Emotions

在我身边陪着我就好，不用说话，静静得就好。

Hair Cut!

Wee! Just came back from Batam! I have been neglecting my blog for quite some time already. Well, so many things happened and passed by so fast that I did not have time to react or response, the other event came again.

I said I want to update about the haircut incident. But it had passed like one month already! But anyway, I was first brought to this hair salon at Tanglin Mall probably like 3 months back. There is guy who is a still a newbie in cutting hair. So that is the purpose of my visit to this hair salon that day. To become a guinea pig. He is well-trained in washing hair but as to hair cutting... I remembered he forgot the steps! His hands were trembling while cutting my hair!!! I don't why I'm still able to remain calm. Probably because he looks cute so ya... dotts... but I'm always cool and calm so I guess it is pretty normal. It is just hair, big deal right? As long as he doesn't cut my hair 'botak' or what so ever. Hair will still grow back anyway. His master was nagging at him all the way. That made him even more nervous I guess. Finally his first attempt to cut my hair was well, not pretty successful.

One to two months later, I was brought to him for a second hair cut. I thought it was only for washing! But end up, there is cutting as well. Oh gosh! I wanted to keep my hair long! To dye and style my hair! Lols! But okay, he was all so excited to see me when I stepped into the shop. I shouldn't be so bad after all. Anyway, it is just a hair cut & he is kind of cute after all. Ha ha! Second attempt, well, his skills improved. Hands did tremble but not as much as before. But there is still room for improvement! Anyway, wish him all the best! We shall fight together in our different fields! Fightings! Okay, I shall get some rest now! Fightings!

Loves,

Sam :)

Parachute - Kiss Me Slowly (w/ Lady Antebellum Intro)

Parachute - Something To Believe In

Life is always happening!

Life is always happening! :)

My most 狼狈 day of my life. Last Saturday, I was feeling really bored so I asked a couple of my friends if they wanted to go cycle with me. Only my sweet and beloved little cousin, Benedict agreed. After that Andrea joined in when we reached there. We didn't go to the usual rental shop to rent our bicycle as the shop is almost empty so we went to the shop next to it. They are pretty slow in handling customers so maybe their business is not as good as the one beside. When we started cycling, it was already 5.30pm. So my usual routine is to cycle to the jetty and most of the time my final stop would be at the airport lane to see airplanes taking off and then head back to return the bikes. The furthest I have gone is to the Changi Beach only. Today, I broke my usual routine. We went all the way, not only to Changi Beach, we went to Changi Village and have seafood at this Ubin First Shop Restaurant. The food is good, nice & considered pretty cheap for seafood. We spent around $75 for 3 people for 4 dishes which includes veggie, cray-fish, clay pot chicken and crab.

Our bike should be returned by 7.30pm. But at 8.30pm we are having our dinner. And 9.30pm they are closing! Nice one! So at around 9pm plus we went to find taxi with our bikes hoping some kind souls will give us a ride. But difficult to find a driver these days who know how to put the bike into the taxi and have a kind soul to give us a ride. Andrea and Ben luckily able to find a taxi each. Whereas for me, damn unluckily, being rejected by a few taxi drivers and finally I managed to get a taxi via booking. When i got the taxi is already 10.30pm! Oh my goodness! and in order to get my bike into the cap, the wheel was took off. Some kind soul helped me to take the wheel off.

Finally I reached back to the rental shop safe and sound but not the bike! One nut is lost! I called the taxi driver but it wasn't there! Damn! I thought I was in deep trouble! But the boss was kind enough said never mind, don't bother about this stuff what important is that you guys are safe and sound. I was really touched by his words. He returned my driving license not forgetting to take a look at the photo and commented. "Are you sure this is you? How come you look different? You seemed to put on weight. Eat lesser." I was like... thanks. Thanks for the truthful words. I will surely go back to rent his bikes again but of course will get back in time and not giving him trouble! Haha!

Preparing to go down and meet a friend! I think he is really bored that he is willing to come all the way from Jurong to my place to have milo when the time now is 1.32am. Nice one!

Okay, more updates soon!

Love,

Sam

:)

Life has been happening!

Well life has been happening for me! Haha!

Did I mention that I went to Universial Studio Singapore? I think I did. I went on 29 April, Friday. It was fun! :)

It was seriously crowded that every ride, it took us 1h at least to queue just for a less than 1 minute ride. I went to Rebecca by the way. Haha!

