Tired

It had been a taxing week this few days.

Like I mentioned before Monday was my convocation!

Tuesday I met up with Yvonne Chu! Thanks Yvonne for coming down to take photos with me. lols. We both thought the next meet-up would be next year already after our last meet-up. Then I went to NTU. Can you believe it? Lols. To take with Pauline, Shang Yi & Si Jia. Thanks guys for staying back so late. And I realised NTU people are quite nice. Got one guy helped us take pictures and he made sure we are happy with the photos, he then left. Quite nice right? lols. And I finally saw.... Shang Yi knew this. lols. Yap, he is not bad looking. Lols. But now, she got her xin fu already. Lols. NTU students stayed in school till very late, I think is because it is the exam period. Jia u lor!

Wednesday! I got tuition at Serangoon. My first ever tuition in a tuition centre. Initially, my first impression of my student was shy and quiet boy. But after like one hour or so, he became very noisy and asked me a lot of questions not relating to studies. Nice one. He is a funny kid. Lols.

Thursday! I went for M5 exam! And I finally passed my exam after the 2nd attempt. Yeah! Congrats to me. =) Oh ya, my p6 student didn't do well in her PSLE. But what's done can't be undone, so just move forward. Jia u!

Sent my mum & relatives off to Beijing! I wanna go! But my mum doesn't sponsor, sad and depressed! Nvm! I will save up and go!

okay, very tired! Harry Potter soon! And it is Friday! lols! Hohoho! =)

Sam

Booked booked

Shall update later k, a lot of things to do! lols!

Photos will be upload soon on convocation on facebook.

Check it out! =)

Sam

=)

Do something meaningful everyday. Like learn a new thing/word each day. Make a new friend. Learn new skill. or do something that y0u won't do on a regular basis. Try it, make your day and actually use your brain a little.

My word of advice. Lols.

Thanks guys for the photos! =)

You make my day. =)

Thanks for being there.

tired!

But still need to go and prepare stuff.

See ya! =)

Sam

Convocation!

Finally, I'm officially graduated! =)

Too much to say but nothing is on my mind now. Excited and had fun for the day. Just some parts of imperfection. But because of the imperfection you remember this day and have things to talk about. It is the journey or process that you need to enjoy.

I was nervous while I was sitting looking down on the stage. You know what comes through my mind? I was looking at the Chancellor, he looks wise and old with big tummy, he looks like Albus Dumbledore, the principal in Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry in the series of Harry Potter. I was imagining him as Dumbledore and the graduates taking certificates with him as the students of Hogwarts. Lols! I think is because we wear gown and everything, that make me imagine that. Let your imagination runs wild! Anyway, it is free, so why not imagine or dream as much as you can. Haha!

Finally, it was going to be my turn to be on stage. I can feel my heart pumping hard. It was my turn to be on stage! I nodded to the host who pronounced my name and walked towards the chancellor. He really looks like Dumbledore with the white hair and mustache. He said,"Congratulations" as he shook my hand and pass me my portfolio. I almost forgot to take photo with him. Luckily, he still hold on to my hand. I smiled at the photo (I wonder how I looked). After taking the photo, he said "good luck." I thanked him again for the 2nd time. I walked like zoombie like most of my friends said. Walked very slowly as my feet gave way I guess. I need to train on walking on heels! Damn it! It was embarrassing but I don't care as I don't think anyone will remember. Except for my friends I guess and I become joke of the day. But who cares? As long as they are happy, I'm okay to be make fun of for this small little joke.

After that, we had photo taking. We had dinner after that at Central. Had a great time for a day but after today, we need to get back to our normal life again. Like working and looking towards our career and dreams and fight. Life is a game and a journey. Enjoy the process! They are bound to have obstacles during the game or journey, get through it and fight and you will be fine and looking back, you will feel satisfied. Well, let's live our life to the fullness and doing something we like, looking for our passion and commitment and courage! Go go go! =)

Smile!

=)

Convocation

Convocation is coming soon in a few hours time! =)

Excited! =)

Wedding

The wedding is filled with people! Through my rough estimation, there were at least 40 tables and each table consists of 10 people. So there are at least 400 people! oh my!

Although it is not some grand wedding, I can feel the newly wedded couple are very happy and blessed. Good food especially the pork. Lols. =)

I told my mum that my wedding will have at least 1000 people attend and bless us and I will travel around the world to hold my wedding dinner. Lols. Then my brother kiddingly "sour" me that ya, your wedding will take at least one year to complete. Lols.

I'm kind of surprised that I will make such a comment as I kept saying I don't have any intention to get married. Well, maybe so... if the right guy appeared. Lol.

Okay, photos uploaded in facebook.

Tired! & lots of things need to be done! Omg! I need more time! Time management!

Sam

Updates!

I went back to Johore like I mentioned in my previous post.

Shall update about my trip back home at some other time. For now, no mood to update. Lols.

