The Dream of A Seagull
My foot does not separate from the ground.
I'm simply afraid.
I'm afraid to fly to the sky.
Because I'm used to the ground, the sky is an unfamilar place.
Don't I have the wings?
Don't I have the dream of before?
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Monday, October 16, 2006
Promo result...
haiz... i think m pretty happy with the promo result... not that i can promote or something... just that i know i alr done my best... i have no regret... and i got improve... even if i die... i die with pride... ya... thanks for all the friends who cared for me... i'm well and strong... so what even retain... even qwen got the courage to retain... still she is still as happy... why can't i? ya... still cheerful always! =) anyway, the main result has not come not... y worry? yeah! i think m braver than i think than i am... why? cos i didn't cry... am i acting? i dunno... i guess so... still smiling... still laughing... acting as if nothing had happened... many times... i wanted to tell my mum... "Ma, I think I can't make it..." but i just can't say out... cos i dun wan to make her worry... i dun wan her to feel sad... maybe i shall wait till the real result come out...i think she wanted to ask too... but just can't bring out as well...i'm really sorry... but i have to confirm 1st den i shall tell her...why whenever m sad i feel like writing story? let's see....
He waited for her for 4 hours near her house.
Jasmine: Jason?
Jason smiled at him. He raised his arms up for her to hug him.
Jason: I'm all yours.
He went over to hug her.
Jasmine: I dun wan to cry.
Jason: It will feel better. It is only me and you. don't try to act tough in front of me. It willl only hurt me...
She cried.
Jas: How you know?
Jason: How i dunno? if you are happy with your result, you will surely sms me. if not... whatever the result, i will always be by your side...
Jas: thanks for accompanying me whenever i need you.
Jason: my goal in life is to protect you and to make you smile...
Jasmine felt safe and secure in his strong and muscular arms...She is not afraid of moving forward as she knows whatever decision she made, he will always be there for her to encourage her and to protect her...
*the end*
haiz... now i reflect back.. i quite like my chinese compo leh... haha... at least i pass my chinese compo lor... 1st time in history since jc... ok la... gotta pack my feelings liao... jia u! =)
He waited for her for 4 hours near her house.
Jasmine: Jason?
Jason smiled at him. He raised his arms up for her to hug him.
Jason: I'm all yours.
He went over to hug her.
Jasmine: I dun wan to cry.
Jason: It will feel better. It is only me and you. don't try to act tough in front of me. It willl only hurt me...
She cried.
Jas: How you know?
Jason: How i dunno? if you are happy with your result, you will surely sms me. if not... whatever the result, i will always be by your side...
Jas: thanks for accompanying me whenever i need you.
Jason: my goal in life is to protect you and to make you smile...
Jasmine felt safe and secure in his strong and muscular arms...She is not afraid of moving forward as she knows whatever decision she made, he will always be there for her to encourage her and to protect her...
*the end*
haiz... now i reflect back.. i quite like my chinese compo leh... haha... at least i pass my chinese compo lor... 1st time in history since jc... ok la... gotta pack my feelings liao... jia u! =)
Sunday, October 15, 2006
princess hours
nice one... did i miss the ghost story? haiz... nvm... tml...
another song from goong...
I miss you again, just like it was yesterday.
My desire to see you just won't disappear.
You just keep appearing in my mind.
The more I comfort myself, the more i cry.
Even if I rub away those tears secretly.
The memories are spreading to other memories.
Making me cry eith a painful heart.
I regret that I have only received.
Will you forget me because I haven't you anything.
I love you..I... I love you...
This is what I learned from you.
Out of all the words and phrases in the world.
This has become my favourite phrase.
I mutter it to myself, as if I were stupid.
I'm really sorry... I'm really sorry...
I'm sorry for these words that are too late.
I wait for you with no shame.
Will you return tomorrow by chance?
nice huh?
another song from goong...
I miss you again, just like it was yesterday.
My desire to see you just won't disappear.
You just keep appearing in my mind.
The more I comfort myself, the more i cry.
Even if I rub away those tears secretly.
The memories are spreading to other memories.
Making me cry eith a painful heart.
I regret that I have only received.
Will you forget me because I haven't you anything.
I love you..I... I love you...
This is what I learned from you.
Out of all the words and phrases in the world.
This has become my favourite phrase.
I mutter it to myself, as if I were stupid.
I'm really sorry... I'm really sorry...
I'm sorry for these words that are too late.
I wait for you with no shame.
Will you return tomorrow by chance?
nice huh?
