LoVe

Love is not a toy... not for u to play and joke about... pls be serious about it... hope they know it.... haiz...
going to see him i mean them soon??? next sat... i hope so... yeah! =) tired... will endure... 41 days to promos... jia u... may lady luck will be with me... yeah... not late for sch ytd... haha... =) hee... go go go! =)

My life

My life consists of so many things and so many ppl...
- my friends...
-my family...
-my school work--worry on how to promote, how to buck up my scores...
-tutoring
-an's tutoring
-Biz Club
-Guitar
-KKJ
-Interact Club? i still miss it leh...
-Beatty... i still miss this sch... no matter how big the chances is...
Worries:
-Promoting.... haiz...

Life is so much pain...

Headache headache and more headache... haiz...

Strategy

I shall not complain abt my sch wk.
why?
cos m fortunate to be able to have an education.
yes. many want an education but due to some reasons...
many envious other ppl for what they have.
but why can't they realise that they are also v fortunate n xin fu?
ya... so i have come out with...
DOs n DON'T!
1) sleep early
2) no online for me unless nesscessary
3) no going out unless nesscessary but kkj performance???
4) no tv???
5) revise!!!
6) tys!!!
7) tutorials!!!
8) listen attentively!!! no snoring in lectures!!! haha!!!
9) drink enough water everyday
man... gotta do it! will i? perverservance... determination... blah blah blah... haiz... jus do it... nike... haha... kk... gotta do it! yeah! buai! =)

Tutoring

Muhaha... today was a ... erm... tiring and headache day at yangzheng pri sch i guess... when i was walking up the stairs... i alr heard noises... i thought... why so noisy? is it the tutoring cls? i looked in... unfamilar faces... 3 guys and 1 girl... and many kids... really nosiy... running around and playing a fool... talking... man... so messy...
we tried to shut them up by giving them homework... haha... but that did not really work... keith and kai yang got came... haha... felt so sorry for keith as i can't tutor him alone today... oh man... i didn't get the wksh he did... he said he wanted me to mark... i wonder did he take it back? i only gt vanessa and kai yang ones... oh man... nice one... where did i put it? or he took it back? haiz...
although it was really tiring... it was like having a battle... but it was quite fun... haha... in a world of innocent kids... what more to think of, rite? haha... i dunno... i felt that... no bordery... no more stress... i just feel relax... so weird... haha...
man... i did the work energy power... sian... i struck at q3... sian... sian... i really dun feel like doing hwk... do hwk can... but ... it is like u do alr den dunno... den dun feel like doing alr... ok... gotta try to do... really need to buck up... pull up my socks alr... or else i can't even promote... haiz... jia u lor! =)

Feeling pain...

Why am i always the one suffering in silence? why do i miss u so much? this is so painful... i tried my best to keep myself busy... but does nt seem to be working... i will try harder... i believe i can do... i know i do... yes i do... i will live my new life again! yes! =)

My dream...

I believe in refining... so matter how bad it is... i still believe there is hope... and i will do it till my last breath... no matter how bad is the diamond... it still have its value... i think i will be the one to increase its value... hee... i will do my best... i believe i can... may u will help me too... =)

Tickle test...

Sam, your flavor is Groovy Grapefruit
With a laidback style and anything-goes outlook, your groove is mellow yellow. People enjoy hanging out with you for your calming vibe and unique perspective on life. That's probably because you aren't one to let everyday stress get you down. In fact, your pals would say they've rarely seen your feathers ruffled. But as much as you enjoy the company of your compadres, you're just as happy to spend time solo. Why follow the crowd when you can chill down your own path?
Chances are, traditional success has never been a huge priority for you. With your groovy outlook, we'd guess you're more interested in the journey than the destination. This type of thoughtfulness extends beyond your inner circle to the world at large. Whether lending a helping hand to others or getting the word out about social causes, your caring nature is punctuated with a zing that never fails to get people's attention.

Nation Day to Malaysia

Man... i missed it... haiz... ya... i went to Malaysia during National Day... haha... =) went with my uncle aunt mum 2 cousins... bro can't go cos his passport overdue alr... sad man... haha...
went to find the place they ate last time where they think it is nice... it is near the sea... den the 1st place where we were heading is the rite... but we jus missed it... so we wasted one hr going round the region to find that place... haha... in life is like tt... i think it is ok... cos den we would be able to rmb the road and rmb the memories tt we had in the car trying to find the place den we will have common topic... haha...
haha... that place is really desserted... but the thing is near the sea... kumpong like... haha... man... what's the name of the restoran? i forget... haha... blur sotong... food... erm... is ok... cos it is nt the restoran they ate last time... is the one beside it... haha... but nvm... memories will last forever... the houses there are really nice... on construction... maybe next time we go, the houses alr finished.... haha.... so nice lor... haha... =) we saw horses on the way too! =)
after that we went to perling mall near the seafood restoran one... to shop... i think is uncle fren is wking there... hairdresser... den she hire a guy... that guy kept staring at me... i know m pretty... no need to stare at me this way! haiz... i bought 2 pairs of slippers n one nike shoe... n one bag... billabong de... haha... i regretted not buying tt bag... haiz... tt billabong bag... i should have buy it... haiz... nvm...
after shopping, uncle want to eat again i was like what... ur digestion real quick... we went to ... what is the restoran again? i forget again... haha... i kept preventing uncle from ordering too much... haha... after that we bought durians! my fav! =) and mangos! yummy! =) guavas... haha... rambutans... haha... =) den we went home... tired...
Happy Belated National Day! =)

