Blog shop

Recently I love shopping at this blog shop: http://www.stephieshop.com/products

Nice dresses! :)

And I bought a dress from there which is a bit too tight for me.

Chest: 34 inches
Waist: 30 inches (stretched)
Length: 33 inches
Sizing: Model is 1.65m and wears UK size 8.

If anyone interested, willing to sell at S$20, self collect. Didn't wear before. Bought at S$26.90.

Need to clear my wardrobe, full of unwanted clothes. Seemed like my style and taste changed already. Used to hate dress a lot, but now guess what. Ha ha! I wear dress almost every other day.

Need to clear my mess room and tables too. Oh gosh!

Okay, see you soon! :)

:)

Some updates:

1. My Pri Sch Bestie, Wan Li given me her HP cover. It is Hello Kitty one. It is not that I'm a fan of Kitty. Just okay only. I prefer Doremon though. I want I have a Doremon! But anyway, I LOVE the Hello Kitty cover.

2. I officially left with only one tuition. For those who know what happen. Ha!

3. I received a cheque of $100 from the tuition centre. At least they only deduct $20, by right should be $120. Probably, she 良心发现, did I wrong it correctly? But anyway, I was in the wrong too. But seriously, I can't stand her shitty attitude.

4. I given the $100 cheque to my mum! (I finally got give 家用. 3 cheers to me! Though it is not a lot, you should know I'm a spendthrift. )

5. I bought Rocher tou hua yesterday! :)

6. I already spent $500 (not inclusive of the $100 I gave to my mum), for like 3 days past Aug. Goodness me.

7. Flo sent me an MMS the other day with JJ gorgeous and muscular body without his face. I was like what is this? Is it porn? Ha! But I quite like. I can't Bluetooth the photo to my lappy, not sure why. So I can't share this beautiful photo to you people. Ha!

8. I have yet to watch Harry Potter! Oh gosh! Anyone wanna watch with this pathetic kid? Ha ha!

9. Oh gosh, US economy is going down again. But I don't think would be as bad as the one is 2008. But the debt is still huge! If the debt is not cleared, the problem would still persist.

10. I'm starting to read XX's blog. Is like wow?! Initially I don't really like her like seriously, why is this person so AA? Seriously can't stand her. But when I started to read her blog, she is pretty knowledgeable and dare to say out her thoughts.

11. I want an Iphone! When is the Iphone 5 coming out? When is it coming to Singapore? I want to change phone!

12. I ate strawberry soya bean ice cream at Mr Bean. I don't really like strawberry for your inform, but don't hate it as well. But apparently Mr Bean doesn't sell the normal soya bean ice cream during this National Day period. I was like okay. So the auntie recommended me this Strawberry Soya Bean Ice cream. The normal ice cream cone is sold at S$1.3o while this strawberry one at S$2. So they made a huge profit from this product I guess. But anyway, it is not bad, taste like yogurt with a little bit of soya bean taste.

Okay, so much for my randomness. See you! :)

Add on list

Add on to my list!

15. I need a better camera! :)

Tired.

A lot of thoughts these days. But not sure how to phrase them into words.

My superficial!

Wants/Needs list:

1. Contact lens (need to replenish)

2. A new pair of specs ( a more professional pair)

3. Flats. ( a really good one that is able to last for like at least 3 months? The ones I bought can only last like one month! Any recommendations?)

4. Learn to bike! :)

5. Straighten my teeth! :) (with invisalign)

6. Facial/laser to remove my pimples, scars, black & white heads, dents etc.

7. A new bag! (seriously wanted that Carlo Rino bag)

8. More clothes & accessories!

9. Save save save! (pretty ironic when the first 8 are all need to spend!)

10. Travel!

More to add on to my list...

11. Oven for baking! (cookies and cakes?)

12. printer

13. wardrobe

14. Car! ( I wonder how long can I able to afford this. )

I guess there are more...but for now these are the superficial that I can think of at the moment.

:)

It has been a long time since the last post. Life as usual I guess. Interesting stuffs? My life has always been interesting! Ha ha!

Pretty lazy to blog.

When I have the mood then...

For now, so long!

Cheers!

Janice :)

Life

I have been thinking about my future. What I want in life? What I want to achieve?

I want my parents to retire soon in one to two years' time. But I'm not working hard enough to do so.

I want a family car (hopefully by 2 years' time and sooner!). Obviously to drive my family around and to aid in my convenience.

I want a house! Before I need to get a house, most affordable is the HDB flat already, I need to get married before I could even own one.

So if marriage is not in my list, the list affordable is Condo or apartment already.

Okay, marriage. What age to get marry? I want to get married by next year! That is like crazy, cause I don't even have a date yet! Ha ha! I think I'm crazy! Okay, marriage before 25. Kids 26.

House by 25.

I really need a serious planning. After kids, need to worry for their education and growing up. Am I thinking too much? I seriously think so.

Life is about planning ahead.

Before I get into marriage, I seriously need to figure out what is love?

Someone asked me recently if I ever been in love before? I answered no.

I never knew what is love. She went on to tell me about her experience which was very interesting.

While my love life? Empty.

I wonder if it is to come, am I ready for it?

Family, friends, work and myself occupy my time.

Do I have time for the other party? If have, how should I prioritize?

Seriously, although I said I want a boyfriend, I don't think I'm ready for it. Ha ha!

I'm not ready to share my life with another person.

Probably you can say I'm a very individualistic person? Nah, that is not the right word.

I'm a very private person. I like to keep things to myself. Having a boyfriend is like you need to share your life with him. Your thoughts, time, and some of the private stuffs. Am I ready for it? I doubt so.

Even so, how long would it last? Divorce rates are high these days. What is a lifelong partner anyway? Lifelong? Possible? After some time, would it still be love? or habit? or just used to having you around?

I seriously have no answers to the question that was posted to me recently.

Okay, let's see how it goes.

Tired already. It is already 5 min to 5am and yet I'm not asleep?!

I'm going shopping later! Shopping time! :)

Before shopping I need some sleeping time!

Nights! :)

Feels like

Seeing my friends around me one by one found their loves. I feel happy for them and at the same time envy too. Make me feels like I WANT A BOYFRIEND too! Ha ha!

Time to plan for cycling, movies and shopping! :)

Time

How I wish I can have like 48 hours a day?

How I wish I am a robot that can work all day without rest?

How I wish I have superb brains that can learn things fast?

How I wish I have clones of me?

How I wish...

Lots of work to be done and time is usually not on my side.

And tiredness always kicks in.

I am really apologetic to my friends whom I always PS-ed.

Hopefully they understand.

Family, friends and work how do you rank them?

I tried to accommodate everyone. But there is only one me I guess.

But I pretty glad that I have something to focus on, something to work on, people to support me, people whom I care and care for me.

Challengers make us stronger! Ganbatte!

Love,

Sam :)

Luck is not on my side.

Recently luck doesn't seem to be on my side.

Went to couple of appointments but does not close case. My skills need a lot more improvement.

Have sudden block nose and did not sleep well the whole night as I need to use my mouth to breathe. When I woke up puffy eyes. Till now still have puffy eyes. Oh my!

Celebrated Auntie's birthday.

Went to this Hello Kitty's show with Wan Li. Her beloved cartoon characters.

Okay, shall update soon.

Love,
Sam :)

I'm loving my life!

I had a great day today!

Pretty busy running around. Ha ha!

I pretty grateful that my client gave me a small pancake pizza for lunch. So kind. I'm so glad that I met good people.

Had a great chat with my new client! Interesting fellow. Ha ha!

I'm loving my life! :)

I bought a new comb! I was telling my student about it that I was so happy that I finally had a comb. I finally can comb my hair. And I was telling her that I didn't comb my hair for years already. I had a couple of combs but I don't use them because they are not ideal. And I finally find one that is suitable but not very ideal. My student thinks that I'm weird. Ha ha! I think so too!

I shared pizzas with my beloved Mr Famous Amos student. I'm so pai seh for always being late for lesson. Ha ha!

Some updates about my life.

I recently had a new assistant to help me in my work.

I bought a book while shopping at Kino with Si Jia. Can you believe it? I BOUGHT a BOOK! It is pretty rare that I would buy book. Because why need to buy books when you can borrow them at a library and there is simply no space in my room to keep my books! Waste of money as well as I don't know if I would read them! Ha ha!

I bought this book titled, "The Presentation Secrets of Steve Jobs." I have been carrying it in my bag ever since I have bought it. It is hard cover mind you so it is pretty heavy with my heavy laptop that I need to carry around as well. But I'm pretty glad that I brought it along with me as I can read it while waiting for my prospects/ clients to come or on my journey.