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Sick
feel so sad today... cos i feel so sick... but i had agreed my aunt to teach his son at 12pm... but really really tired although i had enough of rest... still i drag my feet up and dressed up and walked to her house... i dun think i look ill i guess... cos i always had red rosy cheeks... rmb ytd... that Hafiz call me "blushing girl"... haha... maybe i shy? headache and sneeze for so many days liao... why? stupid haze... make me so sick... didn't went to tutor yang zheng ppl also... haiz...
tutoring Ben... make me want to vomit blood... the whole 2h was a torture... he dun sit properly... talk back to me... anger me... pls... i feel so sick... i really do not have the energy alr... i realised i lose my temper easily... but still... i think he is smart... but he is lazy... that's all... i do hope he will change as exam is nearing... haiz... exam... result coming on monday... dun feel like gg sch on monday... feel so sick...
fortune teller says that i had a gd name... cos i can make a success... but my health will be affected everytime i succeed... how i wish this is true... cos result is coming... how i wish i can promote... i dun mind to sneeze for another two days... i dun wan to waste my one year...
came back home... fell asleep... really... really really tired... and it is so warm... haiz... head fell so heavy... dunno how i walked home also... miricle... haha... gotta do my pw liao... den i watch goong... oh, today gt ghost story... yeah! =)
wah... sian... read a book... starting... pretty nice... but in the middle... so boring... dunno i can finish the whole book or not... haiz... the cover page looked nice... cos got one gd looking guy at the cover page ma... haha... =)
tutoring Ben... make me want to vomit blood... the whole 2h was a torture... he dun sit properly... talk back to me... anger me... pls... i feel so sick... i really do not have the energy alr... i realised i lose my temper easily... but still... i think he is smart... but he is lazy... that's all... i do hope he will change as exam is nearing... haiz... exam... result coming on monday... dun feel like gg sch on monday... feel so sick...
fortune teller says that i had a gd name... cos i can make a success... but my health will be affected everytime i succeed... how i wish this is true... cos result is coming... how i wish i can promote... i dun mind to sneeze for another two days... i dun wan to waste my one year...
came back home... fell asleep... really... really really tired... and it is so warm... haiz... head fell so heavy... dunno how i walked home also... miricle... haha... gotta do my pw liao... den i watch goong... oh, today gt ghost story... yeah! =)
wah... sian... read a book... starting... pretty nice... but in the middle... so boring... dunno i can finish the whole book or not... haiz... the cover page looked nice... cos got one gd looking guy at the cover page ma... haha... =)
Facilitors
haha... great day ytd.... although it is 13th 0ct fri... which is the black fri... but i have a great day... haha... morning... gt pw... sian...den went to eat... den went to smu...
really reall excited to go smu... haha... a bit scare at the same time as well as i do not what is coming up for me... and do not know what kind of people i am going to face.so initially when i met these ppl who are at risk, i was a bit frightened... but after some time, i found that they are really friendly and outing... and humourous too...haha... den i was assigned to a guy call hafiz... a hyperactive guy... 18yr old... sim min ite... he v sway... 1st time buy a plasma tv worth $6000 alr... haha... den dunno y my table like earn v little money also... pretty tough... like keep paying money like that... but still pretty fun! haha! gd try! =) great! =) yeah!
when i reached home... real tired... some more sick... hiaz... so i fell asleep while watching tv... haiz... didn't watch my liao zai... nvm... now watch goong... haha.... ed 11... yeah! den go slp le... really ned plenty of rest huh... yeah... go go go! =)
really reall excited to go smu... haha... a bit scare at the same time as well as i do not what is coming up for me... and do not know what kind of people i am going to face.so initially when i met these ppl who are at risk, i was a bit frightened... but after some time, i found that they are really friendly and outing... and humourous too...haha... den i was assigned to a guy call hafiz... a hyperactive guy... 18yr old... sim min ite... he v sway... 1st time buy a plasma tv worth $6000 alr... haha... den dunno y my table like earn v little money also... pretty tough... like keep paying money like that... but still pretty fun! haha! gd try! =) great! =) yeah!
when i reached home... real tired... some more sick... hiaz... so i fell asleep while watching tv... haiz... didn't watch my liao zai... nvm... now watch goong... haha.... ed 11... yeah! den go slp le... really ned plenty of rest huh... yeah... go go go! =)
Friday, October 13, 2006
Goong
goong! nice nice nice! haha... today only mention to watch 2 eds... haiz... nice one... but nvm... sick liao... haiz... sneeze... today open hse... 2pn to 5pm... won't be in sch anyway... haiz... nice one... going smu... haha.... become facil... so excited... haha... jia u! but i scare tml no voice liao... haiz... =) jia u! =)
here is the meaning of the other song... in u tube... v meaningful also... haha...