National Day Eve

Haha... nice day... walk so long... doing CIP... blah blah blah... zi high... zi entertain.... haha... =) great one... go Little India... where the memories will last... haha... =) den went back to sch for performance by Indonesia frenx... thanks guys.... haha... gt one guy playing piano and one guy singing... oh man... the guy sings so well... haha... almost touches my head... i say almost... haha...den we sang singapore songs- Home and Stand Up For Singapore! =) after that went out to eat with cls... haha... at the nearby coffee shop... so full man! haha....
den i met louisa and fren at J8 to catch a movie... The Lake House... nice movie tt will nv happened in real life... haiz... the rite time the rite guy... so fantasy... haiz... but jus for entertainment... i think it is ok... haha... the girl saved the guy... will two diff timing person meet? cos there is no diff timing... haha... 2004... 2006... haha... nice one... i jus feel tt the house v nice... haha... cos the house make out of glass! =) my dream house... some more near the water... so cool! they commuicate thru writting... thru a mailbox near the lake hse... so cool... haha... but den again... due to my tiressness or what so ever... fell asleep on some parts... some parts too boring... i think... but.... quite a nice story line... interesting... haha... kk... tired... going bathe... buai... =) happy national day eve! =)

National Day Eve

Haha... since it's national day... so what's up? haha... i took the last train last night... cos i was at auntie's house.... haha... doing arts for her daughter for today national celerabation... i dun feel like sleeping man... cos when i'm done... she seemed so happy... haha... nice one... although nt v nice... i mean the craftwork... it had been long since i did my arts... i rmb when i was in pri sch it was aunt who help me do my art piece... now it was my turn to repay back... haha... diao... tml... haha... dunno... sound like fun i guess and i hope... go go go! jia you! =)

Neoprint taken! after seeing KKJ! =)

Miserable week is over!

This week is really tough man.... haiz... monday... gt physics tutorial but i didn't do... why i didn't do... i forget the reason alr... tuesday.. got econ test... i crap all my way thru...i didn't study... cos no time... gotta tutor my cousin... haiz... tired.. wednesday... erm.. went up to take cert... afternoon gt biz... tired... got maths test also... sian... the 4 marks qns i dunno hw to do... sian... thurs... gt chinese compo test... warm and tired we do the test... nice one...haiz... and gt chem test and restart and got guitar... tired and lack of slp... friday spa and gp paper 1... finally it is all over.... gotta rest a while and wk for next week! jia u...
things needed to do for next week:
study chem test which is on monday
Physics tutorial forces
chem tutorial kinetic equalism
GP skill package 2
Lucky next week is a slacking week... cos gt 3 days of hols... it is national day! yeah! hehe! =)

KKJ

Photos taken at IMM! KKJ rocks! =)

Tickle test result...

Sam, your strongest sense is Humor

Always good for a laugh — that's most likely how friends describe you. With your quick wit, you can easily bring a welcome smile to someone's face or lighten a situation with some much-needed comic relief. You've got an ability to laugh at yourself and help others not take things too seriously. Your instincts tell you that nothing does a body good quite like a hearty laugh. That's why having fun is your number one priority when it comes to parties, vacations, and even the daily grind. Injecting a little humor into each day keeps you and everyone around you smiling. Nice job!