I learnt something today with regards to that book. That is always answer the question, "Why should I care?" from other people's point of view. Always relate why and how the product is necessary to the customers instead of merely stating the benefits of the product. Get where I'm coming from. Is like ya, it is good, so what? So always relate back to the customers and use it in simple English.

I'm in love with Chloe perfume. I think it is LOVE perfume. I'm not very sure as the sales woman showed me and Si Jia 2 types of perfume from Chloe. It was having a promotion for this package of Chloe perfume & its miniature & a small Chloe bag & a travel bag worth $180. It was left with one set. I really wanted to have it! Ha ha! Still thinking about it since Sunday.

I used that piece of paper with Chloe perfume on it as my bookmark! Ha ha! The smell still there though a bit fade already.

I also wanted this Carlo Rino bag! I got to know this bag on 17/01/2011 while I was in MRT messaging Pauline. There was a lady carrying this bag and it was beautiful. I was just attracted to it. I was $192 if I remember correctly during GSS period. Oh man! Shall I get it? I really love it.

All right, so much for my materialistic. Ya, I'm materialistic, so what? Who cares?

My pocket cares. Ha ha!

I saw two persons in the train communicating via hand signals. I was fascinated as they are so happy and carefree expressing themselves. How can anyone be so open about expressing themselves? They let me realized there was another way of communication without words. I just like watching them communicating to each other via hand signals.

Okay, so much for all. Ganbatte & fighting! :)

Love,

Sam :)

Emotions

在我身边陪着我就好，不用说话，静静得就好。

Hair Cut!

Wee! Just came back from Batam! I have been neglecting my blog for quite some time already. Well, so many things happened and passed by so fast that I did not have time to react or response, the other event came again.

I said I want to update about the haircut incident. But it had passed like one month already! But anyway, I was first brought to this hair salon at Tanglin Mall probably like 3 months back. There is guy who is a still a newbie in cutting hair. So that is the purpose of my visit to this hair salon that day. To become a guinea pig. He is well-trained in washing hair but as to hair cutting... I remembered he forgot the steps! His hands were trembling while cutting my hair!!! I don't why I'm still able to remain calm. Probably because he looks cute so ya... dotts... but I'm always cool and calm so I guess it is pretty normal. It is just hair, big deal right? As long as he doesn't cut my hair 'botak' or what so ever. Hair will still grow back anyway. His master was nagging at him all the way. That made him even more nervous I guess. Finally his first attempt to cut my hair was well, not pretty successful.

One to two months later, I was brought to him for a second hair cut. I thought it was only for washing! But end up, there is cutting as well. Oh gosh! I wanted to keep my hair long! To dye and style my hair! Lols! But okay, he was all so excited to see me when I stepped into the shop. I shouldn't be so bad after all. Anyway, it is just a hair cut & he is kind of cute after all. Ha ha! Second attempt, well, his skills improved. Hands did tremble but not as much as before. But there is still room for improvement! Anyway, wish him all the best! We shall fight together in our different fields! Fightings! Okay, I shall get some rest now! Fightings!

Loves,

Sam :)

Parachute - Kiss Me Slowly (w/ Lady Antebellum Intro)

Parachute - Something To Believe In

Life is always happening!

Life is always happening! :)

My most 狼狈 day of my life. Last Saturday, I was feeling really bored so I asked a couple of my friends if they wanted to go cycle with me. Only my sweet and beloved little cousin, Benedict agreed. After that Andrea joined in when we reached there. We didn't go to the usual rental shop to rent our bicycle as the shop is almost empty so we went to the shop next to it. They are pretty slow in handling customers so maybe their business is not as good as the one beside. When we started cycling, it was already 5.30pm. So my usual routine is to cycle to the jetty and most of the time my final stop would be at the airport lane to see airplanes taking off and then head back to return the bikes. The furthest I have gone is to the Changi Beach only. Today, I broke my usual routine. We went all the way, not only to Changi Beach, we went to Changi Village and have seafood at this Ubin First Shop Restaurant. The food is good, nice & considered pretty cheap for seafood. We spent around $75 for 3 people for 4 dishes which includes veggie, cray-fish, clay pot chicken and crab.

Our bike should be returned by 7.30pm. But at 8.30pm we are having our dinner. And 9.30pm they are closing! Nice one! So at around 9pm plus we went to find taxi with our bikes hoping some kind souls will give us a ride. But difficult to find a driver these days who know how to put the bike into the taxi and have a kind soul to give us a ride. Andrea and Ben luckily able to find a taxi each. Whereas for me, damn unluckily, being rejected by a few taxi drivers and finally I managed to get a taxi via booking. When i got the taxi is already 10.30pm! Oh my goodness! and in order to get my bike into the cap, the wheel was took off. Some kind soul helped me to take the wheel off.

Finally I reached back to the rental shop safe and sound but not the bike! One nut is lost! I called the taxi driver but it wasn't there! Damn! I thought I was in deep trouble! But the boss was kind enough said never mind, don't bother about this stuff what important is that you guys are safe and sound. I was really touched by his words. He returned my driving license not forgetting to take a look at the photo and commented. "Are you sure this is you? How come you look different? You seemed to put on weight. Eat lesser." I was like... thanks. Thanks for the truthful words. I will surely go back to rent his bikes again but of course will get back in time and not giving him trouble! Haha!

Preparing to go down and meet a friend! I think he is really bored that he is willing to come all the way from Jurong to my place to have milo when the time now is 1.32am. Nice one!

Okay, more updates soon!

Love,

Sam

:)

Life has been happening!

Well life has been happening for me! Haha!

Did I mention that I went to Universial Studio Singapore? I think I did. I went on 29 April, Friday. It was fun! :)

It was seriously crowded that every ride, it took us 1h at least to queue just for a less than 1 minute ride. I went to Rebecca by the way. Haha!

I managed to sit on the so-call most exciting rides Human and Cylon. I was really nervous before I even sit on them. If I remember correctly the Cylon (Should be the red one) is more exciting as it would turn you upside down and have some smoke. But pretty fun that I scream the whole ride. After the ride, it wasn't that bad after all, just feel a little dizzy. Lols. Human has more sudden dropping feel! But still okay. Worth the try.

I like the Mummy ride as it has a sudden drop from behind and it is in the dark that you do not know what is going to happen next!

We also managed to ride on the water (Jurassic Park) ride. This is the only water ride at USS at the moment. Madagascar is not ready when we are there. It took us nearly 2 hours to queue for the ride. During the ride, we are deciding if we should buy rain coats or not. In the end, we bought it. Damn it, I still wet in the end. It was a pretty boring ride for the whole journey except there is a sudden drop at the end that I ended up being drenched. Who cares? We had fun! That was our last ride for the day!

Home sweet home for 29 April.

So many interesting things are happening in my life that I do not really have time to react to them. Lols.

One of my clients asked me to accompany him to choose a lappy. And normally a guy should be pretty good at computer specs but this noob seriously know nothing much. And he doesn't know what is a Mac. I seriously laughing my head off till he is kind of irritated. Ha ha! He bought a HP lappy. It is a good buy I feel!

Another client treated me to dinner at HK Cafe at North Point. I feel so blessed that I have met good clients. Ha ha! :)

I was asked by a modeling agency to go down for an interview for freelance modeling. Over the phone I was like are you kidding me? Me? A model? Not that I wasn't confident of myself but face the fact. I'm short, fat and my face skin is damn cui. So I see no reason why the lady approached me in the first place. In the end I didn't went for the interview because I'm too lazy. Lols. I know there is ugly women only lazy women. Lols.

Had Indian dinner at Samy's Curry with Uni friends 3 weeks back. The food still not too bad. But quite salty. Lols. Had some chocolates gifts from beloved Andrea and Flo! :) The chocolate already gone into my stomach long ago! Haha! We chilled at Ben's & Jerry's after that. We had a great talk at Vera's areas.

Had a dinner with Rainnie and friends 2 weeks ago as Rainnie is going off to China soon. Had a buffet dinner at Sukiya (Marina Square). Really really bloated. It is nice! Love the salmon! :)

I met up with an online friend from Zoosk last Saturday. I was damn nervous seriously. I can feel I have butterflies in my stomach and I can feel my cheeks pretty warm when I met him. What is wrong with me? "Relax!" I reminded myself. But he seemed pretty nervous himself too. Lols. We were supposed to meet for movie (Paul) in the evening. But my appointment was postponed so I met him earlier. However, we had like 2 hours to kill! So we just walked around Wisma. It was pretty awkward I guess. Ha ha!

He tried his best not to stone and think of conversations to entertain me. But I guess my reactions are pretty cold. Seriously I have no idea why. Normally when I met with my clients, I would ask them questions so that I could get to know them better and I will have expressions and laughters and ask them more questions showing them I'm listening, interested and curious to find out more. I have people telling me that I have a good smile. Probably that day I was dead nervous. I'm totally a conversation killer. Lols.