I was stupid.
I was an idiot.
It's too late for me to regret it, I know that I can't turn back the hands of time.
I won't be able to see you anymore...
I know that...
It's my fault. I am really sorry...
I couldn't tell u then but I am really sorry.
So now I come to beg you for forgiveness.
You and I are stupid. Because of my pride.
I am destroying myself with the cigrettes and beer.
You and I are stupid.
Because you still love me.
You are crying everyday.
We are both idiots...
this song was played when ed 11... he gave him ai de wen nuan... so xin fu... haha... so romantic lor... haha! =) hope tml will feel better... hope my sneeze will disappear... haha! =)
here is the meaning of the other song... in u tube... v meaningful also... haha...
I was stupid.
I was an idiot.
It's too late for me to regret it, I know that I can't turn back the hands of time.
I won't be able to see you anymore...
I know that...
It's my fault. I am really sorry...
I couldn't tell u then but I am really sorry.
So now I come to beg you for forgiveness.
You and I are stupid. Because of my pride.
I am destroying myself with the cigrettes and beer.
You and I are stupid.
Because you still love me.
You are crying everyday.
We are both idiots...
this song was played when ed 11... he gave him ai de wen nuan... so xin fu... haha... so romantic lor... haha! =) hope tml will feel better... hope my sneeze will disappear... haha! =)
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
goong
omg! it is really really v nice! goong! nice nice nice! haha... yul is so shuai... omg om.... haha! haiz... crazy alr... haiz... so tired... n addicted liao... haiz... biz is quite fun ytd... tot it will be boring... but it is fun... play game n learn new stuff... yeah... nice one...haha... ! =) faster start on studying chinese gal! and tidy ur table! haiz... kk... will do it er... tml.... haha... but goong put at 1st place... haha.....
song from goong... the meaning...from you tube video... =)
i dun rmb when it was that i started to keep thinking about u...
the thought would appear in abt twice...
they keep expanding and i felt abit surprised...
i kept thinking to myself that it was nth,
but it was awkward when i talked to u.
is it love? if u're thinking the same thing, then is it a start for us?
my heart keeps loving u...
it's screaming for the whole world to hear...
why is it that i hear it now?
i've found love now that i have found u...
even if i try to explain to my heart,
the only thing i want u to know that u had my heart...
i'm already inside u...
Just how u're in my heart...
we might alr be inside each other's heart....
i think this is what the princess felt... wow... so touching lor... and romantic... wow... nice nice... haha... so sweet... so meaningful... haha... =) k... gotta slp soon... buai... =)
song from goong... the meaning...from you tube video... =)
i dun rmb when it was that i started to keep thinking about u...
the thought would appear in abt twice...
they keep expanding and i felt abit surprised...
i kept thinking to myself that it was nth,
but it was awkward when i talked to u.
is it love? if u're thinking the same thing, then is it a start for us?
my heart keeps loving u...
it's screaming for the whole world to hear...
why is it that i hear it now?
i've found love now that i have found u...
even if i try to explain to my heart,
the only thing i want u to know that u had my heart...
i'm already inside u...
Just how u're in my heart...
we might alr be inside each other's heart....
i think this is what the princess felt... wow... so touching lor... and romantic... wow... nice nice... haha... so sweet... so meaningful... haha... =) k... gotta slp soon... buai... =)
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
busy day...
tired myself out... but not a bit tired at all... i dunno... m really confused... hiaz... tell u what i did ytd since it is alr past 12am...
morning... went sch... do pw.... nice one... m 1st to reach... then tl... den ch... den wj... gk was more den 1h late... nice one... tl told me abt goong... the whole story... haha... so shiok...
yc came... we went com lab to watch goong... wow... really shuai... female lead actress also pretty... hee... nice one... waited for wj to send the doc for 2h in com lab... still didn't send... sian... nvm... watch 2ed of goong... haha...
then went bishan lib with yc... borrowed 2bks... rebecca came.... sham actually is meeting me one... cos i pei-ing her study ma... haha... but den she said she is tired... haiz... my lunch: garic bread and milk... haha...
went rebecca hse to do pw... cos my hse com no mircosoft office... actually gt la... but can't use... sian lor... do the whole afternoon... till 6.30pm den i left without even sending to my email... cos m gg to be late for my cousin tuition... tml she gt exam man....
wah sian... how come my com so lag???
aunt: how to pronounce this in mandarin...
me: inhale den i explain means breathing in...
