haiz... ytd just returned from NTU- Camp Ideapolis 2006... today supposed to visit Uncle Ah Ping at Cheshire Home... but Sham was too tired I guess... she slept at 4am last night. However, I was too tired as well I guess. I slept 3 hours for afternoon nap. I slept at 2pm, when I woke up, it was already 5pm. I was shocked. Haix. Slept with my contact lens on. that is really bad. Maybe due to lack of sleep in the camp ba i guess...
Camp Ideapolis... forced into it... i also dunno why i joined anyway... not that i dun like or anything... just that my heart was not there... was somewhere else... haiz... group of 4... my group consisted of 3 guys... lun kuang, kok yong and fabian... these 3 days and 2 nights... i found the weakness and strengths of these 3 guys... LK is a smart ass but then, he is not pretty good with presentation... he got fear i think... but still a not bad presentation... ky... i dunno why... he is a sensative guy and observian guy... but he is scared of trouble... so he thinks that he less he speaks the less trouble he gets... and he v petty lor... i only scold him pig and he rmb it... wah lao... fabian... a real crapper... good presenter...
the good thing is that i saw quite a few shuai ge la... and ntu is quite a rich and big school... but too far liao... and v "ulu"... haiz... so which uni i shall choose? dunno leh... later all 3 uni i can't get in... touch wood... haha... btw, lou was at the camp too... haha... thanks lou, i mean her uncle for the fast ride home.... haha... =)
excited about the 19th dec... we are going to have a beatty gathering... haha... =) still got tml... going k box? haha... jia you ba... go go go... my hwk still haven touch... haiz... sian... jia u ba...
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Singapore Cheshire Home
my 2nd time at Singapore Cheshire Home... haha... felt so great! tell me my day 1st... today is 15th as in the lunar calendar... so went to temple to pray... then meet sham at the bus stop to Cheshire Home... ya rite... she was late as usual... so make use of this time to call... rejected...
him,"name?"
me,"jyeyin"
"age?"
"17 "
"we are looking for 18 and above... how long can you work."
"one month. "
"we are looking for people who are 18 and above and can work for long."
"ok. whatever. thanks anyway. bye. "
met at the wrong bus stop... nice one... haiz... nvm... only the next bus stop... blur as usual... haiz...
long walk to the Cheshire Home...
today task is to help Uncle Ah Ping to clean his stuff...
cleaned his two drawers... okay... not really his drawer... just two large reactular containers... 1st one lots of metal stuffs... and oily... being scolded by uncle ah ping for not wearing the glove... haiz... dustry... got cockroach skin... got real cockroach as well... scare the hell out of me... I screamed... I saw Uncle Ah Ping laughing at me... haiz... after the cleaning up... me n sham took Uncle to the market to eat...well, he took us to eat la... haha... he refused to eat... so bad... he took us around the market and stuff... oh man... when going back... need to go down the slope..cos m pushing uncle ah ping who is on a wheelchair... scared me... almost fall... all cos of the slippers la... not enough friction... i fall nvm... but if uncle fell... v dangerous... not v skilled with pushing wheelchair also... but i learnt something new about how to push the wheelchair when going pass a drain... haha... something new... made new friend there.... i think it is quite fun! =)
went j8 to shop... thanks sham for accompany me... hee... decided to go camp liao... still haven pack now... the time now( according to my com) is 9.49pm... haiz... nice one... jia u ba... go go go! we must win! =)
him,"name?"
me,"jyeyin"
"age?"
"17 "
"we are looking for 18 and above... how long can you work."
"one month. "
"we are looking for people who are 18 and above and can work for long."
"ok. whatever. thanks anyway. bye. "
met at the wrong bus stop... nice one... haiz... nvm... only the next bus stop... blur as usual... haiz...
long walk to the Cheshire Home...
today task is to help Uncle Ah Ping to clean his stuff...
cleaned his two drawers... okay... not really his drawer... just two large reactular containers... 1st one lots of metal stuffs... and oily... being scolded by uncle ah ping for not wearing the glove... haiz... dustry... got cockroach skin... got real cockroach as well... scare the hell out of me... I screamed... I saw Uncle Ah Ping laughing at me... haiz... after the cleaning up... me n sham took Uncle to the market to eat...well, he took us to eat la... haha... he refused to eat... so bad... he took us around the market and stuff... oh man... when going back... need to go down the slope..cos m pushing uncle ah ping who is on a wheelchair... scared me... almost fall... all cos of the slippers la... not enough friction... i fall nvm... but if uncle fell... v dangerous... not v skilled with pushing wheelchair also... but i learnt something new about how to push the wheelchair when going pass a drain... haha... something new... made new friend there.... i think it is quite fun! =)
went j8 to shop... thanks sham for accompany me... hee... decided to go camp liao... still haven pack now... the time now( according to my com) is 9.49pm... haiz... nice one... jia u ba... go go go! we must win! =)
Chalet
Just had a BBQ with Biz club... Am I missing out something or what... but anyway... I had great time talking to the girls...angel a ex beattian also... so maybe we got more to talk about? dunno... haha...we talked about her home... we(lin hui angel n me) also talk about tv shows... Happy Birthday to Mickey Mouse(forget the J2 senior name...opps) and happy belated to Yong Cai... dunno why recently so suay... play secret no always i kanna one... haiz... nvm... thanks calina and her mum... so sweet... =)
many things to think about you know....
1. my hwk...
2. my mum's bd
3. hui yi's bd...
4. yc's bd...
5. x'mas cards...
6. x'mas presents...my mum n dad... my bro? should i buy for him ar? what thing to buy also... haiz...
7. my family 1st chalet... my mum was telling me not to organise it... as I got so many things on hands liao...no time liao... no time for hwk... but... our 1st chalet... i think it will be fun... and Í'm so excited about it... imagine... haha... 5 families... so fun... =) cycle n swimming... when is the last time we had fun tgt other than eating on the restaurant table? it has been years i think... so on or not on? i dunno... but i really want smth to be diff this yr... last yr my mum was not in Singapore... or shall i postpone to next yr? cos i got more time next yrs as m graduate liao... haiz.. so fan...
8. shall I go for the camp? this coming wed to fri...
9. call the no. den if can go for interview... den still need training... den get the job?
10. Biz major project...
11. need to email the SPH...
12. our cny proposal...
13. study for test...
14. do i left out anything??? learn to play guitar... new song... kk? learn qing tian... yesh... haiz... so many things... i want to die liao...
15. company's proposal...
16. thinking how to earn money in a fast way... man... got debt to clear... haiz... sian...seeing the figure in my bank account decreasing every month... my heart arche...
tml need to go temple in the morn... den call... meet sham at the home... interview(maybe)... den i wanna go shopping... i wanna buy a chain for the amlet... hee... cos rebecca gave me a necklace... and got 3 earrings... thanks... =)
haiz... jia u ba! =) if u r busy means u r enjoying life... means u r alife! =) go go go! =)
many things to think about you know....
1. my hwk...
2. my mum's bd
3. hui yi's bd...
4. yc's bd...
5. x'mas cards...
6. x'mas presents...my mum n dad... my bro? should i buy for him ar? what thing to buy also... haiz...
7. my family 1st chalet... my mum was telling me not to organise it... as I got so many things on hands liao...no time liao... no time for hwk... but... our 1st chalet... i think it will be fun... and Í'm so excited about it... imagine... haha... 5 families... so fun... =) cycle n swimming... when is the last time we had fun tgt other than eating on the restaurant table? it has been years i think... so on or not on? i dunno... but i really want smth to be diff this yr... last yr my mum was not in Singapore... or shall i postpone to next yr? cos i got more time next yrs as m graduate liao... haiz.. so fan...
8. shall I go for the camp? this coming wed to fri...
9. call the no. den if can go for interview... den still need training... den get the job?
10. Biz major project...
11. need to email the SPH...
12. our cny proposal...
13. study for test...
14. do i left out anything??? learn to play guitar... new song... kk? learn qing tian... yesh... haiz... so many things... i want to die liao...
15. company's proposal...
16. thinking how to earn money in a fast way... man... got debt to clear... haiz... sian...seeing the figure in my bank account decreasing every month... my heart arche...
tml need to go temple in the morn... den call... meet sham at the home... interview(maybe)... den i wanna go shopping... i wanna buy a chain for the amlet... hee... cos rebecca gave me a necklace... and got 3 earrings... thanks... =)
haiz... jia u ba! =) if u r busy means u r enjoying life... means u r alife! =) go go go! =)
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Reflection about Ecube
Reflection about Experience & Earn Enterprise Programme
I learnt a lot from this course honestly. I know more about entrepreneurship. It is different from a business owner. An entrepreneur takes more risk while a business owner is more conservative. In addition, an entrepreneur earns more profit as compared to a business owner. However, I think every business starts from being a business owner then expand to becoming an entrepreneur.
Joanna and Donnie gave real-life examples of entrepreneurs for example Kenny Yap, Bill Gates and Ron Sim which inspired me in starting a business. They also told us about creative and innovative ideas for example bringing the life cycle of ants to become a business. Thus, this tells me that everything can be a business; opportunity is one that you have to create yourself instead of people giving you.
I also have an idea what a business plan is all about. It is not as simple and easy as I thought. It consists a lot of criteria so as to convince the person who is looking at the business plan, to ensure that our proposal will work and a give a wholesome and professional look.
We also learnt how to have a financial plan. We have to assume our expenses higher and our profits lower. We learnt how to calculate our revenues and know what assets are. We have a lot of group interactions which I think is pretty good. This gave the club a better bonding, this I think the club does not have much. I also think that we still do not know each other pretty well as well. Thus, I think this programme give the members a topic to talk about in the future.
We also learnt about marketing skills. We came up with our own advertisements and posters which I think are pretty good. We have excellent ideas. I feel so proud of our club suddenly. In marketing, we have to know who is our target customers and know what their needs are. In advertising, in terms of the advertisements in the television or posters or flyers, the colours, font of the words used, the graphics used, the size and layout of the flyers and posters are pretty important. We may also need a tagline to attract the customers’ attention.
From this programme, we can present our products better. I also realized that everyone can be a businessman or businesswoman, just that you got to have the passion and enthusiastic and that you have to love what you are doing. If you do not like what you are doing, do not bother about doing it as you will never succeed in what you are doing.
From this course, I also know one successful entrepreneur who is Donald Trump. He owns hundreds of companies and he is a billionaire. He failed once but he got up, he never gave up. He learnt from his mistakes. He worked with people well. He became one of the people I admired and looked up to.
In conclusion, this is a pretty good course and I think it is worth it. Although some parts are pretty boring, we learnt a lot from this programme which can bring us to the working world. This course also inspired us in becoming an entrepreneur. However, I think too many things are taught in only two days, much of the things we did not really fully understand. I think more time should be given and more activities should be carried out so that we understand better. Overall, I enjoyed this course.
I learnt a lot from this course honestly. I know more about entrepreneurship. It is different from a business owner. An entrepreneur takes more risk while a business owner is more conservative. In addition, an entrepreneur earns more profit as compared to a business owner. However, I think every business starts from being a business owner then expand to becoming an entrepreneur.
Joanna and Donnie gave real-life examples of entrepreneurs for example Kenny Yap, Bill Gates and Ron Sim which inspired me in starting a business. They also told us about creative and innovative ideas for example bringing the life cycle of ants to become a business. Thus, this tells me that everything can be a business; opportunity is one that you have to create yourself instead of people giving you.
I also have an idea what a business plan is all about. It is not as simple and easy as I thought. It consists a lot of criteria so as to convince the person who is looking at the business plan, to ensure that our proposal will work and a give a wholesome and professional look.
We also learnt how to have a financial plan. We have to assume our expenses higher and our profits lower. We learnt how to calculate our revenues and know what assets are. We have a lot of group interactions which I think is pretty good. This gave the club a better bonding, this I think the club does not have much. I also think that we still do not know each other pretty well as well. Thus, I think this programme give the members a topic to talk about in the future.
We also learnt about marketing skills. We came up with our own advertisements and posters which I think are pretty good. We have excellent ideas. I feel so proud of our club suddenly. In marketing, we have to know who is our target customers and know what their needs are. In advertising, in terms of the advertisements in the television or posters or flyers, the colours, font of the words used, the graphics used, the size and layout of the flyers and posters are pretty important. We may also need a tagline to attract the customers’ attention.
From this programme, we can present our products better. I also realized that everyone can be a businessman or businesswoman, just that you got to have the passion and enthusiastic and that you have to love what you are doing. If you do not like what you are doing, do not bother about doing it as you will never succeed in what you are doing.
From this course, I also know one successful entrepreneur who is Donald Trump. He owns hundreds of companies and he is a billionaire. He failed once but he got up, he never gave up. He learnt from his mistakes. He worked with people well. He became one of the people I admired and looked up to.
In conclusion, this is a pretty good course and I think it is worth it. Although some parts are pretty boring, we learnt a lot from this programme which can bring us to the working world. This course also inspired us in becoming an entrepreneur. However, I think too many things are taught in only two days, much of the things we did not really fully understand. I think more time should be given and more activities should be carried out so that we understand better. Overall, I enjoyed this course.