The movie Paul, is pretty lame. Some parts are pretty funny that I laugh out loud. When I sensed that he was sitting pretty calmly, I tried to control my laughters. Am I being self-conscious of how I behave? Why am I being so self-conscious of my behavior anyway?

We had dinner at a Japanese restaurant. I can't really remember the name of the restaurant. It is near Holiday Inn Hotel that area. But anyway, its specialty is its BBQ sticks but... they are damn salty! Lols. I like their potato salad and the raw shrimps or dunno what. Nice! I was touched by one of the things he did. He peeled the prawn shells for me. Pretty sweet right? You know why I'm touched. Because normally if I see the prawns with shells I would rather don't eat them. So most of the time, my parents, my aunties or uncles would help me peel the shells. I'm seemed pretty pampered huh? lols. I wondered does he always peel prawn shells for people. Lols. We were damn full after our dinner! This meet up seemed pretty much awkward I feel but he is really a nice chap! Haha!

Okay, that's all for now. Still got more updates regarding my cycle trip and my haircut experience. Haha!

Love,

Sam :)

Life is happening!

Life has been happening! Probably shall update soon. I like to share what kinds events happening to me. But I am just too lazy to pen/blog things down. When I have the mood and really have the time, probably I shall share.

Life is good! There are so many things I want to do & need to do!

Ganbatte!

:)

Loves,

Sam

An update about my life!

Went to USS last Friday! Conquered my fear for roller coasters! Lols! It is fun! Wee! :)

Hot topic for the current moment is General Election. I need to vote for the first time. haha! I more or less know who I'm voting for already. haha!

Life is as usual. I really wish to do a detail update but... too much to say as well. Too many things happened and sometimes I can't really remember what had happened. So life goes on.

Ganbatte to me!

:)

USS

Anyone free on Fri to accompany me go USS???

I thank my colleague for giving this ticket to me.
But it is only one free ticket to USS.
And it is exam time & people are working.
Probably is my 人缘不好. Sad and depressed. Sob sob.
Okay, if nobody goes with me, just go alone I guess.
Haha! I don't think I'm daring enough to go alone.
Lols!

Thoughts

所谓“希望越大，失望越大。”
有时候你付出得越多， 你想要的回报就越多。
但如果到后来所得到的回报没想像中的好，那怎么办呢？

Life is tired!

Tired! Haha!
Well, everyday is always so different and busy! But anyway, will try to update!

I just saw an interesting fact from the web about dating:

A study in the Journal of Epidemiology and Community Health suggests that being single for a long period of time could be bad for your health and increase your chances of death. In comparison to those who are married, singles are more at risk of health problems such as heart disease and have a shorter lifespan. Marriage is the binds a couple and social connectedness helps to prolong life.

Source: http://lifestyle.xin.msn.com/en/sex-relationships/article.aspx?cp-documentid=4783797&page=5

Haha! So I better start looking for a guy and settle down! Lol!

Did I mention that online dating don't seem to work and I went to Zoosk just for the fun of it? Well, statistics states that online dating works! I still simply can't believe it. Lol!

In 2007, Online Dating Magazine estimated that more than 20 million people visit at least one online dating service a month and that that there are more than 120,000 marriages a year that occur as a result of online dating.

Another fact about dating which I think is pretty interesting too:

According to a study called Social Cognitive and Affective Neuroscience, men have been found to judge women on their attractiveness within a millisecond. It was also found that women need proof as to whether a man will be a good mate, trustworthy and committed and therefore take longer to decide.

So it goes to mean that males are more of a visual person whereas for females, they take time to understand a person. Probably they give chances as well. It also means that if a female wants to attract a male, they need to doll herself up?

I bought a pair of heels today. Lols. Love it but it is seriously painful to walk in heels. Wonder why women still walk in them. But seriously when I wore it, you will feel a difference. Taller and looks more beautiful. Lol!

Okay, so much for now.

All the best to me! :)

Sam

What shall I do?

I feel like fainting... What shall I do? I'm in a situation which I dunno what shall I do now... Oh my...

Interesting fact

Do you want to get rid of your double chin? Here is the secret: Open your mouth as wide as you can, and hold that position for a few seconds. Then close your mouth slowly. Focusing on putting your bottom teeth over your top teeth so that you would have an under bite. Hold that position for a few seconds and that release. Repeat this exercise for at least 10 times each day and you will see a difference in a couple of weeks.

2nd of April, Sat

Had a great shopping time at far east. I bought a pair of pants and a dress at Purpur. A sleeveless dress. Can you believe it? I have big arms, so you get what I mean. I bought 2 belts too. I bought another dress in another shop too. Can you believe it? I bought two dresses. I don't really wear dress, seriously, as I think that pants or shorts are more comfortable to walk in. I mean you don't need to care that I will scare of zhou guang or what so ever.

But I need change in my life especially after I start my career. I need to take care of how I present myself, the way I look and so on. My wardrobe needs a complete change I guess. For those who know me, I don't care about how I wear. T-shirt and shorts are a norm for me. Dresses and skirts are pretty rare case. I am changing as I need to.

We need to change as everything changes. The only thing that doesn't change is change. If you don't change, you will be left behind.

I need a decent pair of shoe probably with kitten heels at the moment. Someone said before, shoes are most important to a lady as they are the ones which take you to the path you want to take. It is a long journey in life so you will need a good pair of shoe to walk this path with you. Invest in a good pair of shoes today! Ha ha! But I'm really on low budget. I haven't got my first ever salary. I am still waiting.

Talking about waiting. I dislike waiting and I dislike people to wait for me as well. Time is wasted while waiting for people and will be bored. But I am a pretty patient person so to speak. I know the feelings of being pestered and ordered to hurry up so I normally I will tell the person I have reached and wait patiently. Most of the time, the person will have some decency to hurry. Whereas there are people who hate to wait, will keep calling the person every other minute to hurry up. Obviously I won't do that as this will make the person slower and anxious. This happened to me so I won't do it on people.

We went to watch Morning Glory after that. Nice show. I am impressed by the main female lead's character. Straight-forward, able to take control of the situation and confident. It is a really great movie. Highly recommended by me! Just to realise that Amercians are vocal people and they are not afraid to voice out their views. I wonder if I ever live in Amercia, will I be able to survive? I used to think that my views are not important so I don't really voice out, probably because I'm not confident of myself. Constant reminder of how I act and response. Look into people's eyes. Need to force myself to get out of my comfort zone and have my own point of views.

Although it was only like less than a month, it was a tough month. So much to learn. So much to adapt. And so much to change. Time and time and again, I admit, give up is on my mind. Then I think again, is it worth it to give up now, what you have done in the past few months would be gone to waste. Give up now and you will be look down upon. This gives them more reasons to pove them right. My parents are getting old already, who are going to take care of them. Are you going to let them work till the end of their lives? When are they going to retire? These make me hold on to my belief. I need to learn and face the challenges bravely.

Ganbatte! I can do it! =) Shall go sleep now. Time now is 4.30m according to my lappy's clock. Sam signing off. Bye. =)

2nd April

Everyone seemed so busy these days that hardly anyone updated their blogs! Jia u everyone for those in exam!

1st of April

Happy April's Fool Day! =)

My birthday!

I'm offically 22! Oh my! I'm getting old.
It was a pretty special birthday this year as I went to Bintan. A short getaway from Sinapore. Lols.

Well, tried a couple of new things like ride on buggy (I like it! ), body surfing & ride into the forest (dust everywhere on my face!)

Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes!

Chiong for the year!

By the way, I finally bought a new notebook! =)

Although I wanted a macbook but do not have the budget at the moment, will get it at a later stage! Ganbatte! =)

See you!

Sam :)

New life!

I had been busy the whole week! Lots of things happened. Fun & tired. Great experience.

Thanks for my family, friends & colleagues who helped to celebrate my birthday on Friday! =)

I have lots of things wanted to update but I don't know where to start. Haha!

If you want to know about how I was recently, I'm doing good. If you want more details, catch me on SMS or give me a call, see if I have time to actually answer or reply.

If you want to do business with me then call me or SMS me, or else, I don't think I have the time.

I'm going to Bintan later!

See ya! =)

Sam

Finally!

I finally got the thing off my chest! I felt relieved!

Yes, they object.

I expected already.

But I'm determined!