aunt: den this?
me: exhale mean breathing out...
an an(my cousin): mummy wanna jian fei( burn off fat)... cos she is fat...
i was like dotss...den it is ok... den she continues...
an an: u also need to jian fei so fat fat...
i was like ya... i know... haiz... so sad... ppl alr so sad liao... still chi ji me... haiz... sian...
went home late... eat my dinner at around 11pm lor... sian... haiz... life sux... but i have to be strong... jus like what eugene tell me this afternoon... think positive and think happy! =) haha! =)
morning... went sch... do pw.... nice one... m 1st to reach... then tl... den ch... den wj... gk was more den 1h late... nice one... tl told me abt goong... the whole story... haha... so shiok...
yc came... we went com lab to watch goong... wow... really shuai... female lead actress also pretty... hee... nice one... waited for wj to send the doc for 2h in com lab... still didn't send... sian... nvm... watch 2ed of goong... haha...
then went bishan lib with yc... borrowed 2bks... rebecca came.... sham actually is meeting me one... cos i pei-ing her study ma... haha... but den she said she is tired... haiz... my lunch: garic bread and milk... haha...
went rebecca hse to do pw... cos my hse com no mircosoft office... actually gt la... but can't use... sian lor... do the whole afternoon... till 6.30pm den i left without even sending to my email... cos m gg to be late for my cousin tuition... tml she gt exam man....
wah sian... how come my com so lag???
aunt: how to pronounce this in mandarin...
me: inhale den i explain means breathing in...
aunt: den this?
me: exhale mean breathing out...
an an(my cousin): mummy wanna jian fei( burn off fat)... cos she is fat...
i was like dotss...den it is ok... den she continues...
an an: u also need to jian fei so fat fat...
i was like ya... i know... haiz... so sad... ppl alr so sad liao... still chi ji me... haiz... sian...
went home late... eat my dinner at around 11pm lor... sian... haiz... life sux... but i have to be strong... jus like what eugene tell me this afternoon... think positive and think happy! =) haha! =)
Sunday, October 08, 2006
haiz
really really tired... headache.... i want to travel the world... really really tired...headache... y i wan these suffering... m tired... i need a break... i hate jc life? stupid and torturing... really feel like dying right now... dun wan to do anything... haiz... but life has to go on...
feel like becoming a writer... den i do not have to face the reality... haiz...
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girl is 17 yrs old... boy is 20 years old....
at the beach...
boy: when i earn enough money, i will marry u...
girl: haha... who wanna marry u... i still gotta finish my studies 1st k...and u have to finish urs too
boy: ya... m top student... cos of u... u better study hard also... i teach u till i vomit blood one...
girl: what vomit blood... m very smart one k!
boy: k.. whatever... wanna lie ur head on my shoulder and take a rest...
the girl lie on his shoulder, he hugged her hard... he wanted to protect her all his life... but he knew he can't...
the day they met...4 years ago... girl was 13 and boy was 16...
the girl was walking pass a street, with her two guards close beehind... the boy was beaten badly by a group of guys... the girl ordered the guards to check out what happen... she saved the boy... that is how they met... the boy was drunk and badly hurt... the boy came from a broken family... he got no love and no hope... when he was being cared for... he felt warmth inside... at the same time, he felt fear, as he was scared that the same thing will happen to him again, will disappear into the thin air... so he is cruel to the girl at 1st... but later... he knew... he fell in love with her... he was so much misery... he did not know what to do...
one day, the girl told him her feelings about him: i love u... i know u hate me... but i jus wanted to tell u... i love u from the day i saved u... i dunno y... i jus can't stop thinking abt u...
the boy did not reply....the girl walked off....
the boy hugged her from the back: no.... i love u... i can't stop thinking about u... but i fear... once i have u... i will lose u...
the girl turned back: i won't... i will stay by ur side forever...
they kissed... their 1st kiss...
the boy quit drinking cos of her... he picked up drinking cos he wanna get away from reality and to numb himself...
recently, the boy found out that he got liver cancer and his liver can't work anymore due to excessive alcohol...
boy: professer, i think i can't finish my research... can let my gf to complete? pls... i know she will do it...
professor: but where r u going?
boy: away from the earth...
the boy told him about his health problem... the professor was v sad to hear this as another talent guy is lost in the research industries... haiz...
boy went to look for his gf's crush...
boy: hey! u like jessica rite?
chris: i er... i er...
boy: jus tell me the truth la... i won't beat u up...
chris: ya... i love her...
boy: good... can u take good care of her for me pls...
chris: i tot u r doing a gd job?