Cousin came to play
haha... ytd cousin peanut came to play... why he was called peanut? his name is Jia sheng sound like hua sheng which is equal to peanut... haha... dotts... his ipod got over 700 songs lor... what the hell... he came to borrow the cabble...den i asked what if i dun wanna lend you? den he say you won't dun wan to lend me one la... nice one... he knows my weakness... that is would not say no to those who came to ask me for help... haiz... is it good or bad? i dunno... but i will help in whatever way i can...he kept saying the f word... omg... what the hell... i forbid him to use... he tried not to use... you know why i hate tt f word so much? not only is a vuglar... cos he(the idiot) used it to scold me b4... what the hell...forget it... it is the past... that idiot is the past... den when he left... he said,"ah ji(sister), your beloved boy is leaving."then i told him,"wah... i wanna vomit already."haha...
today will be meeting sham n friends at amk... at 6pm ... kk... going to watch death note and gotta do my reflection liao... jia u... 7 or 8 articles over due... jia u!... ytd watch tt ghost show alone... not bad... quite scary... but y she( the ghost) goes and kill the innocent... i tin she should go haunt her muderer or whatever... i dunno... she quite pitiful... got such background... haiz... kk... gotta go... so bored... haiz... =)
today will be meeting sham n friends at amk... at 6pm ... kk... going to watch death note and gotta do my reflection liao... jia u... 7 or 8 articles over due... jia u!... ytd watch tt ghost show alone... not bad... quite scary... but y she( the ghost) goes and kill the innocent... i tin she should go haunt her muderer or whatever... i dunno... she quite pitiful... got such background... haiz... kk... gotta go... so bored... haiz... =)
Friday, December 01, 2006
boring
haiz... feel so empty... ya... now the exciting in my life is having contact lens... i dunno having contact lens is so troublesome... this morning I had problems putting it in... wth... den forget it... i was running late alr... so just put on my new spectacles... nice one... haiz... put till my right eye sorrowen already... but today need to put 3h... so I came home then put...
meeting in school.... we are getting nowhere.... actually our project is on V's day... but my group(the two guys) wanted to do CNY... so ok lor... but now got one problem... that is teachers might not agree... haiz... what the heck... whatever... but first meeting with my group with two didn't come... i think overall is not bad alr... haha... =) we can do more next time... jia u! =)
haiz... i think that i can express myself more liao... but still i can't tell u everything... haiz... I decided not to think about you alr... you wasted 10 years of my life liao... wasted my brain cells... and wasted my heart... maybe someone needed it more than you... haha... but still have to thank you lor... nth... didn't see you for 10years liao... see you also cán't recognise you... not that this 10 years i didn't see other guys la... just tt you are inreplaceable in my heart... but now I figured it out that you are so... i dunno how to say... for now you are already out of my life... but can I do it is another thing... I dunno I'm that chi qing... put you in my heart for 10 years... we dídn't make any promises... but y should we anyway... haha... weird... but the memories will always stay... everything can be destroyed, but the most valuable thing is memories... if only that time I know or whatever... nvm... it is already too late... I'm young at tt time... you are too... haiz... just say we meet at the wrong time...
love is so... i dunno... so angry... nvm... let nature takes its course ba... this kind of thing can't be force one... if it is yours then it will be yours... haha... okay... so bored... ms lim says got job one... still no reply... sian liao... wanted to do hwk also no heart to do... sian... haiz... ppl say m stubborn... ok... I admit... but so what... any problems? whatever... okay... sian... better learn my lesson and start get things done on my feet... hwk has to be done asap... but lazy always put me down... sian... kk... jia u ba...
meeting in school.... we are getting nowhere.... actually our project is on V's day... but my group(the two guys) wanted to do CNY... so ok lor... but now got one problem... that is teachers might not agree... haiz... what the heck... whatever... but first meeting with my group with two didn't come... i think overall is not bad alr... haha... =) we can do more next time... jia u! =)
haiz... i think that i can express myself more liao... but still i can't tell u everything... haiz... I decided not to think about you alr... you wasted 10 years of my life liao... wasted my brain cells... and wasted my heart... maybe someone needed it more than you... haha... but still have to thank you lor... nth... didn't see you for 10years liao... see you also cán't recognise you... not that this 10 years i didn't see other guys la... just tt you are inreplaceable in my heart... but now I figured it out that you are so... i dunno how to say... for now you are already out of my life... but can I do it is another thing... I dunno I'm that chi qing... put you in my heart for 10 years... we dídn't make any promises... but y should we anyway... haha... weird... but the memories will always stay... everything can be destroyed, but the most valuable thing is memories... if only that time I know or whatever... nvm... it is already too late... I'm young at tt time... you are too... haiz... just say we meet at the wrong time...
love is so... i dunno... so angry... nvm... let nature takes its course ba... this kind of thing can't be force one... if it is yours then it will be yours... haha... okay... so bored... ms lim says got job one... still no reply... sian liao... wanted to do hwk also no heart to do... sian... haiz... ppl say m stubborn... ok... I admit... but so what... any problems? whatever... okay... sian... better learn my lesson and start get things done on my feet... hwk has to be done asap... but lazy always put me down... sian... kk... jia u ba...
Thursday, November 30, 2006
contact lens
haha... monday... went to school for a two day course on entreprenuership... quite fun but some parts quite boring... make me wanna start to do a business liao... haha... =)
wednesday... went to smu... for a meeting... GEC thingy... all the ppl there smart one la... haiz... so demoralised... for now concentrate on my studies... yap... went to Rafflescity with pauline... the things there damn ex... wanted to buy a lip stick for my mum and perfume for my dad one... but too ex liao... haiz... den... i bought a nail polish... dun say liao... today saw nail polish also... $2 cheaper den the one i bought... sian... haiz... went to take contact lens... nice one... try putting it into my eye.... but try here and there... can't put in... sian... try tml...
today went to bishan lib with louisa... did 2 newspaper acticles... not bad le hor... 10 more newspapers articles overdue... sian diao liao... haiz... den went j8 to eat... den shop... bought something for someone... keke... went to take my contact len again... yeah... finally can put in liao... haiz... itchy leh... sian...my phone dun seem to be working... sian.... tired liao... my contact len gives me headache... see ya den... =)
wednesday... went to smu... for a meeting... GEC thingy... all the ppl there smart one la... haiz... so demoralised... for now concentrate on my studies... yap... went to Rafflescity with pauline... the things there damn ex... wanted to buy a lip stick for my mum and perfume for my dad one... but too ex liao... haiz... den... i bought a nail polish... dun say liao... today saw nail polish also... $2 cheaper den the one i bought... sian... haiz... went to take contact lens... nice one... try putting it into my eye.... but try here and there... can't put in... sian... try tml...
today went to bishan lib with louisa... did 2 newspaper acticles... not bad le hor... 10 more newspapers articles overdue... sian diao liao... haiz... den went j8 to eat... den shop... bought something for someone... keke... went to take my contact len again... yeah... finally can put in liao... haiz... itchy leh... sian...my phone dun seem to be working... sian.... tired liao... my contact len gives me headache... see ya den... =)
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
my work
my work... these 4 days were really tired... but I had fun... really... haha...
1st day... is the unpacking day... breakfast provided... den we wanted to start work... but there is no work... haiz... trying to find things for ourselves to do... but there is nth... den lunch... we was like huh? come here slack... nth... but we regretted... because the stuffs was coming... haiz... our shoes... alot to unpack... especially my slippers... I was working with James on my 1st day... a playful boy... carrying heavy stuffs up and down... checking the prices... putting up the prices... organising the slippers... got so many slippers to do... get so sick and tired... haiz... when more slippers came in... I cursed like hell... haiz... ( haha... scold James a pig cos I got real fed up alr) ... den finally everything was done... haiz... we are under Christina... a full time worker...
2nd day... a shock... I told I was selling slippers... but who knows Christina assigned me n pauline to go to the kids shoes... happy or sad? I dunno... good thing is can work with pauline la... but bad thing is I dunno about kids de... cos not i unpack one... den the stuffs there also pretty messy... so haiz... but when the sale came in... I was so unprepared... cos really alot of people coming in... out of the 3 sales I think friday(1st day) is the most hactic one... walking up and down, getting the desire shoes for the customers... at 1st was abit hard cos I dunno which shoes was at which position, but as time goes, I rmb the position, what shoes got which sizes, what shoes what prices and so on... I once mixed up the shoes and the customers was abit unhappy... but still, they bought it... haiz... tired... some shoes out of shock alr...
3rd day... trying to promote the shoes that have alot of stocks... the spidy one and the hotwheels... why spidy dun have ppl wan? to my opinion, the spidy shoe is quite attractive and pretty cool... thus it was an attraction to teenagers... and many teenagers(esp males) wanted to buy, but dun have their sizes... haiz... disappointed... the spidy shoes are abit hard so when u wear it, dun really feel comfortable so most parents won't want to buy fot their kids tt type of shoes... and lastly it was not a walking shoe, it was a soccer shoes... thus not v demanding by the market...due to the price, it is relatively cheap, there is still a demand by the market... still got ppl to buy... hotwheel shoes are heavy... althought the cars are attractive and the colours ... but parents will buy it? well... depend on the kid's persuding skills... haha... got one kid wanted to buy it... but den, his mum dun wan... tt kid really cute... feel like hugging him lor... haha... so ke ai! =) saw zhen yao on this day i think... ya... with his fren... today business dun seem as gd as ytd...
last day... trying to promote those with lots of stocks left...kids section left only a few models.. so I also helped out the adult section... last day alr... haiz... meet a family with 3 boys and one parent ( mum)... the smallest boy has alr choosen an orange shoe at the other section... den his mum saw a cheaper shoe at my section(adult, got small size also...) they keep persuading him to buy this grey shoe which is cheaper... they say the grey shoes is nicer... when one of the elder boys say the orange shoe is nice, the rest stare at him... then he changed his words by saying the grey shoes is nice... so funny... haha... den the woman asked me which one is nicer? I say the grey one... she gave me a pleasing look... den I say, buy two lor... haha... she say... kids legs v fast grow big one... finally they bought the grey shoes... haha... then, they passed me back the orange shoes which was at the other side of the hall... make me walk... nice one... haiz... but when the guy passed to me, he was embarrassed... haha... and I gave him a sad look... haha...
I saw pretty gay guys too... give me a shiver... but I do pretty well in serving them... =) they bought smth from me=) I also served mute... a couple I think... abit hard to communicate, but finally I understand what they mean, so I got them the shoes they wanted... =) so happy... =) they left happily! =) my parents came to see... haha... my mum said the shoes I wanted not nice.... den they went to the popualr sale liao... chelsea and thersea came too... b4 7pm... ppl came rushing to buy shoe while we packing... nice one... last min... haiz... finally at 7pm the sale ended... yeah! tidying and clearing... sian... den we left happily... b4 we walked out James said to his friend I ps him.... wth... nice one... haiz... nvm... will nv see him again I guess.... haha...
then I went meet up my parents at the popular sale... wow... spend over 80 bucks... nice one... I bought 3 old cds... while my parents bought 2cds... we bought 2 v cute telephones... shaped like animals... oh man... so ke ai... haha.... great... =)
1st day... is the unpacking day... breakfast provided... den we wanted to start work... but there is no work... haiz... trying to find things for ourselves to do... but there is nth... den lunch... we was like huh? come here slack... nth... but we regretted... because the stuffs was coming... haiz... our shoes... alot to unpack... especially my slippers... I was working with James on my 1st day... a playful boy... carrying heavy stuffs up and down... checking the prices... putting up the prices... organising the slippers... got so many slippers to do... get so sick and tired... haiz... when more slippers came in... I cursed like hell... haiz... ( haha... scold James a pig cos I got real fed up alr) ... den finally everything was done... haiz... we are under Christina... a full time worker...
2nd day... a shock... I told I was selling slippers... but who knows Christina assigned me n pauline to go to the kids shoes... happy or sad? I dunno... good thing is can work with pauline la... but bad thing is I dunno about kids de... cos not i unpack one... den the stuffs there also pretty messy... so haiz... but when the sale came in... I was so unprepared... cos really alot of people coming in... out of the 3 sales I think friday(1st day) is the most hactic one... walking up and down, getting the desire shoes for the customers... at 1st was abit hard cos I dunno which shoes was at which position, but as time goes, I rmb the position, what shoes got which sizes, what shoes what prices and so on... I once mixed up the shoes and the customers was abit unhappy... but still, they bought it... haiz... tired... some shoes out of shock alr...
3rd day... trying to promote the shoes that have alot of stocks... the spidy one and the hotwheels... why spidy dun have ppl wan? to my opinion, the spidy shoe is quite attractive and pretty cool... thus it was an attraction to teenagers... and many teenagers(esp males) wanted to buy, but dun have their sizes... haiz... disappointed... the spidy shoes are abit hard so when u wear it, dun really feel comfortable so most parents won't want to buy fot their kids tt type of shoes... and lastly it was not a walking shoe, it was a soccer shoes... thus not v demanding by the market...due to the price, it is relatively cheap, there is still a demand by the market... still got ppl to buy... hotwheel shoes are heavy... althought the cars are attractive and the colours ... but parents will buy it? well... depend on the kid's persuding skills... haha... got one kid wanted to buy it... but den, his mum dun wan... tt kid really cute... feel like hugging him lor... haha... so ke ai! =) saw zhen yao on this day i think... ya... with his fren... today business dun seem as gd as ytd...
last day... trying to promote those with lots of stocks left...kids section left only a few models.. so I also helped out the adult section... last day alr... haiz... meet a family with 3 boys and one parent ( mum)... the smallest boy has alr choosen an orange shoe at the other section... den his mum saw a cheaper shoe at my section(adult, got small size also...) they keep persuading him to buy this grey shoe which is cheaper... they say the grey shoes is nicer... when one of the elder boys say the orange shoe is nice, the rest stare at him... then he changed his words by saying the grey shoes is nice... so funny... haha... den the woman asked me which one is nicer? I say the grey one... she gave me a pleasing look... den I say, buy two lor... haha... she say... kids legs v fast grow big one... finally they bought the grey shoes... haha... then, they passed me back the orange shoes which was at the other side of the hall... make me walk... nice one... haiz... but when the guy passed to me, he was embarrassed... haha... and I gave him a sad look... haha...
I saw pretty gay guys too... give me a shiver... but I do pretty well in serving them... =) they bought smth from me=) I also served mute... a couple I think... abit hard to communicate, but finally I understand what they mean, so I got them the shoes they wanted... =) so happy... =) they left happily! =) my parents came to see... haha... my mum said the shoes I wanted not nice.... den they went to the popualr sale liao... chelsea and thersea came too... b4 7pm... ppl came rushing to buy shoe while we packing... nice one... last min... haiz... finally at 7pm the sale ended... yeah! tidying and clearing... sian... den we left happily... b4 we walked out James said to his friend I ps him.... wth... nice one... haiz... nvm... will nv see him again I guess.... haha...
then I went meet up my parents at the popular sale... wow... spend over 80 bucks... nice one... I bought 3 old cds... while my parents bought 2cds... we bought 2 v cute telephones... shaped like animals... oh man... so ke ai... haha.... great... =)
photos for 0617 chalet... taken in PP's cam
photos taken during chalet using Mr Poh's cam:
Mr Poh trying to act cool...
is the fire ready? we wanted to start BBQ alr...
huh? what happened?
haha! trying to fool me huh? not so easy...
yc learning how to start a fire...
bottom up girls! cheers! =)
the guys trying to BBQ 
guys trying to break the ice... 
scary... 
team work... 
ppl trying to start a fire... 
Mr Poh's hairy leg spoil the photo...
trying to make starts... (yc,tl n me)
our golden legs... ( tl, yc n me)
YC's typical pose 
PP trying to start the fire
Smilez! =))
Oi! look at the cam leh! dun be shy! haha! =)
Monday, November 27, 2006
My days-Work and Chalet
haha... well... chalet ar... ok ba... let see... 1st day... what we do? we ate dinner at pizza hut...I took some photos on that but the cam with my cousin... wait till she came back from taiwan den i upload some photos ba... we did some silly stuffs... haha... so funny... den at night we were playing the black jack thingy... den I lost... need to drink the 1.5 litres of water(stupid idea by Kit)... oh my... wanna puke alr... but got a few ppl help me drink also... haiz... feel my tummy filled with liquid... haiz.... i was feeling sick the whole night... keep going toilet... haiz... nice one...