All the best to me! =)

Loves

I felt so love just now. =)

Anyway, fun time always passes fast. I always wonder why there are only 2 days of weekends and 5 days of weekdays. *Sianz!*

Went to Marina Garage (did I spell it correctly?). I brought my specially made food (mostly canned food) while the rest bought food there. At least I did put in the effort. Ha ha! Do you know why I suddenly want to learn some cooking? Because there is this Chinese proverb that states that to win a guy's heart, you need to first win his stomach. I always ignore this. *Lols* But it is true through some people experiences and word of advices.

Don't get any wrong idea. There isn't any guys I want to impress in that group. Ha ha! They are maybe just my guinea pigs? *Opps*

Did some kite flying too & remembered some memories with my dad. Come to think of it, I had very little memories with my dad. Kite-flying is the only activity that he taught me I remember. That time was at marina that open space if I remembered correctly. But it was closed down already if I am not wrong. Kind of sour and emotional after that and the kite suddenly flew down and the strings got tangled. Nice one. I think this sent a signal to me to look forward. I should be the one supporting the family already. Ganbatte! :)

This kite flying gave me some inspirations to write a story. It is still under constructing.

Oh ya, did I help Pauline promoting her story? It is called Calling. Kind of nice and interesting. Here is the web: http://www.thoughts.com/WhiteLily/calling-start-of-the-contes-de-fe-

You know why I like? Because the main female character, Amaya, seemed so much like me. *Lols*

Went Bugis Street to shop! I bought a couple of clothes. He he! Loves Bugis Street! ;)

Loves Black Tea Michitto (I think I spelled it wrongly) from KOI! <3

Loves the butter crab & Crab with Bee Hoon specially prepared for me. Felt so loved! <3

*LOVES*

It is really very nice! The smell of cheese and butter still on my fingers. Till now I still felt bloated. Feel so sinful! I haven't even go on track after a week of saying! Oh my!

You know what Pauline told me? She fainted after jogging?! Oh my! But she is okay now, still have the energy to go shopping. *Lols*

Okay, I shall sleep now, don't know why, I have been sleeping late these few days. I don't want to get to bed! But need to.

LOVE,

Sam :)

Shocking news each week

Another week has passed by.

I have yet to announce the news.

But I have choose the respective group.

Am I up for it? It is all depends on myself.

Ganbatte!

I realized I'm being so childish on my previous post.

I still like JJ Lin after all even though he likes a bimbo. Sorry to say that word. He got my blessings. *Bless*

I have appointed Pauline as my dating advisor. *Lol*

I announced that I want a boyfriend by this year right. So she helped me to set up an account in Zoosk, an online dating website. Personally, I don't believe in such website or see photo you like that person that kind of thing. But just to have the fun and maybe make more friends and expand my social circle I guess?

I heard two news last week. One is good news, one is not so good news. Pauline commented that why my friends lives are so interesting while mine is so boring. Thanks wor!

I heard another news just now! Kind of shocked. Ha ha! Just because well, kind of difficult to explain. But to think of it, their characters compromised each other. Anyway, congrats to the two of them. Ha ha!

Watched *Black Swan.*

Beautiful ballet dance moves. But I feel kind of gross over with the blood and the pressure Luna exerted on her one foot. I can feel the pain. Overall, still a not too bad movie. I quite like the way the mentor teaches the main actress how to seduce. Ha ha! I mean this kind of thing won't happen in schools. I feel that I still prefer comedy. Life already so tense up, watching Black Swan makes my feelings even worse. I need some laughers in my life!

Need to get back on track soon. One week already and I am still not on the track doing some exercise! Damn it!

I interviewed a very charming lady today. She is so good, professionally dressed, pretty, nice perfume, calm. Imagine at the age of 27... She has leadership skills, PR skills, communication skills. I feel so "small" besides her. I do hope to know more about her. Ha ha! More to learn. A very charming lady! Lols.

Okay, I shall get to my bed now.

Nights & sweet dreams! =)

First exercise for the Year!

I had my first exercise for the year! That was cycling with Shang Yi on last Sat! Two hours! We cycled till we see the plane track! Woo ho!

Tired but feel so good after that! Think about it, I have not been exercising for quite some time already. I shall start going to jog!

I weigh myself the other day and I almost fainted when I see the scale on the weighing machine! Oh my goodness!

I tried to wake up these two days to go jogging but to no avail. Sigh. Due to laziness again!

I just heard a very sad news. Sigh. I don't feel like talking about it. But sigh. Don't seemed to like JJ already.

Okay, tomorrow is a new day!

Ganbatte!

See you!

=)

Not done

When do I have the guts?

Not done, not say.

Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone! =)

Another year of being single! I want a boyfriend by this year! Ha Ha!

I'm feeling so tired!

I shall tell her by tomorrow!

Ganbatte!

=)

JJ Lin in real life!

Finally get to see JJ in real- life. I think he looks better in photos. Lols, opps.

His eyes are really small and his hair is really messy I think. He needs to cut his fringe already I think! Lols. But I still like his cute dimples! So cute! =)

A little bit of disappointment that he didn't sing! I thought he will be singing! He only sings at the Party 5 which I didn't go.

Thanks Charmaine for accompanying me to go! hehe! We went to eat at Xin Wang at *Scape. We met Meidi by the way. I finally got to drink Gong Cha. I drank the Milk Tea. To conclude, I still prefer KOI.

We went to sing at KBOX after that.

Accompanied Andrea to eat at T.G.I.Friday. Her dinner was pretty expensive and the service is not pretty good.

Went to eat ice-cream at Udders again! Love it! Awesomely Chocolate! =)

My Saturday is fruitfully well-spent. =)

Need to exercise! Oh, photos are uploaded on facebook! Take a look!

It is 13 Feb already! One more month is my birthday! Oh my! I'm turning 22! That is OLD! Sigh! There is a JJ concert on 5 March, I wish that is my birthday present. Lols, of course someone must accompany me go. Lols. But it is quite a waste of money though. I would prefer my present to be nice clothes, nice shoes, nice accessories, nice bags... lols. so greedy. I believe the person who is giving the present went through lots of thoughts of what to get for the receiver. So whatever present I will be happy. =)

I will be off to Bin-tan on 12 March to celebrate my birthday. He he! =)

Okay, shall update soon! =)

e-awards

A few days ago, I saw Shuwen's blog and asking people to vote for her fan ruien. I voted. Do vote for JJ too! When you register do note that the DOB should be MM/DD/YYYY instead of the DD/MM/YYYY that is stated on the web. Do register & vote here: http://sgeawards.omy.sg/categories/#music-list1-nom1.

JJ is being nominated for:

Most Popular Male Singer

Most Popular Local Singer

Most Popular Music Video of 她说

Vote now!

JJ Lin

Copied from Unusual.com website. I'm going to see JJ later, so excited. My first time seeing him in real life. Lols. So lame. I haven't bought his new album though. Seem like I'm not really a good fan of his. Lols. But I have listened to all his songs in his new album.

I like 她说 & 记得 in his new album. The rest not too bad. The songs in this album most of them are 反唱. Go suppose k and buy his album! I will be buying soon! =）

JJ I AM World Tour 2011 Autograph Session
Date: 12 February 2011 (Saturday)
Time: 4pm
Venue: The Heeren Level 1, Fountain Stage
JJ will autograph on JJ I AM World Tour 2011 concert tickets or his latest album《她说》

JJ 林俊杰I AM世界巡回演唱会 签名会
日期：2月12号（星期六）
时间：下午4点
地点：The Heeren Level 1, Fountain Stage
只要携带JJ 林俊杰I AM世界巡回演唱会门票或JJ最新专辑《她说》，就能索取JJ亲笔签名

CNY!

Happy Chinese New Year! =)

I overheard an conversation yesterday saying that CNY seemed like very quiet. The streets like Orchard Road & Bugis Junction & Bugis Streets seemed like very quiet. (Is it? I went Bugis over the weekend and it is so crowded! I thought to myself.) Christmas has become a trend as compared to CNY already. ( I secretly agreed to this sentence.)

Nowadays, people seemed to be celebrating Christmas as compared to Chinese New Year. How come? I wonder why.

With a goal in mind. Focus & aim.

Life has been good but can be better. Fight on! =)

Sam

Avoiding...

I have been avoiding I realized. Avoiding myself and people who care about me.

Face up the truth!

2nd week of the year 2011!

Haha! 2nd week of the year has ended. Now coming to the 3rd week already. Seemed like time really passes fast!
I realised time can 淡忘 a person. Although at times will still think about you like how have you been, the frequency is not as many as it used to. 走在我们曾经走过的人行道上，又不知不觉想起了你。但感觉已没那么强烈了。知道你已经去追求你的梦想和幸福。只想说谢谢你，曾经在我的人生里给了我一个美好的回意。现在，你的人生里已没了我，我的人生里也没了你。祝你幸福，我永远的朋友。

Feeling: Confused & vexed

Okay, I have made a decision and I should have follow through. But I wonder why now and then I have doubts. Yes, I have doubts about myself.

