Loves

I felt so love just now. =)

Anyway, fun time always passes fast. I always wonder why there are only 2 days of weekends and 5 days of weekdays. *Sianz!*

Went to Marina Garage (did I spell it correctly?). I brought my specially made food (mostly canned food) while the rest bought food there. At least I did put in the effort. Ha ha! Do you know why I suddenly want to learn some cooking? Because there is this Chinese proverb that states that to win a guy's heart, you need to first win his stomach. I always ignore this. *Lols* But it is true through some people experiences and word of advices.

Don't get any wrong idea. There isn't any guys I want to impress in that group. Ha ha! They are maybe just my guinea pigs? *Opps*

Did some kite flying too & remembered some memories with my dad. Come to think of it, I had very little memories with my dad. Kite-flying is the only activity that he taught me I remember. That time was at marina that open space if I remembered correctly. But it was closed down already if I am not wrong. Kind of sour and emotional after that and the kite suddenly flew down and the strings got tangled. Nice one. I think this sent a signal to me to look forward. I should be the one supporting the family already. Ganbatte! :)

This kite flying gave me some inspirations to write a story. It is still under constructing.

Oh ya, did I help Pauline promoting her story? It is called Calling. Kind of nice and interesting. Here is the web: http://www.thoughts.com/WhiteLily/calling-start-of-the-contes-de-fe-

You know why I like? Because the main female character, Amaya, seemed so much like me. *Lols*

Went Bugis Street to shop! I bought a couple of clothes. He he! Loves Bugis Street! ;)

Loves Black Tea Michitto (I think I spelled it wrongly) from KOI! <3

Loves the butter crab & Crab with Bee Hoon specially prepared for me. Felt so loved! <3

*LOVES*

It is really very nice! The smell of cheese and butter still on my fingers. Till now I still felt bloated. Feel so sinful! I haven't even go on track after a week of saying! Oh my!

You know what Pauline told me? She fainted after jogging?! Oh my! But she is okay now, still have the energy to go shopping. *Lols*

Okay, I shall sleep now, don't know why, I have been sleeping late these few days. I don't want to get to bed! But need to.

LOVE,

Sam :)

Shocking news each week

Another week has passed by.

I have yet to announce the news.

But I have choose the respective group.

Am I up for it? It is all depends on myself.

Ganbatte!

I realized I'm being so childish on my previous post.

I still like JJ Lin after all even though he likes a bimbo. Sorry to say that word. He got my blessings. *Bless*

I have appointed Pauline as my dating advisor. *Lol*

I announced that I want a boyfriend by this year right. So she helped me to set up an account in Zoosk, an online dating website. Personally, I don't believe in such website or see photo you like that person that kind of thing. But just to have the fun and maybe make more friends and expand my social circle I guess?

I heard two news last week. One is good news, one is not so good news. Pauline commented that why my friends lives are so interesting while mine is so boring. Thanks wor!

I heard another news just now! Kind of shocked. Ha ha! Just because well, kind of difficult to explain. But to think of it, their characters compromised each other. Anyway, congrats to the two of them. Ha ha!

Watched *Black Swan.*

Beautiful ballet dance moves. But I feel kind of gross over with the blood and the pressure Luna exerted on her one foot. I can feel the pain. Overall, still a not too bad movie. I quite like the way the mentor teaches the main actress how to seduce. Ha ha! I mean this kind of thing won't happen in schools. I feel that I still prefer comedy. Life already so tense up, watching Black Swan makes my feelings even worse. I need some laughers in my life!

Need to get back on track soon. One week already and I am still not on the track doing some exercise! Damn it!

I interviewed a very charming lady today. She is so good, professionally dressed, pretty, nice perfume, calm. Imagine at the age of 27... She has leadership skills, PR skills, communication skills. I feel so "small" besides her. I do hope to know more about her. Ha ha! More to learn. A very charming lady! Lols.

Okay, I shall get to my bed now.

Nights & sweet dreams! =)

First exercise for the Year!

I had my first exercise for the year! That was cycling with Shang Yi on last Sat! Two hours! We cycled till we see the plane track! Woo ho!

Tired but feel so good after that! Think about it, I have not been exercising for quite some time already. I shall start going to jog!

I weigh myself the other day and I almost fainted when I see the scale on the weighing machine! Oh my goodness!

I tried to wake up these two days to go jogging but to no avail. Sigh. Due to laziness again!

