood...
Happy birthday Hui Chun! =P

Thanks

forget to thank Rebecca for helping me to change into this new skin... haha... nice.... although black background is nice... but this one is jus as nice... haha...
thanks shirley for helping me to burn jy songs... haha... thanks... =P

8.45am in school...

Haha... getting to school so late was so weird... 8.45am.. why is it so late? cos the teachers want to take photographs.... haha... den we got a chance to watch football last nigh... so sad... Italy won... i watched with my dad... but half way i fell asleep.. at least 47min lor... i saw them score the goals... not bad.... but den i didn't see any shuai ge leh... haha...
physics 1st tutorial with mrs lee... ok lor... but a bit boring... but nvm... only 1st tutorial... i think she can help me to pull up my marks de... i have faith in her... haha...
today i said something wrong... den my fren go tease me the whole day! omg! haiz... all my stupid mouth fault... haiz...
chinese is boring... gt test... i just anyhow write my paper... i dun care alr... den we got back our exam papers... i tot i pass my compo leh... i was like so happy... but den to realise that the mark i looking at was the overall mark... haiz... my compo fail... at 1st is pass de.. but... after subtracting the wrong words... i failed... so sian... nice one... lucky my compre pull me up or else i will fail my chinese... i passed my chinese but nt with failing colours.. only jus pass... haiz...
den is ms eunice sim... chemistry... go thru chem paper... looking at my chem paper made me feel depressed again.. sian...
take our time in sch... den reached home... sat on sofa... dunno when i fall asleep... den prepare to go help an's tuition...
today tutor her at her gu gu's hse...haiz... i think it is a sucessful one n i received my salary... haha... yeah! =P
gtta rmb to take $ from mum for my cls tee... also ask her to bank my cheque... and i gtta rmb to mail out the letter... also reply vanessa by wed... so much things... oh... eom also... gpp also... mintues also... haiz... so much things... so little time... gtta do it! jia you! =P

chalet

where did i stop ytd? erm... yar... den we reached the hut... to our suprise.. it is so small... sian... after packing... we played cards... we played bluff... den we play the yes mad, thingy... change name... m lin hui... haha... the yes mad thingy... dunno y i always lost... lost on the ace.... haiz... luckily, zy is worse den me... haha... tired... we went to rest...
top bunk: theresa n calina
midlle : me n lin hui
low: fabian... paul n shang...
fabian had the whole bed to himself leaving the two poor gers no where to slp... but after 1hr... can't stand alr... so kick fabian out to the floor...haha.... den it is too cold... shang can't slp... so 1h of slpless... den at 6am something... shang change with lin hu... shang slp with me... den till 9am... we were fully awoke..
den when we wan to go and have our breakfast.. we lost the keys! omg... haiz... finally found it... haha...
we had our breakfast... at delifrance... that shang... dun listen to my advice... go and buy filll set mealll... ask her to share dun wan to share.. haiz... den we eat till so full... haiz... yong cai come with mealworm... yucks!
we took the tram, to see recognise the place... den after that we are disperse to our respective stations... me and shang went to take seow ling... den came change of plan... cos of no many ppl, came... me and shange changed to the pool... we had a great time anyway...
thanks seow ling for buying batts... after that we had bbq... we also shown them the video... haha... they seemed to enjoyed it... yeah... den me shang lin hui yong cai elton alvin n blur guy went home... elton say it is a great chalet... yeah! thankie... haha...
zhen yao also say it is great... and it is so nice of him to email us to give us his encouraging words.. haha... yeah! this chalet had bring us closer together... yap! yeah! =P
now, the thing is installation n test n exam... haiz... jia you lor! haha! =)

BIZ chalet!

so tired! friday night... my ever 1st time... on my own... taking mrt out of my hse... with so many things in my hands... i was like so weird... when i alight the train, the passengers looked at me so weird... carrying so many stuffs like li jia chu chou like tt... haha... cos i brought the food and the radio to sentosa... haha...den at orchard so many ppl boarded the train that i had to make space for them...
den meet shang paul lin hui and fabian at the habour mrt station... lin hui was late... haha...although i was late also... but lin hui was later den me...
den finally.... we walked to the shuttle bus... haha... waited a while den can board the bus to sentosa enterance... we paid the ticket addmission fee-$3...
after that we boarded the blue line... being blur and dunno what to do... haha.... the uncle is so kind to give us a lift there.... thanks uncle... what a gd service... haha... =P finally walking up the slope... den reached the chalet and saw our seniors n frenz... haha... den saw our huts.... continue tml....

Sports Carnival

today is the 1st NYJC sports carnival... nice one... m so tired... tired...
Ch ran for the 400m race... he gt in 3rd! great job! yeah! qin yong, ks, qk and CH participated in the 4x400m race... although didn't get in the top position, they alr have the team spirit and sportsmanship! yeah! great job guys! =P
mad,cam,raja n jac participated in the funnky race.... great job, they get 2nd i think if i rmb correctly... great job guys! oh yeah! =P
biz club selling stufs... having a profit! oh yeah! great job guys! =P
thanks bookshop auntie for trusting us... hee... =P
specially thanks to my lao po, wan hui... yeah! =P for lending JJ to me... haha... thanks so much... my idol... haha...
now m worrying for installation... haiz.... but i dunno in what way i can help... but m willing to help... jia you! go go go! yeah! =P kk... gtta pack my bag and go to chalet alr... jia you jia you! =P

Failing papers...