boy: m gg somewhere... jus take care of her for me k... thanks...
he rote a letter for her...
on 13 june... which is her bd... he played a game with her... tt is to find the letter... he passed away on her bd... the letter rote:
dearest jessica,
you are the most beautiful person i ever met... with the most pure heart and a kind so... u will go all out to help ppl... that is how i got save... but now... you can't save me... but u gave me a wonderful memories... thank u so much.... i left the earth with no regrets.... thanks... really thanks.... may u live ur life to the fullest... m sorry i can't fulfil the promise i made... i can't accompany u to travel the world... i hope i can fulfil that in our next life....
love,
brooklyn
the girl cried... why u dun let me see u the last time... why... why u push me to other guy who i dun like... i will help u complete ur research i promise....the end...
feel like becoming a writer... den i do not have to face the reality... haiz...
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girl is 17 yrs old... boy is 20 years old....
at the beach...
boy: when i earn enough money, i will marry u...
girl: haha... who wanna marry u... i still gotta finish my studies 1st k...and u have to finish urs too
boy: ya... m top student... cos of u... u better study hard also... i teach u till i vomit blood one...
girl: what vomit blood... m very smart one k!
boy: k.. whatever... wanna lie ur head on my shoulder and take a rest...
the girl lie on his shoulder, he hugged her hard... he wanted to protect her all his life... but he knew he can't...
the day they met...4 years ago... girl was 13 and boy was 16...
the girl was walking pass a street, with her two guards close beehind... the boy was beaten badly by a group of guys... the girl ordered the guards to check out what happen... she saved the boy... that is how they met... the boy was drunk and badly hurt... the boy came from a broken family... he got no love and no hope... when he was being cared for... he felt warmth inside... at the same time, he felt fear, as he was scared that the same thing will happen to him again, will disappear into the thin air... so he is cruel to the girl at 1st... but later... he knew... he fell in love with her... he was so much misery... he did not know what to do...
one day, the girl told him her feelings about him: i love u... i know u hate me... but i jus wanted to tell u... i love u from the day i saved u... i dunno y... i jus can't stop thinking abt u...
the boy did not reply....the girl walked off....
the boy hugged her from the back: no.... i love u... i can't stop thinking about u... but i fear... once i have u... i will lose u...
the girl turned back: i won't... i will stay by ur side forever...
they kissed... their 1st kiss...
the boy quit drinking cos of her... he picked up drinking cos he wanna get away from reality and to numb himself...
recently, the boy found out that he got liver cancer and his liver can't work anymore due to excessive alcohol...
boy: professer, i think i can't finish my research... can let my gf to complete? pls... i know she will do it...
professor: but where r u going?
boy: away from the earth...
the boy told him about his health problem... the professor was v sad to hear this as another talent guy is lost in the research industries... haiz...
boy went to look for his gf's crush...
boy: hey! u like jessica rite?
chris: i er... i er...
boy: jus tell me the truth la... i won't beat u up...
chris: ya... i love her...
boy: good... can u take good care of her for me pls...
chris: i tot u r doing a gd job?
boy: m gg somewhere... jus take care of her for me k... thanks...
he rote a letter for her...
on 13 june... which is her bd... he played a game with her... tt is to find the letter... he passed away on her bd... the letter rote:
dearest jessica,
you are the most beautiful person i ever met... with the most pure heart and a kind so... u will go all out to help ppl... that is how i got save... but now... you can't save me... but u gave me a wonderful memories... thank u so much.... i left the earth with no regrets.... thanks... really thanks.... may u live ur life to the fullest... m sorry i can't fulfil the promise i made... i can't accompany u to travel the world... i hope i can fulfil that in our next life....
love,
brooklyn
the girl cried... why u dun let me see u the last time... why... why u push me to other guy who i dun like... i will help u complete ur research i promise....the end...
haiz
so sian.. why is it so sian one? nice one... can't use liao... need to go aunt hse do pw??? haiz...
"wherever u r... wherever u go... i will be right here waiting for u... " this line... so touching... if only...
sian... go play a bit of game 1st den slp ba...
my mum tell me go slp... sian... haiz...
"wherever u r... wherever u go... i will be right here waiting for u... " this line... so touching... if only...
sian... go play a bit of game 1st den slp ba...
my mum tell me go slp... sian... haiz...
