Sian

sian... tired... really tired... how i wish i can sleep a little longer every morning... sian... being woke up at 5am something is not what i really want k... haiz... force out of my bed... i slp at 1am every night... for dunno why.. time seemed to fly so fast... it had been 10 yrs since i knew him... haha.... ya... confused abt my love life... so dun ask... m confused...

slp my whole chinese lesson... chen lao shi woke me up twice... haiz... sorry... really tired.... although the passage seemed interesting... main thing learnt "focus"... mrs lim said de... went for her consultation... felt so demoralised... but i like her... cos she is straightforward... ya... and tell me what m wrong... thanks... i really do hope i can pass my gp as i depend on gp... haha... =)

sorry li ming... can't celebrate with u... love u always... =) we are not les... pls... Happy Birthday girl! =)

things to do now:
revision and clear all the tutorials...
be prepared for promos..
earn $?==> try to cancel as my mum says... haiz...

after promos:
help my cousins with their exam...
pw...
chinese "A" lvl!

during hols:
looking for a job?
prepared for a lvl

ytd zx and ss... hee... zx: i want to turn u into thumbellia and put u into my pocket and take u to US with me...
SS: i want to change u into scarf to wrap around my neck so that you can't go anywhere else....
i like this part where they hug... haha... so sweet and romantic... the third time when zx broke the date.... he looked so shuai with his hair down.. yeah! =)

11 more days to promos... go go go... tml staying for night study i guess... den... er... what i wanna say ar? can't rmb... nvm... told u i got stm... haiz... nvm... go back to my gp paper alr... go go go... =)

Haiz...

Tired... and tired... and sleepy... not thinking much just wanna promote... haey! go go go! =)

J8

Yeah! feel so great... cos... hee... went to J8... haha... =) with yc pc wh stella and shirley in the morning... hee... didn't see shuai ge... nvm, my task for tt time not to see shuai ge la... haha... anyway, i not concentrating on seeing shuai ge... haha... =) task completed... great... but didn't take neoprint... hope got next time... hee... =)

physics... haha... we entertained ourselves so that cls won't be tt dry... haha... ring... so funny.... muhahaha... haha... i think yc will read... u know rite??? muhaha... =) monday rmb to bring hor... =) with card inside... need plastic bag ma? hee...

after cls... gave present to LK....
Happy 17th Birthday, Lun Kuang!
the way he took the present from wh is so funny... haha... =)
after one week... i think i missed my cls alot... haha... =) hope we all can promote to J2 tgt! jia u! go go go! =)

den at night i went to the cc near my hse to do my hwk... i done gp summaries alr... yeah... 2qns on econs... erm... ok la... quite productive? haha... dunno... 17 more days to promos i think if m not wrong... jia u lor! yeah! =)

go go go! =)

My Thursday

Crazy bro... he can touch the celling... he was happy like mad(not madeline) alr... haiz... k...
tired... and not productive... sian...

today went sch... had pair study with tl... nt productive one lor... haiz... gp after that... had a heart attract... really spoilt my mood... not that my mood v gd... haiz... fail my gp lor... what else... what more can be more worst? failing my promos? touch wood... haiz.. now even my last bet is gone...

after gp... went doing the maths again... i love maths... but doing the qns not getting ans and not knowing how to do make me fed up with myself... so demoralised... haiz... did the MI... so many qns dunno... jus skip lor.. what else can i do... still got econs lor... way way way behind my scheldue and gt gp hwK!!! oh my tian... hiaz...

i dun think i really like him... maybe just other short crush... haha... k show start... buai... tml still gt sch... jia u for me... hee.... =)

Hee...

yoz... hee... erm... ya... my love life... how i wish i have the courage as well( a reply to yc)... pauline once say that i dunno how to handle my love relationship or something like that.... well... kind of agree i guess... haha...