I haven't told my parents about my decision. As always, 先斩后奏, did I write it correctly? 烦。

加油吧，女人! :)

Happy New Year!

Hey yo! Happy New Year!

Is my wishes come a little too late? Ha! It is never too late.

I had a great gathering with Sec Sch clique! Went to Skinny Pizzas for lunch at Raffles City! It is not bad overall. The service is good. Despite the great crowded on New Year Eve, the staffs still put on a smile and handle customers tactfully. We ordered 3 pizzas and 3 size dishes. Total cost is around $100. I feel is a little bit steep and the size dishes are a bit too small. I was kind of shocked when the dishes are served. I quite like the pizzas. Overall not bad! =)

We went to Ben and Jerry's after that for dessert! =) Love Choco fudge!

After that I went to Andrea's house to countdown for New Year!

Drank alcohol then my left arm became red. I wonder is it because of the alcohol or become some insects bit me. Till now, there are redness on my arms and my neck. Itchy.

Let me share with you one of my childhood mischiefs. When I was I think primary school, I can't remember which level already. I led my little brother and my cousin to drink alcohol that was in the house. Being young and naive at that time, I didn't know it was alcohol. I mimic how the adult drink the alcohol. Put ice cube into a glass and pour the alcoholic beverage. I even gave my little brother and my cousin to drink.

You guess what happened? My cousin vomited at midnight and the adults wonder why the vomit smelt of alcohol. My brother fell sick. As for me, I had red spots all over my body the next day, that is what they called jiu feng. Now, you riped one of my secrets. Ha!

But that was the only time I had that jiu feng. I still drink alcohol during gatherings etc.

So to conclude should be some irritating insect I guess.

And then, that irritating Ryan came out with a "great idea" to drink tap water for forfeit for those who lost on the games. I remembered the time I drank one bottle or two bottles of tap water at a go during my JC class chalet because I lost a game. And I have to keep going toilet after that and I feel so bloated. That day, same time happened. I felt so bloated and feel like puking. So my. So uncomfortable!

We went off at around 4am! Ha!

Celebrated my little cousin 7th birthday on New Year. I love the durian cake. A bit angry didn't wait for me to cut the cake because I want to take photo! Should blame myself for sleeping too much! Ha!

We went to Crab House 螃蟹之家 to eat! I love the butter crab! Yummy. So crowded and drizzling. The table a bit small for 15 people. For the food, I don't mind come again. Ha!

Okay, that's all for my New Year! Oh ya, my new year resolutions. Tell you next time! Because I have limited time for using the laptop of my brother. Sad, desktop spoiled.

Okay, see ya！

Sam :)

Christmas Day!

I spent my Christmas eve and counting down to Christmas on Kbox. Yes, I totally agreed that it was damn expensive to sing on a Christmas eve and Christmas. Damn it! Flo, Andrea and Billy seemed to be my Kbox buddies already. Ha!

We went off at 4am! Tired. Had my breakfast at Mac. Totally tired. I think I slept at 6am.

I went to Johore with my family on Christmas! Surprisingly there was no traffic jam.

Okay, I am now blogging in Johore house. Ha! Pretty cool!

Need to go back soon! =)

Bye!

Sam

Christmas Eve!

懒洋洋的下午，
听着他的歌，
感觉很好。

Weird

It seemed weird totally. I don't have the urge to watch drama. I was browsing through the dramas and see which one shall I watch but I don't have the urge or the mood to watch it. And it is just so weird. I'm a drama freak or I'm someone who likes to watch television, movies, dramas etc... But now I don't even have the mood, don't even know what to watch. And don't even bother to watch. And I'm someone who once I started to watch a drama and I think is nice, I will continue to watch it non-stop to the extent that I need not sleep. But now, not anymore. The other day which was quite sometime back, Pauline introduced me to watch a Japanese drama and I think is not bad. It is only like 10 plus episodes, till now I haven't even watching it and I forgot the title of the drama. How great!

Just finished catching the horror movie on Channel U. I don't really understand the story line. Is story line of horror movie always not easy to understand? Tired. I love to watch horror movie. Is just the thrill I guess.

Tired. Okay, I trying to search for the Japanese movie that Pauline introduced me. I shall finish watching it.

See ya!

Blur

What can my blur-ness stop?

It seriously irritates my life!

Heading to...

What's next?

JJ!

I want to watch JJ concert! Anyone wants to accompany me?

I am left with $100 for the month to spend. How am I going to survive on that? Don't want to talk about it why I left with only $100. But I quite like my hair just that the color doesn't really obvious. There is always a first time.

Tired!

Had a great time at Downtown East with family and relatives! Good games! Monopoly Deal and Shabotouch is it? Fun! Had a great crabbie dinner too! haha!

And I failed M9 exam. Need to retake on 16th Dec this coming Thursday and I haven't even touched the book since then. How wonderful!

Okay, I'm tired!

Hope everything will be fine!

See ya!

Sam

Thoughts

Just some thoughts after spying and looking through Facebook and see that school hall as in you know staying in school hostels seemed kind of cool. Like posting your room mate's secrets on Facebook etc and rumors and gossiping. Seemed like so fun and enjoying life.

Well, for now, I already way past that age already. That seemed kind of sad. I'm going to another stage of life. Learning how to survive, learning how to handle people and communicate to people.

Been walking on the streets for the couple of months and I was wondering if I have grown old or what. The kids or youngsters on the streets seemed so young, younger than me. I feel so old or matured all of the sudden. Oh my goodness, is it part of life? Have I aged? Or I just looked at things differently?

I still trying to get out of my comfort zone. I need to try harder in fact. I don't approach to people to talk or start off with a conversation, most of the times are people approach me. Well, I need to learn to approach people and start off an topic. You can do it! =]

Have I told you that my weekly tuition is on Wed? Anyway, I had my second lesson yesterday. The student asked me lots of questions about my personal stuffs. And I kind of tricked him. Sometimes, I feel that dealing with kids, he is going to secondary two by the way so that makes him still a kid, make me more at ease than dealing with adults. Maybe is because they tell you directly what they don't like or like or give you more genuine replies or reactions. Adults, the words they used or said, sometimes, you need to read between the lines or sometimes, you can't even catch they trying to say or trying to mean. Sometimes, what they said can mean opposite meanings totally. Why are they so complex? This is giving me headache. Oh my goodness!

Is it just me who think this way? Am I thinking too much?

After my tuition, I had a great catch up with Jing Yi at NEX. It is a new shopping mall at Serangoon MRT. Lots of shops. More for commoners I would say as compared to Ion. What I mean is ION is for more the high status people I feel whereas NEX is more average Singaporeans I feel. I didn't see much of clothes shops but I do see lots of gifts shops and Korean cosmetics shops and quite a number of fast food restaurants. NTUC Extra which is 24/7. More restaurants are opening up.

We ate or rather I ate and she watched me ate at roaster chicken. She did ordered potato wedges and we both think it was nice! I ordered two piece chicken meal. It was quite fattening to eat at night and especially these! Whatever, please don't remind me. The meal came with a very small cup of drink but refillable, fries & coleslaw. Apparently they don't have Milo, that is pretty sad. Their fries finishes so they changed to marsh potatoes for me. The chickens are crispy and nice. marsh potatoes is covered with cheese. Delicious! Two piece chicken meal cost $6.90. Well, it seems pretty affordable I guess as it is the standard price already for a set of meal in a fast food restaurant.

If I'm going to franchise a fast food restaurant. It must have Milo. =) If I'm going to franchise it will be Subway! My favorite but they don't have Milo also! Although it is not as expensive as Mac Donald. But it requires franchise fee of US $12 500. Wow! Maybe a few years.

Seemed like a couple of fast food restaurants are coming into Singapore to take over the KFC chicken market. Like the Texas Chicken which I didn't try, Roaster Chicken that I ate last night, Wendy which I yet to try due to multiple criticisms on it but I will try it one day (hopefully it will not disappear), Popeye which is also not bad I feel. But still! My heart goes to KFC because KFC grows up with me. Got feelings. It is a place where my parents bring my brother and I out on a weekend to dine out. It's Finger linkin' good! And I personally respect Colonel Harland Sanders, the founder of KFC after hearing how he actually let his chicken recipe made known. Again, he has a vision that he worked towards it that his chicken recipe will be well-known one day. And he made it.

Okay, after so much, shall go back to my study already!

See ya!

Sam =)

Tired

It had been a taxing week this few days.

Like I mentioned before Monday was my convocation!