2nd day... what we do ar? we played majong... addicted alr... haha... finally know how to play majong... and I got win... so happy... haha... =) when I go back to Malaysia, I can play with the old ppl liao... haha... =) the gals went escape... me PP YC and ES went cycling... YC dunno how to cycle... PP taught her... she not bad... one hour learn how to cycle alr... me n es went to the sea... i always love the sea... because it is blue( my fav colour) and it gives me a calming and relaxing feeling... I got pick sea shells leh.. but dunno where is it alr... haiz... I think with es... my sour sweet also with es...I rmb I learnt cycling when I was in sec one... with shang yi and yvoone... shang yi is the coach... we were in bishan park... while shang yi was coaching yvonne, I learnt how to ride alr... so is it she teach one or i learnt myself one? I dunno... or it is a gene... cos both my parents know how to ride a bike... they are expert on tt! why? my mum used to ride a bike to sch... my dad used to ride a bike as transport(in Malaysia when he was a kid) haiz... got bbq at night... me yc n es missed yimin's bd celebration... cos we were buying PP's dinner... nvm... LK so sweet helped me pour water... hehee... KY helped me bbq chicken wings(althought abit burn and oily)... I only ate one marshmallow( prepared by my pw leader,wj) not bad... haha... ok, take back my words, can consider our cls guys... opps... haha... we slp tt night... we were all too tired... yc gt lots of mosquito bites... poor thingy... I dun have... cos my blood got mosquito resistance... always like tt... always ppl around me kanna mosquito bites only... haha... opps...
3rd day is a slacking day... I went home 1st thing i did was slp... real tired... later tt day, pauline surprised me by saying tt the following day was our 1st day work... nice one... I upload some chalet photos 1st den I talk more about my work...
2nd day... what we do ar? we played majong... addicted alr... haha... finally know how to play majong... and I got win... so happy... haha... =) when I go back to Malaysia, I can play with the old ppl liao... haha... =) the gals went escape... me PP YC and ES went cycling... YC dunno how to cycle... PP taught her... she not bad... one hour learn how to cycle alr... me n es went to the sea... i always love the sea... because it is blue( my fav colour) and it gives me a calming and relaxing feeling... I got pick sea shells leh.. but dunno where is it alr... haiz... I think with es... my sour sweet also with es...I rmb I learnt cycling when I was in sec one... with shang yi and yvoone... shang yi is the coach... we were in bishan park... while shang yi was coaching yvonne, I learnt how to ride alr... so is it she teach one or i learnt myself one? I dunno... or it is a gene... cos both my parents know how to ride a bike... they are expert on tt! why? my mum used to ride a bike to sch... my dad used to ride a bike as transport(in Malaysia when he was a kid) haiz... got bbq at night... me yc n es missed yimin's bd celebration... cos we were buying PP's dinner... nvm... LK so sweet helped me pour water... hehee... KY helped me bbq chicken wings(althought abit burn and oily)... I only ate one marshmallow( prepared by my pw leader,wj) not bad... haha... ok, take back my words, can consider our cls guys... opps... haha... we slp tt night... we were all too tired... yc gt lots of mosquito bites... poor thingy... I dun have... cos my blood got mosquito resistance... always like tt... always ppl around me kanna mosquito bites only... haha... opps...
3rd day is a slacking day... I went home 1st thing i did was slp... real tired... later tt day, pauline surprised me by saying tt the following day was our 1st day work... nice one... I upload some chalet photos 1st den I talk more about my work...
Last day of work
YEAH! Finished my work alr! got time then tell u more about my work n my chalet... rite now I'm really tired... keke... see ya... really interesting my work... n i saw shuai ge today also... haha... spent over 80 bucks at the popular... kanna scolded by my mother... haiz... so sad... k... tired... see ya.. =)
Friday, November 24, 2006
2nd day of work
haiz... tired... my legs are arching(sour alr need acid... dots) so tired... haiz... walk back n for to take shoes for customers... trying to rmb the price... trying to organise the things properly... but I meet interesting people... keke... like the boy boy... haha... his leg v big... my section is kids one... oh haven't tell u.... i didn't work with james liao... when i told him he was like scolding me... dunno why... haha... but also felt bad leh... but our team leader told us( Pauline and me) to work on the kids section one ma... so no choice... haha... =) oh... the boy boy... 0ur shoes biggest is size 5... den only got a few got size 5... den finally got one... cos tt one is spidy one... alot of pairs left... lucky he can wear... actually is just nice(without socks), but he still wanna buy it... haha... so glad... also meet demanding customers as well... but still gotta put on a smile... haiz...
I dun want to work like shit and earn so little... haiz... and I dun wan to squeeze with other ppl... and follow a fix scheldue... I dun like .... what the hell... this kind of boring life... nvm... 2 more days to go... endure... den I free liao and can take my salary alr... yeah! =) bought two bags... nice one... cost me one day of salary... my mum say not nice.... the blue one... but the sch bag not bad rite... althought the inside abit bright alr... feel like buying more leh... keke... but dun spend too much money la... haiz... still need to pay my debts one... haiz... nice one... kk... so tired... see ya! =)
I dun want to work like shit and earn so little... haiz... and I dun wan to squeeze with other ppl... and follow a fix scheldue... I dun like .... what the hell... this kind of boring life... nvm... 2 more days to go... endure... den I free liao and can take my salary alr... yeah! =) bought two bags... nice one... cost me one day of salary... my mum say not nice.... the blue one... but the sch bag not bad rite... althought the inside abit bright alr... feel like buying more leh... keke... but dun spend too much money la... haiz... still need to pay my debts one... haiz... nice one... kk... so tired... see ya! =)
Chalet and Work
Wah... so tired and busy... chalet tired but fun... haha... cycling... trying to kill time... playing majong, cards- black jack and da di and bridge... wah... if muy parents know they will kill me... photos not yet really... if done will upload cos the cam n cable not availabe rite now n m busy with work these few days...anyway, Mr P. Poh alr send us some photos alr... haha... ytd 1st day of work... 12 hours of unpacking... really drain me out... haiz... working with a guy called James... tired... tml will be a fun day... and exciting! can't wait... keke... 2ppl need to attend to so many shoes and slippers... I wonder I can make it or not... but I'm really excited... haha... kk... tired... need rest... hard core... so busy... still got Biz stuff... but better than slacking ba.... haha... jia u! go go go! =)
Sunday, November 19, 2006
S&K
haha... went to the Hong Kong Street dunno what chinese restuarant near thomson to eat.... pretty nice... but service not really v good... but overall, the food is not bad... good... worth it... den went J8 to buy clothes... hee... S&K... wow... 3 shuai ge there working... haha... so sweet... hee... xin yang yang... keke... bought 2 shorts... yeah! =) muhaha! =)
Don't feel like sleeping
Really don't feel like sleeping... what to do? haiz... boring... why my life is so boring... haiz... hope at chalet can see some shuai ge... keke... =)
Death Note 7
wow! death note 7 really rocks! haha... can see the unstable emotion of Light... haha... good! waiting for more excitement to come... haiz... always sleep so late... better go sleep now... but dun feel like going sleep leh... keke... =)
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Why?
Keke... I took my spect alr... cos my old spect kind of spoil liao... the nail came off and dunno fell where... it is fated i guess.... to tell the truth, I love my old spect better... the shop uncle helped me fixed it back however, the nail seemed to be so obvious... haiz... so now... my problem is to take my old spect or new spect to chalet... haiz... troublesome... joanne, really hope she can come for chalet... hee... I did my math integration tutorial! but not really productive... but nvm... at least got do... haiz...
Live life to the fullest... ya... but how? how do you know u have live your life to the fullest? I dun understand... how I wish somebody will entertain me... keke..
I'm really bored... why do I have to do the newspapers article everyday... I only did one btw... haiz.. I really hope I can see sunrise... =) my wish...
I really dun understand is looks really that important? I dunno... I watched "I Not Stupid 2"that 9pm show... the girls likes the guys because they are handsome... well, they are handsome... but more importantly is the character... ya... I have learnt my lesson already- long story, dun feel like explaining... ya, last time like or crush a guy... er... I think he is handsome at tt time la... but now quite ok lor... then who knows he turned out to have such a character... totally broke my heart... but nvm I had learnt my lesson... hehe... =) I only eye watch shuai guys now... only if I have found my feelings... ya... so now... let nature takes its natural course... haha... if that guy is really my the other part, fate will surely bring us together, no matter how far apart we are...
but recently or ok... 2 days ago... my face was hot and I was blushing because of a guy... a guy who does not even know I exist... a guy who I dun even know who the hell he is... why? hope not... because ok... he looks shuai... but totally not the type of guy who I'm looking for I guess... still waiting??? I dunno... so long already... sian diao liao... haiz... no matter what happen and what I do... I won't regret... just enjoy my everyday... =) jia u! =)
BON VOYAGE to MADELINE! =) she is going shanghai tml... keke...
what if one day you return... will I still recognise you? will you recognise me? what if we meet on the street one day, will you say hi to me? will I say hi to you? will we be uncomfortable? or we will like friends all over again? what if the feeling is different from what I imagine what will I do? I dunno...
what if one day you returned with your wife or girlfriend... how will I react? what will happen to me... I dunno... sometimes, how I wish you never appear in my life before... but still wanna thanks you and to all my dear friends who have help me.... and my parents as well... and all those ppl who had come to my life for a short moment... may our friendship will last forever... keke... =) this holidays are for my gatherings one... haha... class chalet coming up... den there is 4e1 bbq... then I can't wait for the pri sch clique gathering as well... it has been years since we seen I guess... I wonder will we feel uncomfortable? or we hit off just as before? hopefully I guess... keke...
all the best to me... =) hope I can pick up my mood soon to do homework... haiz... jia u to me! =)
Live life to the fullest... ya... but how? how do you know u have live your life to the fullest? I dun understand... how I wish somebody will entertain me... keke..
I'm really bored... why do I have to do the newspapers article everyday... I only did one btw... haiz.. I really hope I can see sunrise... =) my wish...
I really dun understand is looks really that important? I dunno... I watched "I Not Stupid 2"that 9pm show... the girls likes the guys because they are handsome... well, they are handsome... but more importantly is the character... ya... I have learnt my lesson already- long story, dun feel like explaining... ya, last time like or crush a guy... er... I think he is handsome at tt time la... but now quite ok lor... then who knows he turned out to have such a character... totally broke my heart... but nvm I had learnt my lesson... hehe... =) I only eye watch shuai guys now... only if I have found my feelings... ya... so now... let nature takes its natural course... haha... if that guy is really my the other part, fate will surely bring us together, no matter how far apart we are...
but recently or ok... 2 days ago... my face was hot and I was blushing because of a guy... a guy who does not even know I exist... a guy who I dun even know who the hell he is... why? hope not... because ok... he looks shuai... but totally not the type of guy who I'm looking for I guess... still waiting??? I dunno... so long already... sian diao liao... haiz... no matter what happen and what I do... I won't regret... just enjoy my everyday... =) jia u! =)
BON VOYAGE to MADELINE! =) she is going shanghai tml... keke...
what if one day you return... will I still recognise you? will you recognise me? what if we meet on the street one day, will you say hi to me? will I say hi to you? will we be uncomfortable? or we will like friends all over again? what if the feeling is different from what I imagine what will I do? I dunno...
what if one day you returned with your wife or girlfriend... how will I react? what will happen to me... I dunno... sometimes, how I wish you never appear in my life before... but still wanna thanks you and to all my dear friends who have help me.... and my parents as well... and all those ppl who had come to my life for a short moment... may our friendship will last forever... keke... =) this holidays are for my gatherings one... haha... class chalet coming up... den there is 4e1 bbq... then I can't wait for the pri sch clique gathering as well... it has been years since we seen I guess... I wonder will we feel uncomfortable? or we hit off just as before? hopefully I guess... keke...
all the best to me... =) hope I can pick up my mood soon to do homework... haiz... jia u to me! =)
Friday, November 17, 2006
Eating
I had been eating out these few days... oh man... fats accumulated... my swimming and dieting have gone down the drain... somemore next week got chalet more eating I guess... and cycling... oh man... long time no cycle le... hope no rain! =) hope someone will fulfil the dream as well... keke... I hope I can see the sunrise this time round... I always seem to miss the sunrise... haiz... overslept, no sun, diff direction always seem to be the reasons... is it fate? I dunno... keke...
I think I remembered someone ask me before this question: How to be yourself? I replied: huh? I'm always myself, how to be someone else? Now I know what does she means already... or is it a he? I can't remember... but still, I will try to be myself as far as possible... I know you have to put on a mask in some circumstances... for example, when u are giving a presentation, if you are a shy type, you have to put a brave mask so that you will capture the attention of the people... If you can't, you fail... but through practice, you will sure have... then slowly, you willl change into a different person, the shy slowly faded... so you see, everyone has to become an actor in some circumstances, we can't help it... but in any cases, it is always feel good to become yourself... but there are always some factors that prevent you from becoming yourself... stress, studies, relationship, drugs, problems...
I love my last post... although it sounded so emotional... but I love it... from the bottom of my heart...haha...
If only I can fly... But I think my wings are growing waiting to fly anytime if can find an opportunity and the right time... because as for me, I'm always longing for freedom and pirvate... not that my parents not giving me enough freedom... they have given me a lot of freedom... they don't prevent me from doing the things I want to do...well, maybe sometimes... But being the stubborn me, I still continue to do them... If the advice is useful, of course I will listen... I think I rely too much on my parents already, that is maybe why I want to break free I guess... I want to have a feel on independence... I know it will be hard... I know people will think I'm crazy why want to become independent so fast? Why? Because I think my parents are working so hard already, I think it is time they should take a break and my turn to take over... I dunno if I can take up the challenge or not... but I won't turn down a challenge...
found a new place to eat next time, no need to go the Mac near the school alr... that place has more food varieties to choose from! =) I wonder what will happen next year... an eager to go to next year but on a second thought better not... Hope time will freeze... er... well, take back my words... dun wan to freeze now... haha... maybe go slower... next year will be a more challenging year... why? Biz Club- more projects coming up... studies also... lectures and tutorials and tys... rush like crazy... no wonder high blood pressure and heart disease problems are rising every year... A-lvl... scary... next year hope we have a good time table and good teachers... total lost at the topic... dun even know I can survive or not... Dón't worry, I just do my best! =)
Life is really boring... why? You see shopping centres in Singapore all looked so similar... dun you feel kind of bored to death already when you see the same thing everytime?
I lost interest in reading book already. I dunno. Maybe the books I borrow is too thick then I lazy to start reading. Haha. Better start on my homework already. My homework is like getting a lot of dust already. 3 newspaper article overdue... better due.. think of the future benefits not on short term enjoyment only... jia u! =) go go go! =)
tired of my life
I kept visiting my diary these few days. I dunno why. Is it because I'm feeling empty? Is it because exam are over that Í have more time to think? The more I think the more sad I become. Is it because of the friends around me are sad so I got affected as well? I dunno. I'm always cheerful, always have positive thoughts. Because what I have been through I have deserve it. My fate had changed since when I was 4yrs old in the hands of my parents. I thanked them for bringing me these through all these yrs. I know it is hard to come through these few yrs, but we had survived. I'm glad. But there is more obstacles to come. I'm scare. The big one is coming as well. I'm scared, I'm thinking day and night. What if we can't go through these? I dunno if they still have the energy, I dunno if their health...I really hope everything will be fine.