i hurt a guy once... a few days ago i think i saw him... but... i dun dare to say hi... he was my pri sch fren.... a guy who bullies me... who took my seat... who put my hair... who critised what i eat... who disturb me... he pissed me off... irriated me... haiz... den finally... i scold him a dog... "hao gou bu dan lu"===> a gd dog dun block the way... i saw the hurt in his eyes... tears almost fall alr... i wanted to apologise... but being the stubborn and with lots of pride one... i walked off... i felt so guilty after that... we nv talk after that... haiz... from tt day onwards... i nv say tt phrase again to anyone... or nv used it....

thereafter... lots of crushes here and there... then finally... psle... i broke off from my many crushes... sec sch... crushes here and there again... but... there is one particular guy... hurt me man... dun wan to talk abt it... haiz... those who are gd pals in sec sch should know... hee... he is such a jerk... how in the world will i fall for him in the 1st place... bad taste... sian... vulgar... rude... not a gentleman... haiz... come to think of it... he is not that shuai as i used to think he is... haha...

now in jc... erm.... kind of true that the horoscope say that my two years will have guys around me... ya... of cos gt guys around me la... 14 guys and 9 gals... 1st time ever that i entered a cls with more guys then girls... haiz... now that i have no mood to think about my love life alr la... promos la... ai yo... i like my cls... fun loving.... haha... esp with my frenz around... what else could be more fun then that... but i do hope that everyone could be truthful to one another.... =) 0617 rocks! =)

man... m addicted to blogging alr... haha... how i wish i have a cam... mum still blame me for losing the camera... m sorry... truthfully... still saving for it man... but i hope i can get a hp with cam... haha... den i can take photos wherever i wan.... cos... memories are short term... photos are long term... haha... erm... ya... oh ya... www.ephraim.blogspot.com .... a blog by minister... do check out... haha...

heard from mum... she read from newspaper... a snake in Malaysia... ate a dead goat, who got killed by a car... a big fat goat... man... den the snake was damn full... can't move... and kanna catch... what is the lesson learnt? dun be greedy... and dun eat too much when u dun have such a big stomach... u will end up suffering... maybe gt fat or dietable( duno how to spell)... high cholestrol... blah blah...

went study at tp lib today... 2nd floor... pauline came joined me after that... done apgp and summation with lots of circles and blanks... haha... know what i mean rite... ya... lots of qns dunno how to do... not really productive... den come home only watch tv... haiz... behind scheldue!!!! haiz... still have lots to catch up!!! oh my tian... !!! haiz...

zhen xian so shuai.. the korean show... <> ... so cute... funny... haha... zx so shuai... so sweet... so caring... somemore... rich... smart... a perfect guy... haha.. but in reality got such guy or not? hee... dunno... still searching... haha...

k la... crap so much alr... really addicted to blogging... sodoku now v HOT ar... not bad... set my brain to think... gotta go pack bag le... buai... hee... =)

My day

my day... my day... haiz... doing tutorials...grp study... at bishan... with sham, lou and paul... completed chem tutorials... oh ya... tired... haiz... gtta slp early today...
stop teasing me with desmond alr... cos i dun like him and he dun like me... tt is final... i dun understand y guys n gals can't have pure friendship? i think can... i believe can... haha... =)

i hate smoking... dun understand y ppl smoke... i dun blame them for being addicted to smoking... but y do they have to smoke in the first place??? haiz... 1st it stinks.... 2nd unhealthy... 3rd pollute the environment... haiz...

oh man... m behind scheldue... doing wk too slow alr... haiz...
feel so sad after reading my fren's blog... i can't say who i guess... haha... i hope she will forget abt the past... what;s done is done... can't undo it... just threasure what u have now... yes, i treasure what i have now... as i think m v fortunate to have frens and family that really care abt me... haha... sorry guys for always complaining n being late... haiz... mayb my resolutions for next yr is not to be late again... haha... n eye washing guys is one of my fav pastime... haha... sorry for that if i comment too much on guys... haha... =) but for now... i think RQ, JY, JJ, and him most shuai one ba... my dad also not bad in my heart...not forgeting my bro as well...haha... =)

k la... guess... tml group study again? as my bro bringing frenz home again... n i can't stay home to concentrate on my studies... promos is very important to me... sorry for the ppl who i have no time to care for... will compensate after my promos... provided i can get promoted... m sure i can as i have put my best! =) hope nth cropped up during the promos ba... haha... =)

i think my like for him not that strong ba... if so, y m not thinking of him ar... while yc kept thinking hers... haha... a few days ago, i told myself to have courage to love... but for now, i think i will have to put that aside... as promos is much more important for anything else... all the best for all jc1 for promos and jc2 for a lvls exams... for sec sch ppl who r taking o lvl... jia u! =)