Tuesday I met up with Yvonne Chu! Thanks Yvonne for coming down to take photos with me. lols. We both thought the next meet-up would be next year already after our last meet-up. Then I went to NTU. Can you believe it? Lols. To take with Pauline, Shang Yi & Si Jia. Thanks guys for staying back so late. And I realised NTU people are quite nice. Got one guy helped us take pictures and he made sure we are happy with the photos, he then left. Quite nice right? lols. And I finally saw.... Shang Yi knew this. lols. Yap, he is not bad looking. Lols. But now, she got her xin fu already. Lols. NTU students stayed in school till very late, I think is because it is the exam period. Jia u lor!

Wednesday! I got tuition at Serangoon. My first ever tuition in a tuition centre. Initially, my first impression of my student was shy and quiet boy. But after like one hour or so, he became very noisy and asked me a lot of questions not relating to studies. Nice one. He is a funny kid. Lols.

Thursday! I went for M5 exam! And I finally passed my exam after the 2nd attempt. Yeah! Congrats to me. =) Oh ya, my p6 student didn't do well in her PSLE. But what's done can't be undone, so just move forward. Jia u!

Sent my mum & relatives off to Beijing! I wanna go! But my mum doesn't sponsor, sad and depressed! Nvm! I will save up and go!

okay, very tired! Harry Potter soon! And it is Friday! lols! Hohoho! =)

Sam

Booked booked

Shall update later k, a lot of things to do! lols!

Photos will be upload soon on convocation on facebook.

Check it out! =)

Sam

=)

Do something meaningful everyday. Like learn a new thing/word each day. Make a new friend. Learn new skill. or do something that y0u won't do on a regular basis. Try it, make your day and actually use your brain a little.

My word of advice. Lols.

Thanks guys for the photos! =)

You make my day. =)

Thanks for being there.

tired!

But still need to go and prepare stuff.

See ya! =)

Sam

Convocation!

Finally, I'm officially graduated! =)

Too much to say but nothing is on my mind now. Excited and had fun for the day. Just some parts of imperfection. But because of the imperfection you remember this day and have things to talk about. It is the journey or process that you need to enjoy.

I was nervous while I was sitting looking down on the stage. You know what comes through my mind? I was looking at the Chancellor, he looks wise and old with big tummy, he looks like Albus Dumbledore, the principal in Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry in the series of Harry Potter. I was imagining him as Dumbledore and the graduates taking certificates with him as the students of Hogwarts. Lols! I think is because we wear gown and everything, that make me imagine that. Let your imagination runs wild! Anyway, it is free, so why not imagine or dream as much as you can. Haha!

Finally, it was going to be my turn to be on stage. I can feel my heart pumping hard. It was my turn to be on stage! I nodded to the host who pronounced my name and walked towards the chancellor. He really looks like Dumbledore with the white hair and mustache. He said,"Congratulations" as he shook my hand and pass me my portfolio. I almost forgot to take photo with him. Luckily, he still hold on to my hand. I smiled at the photo (I wonder how I looked). After taking the photo, he said "good luck." I thanked him again for the 2nd time. I walked like zoombie like most of my friends said. Walked very slowly as my feet gave way I guess. I need to train on walking on heels! Damn it! It was embarrassing but I don't care as I don't think anyone will remember. Except for my friends I guess and I become joke of the day. But who cares? As long as they are happy, I'm okay to be make fun of for this small little joke.

After that, we had photo taking. We had dinner after that at Central. Had a great time for a day but after today, we need to get back to our normal life again. Like working and looking towards our career and dreams and fight. Life is a game and a journey. Enjoy the process! They are bound to have obstacles during the game or journey, get through it and fight and you will be fine and looking back, you will feel satisfied. Well, let's live our life to the fullness and doing something we like, looking for our passion and commitment and courage! Go go go! =)

Smile!

=)

Convocation

Convocation is coming soon in a few hours time! =)

Excited! =)

Wedding

The wedding is filled with people! Through my rough estimation, there were at least 40 tables and each table consists of 10 people. So there are at least 400 people! oh my!

Although it is not some grand wedding, I can feel the newly wedded couple are very happy and blessed. Good food especially the pork. Lols. =)

I told my mum that my wedding will have at least 1000 people attend and bless us and I will travel around the world to hold my wedding dinner. Lols. Then my brother kiddingly "sour" me that ya, your wedding will take at least one year to complete. Lols.

I'm kind of surprised that I will make such a comment as I kept saying I don't have any intention to get married. Well, maybe so... if the right guy appeared. Lol.

Okay, photos uploaded in facebook.

Tired! & lots of things need to be done! Omg! I need more time! Time management!

Sam

Updates!

I went back to Johore like I mentioned in my previous post.

Shall update about my trip back home at some other time. For now, no mood to update. Lols.

Tired! & so bloated!

See ya! =)

Sam

Thursday

I had dream after dream last night. The last dream I remember vividly was that Mad, Pauline & I were waiting to cross the road. Traffic was heavy, there was a convertible car stopped in front of us. It was opened. A man, black, was sitting inside carrying a baby at the back seat. A kid around 14 years old was driving the car. Madeline was playing around with the kid. I woke up feeling bizarre. It was already 9am in the morning! Omg! I was bloodly hell late for my work. Okay, what is my point of telling my dream? I saw the black guy after my work. Omg! That is not the first time already. Bald, tall & slim. Is it my subconscious mind that I saw him before in real life that I dream about him? Or is my "dream came into life"? That's scary. Omg!

But anyway, I saw a guy who I think I will like and fall in love one. Good at talking, gentleman, tall, slim, good at sports, I think he knows music too, responsible, etc. He really impressed me within that short one hour. But he is attached. Lols. I remember someone told me before good men are either attached or married or else they are gays. Lols.

Okay, but there is still a part of me still believe in love or true love that there is someone on this Earth that is belonged to me. Just hope that he appears soon or else I will give up hope of waiting already. Lols.

Charmaine accompanied me for lunch. Good lunch and good catching up. =)

Do read Pauline's story at this web: (I haven't read yet so can't comment)
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/Sovarian/

It is FRIDAY! =)

Sam

Speech

This speech was sent by Pauline, I think is a pretty good speech. Do take a look! =)

http://tuesdayslove.tumblr.com/post/56079226/dont-work-avoid-telling-the-truth-be-hated-love

Tuesday

I was pretty upset about failing my M5 exam then I decided to read this book titled Secret. Trust & believe in yourself. Have positive thoughts, focus on what you have & be gratitude to what you have. Then good things will happen to you. It really helps me a lot in having happy thoughts I guess. Be gratitude. Trust & believe. Be positive! =)

Watched The Social Network. Pretty cool. I did a search on the founder Mark Zuckerberg. He is only 26! He is the youngest billionaire at the age of 23! Omg! That is incredible! All he needs is an idea and he believed in it and worked on it. It is his passion in programming and he found it when he was young.

So what's mine?

Sam

Update on my life

I finally had a meet-up with my beloved Yvonne Chu on last Tuesday to celebrate for her 21st. Lols. We had dinner at Fish & Co. and I think I laughed too much and attracted too much attention from the waiter/waitress. Lols. Who cares? I enjoyed myself. We ate ice cream at Udders too. Did I spell it correctly? I love ice cream! =) I had a great time that night! =)

Had a meet-up last Friday on a public holiday on Deepvali with my university friends. Rainnie and I were the earliest! That was pretty rare as I was always late. Lols. We slack at TCC while waiting for the rest to come. Damn cold! I shared ice cream & waffle with Flo. I'm loving it! We went to arcade. Followed by pool. I finally learnt to play pool! & of course I need lots of practice. Finally, we ate our steamboat dinner. Damn bloated!

Today went for my M5 exam! I failed. Sad and depressed. Guess, I didn't put in enough effort and didn't put my heart and soul to it. Take it as a lesson and learn from it! Jia u ba! =)

Can't wait to watch The Social Network tml! Finally I can get to watch a movie after so long! omg! and Wedding during the weekend back in Johore! My cousin is getting married! So xin fu! And sadly, I can't get to attend Andrea's 21st bd party. Haiz.

It has been like one week or maybe two that I didn't see that guy with nerd spects already. I kind of forgot how he looks like already. Lols.

Get a life! Go go go! =)

Sam

Pay Check

Finally got my pathetic pay check after working for one pathetic and long month. Tired and wasting of my time. I hate exchanging my time for money, hate doing what I am doing. Damn boring.

I feel I'm so anti-social! I hate working! Lols.

My M5 exam is coming soon in another like 14h? lols.

Wasting time

I hate to have nth to do...

I hate to do things that do not use brains...

I hate being squeezed...

I hate being thrown like ball...

I hate being compared...

I hate doing things I don't like...

Sorry for the emo again...