Tired

Could I just lay on ur shoulder for 5 more min... how i wish... i could see ur face... but i couldn't... i could not see ur face... could not lay on ur shoulder... cos when i woke up, it is all gone... u r just a dream... a fanstasy... not reality... but u seemed so real... why is this so? i really dun understand... i just hope i dun see u again in my dream... cos my heart will ache when i woke up...
Now i understand y guys r not perfect... cos only guys in dreams is perfect... i suddenly saw all the ugly side of guys... stingy, pretty, not sensitive, nt caring, not gentleman.... but my dad is the best... although he is nt perfect... but still he is caring... dun smoke... dun drink... care abt the family... responsible...
i really lack of sleep alr... take the result slip... i really feel like dying... i dunno hw to show it to my mum... haiz... hw wonderful... hw i wish... genui will come n save me... haha... too fantasy alr... m a imagative gal ba.... cos of my horoscope i guess... cos m a typical "piecesian"...
pe tired... maths okay... econs lect slacking and day dreaming...econ test crap all the way... hope can crap some marks lor.... haiz...
i dunno y i not in the mood to anything... told u i dun like this week alr... haiz... oh sunday... haha... let talk abt sunday to cheer me up...
Sunday...
woke up... excited... dressed up... hee... ok la... put little make up only ok... earrings n necklace... meet sham n liming... go to IMM... excited.. luckly didn't miss their performance... haha... KKJ u rocks! and got their signatures! =) but RQ didn't talk to us... but he waved gd bye to me... =) wahaha... colin is so nice! =) haha... oh man... i can really feel myself brushing i guess... now i understand y the fans go so crazy over their idols alr... haha... used to think tt they are crazy, they r only humans jus like us y go crazy over them... nth better else to do is it... but nw... no more... cos the feeling is totally different... when u like them... u will support them all the way...hehe...
after tt we went to National lib in Bugis to study... but really no mood and got chased out cos anyhow sat on the floor... then we went to take neoprint at Bugis junction... shopping... took a great deal of effort persuading liming to take... haha.... but not bad la... i have been obsessed with taking np alr... haha...
Moday....
Man... yc... go spread my rumours... but it is not true... so dun even bother abt it... haha... dun worry... cheers! =)
Today(Tuesday)
Hope YC is okay.... haiz... dun bother over stupid comments... guys r childish... okay some guys r childish... i can't generalise... cos... u know... gp.... haiz... n hope she dun b so pms also... haha... stop beating me also... haiz... Now i know tt our principal is so sweet... so friendly... haha... suddenly changed my opinions on him... hee... dun feel heartbroken over wrong guys... haiz... oh... np... if gt time den put up... haha... i hope next wk can come soon... cos gt 3 days of slacking day... =) hee... man... dunno how to show my result slip to mum... later she screams at me... man... what an unlucky day... haiz... no wonder my heart feel so weird... haiz... better go back to my study alr... buai...

Lessons learnt for the day...

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
ya.. it is true... since now still can't forget him... hope can see him again lor... so many years alr... haiz....
Only you can give others the permission to walk all over you.
Only u urself can control ur own life and have complete control over it...
hee.... ytd v happy... gt time den updates... haha... buai... =)

Emotions

What? feeling so weird recently... girls... one min so happy... one min so sad... emotionally unstable... one can appear to be happy in everyone's eyes.... but deep down, the heart is bleeding... y must everything have an end? so ppl will treasure it? is tt really true? ppl won't treasure it until the thing is gone, then ppl will realise it is important to them... y can't they treasure it when the thing is by their side?
okay... i playing bass now... same as rq.... wahaha... happy... at 1st really dun wan to play... but... thinking abt... hehe... gtta see him at imm... wahaha... i mean the whole band... superband is also there... nt bad ar... hee...
yc is emotionally unstable today... really strange... smtimes... girls dun reallly understand girls at all???
when u are in love, love deeply, so that u will know if he/she is the rite person for u... even if it is the wrong person...
there is only one true love if only u meet the rite person at the rite time... but also can be at the wrong time rite?
man... i feel so crappy i think... i wan this weekend to last longer... cos i dun wan next wk to come...
sometimes... i dun think i understand guys at all... haiz... looking for the perfect is important or looking for the rite guy is important? can i have both? perfect + rite guy... girl, there is no such thing... cos there is no such thing as perfect... cos nobody is perfect...
haiz... when can i meet the rite guy? haha... wonder wonder wonder... haha... is it R? oh man... he is so smart... wahaha... gtta find a time go crush Hui Yi's sch... go see the yr book... wahaha... diao...
life is a mistery... haiz... dun really know what is ahead of u... man... really can't stand guys who r petty... not gentleman... nt sensative... sian...

KKJ

King Kong Jane is playing at IMM on the 4th floor right outside Daiso on 30th July Sunday at 1120pm (11AM la -Ark) and 1210pm.
Its an event to Raise Awareness for The Intellectually Disabled organized by the NTU Welfare Services Club. Doing our part for the community, hope to see you guys there to show your support.

Weird dream

I had a weird dream last night... i saw in my dream that i had a class pencil case... den my mum dunno y go and sew it... den it become shorter and uglier... den i gt angry... cos it is my one and only cls pencil case... i screamed" I hate u" and throw the pencil case back at her... den she handed the pencil case back to me and took it and throw it onto the floor... and i walked away... i felt so heart pain... i saw my mum crying... what does this dream mean??? this dream feel so real and vivid in my mind when i woke up... so weird.... oh my...
haiz.... went group study with sy n sl... haha... den come home den slack... haiz...still gt many hwk.... but no mood....