took two papers today... chem n physics... nice one... at first i was really sad... after taking the papers... and after the horrible oral exam... it was like my whole day was terrible and miserable... but after guitar... my mood was like... hey... m ok... so what does that mean? guitar helps to relax ppl... good... so i decided not to quit guitar! yeah! although learning the syf song is bloody hell hard... but even if i vomit blood... i will also learn to play ya? haha...siao...
y should i be sad rite... just try hard next time... m not the only one...hee.... just look on the bright side of life... =) yeah... love guitar... love guitar... yeah... gtta learn the whole song sia by next and gt the fingering test... nice one... so busy... haiz... hw to learn... die... nvm... gtta perserve! yeah... jia you! =P
busy busy busy....
schedule:
friday(tml): sports canival, chalet at sentosa....
sat: chalet
sun: chalet, support yvonne(maybe), take my notes back(maybe), slp(definately!), visit grandma...
next week:
mon: chinese test, an's tuition(gtta tell aunt)
tue: Hui chun's bd, discuss pw(maybe)
wed: biz(not sure)
thurs: guitar, qwen's bd...
fri: installation
sat: tutoring(not sure), lf's bd
sun: family day and rest day
P/S: gtta tell yvonne gt installation.... and reply vanessa by wed... gtta rmb... haiz...
oh my... so busy... gtta jia you for promos! go go go! jia you jia you! =P

Sian

maths paper fail liks shit... really miserable... sian... haiz... nth to say... really very sad lor... sian... life is so miserable... haiz.. sian... sian... sian... sian... sian... sian can become my bf alr lor... haiz... diao... gggggggrrrrrrrr! hate my life! ggggggggrrrrrrrr!
could u stop complaining! so sian... stop complaining about your life girl... dun take it to heart... it is just part of life... ok? yeah... jia you lor... haha...
Happy birthday to Eugene! =)

MYE over!

Mid year exam over! yeah... what is the most scary thing? take result lor... it is like omg... wth... haiz... what i heard? maths... 1/100.. nice one... if it were me... i would cry on the spot i tell u that.. sian... haiz...
omg...today almost late for sch... i took the bus 73 walked big rounds... sweat big time man... but who cares... cos no shuai ge in ny tt i wanna impress... haha... nvm... feel so sick... econs started... heart attack i tell u... b4 exam hazel ask me tt cba is all crap... in the end... what happened... 11marks on cba... feel like dying... nvm... i alr died anyway... haiz... sian... den we slacked in the mac... waiting for chinese listening sia... haha... yeah... finally exam over alr...haha...
haiz... thurs gt guitar... all my lao gong( Seow Ling)'s fault... say this thurs gt guitar... haiz... nw my whole week is fully booked... haha....
wed: biz meeting
thurs: chinese oral and guitar
fri: chalet
sat: chalet
sun: chalet
my week is so packed... haha...nice one... watiting for wc? dunno leh... haha... shit... just now i show sl my blog... hope she didn't see the part where i wanna quit guitar part...haha... =P den she will scold and become upset...haiz...
tml will be a brand new day with new hopes... i hope... gotta wake up early... sian.. haiz... nonono! not sian... v fun... except got the part of taking paper... sian... haiz... jia you lor... anyway... haiz...go go go! =P

bad mood...

1st of all thanks rebecca for helping me got giving my blog a brand new look... nice right?? esp the JJ song... haha...
so sian... i hate my life... y my life is so boring... i miss my frens.. my sec sch life... the teachers... cca... the environment... the classroom... the canteen... the ppl in the sch... mr singh for catching us breaking sch rule... i dunno i also miss mr boo nagging... haiz... life is jc is so ... dunno... i dun feel like me anymore... i dun laugh as much any more... i feel more bitter den usual... y? mayb it is a new sch? i like my frenz there.... but... i dun like lectures... i dun like exams... sian... y just i can't enjoy my life there? is it more wonderful? forget it... i dun like exam... i feel so confused... i just wanna slack thru my life...
come on sam... tml is last day of exam! go go go! but what is more is coming up? the guitar test... quitting guitar have been on my brain for very long alr... haiz...
what made me stay in guitar:
camellia
seow ling
guitar itself
what make me leave:
stress
no time
test of guitar
stay or leave? i cna't take it anymore.. haix.... sian... life is so sux... man... i can't go for the 4e1 outing... cos gt chalet... feel so bad... haiz.... omg... y my time is like always so fully booked... sian... chalet or gathering? maybe discuss tml with shang n paul ba... haiz...
really no mood to study... haiz... what is happening to me? sian... kk... come on... jia you! dun give up! just follow ur heart and do k! go go go ! =P good luck to me for tml econ! hee! =P

What a day! =)

Hee... woke up at 12pm something... den... meet sham at j8 at 3pm... long time nv dress up alr... i woke my earring n necklace... incredible.... but... hee... anyway... i just want sham to be happy... that's all.... so m trying v hard to make the day pretty good... we saw sl n shang... so fated... wahaha... so we six ppl walked tgt... shang,sl, sham,lou n liming n me... hee... walking aimlessly is what we always good at... haha... a day without econs again... but i very good k... at least finish one set of notes... three more sets to go... jia you! hee... so got time... i hope... haha... jia you! =)
green forest so nice sia.... owen so shuai n sweet.... haha... stupid paul.... only a bit look like cs only... only a bit... but owen 1000000000times more shuai.... haha... kk... being ridiculous... but i dun care alr.... haiz.... so nice.... green forest so nice... if only i can live with the nature... dun u think is it so beautiful... yeah! jia you! tml mus study two sets of notes! jia you! go go go! see ya! =)