I didn't see him today. Quite sad... Maybe that's why I'm emo. Lols.

He is cute! =)

Whatever.

Okay, off to bed.

Sam

Introvert

I went to do some search online and found something interesting:

1. What are Introverted Personality Traits?

A Guide to Introversion for Both Introverts and Extroverts

http://www.suite101.com/content/the-introvert-a13661

2. How to Go From Introvert to Extrovert?

http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/2005/09/how-to-go-from-introvert-to-extrovert/

Broke!

I was shocked to see my bank account balance is $5 when I was doing transfer of funds. I am totally broke now. OMG!

Okay, I started working already as most of you know. Pay is damn pathetic, can't even feed myself. When you work, you got a few syndrome. Firstly, you are looking to Fridays and scream TGIF (thank god is Friday) when Friday comes. You will play hard on Friday and weekends. Then when Sunday comes, you feel moody because you need to work on Monday. When Monday comes, you have Monday blues because it is the start of the week and have 4 more days to Friday. The cycle repeats itself when Friday comes again. Lols. And you are always looking forwards to pay day!

You tell me if it is true for you. It is true for me. Lols.

As some of you know, I decided to take up exams for Financial consultant. I shall try it out for 1 to 2 years. If I don't like, shall go do something I like after that.

I think I need some changes to my characters, maybe that's why I chose this path. I am shy and introvert, this needs to be change. Need to become more friendly and outgoing.

Do my best! =)

Sam =)

Dilemma

Too much to say.

Too much need to be done.

Too much to think about.

Too many choices to make.

Too many problems to solve.

Too many people involve.

I'm just tired to entertain more people.

Just give me a break will you?

But anyway, I'm tired of being the first to say hi.

I'm tired of being ignored.

I'm tired of being left alone.

I'm tired of being used.

Sorry for emo-ness.

Off to my bed.

GRR!

Damn it! Damn it!

I still don't know what is my purpose in life! I mean I know what I want like retire early, have houses blah blah blah! But I don't know where to go next, what to do in order to achieve these goals, what are my passion? Damn it! Steve Jobs is so lucky to find what is his passion in life early. What are my passion? Connecting the dots...

I missed school! I went back near secondary school today. Just happened to passby there. With school uniform. I missed wearing that and I bought cup corn @ only $1. The coffee shops or the shop houses there I think main customers are secondary school kids. Walking back the memories lane, the pathes I used to walk, the place I used to live. So many memories, so many things have changed too.

Suddenly I feel old, I should be at the age of looking at the present and forward and not looking back or looking at the past. Okay, look at the present and look forward!

Just keep looking! Connecting the dots.

Sam

Taiwan & Hong Kong

I'm back since 21 Sep from Taiwan & Hong Kong! I had fun! Yeah!

I'm in love in Taiwan! I wish I can go back again! Yeah!

Taiwan people are really very friendly and I love talking to them!

Taiwan people will stand on the right side of the escalator, unlike Singaporeans who hack care and stand on both sides of the escalator. Taiwan people will let people to alight the train first before entering. They are fashionable! 60% of the guys are not bad one I think, even if they are not good-looking, they know how to dress up properly. One of the main reasons I like there, to look at guys. haha! =)

Had some bad experience with the tour, don't go for tour in Taiwan, I feel that they are con and they wasted time and money. Better to go ourselves when the transportations are pretty good and friendly people around to help you. Yap. =)

Taiwan University students are so cute, when we asked for direction in Chinese, they like to answer in English, maybe they just like to show off their English. While we like to show off our Chinese. Haha! =)

I love wufengpu where all the nice and cheap clothings and accessories are. I went to 3 ye shi (night markets) I think including Shilin where all the nice food are! Buy fake eyelashes there, it is cheap! I regretted not buying the fake eyelashes.

I realized I like to look at guys with nerdy glasses that's why I got a pair of nerdy glasses for myself too! =) I have yet to wear it.

I love jiu fen too! It is a calm place where you would feel relaxed. I bought lots of pineapple tarts there. haha! =)

Went to a Hello Kitty Restaurant too! Food is good and cute! =)

Hong Kong is a place for shopping especially for branded goods where they are pretty cheap as compared to Singapore. Charmaine bought a Prada wallet and bag. She is damn rich! haha! I think I have to wait for a couple of years then I would have the money to afford I guess. Haha!

I feel tired after I came back. Is this jet lag? So tired.

I wish to travel every year! =)

Photos in facebook. See you soon! =)

Sam

Dream world

Well, everyone seems to be going for the things they like doing. Be it studies for most of my friends like Shang Yi, Wan Hui, Madeline, Pauline, Si Jia, Seow Ling and many more. Pauline is into her designing in IMVU. Louisa is busy with her own stuffs as well. Wan Li is busy with her own stuffs as well. Even the clubbing girl, Shu Wen, is missing in action. Ha ha!

Well, as for me, still pondering and staying stagnant I guess. For 3 weeks already, I still don't know what is my passion and what I like. Why is this so difficult?

Anyway, I continued my story where I started when I was in Secondary 2, I think I need to complete it as I feel 做人要有始有终。

My story can be found here: http://loveinair-bysam.blogspot.com/

I wonder when can I go back to guitar, knitting and continue learning more things. I'm so lazy! Need to change to lazy habit. No no!

Okay, see ya soon! =)

M5

I went to sit in for an finance course for two days, damn so much theory but I learnt a lot. Tired.

My right ear was blocked since Monday night after digging the ear wax with cotton stick. Damn uncomfortable. I can't hear properly, I can't even hear properly what I'm talking. Damn irritated when I had a tuition on Tuesday. Hope my hear will become better tomorrow!

Enjoyment

1 September (Wed)/ 2 September (Thur)

Met up with Pauline and Louisa at 313 Somerset. The purpose of the met up is to watch Step Up 3 & walk walk. We were deciding which ice cream shops shall we go. Marvelous cream, Marche or Cold Rock. We went to eat ice cream at Cold Rock. Although a little pricey but the ice creams are really not bad! Should try it! Shared with Pauline the cookie dough. Although Louisa's chocolaty ice cream looks like shit still not too bad I guess. Haha! Why the cinema is not at 313 itself and it is at cine leisure. We walked up and down cine and 313 like a few times already. Zara & Forever 21 & Uniqlo are not bad at 313. Levis is a bit you know can't make it. We went to watched Step Up 3. It is a pretty simple story. I feel the story is somewhat similar to Street Dance. The actresses dance steps are pretty nice and beautiful. Like I told Pauline, I like to see people dance but I don't know how to dance myself. Ha! Dinner accompanied by Pauline at Vivo City. I ate zha jiang mee in the food court. I think is not too bad but I prefer the one I ate near NUS campus! I missed the supper there. Ha!

Went to St James Power Station with Pauline. Had some trouble finding it. But thanks to the clubbing girl, Shu Wen, we managed to find it and went in. Ha! Two geeks went to this kind of place. A bit unusual huh? I feel my attire is not appropriate I guess. We or rather myself received a number of stares from people. But who cares? Ha! Managed to familiarized with the place. As night approached, more people were coming in. We queued for about 2h for 2 drinks- Vodka Cranberry and Vodka Sprite, thanks for Wan Hui and Shu Wen intro. Cranberry is nice. Sprite is nice too except that it has a aftertaste. We did not know what to order for your information. We are damn noob please. Ha! We went to the dance floor after the drink. Pauline was damn high while I was pretty rigid with my body. Ha! We left the loud place after that. Anyway, it was quite an experience with quite a number of good songs but I still find it not suitable I guess after all. I am a more down-to-earth person I guess. Ha!

2 September (Thur)/3 September (Fri)

I had a really tired night after yesterday. I slept till around 2pm if I remembered correctly. Luckily the cycling was changed to 3pm instead of 2pm. Billy fetched us all. Ha! Thanks! Sharon learnt her cycling! Good work girl! I had a great time cycling, I guess the rest as well!

We had Japanese dinner at Kallang Leisure Park. Then bowling. Then Kbox! =) Finally, supper at Kallang. We had prata. Ha! I drank tea and had a sleepless night. Thanks. I had a great day! =)

3 September (Fri)

I went to bed I think in the morning already when the sun already woke up. I didn't manage to fall asleep immediately, I think due to the tea I drank earlier. I remembered I last saw the time was 20min to 9am. Damn! Faster sleep, I need to wake up at 12pm and had an interview at 2pm. I woke up at around 2pm. Damn! By the time I prepared everything, it was already 3pm plus. I text-ed Steven, my mum's insurance agent that I won't be able to make it in time. He said no worry, still can come down. It is a position for financial planner, you can say helping people to plan their wealth and financial. It was a pretty long and interesting interview. I learnt something about this trade and more about myself. Ha!