I managed to sit on the so-call most exciting rides Human and Cylon. I was really nervous before I even sit on them. If I remember correctly the Cylon (Should be the red one) is more exciting as it would turn you upside down and have some smoke. But pretty fun that I scream the whole ride. After the ride, it wasn't that bad after all, just feel a little dizzy. Lols. Human has more sudden dropping feel! But still okay. Worth the try.

I like the Mummy ride as it has a sudden drop from behind and it is in the dark that you do not know what is going to happen next!

We also managed to ride on the water (Jurassic Park) ride. This is the only water ride at USS at the moment. Madagascar is not ready when we are there. It took us nearly 2 hours to queue for the ride. During the ride, we are deciding if we should buy rain coats or not. In the end, we bought it. Damn it, I still wet in the end. It was a pretty boring ride for the whole journey except there is a sudden drop at the end that I ended up being drenched. Who cares? We had fun! That was our last ride for the day!

Home sweet home for 29 April.

So many interesting things are happening in my life that I do not really have time to react to them. Lols.

One of my clients asked me to accompany him to choose a lappy. And normally a guy should be pretty good at computer specs but this noob seriously know nothing much. And he doesn't know what is a Mac. I seriously laughing my head off till he is kind of irritated. Ha ha! He bought a HP lappy. It is a good buy I feel!

Another client treated me to dinner at HK Cafe at North Point. I feel so blessed that I have met good clients. Ha ha! :)

I was asked by a modeling agency to go down for an interview for freelance modeling. Over the phone I was like are you kidding me? Me? A model? Not that I wasn't confident of myself but face the fact. I'm short, fat and my face skin is damn cui. So I see no reason why the lady approached me in the first place. In the end I didn't went for the interview because I'm too lazy. Lols. I know there is ugly women only lazy women. Lols.

Had Indian dinner at Samy's Curry with Uni friends 3 weeks back. The food still not too bad. But quite salty. Lols. Had some chocolates gifts from beloved Andrea and Flo! :) The chocolate already gone into my stomach long ago! Haha! We chilled at Ben's & Jerry's after that. We had a great talk at Vera's areas.

Had a dinner with Rainnie and friends 2 weeks ago as Rainnie is going off to China soon. Had a buffet dinner at Sukiya (Marina Square). Really really bloated. It is nice! Love the salmon! :)

I met up with an online friend from Zoosk last Saturday. I was damn nervous seriously. I can feel I have butterflies in my stomach and I can feel my cheeks pretty warm when I met him. What is wrong with me? "Relax!" I reminded myself. But he seemed pretty nervous himself too. Lols. We were supposed to meet for movie (Paul) in the evening. But my appointment was postponed so I met him earlier. However, we had like 2 hours to kill! So we just walked around Wisma. It was pretty awkward I guess. Ha ha!

He tried his best not to stone and think of conversations to entertain me. But I guess my reactions are pretty cold. Seriously I have no idea why. Normally when I met with my clients, I would ask them questions so that I could get to know them better and I will have expressions and laughters and ask them more questions showing them I'm listening, interested and curious to find out more. I have people telling me that I have a good smile. Probably that day I was dead nervous. I'm totally a conversation killer. Lols.

The movie Paul, is pretty lame. Some parts are pretty funny that I laugh out loud. When I sensed that he was sitting pretty calmly, I tried to control my laughters. Am I being self-conscious of how I behave? Why am I being so self-conscious of my behavior anyway?

We had dinner at a Japanese restaurant. I can't really remember the name of the restaurant. It is near Holiday Inn Hotel that area. But anyway, its specialty is its BBQ sticks but... they are damn salty! Lols. I like their potato salad and the raw shrimps or dunno what. Nice! I was touched by one of the things he did. He peeled the prawn shells for me. Pretty sweet right? You know why I'm touched. Because normally if I see the prawns with shells I would rather don't eat them. So most of the time, my parents, my aunties or uncles would help me peel the shells. I'm seemed pretty pampered huh? lols. I wondered does he always peel prawn shells for people. Lols. We were damn full after our dinner! This meet up seemed pretty much awkward I feel but he is really a nice chap! Haha!

Okay, that's all for now. Still got more updates regarding my cycle trip and my haircut experience. Haha!

Love,

Sam :)

Life is happening!

Life has been happening! Probably shall update soon. I like to share what kinds events happening to me. But I am just too lazy to pen/blog things down. When I have the mood and really have the time, probably I shall share.

Life is good! There are so many things I want to do & need to do!

Ganbatte!

:)

Loves,

Sam

An update about my life!

Went to USS last Friday! Conquered my fear for roller coasters! Lols! It is fun! Wee! :)

Hot topic for the current moment is General Election. I need to vote for the first time. haha! I more or less know who I'm voting for already. haha!