I tried to think positively. I wonder the one I protray in front of my friends is it the real me? I dunno. I think I'm thinking too much. Am I?
Just finished the book titled,"Morning, Noon & Night"by Sidney Sheldon. It was a interesting book I would say. But I like the very 1st book that I read by Sidney Sheldon that is "The Doomsday Conspiracy." I think it is because Morning, Noon & Night is more of a reality so I don't like it. Maybe it is because I don't want to face the reality. I don't want to face it and I hate to face it. Life is so complicated sometimes. This story is about a guy named Taylor who is a judge. An intelligent and has a bright future but the sad thing is he is a gay. And the next sad thing is that he falls in love with another guy named Lee. He was deeply madly in love with Lee. All Lee wanted was money. If he had money, he loves Taylor. So Taylor planned to kill his father who was a billionaire so that he can inherit the money. All in all as the truth was going to reveal itself or more people came in the way to stop him, he killed them, not directly of course. He used someone else to do them. But in the end, his father was not a billionaire after all because he used illegel money to buy the shares which are losing money and he was in dept. Thus, in conclusion, he is in dept. No money for his children. This was a breakdown for Taylor of course, firstly the father incident and secondly, the truth has reveal itself about he is the mastermind of everything. He commit susidue in the end...
I wonder is money the root of all evil? I guess it is. Why people rob a bank? Because they needed money. Why people steal, lie, murder? Because they needed money. Why do we need money for? For survival. Don't you think money has become so important that it has become part of our life. Part of our life has been sacrified because of money. What do I say this? People worked hard day and night, what is this for? For money, for survive. Don't you think humans have a terrible life? I agree with a chinese saying, " Money is not everything, but without money, there is nothing."
Money is not everything but with money we can do something. What we can do? To buy things that we desire. To buy presents for love ones so as to brighten up their day or to show that we care and remember about them. To live a comfortable life. To help people.
Life has become more and more complex when you grow older? You have to bear more reponsibilties, you started to understand other people's feelings and why do they react in certain way. You know how to react to certain situation because you have been trained to do that, shall I call that a reflex reaction? You started to hide your true self and protray a different person from yourself. Why? To protect yourself from being hurt, for self-defense sake I guess. You started to think more deeply than before. You started to become greedy. You started to show cold. You want to get what you want, you will do anything to get. You show less and less concern to the people around you. They are affected by you. By then, do you regret what you have done? Can all the harms you did to your love ones be cure? What's done can't be undone. What you say or done to them, already left a scar, how could they forget. Maybe can forgive but forget? I dunno... Maybe can if try a little harder...
I can't bring myself to telling the truth. The truth will be revealled one day. But if it doesn't come out of my mouth, will you be sad? I'm sorry if you already know the truth or the truth is not from me because I can't bring myself in telling the truth to you.
I really tired. How I wish... But life has to go on... I dun want to disappoint my parents and to those people who have high hopes for me. I can't afford to see their disappointed face. I can't bring myself to hurt them. Because I love them. What we have been through is just the beginning, there is more to come. I know the good days will be coming soon. Can you wait for a few years more?
From me to my love ones. Thank you so much. =)
I tried to think positively. I wonder the one I protray in front of my friends is it the real me? I dunno. I think I'm thinking too much. Am I?
Just finished the book titled,"Morning, Noon & Night"by Sidney Sheldon. It was a interesting book I would say. But I like the very 1st book that I read by Sidney Sheldon that is "The Doomsday Conspiracy." I think it is because Morning, Noon & Night is more of a reality so I don't like it. Maybe it is because I don't want to face the reality. I don't want to face it and I hate to face it. Life is so complicated sometimes. This story is about a guy named Taylor who is a judge. An intelligent and has a bright future but the sad thing is he is a gay. And the next sad thing is that he falls in love with another guy named Lee. He was deeply madly in love with Lee. All Lee wanted was money. If he had money, he loves Taylor. So Taylor planned to kill his father who was a billionaire so that he can inherit the money. All in all as the truth was going to reveal itself or more people came in the way to stop him, he killed them, not directly of course. He used someone else to do them. But in the end, his father was not a billionaire after all because he used illegel money to buy the shares which are losing money and he was in dept. Thus, in conclusion, he is in dept. No money for his children. This was a breakdown for Taylor of course, firstly the father incident and secondly, the truth has reveal itself about he is the mastermind of everything. He commit susidue in the end...
I wonder is money the root of all evil? I guess it is. Why people rob a bank? Because they needed money. Why people steal, lie, murder? Because they needed money. Why do we need money for? For survival. Don't you think money has become so important that it has become part of our life. Part of our life has been sacrified because of money. What do I say this? People worked hard day and night, what is this for? For money, for survive. Don't you think humans have a terrible life? I agree with a chinese saying, " Money is not everything, but without money, there is nothing."
Money is not everything but with money we can do something. What we can do? To buy things that we desire. To buy presents for love ones so as to brighten up their day or to show that we care and remember about them. To live a comfortable life. To help people.
Life has become more and more complex when you grow older? You have to bear more reponsibilties, you started to understand other people's feelings and why do they react in certain way. You know how to react to certain situation because you have been trained to do that, shall I call that a reflex reaction? You started to hide your true self and protray a different person from yourself. Why? To protect yourself from being hurt, for self-defense sake I guess. You started to think more deeply than before. You started to become greedy. You started to show cold. You want to get what you want, you will do anything to get. You show less and less concern to the people around you. They are affected by you. By then, do you regret what you have done? Can all the harms you did to your love ones be cure? What's done can't be undone. What you say or done to them, already left a scar, how could they forget. Maybe can forgive but forget? I dunno... Maybe can if try a little harder...
I can't bring myself to telling the truth. The truth will be revealled one day. But if it doesn't come out of my mouth, will you be sad? I'm sorry if you already know the truth or the truth is not from me because I can't bring myself in telling the truth to you.
I really tired. How I wish... But life has to go on... I dun want to disappoint my parents and to those people who have high hopes for me. I can't afford to see their disappointed face. I can't bring myself to hurt them. Because I love them. What we have been through is just the beginning, there is more to come. I know the good days will be coming soon. Can you wait for a few years more?
From me to my love ones. Thank you so much. =)
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Him
He left a wound in my heart 10 years ago.
Even though time heals everything, there is still a scar in my harden heart.
A scar that could never be able to be removed.
A scar that makes me remember him forever.
I don't blame him for leaving, for not saying goodbye.
For he had given me great memories.
For he had let me understand how does it feels like to like an opposite sex.
For he had let me know what is love.
I shall keep this secret tilll the day we finally meet again.
I wonder if such a day will ever come.
If that day doesn't come, I shall keep it till the day I leave our dear Earth.
From me to him.
Even though time heals everything, there is still a scar in my harden heart.
A scar that could never be able to be removed.
A scar that makes me remember him forever.
I don't blame him for leaving, for not saying goodbye.
For he had given me great memories.
For he had let me understand how does it feels like to like an opposite sex.
For he had let me know what is love.
I shall keep this secret tilll the day we finally meet again.
I wonder if such a day will ever come.
If that day doesn't come, I shall keep it till the day I leave our dear Earth.
From me to him.
haha
u know what? thought of my biggest and 1st crush... haha... after seeing tt guy photos lor... dunno why also... keke... =) the memories are sweet...
today morning while walking to the bus stop, keep thinking about tt guy lor... wth... haiz... kept smiling to myself. if ppl ever passed by, will think m crazy... haha...
keke... something happened in chem lect today... tt yc drew my hand den... dun wan to continue... =) copy tilll hand turn "sour" liao...
went tp today again with yc... dunno why my bag so heavy... got diamond... haha... =)
tml eat chicken rice...
thank louisa for the high school musical soundtrack... hee... =)
dun feel like doing work...haiz... jia u ba... =)
today morning while walking to the bus stop, keep thinking about tt guy lor... wth... haiz... kept smiling to myself. if ppl ever passed by, will think m crazy... haha...
keke... something happened in chem lect today... tt yc drew my hand den... dun wan to continue... =) copy tilll hand turn "sour" liao...
went tp today again with yc... dunno why my bag so heavy... got diamond... haha... =)
tml eat chicken rice...
thank louisa for the high school musical soundtrack... hee... =)
dun feel like doing work...haiz... jia u ba... =)
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
hehe
haha... when i was troubled n sad and was thinking about some problems... someone(she shall not be named) was online and chat with me about him...i suddenly rmb someone else that seem like someone described... then i was all excited... smsed the one who seem to like him but not much help... sms somebody of more help... haha... so qiao... it is him.... somebody showed me something... so funny... the video was funny too.... haha... if u dun understand... nvm... haha... it is all so conincidental... haha... i also find him quite good looking... opps... dun tell me m falling for him... hee... k... been online for so long liao... haha... haven't do chem... so excited for what? i dunno... hee... jia u ba... dun worry... there are always ppl who are there for u, although they dunno what happened to u, but they will also be there for u... because they care for u... hee... =)
in a mess
m so confused rite now... at a lost... haiz... m tired... two gp papers planned to do but didn't do... nice one... but i did the newspaper article.... haiz... y? tell me y? tell me how? haiz...
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
confused
rather confused right now... i dunno why...
haiz... thanks yc pc n joanne for accompanying me to eat... keke... =) so glad... hehe... what are friends are for?
why i eat chilli n burger tt way? i dunno... dunno since when i ate tt way alr... when i was young, my mum taught me to put kechap(tt time i scare of hot) IN the burger... but dunno since when i changed... i found the old way v troublesome... by the time u put the chilli, ppl alr ate half of the burger alr... moreover, u can't taste chilli in every bite and when u open up ur burger n put the chilli in, the burger alr turned cold. so why not put and eat at the same time? this way, you can taste chilli in every bite and it can add some "juice"to my burger... without chilli, the burger seems to be abit dry... i wonder the way u eat burger got some kind of link to ur personality? those who dun like any sauce to their burger, from shang yi: she likes the original taste of the burger... those who like kechap, why? those who like chilli n not kechap, those who like to put diff sauce in one burger... and so on... is there link to their personality? i wonder... haha...
i read my diary ytd... so funny... contain my secrets of cos... hehe...
bored... guess i have to start my homework alr... dun keep coming online! haiz... jia u! =) my wk crash with the ecube training leh...dun tell me my 200 bucks gone down the drain... haiz... how ar? think of solution ba... haiz... better go do my hwk le... see u... =)
haiz... thanks yc pc n joanne for accompanying me to eat... keke... =) so glad... hehe... what are friends are for?
why i eat chilli n burger tt way? i dunno... dunno since when i ate tt way alr... when i was young, my mum taught me to put kechap(tt time i scare of hot) IN the burger... but dunno since when i changed... i found the old way v troublesome... by the time u put the chilli, ppl alr ate half of the burger alr... moreover, u can't taste chilli in every bite and when u open up ur burger n put the chilli in, the burger alr turned cold. so why not put and eat at the same time? this way, you can taste chilli in every bite and it can add some "juice"to my burger... without chilli, the burger seems to be abit dry... i wonder the way u eat burger got some kind of link to ur personality? those who dun like any sauce to their burger, from shang yi: she likes the original taste of the burger... those who like kechap, why? those who like chilli n not kechap, those who like to put diff sauce in one burger... and so on... is there link to their personality? i wonder... haha...
i read my diary ytd... so funny... contain my secrets of cos... hehe...
bored... guess i have to start my homework alr... dun keep coming online! haiz... jia u! =) my wk crash with the ecube training leh...dun tell me my 200 bucks gone down the drain... haiz... how ar? think of solution ba... haiz... better go do my hwk le... see u... =)
Monday, November 13, 2006
Chad Michael Murray
hee... watching "A Cinderella Story" in love with Austin Ames all over again... he is so shuai... keke... 8 years older than me... tsk tsk... keke... real name: Chad Michael Murray... here is the picture of him... hee...
grabbed from: http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0614877/
High School Musical
haiz... i searched for so long dun have High School Musical the whole movie... forget it... i shall go n buy the VCD.... seem like quite a great movie... hehe... ya... haiz... sian... bored....
High School Musical- Breaking Free
Breaking Free
Disney High School MusicalZac Efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens
[Troy:]
We're soarin', flyin'
There's not a star in Heaven
That we can't reach
[Gabriella:]
If we're trying
So we're breaking free
[Troy:]
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are
[Gabriella:]
Creating space between us
'Til we're separate hearts
[Both:]
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe
[Troy:]
We're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
We're soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in Heaven
That we can't reach
[Troy:]
If we're trying
[Both:]
Yeah, we're breaking free
[Troy:]
Oh, we're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
Oh
[Troy:]
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can't control
[Gabriella:]
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
[Both:]
Rising 'til it lifts us up
So every one can see
[Troy:]
We're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
We're soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
[Troy:]
If we're trying
Yeah we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhhh runnin'
[Troy:]
Climbin'
To get to that place
[Both:]
To be all that we can be
[Troy:]
Now's the time
[Both:]
So we're breaking free
[Troy:]
We're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhh, yeah
[Troy:]
More than hope
More than faith
[Gabriella:]
This is true
This is fate
And together
[Both:]
We see it comin'
[Troy:]
More than you
More than me
[Gabriella:]
Not a want, but a need
[Both:]
Both of us breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
Soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
If we're trying
[Troy:]
Yeah we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Breaking free
Were runnin'
[Troy:]Ohhhh, climbin'
[Both:]To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now's the time
[Troy:]Now's the time
[Gabriella:] So we're breaking free
[Troy:] Ohhh, we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhhh
[Both:]You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are
Lyrics from: http://www.links2love.com/breaking-free.htm
Hear this song from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=msuaQ5Er1Jo&NR
Enjoy! =)
Disney High School MusicalZac Efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens
[Troy:]
We're soarin', flyin'
There's not a star in Heaven
That we can't reach
[Gabriella:]
If we're trying
So we're breaking free
[Troy:]
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are
[Gabriella:]
Creating space between us
'Til we're separate hearts
[Both:]
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe
[Troy:]
We're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
We're soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in Heaven
That we can't reach
[Troy:]
If we're trying
[Both:]
Yeah, we're breaking free
[Troy:]
Oh, we're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
Oh
[Troy:]
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can't control
[Gabriella:]
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
[Both:]
Rising 'til it lifts us up
So every one can see
[Troy:]
We're breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
We're soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
[Troy:]
If we're trying
Yeah we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhhh runnin'
[Troy:]
Climbin'
To get to that place
[Both:]
To be all that we can be
[Troy:]
Now's the time
[Both:]
So we're breaking free
[Troy:]
We're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhh, yeah
[Troy:]
More than hope
More than faith
[Gabriella:]
This is true
This is fate
And together
[Both:]
We see it comin'
[Troy:]
More than you
More than me
[Gabriella:]
Not a want, but a need
[Both:]
Both of us breakin' free
[Gabriella:]
Soarin'
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
If we're trying
[Troy:]
Yeah we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Breaking free
Were runnin'
[Troy:]Ohhhh, climbin'
[Both:]To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now's the time
[Troy:]Now's the time
[Gabriella:] So we're breaking free
[Troy:] Ohhh, we're breaking free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhhh
[Both:]You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are
Lyrics from: http://www.links2love.com/breaking-free.htm
Hear this song from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=msuaQ5Er1Jo&NR
Enjoy! =)
High School Musical- Start of Something New
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL SOUNDTRACK LYRICS Start Of Something New - ZAC EFRON & VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS
[Troy]
Livin' in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
[Gabriella]
I never believed in
What i couldn't see
I never opened my heart
[Troy]
Ohhh
[Gabriella]
To all the possibilities, ohhhhhh
[Both]
I know
[Gabriella]
That something has changed
[Both]
Never felt this way
[Gabriella]
And right here tonight
[Both]
This could be the...