Oh gosh! I was late to meet Louisa! We met to go to Li Ming's 21st birthday party at Aloha Loyang Resort! Great food & meet-up! =) One of her friends, also ex-Beattian, drove a bike! Damn cool! I also want to learn! I didn't realise Li Ming's brother is also an ex-Beattian. Yeah! I finally had my satays. Thanks Li Ming's dad for helping me to bing the satays. Ha! =) Great time!

4 September (Sat)

I was late again to meet Pauline at 313 Somerset. We were going to tripleone somerset to listen to a talk about financial advisor. Again, it was about insurance and advising people on wealth and financial, just different company. Seriously I don't know if I will want to go into this trade. Shang Yi pretty much know what is my concern. Ha! In dilemma! Follow my heart! It showed us this video and I found it pretty interesting. You can view the video at this website: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UF8uR6Z6KLc

Thanks Si Jia for the luggage and Madeline for sending it to me! =)

5 September (Sun)

Rest day! =) Watched Playful Kiss, Korean show. Jihoo! =) haha! Did some readings on Hong Kong & Taipei.

That's all! See ya soon! =)

Tourism Board

I think some of you might have heard I have booked ticket to Hong Kong and Taiwan at Natas. Yeah! Excited and scared at the same time I guess.

Excited because I am moving nearer to my goal in life I guess. Scared is because only two persons are going! Charmaine and me which means that it is pretty unsafe for two girls to go right. But still, I'm still excited! =)

It cost me $1.1k for the air tickets and the hotels. Please tell me it is worth it. Anyway, I'm going on 15 September. I wonder what shall I prepare for it and what places shall I go. Do recommend k? Cheap and good ones. I'm a poor kid now.

Oh ya, if you got any lo-bang to earn money, please introduce me. Thanks. I need instant cash! haha! I need to do some research on the countries and tidy my room! Oh gosh! See ya then! =)

Sam

Relaxed for a week

Yap, kind of relaxed for a week. But why time always fly so fast that I didn't even realized one week has passed.

I love my week as I really had at least 8 hours of sleep every single day except the day before that I went to Johore.

Yap. I went Johore yesterday with Pauline, her mum and her aunties. 5 of us. Finally got stamped in my passport after 5 months. Ya, I finally got my passport done. 2.5 more years before it expires. The book still has lots of spaces so I do hope I get to travel a lot soon. Of course not to my hometown only but to other countries as well. =)

It was a pretty cool trip. Her auntie drove damn fast that we reached in like less than 45 minutes. We went to CIMB Bank. I had flipped through 2.5 Prestige Magazines looking through photos and pictures of people, watches and cars. Nothing much through. One that caught my eyes is the hotel that is previously a prison/jail. Ya, you read correctly, it was a jail! It is the Malmaison Hotel in UK, London if I remember the fact correct, making up of 94 hotel rooms. It is pretty well-known in UK in fact if I'm not wrong. I have never been to UK or Europe sad to say. It was turned into a hotel as the jail wasn't suitable. I wonder why. The size or the condition? Never the less, I do hope I can go and visit the hotel or stay in one of the rooms in the near future. =)

There is another jail that was changed into a hotel as well. I can't remember what is that hotel already. It cost $150m changing it. Wow!

After the bank, we went to buy breads. I was told that the breads were damn nice and the breads are freshly baked from the ovens. I was told by one of the aunties that the place is quite dark or the oven is quite black that I might be scared of. Well, when we reached, I wasn't even have a bit of fright. In fact, I like it. The place is a bit of traditional type, the big oven is pretty black from all the toasting of breads. The breads are still warm when they are sold. I bought pretty lots of breads. They are nice! I love the banana cake. I wanted to take photos of the bread shop but I was scared photos were not allowed. I wanted to ask the uncle but he seemed too busy with customers so I didn't bother asking. The uncle is a pretty friendly guy.

I'm a person who does not have not much liking for coffee. But I wonder why Johore coffees are pretty nice. I drank a small cup from the bank and then later while we were enjoying our breads, I had a big cup too. It was really good, very smooth to swallow down the throat and it doesn't have the other taste bitter effect. Good!

I talked as if I wasn't from Malaysia. For your information, I was born in Johore. Surprised? I missed the Saba fish when I was young. But the whole row of food stalls were asked to go off if I'm not wrong as the government thought it was unhygienic to sell food nearby the river according to my dad. Whatever the case, it was a pretty good memory. =)

I missed the durians too from my hometown. Every year when I went home when I was young, there were lots of durians awaiting for me. They were from our durian plantations. But sadly to say, the plantations were sold due to some reasons. No more durians. But whatever it is, I had a good memory to keep as well. =)

I wanna eat durians!

The mee goreng (did I spell it correctly?) for our lunch was nice too. Although the green chillies were damn hot/spicy? It was not hot or spicy just choke my nose.

I had so much of memories for a day and so much of new experiences. Love it!

Oh ya! We went back to the bank again if I was not wrong, Pauline needed to sign some documents. But the blur queen (not me in this case) got the card gotten eaten up by the ATM machine. So we need to wait for a while.

Talking about blur, I forgot to bring out my phone the other day and troubled everyone. I was really sorry. Because of that, I missed my movie Step Up 3. Never mind, I'm watching it with Louisa next week. =)

Okay, enough for today. I'm currently looking for new experience and adventures. Ya, if you have heard, my parents want me to take care of them since I'm can consider officially graduate if I can pass all my modules for my last semesters. Okay, I need to find what is my passion and love. I learnt the other day from Steve Jobs in one of the youtube videos, you need to have passion and love for what you are doing or else you won't be happy with what you are doing and you will quit halfway. So what is my love and passion for? I wonder...

I guess I have been 吊儿郎当(did I write it correctly?) for the past 21 years of my life I guess. No more like that! What should I do? What is my love and passion for?

Okay I shall go continue to think what is it. See ya soon! =)

Sam

Emo

原来我的内心有一个人。

Home

Thanks to my exams, I'm able to stay at home. Haha! We have a home or rather a house but don't stay for long. The house is only for sleeping time. That costs lot of money like thousands plus plus plus for a HDB flat min. If you are talking about Condo, close to a million maybe. If you are talking about terrace, bungalow etc... u are looking at millions if I'm not wrong.

I was just wondering, why people spent so much money on houses and not staying inside for long to enjoy it.

Thanks for my exam I got to enjoy at home I guess. Well, I prepared mushroom soup yesterday. Well, that is a miracle I guess to actually get myself to open the stove. Sorry, I'm a terribly lazy person if you got to know me. Haha! I even lazy to go down to buy something to eat if I'm at home. I love my home so much especially the bed. That's why to prevent myself from going to my bed, I'm at my brother's room.

So what's was my point? Oh ya, so now I'm single and below 35, I'm not eligible for HDB flat. Damn it. So to get a house for myself, I'm a person who is anti-social and like to be alone, to think alone. Sorry, I'm a person who thinks a lot and a lot on nonsensical stuffs. That's why I need space. Haha! Actually for investment purposes as well. Okay, so I could only look at condo and above. Nice one, don't even have the cash now to even afford HDB maybe a one room flat, now even talking about condos? Whatever.

But I will! Yes, I can! =) I need to be thrifty. I was surfing the net last night looking at some of the richest man and found that they are rich for a reason. They lead a frugal life even though they are rich and they donate a lot to charity. Like our Singapore's richest man, Ng Teng Fong who died recently in 2 Feb 2010, he led a frugal and unostentatious lifestyle. Although he controlled at least a quarter of Singapore's housing market, he lived in the same house in Watten Estate, off Bukit Timah Road, for over 30 years and was known to even bring his own lunch on airplanes. Another example is Bill Gates and Warren Buffett actually donated his fortune or wealth to the needy, they already signed on the giving pledge. I think if I'm not wrong, they are the ones who came out with this idea. So you see, they are rich for a reason. They want to help the people in need. Wow!

It has been more than a week that I didn't go catch a movie already. Oh well, that is another miracle I created. You can see how spendthrift I was, to watch at least movie every week. I did watched consecutively for 3 days if I remember correctly. But anyway, if the cinemas want to hire me to watch movies and review on the movies I don't mind! =) I got free movies to watch. Haha! Is there such job available I wonder? But anyway, I do wish that my house got a threater at home. Wahaha! Not bad huh? If I remember correctly, F4 Korean has right? a threater at home? Damn cool! Somemore the seats are shiok that kind like the ones in Gold Class.

But anyway, where was I again? I dreamt about my husband is a singer. Is it a dream or is it my sub-conscious mind. (I think is JJ. Haha!)

okay never mind. I shall go to study. Tax paper is suck. See ya soon again! Bye! =)

Sam