Life is as usual. I really wish to do a detail update but... too much to say as well. Too many things happened and sometimes I can't really remember what had happened. So life goes on.

Ganbatte to me!

:)

USS

Anyone free on Fri to accompany me go USS???

I thank my colleague for giving this ticket to me.
But it is only one free ticket to USS.
And it is exam time & people are working.
Probably is my 人缘不好. Sad and depressed. Sob sob.
Okay, if nobody goes with me, just go alone I guess.
Haha! I don't think I'm daring enough to go alone.
Lols!

Thoughts

所谓“希望越大，失望越大。”
有时候你付出得越多， 你想要的回报就越多。
但如果到后来所得到的回报没想像中的好，那怎么办呢？

Life is tired!

Tired! Haha!
Well, everyday is always so different and busy! But anyway, will try to update!

I just saw an interesting fact from the web about dating:

A study in the Journal of Epidemiology and Community Health suggests that being single for a long period of time could be bad for your health and increase your chances of death. In comparison to those who are married, singles are more at risk of health problems such as heart disease and have a shorter lifespan. Marriage is the binds a couple and social connectedness helps to prolong life.

Source: http://lifestyle.xin.msn.com/en/sex-relationships/article.aspx?cp-documentid=4783797&page=5

Haha! So I better start looking for a guy and settle down! Lol!

Did I mention that online dating don't seem to work and I went to Zoosk just for the fun of it? Well, statistics states that online dating works! I still simply can't believe it. Lol!

In 2007, Online Dating Magazine estimated that more than 20 million people visit at least one online dating service a month and that that there are more than 120,000 marriages a year that occur as a result of online dating.

Another fact about dating which I think is pretty interesting too:

According to a study called Social Cognitive and Affective Neuroscience, men have been found to judge women on their attractiveness within a millisecond. It was also found that women need proof as to whether a man will be a good mate, trustworthy and committed and therefore take longer to decide.

So it goes to mean that males are more of a visual person whereas for females, they take time to understand a person. Probably they give chances as well. It also means that if a female wants to attract a male, they need to doll herself up?

I bought a pair of heels today. Lols. Love it but it is seriously painful to walk in heels. Wonder why women still walk in them. But seriously when I wore it, you will feel a difference. Taller and looks more beautiful. Lol!

Okay, so much for now.

All the best to me! :)

Sam

What shall I do?

I feel like fainting... What shall I do? I'm in a situation which I dunno what shall I do now... Oh my...

Interesting fact

Do you want to get rid of your double chin? Here is the secret: Open your mouth as wide as you can, and hold that position for a few seconds. Then close your mouth slowly. Focusing on putting your bottom teeth over your top teeth so that you would have an under bite. Hold that position for a few seconds and that release. Repeat this exercise for at least 10 times each day and you will see a difference in a couple of weeks.

2nd of April, Sat

Had a great shopping time at far east. I bought a pair of pants and a dress at Purpur. A sleeveless dress. Can you believe it? I have big arms, so you get what I mean. I bought 2 belts too. I bought another dress in another shop too. Can you believe it? I bought two dresses. I don't really wear dress, seriously, as I think that pants or shorts are more comfortable to walk in. I mean you don't need to care that I will scare of zhou guang or what so ever.

But I need change in my life especially after I start my career. I need to take care of how I present myself, the way I look and so on. My wardrobe needs a complete change I guess. For those who know me, I don't care about how I wear. T-shirt and shorts are a norm for me. Dresses and skirts are pretty rare case. I am changing as I need to.

We need to change as everything changes. The only thing that doesn't change is change. If you don't change, you will be left behind.

I need a decent pair of shoe probably with kitten heels at the moment. Someone said before, shoes are most important to a lady as they are the ones which take you to the path you want to take. It is a long journey in life so you will need a good pair of shoe to walk this path with you. Invest in a good pair of shoes today! Ha ha! But I'm really on low budget. I haven't got my first ever salary. I am still waiting.

Talking about waiting. I dislike waiting and I dislike people to wait for me as well. Time is wasted while waiting for people and will be bored. But I am a pretty patient person so to speak. I know the feelings of being pestered and ordered to hurry up so I normally I will tell the person I have reached and wait patiently. Most of the time, the person will have some decency to hurry. Whereas there are people who hate to wait, will keep calling the person every other minute to hurry up. Obviously I won't do that as this will make the person slower and anxious. This happened to me so I won't do it on people.