[Chorus]
[Both]
Start of somethin' new
[Gabriella]
It feels so right
[Both]
To be here with you...oh
And now, looking in your eyes
[Gabriella]
I feel in my heart
[Both]
The start of somthing new
[Troy]
Ohhh, yeah
Now who'd of ever thought that...um
We'd both be here tonight...yeah
[Gabriella]
And the world looks so much brighter
[Troy]
Brighter, brighter
[Gabriella]
With you by my side
[Troy]
By my side
[Both]
I know...that something has changed
Never felt this way
[Gabriella]
I know it for real
[Both]
This could be the...
[Chorus]
[Both]
Start of somethin' new
[Gabriella]
It feels so right
[Both]
To be here with you...oh
And now, looking in your eyes
[Gabriella]
I feel in my heart
[Both]
The start of somthing new
[Troy]
I never knew that it could happen
'Til it happened to me
Ohhh, yeah
[Both]
I didn't know it before
[Gabriella]
But now it's easy to see
[Both]
Ohhhhh
[Both]
It's the start of somethin' new
It feels so right to be here with you...ohhh
And now...lookin' in your eyes
I feel in my heart
That it's the start of something new
It feels so right
[Troy]
So right...oh
[Gabriella]
To be here with you...oh
[Both]
And now...lookin' in your eyes
[Gabriella]
I feel in my heart
[Troy]
Feel in my heart
[Gabriella]
The start of somethin' new
[Troy]
The start of somethin' new
[Gabriella]
The start of somethin' new
[Troy]
Somethin' new
Thanks to Rahmel A. Merritt (lilskiz11@aol.com), Oliver for correcting these lyrics
Lyrics from: http://www.lyricstop.com/albums/highschoolmusicalsoundtrack/startofsomethingnew-zacefronvanessaannehudgens.html
Hear this from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jKMNsff6eo&NR
nice! hee! =)
[Troy]
Livin' in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
[Gabriella]
I never believed in
What i couldn't see
I never opened my heart
[Troy]
Ohhh
[Gabriella]
To all the possibilities, ohhhhhh
[Both]
I know
[Gabriella]
That something has changed
[Both]
Never felt this way
[Gabriella]
And right here tonight
[Both]
This could be the...
[Chorus]
[Both]
Start of somethin' new
[Gabriella]
It feels so right
[Both]
To be here with you...oh
And now, looking in your eyes
[Gabriella]
I feel in my heart
[Both]
The start of somthing new
[Troy]
Ohhh, yeah
Now who'd of ever thought that...um
We'd both be here tonight...yeah
[Gabriella]
And the world looks so much brighter
[Troy]
Brighter, brighter
[Gabriella]
With you by my side
[Troy]
By my side
[Both]
I know...that something has changed
Never felt this way
[Gabriella]
I know it for real
[Both]
This could be the...
[Chorus]
[Both]
Start of somethin' new
[Gabriella]
It feels so right
[Both]
To be here with you...oh
And now, looking in your eyes
[Gabriella]
I feel in my heart
[Both]
The start of somthing new
[Troy]
I never knew that it could happen
'Til it happened to me
Ohhh, yeah
[Both]
I didn't know it before
[Gabriella]
But now it's easy to see
[Both]
Ohhhhh
[Both]
It's the start of somethin' new
It feels so right to be here with you...ohhh
And now...lookin' in your eyes
I feel in my heart
That it's the start of something new
It feels so right
[Troy]
So right...oh
[Gabriella]
To be here with you...oh
[Both]
And now...lookin' in your eyes
[Gabriella]
I feel in my heart
[Troy]
Feel in my heart
[Gabriella]
The start of somethin' new
[Troy]
The start of somethin' new
[Gabriella]
The start of somethin' new
[Troy]
Somethin' new
Thanks to Rahmel A. Merritt (lilskiz11@aol.com), Oliver for correcting these lyrics
Lyrics from: http://www.lyricstop.com/albums/highschoolmusicalsoundtrack/startofsomethingnew-zacefronvanessaannehudgens.html
Hear this from: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jKMNsff6eo&NR
nice! hee! =)
Sunday, November 12, 2006
The Way Home
The Way Home...
the way home is a Korean movie in 2002 I think... ytd i watched it again for the third time... i still cry... way too touching... the life of old people... just like my grandma... cook, visit their friends, look after children... watching friends die one after another... so freaking... haiz... life is so... dunno how to say... haiz... i finally know what the sign means... hee... i wanna watch it again... this is so touching... hee... i gave 4.5/5 for this movie... really worth the time to watch! =)
the way home is a Korean movie in 2002 I think... ytd i watched it again for the third time... i still cry... way too touching... the life of old people... just like my grandma... cook, visit their friends, look after children... watching friends die one after another... so freaking... haiz... life is so... dunno how to say... haiz... i finally know what the sign means... hee... i wanna watch it again... this is so touching... hee... i gave 4.5/5 for this movie... really worth the time to watch! =)
Pictures from The Way Home...
grabbed from: http://www.hancinema.net/photos/miniphoto329.jpg (grandma n grandson)
grabbed from: http://www.spiritualityhealth.com/shimages/film/wayhomesm.jpg
physics bored!!!... sian... i tried to understand... but dun seem to understand... do and slp at the same time.. i started to wonder i can slp so long... after my breakfast...2 hours of slp... den do a while... den after lunch... i slp again... den i do... den i slp again... nice one... dunno i can slp so long... haha... but still... i can't finish the phyiscs... tml den continue ba... haiz...
sat by the vehicle window, wind blow in... feeling some kind of relax... like all my stress had suddenly just gone... i feel so great... if only right now he is seated beside me, how i wish i could lay on his shoulder... hee... crazy thoughts... but it is really great... cold wind due to raining...
ytd my family and I went somewhere near hougang mall... the day before went hougang mall... haha... grain n lose... only just one line apart... there is grain there is lose... grain not necessary always good because lose might await for u in the future... while lose might not be not always bad because grain might appear in ur future...
watching death note... show L... he looks kind of scary... haha... got eyes bags... hee... like a bit sloggy... but when he smiled he looked cute... but i think Light looked more handsome... haha... k... after watching will go slp... nights... =) before this, let see some pictures from death note...
Death Note:
Friday, November 10, 2006
Flushed away...
Pictures from flushed away...
grabbed from: http://www.darkhorizons.com/2006/flushed/away.jpg
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grabbed from: http://www.darkhorizons.com/2006/flushed/away.jpg
grabbed from: http://animation.dreamworksfansite.com/flushedaway/design/headers/header_flushed.jpg
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grabbed from: http://southernohiofilm.com/images/Flushed_Away.jpg
My ytd n today
Thursday (9/11/2006)
walking down my childhood memories lane...
today is guang yin dan... so we went to the temple to pray... then bought some food for grandma... boy boy dun have sch today... me n bro went to visit grandma... we went to the market... the one i usually went when i was a kiddo(ps-m still a kiddo now... haha... but bigger version)... we passed by the houses... still the same... familar... same... haha... bring back the memories... then the playground that i used to play when i was in pri sch... haha... now older version... got rust liao... but still... dunno... feel so happy... i rmb i took one photo there wearing my pri pe tee... mus go n search... hee... oh... there is one corner for plants... then there are two rabbits... i think the rabbits v pitiful... cos two rabbits one small pathetic cage... haiz... no freedom...
reached the market( it is wet market)... so unfamilar... some parts still look the same... the clinic i used to go when i was sick still there... the singapore pool also still there... haha... i remember whenever i pass by the section where there sell alot of raw food-fish, chicken,prawns... i would take a breathe den hold my breath... haha... but now i dun need... cos not smelly anymore... n the floor is dry...
after buying what my grandma wanted, we were on our way home... grandma met a fren den sat down n chat... the two boys( my bro n boy boy) were bored so they went back home... i sat there listening to there talk... there topic- other ppl's family( kids n parents), their own kids n husband n grandchildren, death, their cooking... haha... btw, their conversation is in contonese i guess... i dunno... hee... i think is cantonese... got some parts i dun understand what they talking... but their lives were like that... they cooked for the family... but also fear their children won't leave as in not taking care of them back... so they have to keep some savings for themselves... and they got lots of illness... like cancer, eyes degradation... haiz...trust? trust who? even children can't be trusted...they talked abt one family, their daughter broke the relationship with her mother but luckily the mother is quite wealthy... husband, may also leave... trusth myself only i guess... i started to wonder... what will my live be when i were old... i dunno... i dun wan to think... may lead to worst thoughts....
my stupid bro took my house keys n went home himself... i accompany boy boy to play... he is so cute... haha... went downstair to buy ice-cream...saw ben, he is really naughty... haiz... bought boy boy a maggie... haha... trying to find excuse to escape cos boy boy keeps saying wanted to go my house... haha.... so i lied i got sch... den boy boy always so sensible... oh, u go sch ar... ok... bye bye... he is so cute... haha... =) white lie...grandma say i thin liao... den she said to bro," you wanna lose weight v hard." read above the line.... haha... den i sour my bro... so funny...
after i left grandma's hse...i met hui yi n lou at j8... watched flushed away... the mice, the one we kept in house called tom... he was flushed into the toilet... he was smart and handsome in the show... another world in the drain... mouse, frog, slugs... tapole... so funny... 3/5...
when doing dangerous stuff...
"dun u think this is v dangerous?"
"dun worry, my middle name is danger."
"but, my friend(name) i thought ur middle name is xxx."
when at the last part...
"oh, i'm happy when i see happy endings."
"i dun feel happy when i see endings."
then the bad mice was shoot by a bottle cap n being hit by the bottle then being splashed by the water...
"so, lesie(the mice), are u happy now?"
dotts...
last for around 1h 40 min...
after the movie, we walked for a while... den we went lib... borrowed books... we took photos outside the lib... it is raining... haiz...
Friday(10/11/2005)
morning... dated mad to go swimming with me.... who knows she is sick so i went tp complex to swim myself... on the bus-stop... saw one quite ok looking guy... who knows he took the same bus... den we alight at the same stop... he gave me that displeased look! wth... as if i wanted to alight same stop as u... think m stalking u ar... haiz... den... ok forget it... next shock... reached the gate of the complex... omg! so many kids! pri sch i think... haiz... ok walked in... next shock: adult pool-cleaning in progress... haiz... nice one... but luckily, by the time i changed the pool alr cleaned finished... yeah! haiz... no shuai ge... all the elderly... k, abit sad... with somemore, water is so cold like piercing my bones like tt... haiz... 34 laps in 1h 15min... after the swim... charcoal... what the hell! can really see the lines... n i was wearing short sleeves... can see... so clearly... black n white... haiz... nice one...
meet yc at red ring... went to eat long john combo one again... haha... wah... real tired... den went to gougang mall... den went to somewhere near sch to find her sis... wah... sweat... nice one... haha... yc n her sis dun look alike leh... skin colour not the same... yc is darker... eyes also diff... went back home...
on my way, saw a grp of beattians from ncc i think n DC... direct current... haha... mr desmond chan... wah... nice one... he asked,"no sch today?" i replied,"hols alr..." he said,"wah... so gd ar..." i act like i was in a hurry... cos.... i wore till so causal... haiz... some more black n white... haiz... hair day also... haiz... he still so dunno... tt kind of blur n friendly look... haha... =)
haiz... dun feel like starting my physics.... go watch tv 1st ba... haiz.... tv spied up my life these days... tv rocks! =)
walking down my childhood memories lane...
today is guang yin dan... so we went to the temple to pray... then bought some food for grandma... boy boy dun have sch today... me n bro went to visit grandma... we went to the market... the one i usually went when i was a kiddo(ps-m still a kiddo now... haha... but bigger version)... we passed by the houses... still the same... familar... same... haha... bring back the memories... then the playground that i used to play when i was in pri sch... haha... now older version... got rust liao... but still... dunno... feel so happy... i rmb i took one photo there wearing my pri pe tee... mus go n search... hee... oh... there is one corner for plants... then there are two rabbits... i think the rabbits v pitiful... cos two rabbits one small pathetic cage... haiz... no freedom...
reached the market( it is wet market)... so unfamilar... some parts still look the same... the clinic i used to go when i was sick still there... the singapore pool also still there... haha... i remember whenever i pass by the section where there sell alot of raw food-fish, chicken,prawns... i would take a breathe den hold my breath... haha... but now i dun need... cos not smelly anymore... n the floor is dry...
after buying what my grandma wanted, we were on our way home... grandma met a fren den sat down n chat... the two boys( my bro n boy boy) were bored so they went back home... i sat there listening to there talk... there topic- other ppl's family( kids n parents), their own kids n husband n grandchildren, death, their cooking... haha... btw, their conversation is in contonese i guess... i dunno... hee... i think is cantonese... got some parts i dun understand what they talking... but their lives were like that... they cooked for the family... but also fear their children won't leave as in not taking care of them back... so they have to keep some savings for themselves... and they got lots of illness... like cancer, eyes degradation... haiz...trust? trust who? even children can't be trusted...they talked abt one family, their daughter broke the relationship with her mother but luckily the mother is quite wealthy... husband, may also leave... trusth myself only i guess... i started to wonder... what will my live be when i were old... i dunno... i dun wan to think... may lead to worst thoughts....
my stupid bro took my house keys n went home himself... i accompany boy boy to play... he is so cute... haha... went downstair to buy ice-cream...saw ben, he is really naughty... haiz... bought boy boy a maggie... haha... trying to find excuse to escape cos boy boy keeps saying wanted to go my house... haha.... so i lied i got sch... den boy boy always so sensible... oh, u go sch ar... ok... bye bye... he is so cute... haha... =) white lie...grandma say i thin liao... den she said to bro," you wanna lose weight v hard." read above the line.... haha... den i sour my bro... so funny...
after i left grandma's hse...i met hui yi n lou at j8... watched flushed away... the mice, the one we kept in house called tom... he was flushed into the toilet... he was smart and handsome in the show... another world in the drain... mouse, frog, slugs... tapole... so funny... 3/5...
when doing dangerous stuff...