Hee

wah... long time nv blog alr... broke record... haha.... kk.. start with what ar...
friday... is teacher's day rite? ya.. i went group study with pauline, lou, sham... i saw mr chan at tp lib... ya... DC... direct current... haha... =) we went mac as lib no place alr... came too late... thanks dc for ur offer... haha... den we stayed at mac... like not productive... but nvm... haiz... watched a show while me n sham walking... "sorry, teacher" by li ping... so touching... i cried in public... oh my!!! so embarrassing... the guy dunno own or the assistance kept looking at me lor... haiz... the teacher died in the end cos she met with accident when she tried to save her student... also she gt liver cancer... i predict she died la... cos i think they gt cut some parts...

saturday... what i did ar... can't rmb... stm again... i think i slept all day if m not wrong... hee... so my sat is slack one...

sunday... busy... morning... group study... only do the maths lecture corrections... afternoon... go temple with my family... pray for my promos and stuffs... hee... den shop at orchard lor... bought necklaces... hee... some details... cut cut cut... haha... =)
den go granny's hse... durians... yummy... so qiao... lucky they haven ate finish... haha... =) hee... left one fruit... not bad ar... hee... nice... =) den boy boy is so gd today... so cute... he called me "ah ji"==> means sis... haha... so cute... gt dimple somemore... bonus... haha... grow up sure is a shuai guy... haha...
dinner... eat out... duck rice... at jin shan leng... not bad la... although m nt tt hungry... i like the soup... hee...
granny gave me a pink hello kitty bag... although m nt v fond of pink color... but the bag is nt bad... nice... useful alr... although striking... haha... i used it ytd....

monday...
moring... went tp lib to study... wah... a table also need to snatch... haiz... sorry desmond and sham for not booking a seat... cos... really can't... haiz... quite productive i guess... finished motion in circle tutorial... a few qns i dunno lor... haha... =) eletrode 1 left one qns... haiz... dun feel like doing...make a fren call Deviana... sweet... cute... cheerful... =)
went jogging in the rain with sham... completed 4 rounds... too bad no shuai ges... lucky dun have... see me in this state... they ran away... haha... =)

bad news...
CAIRNS, Australia - Steve Irwin, the hugely popular Australian television personality and conservationist known as the "Crocodile Hunter," was killed Monday by a stingray while filming off the Great Barrier Reef. He was 44.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060904/ap_on_en_tv/obit_irwin
sad... daring, and interesting... informative shows dun have alr... haiz... talent and daring guy...

KKJ

Yoz guys... gotta check this out...

King Kong Jane - Mary Jane's Last Dance--- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlTHoNHIdhE&mode=related&search=

King Kong Jane - Good Night Moon--- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DwBcHfW1Izs&mode=related&search=

Happy Teacher's Day

Happy Teacher's Day to all the teachers who had taught me b4... haha... my JCs teachers.... mr poh... chen lao shi( didn't see him today so i didn't wish him... haiz)... this year i was like blur blur smoke thru my life like that...