Tired! & so bloated!

See ya! =)

Sam

Thursday

I had dream after dream last night. The last dream I remember vividly was that Mad, Pauline & I were waiting to cross the road. Traffic was heavy, there was a convertible car stopped in front of us. It was opened. A man, black, was sitting inside carrying a baby at the back seat. A kid around 14 years old was driving the car. Madeline was playing around with the kid. I woke up feeling bizarre. It was already 9am in the morning! Omg! I was bloodly hell late for my work. Okay, what is my point of telling my dream? I saw the black guy after my work. Omg! That is not the first time already. Bald, tall & slim. Is it my subconscious mind that I saw him before in real life that I dream about him? Or is my "dream came into life"? That's scary. Omg!

But anyway, I saw a guy who I think I will like and fall in love one. Good at talking, gentleman, tall, slim, good at sports, I think he knows music too, responsible, etc. He really impressed me within that short one hour. But he is attached. Lols. I remember someone told me before good men are either attached or married or else they are gays. Lols.

Okay, but there is still a part of me still believe in love or true love that there is someone on this Earth that is belonged to me. Just hope that he appears soon or else I will give up hope of waiting already. Lols.

Charmaine accompanied me for lunch. Good lunch and good catching up. =)

Do read Pauline's story at this web: (I haven't read yet so can't comment)
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/Sovarian/

It is FRIDAY! =)

Sam

Speech

This speech was sent by Pauline, I think is a pretty good speech. Do take a look! =)

http://tuesdayslove.tumblr.com/post/56079226/dont-work-avoid-telling-the-truth-be-hated-love

Tuesday

I was pretty upset about failing my M5 exam then I decided to read this book titled Secret. Trust & believe in yourself. Have positive thoughts, focus on what you have & be gratitude to what you have. Then good things will happen to you. It really helps me a lot in having happy thoughts I guess. Be gratitude. Trust & believe. Be positive! =)

Watched The Social Network. Pretty cool. I did a search on the founder Mark Zuckerberg. He is only 26! He is the youngest billionaire at the age of 23! Omg! That is incredible! All he needs is an idea and he believed in it and worked on it. It is his passion in programming and he found it when he was young.

So what's mine?

Sam

Update on my life

I finally had a meet-up with my beloved Yvonne Chu on last Tuesday to celebrate for her 21st. Lols. We had dinner at Fish & Co. and I think I laughed too much and attracted too much attention from the waiter/waitress. Lols. Who cares? I enjoyed myself. We ate ice cream at Udders too. Did I spell it correctly? I love ice cream! =) I had a great time that night! =)

Had a meet-up last Friday on a public holiday on Deepvali with my university friends. Rainnie and I were the earliest! That was pretty rare as I was always late. Lols. We slack at TCC while waiting for the rest to come. Damn cold! I shared ice cream & waffle with Flo. I'm loving it! We went to arcade. Followed by pool. I finally learnt to play pool! & of course I need lots of practice. Finally, we ate our steamboat dinner. Damn bloated!

Today went for my M5 exam! I failed. Sad and depressed. Guess, I didn't put in enough effort and didn't put my heart and soul to it. Take it as a lesson and learn from it! Jia u ba! =)

Can't wait to watch The Social Network tml! Finally I can get to watch a movie after so long! omg! and Wedding during the weekend back in Johore! My cousin is getting married! So xin fu! And sadly, I can't get to attend Andrea's 21st bd party. Haiz.

It has been like one week or maybe two that I didn't see that guy with nerd spects already. I kind of forgot how he looks like already. Lols.

Get a life! Go go go! =)

Sam

Pay Check

Finally got my pathetic pay check after working for one pathetic and long month. Tired and wasting of my time. I hate exchanging my time for money, hate doing what I am doing. Damn boring.

I feel I'm so anti-social! I hate working! Lols.

My M5 exam is coming soon in another like 14h? lols.

Wasting time

I hate to have nth to do...

I hate to do things that do not use brains...

I hate being squeezed...

I hate being thrown like ball...

I hate being compared...

I hate doing things I don't like...

Sorry for the emo again...

I didn't see him today. Quite sad... Maybe that's why I'm emo. Lols.

He is cute! =)

Whatever.

Okay, off to bed.

Sam

Introvert

I went to do some search online and found something interesting:

1. What are Introverted Personality Traits?

A Guide to Introversion for Both Introverts and Extroverts

http://www.suite101.com/content/the-introvert-a13661

2. How to Go From Introvert to Extrovert?

http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/2005/09/how-to-go-from-introvert-to-extrovert/

Broke!

I was shocked to see my bank account balance is $5 when I was doing transfer of funds. I am totally broke now. OMG!