"dun u think this is v dangerous?"
"dun worry, my middle name is danger."
"but, my friend(name) i thought ur middle name is xxx."
when at the last part...
"oh, i'm happy when i see happy endings."
"i dun feel happy when i see endings."
then the bad mice was shoot by a bottle cap n being hit by the bottle then being splashed by the water...
"so, lesie(the mice), are u happy now?"
dotts...
last for around 1h 40 min...
after the movie, we walked for a while... den we went lib... borrowed books... we took photos outside the lib... it is raining... haiz...
Friday(10/11/2005)
morning... dated mad to go swimming with me.... who knows she is sick so i went tp complex to swim myself... on the bus-stop... saw one quite ok looking guy... who knows he took the same bus... den we alight at the same stop... he gave me that displeased look! wth... as if i wanted to alight same stop as u... think m stalking u ar... haiz... den... ok forget it... next shock... reached the gate of the complex... omg! so many kids! pri sch i think... haiz... ok walked in... next shock: adult pool-cleaning in progress... haiz... nice one... but luckily, by the time i changed the pool alr cleaned finished... yeah! haiz... no shuai ge... all the elderly... k, abit sad... with somemore, water is so cold like piercing my bones like tt... haiz... 34 laps in 1h 15min... after the swim... charcoal... what the hell! can really see the lines... n i was wearing short sleeves... can see... so clearly... black n white... haiz... nice one...
meet yc at red ring... went to eat long john combo one again... haha... wah... real tired... den went to gougang mall... den went to somewhere near sch to find her sis... wah... sweat... nice one... haha... yc n her sis dun look alike leh... skin colour not the same... yc is darker... eyes also diff... went back home...
on my way, saw a grp of beattians from ncc i think n DC... direct current... haha... mr desmond chan... wah... nice one... he asked,"no sch today?" i replied,"hols alr..." he said,"wah... so gd ar..." i act like i was in a hurry... cos.... i wore till so causal... haiz... some more black n white... haiz... hair day also... haiz... he still so dunno... tt kind of blur n friendly look... haha... =)
haiz... dun feel like starting my physics.... go watch tv 1st ba... haiz.... tv spied up my life these days... tv rocks! =)
Thursday, November 09, 2006
OP ended!
yeah! the day i long waited for has finally came!!! haha... OP finally ended!!! PW gone!!! one subject gone... 5 more to go! yeah! so paiseh... today late... haha... thanks my PW mates for the hard and the crap and the membories... in Mac... in cls... in sch... in lib... in com lab... haha... oh man... i will miss Ms Sharma terribly... opps... haha...
OP... not as bad as i thought... just present the way i rehearse... but qna... stunned at the qns... but it is all over... m free... jus like a bird? er... not yet... maybe a chick.... still under the care of parents... haha....
tired... dun have my afternoon nap... actually wanted to watch movie today... but... haiz... dun wan to say le... haha... my op ended so late.... haiz...
so happy... cos i planned what m gg to revise during my hols... yeah!
one more book to read den i can borrow more books... hee...
k... too tired today... haiz... see u! =)
OP... not as bad as i thought... just present the way i rehearse... but qna... stunned at the qns... but it is all over... m free... jus like a bird? er... not yet... maybe a chick.... still under the care of parents... haha....
tired... dun have my afternoon nap... actually wanted to watch movie today... but... haiz... dun wan to say le... haha... my op ended so late.... haiz...
so happy... cos i planned what m gg to revise during my hols... yeah!
one more book to read den i can borrow more books... hee...
k... too tired today... haiz... see u! =)
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Sidney Sheldon
this is the book i just read... the book i read had a black cover page...
grabbed from http://www.marion-m.de/autogramme/sheldon.jpg
this is a pic of sidney sheldon... abit disppointed that he looked old... haha... nvm... i love his story can alr... haha... next story will start after my OP... ya... all the best to me! =)
The Doomsday Conspiracy
Just finished a book tittled, " The Doomsday Conspiracy" by Sidney Sheldon. hey hey hey... u know what he like become my fav author alr... haha... other then J.K Rowling, Meg Cabot, R.L Stine... haha... I practically in love with him... er... i mean in love with this book... haha... this book was exciting... all the actions, excitement, misteries... make u want to read on... but some part i think it is kind of boring... but this author is really creative... he made use of small little details to become a great story... UFO... interesting... he did research on UFO to make his book more interesting... money and power the main reason to all crimes?? do UFO really exist??? ... the book bring out a message to the readers that is to save the Earth by not polluting the air... the water... important message! when reading his book, it is like a movie playing in ur mind... really cool huh? u were like imaging his story his mind, after finish reading, you realised u had jus finished a really cool movie... haha... u saved a movie ticket...but the ones u imagine it always seemed to be diff from the one u see in movie... jus like Harry Potter... i read the 4th book... it is really nice... i watched the 4th movie... was kind of disappointed because not as good as i was expected... but still quite good i guess... but the 4th book was really really nice and great! i could feel i was actually inside the book... i can't wait to read Sheldon's other books... too bad i only borrowed two of his books... cos his books are quite thick... i thought i would took a long time to read... who know i read finish in two days... faster than Harry Potter... haha... maybe because harry potter is thicker ba... haha... thanks sham for introducing this author to me... haha... =) spied up my day today... hee...
watched the 1st ed... at channel 8 ytd... what is the show name? can't rmb... smth like happy house? ya... her husband was great... so pamer the girl... so caring... so wonderful... like i say there is no such thing as perfect esp man... so the husband was actually a grambler... n a womaniser... mum asked, "why he turned out to be like this?"
I replied, "maybe he was already like this, just that his wife does not know. there is no such thing as perfect guy." come to think abt it, my dad was not bad... he dun smoke... he only drinks occasionally... he cares for the family... only abit stubborn... narrow-minded... he dun womanise... he dun gramble only small value... he sacrifices himself for the family, he helps out housework( hey not every man helps out housework k. which i think is da nan ren-dunno how to say in el terms...) mother is so xin fu... dad also so xin fu to have such a great wife also... haha... who knows how to cook great food... tt is why i always prefer home food to fast food...
so much for today... still haven't mentally prepared for OP... so much time had gone alr... still left so little time... later better hurry go and prepare... yeah! after OP... after tml... better start doing my hwk n tys n i better plan a scheldue for myself... n maybe start to find job if can find n if they want to hire me... sham gt one job... really great... ask her after her O lvl ba... haha... =)
all the best to me! =) for my OP! Jia U! go go go! Good luck to me! =) and all the best to the ppl who had OP tml! Jia U! =)
watched the 1st ed... at channel 8 ytd... what is the show name? can't rmb... smth like happy house? ya... her husband was great... so pamer the girl... so caring... so wonderful... like i say there is no such thing as perfect esp man... so the husband was actually a grambler... n a womaniser... mum asked, "why he turned out to be like this?"
I replied, "maybe he was already like this, just that his wife does not know. there is no such thing as perfect guy." come to think abt it, my dad was not bad... he dun smoke... he only drinks occasionally... he cares for the family... only abit stubborn... narrow-minded... he dun womanise... he dun gramble only small value... he sacrifices himself for the family, he helps out housework( hey not every man helps out housework k. which i think is da nan ren-dunno how to say in el terms...) mother is so xin fu... dad also so xin fu to have such a great wife also... haha... who knows how to cook great food... tt is why i always prefer home food to fast food...
so much for today... still haven't mentally prepared for OP... so much time had gone alr... still left so little time... later better hurry go and prepare... yeah! after OP... after tml... better start doing my hwk n tys n i better plan a scheldue for myself... n maybe start to find job if can find n if they want to hire me... sham gt one job... really great... ask her after her O lvl ba... haha... =)
all the best to me! =) for my OP! Jia U! go go go! Good luck to me! =) and all the best to the ppl who had OP tml! Jia U! =)
Monday, November 06, 2006
thinking
been thinking... i went mac i always order fillet burger meal... i go kfc i order shroom burger meal... i go long john i will order combo one... it is a habit or what... or m i resistance to change? or m afraid to change? i wonder... i wanted to change... i dun mind eating other new food... maybe it is my habit i guess... the taste of food is not tt important to me alr i guess... what important is that m filled ba...
listening to Jay Chou songs... wah... so nice... the lyrics so nice... i mean it is really beautiful... haha... http://www.jay-chou.net/lyrics.php check this out... haha...
when the hell my contact lens gg to be really... one week gone liao... haiz.. wait...
talking about change... ya... that day... meeting sham... i was wearing tee... yap... den she says i changed alot... her expression was... wow... u looked pretty... den keep asking me m i in love or what... who changed me... i was like huh? did i change? haha... i didn't change... my principle still like the same... still calm as always... cheeks still red no matter what... maybe see the guy i like den i turn more red... or maybe i shy... or too anxious... or warm or after a long run den my cheeks will become redder.... haha...still looking out for cute guys... hee... well, maybe now more conscious of how i looked now i guess... haha...
jaychou rox... he spied up my life today... haha... =)
somehow... been thinking... why a guy like to dare so much? like tt how much he likes tt girl? no wonder tt girl broke up with him... she was awfully hurt...
listening to Jay Chou songs... wah... so nice... the lyrics so nice... i mean it is really beautiful... haha...
when the hell my contact lens gg to be really... one week gone liao... haiz.. wait...
talking about change... ya... that day... meeting sham... i was wearing tee... yap... den she says i changed alot... her expression was... wow... u looked pretty... den keep asking me m i in love or what... who changed me... i was like huh? did i change? haha... i didn't change... my principle still like the same... still calm as always... cheeks still red no matter what... maybe see the guy i like den i turn more red... or maybe i shy... or too anxious... or warm or after a long run den my cheeks will become redder.... haha...still looking out for cute guys... hee... well, maybe now more conscious of how i looked now i guess... haha...
jaychou rox... he spied up my life today... haha... =)
somehow... been thinking... why a guy like to dare so much? like tt how much he likes tt girl? no wonder tt girl broke up with him... she was awfully hurt...
OP Rehearsal
woke up early in the morning for pw...mum woke me up... i said something v responsible... haiz.. feel so regretted... sian...
one member didn't come... sick... ch... den gk was early... haha... miracle... hee... found something... roof! it is so cool there.... ! =) although a bit warm... but when u need time to think or cry... that is the good place... or even meet ur bf or gf lor... haha...if only it is an open area... haha... think of the meteor garden tt show... where the shan cai n ah lei meet... so cool... haha...
sian...
all the best to all ppl taking O lvl and A lvl! Jia U! Go go go! =)
one member didn't come... sick... ch... den gk was early... haha... miracle... hee... found something... roof! it is so cool there.... ! =) although a bit warm... but when u need time to think or cry... that is the good place... or even meet ur bf or gf lor... haha...if only it is an open area... haha... think of the meteor garden tt show... where the shan cai n ah lei meet... so cool... haha...
sian...
all the best to all ppl taking O lvl and A lvl! Jia U! Go go go! =)
Sunday, November 05, 2006
tired
so bored... watching tv... i used to be a tv addicter... but dunno why... since when... i started to move away from tv... haiz... that is a good thing i guess... haha...
just went swimming with mad... wanted to see the last week that guy... but... haiz... he is not there... abit disappointed... all my mind was on him... why the hell waste my brain juice on a person whom i dun even know... crazy ger... haiz... today... 30 laps in 1h n 12min... tired... go back to watch tv le... see ya.. =)
just went swimming with mad... wanted to see the last week that guy... but... haiz... he is not there... abit disappointed... all my mind was on him... why the hell waste my brain juice on a person whom i dun even know... crazy ger... haiz... today... 30 laps in 1h n 12min... tired... go back to watch tv le... see ya.. =)
my last two days...
Friday (3/11/2006)
haiz... finished my chinese "A" level exam... i think it is so yucky... last 5 min i was rushing through the composition... i could feel my heart pounching so heart... i could not breath...my hands are shaking... dunno is it cold or due to fear... i fought till the end... but still, i could not finish the compo... but nvm... i already tried my best...
den went to eat at j8... kfc.. talk crap again... haiz... shop shop...
gotta buy my thick notebook... and pens... and what next??? dunno... can't rmb liao...
Saturday (4/11/2006)
went bugis national lib with sham... she gt o lvl man... haiz... jia u lor...
found something... a shop tt sell old text and old texts can be sold to them... but they dun have the text i wan... haiz...
sham's parents so sweet... buy us buns... so nice... =)
ate lunch at long john... b4 tt... something happened...
a guy( whom sham thinks he is cute) approached us (actually not us is her... i can jolly well walk away) say wan help or what so ever... sham being er... what is tt word? can't remember... too attracted to the guy... den sham asked me got 1 buck? den sham gave one buck... that was how he cheated our money...sham cheated my one buck... nice one... only good thing abt tt guy: he wore white tee n er... quite muscular i guess... haha... i like guys wearing white, maybe brown or black... cos they looked good in them only for some guys la.... and er... not in pink or hot pink whatsoever... i think they seemed abit sissy... but while... there are always exceptions...
in the lib i read a book... wah i think tt book i read b4... the mediator... blur sotong... a girl can see ghost... in love with a ghost also... haha... i like the girl''s character... v cool... and daring and brave... and responsible..
Today
saw the death note ed 5... started to hate Light lor... how can he kill innocents??? evil... dun like this ed... seemed to be quite boring leh... cos i think this ed show Light's fear of being caught and lost... and not using this intelligence to do the right thing... i hope better will be coming up ba...
sian n tired... wah... jus went litespeed... gp... tons of hwk... good one... sian...
haiz... finished my chinese "A" level exam... i think it is so yucky... last 5 min i was rushing through the composition... i could feel my heart pounching so heart... i could not breath...my hands are shaking... dunno is it cold or due to fear... i fought till the end... but still, i could not finish the compo... but nvm... i already tried my best...
den went to eat at j8... kfc.. talk crap again... haiz... shop shop...
gotta buy my thick notebook... and pens... and what next??? dunno... can't rmb liao...