Aces day... do the dance so funny...today the performance v nice... haha... great! teachers singing so great! oh my! so sweet! =)

mr foo performed! so shuai! haha! getting too high... too shuai alr... haha... den that huang lao shi walked past, i tell yc and shouted her name... so evil of us... she blushed... no choice... she is too shy today... haiz... too high alr... hahaha.... =) thanks tl for ur twisty... hee...

den... went back to sec sch... see so many faces... changed so much... haha... =) ms tuan still the same... still so pretty and young and sweet... and friendly... and thin... haiz... haha... =) mrs singh not in sch... haiz... so sad... she went on course... best chem teacher ever... yah... mr chan still as blur as ever.... still wear the "child-like" tee... haha... so cute... haha... =) mrs hairedess... chen lao shi... still so sweet... wear pink... haha... still so modern... haha.... =) my best chinese teacher ever... haha... chen mei li also there... haha... still so pretty... haha... mrs lu... mr amos... didn't see ms james... hmm... sad... saw mr thumb... get alot of new teachers... haha... tt is good... mr boo is looking good...

after that we went to eat... act wanna eat pizzas... but full of ppl... haha... so we go fork and spoon... talk... hui yi looking good... dark... she joined kick boxing... haha... mircle... haha... 9 gals...fingers... nazeeya, kat, sl, susanna... den hui yi went home... pauline also... later me also... cos m really tired... fell asleep waiting for lousia(almost)... haha... =)

den watched halfway the legally blonde... cos fell asleep watching halfway.... haha... =)
catch this... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DbJROd3wNsU

Social worker?

i think i can be consellor alr... have been hearing probz from my friends... but can't say i dun want to hear... i mean really... ppl alr so sad alr.. den u say, " can u stop it? i dun wan to hear it!" i think it is rude... but nvm... social worker... maybe typical pieces... hearing frenz' prob affect me so much... oh man... how i wish... i had studied pshychology... so interesting... maybe i should and i have... promos... been distracted so much... oh my... gtta start study and focus alr... haiz... haiz... see how ba... today biz gt pinic...haiz... tired... really need to focus... dun let these things affect u k... jia u! go go go! =)

hee

dunno what to write... just feeling confused over something... haha.... finally the Gp project work is over! great job guys! oh yeah! =)
confused confused... everytime i see him, i feel sad lor... sian... how come?
wonder y yc likes him lor... so evil... haiz... tell him ba yc... haiz... stop torturing yourself alr... haha... =)

Man

Life sux... everything sux... i jus wan myself back to normal... the cheerful and happy me... sorry mum for worrying for me... sorry everyone tt has worried for me... sorry everyone who i had disappointed... sorry for the hurtful things i had said or not not done... sorry for not being a gd fren... i just want my life back to normal... i mean... this is not me... i just want myself back... if i have to achieve this... if i have to hurt anyone... m sorry... sorry for being selfish... i just want my life back... n m gg to mug like hell... which i have not been doing... i really admire muggers... agree with pauline... dunno where they can get the energy... from the solar panar ar... haha... lame... k la... 28 more days to go... if m not wrong... n i have been slacking for so many days alr... slack... so many hwk not done... gtta do! hurry! =)

Hee... complain queen! =)

i think i have become complain queen alr... haha! =) complain all abt my sch wk... promos... 29 more days ba i guess... haha... =)
although i have been sleeping for the past two days i still feel very sleepy... haiz... tired also... that is why i didn't go see him lor on sat... so sad... m really tired... can't even get up from my sofa... sleepy... oh man... but now ok la... still tired and gt headache... haha... but still gt lots of stffs to do... gp and eom...just finish editting wr... nice one... jia u! =)
sorry es for cutting off the phone short cos my phone bill will get v high one... haha...
yc u can call me to crap abt him... although m v busy la... but frens are more important, more important den bf?? nt like yc so zhong se qing you... haiz... tell him ba... =) haha! =)
man, i can't go teach tution again tml.. cos tml gt gp! what the... haiz... den should i stay for night study? i dunno... things are gtting so cramped up! haiz... 3 wks alr... i didn't go teach tution... mum asked me to stop since i gt no time to cope alr... haiz... ya... time... hw i wish m a robbot... den i no need to sleep.... even robbot need rest girl... haiz... really girl, things will get better... just wish that everything will get well soon and... my promos... now that i know who is in his heart... need time to heal i guess... haha... rq gt gf alr... heard from li ming.... is it a gd thing that i didn't go on sat to tpc? so that i won't see rq and the girl? i dunno... haiz... nvm la... time will heal my wounds de... haha... cos m cold hearted one... haiz... all the best girl! =)
gogogo! =)

oh my!