Saturday, October 07, 2006
mid autum festival
wow... over le... mid autum festival... after i left sch... still didn't see him... i saw my friends-shang paul seow... outside lt4... having biz meetin ba... haha.... heard no open hse...
nice one... tue gt the smu thingy... dunno what... my whole day gone like that... no rest... haiz...
after leaving sch... went bugis with yc... eat teriyaki chicken... so full... saw a bunch of immatured children... haha... i think i ate v slow... haha... cos too full liao... haiz... keep eating these few days... haiz... esp after promos... let's see... immediately after promos... ate long john... den the next day ate the bee hoon.... den the next day... eat the chicken...
bought rebecca a necklace... haha... v funny thing happen... yc knocked onto the glass cupboard cos an assistence was opening the door... den i think she didn't see... dunno thinking of who... haha... she bamped.... there... her "balugu"... haha... haiz... he saw le sure will heartpain... haiz... thanks yc for accompanying me... haha... anyway i waited for her for 2hr leh in com lab... haiz...
in the train...me n yc discussing... i tell yc...
me: if u find a bf rite, same sch same cls... nt gd... diff sch not gd also cos later tt guy two timing u also dunno... same sch n diff cls the best...
yc: no wonder u like fabian...
i was like huh? nice link... get me clear... i dun like fabian... only friend... yapz...
went back home... den went granny hse... fireworks n latern... eat.... my mum's almond jelly... mooncake... chocolate cake... haiz... gain dunno how many kg... nice one... the choc cake abit bitter... china mooncake nt bad...but oily ar.. haha...
when boy boy need to change diper...
boy boy: ah ji bu yao kan wo hor! (means telling me not to peek at him)
so funny i was laughing lor...
when we are playing with candles and fire...
uncle was trying to play with boy boy... he throw him into the air and caught him...
Uncle: hao bu hao wan? hao bu hao wan? hao wan rite? ( mean fun or not fun?)
boy boy: bu hao wan...
uncle was lost for word... we was like smiling there la...
i murmured... nice one ar boy... haha....boy is so cool... so funny... haha...
glad tt necklace fit rebecca...
granny so sweet... haha...know i wan tt... haha...
noisy...so many kids around at the house... haiz... play shout scream... cry... complain... debate... baby language... haha...
happy ending... the 9pm show... haiz...
when m i gg to tidy my table... whole day nt at home... haiz... nice one...
food for thoughts: would u rather like a guy who make u xin tiao when u r with him... when u heard his name?? or the guy u feel comfortable to be with and u r happy when u r with him???
nice one... tue gt the smu thingy... dunno what... my whole day gone like that... no rest... haiz...
after leaving sch... went bugis with yc... eat teriyaki chicken... so full... saw a bunch of immatured children... haha... i think i ate v slow... haha... cos too full liao... haiz... keep eating these few days... haiz... esp after promos... let's see... immediately after promos... ate long john... den the next day ate the bee hoon.... den the next day... eat the chicken...
bought rebecca a necklace... haha... v funny thing happen... yc knocked onto the glass cupboard cos an assistence was opening the door... den i think she didn't see... dunno thinking of who... haha... she bamped.... there... her "balugu"... haha... haiz... he saw le sure will heartpain... haiz... thanks yc for accompanying me... haha... anyway i waited for her for 2hr leh in com lab... haiz...
in the train...me n yc discussing... i tell yc...
me: if u find a bf rite, same sch same cls... nt gd... diff sch not gd also cos later tt guy two timing u also dunno... same sch n diff cls the best...
yc: no wonder u like fabian...
i was like huh? nice link... get me clear... i dun like fabian... only friend... yapz...
went back home... den went granny hse... fireworks n latern... eat.... my mum's almond jelly... mooncake... chocolate cake... haiz... gain dunno how many kg... nice one... the choc cake abit bitter... china mooncake nt bad...but oily ar.. haha...
when boy boy need to change diper...
boy boy: ah ji bu yao kan wo hor! (means telling me not to peek at him)
so funny i was laughing lor...
when we are playing with candles and fire...
uncle was trying to play with boy boy... he throw him into the air and caught him...
Uncle: hao bu hao wan? hao bu hao wan? hao wan rite? ( mean fun or not fun?)
boy boy: bu hao wan...
uncle was lost for word... we was like smiling there la...
i murmured... nice one ar boy... haha....boy is so cool... so funny... haha...
glad tt necklace fit rebecca...
granny so sweet... haha...know i wan tt... haha...
noisy...so many kids around at the house... haiz... play shout scream... cry... complain... debate... baby language... haha...
happy ending... the 9pm show... haiz...
when m i gg to tidy my table... whole day nt at home... haiz... nice one...
food for thoughts: would u rather like a guy who make u xin tiao when u r with him... when u heard his name?? or the guy u feel comfortable to be with and u r happy when u r with him???