Saturday (4/11/2006)
went bugis national lib with sham... she gt o lvl man... haiz... jia u lor...
found something... a shop tt sell old text and old texts can be sold to them... but they dun have the text i wan... haiz...
sham's parents so sweet... buy us buns... so nice... =)
ate lunch at long john... b4 tt... something happened...
a guy( whom sham thinks he is cute) approached us (actually not us is her... i can jolly well walk away) say wan help or what so ever... sham being er... what is tt word? can't remember... too attracted to the guy... den sham asked me got 1 buck? den sham gave one buck... that was how he cheated our money...sham cheated my one buck... nice one... only good thing abt tt guy: he wore white tee n er... quite muscular i guess... haha... i like guys wearing white, maybe brown or black... cos they looked good in them only for some guys la.... and er... not in pink or hot pink whatsoever... i think they seemed abit sissy... but while... there are always exceptions...
in the lib i read a book... wah i think tt book i read b4... the mediator... blur sotong... a girl can see ghost... in love with a ghost also... haha... i like the girl''s character... v cool... and daring and brave... and responsible..
Today
saw the death note ed 5... started to hate Light lor... how can he kill innocents??? evil... dun like this ed... seemed to be quite boring leh... cos i think this ed show Light's fear of being caught and lost... and not using this intelligence to do the right thing... i hope better will be coming up ba...
sian n tired... wah... jus went litespeed... gp... tons of hwk... good one... sian...
Saturday, November 04, 2006
tired
erm... dun feel like blogging today... but wanna complain! waited for so long! that death note... what the hell no sub title... m sian diao liao... haiz...
Thursday, November 02, 2006
bored
haiz... i feel sad... i dunno why... how come the chinese can't be shown? but when i preview it i can see the chinese words... sian...
dun have a good slp last night... dunno why...
i dunno if i can meet my target of getting an ACE... after reading my compo tt i written for the past yr... i think my compo not bad... haha.. just that my expression expression!.... haiz...
i feel so sick sometimes... i know... m emotional... i know it all... that is why m more sensitive and more obervant den anyone else... but i will affect as well... i know i can't be like that... but just can't help it... i tried to act as if i dunno... but can't help to think about it...
Mr Poh having tuition centre... think i should go n try... since my maths is so sucky... haiz...
my feeling for tt guy seems to have faded alr... so paul... dun ask alr... and nobody has confest(spell correctly?) his feelings to me la... dun listen to pauline talk crap... haha...
for now... i shall not go n find the guy that belongs to me... let the nature take his course... got fate den will eventually meet... haha... no fate den i shall be a nun ba... haiz... i read from a romance book that... b4 u died... u will see the person who really belonged to u... i wonder... if the person u married not the other part of u... den will u regret? i wonder wonder... haiz... so bored... haiz...
dun have a good slp last night... dunno why...
i dunno if i can meet my target of getting an ACE... after reading my compo tt i written for the past yr... i think my compo not bad... haha.. just that my expression expression!.... haiz...
i feel so sick sometimes... i know... m emotional... i know it all... that is why m more sensitive and more obervant den anyone else... but i will affect as well... i know i can't be like that... but just can't help it... i tried to act as if i dunno... but can't help to think about it...
Mr Poh having tuition centre... think i should go n try... since my maths is so sucky... haiz...
my feeling for tt guy seems to have faded alr... so paul... dun ask alr... and nobody has confest(spell correctly?) his feelings to me la... dun listen to pauline talk crap... haha...
for now... i shall not go n find the guy that belongs to me... let the nature take his course... got fate den will eventually meet... haha... no fate den i shall be a nun ba... haiz... i read from a romance book that... b4 u died... u will see the person who really belonged to u... i wonder... if the person u married not the other part of u... den will u regret? i wonder wonder... haiz... so bored... haiz...
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
I&R
wah... nice man... wake up so early... sian... tired...
waste time only... but yc's msn joke really brightened my day... haha... so funny... =)
the pw rehearsal...booked wrong room... nice one... haha... den slide wrong... so it is like wasted...
go sch like wasted... anyway, i signed up for the h3 course la... which i think i won't get it... haiz... if i tell ppl i go sign it... they may laugh their head off... but m dare to try... cos there is no limit n no bounary...n i always believe in miricle... dare to take risk... haha... =) 1st step towards success is that u dare to take ur 1st step out... so what it a failure... say so much... haha... tired... 2 more days to chinese... i still slack here...
helping mad to find her crush pic... which i think like finding a needle in a hay( got use it correctly?) 海底捞针。
tired... sian...buai...
waste time only... but yc's msn joke really brightened my day... haha... so funny... =)
the pw rehearsal...booked wrong room... nice one... haha... den slide wrong... so it is like wasted...
go sch like wasted... anyway, i signed up for the h3 course la... which i think i won't get it... haiz... if i tell ppl i go sign it... they may laugh their head off... but m dare to try... cos there is no limit n no bounary...n i always believe in miricle... dare to take risk... haha... =) 1st step towards success is that u dare to take ur 1st step out... so what it a failure... say so much... haha... tired... 2 more days to chinese... i still slack here...
helping mad to find her crush pic... which i think like finding a needle in a hay( got use it correctly?) 海底捞针。
tired... sian...buai...
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
sian
nice one... 3rd post in a day... i must be really bored... struck at evaluation of I&R... sian...
hard core!!! sian... sian... sian... gggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!! haiz... overshot liao lor... if i still continue writing... haiz...
hard core!!! sian... sian... sian... gggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!! haiz... overshot liao lor... if i still continue writing... haiz...
sian
sian... dunno why... the chinese words can't see one... lazy go n change it... haiz... tired... sian... I n R... dun feel like doing it... but have to do it... why time past so fast??? sian... haiz...
ya... refecting... i have changed... but some parts of me didn't... i still like to eye wash cute guys.... haha... =)
bored... i dun feel like doing anything... haiz... feel like going swimming leh... been thinking how to kill my holidays... since this holidays no overseas for us... more sian den ever.... haiz...
plans for the holidays:
1. watch death note
2. learn guitar--> want to learn qing tian... haha...
3. learn piano---> have to ask the price...
4. learn swimming n complete the silver course--> if only gt someone accompany me lor...
5. study!!! prepare for A level!!! --> this is a must!!!
6. read storybooks...
7. find part-time job??? --> if they want to hire me lor... haha...
feel like sleeping... dun feel like doing I&R... so sian...
ya... refecting... i have changed... but some parts of me didn't... i still like to eye wash cute guys.... haha... =)
bored... i dun feel like doing anything... haiz... feel like going swimming leh... been thinking how to kill my holidays... since this holidays no overseas for us... more sian den ever.... haiz...
plans for the holidays:
1. watch death note
2. learn guitar--> want to learn qing tian... haha...
3. learn piano---> have to ask the price...
4. learn swimming n complete the silver course--> if only gt someone accompany me lor...
5. study!!! prepare for A level!!! --> this is a must!!!
6. read storybooks...
7. find part-time job??? --> if they want to hire me lor... haha...
feel like sleeping... dun feel like doing I&R... so sian...
我的一天
so happy! finally can use chinese le... haha... jus finish reading a chinese storybook... romance de... 好高兴！！ 哈哈。幸福的感觉。haha... so funny...
i think the writer who rote this storybook tittled 《我的蓝颜知己》 is a person who understand love v much...this writer made me hate the girl at the beginning... cos she made used of the guy for 4yrs... when she wants him, she called him, when she dun wan him, she just kicked him away... changing bfs one after another... making him wait for 4yrs... making him hurt when she sees her hurt... but later... i knew that it was her way of loving him... torturing him... it is a risk she took... if she went to the extreme, the guy might left her, den he is not the other part of her life... but he didn't leave...since the day she met him, she alr knew he is hers... 我相信只要两个人相爱不论到哪里，最终还是会在一起的。对，只要相信。i wonder... where is him?? the guy tt belonged to me... i wonder does he ever exist... or he exist but haven appear??? or exist n appear alr but i didn't know... haiz... everytime reads a romance book make me 胡思乱想。
i seemed to have changed... i went to lib ytd... i went to the young ppl section, realised that the bks there... so boring... the books that i used to like, dun attract me anymore... i think i have grown up... that i need to go to the adult section next time liao... haha... i used to like english books more den chinese books... but now... diff... chinese seemed to interest me much more... it had been one yr that i haven't touch a single english fiction book liao... cos maybe... due to GP... that i started to pick up newspaper to read... but not regularly... due to GP i started to move away from these romance fiction books ba... i guess... or cos i got no time??? i do not know.... miserable me... haiz...
i think the writer who rote this storybook tittled 《我的蓝颜知己》 is a person who understand love v much...this writer made me hate the girl at the beginning... cos she made used of the guy for 4yrs... when she wants him, she called him, when she dun wan him, she just kicked him away... changing bfs one after another... making him wait for 4yrs... making him hurt when she sees her hurt... but later... i knew that it was her way of loving him... torturing him... it is a risk she took... if she went to the extreme, the guy might left her, den he is not the other part of her life... but he didn't leave...since the day she met him, she alr knew he is hers... 我相信只要两个人相爱不论到哪里，最终还是会在一起的。对，只要相信。i wonder... where is him?? the guy tt belonged to me... i wonder does he ever exist... or he exist but haven appear??? or exist n appear alr but i didn't know... haiz... everytime reads a romance book make me 胡思乱想。
i seemed to have changed... i went to lib ytd... i went to the young ppl section, realised that the bks there... so boring... the books that i used to like, dun attract me anymore... i think i have grown up... that i need to go to the adult section next time liao... haha... i used to like english books more den chinese books... but now... diff... chinese seemed to interest me much more... it had been one yr that i haven't touch a single english fiction book liao... cos maybe... due to GP... that i started to pick up newspaper to read... but not regularly... due to GP i started to move away from these romance fiction books ba... i guess... or cos i got no time??? i do not know.... miserable me... haiz...
My day
woke up early... go sch do project work... aq session... rehearsal... n one hour of saw 1 n saw 2... wah... gross... i wonder why ppl like gruesome stuffs... i rmb watching my 1st gruesome movie,N16... with huili... that is so gross... i dun think i will watch tt kind of movie again.... make my hair stand...
talking abt hair... my bro... wahaha... so funny... he wants to eat more beef... wahaha...
go lib return bks.. n borrowed some books... finally borrowed nice bk... haha... falling in love with the bk!!! great!!!
went aunt hse... wahaha... tell u saw a handsome... this guy was walking under the block while i was outside.... he reached the lift 1st...he entered the lift... den i go press the lift door... got 2 lifts... i press the other one...i pressed then wonder why the door not open since the lift was at my floor(1st floor)... den one head poped out of the other lift... wah... so qiao... it is tt guy... he stops at 4th floor... haha... but i think won't be seeing him liao... cos tuition finish liao lor... haiz... maybe got next yr... wahaha... =) tt guy looked like RQ... haha...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mDlDYa_o-k&eurl= my fav movie!!! titanic...wah... so cool... can't find tt song leh... wanted to put in my blog one... the song so nice... what if... by Kate Winslet... wah... so touching... =)
talking abt hair... my bro... wahaha... so funny... he wants to eat more beef... wahaha...
go lib return bks.. n borrowed some books... finally borrowed nice bk... haha... falling in love with the bk!!! great!!!
went aunt hse... wahaha... tell u saw a handsome... this guy was walking under the block while i was outside.... he reached the lift 1st...he entered the lift... den i go press the lift door... got 2 lifts... i press the other one...i pressed then wonder why the door not open since the lift was at my floor(1st floor)... den one head poped out of the other lift... wah... so qiao... it is tt guy... he stops at 4th floor... haha... but i think won't be seeing him liao... cos tuition finish liao lor... haiz... maybe got next yr... wahaha... =) tt guy looked like RQ... haha...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mDlDYa_o-k&eurl= my fav movie!!! titanic...wah... so cool... can't find tt song leh... wanted to put in my blog one... the song so nice... what if... by Kate Winslet... wah... so touching... =)
Sunday, October 29, 2006
swimming...
this is the theme song for death note... falling in love with death note liao... haha! =)
sian... i slacked all day... sian... memorising script was such a hard task for me... sian... still rapping u know... if i dun rap... more den 5min leh... sian...
evening go swimming... really crowded... trying to avoid... more difficult to swim... nvm... change lane now n den... i went to the continue swimming lane... but pressure cos all males... so i change back... haha... den after that got one guy came swimming beside me... wahaha... can't see his face cos he is wearing goggles... but his body real gd... gd body complex also... dark skin... but i finished 24laps liao... tired... but i dun wan to go... haiz... but dunno y i go bathe... den it rains... nice one... but i saw second shuai ge... wah... really handsome... opps... he caught me noticing him... so i looked away... can't see him some more... cos we have to go liao... aunt came to fetch us le... haiz... haha... so happy... wahaha...
dinner was great!!! ji jiu n eggs n same what like tom yam... great! i ate two bowls of rice leh... nv eat so much rice one... normally half bowl i sick liao... great and delicious dinner today... haha... i taught boy boy how to say some of the English words... wah... he is so smart... he kissed me... haha... so cute! =)
the phone i wan is n95 which haven come to SG... haiz... 5mp cam... nice nice... haha... but sure ex one... or consider n80 or n73... haha... 3 n 3.2 MP respectively... not bad ar...n93 also not bad! haha... =)
tired... go slp liao... buai... =) see ya... =)
sian... i slacked all day... sian... memorising script was such a hard task for me... sian... still rapping u know... if i dun rap... more den 5min leh... sian...
evening go swimming... really crowded... trying to avoid... more difficult to swim... nvm... change lane now n den... i went to the continue swimming lane... but pressure cos all males... so i change back... haha... den after that got one guy came swimming beside me... wahaha... can't see his face cos he is wearing goggles... but his body real gd... gd body complex also... dark skin... but i finished 24laps liao... tired... but i dun wan to go... haiz... but dunno y i go bathe... den it rains... nice one... but i saw second shuai ge... wah... really handsome... opps... he caught me noticing him... so i looked away... can't see him some more... cos we have to go liao... aunt came to fetch us le... haiz... haha... so happy... wahaha...
dinner was great!!! ji jiu n eggs n same what like tom yam... great! i ate two bowls of rice leh... nv eat so much rice one... normally half bowl i sick liao... great and delicious dinner today... haha... i taught boy boy how to say some of the English words... wah... he is so smart... he kissed me... haha... so cute! =)
the phone i wan is n95 which haven come to SG... haiz... 5mp cam... nice nice... haha... but sure ex one... or consider n80 or n73... haha... 3 n 3.2 MP respectively... not bad ar...n93 also not bad! haha... =)
tired... go slp liao... buai... =) see ya... =)
SiAn
u know what? babies need 16.5h of slp daily... while i need 16h of slp daily... like that i no time for other stuffs alr... ytd i slp at 4am... dunno why alr... mayb slp too much...
i dunno why... i felt so sad... haiz... part of me was excited cos can't wait for the contact lens to come... but part of me also fear... fear the new me... fear i dunno how to wear contact lens... fear i not use to it... haiz... dunno... later tt shop owner vomit blood... scare gt eye infection also... haiz... dunno...
found my chinese ans sheet... hee... my mum found it under the sofa... so sweet of her... ya.. den i do tt set of chinese lor... n nth else alr... den slack... wait till the time for me to go to teach benedict... today is the most productive one... 2 sets of english and one set of science... not bad ar... den he went back to his maple again.... i released him early since he is a good student... he is smart... hope he does well in exams! =)
dunno why keep losing things recently... today i was trying to find my facial wash... wanted to wash my face b4 gg out... wah lao... can't find... at night ask my mum gt see or not.. nice one... get scolding from her... finally it was all along under my table... nice one... haiz... so sway...
dunno why m such a sleepy head... can sleep anytime anywhere... haiz... nice one... tt time at lib, also can like tt fell asleep... haiz... really need 16h of slp a day den enough... 4h of study... den i left with 4h... 2h goes to eat,bath... 2h left to play... watch tv... online... shopping... movies... music... entertainment... nice one... haiz...
still think N90 the best! =) price??? if not i will get N80... hee =)
wah... memorise the script till vomit blood... 3 more Q cards to go... haiz... i want a perfect OP! i say PERFECT... haha... u know how much i hate memorising... cos i think it is too dumb... but for now i shall do dumb things... haiz... u know why i like phyiscs n chem more compared to bio... cos bio need memborising wk.... while physics n chem dun need... but now... i dunno if i like chem now... cos chem need to memorise stuffs... sian... n i spent so much time yet the result still like tt... but physics... diff... i spent much more little time... tot no hope for phyiscs liao... to my dismay... i passed... nice one... haha... maths... dun say le.... can get a much better grade if not for tt qns... graveful mistake i made ever... haiz...