tired and more tired of my life... oh man... tired... study and so many hwk! and so many things to study... 30 more days to promos...
ytd was a terrible day... took back maths paper in the morning... feel like killing myself for copying wrong qns... nice one.... not one but 2 qns wrongly... so u can see i failed terribly... nice one... haiz... so unlucky huh? took back physics paper... fail also... gt study also fail... nice one... took back gp paper... failed again... need consultation... haiz... see... one day 3 heart attrack... haiz... nice one... terrible and tired... stayed for night study... do 8 qns of differentation... slept in i-space...
congrats the two love birds.... haha...
thanks all my friends for caring for me... m fine man... haha... =) i'm strong and tough... won't die or faint so easily... haha! =)
thanks for letting me know who is really in ur heart... i understand...
now i gotta chiong chiong chiong for promos... but like you xin wu li like that... haha... gotta jia u! stay strong and happy always girl...
a word of advice to yc that i code from Mrs Lim: dun let anyone control u, have control over urself... tell him k? jia u lor! =)
everybody jia u for promos! =)

tons of things...

oh my tian... haiz... so many stuffs! gotta do powerpioint thingy for gp... gotta do gp hwk... gotta count the surveys... oh my tian... haiz... kk... nvm... jia u lor... haiz... hee.... go go go! =) haiz... tired and busy... erm... man, my ming yu sweeping floor alr today... what else can be more wrong... cls and guitar, my mingyu... oh my.... haiz... no reputation alr... haiz... my life... kk better go do my work alr... but i really want to slack leh... how? haiz... jia u ! =) hehe! =)

Tired of life...

tired tired! sian... tired... lots of stuffs on hand... that i wanna clear all at once... haiz... tired... tutorial vectors... been doing it for very long alr... but still unclear and trying to figure out the problems... haiz... so tired... gp project wk... revision has to be done! cos no time!!! how many days left??? 32 days!!! oh my tian... haiz... pw also... homework also so much... everyday come home alr so tired and late... oh my tian... as if m a machine like that... haiz... biz proposal also... now dec gt a camp... haha... 6 to 8 dec... one more person... wanna who will wanna join... yups... for testimonal and cash... wahaha... =) jia u for promos! =)

gogogo!

haha! i think i have past the most productive weekend... why? let me see... sat morn... i go teach yzps kid... hee... den i go pair study with pauline... guess what? i finished the maths tutorial 10! yeah man... den evening i went aunt's hse for nong nong's bd party... gt potato salad... yummy... chocolate cake... muhaha... =) gt doggie also call bobby... haha... kids are so adorable... love them.... so ke ai! =) that is how i past my sat...
sunday... went pair study with shang... did the thermal tutorial... yeah man... haha... not bad huh? i still left... econs tutorial wksh5 n maths t8c.... n what ar? study econ test.... do the pw wksh which i dun feel like doing... study spa which i dun feel like studying also... haiz... feel so lazy now... haiz... haha... just took a nap... tired... haiz... kk... go back to my econ alr... dun slack alr... haha! working hard n smart towards promo! way to go! jia u! yeah! =)

Promo coming

ytd went night study with yc... haha... like v time consuming... but nvm... at least gt do some wk... haha... at home is watch tv one... that jin shan shun... v nice... haha... jia u lor... 37 days more to promo... go go go... i gotta mug like i nv mug b4... u can do it de! jia u! go go go! =)

Maths test...

tml gt maths test...and GP test... today physics test die alr.. haiz... really gotta study hard alr! jia u! 39 more days to promos! =) jia u! hee! =)

Promo

40 days to promos! jia u! go go go! haiz... still gt gp and maths hwk... tml gt Chem SPA and physics test! fri gt maths and gp test! nice one... sian... haiz... jia u lor! yeah! =) i finally know who is tt person alr... haha... yeah... and m rite... yeah! jia u lor! haha! =)