I just heard a very sad news. Sigh. I don't feel like talking about it. But sigh. Don't seemed to like JJ already.

Okay, tomorrow is a new day!

Ganbatte!

See you!

=)

Not done

When do I have the guts?

Not done, not say.

Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone! =)

Another year of being single! I want a boyfriend by this year! Ha Ha!

I'm feeling so tired!

I shall tell her by tomorrow!

Ganbatte!

=)

JJ Lin in real life!

Finally get to see JJ in real- life. I think he looks better in photos. Lols, opps.

His eyes are really small and his hair is really messy I think. He needs to cut his fringe already I think! Lols. But I still like his cute dimples! So cute! =)

A little bit of disappointment that he didn't sing! I thought he will be singing! He only sings at the Party 5 which I didn't go.

Thanks Charmaine for accompanying me to go! hehe! We went to eat at Xin Wang at *Scape. We met Meidi by the way. I finally got to drink Gong Cha. I drank the Milk Tea. To conclude, I still prefer KOI.

We went to sing at KBOX after that.

Accompanied Andrea to eat at T.G.I.Friday. Her dinner was pretty expensive and the service is not pretty good.

Went to eat ice-cream at Udders again! Love it! Awesomely Chocolate! =)

My Saturday is fruitfully well-spent. =)

Need to exercise! Oh, photos are uploaded on facebook! Take a look!

It is 13 Feb already! One more month is my birthday! Oh my! I'm turning 22! That is OLD! Sigh! There is a JJ concert on 5 March, I wish that is my birthday present. Lols, of course someone must accompany me go. Lols. But it is quite a waste of money though. I would prefer my present to be nice clothes, nice shoes, nice accessories, nice bags... lols. so greedy. I believe the person who is giving the present went through lots of thoughts of what to get for the receiver. So whatever present I will be happy. =)

I will be off to Bin-tan on 12 March to celebrate my birthday. He he! =)

Okay, shall update soon! =)

e-awards

A few days ago, I saw Shuwen's blog and asking people to vote for her fan ruien. I voted. Do vote for JJ too! When you register do note that the DOB should be MM/DD/YYYY instead of the DD/MM/YYYY that is stated on the web. Do register & vote here: http://sgeawards.omy.sg/categories/#music-list1-nom1.

JJ is being nominated for:

Most Popular Male Singer

Most Popular Local Singer

Most Popular Music Video of 她说

Vote now!

JJ Lin

Copied from Unusual.com website. I'm going to see JJ later, so excited. My first time seeing him in real life. Lols. So lame. I haven't bought his new album though. Seem like I'm not really a good fan of his. Lols. But I have listened to all his songs in his new album.

I like 她说 & 记得 in his new album. The rest not too bad. The songs in this album most of them are 反唱. Go suppose k and buy his album! I will be buying soon! =）

JJ I AM World Tour 2011 Autograph Session
Date: 12 February 2011 (Saturday)
Time: 4pm
Venue: The Heeren Level 1, Fountain Stage
JJ will autograph on JJ I AM World Tour 2011 concert tickets or his latest album《她说》

JJ 林俊杰I AM世界巡回演唱会 签名会
日期：2月12号（星期六）
时间：下午4点
地点：The Heeren Level 1, Fountain Stage
只要携带JJ 林俊杰I AM世界巡回演唱会门票或JJ最新专辑《她说》，就能索取JJ亲笔签名

CNY!

Happy Chinese New Year! =)

I overheard an conversation yesterday saying that CNY seemed like very quiet. The streets like Orchard Road & Bugis Junction & Bugis Streets seemed like very quiet. (Is it? I went Bugis over the weekend and it is so crowded! I thought to myself.) Christmas has become a trend as compared to CNY already. ( I secretly agreed to this sentence.)

Nowadays, people seemed to be celebrating Christmas as compared to Chinese New Year. How come? I wonder why.

With a goal in mind. Focus & aim.

Life has been good but can be better. Fight on! =)

Sam

Avoiding...

I have been avoiding I realized. Avoiding myself and people who care about me.

Face up the truth!

2nd week of the year 2011!

Haha! 2nd week of the year has ended. Now coming to the 3rd week already. Seemed like time really passes fast!
I realised time can 淡忘 a person. Although at times will still think about you like how have you been, the frequency is not as many as it used to. 走在我们曾经走过的人行道上，又不知不觉想起了你。但感觉已没那么强烈了。知道你已经去追求你的梦想和幸福。只想说谢谢你，曾经在我的人生里给了我一个美好的回意。现在，你的人生里已没了我，我的人生里也没了你。祝你幸福，我永远的朋友。

Feeling: Confused & vexed

Okay, I have made a decision and I should have follow through. But I wonder why now and then I have doubts. Yes, I have doubts about myself.