I&R... dun feel like doing... sian... lazy to go search for the I&R notes... so late liao... stupid kept hogging the com to play ms... sian diao liao... haiz... rmb to return lib bks... 22laps tml! =) jia u! n rmb my script by tml... hee... =) u can do it! jia u!
now tt i found my goal... not the long term goal... goal for block test... mid yr... and a lvl... but i still dunno what i want to do in life... what is my ambition??? think for 2days liao... haiz... still dun have an ans to this qns... haiz... my goal in life is to make alot of money n travel the world.... but ... i dunno what i wanna do... sian... what my aunt said today to his son: guys dun study are useless u know... no cert useless u know... u think ur wife will support u ar... no wan will want u ar if ur studies not gd... sis(me) can go marry a rich n he can support her... tt is what is gd abt a woman... dun go marry a useless guy...
i was like dotts... how can she say such a thing to a young boy... although i know tt is reality... m a practical girl... but... m an independent girl also... but m lost right now... blur n misery abt my life... how i wish gt someone to enlighten me... haiz...
i dunno why... i felt so sad... haiz... part of me was excited cos can't wait for the contact lens to come... but part of me also fear... fear the new me... fear i dunno how to wear contact lens... fear i not use to it... haiz... dunno... later tt shop owner vomit blood... scare gt eye infection also... haiz... dunno...
found my chinese ans sheet... hee... my mum found it under the sofa... so sweet of her... ya.. den i do tt set of chinese lor... n nth else alr... den slack... wait till the time for me to go to teach benedict... today is the most productive one... 2 sets of english and one set of science... not bad ar... den he went back to his maple again.... i released him early since he is a good student... he is smart... hope he does well in exams! =)
dunno why keep losing things recently... today i was trying to find my facial wash... wanted to wash my face b4 gg out... wah lao... can't find... at night ask my mum gt see or not.. nice one... get scolding from her... finally it was all along under my table... nice one... haiz... so sway...
dunno why m such a sleepy head... can sleep anytime anywhere... haiz... nice one... tt time at lib, also can like tt fell asleep... haiz... really need 16h of slp a day den enough... 4h of study... den i left with 4h... 2h goes to eat,bath... 2h left to play... watch tv... online... shopping... movies... music... entertainment... nice one... haiz...
still think N90 the best! =) price??? if not i will get N80... hee =)
wah... memorise the script till vomit blood... 3 more Q cards to go... haiz... i want a perfect OP! i say PERFECT... haha... u know how much i hate memorising... cos i think it is too dumb... but for now i shall do dumb things... haiz... u know why i like phyiscs n chem more compared to bio... cos bio need memborising wk.... while physics n chem dun need... but now... i dunno if i like chem now... cos chem need to memorise stuffs... sian... n i spent so much time yet the result still like tt... but physics... diff... i spent much more little time... tot no hope for phyiscs liao... to my dismay... i passed... nice one... haha... maths... dun say le.... can get a much better grade if not for tt qns... graveful mistake i made ever... haiz...
I&R... dun feel like doing... sian... lazy to go search for the I&R notes... so late liao... stupid kept hogging the com to play ms... sian diao liao... haiz... rmb to return lib bks... 22laps tml! =) jia u! n rmb my script by tml... hee... =) u can do it! jia u!
now tt i found my goal... not the long term goal... goal for block test... mid yr... and a lvl... but i still dunno what i want to do in life... what is my ambition??? think for 2days liao... haiz... still dun have an ans to this qns... haiz... my goal in life is to make alot of money n travel the world.... but ... i dunno what i wanna do... sian... what my aunt said today to his son: guys dun study are useless u know... no cert useless u know... u think ur wife will support u ar... no wan will want u ar if ur studies not gd... sis(me) can go marry a rich n he can support her... tt is what is gd abt a woman... dun go marry a useless guy...
i was like dotts... how can she say such a thing to a young boy... although i know tt is reality... m a practical girl... but... m an independent girl also... but m lost right now... blur n misery abt my life... how i wish gt someone to enlighten me... haiz...
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Slacking at home
nice one... wanted to study chinese one... den found that my ans sheet lost... then i no mood to study liao... slack... den pauline called me... talked for quite long... ya... she broke the news to me... i know she is confused right now... but still have to make a choice... a choice that is right for her... a choice that she won't regret next time... a choice that suitable for her... no one can give her an ans... a choice that she has to make it on her... that is how u have to grow up... if u make this decision... u have make a step to growing up... understand girl? dun worry... things will go just fine... =) no one can help u make the decision, no one can give u the ans, only can give u advise cos u r the only person who know what u wan urself, what u wan in life, only u r the person who understand urself the best... jia u! =)
sian... den i slack again... hoping that paper will pop out of no where... but it is not... dunno fly where alr... sian... den pauline called me say gt jj... den i go watched... i think i watched tt b4.. he looked so... nvm... in my eyes, he v shuai... haha... his voice so gd lor... haha... love his voice... love his songs... maybe shall change my blog song to his...
den dunno why... i fell asleep on the sofa... wah... den till 7pm something i woke up... oh man... den waited for my mum to call... finally she called...
tell u my experience in the opticial shop... this shop i nv been b4... but i think this optics shop is the best one i have been so far... not that i have been to lots of optics shop la... jus that the last one i have been too been close down or move away i dunno... most slightly is closed down... so poor service... hee... so evil... this optics shop i went to rite... not v fanciful... u won't notice it rite away... it is quite a small shop... but tell u... this shop owner quite friendly... not bad looking also if u look closely... quite a sensitive guy and a gd father... haha... heard him talking to his son over the phone... den quite high tech also...eye check up... get the checking of my degree... nice one... my left eye degree went up... den he said my dunno what the axis not correct... den he used dunno what light to screen my eyes... den check my cornea (man i forget how to spell- bio gone down the drain) size...say i gt lots of tears... v gd... cos i wan to wear contact lens what... i forget the last process is for what... jus me look up look left look down... got the light thingy... den he asked me u gt eye infection b4... i said gt red eyes b4... den he said ya... cos ur right eye got scar... i was like... omg...nvm... den gg to change spect also... he showed me a few trendy spect... i choose the blue one of cos... haha... with frame... with trendy design... wah... nice one... contact lens cum glasses... $400 bucks... haiz... so ex... why do i have short sighted.... sian...
wah... one day like tt spend finish liao... really gotta start studying chinese liao!!! jia u!!! later regret den die... haiz... go go go!!! better go slp... i think m gg to change song... shall i?? jj song??? dunno... sian...
N90 rocks man... camera 5MP! wow... so cool... i dunno what the price... wah... m too stress is it? keep spending money... haiz... sian... sometimes... i wonder... what i wanna do in life??? i really dunno what i want to do in life... i jus wan to be like bill gate like tt earn lots of money... hee... my ideal house is a house by the sea... high tech... transparent when i wan it.. can see the stars... got swimming pools... gt garden... gt backyard... haiz... still dunno what is my ambition... sian... a teacher? an actoress??? since i can trick sy... haha... okay... hope i will know what i wan to do in my life soon... see ya... it is really late alr...
sian... den i slack again... hoping that paper will pop out of no where... but it is not... dunno fly where alr... sian... den pauline called me say gt jj... den i go watched... i think i watched tt b4.. he looked so... nvm... in my eyes, he v shuai... haha... his voice so gd lor... haha... love his voice... love his songs... maybe shall change my blog song to his...
den dunno why... i fell asleep on the sofa... wah... den till 7pm something i woke up... oh man... den waited for my mum to call... finally she called...
tell u my experience in the opticial shop... this shop i nv been b4... but i think this optics shop is the best one i have been so far... not that i have been to lots of optics shop la... jus that the last one i have been too been close down or move away i dunno... most slightly is closed down... so poor service... hee... so evil... this optics shop i went to rite... not v fanciful... u won't notice it rite away... it is quite a small shop... but tell u... this shop owner quite friendly... not bad looking also if u look closely... quite a sensitive guy and a gd father... haha... heard him talking to his son over the phone... den quite high tech also...eye check up... get the checking of my degree... nice one... my left eye degree went up... den he said my dunno what the axis not correct... den he used dunno what light to screen my eyes... den check my cornea (man i forget how to spell- bio gone down the drain) size...say i gt lots of tears... v gd... cos i wan to wear contact lens what... i forget the last process is for what... jus me look up look left look down... got the light thingy... den he asked me u gt eye infection b4... i said gt red eyes b4... den he said ya... cos ur right eye got scar... i was like... omg...nvm... den gg to change spect also... he showed me a few trendy spect... i choose the blue one of cos... haha... with frame... with trendy design... wah... nice one... contact lens cum glasses... $400 bucks... haiz... so ex... why do i have short sighted.... sian...
wah... one day like tt spend finish liao... really gotta start studying chinese liao!!! jia u!!! later regret den die... haiz... go go go!!! better go slp... i think m gg to change song... shall i?? jj song??? dunno... sian...
N90 rocks man... camera 5MP! wow... so cool... i dunno what the price... wah... m too stress is it? keep spending money... haiz... sian... sometimes... i wonder... what i wanna do in life??? i really dunno what i want to do in life... i jus wan to be like bill gate like tt earn lots of money... hee... my ideal house is a house by the sea... high tech... transparent when i wan it.. can see the stars... got swimming pools... gt garden... gt backyard... haiz... still dunno what is my ambition... sian... a teacher? an actoress??? since i can trick sy... haha... okay... hope i will know what i wan to do in my life soon... see ya... it is really late alr...
Thursday, October 26, 2006
promos...
i wasn't afraid... as i knew i promoted as our ct alr told us earlier... i think the teachers moderated alot as i wasn't able to promote in the 1st place... so m glad... so haiz... no ace... nice one... the result was terrible... i said terrible... didn't get such a bad result b4...okay... will try harder! work hard and smart! jia u! goal is to get to top 25 percent then i can get the money... haha... yeah! =)
great job guys! haha! my class all got promoted!!! =) dunno why guys(males) like cars so much... dun understand... haiz...
went to eat mac at amk... with joanne n yc... wah... so full... nice one... haiz... shop... see hp... wan the N80 so badly!!! shall i get it??? but it is so ex... how ar??? feel so bad... mum also say dun get such an ex handphone... haiz.. but N80 really rox leh... or 800i sony ericson one??? wah... so fan...
den go meet sham at bishan lib... nice one... she was late... i was so sleepy that i fell asleep... haiz... tired...
i hope pauline is okay... jia u... what's done can't be undone... just work towards what u got... jia u! =)
wanted to scare my mum that i gt retain... but she knew from my smile she knew i was kidding with her... haiz... haha... my cd!!! =)
sian... tired... tml no sch... work towards my goals! jia u! =) my ace for chinese!!! and PW!!! =) and after that chiong my tys!!! jia u!! work smart and hard!!! gogogo! =)
great job guys! haha! my class all got promoted!!! =) dunno why guys(males) like cars so much... dun understand... haiz...
went to eat mac at amk... with joanne n yc... wah... so full... nice one... haiz... shop... see hp... wan the N80 so badly!!! shall i get it??? but it is so ex... how ar??? feel so bad... mum also say dun get such an ex handphone... haiz.. but N80 really rox leh... or 800i sony ericson one??? wah... so fan...
den go meet sham at bishan lib... nice one... she was late... i was so sleepy that i fell asleep... haiz... tired...
i hope pauline is okay... jia u... what's done can't be undone... just work towards what u got... jia u! =)
wanted to scare my mum that i gt retain... but she knew from my smile she knew i was kidding with her... haiz... haha... my cd!!! =)
sian... tired... tml no sch... work towards my goals! jia u! =) my ace for chinese!!! and PW!!! =) and after that chiong my tys!!! jia u!! work smart and hard!!! gogogo! =)
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
change blogskin
tired... really tired of my life liao... haiz...
didn't bring tie today... whatever... as if i care much... why do we need to wear it anyway??? sian man... whatever...
haiz... op... dun wan to mention liao... take care tl... will do better with more rehearsal! jia u! =)
good news: whole class got promoted to J2! yeah! 3 cheers to 0617!!! =) bad news... haiz... dun wan to talk about it...
haha... me and yc crap in the lib... haha... talk alot... thanks ar... make me feel much better... hee...
change my blogskin... i love it! yeah!
haha... u know what happened? i told my mum, "ma." den she gt fed-up as i accidentally gg to break her teapot... den she scold me... den she asked again, what is it? den i show attitude..."actually, i got gd news, den u dun wan to listen, den forget it lor...haha."
k, important things to do:
1. study chinese
2. memborise script
3. watch death notes animate... haha...
kk... gotta go... see ya... =) see liao zai... =)
didn't bring tie today... whatever... as if i care much... why do we need to wear it anyway??? sian man... whatever...
haiz... op... dun wan to mention liao... take care tl... will do better with more rehearsal! jia u! =)
good news: whole class got promoted to J2! yeah! 3 cheers to 0617!!! =) bad news... haiz... dun wan to talk about it...
haha... me and yc crap in the lib... haha... talk alot... thanks ar... make me feel much better... hee...
change my blogskin... i love it! yeah!
haha... u know what happened? i told my mum, "ma." den she gt fed-up as i accidentally gg to break her teapot... den she scold me... den she asked again, what is it? den i show attitude..."actually, i got gd news, den u dun wan to listen, den forget it lor...haha."
k, important things to do:
1. study chinese
2. memborise script
3. watch death notes animate... haha...
kk... gotta go... see ya... =) see liao zai... =)
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