Friday, October 06, 2006
first time blogging in sch...
in com lab now... so sian... waiting for yc and stella to finish pw... haiz... got consultation in the morning... waking up early in the morning... dun say alr... have a bad morning...
went to buy something that my mum asked for... i asked the provision shop asistance, he say dun have... later my mum went to buy... she bought it... nice one... sian... spoilt my mood...
actually in the morn wanna go jogging one with mad paul n cam... planned alr ytd... haiz...
waste my time... waited in sch for like more than half an hour... cos someone is late... nice one... lucky desmond entertain me...haha... j2 i dun think gt sch today lor... den mayb he is nt in sch... haiz...
what's wrong with my wearing earrings? haiz... later got date ma... haha... but i think m gg to change the earring if can find a more suitable one...
better take care teik ling.... haiz... that someone nv take care of her properly... haha... need to complete pw by sun...mon gt meeting... me the healthy one in the grp... haha...
ytd... went kovan... ate that mee hoon v nice... haha... i told my mum... v nice got add milk one...so nice...next time bring her n granny go eat... haha... went ps... bought someone present... tml gg to do lor i think... walk here and there... raja came for awhile... we took neoprint... opps... can't wait to take tt neoprint n keep it in my collection...haha... gt one shop so cool... so creative... love it! but the things there too ex liao...
still need to buy my cousin bd... today she is celebrating... can't wait to eat mooncake... haha... wanna change blogskin...so many things to do...
later need to buy present and go granny hse...
tml need to do the present... go jogging... go teach ben... do pw... haiz... nice one... k... when can i tidy my table... in a mess... haiz...
so painful... y is it painful? haiz... when u r in a bad mood... still need to act u r happy... haiz... y? so that ppl won't ask " are u okay?" dun wan ppl to worry... haiz... sian... k la... think it is a long post.... cos to kill time one.... haha... =) see ya! =)
went to buy something that my mum asked for... i asked the provision shop asistance, he say dun have... later my mum went to buy... she bought it... nice one... sian... spoilt my mood...
actually in the morn wanna go jogging one with mad paul n cam... planned alr ytd... haiz...
waste my time... waited in sch for like more than half an hour... cos someone is late... nice one... lucky desmond entertain me...haha... j2 i dun think gt sch today lor... den mayb he is nt in sch... haiz...
what's wrong with my wearing earrings? haiz... later got date ma... haha... but i think m gg to change the earring if can find a more suitable one...
better take care teik ling.... haiz... that someone nv take care of her properly... haha... need to complete pw by sun...mon gt meeting... me the healthy one in the grp... haha...
ytd... went kovan... ate that mee hoon v nice... haha... i told my mum... v nice got add milk one...so nice...next time bring her n granny go eat... haha... went ps... bought someone present... tml gg to do lor i think... walk here and there... raja came for awhile... we took neoprint... opps... can't wait to take tt neoprint n keep it in my collection...haha... gt one shop so cool... so creative... love it! but the things there too ex liao...
still need to buy my cousin bd... today she is celebrating... can't wait to eat mooncake... haha... wanna change blogskin...so many things to do...
later need to buy present and go granny hse...
tml need to do the present... go jogging... go teach ben... do pw... haiz... nice one... k... when can i tidy my table... in a mess... haiz...
so painful... y is it painful? haiz... when u r in a bad mood... still need to act u r happy... haiz... y? so that ppl won't ask " are u okay?" dun wan ppl to worry... haiz... sian... k la... think it is a long post.... cos to kill time one.... haha... =) see ya! =)
Thursday, October 05, 2006
sian
really really sian... dislike the me i'm now... how could this happen to me? i tot... but i dunno love can be replace so easily... one moment u r heatbroken... den the other moment u r with another person...
does true love ever exit? maybe... but died off easily... can it last forever? i dunno... i wonder how many married couples really like each other... i have met... my granny... divorce two time... the 3rd one nt much better... quarrel blah blah blah... over time., love really faded? i dunno leh... haiz...
wanna change blogskin but no time... haiz... sian...
does true love ever exit? maybe... but died off easily... can it last forever? i dunno... i wonder how many married couples really like each other... i have met... my granny... divorce two time... the 3rd one nt much better... quarrel blah blah blah... over time., love really faded? i dunno leh... haiz...
wanna change blogskin but no time... haiz... sian...
haiz
loving ppl is painful when the person dun like u...
being loved is also painful when the person is not whom u like...
so... being in loved with each other is hard... so teasure it... =)
being loved is also painful when the person is not whom u like...