Okay, I started working already as most of you know. Pay is damn pathetic, can't even feed myself. When you work, you got a few syndrome. Firstly, you are looking to Fridays and scream TGIF (thank god is Friday) when Friday comes. You will play hard on Friday and weekends. Then when Sunday comes, you feel moody because you need to work on Monday. When Monday comes, you have Monday blues because it is the start of the week and have 4 more days to Friday. The cycle repeats itself when Friday comes again. Lols. And you are always looking forwards to pay day!

You tell me if it is true for you. It is true for me. Lols.

As some of you know, I decided to take up exams for Financial consultant. I shall try it out for 1 to 2 years. If I don't like, shall go do something I like after that.

I think I need some changes to my characters, maybe that's why I chose this path. I am shy and introvert, this needs to be change. Need to become more friendly and outgoing.

Do my best! =)

Sam =)

Dilemma

Too much to say.

Too much need to be done.

Too much to think about.

Too many choices to make.

Too many problems to solve.

Too many people involve.

I'm just tired to entertain more people.

Just give me a break will you?

But anyway, I'm tired of being the first to say hi.

I'm tired of being ignored.

I'm tired of being left alone.

I'm tired of being used.

Sorry for emo-ness.

Off to my bed.

GRR!

Damn it! Damn it!

I still don't know what is my purpose in life! I mean I know what I want like retire early, have houses blah blah blah! But I don't know where to go next, what to do in order to achieve these goals, what are my passion? Damn it! Steve Jobs is so lucky to find what is his passion in life early. What are my passion? Connecting the dots...

I missed school! I went back near secondary school today. Just happened to passby there. With school uniform. I missed wearing that and I bought cup corn @ only $1. The coffee shops or the shop houses there I think main customers are secondary school kids. Walking back the memories lane, the pathes I used to walk, the place I used to live. So many memories, so many things have changed too.

Suddenly I feel old, I should be at the age of looking at the present and forward and not looking back or looking at the past. Okay, look at the present and look forward!

Just keep looking! Connecting the dots.

Sam

Taiwan & Hong Kong

I'm back since 21 Sep from Taiwan & Hong Kong! I had fun! Yeah!

I'm in love in Taiwan! I wish I can go back again! Yeah!

Taiwan people are really very friendly and I love talking to them!

Taiwan people will stand on the right side of the escalator, unlike Singaporeans who hack care and stand on both sides of the escalator. Taiwan people will let people to alight the train first before entering. They are fashionable! 60% of the guys are not bad one I think, even if they are not good-looking, they know how to dress up properly. One of the main reasons I like there, to look at guys. haha! =)

Had some bad experience with the tour, don't go for tour in Taiwan, I feel that they are con and they wasted time and money. Better to go ourselves when the transportations are pretty good and friendly people around to help you. Yap. =)

Taiwan University students are so cute, when we asked for direction in Chinese, they like to answer in English, maybe they just like to show off their English. While we like to show off our Chinese. Haha! =)

I love wufengpu where all the nice and cheap clothings and accessories are. I went to 3 ye shi (night markets) I think including Shilin where all the nice food are! Buy fake eyelashes there, it is cheap! I regretted not buying the fake eyelashes.

I realized I like to look at guys with nerdy glasses that's why I got a pair of nerdy glasses for myself too! =) I have yet to wear it.

I love jiu fen too! It is a calm place where you would feel relaxed. I bought lots of pineapple tarts there. haha! =)

Went to a Hello Kitty Restaurant too! Food is good and cute! =)

Hong Kong is a place for shopping especially for branded goods where they are pretty cheap as compared to Singapore. Charmaine bought a Prada wallet and bag. She is damn rich! haha! I think I have to wait for a couple of years then I would have the money to afford I guess. Haha!

I feel tired after I came back. Is this jet lag? So tired.

I wish to travel every year! =)

Photos in facebook. See you soon! =)

Sam

Dream world

Well, everyone seems to be going for the things they like doing. Be it studies for most of my friends like Shang Yi, Wan Hui, Madeline, Pauline, Si Jia, Seow Ling and many more. Pauline is into her designing in IMVU. Louisa is busy with her own stuffs as well. Wan Li is busy with her own stuffs as well. Even the clubbing girl, Shu Wen, is missing in action. Ha ha!

Well, as for me, still pondering and staying stagnant I guess. For 3 weeks already, I still don't know what is my passion and what I like. Why is this so difficult?

Anyway, I continued my story where I started when I was in Secondary 2, I think I need to complete it as I feel 做人要有始有终。

My story can be found here: http://loveinair-bysam.blogspot.com/

I wonder when can I go back to guitar, knitting and continue learning more things. I'm so lazy! Need to change to lazy habit. No no!

Okay, see ya soon! =)

M5

I went to sit in for an finance course for two days, damn so much theory but I learnt a lot. Tired.

My right ear was blocked since Monday night after digging the ear wax with cotton stick. Damn uncomfortable. I can't hear properly, I can't even hear properly what I'm talking. Damn irritated when I had a tuition on Tuesday. Hope my hear will become better tomorrow!