We went to watch Morning Glory after that. Nice show. I am impressed by the main female lead's character. Straight-forward, able to take control of the situation and confident. It is a really great movie. Highly recommended by me! Just to realise that Amercians are vocal people and they are not afraid to voice out their views. I wonder if I ever live in Amercia, will I be able to survive? I used to think that my views are not important so I don't really voice out, probably because I'm not confident of myself. Constant reminder of how I act and response. Look into people's eyes. Need to force myself to get out of my comfort zone and have my own point of views.

Although it was only like less than a month, it was a tough month. So much to learn. So much to adapt. And so much to change. Time and time and again, I admit, give up is on my mind. Then I think again, is it worth it to give up now, what you have done in the past few months would be gone to waste. Give up now and you will be look down upon. This gives them more reasons to pove them right. My parents are getting old already, who are going to take care of them. Are you going to let them work till the end of their lives? When are they going to retire? These make me hold on to my belief. I need to learn and face the challenges bravely.

Ganbatte! I can do it! =) Shall go sleep now. Time now is 4.30m according to my lappy's clock. Sam signing off. Bye. =)

2nd April

Everyone seemed so busy these days that hardly anyone updated their blogs! Jia u everyone for those in exam!

1st of April

Happy April's Fool Day! =)

My birthday!

I'm offically 22! Oh my! I'm getting old.
It was a pretty special birthday this year as I went to Bintan. A short getaway from Sinapore. Lols.

Well, tried a couple of new things like ride on buggy (I like it! ), body surfing & ride into the forest (dust everywhere on my face!)

Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes!

Chiong for the year!

By the way, I finally bought a new notebook! =)

Although I wanted a macbook but do not have the budget at the moment, will get it at a later stage! Ganbatte! =)

See you!

Sam :)

New life!

I had been busy the whole week! Lots of things happened. Fun & tired. Great experience.

Thanks for my family, friends & colleagues who helped to celebrate my birthday on Friday! =)

I have lots of things wanted to update but I don't know where to start. Haha!

If you want to know about how I was recently, I'm doing good. If you want more details, catch me on SMS or give me a call, see if I have time to actually answer or reply.

If you want to do business with me then call me or SMS me, or else, I don't think I have the time.

I'm going to Bintan later!

See ya! =)

Sam

Finally!

I finally got the thing off my chest! I felt relieved!

Yes, they object.

I expected already.

But I'm determined!

All the best to me! =)

Loves

I felt so love just now. =)

Anyway, fun time always passes fast. I always wonder why there are only 2 days of weekends and 5 days of weekdays. *Sianz!*

Went to Marina Garage (did I spell it correctly?). I brought my specially made food (mostly canned food) while the rest bought food there. At least I did put in the effort. Ha ha! Do you know why I suddenly want to learn some cooking? Because there is this Chinese proverb that states that to win a guy's heart, you need to first win his stomach. I always ignore this. *Lols* But it is true through some people experiences and word of advices.

Don't get any wrong idea. There isn't any guys I want to impress in that group. Ha ha! They are maybe just my guinea pigs? *Opps*

Did some kite flying too & remembered some memories with my dad. Come to think of it, I had very little memories with my dad. Kite-flying is the only activity that he taught me I remember. That time was at marina that open space if I remembered correctly. But it was closed down already if I am not wrong. Kind of sour and emotional after that and the kite suddenly flew down and the strings got tangled. Nice one. I think this sent a signal to me to look forward. I should be the one supporting the family already. Ganbatte! :)

This kite flying gave me some inspirations to write a story. It is still under constructing.

Oh ya, did I help Pauline promoting her story? It is called Calling. Kind of nice and interesting. Here is the web: http://www.thoughts.com/WhiteLily/calling-start-of-the-contes-de-fe-

You know why I like? Because the main female character, Amaya, seemed so much like me. *Lols*

Went Bugis Street to shop! I bought a couple of clothes. He he! Loves Bugis Street! ;)

Loves Black Tea Michitto (I think I spelled it wrongly) from KOI! <3

Loves the butter crab & Crab with Bee Hoon specially prepared for me. Felt so loved! <3

*LOVES*

It is really very nice! The smell of cheese and butter still on my fingers. Till now I still felt bloated. Feel so sinful! I haven't even go on track after a week of saying! Oh my!

You know what Pauline told me? She fainted after jogging?! Oh my! But she is okay now, still have the energy to go shopping. *Lols*

Okay, I shall sleep now, don't know why, I have been sleeping late these few days. I don't want to get to bed! But need to.

LOVE,

Sam :)