I haven't told my parents about my decision. As always, 先斩后奏, did I write it correctly? 烦。

加油吧，女人! :)

Happy New Year!

Hey yo! Happy New Year!

Is my wishes come a little too late? Ha! It is never too late.

I had a great gathering with Sec Sch clique! Went to Skinny Pizzas for lunch at Raffles City! It is not bad overall. The service is good. Despite the great crowded on New Year Eve, the staffs still put on a smile and handle customers tactfully. We ordered 3 pizzas and 3 size dishes. Total cost is around $100. I feel is a little bit steep and the size dishes are a bit too small. I was kind of shocked when the dishes are served. I quite like the pizzas. Overall not bad! =)

We went to Ben and Jerry's after that for dessert! =) Love Choco fudge!

After that I went to Andrea's house to countdown for New Year!

Drank alcohol then my left arm became red. I wonder is it because of the alcohol or become some insects bit me. Till now, there are redness on my arms and my neck. Itchy.

Let me share with you one of my childhood mischiefs. When I was I think primary school, I can't remember which level already. I led my little brother and my cousin to drink alcohol that was in the house. Being young and naive at that time, I didn't know it was alcohol. I mimic how the adult drink the alcohol. Put ice cube into a glass and pour the alcoholic beverage. I even gave my little brother and my cousin to drink.

You guess what happened? My cousin vomited at midnight and the adults wonder why the vomit smelt of alcohol. My brother fell sick. As for me, I had red spots all over my body the next day, that is what they called jiu feng. Now, you riped one of my secrets. Ha!

But that was the only time I had that jiu feng. I still drink alcohol during gatherings etc.

So to conclude should be some irritating insect I guess.

And then, that irritating Ryan came out with a "great idea" to drink tap water for forfeit for those who lost on the games. I remembered the time I drank one bottle or two bottles of tap water at a go during my JC class chalet because I lost a game. And I have to keep going toilet after that and I feel so bloated. That day, same time happened. I felt so bloated and feel like puking. So my. So uncomfortable!

We went off at around 4am! Ha!

Celebrated my little cousin 7th birthday on New Year. I love the durian cake. A bit angry didn't wait for me to cut the cake because I want to take photo! Should blame myself for sleeping too much! Ha!

We went to Crab House 螃蟹之家 to eat! I love the butter crab! Yummy. So crowded and drizzling. The table a bit small for 15 people. For the food, I don't mind come again. Ha!

Okay, that's all for my New Year! Oh ya, my new year resolutions. Tell you next time! Because I have limited time for using the laptop of my brother. Sad, desktop spoiled.

Okay, see ya！

Sam :)

Christmas Day!

I spent my Christmas eve and counting down to Christmas on Kbox. Yes, I totally agreed that it was damn expensive to sing on a Christmas eve and Christmas. Damn it! Flo, Andrea and Billy seemed to be my Kbox buddies already. Ha!

We went off at 4am! Tired. Had my breakfast at Mac. Totally tired. I think I slept at 6am.

I went to Johore with my family on Christmas! Surprisingly there was no traffic jam.

Okay, I am now blogging in Johore house. Ha! Pretty cool!

Need to go back soon! =)

Bye!

Sam

Christmas Eve!

懒洋洋的下午，
听着他的歌，
感觉很好。

Weird

It seemed weird totally. I don't have the urge to watch drama. I was browsing through the dramas and see which one shall I watch but I don't have the urge or the mood to watch it. And it is just so weird. I'm a drama freak or I'm someone who likes to watch television, movies, dramas etc... But now I don't even have the mood, don't even know what to watch. And don't even bother to watch. And I'm someone who once I started to watch a drama and I think is nice, I will continue to watch it non-stop to the extent that I need not sleep. But now, not anymore. The other day which was quite sometime back, Pauline introduced me to watch a Japanese drama and I think is not bad. It is only like 10 plus episodes, till now I haven't even watching it and I forgot the title of the drama. How great!

Just finished catching the horror movie on Channel U. I don't really understand the story line. Is story line of horror movie always not easy to understand? Tired. I love to watch horror movie. Is just the thrill I guess.