so... being in loved with each other is hard... so teasure it... =)
haiz
wanted to change skin one... but ajust here and there still can't... too dumb with come alr... haiz... it is like that one... haiz.. change other time ba... sian... i change song... haha! =)
wah really really sian leh... keep thinking how to earn money.... cos m broke! need to buy so many bd presents! wanna y so many babies born at this month...nice one... haiz... should be happy gal... that means u have lots of friends to care for...
wah... seem like a really busy day tml... go out with beattians gang... den at nite go teach... nice one... tired myself out only... hee... but i think tml take my salary liao... can't wait... haha... gtta rmb to bring my aunt bag and the el stuff... gtta rmb.... oh... still gtta help my mum make the amond jelly... so busy....
friday... mid autum festival... the yam spoil liao lor... haiz... so wasted... can't wait! wanna eat mooncake and play with fire! haha! play with fire! why like this yr like past so fast... so wasted leh... my one yr... so wasted... haiz... nvm... next yr a lvl alr! jia u! =) gotta go early help my granny... ya... hope is nt yue bang yue mang...
sat... go teach ben... den should be free ba... oh need to teach an also? wonder yangzheng gt teaching or nt... haha... haiz...
sun- family day... swimming day... =) yeah! finally can go swimming le cos promos finish alr! wahaha! man... sun go swimming... alot of shuai ge one... hehe! =) maybe all the ah bei bei... haha.... diao... dotss...
plans for the rest of the year:
tidy my table
*Chinese a lvl! mus get Ace! =)
pw
work on creela if possible?
find work
earn money
play game
change hp
buy camera
prepare for next yr
go hols?
slack...
lose 5 kg by the end of this year
read books...
write stories?
watch tv
movies
guitar
seemed like wanted to do so many things... haha... but what i really want is... to learn piano... if only gt time... haiz... dun worry... will have chance! =)
wah... seem like a really busy day tml... go out with beattians gang... den at nite go teach... nice one... tired myself out only... hee... but i think tml take my salary liao... can't wait... haha... gtta rmb to bring my aunt bag and the el stuff... gtta rmb.... oh... still gtta help my mum make the amond jelly... so busy....
friday... mid autum festival... the yam spoil liao lor... haiz... so wasted... can't wait! wanna eat mooncake and play with fire! haha! play with fire! why like this yr like past so fast... so wasted leh... my one yr... so wasted... haiz... nvm... next yr a lvl alr! jia u! =) gotta go early help my granny... ya... hope is nt yue bang yue mang...
sat... go teach ben... den should be free ba... oh need to teach an also? wonder yangzheng gt teaching or nt... haha... haiz...
sun- family day... swimming day... =) yeah! finally can go swimming le cos promos finish alr! wahaha! man... sun go swimming... alot of shuai ge one... hehe! =) maybe all the ah bei bei... haha.... diao... dotss...
plans for the rest of the year:
tidy my table
*Chinese a lvl! mus get Ace! =)
pw
work on creela if possible?
find work
earn money
play game
change hp
buy camera
prepare for next yr
go hols?
slack...
lose 5 kg by the end of this year
read books...
write stories?
watch tv
movies
guitar
seemed like wanted to do so many things... haha... but what i really want is... to learn piano... if only gt time... haiz... dun worry... will have chance! =)
yeah!
haiz... so sian... so sian.... so bored... y m i feeling so empty? dunno... my mum agreed to buy jay chou or stephanie sun ablum if i can promote... haha... i think i should get her buy jay chou one... den i buy stephanie sun one... haha... yi ju liang de... so happy for what... as if u can promote like that... haha... but dunno leh... haha... hope can promote lor... hee... =) hope can promote den can see the clone jy... haha... dotss... =)
feel like writing love or friendship leh... haha...but no inspiration alr... haiz... brain died... =) sian...
feel like writing love or friendship leh... haha...but no inspiration alr... haiz... brain died... =) sian...
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Promos over!
yeah! promos over le! so happy! haha... although today physics damn hard... but i dun care alr... so sian... hope i can promote lor... haiz.... just hope so... haiz.... sian.... k... all the best for the ppl who still gt exam!!! jia u! =) i think it is time to tidy my table... so messy... haha! =)
Monday, October 02, 2006
physics and econ
physics... lost 10 marks.... econ write till my hand very "sour"... dun wan to say more... feel like writing love story leh... long time nv write narrative and story le... haha... somehow gt the urge... my 1st love in the way dunno go way alr... haha... k la... v tired... see u! all the best for my chem and physics on wed and tt is it for promos! jia u! go go go! =) he wore red today... haha...
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