Tired. Okay, I trying to search for the Japanese movie that Pauline introduced me. I shall finish watching it.

See ya!

Blur

What can my blur-ness stop?

It seriously irritates my life!

Heading to...

What's next?

JJ!

I want to watch JJ concert! Anyone wants to accompany me?

I am left with $100 for the month to spend. How am I going to survive on that? Don't want to talk about it why I left with only $100. But I quite like my hair just that the color doesn't really obvious. There is always a first time.

Tired!

Had a great time at Downtown East with family and relatives! Good games! Monopoly Deal and Shabotouch is it? Fun! Had a great crabbie dinner too! haha!

And I failed M9 exam. Need to retake on 16th Dec this coming Thursday and I haven't even touched the book since then. How wonderful!

Okay, I'm tired!

Hope everything will be fine!

See ya!

Sam

Thoughts

Just some thoughts after spying and looking through Facebook and see that school hall as in you know staying in school hostels seemed kind of cool. Like posting your room mate's secrets on Facebook etc and rumors and gossiping. Seemed like so fun and enjoying life.

Well, for now, I already way past that age already. That seemed kind of sad. I'm going to another stage of life. Learning how to survive, learning how to handle people and communicate to people.

Been walking on the streets for the couple of months and I was wondering if I have grown old or what. The kids or youngsters on the streets seemed so young, younger than me. I feel so old or matured all of the sudden. Oh my goodness, is it part of life? Have I aged? Or I just looked at things differently?

I still trying to get out of my comfort zone. I need to try harder in fact. I don't approach to people to talk or start off with a conversation, most of the times are people approach me. Well, I need to learn to approach people and start off an topic. You can do it! =]

Have I told you that my weekly tuition is on Wed? Anyway, I had my second lesson yesterday. The student asked me lots of questions about my personal stuffs. And I kind of tricked him. Sometimes, I feel that dealing with kids, he is going to secondary two by the way so that makes him still a kid, make me more at ease than dealing with adults. Maybe is because they tell you directly what they don't like or like or give you more genuine replies or reactions. Adults, the words they used or said, sometimes, you need to read between the lines or sometimes, you can't even catch they trying to say or trying to mean. Sometimes, what they said can mean opposite meanings totally. Why are they so complex? This is giving me headache. Oh my goodness!

Is it just me who think this way? Am I thinking too much?

After my tuition, I had a great catch up with Jing Yi at NEX. It is a new shopping mall at Serangoon MRT. Lots of shops. More for commoners I would say as compared to Ion. What I mean is ION is for more the high status people I feel whereas NEX is more average Singaporeans I feel. I didn't see much of clothes shops but I do see lots of gifts shops and Korean cosmetics shops and quite a number of fast food restaurants. NTUC Extra which is 24/7. More restaurants are opening up.

We ate or rather I ate and she watched me ate at roaster chicken. She did ordered potato wedges and we both think it was nice! I ordered two piece chicken meal. It was quite fattening to eat at night and especially these! Whatever, please don't remind me. The meal came with a very small cup of drink but refillable, fries & coleslaw. Apparently they don't have Milo, that is pretty sad. Their fries finishes so they changed to marsh potatoes for me. The chickens are crispy and nice. marsh potatoes is covered with cheese. Delicious! Two piece chicken meal cost $6.90. Well, it seems pretty affordable I guess as it is the standard price already for a set of meal in a fast food restaurant.

If I'm going to franchise a fast food restaurant. It must have Milo. =) If I'm going to franchise it will be Subway! My favorite but they don't have Milo also! Although it is not as expensive as Mac Donald. But it requires franchise fee of US $12 500. Wow! Maybe a few years.

Seemed like a couple of fast food restaurants are coming into Singapore to take over the KFC chicken market. Like the Texas Chicken which I didn't try, Roaster Chicken that I ate last night, Wendy which I yet to try due to multiple criticisms on it but I will try it one day (hopefully it will not disappear), Popeye which is also not bad I feel. But still! My heart goes to KFC because KFC grows up with me. Got feelings. It is a place where my parents bring my brother and I out on a weekend to dine out. It's Finger linkin' good! And I personally respect Colonel Harland Sanders, the founder of KFC after hearing how he actually let his chicken recipe made known. Again, he has a vision that he worked towards it that his chicken recipe will be well-known one day. And he made it.

Okay, after so much, shall go back to my study already!

See ya!

Sam =)